CHAPTER X

"Hoop-la!" cried Mabel Clarke joyously. And bending over the neck of

her yellow-dun horse she urged him to a trot; Vittorio Lante also

brought his horse, a powerful black, to a trot. The amazon and her

cavalier trotted side by side for some minutes in a cloud of dust.

Descending by the hill that separates the Dorf from the valley of

Samaden, going through the little shady, peaceful wood, grazing the

tall hedges, fragrant with aroma beneath the matutinal dew, Mabel

Clarke brought her horse to a walk and Vittorio Lante imitated her.

But when the American girl issued from the wood on to the high road,

where the broad valley of Samaden opens out, she perceived that the

two equipages, the large white brake and the victoria, containing

the rest of the party had made great progress and were hardly to

be distinguished, being ahead beyond Celerina and on the way to

Pontresina; she felt a sudden rush of infantile impatience, and

inciting her horse and the cavalier who accompanied her, she wanted to

catch up and pass the two carriages.

Dexterously firm in the saddle, in a dark blue habit which made her

seem taller and slimmer, and a most attractive dark blue doublet,

fastened by tiny buttons, with a white collar fastened by a big

gold pin, with a tea rose in her buttonhole, and a round straw hat,

surrounded by a blue veil that even restrained the thick, riotous,

chestnut hair, and floated behind in transparent blue waves, gloved in

yellow deer-skin, booted exquisitely, Mabel Clarke was more than ever

fascinating in her florid beauty, in her graceful vigour, and vibrant

youth. She did not look at the very bright, almost white, morning sky,

a sky of an ineffable softness. She took no heed of the fresh air, so

sweet to breathe; and she cared not for a sun that was very bland,

whose rays were bright without fierceness. She gave herself up, in

happy unconsciousness, to the joy of being young, healthy, beautiful,

of guiding and being guided by a strong horse, faithful and safe,

passing at a steady trot along the broad road, amidst the meadows

soft with dew, only turning every minute to see if her cavalier, Don

Vittorio Lante, were following closely. That perfect cavalier, who

was trotting with ease and youthful heedlessness, was quite close to

her, scarcely bending over his horse, smiling every time at the softly

blue-veiled face of Mabel Clarke, who smiled at him for a moment. In

the buttonhole of his riding-coat he had placed a tea rose; beneath the

brim of his soft grey felt hat a peaceful countenance revealed itself,

and an expression full of happiness that was reflected from his glance.

His surroundings, with their charm of air and light and perfume, did

not affect him; or perhaps they reached him through his dream. Twice

with a gesture of fastidiousness the amazon and her knight were forced

to rein in their horses, putting them to a walking pace, to pass the

little village of Cresta and the district of Celerina, in the narrow,

twisting, badly paved streets. But when once again they emerged on to

the high road and had passed the sounding wooden bridge over the Inn,

they yielded themselves to a strong trot, again inciting and urging

each other, always gaining more ground on the carriages.

"Go! go! go!" exclaimed Mabel Clarke gutturally, in English.

Already this gay chase was perceived from the carriages, and

many-coloured parasols and white handkerchiefs were to be seen waved

in greeting from the brake; the two ladies in the victoria turned

their heads, more tranquilly, as if to encourage the proud riders more

pacifically, who were advancing and suddenly reached and passed the

victoria, Mabel Clarke sending a kiss with the handle of her whip to

Mrs. Clarke and a nod to the other lady, Mrs. Gertrude Milner, Don

Vittorio Lante bowing and saluting with his whip. They overtook the

large brake, skirting it, the one on the right, the other on the left,

where, laughing and gesticulating, Ellen and Norah West, Susy Milner,

and Rachel Rodd jumped up to welcome them, as well as several young

men, who in French and English also welcomed them in pleasant, jolly

terms, while Mabel and Vittorio, on their part, laughing and calling

out a little, responded to all the enthusiasm.

For a long portion of the road there was a war of chaff between the

brake and the two riders as they came up or passed from time to time,

an exchange of greetings and apostrophes in French and English, the

girls pronouncing Mabel's name a hundred times, and she shaking her

beautiful brown head as she smiled and laughed, her veil swelling

behind her in blue waves, while Vittorio Lante played his part in

regulating his black to Mabel's yellow-dun; and even he was amused by

the playful briskness of their chaff.

