turned to me and beckoned: “Mr Foulkes!”
I left my papers on the table and joined her at the open window; it was
just to the right of the hall door and commanded a wide view of the
park, which, stretching in gentle undulations, with copses scattered
here and there among the turf, gave a fine sense of spaciousness and
elbow-room--the best things mere wealth can give, in my humble opinion.
“It must be Nettie,” she said; “but why--why is she riding like that?”
I followed with my eyes the direction in which she pointed.
“And where’s father?”
Still a mile or more away, visible now, but from moment to moment hidden
by an intervening copse and once or twice by a deep dip in the ground, a
horse came towards us at a gallop--a reckless gallop. The next instant
the faintest echo of a cry, its purport indistinguishable, fell on our
ears.
“It is Nettie,” said Beatrice Gladwin, her eyes suddenly meeting mine.
We stood there for a moment, then she walked quickly into the adjoining
hall, and out on to the steps in front of the door. I followed, leaving
my papers to look after themselves on the table. When I came up to her
she said nothing, but caught my wrist with her left hand and held it
tightly.
Now we heard what Nettie’s cry was. The monotonous horror of it never
ceased for an instant. “Help! Help! Help!” It was incessant, and now, as
she reached the drive, sounded loud and shrill in our ears. The men in
the stables heard it; two of them ran out at top speed to meet the
galloping horse. But horse and rider were close up to us by now. I broke
away from Miss Gladwin, who clung to me with a strong unconscious grip,
and sprang forward. I was just in time to catch Nettie as she fell from
the saddle, and the grooms brought her horse to a standstill. Even in my
arms she still cried shrilly, “Help, help, help!”
No misunderstanding was possible. “Where? Where?” was all I asked, and
at last she gasped, “By Toovey’s farm.”
One of the grooms was on her horse in a moment and made off for the
spot. Nettie broke away from me, staggering to the steps, stumbling over
her habit as she went, and sank down in a heap; she ceased now to cry
for help, and began to sob convulsively. Beatrice seemed stunned. She
said nothing; she looked at none of us; she stared after the man on
horseback who had started for Toovey’s farm. The second groom spoke to
me in a low voice: “Where’s the master’s horse?”
Nettie heard him. She raised her eyes to his--the blue eyes a little
while ago so radiant, now so full of horror. “They neither of them
moved,” she said.
So it was. They were found together under the hedgerow; the horse was
alive, though its back was broken, and a shot the only mercy. Sir Thomas
was quite dead.
That night I carried my papers back to the office, and satisfied myself,
as my duty was, that the existing will lay in its place in the office
safe; since the morning that document had, so to say, gone up in the
world very much. So had Miss Gladwin. She was mistress of all.
III
As may be imagined, the situation evoked a great deal of sympathy and
occasioned an even greater quantity of talk. Killed four days before his
wedding! The poor little bride! She had lost so much more than merely
Sir Thomas! The general opinion of the Bittleton Club, which may be
taken as representative of the views of the county, was that Miss
Gladwin ought to “do something” for Miss Tyler. There was much
difference as to the extent of this suggested generosity: almost every
figure between five thousand and fifty thousand pounds had its
supporters. I think that of the entire roll of members only two had no
proposal to submit (hypothetically) to Miss Gladwin. One was myself,
tongue-tied by my position as her lawyer; the other was Spencer Fullard,
who did nothing but smoke and tap his leg with his walking-stick while
the question was under discussion. I remembered his summary of the
lady--“hard, but a sportsman.” The hard side might indicate that she
would leave the situation as fate had made it. What did the sportsman in
her say? I found myself wondering what Captain Fullard’s views were,
supposing he had taken the trouble--which, however, seemed to be a
pleasure to his fellow-members--to arrive at any.
To tell the truth, I resented the gossip about her all the more because
I could not stifle an inward feeling that if they had known her as well
as I did--or, perhaps I should say, had seen her as often as I had
(which is a safer way of putting it when a woman’s in the case)--they
would have gossiped not less, but more. She was strange, and, I suppose,
hard, in her total ignoring of the idea that there was any such question
at all as that which kept the Bittleton clubmen--and of course their
wives--so much on the gog. Nettie Tyler did not leave Worldstone Park.
It may be assumed that her bills were paid, and probably she had
pocket-money. There the facts of the case came to a sudden stop. Had
Beatrice Gladwin turned her into a “companion”? Anybody who chose to put
it in that light was, on the apparent facts, extremely hard to
contradict or to blame, but, as I felt, not at all hard to be annoyed
at. Well, I had always hated the Tyler project.
Meanwhile Miss Gladwin was exhibiting, as I had foreseen she would,
extraordinary efficiency; and her efficiency gave me plenty of work,
besides the routine and not small business incident on the transmission
of so considerable an estate as Sir Thomas’s. She was going in for
building as soon as the death duties were out of the way; meanwhile she
gathered the reins of her affairs into her own hands and regulated every
detail very carefully. Sir Thomas, like many men successful in large
concerns, had been easy-going about his private interests. I was
constantly at Worldstone Park, often spending from Saturday to Monday
there, and devoting the Sunday, less church time, to its mistress’s
service. She was good enough to treat me with great candour, and
discussed all things very openly--except Miss Nettie Tyler.
And what of Miss Nettie Tyler? I do not consider--and I speak with no
favourable prejudice--that that young lady’s behaviour was open to very
serious criticism. It surprised me favourably. I admit that she was
meek; now and then I thought her rather obtrusively meek. But then she
might naturally have been crushed; she might well have been an
insupportably mournful companion. She was neither. I could not call her
helpful, because she was one of the helpless so far as practical affairs
go. But she was reasonably cheerful, and she put forward no claim of any
sort whatsoever. She did not appear to think that Beatrice ought to “do
anything” for her beyond what she was doing; and that, to my certain
knowledge, did not include the gift of even the smallest of all the
various sums suggested at the Bittleton Club. All you could say was
that the lady who was to have been mistress of Worldstone Park still
lived there, and made for the moment remarkably little difference. When
one comes to think it over, this was really immensely to her credit. She
might have made life there impossible. Or did she know that in such a
case Miss Gladwin would send her away quite calmly? Let us give credit
where credit is possible, and adopt the more favourable interpretation.
Things went very well indeed in a very difficult situation--till Spencer
Fullard made his entry on the stage.
His coming made a difference from the very first. I think that the two
girls had been living in a kind of numbness which prevented them from
feeling as acutely as they naturally might the position in which the
freak of fate had placed them. Each lived in thought till he came--in
the thought of what had been and would have been; to neither had the
actual become the truly real. There had been a barrier between them.
Nettie’s excellent behaviour and Beatrice’s remarkable efficiency had
alike been masks, worn unconsciously, but none the less and by no less
sufficient disguises. They had lived in the shadow of the death. Fullard
brought back life--which is to say, he brought back conflict.
Nothing was further from his original idea. Like Sir Thomas, he was a
descendant-worshipper--born to it, moreover, which Sir Thomas had not
been. I was his high priest, so, of course, I knew what he was about. He
came to woo the rich Miss Gladwin, picking up his wooing (he had
excellently easy manners) just at the spot where he had dropped it when
Sir Thomas Gladwin announced his engagement to Miss Nettie Tyler.
