CHAPTER II

Smiling softly and showing her little flashing teeth, in a mouth as

red as a carnation and whimsically opened, Mabel Clarke was counting

with the point of her umbrella the boxes on the truck--large boxes of

yellow or maroon leather, either long and soft or high and massive,

with shining brass clasps and locks, and long stripes painted a vivid

white and red, upon which was described a large red "C." Standing

beneath the roof of the pretty little station of Coire, amongst the

crowd that surged, as it waited from minute to minute the departure

of the Engadine Express, Mabel Clarke, tall, slender, upright, in her

pearl-grey, tailor-made dress, which outlined all her youthful grace,

not wanting in a certain expression of robustness and strength, watched

the porters who were placing their boxes in the train. She counted up

to eighteen, of all forms and dimensions, with the great clamorous "C"

in blood red.

"Eighteen," she exclaimed, turning round. "Eighteen, isn't that so,

dear Broughton?"

An elderly woman, with hair more white than grey, quietly dressed in

black, nodded her head, with a gesture not lacking in respect.

"Are you sure that is all?" resumed Mabel Clarke, with a slight frown

of her dark chestnut eyebrows on the white forehead. "Eighteen seems

very few for mamma and me."

"Mrs. Clarke expects four boxes from Paris. Everything was not ready

from the tailor's to leave with us."

"Ah, very well, then!" murmured Mabel Clarke, nodding her head. Turning

her back, she approached her mother, who, patiently seated beneath the

station roof near a little buffet table, had been served with a cup of

coffee, which she was not drinking.

Mabel had continually to pass different groups of people who were

massing together for departure. Pushed about and jostled, she reached

her mother at last, and asked, with a little smile:

"All right, mamma?"

"All right, rather bored," replied Mrs. Clarke, shaking her head,

as she regarded the crowd with a lofty and silent expression of

fastidiousness.

Men, women, and children were coming and going; strolling, stopping,

and running. There were old ladies dressed in black, with awkward

round hats from which hung a dark blue or brown veil, and who were

pressing round their necks large fur tippets against the cold which had

surprised them on leaving the train. There were young women dressed

brightly, with large, light travelling-cloaks left open, beneath which

appeared short skirts and elegantly booted feet, and hats enveloped

in white veils. There were children of various ages, watched over

carefully by nurses and governesses, and there was even a nurse with a

dress of white and grey stripes, a large white and grey cloak, and an

encircling cap of white ribbons above her mass of hair: she carried the

baby in her arms, wrapped in a little white fur jacket, all rosy in its

infantile sleep.

Men of every race and age mingled with the women they were

accompanying: they separated from them, returned and disputed.

There were fine old men--tall and thin, of energetic and handsome

countenance--beardless old men, with invincible, lordly stamp in face

and person, and other old men, stout, with heightened complexion and

heavy moustaches, with a gay and thoughtless air; then middle-aged

men, some of a consumptive appearance, but bearing traces of former

virile beauty, others showing signs of pleasures enjoyed too violently.

There were robust young men, well made, whose faces, though regular

and perfect in feature, lacked expression; while other youths, whose

appearance was fashionable, but slender and delicate, had colourless

complexions, and in all their aspect an absence of health. On all this

curious and attractive variety--a great mass of men of every age--there

was a decided ugliness, a common awkwardness, though varied in form,

and a proud, harsh expression. According to their ages and conditions

this rudeness, imperiousness, and clownishness assumed different

aspects, but it was manifest in the high and insolent voices that

spoke German, in the gestures, now grotesque and now solemn, but ever

imperious--the German crowd dominating nearly all the other nations.

Beyond the peculiar character of their clothes there were to be

recognised those whom the trains from Calais, Brussels, Vienna, and

Berlin had brought together at Paris or Basle to make up the great

cosmopolitan Engadine train: the Englishman with white shoes, check

overcoat, turned-up trousers, cloth cap; the Frenchman with light

cloak, which he was wrapping round himself, as he already felt chilly

and caught by the keen mountain air. Finally, and above all, there

was the great mass of Germans, clothed in suits which were too baggy,

or too long, or too short, of strange cut and gloomy colours, and in

stranger cloaks. But especially there was the Tyrolese costume, with

its short breeches, jacket of big pleats, and belt of the same cloth;

on the head a green cap always too small, with a narrow crease, a

myrtle-green cap, like the suit, with a Tyrolese feather behind that

resembled an interrogation mark. These suits were worn on fat bodies

and thin, or broad and bony, and the cap on a square head, with ruddy

cheeks, blond moustaches, and peeling neck in reddish-purple folds.