Annie Clarke and Gertrude Milner in the victoria more quietly contented

themselves with a kindly wave of the hand or a nod of the head or an

indulgent little smile when Mabel and Vittorio passed them. Annie

Clarke was wearing a light grey dress of masculine cut and a round hat,

wrapped round with a light grey gauze veil; beneath her white collar on

the dark tie, knotted in man's fashion, a very simple pin was fixed,

an enormous shining black pearl, a unique jewel. Gertrude Milner was

austerely dressed in black, but on the white lace which formed the yoke

of her waistcoat she wore a single string of large pearls, which she

never took off. People said that Gertrude Milner even wore these pearls

at night when she slept.

As they sped towards Pontresina neither the amazon nor her cavalier,

nor the young girls in the brake, nor the ladies in the victoria seemed

aware of how they were leaving behind them the meadows of Celerina, the

distances of Samaden, and the heights of the Muottas and the Corvatsch;

the profile of Pizalbris to the left, and to the right the curve of the

Fuorcla, the deep woods that alternate with arid glebe and stones and

rocks, and the white Flatzbach, that milky, tumultuous torrent which

comes from the white Bernina. They seemed not to see how in grandiose

and solemn line the two mountains opened, to show the gigantic Roseg

glacier in a bluish whiteness beneath the bland sun. Perhaps the fresh,

caressing air, the vault of heaven brighter than ever, and the soft

morning light vibrated within them as intimate and secret elements of

serenity, content, and subtle intoxication. But none of them wanted

to, or knew how to, take account of these hidden influences. They

enjoyed everything without analysing, and the strong desire of arriving

quickly at their goal possessed them. The horses of the riders, of the

brake, of the victoria, urged on by spur and whip, sped on to arrive

together more quickly than anyone had ever made the journey, with the

headstrong anxiety of always being first, which is one of the forces of

the American race. The maids and youths in the brake were annoyed at

every other vehicle, and tried to pass them, urging on the driver, the

robust Joe Wealther, the fiancé of Ellen West. Mabel and Vittorio were

annoyed with whatever they met in the way, an obstacle to their race;

and with smiling and mischievous eyes they exchanged, the American and

the Italian, their impetuous desire of ever speeding ahead, as they

disturbed groups of pedestrians, and scattered clouds of dust over

the other carriages. In the victoria Annie Clarke and Gertrude Milner,

the two peaceful and dignified matrons, grew weary of all the other

road-farers; they drew the rug over their knees in a distracted and

distant manner, appearing to be not the least aware of other wayfarers

on foot or in carriage. They grew proudly weary, desiring quietly, as

the others desired ardently, to reach the Morteratsch glacier quickly,

whither all were directed, and where they must see everything in the

shortest time and return at once to St. Moritz Dorf for luncheon at the

Palace Hotel.

"The lunch is execrable here at the glacier restaurant," Annie Clarke

declared, with a knowing air.

Still, in spite of all their American hurry, on entering that strange

district of Pontresina, studded with little wooden houses, in two rows,

as if from a child's box of toys, carriage and riders were forced to

go at a foot-pace. The row of carriages became much longer--hotel

omnibuses, barouches coming and going in every direction to and from

the Roseg, towards Samaden and the Bernina. Even denser were the people

on foot, who came and went, and grouped themselves at the doors of the

hotels with their hundred rooms, before the cafés and the confectionery

shops--a bizarre crowd, so different from that of St. Moritz.

"_Très inélégante_, Pontresina," declared Gertrude Milner, in her turn,

with American gravity.

However, they were forced to halt in the square before the Post Office,

like all the other carriages, to let the horses have a moment's

breather. The girls in the brake clamoured for the famous chocolate

truffle of the Pasticceria, _A Ma Compagne_, so their two cavaliers

jumped from the brake to go and fetch some; two others went for a

whisky and soda. Vittorio Lante patiently allowed his horse to drink at

a fountain near by. Mabel approached her mother's carriage and bent

over her as fresh as a flower.

"Happy, Mabel?" asked the mother tranquilly, scarcely smiling.