“Dropped” is a word too definite. “Suspended” might do, or even
“attenuated.” He was a captain--let us say that he had called a halt to
reconnoitre his ground, but had not ordered a retreat. Events had
cleared the way for him. He advanced again.
Should I blame him? My father would have blessed him, though he might
have advised him to lay an egg and die. No; Worldstone was rich enough
to warrant his living, but of Gatworth there was left an annual income
of hardly eight hundred pounds. But three hundred years in the county
behind it! Three hundred years since the cadet branch migrated from
Gloucestershire, where the Fullards had been since the Flood! It was my
duty to bless his suit, and I did. It was no concern of mine that he
had, in confidence, called Miss Gladwin “hard.” He had called her a
“sportsman,” too. Set one off against the other, remembering his
position and his cult.
Sir Thomas had been dead a year when Fullard and I first spent a Sunday
together at Worldstone Park. He had been there before; so had I: but we
had not chanced to coincide. It was May, and spring rioted about us. The
girls, too, had doffed some of their funereal weeds; Nettie wore white
and black, Beatrice black and white. Life was stirring in the place
again. Nettie was almost gay, Beatrice no longer merely efficient. For
the first time I found it possible to slip a dram of pleasure into the
cup of a business visit. Curiously enough, the one person who was, as I
supposed, there on the pleasantest errand, wore the most perturbed
aspect. The fate of lovers? I am not sure. I have met men who took the
position with the utmost serenity. But if one were uncertain to whom one
was making love? The notion was a shock at first.
The girls went to church in the morning; Fullard and I walked round and
round the garden, smoking our pipes. I expatiated on Miss Gladwin’s
remarkable efficiency. “A splendid head!” I said with enthusiasm.
“A good-looking pair in their different ways,” was his somewhat
unexpected reply.
“I meant intellectually,” I explained, with a laugh.
“Miss Tyler’s no fool, mind you,” remarked the captain.
I realised that his thoughts had not been with my conversation. Where
had they been? In my capacity of high priest, I went on commending Miss
Gladwin. He recalled himself to listen, but the sense of duty was
obvious. Suddenly I recollected that he had not met Nettie Tyler before
Sir Thomas died. He had been on service during the two years she had
lived in Worldstone village.
IV
After lunch we all sat together on the lawn. Yes, life was there, and
the instinct for life, and for new life. Poor Sir Thomas’s brooding
ghost had taken its departure. I was glad, but the evidence of my eyes
made me also uneasy. The situation was not developing on easy lines.
With his ears Fullard listened to Beatrice Gladwin; with his eyes he
watched the girl who was to have been her all-powerful stepmother, who
was now her most humble dependant. I saw it--I, a man. Were the girls
themselves unconscious? The idea is absurd. If anybody were unconscious,
it was Fullard himself; or, at least, he thought his predicament
undetected. I suggested to Nettie that she and I might take a walk: a
high priest has occasionally to do things like that when there is no
chaperon about. She refused, not meekly now, but almost pertly. Beatrice
raised her eyes for a moment, looked at her, and coloured ever so
slightly. I think we may date the declaration of war from that glance.
The captain did not see it: he was lighting a cigarette. None the less,
the next moment he rose and proposed to accompany me himself. That did
almost as well--how far I had got into the situation!--and I gladly
acquiesced. We left the two ladies together, or, to be precise, just
separating; they both, it appeared, had letters to write.
I should say at once that Spencer Fullard was one of the most honest
men I have ever known (besides being one of the best-looking). If he
came fortune-hunting, it was because he believed that pursuit to be his
duty--duty to self, to ancestors, and, above all, to descendants. But,
in truth, when he came first, it had not been in unwilling obedience to
duty’s spur. He had liked Miss Gladwin very much; he had paid her
attentions, even flirted with her; and, in the end, he liked her very
much still. But there is a thing different from liking--a thing violent,
sudden, and obliterating. It makes liking cease to count.
We talked little on our visit to the home farm. I took occasion once
more to point out Miss Gladwin’s efficiency. Fullard fidgeted: he did
not care about efficiency in women--that seemed plain. I ventured to
observe that her investment of money on the estate was likely to pay
well; he seemed positively uncomfortable. After these conversational
failures, I waited for him. We were on our way back before he accepted
the opening.
“I say, Foulkes,” he broke out suddenly, “do you suppose Miss Tyler’s
going to stay here permanently?”
“I don’t know. Why shouldn’t she?”
He swished at the nettles as he made his next contribution to our meagre
conversation. “But Beatrice Gladwin will marry some day soon, I expect.”
“Well?”
I was saying little, but at this point Fullard went one better. He just
cocked his eye at me, leaving me to read his meaning as I best could.
“In that case, of course, she’d be sent away,” said I, smiling.
“Kicked out?” He grumbled the question, half under his breath.
I shrugged my shoulders. “Everything would be done kindly, no doubt.”
“Not fair on the chap, either,” he remarked after some moments. I think
that my mind supplied the unspoken part of his conversation quite
successfully: he was picturing the household _à trois_; he himself was,
in his mind’s eye, “the chap,” and under the circumstances he thought
“the chap” ought not to be exposed to temptation. I agreed, but kept my
agreement, and my understanding, to myself.
“What appalling bad luck that poor little girl’s had!”
“One of them had to have very bad luck,” I reminded him. “Sir Thomas
contrived that.”
He started a little. He had forgotten the exceedingly bad luck which
once had threatened Miss Gladwin, the girl he had come to woo. The
captain’s state of feeling was, in fact, fairly transparent. I was sorry
for him--well, for all of them--because he certainly could not afford to
offer his hand to Nettie Tyler.
Somewhere on the way back from the home farm I lost Captain Spencer
Fullard. Miss Tyler’s letters must have been concise; there was the
gleam of a white frock, dashed here and there with splashes of black, in
the park. Fullard said he wanted more exercise, and I arrived alone on
the lawn, where my hostess sat beside the tea-table. Feeling guilty for
another’s sin, as one often does, I approached shamefacedly.
She gave me tea, and asked, with a businesslike abruptness which I
recognised as inherited, “What are they saying about me?”
That was Gladwin all over! To say not a word for twelve months, because
for twelve months she had not cared; then to blurt it out! Because she
wanted light? Obviously that was the reason--the sole reason. She had
not cared before; now something had occurred to make her think, to make
her care, to make the question of her dealings with Miss Tyler
important. I might have pretended not to understand, but there was a
luxury in dealing plainly with so fine a plain-dealer; I told her the
truth without shuffling.
“On the whole, it’s considered that you would be doing the handsome
thing in giving her something,” I answered, sipping my tea.
She appreciated the line I took. She had expected surprise and fencing;
it amused and pleased her to meet with neither. She was in the mood (by
the way, we could see the black-dashed white frock and Fullard’s manly
figure a quarter of a mile away) to meet frankness with its fellow.
“She never put in a word for me,” she said, smiling. “With father, I
mean.”