Lower down, standing apart, one of them, one only, had an imposing

stature and a robust head, a face with a black beard, rough and

bristly, with two eyes of sweetest blue; he the only one among so many,

apart, solitary, and silent.

While the long and complicated work of loading the baggage of the crowd

was being accomplished, Mabel Clarke, keeping close to her mother,

watched with her large grey eyes, full of an ardent curiosity of life,

those who were moving around her. Not far from her two ladies were

seated round another _café_ table. One of them was of uncertain age,

dressed in black, with a black hat and a decided grey veil; the other

was a very young figure, bending as she wrote the addresses on several

post cards. Nothing was revealed save the lines of a white and delicate

face and the curve of a pretty mouth, closed and smileless. Beneath the

light blue veil her hair was very blond and pleasant to the eye, while

the hand that ran over the cards as she wrote was very white.

"English," said Mabel, almost to herself, with a rather pretty little

laugh of disparagement.

"Yes," replied her mother, with a rather more pronounced laugh. The

writer raised her head, and revealed a quite pale face beneath whose

very transparent complexion coursed a pink flush. The _tout ensemble_

was white and virginal, an appearance which was still more increased by

the white travelling-dress. The smile round Mabel Clarke's beautiful

but jesting mouth increased.

"_Poitrinaire, peut-être_," murmured her mother in French, with a

strong American accent.

The daughter's eyes were averted, attracted by another feminine figure:

a young woman who beside her was sprinkling drops of water on a bunch

of roses that she was pressing to herself, which appeared faded owing

to the length of the journey.

She was slender and tall, with a little erect and proud head, and a

refined face with charming features, without true beauty, but charming

in their harmony, with a staidness of postures and gestures and a

ladylike and disdainful aloofness from whatever was happening around

her. Two or three times Mabel regarded her and made some lively

movement to attract her attention. The other did not turn round and

observed nothing in her gracious and proud aloofness.

"French: exquisite," sighed Mabel Clarke.

"Exquisite," sighed her mother, even more deeply.

Meanwhile the guttural German cries announced the departure for the

Engadine, and the crowd thronged at the doors, carrying characteristic

hand luggage; tennis-rackets in their coverings, travelling-cloaks,

sticks with chamois-horn handles and iron-spiked tips, and leather

cases with golf-clubs.

As they clambered up, from short skirts the ladies disclosed dainty

feet, shod some of them as if they were to walk through the boulevards

of Paris, and others as if they must immediately climb the Bernina.

Mabel Clarke and her mother, followed step by step, like a shadow, by

Mrs. Broughton, approached without undue hurry the large compartment

which they had reserved. A railway official advanced, as if searching

amidst the crowd, with a yellow envelope in his hands.

At once Mrs. Clarke summoned him.

"A telegram for Clarke?"

"_Ja_," said the man, offering the envelope.

Mrs. Clarke read her telegram quietly.

Mabel in a whisper asked:

"Papa! all right?"

"All right."

Loudly the German voices of the railway officials resounded.

"Thusis, Preda, Bergun, Tiefenkastel, St. Moritz--St. Moritz--St.

Moritz."

As the train left overflowing with travellers, from the lowered windows

there was an appearing and disappearing of heads, veiled in white and

grey, in blue and brown; there was a fluctuating of faces, fresh or

consumptive, while some large German face all aflame, with great yellow

moustaches and green Tyrolese cap that pressed the square forehead,

would lean out to exchange loud and harsh German words with a friend,

who might have been his brother, so much did he resemble him, as he

raised his head from the station platform.

"St. Moritz! St. Moritz! St. Moritz!"