"Most happy, mammy, very happy!" exclaimed the daughter.

Smiling, chatting, and exchanging chocolates and caramels, the girls

in the brake pretended that Joe Wealther should make the horses go

furiously on leaving Pontresina; but he imperturbably kept an even pace

in spite of their protests. Mabel and Vittorio again trotted briskly,

and even the peaceful victoria was transported at a trot. Beneath a

sky increasingly pale, as if a great pallor had been diffused beneath

the blue, with the light of the sun now veiled, the countryside was

profoundly changed. A broad, deserted valley, between two rows of

black, rocky mountains, opened out, and stretched monotonously and

sadly. Here and there a rare herb grew between the rocks with some big,

dusty, yellow flower. Stones were everywhere, from the little pebble

to the massive boulder, heaps of dry earth were crumbling, and little

mounds of black earth concealed the meagre course of a stream which now

and then reappeared, weak and tinged. So silent was the sadness of that

valley, and the death of everything lively and gracious, that behind

her blue veil Mabel's grey eyes grew disturbed and she felt the need of

breaking the sad silence that oppressed her, and of hearing the voice

of her cavalier.

"Do you love all this, Lante?"

They were alone, sufficiently far from the carriage; their horses close

together, head to head, relaxed their pace to the reins held slackly in

their hands.

"I love you, Miss Clarke," he replied promptly, with an unwonted

impulse, more passionate than sentimental.

"Do you even love me here, in this arid, gloomy place?" she asked, as

if another, a more intense amorous declaration were necessary for her,

to conquer, perhaps, the melancholy that weighed her down, or for some

other mysterious uncertainty of her soul.

"Here, and everywhere, and always," he said seriously, as if he were

proclaiming a shining truth and pronouncing a sublime oath.

"Ah!" she exclaimed simply, as if in a dream.

For an instant, almost in a dream, Mabel bowed her head, as if she

wished to drive away every molesting care. She pulled sharply at her

horse's rein, to resume a more rapid pace.

The carriages approached. Mabel and Vittorio distanced them again. The

man was silent and thoughtful, as if disturbed at what had bubbled

forth from his soul in a cry of sincerity. She was silent, watching him

now and then, as if to scrutinise his thoughts and feelings, because

the accent, which had been more earnest than she had previously heard,

had reached her. The horses trotted head to head.

"Is this the Bernina road, Lante?" she asked in a low voice.

"Yes, Miss Clarke," he murmured.

"Then it is the road to Italy?"

"Exactly, to Italy, Miss Clarke."

There was an instant of silence. He leant his head towards her and said

to her in a voice she had never heard before:

"Miss Clarke, shall we gallop to Italy? Together, alone, to Italy, Miss

Clarke?"

She looked him frankly in the eyes, wishing to penetrate his heart and

soul. And he withstood well the woman's glance, directed sharply at him

in its desire to know the truth. A light laugh issued from her young

mouth.

"Why do you laugh, Miss Clarke? It is not right to laugh so," he

exclaimed rather harshly.

The laugh changed into such an affectionate and sincere smile that

without her speaking he understood. He added anxiously, but with happy

anxiety:

"Would you come, Miss Clarke? Would you come?"

"Perhaps I would come, Lante," she replied, again become serious.

"Will you come?"

"Perhaps I will come," she added gravely.

Pale with joy, he stooped and suddenly clasped her hand and kissed it

in an act of devotion and dedication. Nothing more was said. The brake

full of girls and young men came up to them, who continued to chatter

and laugh, emitting guttural exclamations, to conquer the desolate

solemnity of the country through which they were passing, and up to

them came the victoria where Annie Clarke and Gertrude Milner had drawn

on their heavy fur capes, since the sky was now an immense pallor above

the great valley rough with boulders and rocks, and the sun, that had

become a spectral pallor over the naked, rude mountains, had made them

feel cold. Everyone in carriage and on horseback sighed with relief as,

making the last stretch of road, wooded like the avenue of an oasis

in such an austere landscape, they smiled at the foaming, sounding,

clamorous cascade that in a little gorge among the trees comes from

the Bernina and penetrates underground, and further off reappears a

torrent, and becomes lower down a river. After a few paces all had to

descend.