“She doesn’t understand business,” I pleaded.
“I’ve been expected to sympathise with her bad luck!”
So had I--by the captain, half-an-hour before. But I did not mention it.
“The Bittleton Club thinks I ought to--to do something?”
I laughed at her taking our club as the arbiter. She had infused a
pretty irony into her question.
“It does, Miss Gladwin.” My answer maintained the ironical note.
“Then I will,” said she, with a highly delusive appearance of
simplicity.
I could not quite make her out, but it came home to me that her secret
resentment against Nettie Tyler was very bitter.
She spoke again in a moment: “A word from her would have gone a long way
with father.”
“That’s all in the past, isn’t it?” I murmured soothingly.
“The past!” She seemed to throw doubt on the existence of such a thing.
The captain’s manly figure and the neat little shape in white and black
were approaching us. The stress of feeling has to be great before it
prevents sufferers from turning up to tea. Miss Gladwin glanced toward
her advancing guests, smiled, and relighted the spirit-lamp under the
kettle. I suppose I was looking thoughtful, for the next moment she
said, “Rather late in the day to do anything? Is that what’s in your
mind? Will they say that?”
“How can I tell? Your adherents say you’ve been like sisters.”
“I never had a sister younger and prettier than myself,” said she. She
waved her hand to the new arrivals, now close on us. “I nearly had a
stepmother like that, though,” she added.
I did not like her at that moment; but is anybody attractive when he is
fighting hard for his own? Renunciation is so much more picturesque. She
was fighting--or preparing to fight. I had suddenly realised the
position, for all that the garden was so peaceful, and spring was on us,
and Nettie’s new-born laugh rang light across the grass, so different
from the cry we once had heard from her lips in that place.
Beatrice Gladwin looked at me with a suddenly visible mockery in her
dark eyes. She had read my thoughts, and she was admitting that she had.
She was very “hard.” Fullard was perfectly right. Yet I think that if
she had been alone at that moment she might have cried. That was just an
impression of mine; really she gave no tangible ground for it, save in
an odd constraint of her mouth. The next moment she laughed.
“I like a fight to be a fair fight,” she said, and looked steadily at me
for a moment. She raised her voice and called to them: “Come along; the
tea’s getting cold.” She added to me, “Come to my room at ten to-morrow,
please.”
The rest of the evening she was as much like velvet as it was in a
Gladwin to be. But I waited. I wanted to know how she meant to arrange
her fair fight. She wanted one. A sportsman, after all, you see.
V
She was not like velvet when we met the next morning after breakfast in
her study: her own room was emphatically a study, and in no sense a
boudoir. She was like iron, or like the late Sir Thomas when he gave me
instructions for his new will and for the settlement on his intended
marriage with Miss Nettie Tyler. There was in her manner the same
clean-cut intimation that what she wanted from me was not advice, but
the promptest obedience. I suppose that she had really made up her mind
the day before--even while we talked on the lawn, in all probability.
“I wish you, Mr Foulkes,” she said, “to be so good as to make
arrangements to place one hundred thousand pounds at my disposal at the
bank as soon as possible.”
I knew it would be no use, but my profession demanded a show of demur.
“A very large sum just now--with the duties--and your schemes for the
future.”
“I’ve considered the amount carefully; it’s just what appears to me
proper and sufficient.”
“Then I suppose there’s no more to be said,” I sighed resignedly.
She looked at me with a slight smile. “Of course you guess what I’m
going to do with it?” she asked.
“Yes, I think so. You ought to have it properly settled on her, you
know. It should be carefully tied up.”
The suggestion seemed to annoy her.
“No,” she said sharply. “What she does with it, and what becomes of it,
have nothing to do with me. I shall have done my part. I shall
be--free.”
“I wish you would take the advice of somebody you trust.”
That softened her suddenly. She put her hand out across the table and
pressed mine for a moment. “I trust you very much. I have no other
friend I trust so much. Believe that, please. But I must act for myself
here.” She smiled again, and with the old touch of irony added, “It will
satisfy your friends at the Bittleton Club?”
“It’s a great deal too much,” I protested, with a shake of the head.
“Thirty would have been adequate; fifty, generous; a hundred thousand is
quixotic.”
“I’ve chosen the precise sum most carefully,” Miss Gladwin assured me.
“And it’s anything but quixotic,” she added, with a smile.
A queer little calculation was going on in my brain. Wisdom (or
interest, which you will) and twenty-five thousand a year against love
and three thousand--was that, in her eyes, a fair fight? Perhaps the
reckoning was not so far out. At any rate, love had a chance--with three
thousand pounds a year. There is more difference between three thousand
pounds and nothing than exists between three thousand and all the rest
of the money in the world.
“Is Miss Tyler aware of your intentions?”
“Not yet, Mr Foulkes.”
“She’ll be overwhelmed,” said I. It seemed the right observation to
offer.
For the first time, Miss Gladwin laughed openly. “Will she?” she
retorted, with a scorn that was hardly civil. “She’ll think it less than
I owe her.”
“You owe her nothing. What you may choose to give----”
Miss Gladwin interrupted me without ceremony “She confuses me with
fate--with what happened--with her loss--and--and disappointment. She
identifies me with all that.”
“Then she’s very unreasonable.”
“I daresay; but I can understand.” She smiled. “I can understand very
well how one girl can seem like that to another, Mr Foulkes--how she can
embody everything of that sort.” She paused and then added: “If I
thought for a moment that she’d be--what was your foolish word?--oh
yes, ‘overwhelmed,’ I wouldn’t do it. But I know her much too well. You
remember that my adherents say we’ve been like sisters? Don’t sisters
understand each other?”
“You’re hard on her--hard and unfair,” I said. Her bitterness was not
good to witness.
“Perhaps I’m hard; I’m not unfair.” Her voice trembled a little; her
composure was not what it had been at the beginning of our interview.
“At any rate, I’m trying to be fair now; only you mustn’t--you must
not--think that she’ll be overwhelmed.”
“Very well,” said I. “I won’t think that. And I’ll put matters in train
about the money. You’ll have to go gently for a bit afterwards, you
know. Even you are not a gold mine.” She nodded, and I rose from my
chair. “Is that all for to-day?” I asked.
“Yes, I think so,” she said. “You’re going away?”
“Yes, I must get back to Bittleton. The office waits.”
She gave me her hand. “I shall see you again before long,” she said.
“Remember, I’m trying to be fair--fair to everybody. Yes, fair to myself
too. I think I’ve a right to fair treatment. I’m giving myself a chance
too, Mr Foulkes. Good-bye.”