This was the last feeble echo which reached the travellers who were

already on their way. For some minutes there was a sound of windows

being raised rapidly against the fresh, almost cold, evening air; and

no face leant out throughout the long train to gaze at the country

where the Tamina places its whirlpool gorges beneath high rocks, while

the flowering gardens of La Rezia smile around pretty white villas,

which are more Italian than Swiss. For some time no one passed in the

narrow corridor that flanked the first-class compartments; everyone

remained quietly in his place.

In their reserved compartment--six places for three people--Mrs.

Clarke and Miss Mabel Clarke of the great house of Clarke of New

York, of which John Clarke, husband and father, was the soul, with

his great talent and magnificent business activity--the house of

Clarke rated at six hundred actual millions, John Clarke himself at

three hundred millions, and Miss Mabel credited with a dowry of fifty

millions--mother and daughter, silent and quiet, were receiving the

most minute attentions from Mrs. Broughton, so that the remainder of

the journey of three hours and a half might be comfortable for the

two ladies. Mrs. Clarke especially accepted these attentions with

the aspect of a cold and silent idol. Mrs. Broughton opened some

large travelling rugs of fur and the little white and grey feathers

of the eider, and wrapped them round the two ladies. She drew forth

five or six cushions of stamped leather and Liberty silk, and placed

them behind Mrs. Clarke's shoulders and at her side; she made long

play with a silver and cut-glass scent bottle, sending into the air,

on the windows and seats of the compartment, a little shower of eau

de Cologne, together with another, rather stronger, perfume, perhaps

a disinfectant; and she hung on the linings of the compartment two

or three portable electric lamps to illuminate them when night came,

and to enable them to read better. In an open, red leather case, a

_nécessaire_, full of everything for making tea in the train, shone

with its warm tones of silver-gilt. Afterwards she gave a questioning

and respectful glance to her chief mistress, Mrs. Clarke, who either

did not notice her, or did not deign to do so, and another glance at

Mabel Clarke, who replied with the shortest little nod in the negative.

Mrs. Broughton settled herself in a far corner of the compartment, drew

forth from a bag a long note-book, and with a small pencil began to

write some notes and figures therein. Suddenly Mrs. Clarke awoke from

her proud torpor, and said:

"Broughton, the big and small boxes?"

The woman understood at once, and rising, pointed to two long boxes,

or rather coffers, on the rack, of yellow leather with steel locks and

clasps, and added:

"I checked them before starting."

Suddenly Mabel asked:

"Mamma, did you bring your large pearl necklace?"

"Yes, dear."

"And the large diadem?"

"Of course."

"And, mamma, did you bring the tiara?"

"The tiara, of course! It was necessary."

Mabel approved, with a charming smile. Then she resumed:

"Mamma, they say the Italians at St. Moritz have extraordinary jewels."

"Do you believe it, Mabel?"

"They say so. Also some South American ladies have great pearls and

diamonds, mamma."

"Do you believe all of them can be more beautiful than my jewels?

Mabel, do you think so?"

And a keen expression of uneasiness, the first that had animated that

marble countenance, seized her.

"To me it seems impossible," added Mabel thoughtfully.

"Also to me it seems impossible."

In the next compartment were two ladies alone, who had also taken six

places for themselves. One was a woman of thirty, with a very white

face slightly coloured as to the cheeks, with two marvellous large eyes

of deep grey, somewhat velvety, while the whites of the pupils had a

blue reflection. Her mouth was vivid and sinuous, more expressive than

beautiful. Her hair was of a very bright and fine chestnut, massed

round the neck and waving over the temples. Only the temples showed a

streak of blue veins, and the little ears were exceedingly white. One

of the hands, bared of its kid glove, showed long, graceful, but bony

fingers. She who accompanied her was the image of her, though with

thirty more years; but she was very fat, with an expression of perfect

good-nature on the broad face and an unexplainable sense of fear in the

eyes that had remained childish.

The younger woman was dressed in white cloth; but she wore a long

jacket of otter with chinchilla facings of a soft grey, which suited

her rather morbid beauty, and she remained huddled in her furs, as

if cold, with her head snuggled in the collar. Sometimes she coughed

a little. Then her mother started, became disturbed, and questioned

her a little anxiously in German. The daughter scarcely replied, in a

whisper, and settled herself better in her corner, as she dreamed with

closed eyes. A scent of sandal emanated from her, and all the minute,

very elegant luggage bore her initials, an "E." and an "L."--Else

Landau--with a baronial coronet.

