Happiness is a great beautifier and youth imparting power, and when
William reached home, he looked so different even the servants noticed
the change. He made only a short stop at his home, and sending for
Nancy, without any explanations broke the tidings that James was shortly
to come, bringing Clarissa and her son with him; she must, therefore,
have everything in readiness that was best in his home.
Leaving her flustrated and nervous, he hurried to Merle's home, where
Mrs. Millard greeted him with visible joy and said, "We are so happy to
see you again, Professor,--Merle is much better; we have thought several
times he was dying. He seemed to start to improve quite suddenly, and
now he is looking almost his natural self. So much so, I am afraid you
will think we have intruded needlessly."
"Not at all. Not at all, Mrs. Millard. I am only too glad to know he is
improved. How are Alice and yourself? I see you look particularly
fatigued."
"That is from so much anxiety about Merle. Alice is the same."
"I will go and see Merle, then I will treat Alice. When they are both
better, you will feel better.--Well, Merle, I am sorry to see you here
so ill, but am glad indeed to learn you are getting better. You look
better than I expected to see you. My thoughts must have reached you
soon after I received the news of your sickness."
"You do not know how glad I am to see you. I was sure it was your power
that gave me strength again. I was feeling so despondent and weak and
discouraged. I would be ashamed to acknowledge how badly off I was,
when, all of a sudden, there passed over me a wave of courage,
cheerfulness and hope, and from that moment, I began to gain steadily.
Now life looks bright and cheery, and I believe I shall soon be in
condition for you to finish our experiments, if you wish to do so."
"Do not worry about them, Merle."
"You have been so kind to me, I dislike to feel I am the cause of any
disappointment to you. Is it because you have been away, or is it the
fancy born of a sick brain, for really you seem to have changed since I
saw you. You look younger and happier and more powerful."
"I think you must be turning flatterer. I have a surprise for you when
you are a little stronger. My silent and absent treatments are taking
good effect. I will not put you to sleep this time. I am a little
hurried, so I will go to Alice, then I must hasten home, as I have some
business there, and I will come in and see you again before I go to
sleep."
"Professor, your eyes are fairly dazzling they are so bright. You must
be happy, for I feel a desire to laugh or sing."
"I am happy, and I want everyone to participate in my joy. You must make
haste and get well, so your family will all be in condition and position
to celebrate my happiness. It will be an occasion that does not require
the services of nurses."
"I will gain just as rapidly as I can. I am so glad you are happy, and
hope you will always be as happy as you are now."
"Thanks, Merle, for your good wishes. Au revoir. Mrs. Millard, where
shall I find Alice? Oh, here she is now."
"Yes, Professor, and we are so glad you have come back. How well you
look! Does he not, mother?"
"Yes indeed, sir, you do."
"I am glad to know you think so. Alice, as Merle is not in a condition
to be used, and there are some things I am anxious to know about, would
you mind my putting you into the trance state? I will not keep you
long."
"I would be glad to do it for you. Shall we go into the parlor, or do
you prefer that I remain here?"
"We will stay here, and Mrs. Millard will go and sit with Merle."
Mrs. Millard went out, and William immediately placed Alice in a trance.
"Alice, are you waking?"
"Yes."
"Can you tell me what my wife is doing?"
"I did not know you had a wife."
"Find her. Tell me what she is doing. What is she thinking?" There was a
long pause. "Alice, can you find her?"
"Yes. But I do not want to tell you what she is thinking."
"Why not?"
"It would make you unhappy."
"Does she love me, Alice? Do not hesitate to tell me the truth. I want
it, and demand it. I am no coward."
"She loves you dearly."
"Then why do you hesitate to tell me what she is thinking?"
"Because you could not understand her feelings."
"Why not?"
"You cannot place yourself in her position. She is trying to discover
which she loves better, and Oh, I see so much misery. I want to wring my
hands. Please take it away."
"No, Alice, tell me exactly what she is thinking. You must and shall.
Who stands between her and me?"
"A boy."
"Thank God! Now, Alice, you have been a truthful subject,--I know you
love me and wish me well; help me pass this crisis in my life creditably
and right, for I begin to suspect my own powers of penetration and
wisdom."
"That means you are growing in knowledge. Only ignorant persons place
implicit confidence in their opinions. You are a grand man, but all
finite beings are fallible. This woman is an equally grand and noble
woman, but her thoughts are obscured by doubt at this time. She wants to
do just what is right, she is afraid to trust her own desires."
"Desires for what? Be very careful in answering, as the happiness of
several lives may depend upon your answer."