Her dismissal was not to be questioned, but I should have liked more
light on her last words. I had seen enough to understand her impulse to
give Nettie Tyler a fair field, to rid her of the handicap of penury, to
do the handsome thing, just when it seemed most against her own
interest. That was the sportsmanlike side of her, working all the more
strongly because she disliked her rival. I saw too, though not at the
time quite so clearly, in what sense she was trying to be fair to
Captain Spencer Fullard: she thought the scales were weighted too
heavily against the disinterested--shall I say the romantic?--side of
that gentleman’s disposition. But that surely was quixotic, and she had
denied quixotism. Yet it was difficult to perceive how she was giving
herself a chance, as she had declared. She seemed to be throwing her
best chance away; so it appeared in my matter-of-fact eyes. Or was she
hoping to dazzle Fullard with the splendour of her generosity? She had
too much penetration to harbour any such idea. He would think the gift
handsome, even very handsome, but he would be no more overwhelmed than
Nettie Tyler herself. Even impartial observers at Bittleton had talked
of fifty thousand pounds as the really proper thing. If Fullard were in
love with Nettie, he would think double the amount none too much; and if
he were not--well, then, where was Beatrice Gladwin’s need for fair
treatment--her need to be given a chance at all? For, saving love, she
held every card in the game.
I went back to Bittleton, kept my own counsel, set the business of the
money on foot, and waited for the issue of the fair fight. No whisper
about the money leaked through to the Bittleton Club; but I heard of a
small party at Worldstone Park, and Spencer Fullard was one of the
guests. Therefore battle was joined.
VI
The following Saturday fortnight the _Bittleton Press_ scored what
journalists call a “scoop” at the expense of the rival and Radical
organ, the _Advertiser_. Such is the reward of sound political
principle! Here is the paragraph--“exclusive,” the editor was careful to
make you understand:
We are privileged to announce that a marriage has been arranged and
will shortly be solemnised between Captain Spencer Fullard, D.S.O.,
of Gatworth Hall, and Henrietta, daughter of the late Rev. F. E.
Tyler, Vicar of Worldstone. We extend, in the name of the county,
our cordial congratulations to the happy pair. Captain Fullard is
the representative of a name ancient and respected in the county,
and has done good service to his King and country. The romantic
story of the lady whose affections he has been so fortunate as to
win will be fresh in the minds of our readers. As we sympathised
with her sorrow, so now we may with her joy. We understand that
Miss Gladwin of Worldstone Park, following what she is confident
would have been the wish of her lamented father, the late
much-respected Sir Thomas Gladwin, Bart., M.P., D.L., J.P., C.A.,
is presenting the prospective bride with a wedding present which in
itself amounts to a fortune. Happy they who are in a position to
exercise such graceful munificence and to display filial affection
in so gracious a form! It would be indiscreet to mention figures,
but rumour has not hesitated to speak of what our gay forefathers
used to call “a plum.” We are not at liberty to say more than that
this in no way overstates the amount.
Whereupon, of course, the Bittleton Club at once doubled it, and Miss
Gladwin’s fame filled the air.
This was all very pretty, and it must be admitted that Beatrice Gladwin
had performed her task in a most tactful way. For reasons connected with
the known condition of the finances of the Gatworth Hall estate, it
sounded so much better that Miss Gladwin’s present should come as a
result of the engagement than--well, the other way round. The other way
round would have given occasion for gossip to the clubmen of Bittleton.
But now--Love against the World, and an entirely unlooked-for bonus
of--“a plum,” as the editor, with a charming eighteenth-century touch,
chose to describe the benefaction. That was really ideal.
Really ideal; and, of course, in no way at all correspondent to the
facts of the case. The truth was that Miss Beatrice Gladwin had secured
her “fair fight”--and, it seemed, had lost it very decisively and very
speedily. As soon as it was reasonably possible--and made so by Miss
Gladwin’s action--for Fullard to think of marrying Nettie Tyler, he had
asked her to be his wife. To which question there could be only one
answer. Miss Gladwin had given away too much weight; she should have
quartered that “plum,” I thought.
But that would not have made a “fair fight”? Perhaps not. Perhaps a fair
fight was not to be made at all under the circumstances. But the one
thing which, above all, I could not see was the old point that had
puzzled me before. It might be fair to soften the conflict between
Captain Fullard’s love and Captain Fullard’s duty as a man of ancient
stock. It might be fair to undo some of fate’s work and give Nettie
Tyler a chance of the man she wanted--freedom to fight for him--just
that, you understand. But where came in the chance for herself of which
Beatrice Gladwin had spoken?
As I have said, I was Captain Fullard’s lawyer as well as Miss
Gladwin’s, and he naturally came to me to transact the business incident
on his marriage. Beatrice Gladwin proved right: he was not overwhelmed,
nor, from his words, did I gather that Miss Tyler was. But they were
both highly appreciative.
The captain was also inclined to congratulate himself on his knowledge
of character, his power of reading the human heart.
“Hard, if you like,” he said, sitting in my office arm-chair; “but a
sportsman in the end, as I told you she was. I knew one could rely on
her doing the right thing in the end.”
“At considerable cost,” I remarked, sharpening a pencil.
“It’s liberal--very liberal. Oh, we feel that. But, of course, the
circumstances pointed to liberality.” He paused, then added:
“And I don’t know that we ought to blame her for taking time to think it
over. Of course it made all the difference to me, Foulkes.”
There came in the captain’s admirable candour. Between him and me there
was no need--and, I may add, no room--for the romantic turn which the
_Bittleton Press_ had given to the course of events; that was for public
consumption only.
“But for it I couldn’t possibly have come forward--whatever I felt.”
“As a suitor for Miss Tyler’s hand?” said I.
The captain looked at me; gradually a smile came on his remarkably
comely face.
“Look here, Foulkes,” said he very good-humouredly, “just you
congratulate me on being able to do as I like. Never mind what you may
happen to be thinking behind that sallow old fiddle-head of yours.”
“And Miss Tyler is, I’m sure, radiantly happy?”
Captain Fullard’s candour abode till the end. “Well, Nettie hasn’t done
badly for herself, looking at it all round, you know.”
With all respect to the late Sir Thomas, and even allowing for a
terrible shock and a trying interval, I did not think she had.
Miss Gladwin gave them a splendid wedding at Worldstone. Her manner to
them both was most cordial, and she was gay beyond the wont of her staid
demeanour. I do not think there was affectation in this.
When the bride and bridegroom--on this occasion again by no means
overwhelmed--had departed amidst cheers, when the rout of guests had
gone, when the triumphal arch was being demolished and the rustics were
finishing the beer, she walked with me in the garden while I smoked a
cigar. (There’s nothing like a wedding for making you want a cigar.)
After we had finished our gossiping about how well everything had gone
off--and that things in her house should go off well was very near to
Beatrice Gladwin’s heart--we were silent for a while. Then she turned to
me and said: “I’m very content, Mr Foulkes.” Her face was calm and
peaceful; she did not look so hard.
“I’m glad that doing the handsome thing brings content. I wonder if you
know how glad I am?”
“Yes, I know. You’re a good friend. But you’re making your old mistake.
I wasn’t thinking just then of what you call the handsome thing. I was
thinking of the chance that I gave myself.”
“I never quite understood that,” said I.
She gave a little laugh. “But for that ‘handsome thing,’ he’d certainly
have asked me--he’d have had to, poor man--me, and not her. And he’d
have done it very soon.”
I assented--not in words, just in silence and cigar smoke.
She looked at me without embarrassment, though she was about to say
something that she might well have refused to say to any living being.