All was silent, too, in a compartment further on, full of ladies. The

exquisite French lady, of the faded roses, preserved her aspect of one

who neither sees nor hears, since she neither wishes to see nor hear.

Her hands, gloved in new white gloves, held an open book, whose title

was not to be discovered, since it was hidden in an antique silk book

cover. She turned over the pages very seldom, perhaps keeping the book

open so as not to occupy herself with her neighbours. There was a dark

lady, with fine arched eyebrows, black, passionate eyes, a carnal and

florid mouth, and all this beauty augmented and made artificial by the

rouge on the cheeks, the black beneath the eyes, and the carmine on

the lips. She was still a very young woman, but she was got up like an

old one. Every now and then the dark woman, so strangely embellished,

exchanged a word with her husband, who came to see her from another

compartment, where he had found a seat. The husband was tall and gross,

with a rather truculent countenance and big rings on his fingers. They

spoke Spanish. The third lady, the English girl, she who was writing

post cards in the station at Coire, kept silence behind the window that

gave on to the corridor. Now all the virginal purity of her very white

face was apparent beneath the slightly blue shadow of her veil. Beneath

the mother-of-pearl complexion a rosiness spread itself almost at every

beating of the arteries. The closed lips, together with the eyes of

periwinkle-blue, which gazed in sweetness and candour, all spoke of the

fragile and fascinating beauty of Anglo-Saxon women, whose grace is

invincible. Her companion was beside her; but she must have been used

to the patient silences of long journeys.

As the train climbed in bizarre curves and loops the great pass of

Albula, crossing daring bridges and more daring viaducts, ever climbing

from Thusis, from Solis, from Tiefenkastel, not one of those travellers

gave a thought to the singular and powerful ascent of the train, as it

elevated itself ever more and more towards its lofty point of arrival.

Here there was a lively chattering in German, in French, in English,

especially in German; there someone was slumbering in his seat; here

two men and two women were playing bridge. Others were trying to read

big papers like the "Koelnische Zeitung," "The Times," and the "Temps."

Some governesses and nurses were watching two or three compartments

full of children. A French preceptor, a priest, was talking in a low

voice to a youth who was accompanying him; the nurse was walking with

her baby in the corridor with slow and heavy step. Now and then some

young man came and went hurriedly in the corridor, giving a glance at

all the compartments where the ladies were, stopping behind the windows

where some feminine profile was to be seen, with particular curiosity

at the last compartment, where Mrs. Clarke, very bored with the slow

journey, as she said, had lowered the blinds.

No one knew anything, or wished to, of that summer night and its cold

gusts passing over the heights of the Lenzerhorn and mounting to

Preda, to Filisur, to Bergun, penetrating the heart of the mountains,

and issuing from them to cross the deep valleys, leaving to right and

left peaks covered with snow, to which no one gave a glance through

the windows as they rumbled across fantastic bridges that joined two

precipices. No one knew or wished to know how rich with Alpine perfumes

was the summer night, nor how the voices of forest, meadow, and waters

around the train were forming the great mountain chorus without words.

No one knew or wished to know what a tremendous and mortal thing it had

been for mind and hands and life of man to construct that iron road of

the high mountains, and how many existences had been scattered there.

Each trembled with impatience, anticipating the halting of the train at

little stations all of wood behind which some houses gleamed white or a

church tower rose.

The women were slumbering or thinking or dreaming behind their veils.

Each repressed her impatience to arrive up there, whither she was

carrying either a great, keen longing, or one more subdued, or an

unrestrainable curiosity, a need of health, or a humble, secret dream.

Some were talking to cheat the waiting, and exchanging names of hotels;

and old frequenters of the Engadine were instructing novices with a

knowing air. There was not one of them who was not aspiring with secret

ardour--sprung from the idlest or perhaps most puerile instincts, or

moral and material necessity, or from a dream--to the goal, to St.