"She loves you, and wants to come to you, but the boy does not. She is
afraid her desire to be with you is a selfish one. She would do for him
what she would not do for herself; unless you use force, he will defeat
you--"
"How can he? She has promised to come to me."
"She wants to, but she feels in some way indebted to him, anyway, I know
she is struggling between the two influences, and if you do not go to
her quick,--right off--she will go away with him, a long way,--where he
wants to go, and you will be unable to reach her for a long time. Hurry,
for she does not want to go; she is crying, but he will make her go if
you do not go right off. She is afraid of him."
"But, Alice,--she promised to come here."
"And he insists on going there."
"You are sure, Alice, it is a boy who comes between us?"
"Yes."
"Whose boy is it?"
"Her boy,--and if you do not hurry, they will go on the boat. Go to her.
She is ill and suffering."
"If she is ill and suffering, she knows where to send for me."
"She dare not."
"Why? She knows I love her."
"No, she does not know it."
"I say she does."
"But she does not. Oh, hurry! Please go to her."
"I will not go a step. She promised to come to me. If she does not care
to do so, I shall never urge her more."
"She does want to come, but the boy does not."
"Then let her choose between us."
"No. Go to her. Heed my warning. Go at once. You will arrive in time to
save suffering to many. The boy is selfish. He is influencing her to do
what she does not want to do. If you go to her, she will mind you."
"I do not want her to come to me if she is forced to do so."
"She loves you. She is sick. Go to her, and you will never be sorry.
Merle is going to be ill again, but do not stay here, for it is your
suffering that affects him, and makes him so. You have magnetized him so
often, and he is so strongly charged with your magnetism, that whatever
affects you, influences him and affects him physically. You will come
out all right if you will only heed my warning, and go to her. Remember
I told you you were going through a cloud, and I would guide you. You
must follow my advice, otherwise I cannot guide you. Go as quickly as
you can. She needs you. If you love her, you will put away pride, and go
to her."
"Why should I do all the seeking? I have given her proof enough of my
love. If she does not want to come to me, and prefers his love to mine,
I shall not interfere."
"You shall. You must. She wants to be with you, but she feels it is
selfish upon her part to wish to. The boy is selfish, and you will both
be miserable. Do not be harsh with her. Show your love. Make her see it
is not selfishness to wish to be with you, and that it would cause both
herself and you so much suffering to gratify the boy. You need each
other, and the boy needs discipline."
"Alice, are you sure she wants to be with me?"
"Yes, I am sure. Will you not go to her now,--right away? She is
sick,--heart-sick as well as physically."
"Yes; I will go. If I find conditions as you say, you have earned my
lasting gratitude;--I do not know what to think, what to believe, what
to do. You have always been truthful, so was Merle for ten years, then
he told me untruths; perhaps you are doing the same. If I find you have
deceived me, it will be another of life's lessons well learned. I have
always advocated truth could always be obtained from an entranced
subject, if their minds were left totally unbiased by the operator's
will. I can never again teach that, nor place implicit confidence in any
assertions I may receive. My book I have put the work of years into is
practically valueless, for all I shall now give to the public will be
what Merle gives me, eradicating all my own views upon the subject."
"Why do you not go to your wife instead of staying here? I do not
believe you love her after all."
"Alice! Silence."
"You are making her suffer. You want to spare anyone you love from
suffering."
"There is no logic nor reason in your utterances. I seem to have struck
a cross tide, that brings me no good. Wake up, Alice."
"Promise you will go to her right away."
"Yes, I will go. Probably I shall find I have been duped, but I will go,
for I am weak enough to want to see her before me all the time. Wake
up.--Wake up.--There, you are yourself again. I think it would do you
and Merle good to go out in the air and sunshine. I will send a carriage
for you. Your mother can go with you, too.--Mrs. Millard,--
"Mrs. Millard, I have been telling Alice I think a ride in the air and
sunshine would be beneficial to both her and Merle. You had better go
with them, and see they do not over-exert themselves. On your way home,
call at my house for a luncheon and a bouquet of flowers. I will send a
carriage for you and notify Mrs. C---- to have the food and flowers
ready when you call. I am going away again for a very short time. If you
need me, send for me."
"What a good man you are, Professor Huskins,--always trying to make
others happy. The good God above ought to shower happiness upon you. We
shall miss you while you are away, but we always say, we hope you are
enjoying yourself. We can never even hope to repay your goodness to us,
but a mother's prayers ever follow you, because of the good you have
done me and mine."
"There, Mrs. Millard, you praise me beyond my deserts. I must go now. I
am glad to find Merle so much improved. Enjoy yourselves as much as
possible, and you will soon find me back with you. Do not hesitate to
send for me if I am needed. I will not speak to Merle before I go."