She seemed to have a sort of pleasure in the confession--at least an
impulse to make it that was irresistible. She smiled as she
spoke--amused at herself, or, perhaps, at the new idea she would give me
of herself.
“If he had,” she went on--“if he had made love to me, I couldn’t have
refused him--I couldn’t, indeed. And yet I shouldn’t have believed a
word he was saying--not a word of love he said. I should have been a
very unhappy woman if I hadn’t given myself that chance. You’ve been a
little behind the scenes. Nobody else has. I want you to know that I’m
content.” She put her hand in mine and gave me a friendly squeeze. “And
to-morrow we’ll get back to business, you and I,” she said.
THE PRINCE CONSORT
I had known her for some considerable time before I came to know him.
Most of their acquaintance were in the same case; for to know him was
among the less noticeable and the less immediate results of knowing her.
You might go to the house three or four times and not happen upon him.
He was there always, but he did not attract attention. You joined Mrs
Clinton’s circle, or, if she were in a confidential mood, you sat with
her on the sofa. She would point out her daughter, and Muriel, attired
in a wonderful elaboration of some old-fashioned mode, would talk to you
about “Mamma’s books,” while Mrs Clinton declared that, do what she
would, she could not prevent the darling from reading them. Perhaps,
when you had paid half-a-dozen visits, Mr Clinton would cross your path.
He was very polite, active for your comfort, ready to carry out his
wife’s directions, determined to be useful. Mrs Clinton recognised his
virtues. She called him an “old dear,” with a fond pitying smile on her
lips, and would tell you, with an arch glance and the slightest of
shrugs, that “he wrote too.” If you asked what he wrote, she said that
it was “something musty,” but that it kept him happy, and that he never
minded being interrupted, or even having nowhere to write, because
Muriel’s dancing lesson occupied the dining-room, “and I really couldn’t
have him in my study. One must be _alone_ to work, mustn’t one?” She
could not be blamed for holding her work above his; there was nothing at
all to show for his; whereas hers not only brought her a measure of
fame, as fame is counted, but also doubled the moderate private income
on which they had started housekeeping--and writing--thirteen or
fourteen years before. Mr Clinton himself would have been the last to
demur to her assumption; he accepted his inferiority with an
acquiescence that was almost eagerness. He threw himself into the task
of helping his wife, not of course in the writing, but by relieving her
of family and social cares. He walked with Muriel, and was sent to
parties when his wife was too busy to come. I recollect that he told me,
when we had become friendly, that these offices made considerable
inroads on his time. “If,” he said apologetically, “I had not acquired
the habit of sitting up late, I should have difficulty in getting
forward with my work. As it happens, Millie doesn’t work at night--the
brain must be fresh for _her_ work--and so I can have the study then;
and I am not so liable to--I mean, I have not so many other calls then.”
I liked Clinton, and I do not mean by that that I disliked Mrs Clinton.
Indeed I admired her very much, and her husband’s position in the
household seemed just as natural to me as it did to himself and to
everybody else. Young Gregory Dulcet, who is a poet and a handsome
impudent young dog, was felt by us all to have put the matter in a shape
that was at once true in regard to our host, and pretty in regard to our
hostess, when he referred, apparently in a casual way, to Mr Clinton as
“the Prince Consort.” Mrs Clinton laughed and blushed; Muriel clapped
her hands and ran off to tell her father. She came back saying that he
was very pleased with the name, and I believe that very possibly he
really was. Anyhow, young Dulcet was immensely pleased with it; he
repeated it, and it “caught on.” I heard Mrs Clinton herself, with a
half-daring, half-modest air, use it more than once. Thus Mrs Clinton
was led to believe herself great: so that she once asked me if I thought
that there was any prospect of _The Quarterly_ “doing her.” I said that
I did not see why not. Yet it was not a probable literary event.
Thus Mr Clinton passed the days of an obscure useful life, helping his
wife, using the dining-room when dancing lessons did not interfere, and
enjoying the luxury of the study in the small hours of the morning. And
Mrs Clinton grew more and more pitiful to him; and Muriel more and more
patronising; and the world more and more forgetful. And then, one fine
morning, as I was going to my office, the Prince Consort overtook me. He
was walking fast, and he carried a large, untidy, brown-paper parcel. I
quickened my pace to keep up with his.
“Sorry to hurry you, old fellow,” said he, “but I must be back in an
hour. A fellow’s coming to interview Millie, and I promised to be back
and show him over the house. She doesn’t want to lose more of her time
than is absolutely necessary: she’s in the thick of a new story, you
see. And Muriel’s got her fiddle lesson, so she can’t do it.”
“And what’s brought you out with the family wash?” I asked in
pleasantry, pointing to the parcel.
The Prince Consort blushed (though he must have been forty at least at
this date), pulled his beard, and said:
“This? Do you mean this? Oh, this is--well, it’s a little thing of my
own.”
“Of your own? What do you mean?” I asked.
“Didn’t Millie ever tell you that I write too? Well, I do when I can get
a few hours. And this is it. I’ve managed to get a fellow to look at it.
Millie spoke a word for me, you know.”
I do not know whether my expression was sceptical or offensive, but I
suppose it must have been one or the other, for the Prince Consort went
on hastily:
“Oh, I’m not going to be such an ass as to pay anything for having it
brought out, you know. They must do it on spec. or leave it alone.
Besides, they really like to oblige Millie, you see.”
“It doesn’t look very little,” I observed.
“Er--no. I’m afraid it’s rather long,” he admitted.
“What’s it about?”
“Oh, it’s dull, heavy stuff. I can’t do what Millie does, you see. It’s
not a novel.”
We parted at the door of the publisher who had been ready to oblige Mrs
Clinton, and would, I thought, soon regret his complaisance; and I went
on to my office, dismissing the Prince Consort and his “little thing”
from my mind.
I went to the Clintons’ about three months’ later, in order to bid them
farewell before starting for a holiday on the Continent. They were, for
a wonder, without other visitors, and when we had talked over Mrs
Clinton’s last production, she stretched out her hand and pointed to the
table.
“And there,” she said, with a little laugh, “is Thompson’s” (the Prince
Consort’s Christian name is Thompson) “_magnum opus_. Vincents’ have
just sent him his advance copies.”
The Prince Consort laughed nervously as I rose and walked to the table.
“Never mind, papa,” I heard Muriel say encouragingly. “You know Mr
George Vincent says it’s very good.”
“Oh, he thought that would please your mother,” protested the Prince
Consort.
I examined the two large thick volumes that lay on the table. I glanced
at the title page: and I felt sorry for the poor Prince Consort. It must
have been a terrible “grind” to write such a book--almost as bad as
reading it. But I said something civil about the importance and interest
of the subject.
“If you really don’t mind looking at it,” said the Prince Consort, “I
should like awfully to send you a copy.”
“Oh yes! You must read it,” said Mrs Clinton. “Why, _I’m_ going to
read--well, some of it! I’ve promised!”
“So am I,” said little Muriel, while the Prince Consort rubbed his hands
together with a sort of pride which was, on its other side, the
profoundest humility. He was wondering, I think, that he should have
been able to produce any book at all--even the worst of books--and
admiring a talent which he had not considered himself to possess.