Moritz; careless of everything except of arriving up there, where their

life should suffer the whip's lash, or the triumph of vanity, or the

victory of ambition, or health regained, or pleasure broadly conquered,

or an unknown fortune taken by assault. And when in the evening the

word _Samaden_ was clearly and precisely heard, and each felt that the

goal was almost touched, every torpor was scattered, every silence was

interrupted, every dream released before the reality. Jumping to their

feet in extreme impatience, all of them crowded to the windows and

doors. Still some minutes and yet more, and then the word resounded

from carriage to carriage, repeated softly and loudly from a hundred

voices:

"St. Moritz! St. Moritz! St. Moritz!"

In the obscurity of the night the spectacle unfolded itself as if in

a broad, deep stage setting. All the hill was gleaming with lights,

now feeble, now flaming. In capricious and charming lines burnt the

lights of the Palace Hotel, in lines direct and uniform those of the

Schweizerhof; like an immense edifice perforated with a thousand

windows, like a colossal plaything of giant babies, flamed the white

Grand Hotel, and further on high, at the summit, in triple lines,

gleamed at the foot of the mountains, the Hôtel Kulm. Around these

mastodons shone the other houses and smaller hotels.

The blaze of lights from the Palace and the Grand hotels, and from the

whole crown of large lamps which illuminated the road from the village

to the baths, was wonderfully reflected in the dark lake; thus the

lights were multiplied and eyes and soul were dazed thereby. On the

opposite bank the wood, which skirted the lake, the Acla Silva, had

neither house nor light in its sylvan austerity. Directly above on the

Rosatch and Curvatsch the whiteness of the snow became even purer in

the dark night. Very far-away, in a circle on the horizon, the snows of

the Julier, the Polaschin, and the Albana gleamed whitely, and still

further away at the extremity glistened the Margna with her twin peaks.

A thousand eyes could not turn away from that beacon of light which

streamed from hotels and houses in patches, while from below, from the

Bad, long green streaks of colour flickered as they were reflected in

the lake. At the vision which scorched eyes and heart, as the train

drew up at the little terminus, there was a crowding and jostling to

descend and touch that land of every promise, and to be immersed in

that light.

The omnibus conductors of the great hotels were running hither and

thither as they gathered together their travellers; noisily luggage

was piled upon luggage, and carriages departed and carriages returned

in rapid movement. White, green, and grey omnibuses were crammed with

travellers, and the laden vehicles turned and disappeared to the rapid

trot of their good horses, towards the upper village and the baths on

the shores of the lake. St. Moritz Dorf flamed scintillatingly in the

night, and flamed more blandly and afar St. Moritz Bad.

Around Mrs. Clarke and the smiling Mabel Clarke a circle of railway

officials, servants, and porters was formed; the secretary of the

"Palace" arrived in a hurry in a private carriage, and was obsequiously

talking in English in a low voice. Mollified, the mother received the

homage, and Mabel smiled at the flaming lights of the uplands where for

a month she was to pass a gay and vivid existence, where her fresh and

strong youth should be intoxicated with joy. They left in the carriage

with Mrs. Broughton and the secretary.

The exquisite French lady also left alone in a carriage, still

tranquil, still aloof, gave the address of the "Palace." The Viennese,

Else von Landau, with the large otter furs, who coughed and smelled of

sandal-wood, got into a carriage, and the mother with the startled eyes

climbed in with her and gave an address towards St. Moritz Bad.

The young Spanish woman, so made up, who was bound for the Grand Hotel,

departed, disputing in rapid Spanish with her husband and appearing

annoyed at going to an hotel different from the Palace Hotel, whither

she had seen so many people of aristocratic appearance bound. But no

one, whether climbing into omnibus, or jumping into carriage, or taking

on foot the path that leads to the Dorf, gave a single glance to the

majestic mountains that had seen the passing of the ages, to the proud

and solitary peaks so near to the sky, to the quiet and dark waters of

the lake, to the brown woods, whence came fresh and sharp fragrances.

None gave them a glance. All were trembling with satisfaction at having

arrived at last; and were eager to immerse themselves in the exalting

stream of life up there amidst the light and the luxury and joy of

fantasy and senses. The young English girl only, of the virginal

countenance, before climbing into the "Kulm" bus, raised her veil, and

gazed with her periwinkle-blue eyes at the white heights so deserted

and imposing. A smile for the first time bloomed on the pure mouth.

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