A wooden bridge was the extreme limit for carriages and horses. To

reach the glacier it was necessary to go on foot.

"Is it impossible _for all_ to drive?" asked Gertrude Milner, very

scandalised in her American dignity.

"Impossible, dearest Gertrude," replied Annie Clarke, shaking her head.

"If you are tired we can stop at the restaurant."

"The glacier is very badly managed," murmured Miss Milner, offended in

her habitual laziness and her American _amour-propre_.

"Very badly," agreed Mrs. Clarke, who never liked walking.

They began to walk slowly after the young people. The party walked

rapidly, in couples and groups, Mabel far in advance of all, lifting

over her arm the train of her riding habit, showing her slender little

feet and some of her leg. Vittorio was beside her, not leaving her for

a step. But in the frank sense of respect for another's liberty, which

is one of the noblest things in American social life, none of the party

bothered about them. Not even Mabel's mother seemed to be aware of the

very open love-making, even in its correct form. Ellen and Norah West's

mother had remained at Sils Maria, allowing her daughter, Ellen, to go

alone with her fiancé Joe Wealther. Mrs. Gertrude Milner worried not at

all about the flirtation of her daughter, Susy, with Pierre d'Alfort,

the witty and amiable young Frenchman, who fascinated the girl by the

originality of his _boutades_, and much less did she trouble herself

about the flirtations of her niece, Rachel Rodd, with the Vicomte de

Lynen, the Belgian, a troublesome and ever-deluded hunter after a big

dowry, who even here was making a false move, for Rachel Rodd was very

poor, with only a dowry of one hundred thousand dollars. At times the

couples met and formed large groups, whence issued jokes and laughter,

only to separate spontaneously and correctly. Only Mabel and Vittorio,

who had dismounted, started off at a brisk walk, as if they did not

wish to be overtaken; but no one followed hard on them, for they took

care to keep the distance, and no one called after them. Suddenly,

however, the party halted to look around.

The Morteratsch valley opened out on two sides, on which the mountain

larches climb to a certain height, slender and brown, with supple

branches; higher up the sides rose even more naked and less green,

until quite high up they were delineated against the sky, to right

and left, in massy profiles of dark rock. In the middle distance and

the background, in gigantic, white, rugged, naked cliffs, in colossal

undulations, that had been immovable for centuries and for centuries

covered with snow, as hard as the rocks it hid, the glacier opened

out, arose, advanced, and took up all the horizon; it advanced like

an immense white wall, and then like an immense black wall, forward,

forward, as if it were walking towards the onlooker, towards the rapt,

ecstatic crowd in front--an immense peaked wall that seemed of rock but

was really of ice. Three majestic peaks stood above it: on the left the

Piz Bellavista, on the other side towards the left the Piz Morteratsch,

and finally, very lofty, fearsome, and white without a scar or rent,

the queen of mountains, the virgin of mountains--the Bernina.

Here, round the little one-storeyed restaurant, with its tables spread

in the open air, some beneath an awning, round a kiosk, where post

cards and little souvenirs of the Morteratsch were on sale, a whole

squad of silent people were contemplating the glacier. Before it lay

a stretch of ground, covered with big and little rocks brought there

by the winter avalanches; amid the boulders ran a meandering torrent,

while to the right was a faintly traced little path among the rocks

which higher up, as it approached the great black wall of the glacier,

disappeared; and nothing but stones and water proceeded from the

glacier, where a gloomy grotto was hollowed out, which seemed like a

speck in the distance.

"Why is the glacier so black in front?" Gertrude asked Annie, in a low

voice.

"It is covered with rocks and earth," was the reply.

"_Dommage_," murmured Gertrude in French.

For some minutes the enchantment of the glacier remained over the crowd

that was admiring it, silent and astonished. Then figures began to

separate, attracted as by a magnet, and set out for the small path,

while other figures more in advance were already there, small and

diminishing, flitting from rock to rock--little black specks of beings

who were at the grotto or coming from it. The coming and going was

continuous; the men gave their hands to the ladies to make them walk

more safely, or preceded them to point out the best way, while the

lofty wall, all white in front, all black above, and finally at the

horizon white with reflections of metallic blue and gold, in altitudes

and precipices which seemed the monstrous waves of a sea petrified for

ages, caused the crowd of visitors to seem even more tiny and miserable.