“I’m going to worry everybody who comes here to buy it--or to order it
at Mudie’s, anyhow,” pursued Mrs Clinton. “What’s written in this house
must be read.”
“I hope Vincents’ won’t lose a lot over it,” said the Prince Consort,
shaking his head.
“Oh well, they’ve made a good deal out of me before now,” laughed his
wife lightly.
I did not take the Prince Consort’s book away with me to the Continent.
Whatever else it might be, it was certainly not holiday reading, and it
would have needed a portmanteau to itself. But the reverberation of the
extraordinary and almost unequalled “boom” which the book made reached
me in the recesses of Switzerland. I came on _The Times_ of three days
before in my hotel, and it had three columns and a half on Mr Thompson
Clinton’s work. The weekly _Budget_ which my sister sent to me at
Andermatt contained, besides a long review, a portrait of the Prince
Consort (he must have sat to them on purpose) and a biographical sketch
of him, quite accurate as to the remarkably few incidents which his
previous life contained. It was this sketch which first caused me to
begin to realise what was happening. For the sketch, after a series of
eulogies (which to my prepossessed mind seemed absurdly extravagant) on
the Prince Consort, reached its conclusion with the following
remark:--“Mr Thompson Clinton’s wife is also a writer, and is known in
the literary world as the author of more than one clever and amusing
novel.” I laid down the _Budget_ with a vague feeling that a revolution
had occurred. It was now Mrs Clinton who “wrote too.”
I was right in my feeling, yet my feeling was inadequate to the reality
with which I was faced on my return to England. The Prince Consort was
the hero of the hour. I had written him a line of warm congratulation,
and I settled at once to the book, not only in order to be able to talk
about it, but also because I could not, without personal investigation,
believe that he had done all they said. But he had. It was a wonderful
book--full of learning and research, acute and profound in argument, and
(greatest of all surprises) eminently lucid, polished, and even
brilliant in style; irony, pathos, wit--the Prince Consort had them all.
I laid the second volume down, wondering no longer that he had become an
authority, that his name appeared in the lists of public banquets, that
he was quoted now by one, now by the other, political party, and that
translations into French and German were to be undertaken by
distinguished _savants_.
And of course both _The Quarterly_ and _The Edinburgh_ had
articles--“did him,” as his wife had phrased it. Upon which, being
invited by Mrs Clinton to an evening party, I made a point of going.
There were a great many people there that night. A large group was on
the hearthrug. I am tall, and looking over the heads of the assembly I
saw the Prince Consort standing there. He was smiling, still rather
nervously, and was talking in quick eager tones. Everyone listened in
deferential silence, broken by murmurs of “Yes, yes,” or “How true!” or
“I never thought of that!” And Muriel held the Prince Consort’s hand,
and looked up at him with adoration in her young eyes. I rejoiced with
the Prince Consort in his hour of deserved triumph, but I did not,
somehow, find Muriel as “pretty a picture” as a lady told me later on
that she was. Indeed, I thought that the child would have been as
well--or better--in bed. I turned round and looked for Mrs Clinton. Ah,
there she was, on her usual sofa. By her side sat Lady Troughton;
nobody else was near. Mrs Clinton was talking very quickly and
vivaciously to her companion, who rose as I approached, gave me her
hand, and then passed on to join the group on the hearthrug. I sat down
by Mrs Clinton, and began to congratulate her on her husband’s
marvellous triumph.
“Yes,” said she, “do you see he’s in both the quarterlies?”
I said that such a tribute was only natural.
“And it’s selling wonderfully too,” she went on. “You may imagine how
much obliged Vincents’ are to me for sending him there!”
“Did you know he was doing it?” I asked.
“Oh, I knew he was working at something. Muriel used to be always
chaffing him about it.”
“She doesn’t chaff him now, I should think.”
“No,” said Mrs Clinton, twisting a ring on her finger round and round.
Suddenly the group opened, and the Prince Consort came through, leading
Muriel by the hand. He marched across the room, followed by his
admirers. I rose, and he stood close by his wife, and began to talk
about her last novel. He said that it was wonderfully clever, and told
us all to get it and read it. Everybody murmured that such was their
intention, and a lady observed:
“How charming for you to be able to provide your husband with
recreation, Mrs Clinton!”
“Papa doesn’t care about novels much, really,” said Muriel.
“You do, I suppose, young lady?” asked someone.
“I like papa’s book better,” the child answered, and we all laughed, Mrs
Clinton leading the chorus with almost exaggerated heartiness.
And then an enthusiastic woman must needs see where Mr Thompson Clinton
(the Prince Consort bid fair to be double-barrelled before long) worked.
She would take no denial, and at last Mrs Clinton rose, and, in spite of
her husband’s protests, led the way to the study. I had been in the
room a little while before I went abroad. It was much changed now. A row
of Mrs Clinton’s novels, indeed, still stood on the top of the whatnot,
but her “litter” (it had been her own playful name for her manuscripts
and other properties) had vanished. Large, fat, solemn books,
Blue-books, books of science, of statistics, and other horrors dominated
the scene.
“And to think that the great book was actually written in this very
room!” mused the enthusiastic woman in awestruck accents. “I shall
always be glad to have seen it.”
Again we murmured assent; and the enthusiastic woman, with an obviously
sudden remembrance of Mrs Clinton, turned to her, and said:
“Of course you don’t work in the same room?”
“Oh, I do my little writing anywhere,” smiled Mrs Clinton.
“In the dining-room, generally,” added Muriel “when it’s not wanted you
know.”
“Ah, well, you don’t need such complete quiet as Mr Thompson Clinton
must have to think out his books, do you?” asked the enthusiastic woman,
with a most amiable smile.
“There’s plenty of thought in my wife’s books,” said the Prince Consort.
“Oh yes, of that _sort_,” conceded the enthusiastic woman.
Then we went back to the drawing-room, and the worshippers gradually
took their leave, till only Lady Troughton and I were left. The child
Muriel looked at her watch.
“Papa’s got to go on to a party at the----,” she begun.
“There’s no hurry, my dear; no hurry at all,” interposed the Prince
Consort.
“And, anyhow, I’m not going out, Muriel,” said Mrs Clinton. “I’m not
asked there, you know.”
Yet Lady Troughton and I said “Good-bye.” The Prince Consort came
downstairs with us, and made us renew our promises to procure his wife’s
novel. “It’s really a striking book,” said he. “And, look here, Tom;
just write her a line, and tell her how much you like it, will you?
You’re sure to like it, you know.”
Lady Troughton stopped on the doorstep, and looked him full in the face.
She said nothing; neither did he. But when they shook hands I saw her
squeeze his. Then she was good enough to offer me a lift in her
carriage, and I handed her in and followed myself. We drove a quarter of
a mile or so in silence, and when we had gone thus far Lady Troughton
made what appeared to me to be the only remark that could possibly be
made.
“Poor little goose!” said Lady Troughton.
WHAT WAS EXPECTED OF MISS CONSTANTINE
I
“Do remember what’s expected of her!” cried my sister Jane.
It was not the first time that she had uttered this appeal; I daresay
she had good cause for making it. I had started with the rude masculine
idea that there was nothing expected--and nothing in particular to be
expected--of the girl, except that she should please herself and, when
the proper time came, invite the rest of us to congratulate her on this
achievement.
Jane had seen the matter very differently from the first. She was in
close touch with the Lexingtons and all their female friends and
relatives; she was imbued with their views and feelings, and was
unremitting in her efforts to pass them on to me. At least she made me
understand, even if I could not entirely share, what was felt at female
headquarters; but I was not going to let her see that. I did not want to
take sides in the matter, and had no intention of saying anything that
Jane could quote either to Lady Lexington or to Miss Constantine
herself.
“What is expected of her?” I asked carelessly, taking my pipe out of my
mouth.
“Nobody exactly presses her--well, there’s nobody who has the right--but
of course she feels it herself,” Jane explained. She knitted her brows
and added, “It must be overwhelming.”
“Then why in the world doesn’t she do it?” I asked. Here I was, I admit,
being aggravating, in the vulgar sense of that word. For Jane’s
demeanour hinted at the weightiest, the most disturbing reasons, and I
had in my heart very little doubt about what they were.
“Can’t you see for yourself?” she snapped back pettishly. “You were
dining there last night--have you no eyes?”
Thus adjured--and really Jane’s scorn is sometimes a little hard to
bear--I set myself to recover the impressions of the dinner-party. The
scene came back easily enough. I remembered that Katharine Constantine
and Valentine Hare had once more been sent in together, and had once
more sat side by side. I remembered also that Lady Lexington had once
more whispered to me, when I arrived, that the affair was “all but
settled,” and had once more said nothing about it when I left. I
remembered watching the pair closely.
True, I was placed, as a friend of the family, between Miss Boots, the
Lexingtons’ ex-governess, and Mr Sharples, Lady Lexington’s latest
curate (she always has one in tow; some of the earlier ones are now in a
fair way to achieve gaiters), so that there was nothing very likely to
distract my attention from the centre of interest. But I should have
watched them, anyhow. Who could be better to watch? Katharine, with her
positive incisive beauty (there was nothing of the elusive about her;
some may prefer a touch of it); the assurance of manner which her beauty
gave, and the consciousness of her thousands enhanced; her instinctive
assumption of being, of being most indisputably, Somebody; and to-night,
as it seemed, a new air about her, watchful, expectant, and telling of
excitement, even if it stopped short of nervousness--Katharine, with all
this, had a claim to attention not seriously challenged by Miss Boots’
schoolroom reminiscences, or Mr Sharples’ views on Church questions of
the day.
And Valentine too, the incomparable Val! Of course I watched him, as I
always have, when fortunate enough to be thrown into his company, with
a fascinated inquiring interest, asking myself always whether I was a
believer or whether scepticism crept into my estimate. Val, however,
demands, as the old writers were fond of saying, a fresh chapter to
himself. He shall have it, or at least a section.
But before ending this one, for the sake of symmetry and of my
reputation for stage management, also in order to justify at the
earliest possible moment the importance which Jane attached to the
events of the evening, let me add that just beyond me, on the other side
of Miss Boots, and consequently quite remote from Miss Constantine, sat
a short young man with a big round bullet of a head: it looked as if it
might be fired out of a cannon at a stone wall, with excellent results
from the besiegers’ point of view. This was Oliver Kirby, and I have to
own at once that the more than occasional glances which Miss Constantine
directed, or allowed to stray, towards our end of the table were meant,
as my observation suggested before the evening was out, for Kirby, and
not, as I had for some happy moments supposed, for me. I am never
ashamed of confessing to an amiable sort of mistake like that.
II
Without present prejudice to the question of his innermost personality,
Val was at least a triumph of externals. Perhaps I should say of
non-essentials--of things which a man might not have, and yet be
intrinsically as good a man--but, having which, he was, for all outside
and foreign purposes, a man far more efficient. Val was, as I shall
indicate in a moment, a bit of a philosopher himself, so he could not
with reason object to being thus philosophically considered. Birth had
been his discreet friend--a friend in setting him in the inner ring,
among the families which survive, peaks of aristocracy, above the flood
of democracy, and are more successful than Canute was in cajoling the
waves; discreet in so ordering descent that, unless a robust earl, his
uncle, died prematurely, Val had time to lead the House of Commons (or
anything of that sort) before suffering an involuntary ascension, which
might or might not be, at the political moment, convenient. He had
money, too--a competence without waiting for his uncle’s shoes. He had
no need to hunt a fortune: it was merely advisable for him, and natural
too, to annex one under temptations not necessarily unromantic. Nobody
could call Miss Constantine necessarily unromantic.
So much for birth, with all the extraordinary start it gives--a handicap
of no less than fifteen years, one might be inclined to say, roughly
generalising on a comparison of the chances of the “born” and of the
bourgeois. Now, about brains. If you come to think of it, brains were
really a concession on Val’s part; he could have achieved the Cabinet
without them--given a clever Prime Minister, at least. But he had
them--just as splendid shop-window brains as his birth was flawless
under the most minute Heralds’ College inspection. There was, indeed, a
lavishness about his mental endowment. He ventured to have more than one
subject--a dangerous extravagance in a rising statesman. North Africa
was his professional subject--his foreign affairs subject. But he was
also a linguist, an authority on French plays, and a specialist on the
Duc de Reichstadt. Also he had written a volume of literary essays; and,
finally, to add a sense of solidity to his intellectual equipment, he
was a philosopher. He had written, and Mr Murray had published, a short
book called “The Religion of Primitive Man.” This work he evolved on
quiet evenings in his flat off Berkeley Square in two months of an early
winter in London. All that can be said about it is that it sounded very
probable, and set forth in exceedingly eloquent language what primitive
man ought to have believed, even if he did not, because it led to a
most orthodox, if remote, conclusion. Whether he did or not, Val, and
most other people, had neither time nor inclination to discover. That
would, in fact, have needed a lot of reading. After all, Val might plead
the example of some eminent metaphysicians.
Birth, brains--now comes the rarest of Val’s possessions, one that must
be handled most delicately by one who would do Val justice at any cost.
I mean Val’s beauty. Val himself bore it lightly, with a debonair
depreciation which stopped only, but definitely, short of
unconsciousness. He had hereditary claims to it; a grandmother had
attracted--and by a rarer touch of distinction repelled--royalty. But
Val made it all his own. A slim figure, bordering on six feet; aquiline
features, a trifle ruddy in hue; hands long and slender; above all,
perhaps, a mass of black hair touched with white--ever so lightly
silver-clad. The greyness proclaimed itself premature, and brought
contrast to bear on the youthfulness of the face beneath--a face the
juvenility of which survived the problems of North Africa and his
triumphs in the _à priori_. Add to this, a fine tradition of schoolboy
and university athletics, and--well, a way with him of which women would
talk in moments of confidence.