"We will stay here," said Annie Clarke to the party.

"We will stay," approved Gertrude Milner.

"_Au revoir, mama_," cried Mabel to her mother from afar, as she

approached the glacier, accompanied by Vittorio.

"_Au revoir, au revoir_," exclaimed the young people of the party as

they left.

Quietly seated at a restaurant table, beneath the awning, Annie Clarke

and Gertrude Milner took a cup of tea to warm themselves, watching,

without troubling, the figures of their daughters ever growing smaller,

as they proceeded over the sharp rocks, along the torrent, towards the

glacier.

Around them at the tables some were taking tea, others were drinking

beer, and others writing on post cards. People arrived continuously

from the road behind the bridge where the carriages were halted, and

others arrived from the glacier. Everywhere nothing but German was to

be heard, and the very waitresses of the inn were fräulein who did not

understand a word of English or French.

"Even here all are Germans," murmured Gertrude with a sneer, as she

sipped her tea.

"And Jews! What a nuisance, dear," added the very Catholic Annie.

Mabel and Vittorio had almost reached the goal. As they approached

the way became more dangerous amid the great rocks which had to be

jumped, and from which it was easy to slip. Mabel's high heels made

her hesitate and vacillate every moment. Frowning and anxious about

making a stupid fall, she ended by placing her two hands in Vittorio's,

although at first she had refused any support; then in three leaps she

reached the opening of the ice grotto with him. He made her climb the

last boulder, lifting her like a child, as he deposited her on a mound

of earth, and so gracefully that she smiled at him adorably to thank

him. The immense wall stood over their heads; through two enormous

clefts they perceived its fearsome height and profundity. The enormous

walls were dripping icy water, and drops of icy water fell from the

arch of the cleft, whence was formed the strange grotto. Near at hand,

beneath a colossal and sinuous streak of ice, which was the tail of the

glacier, the torrent bubbled forth mysteriously and sped away. They

penetrated beneath the white arch that overwhelmed them, amid the ice

that surrounded them with a cold embrace; the gelid drops fell on their

cheeks and foreheads. Vittorio felt Mabel's hand trembling a little as

it sought his.

"Would you rather go out?" he asked, guessing her secret wish.

"I would rather," she replied at once.

They completed the short circuit of the grotto and left. She was pale

as if she breathed with difficulty under the immense wall; and she

breathed deeply, in fact, when once again she was on rocks in the open

air. She perceived a little road that climbed among the boulders to the

right.

"Come," she said, approaching Vittorio.

It was not an easy or short ascent for her cavalier to a promontory

which arose to the side; and they still met people who were descending,

chatting harshly in German, while further off the rest of the party

followed them. Turning suddenly, they perceived that they had climbed

higher than the wall of the glacier, and that it was spreading before

their eyes from top to bottom in an immeasurable breadth, bounded

on the right by two great moraines of black rocks, all white in

the middle, and at the back climbing, heaping, sinking, rugged and

profound, towards the two lofty peaks of Bellavista and Morteratsch,

towards the beautiful and virginal Bernina, the mistress of the

mountains. They sat down on a large rock, and both were seized and

conquered by the solemn, majestic, and terrible spectacle. They were

alone; before them was the potent immensity of things that had lasted

for ages and would last through the ages.

Suddenly Mabel Clarke turned to Vittorio Lante and asked him in a

clear, precise voice:

"You really are free, Lante?"

He looked into the quiet eyes that questioned him and replied sincerely:

"Yes, I am free, Miss Clarke."

Mabel still contemplated for a moment the whiteness of the far-away ice

and the purity of the neighbouring snow; her accent was again firm and

fierce as she asked:

"You are poor, are you not, Lante?"

There rose before the eyes of the Italian gentleman the more than ever

impressing spectacle that elevates souls and exalts them to supreme

truth. Beside him was a creature of truth and beauty. From his ardent

heart there burst forth a pure flame of truth. Courageously, without

shame and with simplicity, he declared:

"I am very poor, Miss Clarke."

Mabel smiled as never before, and her hand brushed Vittorio's in a

grateful, loyal, pure caress.

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