Speaking quite seriously, I cannot suppose that such a fascinating
person has often appeared; never, surely, a more decorative? And it was
“all but settled”! Why, then, those glances toward our end of the table?
Because they were not for me, as I have already acknowledged. Kirby? The
bullet-head, with its close-cropped wire-thick hair? Could that draw her
eyes from the glories of Val’s sable-silver crown? These things are
unaccountable; such really appeared to be the case.
III
After dinner I used the freedom of old acquaintance to ask Lady
Lexington precisely what she meant by saying that it--the alliance
between Miss Constantine and Valentine Hare--was “all but settled.” We
chanced to be alone in the small drawing-room; through the curtained
archway we could see the rest of the company formed into groups. Val was
again by Miss Constantine’s side; Kirby was now standing facing them,
and apparently doing most of the talking.
“He hasn’t asked her in so many words yet,” said Lady Lexington; “but he
will soon, of course. It’s been practically settled ever since she came
to stay here--after her father’s death, you know. And it’s an ideal
arrangement.”
“Suppose she refuses him?”
“I sha’n’t suppose anything so ridiculous, George,” said my friend
sharply. “I hope I have more sense! What girl would refuse Valentine?”
“It would be heterodox,” I admitted.
“It would be lunacy, stark lunacy. Even for her--I admit she has a right
to look high--but even for her it will be a fine match. He’s got
everything before him. And then look how handsome, how fascinating he
is!” She laughed. “Old as I am, I wouldn’t trust myself with him,
George!”
“I haven’t met Kirby here before,” I observed, perhaps rather abruptly.
“Mr Kirby? Oh, he’s quite a _protégé_ of Frank’s. We met him in
Switzerland last winter, and Frank and he did all sorts of unsafe things
together--things you oughtn’t to do in winter.”
“He probably stops the avalanches with his head.”
“I really don’t know where he comes from or who he is, but he’s in the
Colonial Office, and Frank says they think enormous things of him there.
I like him, but, do you know, he’s rather hard to keep up a
conversation with. He always seems to say the last thing about a subject
first.”
“Very bad economy,” I agreed.
“Some people--well, I have heard people say it’s hardly polite--when
they’re just thinking of something to say themselves, you know----”
“He probably can’t help it,” I pleaded.
“Katharine seems to like him, though, and I daresay she’ll get Val to
give him a lift in the future.”
“You’re treating it as quite settled.”
“Well, it really is; I feel sure of that. It might happen any---- Why,
look there, George! Suppose it happened to-night!”
Lady Lexington’s air of pleasurable flutter was occasioned by a movement
in the next room. Miss Constantine was passing from the drawing-room
into the library beyond, Val holding the door for her. Kirby had not
moved, but now stood looking at her with a smile. Just as she passed
through the door she turned, looked at him, and made the slightest
little grimace. I read it as defiance--playful defiance. Whether I was
right in that or not, it was, beyond all doubt, a confidential
communication of some sort. If “it” were indeed going to be “settled,”
the moment seemed an odd one for the exchange of that secret signal with
Mr Kirby; for her grimace was in answer to his smile, his smile the
challenge that elicited her grimace. Yes, they were in communication.
What about? I got no further than an impression that it was about
Valentine Hare. I remembered the glances at dinner, and mentally
corrected the little misapprehension which I have already acknowledged.
But had the signals been going on all the evening? About Valentine Hare?
“I shall wait for news with great interest,” I said to Lady Lexington.
She made no direct answer. Looking at her, I perceived that she was
frowning; she appeared, indeed, decidedly put out.
“After all,” she said reflectively, “I’m not sure I do like Mr Kirby.
He’s rather familiar. I wonder why Frank brings him here so much.”
From which I could not help concluding that she, too, had perceived the
glances toward my end of the table, Kirby’s smile, and Katharine
Constantine’s answering grimace. From that moment, I believe, a horrible
doubt, an apprehension of almost incredible danger, began to stir in her
mind. This, confided to Jane, had inspired my sister’s gloomily
significant manner.
IV
A week passed by without my getting any news from Lady Lexington. My
next advices came, in fact, from Jane. One morning she burst into my
room when I was reading the paper after breakfast. I had been out late
the night before, and had not seen her since yesterday at lunch. Her
present state of excitement was obvious.
“She’s asked for time to consider!” she cried. “Imagine!”
“The dickens she has!” I exclaimed. Of course I guessed to whom she was
referring.
“Ah, I thought that would startle you!” Jane remarked, with much
gratification. “I was at the Lexingtons’ yesterday. She is queer.”
I saw that Jane wanted me to ask questions, but I always prefer having
gossip volunteered to me; it seems more dignified, and one very seldom
loses anything in the end. So I just nodded, and relighted my pipe. Jane
smiled scornfully.
“You’ll go there yourself to-day,” she said. “I know you.”
“I was going, anyhow--to pay my dinner call.”
“Of course!” She was satisfied with the effect of her sarcasm--I think I
had betrayed signs of confusion--and went on gravely: “You can imagine
how upset they all are.”
“But she only proposes to consider.”
“Well, it’s not very flattering to be _considered_, is it? ‘I’ll
consider’--that’s what one says to get out of the shop when a thing
costs too much.”
I had to ask one question. I did it as carelessly as possible. “Did you
happen to see Miss Constantine herself?”
“Oh yes; I saw Katharine. I _saw_ her, because she was in the room part
of the time, and I’m not blind,” said Jane crossly.
“I gather that she hardly took you into her full--her
inner--confidence?”
Jane’s reply was impolite in form, but answered my question
substantially in the affirmative. She added: “Lady Lexington told me
that she won’t say a word about her reasons. You won’t find it a
cheerful household.”
I did not. Jane was right there. I daresay my own cheerfulness was
artificial and spasmodic: the atmosphere of a family crisis is apt to
communicate itself to guests. It must not be understood that the
Lexingtons, or Miss Boots, or Mr Sharples, who was there again, were
other than perfectly kind to Katharine. On the contrary, they overdid
their kindness--overdid it portentously, in my opinion. They treated her
as though she were afflicted with a disease of the nerves, and must on
no account be worried or thwarted. If she had said that the moon was
made of green cheese they would have evaded a direct contradiction--they
might just have hinted at a shade of blue. She saw this; I can quite
understand that it annoyed her very much. For the rest, Lady Lexington’s
demeanour set the cue: “It must end all right; meanwhile we must bear
it.”
She and Mr Sharples and Miss Boots were all going to an afternoon
drawing-room meeting, but I was asked to stay and have tea. “You’ll give
him a cup of tea, won’t you, Katharine?” And did my ears deceive me, or
did Lady Lexington breathe into my ear, as she shook hands, the words,
“If you could say a word--tactfully!”? I believe she did; but Jane says
I dreamed it--or made it up, more likely. If she did say it, it argued
powerfully for her distress.
I had known Katharine Constantine pretty well for three or four years; I
had, indeed, some claim to call myself her friend. All the same, I did
not see my way to broach the engrossing subject to her, and I hardly
expected her to touch on it in talk with me. My idea was to prattle, to
distract her mind with gossip about other people. But she was, I think,
at the end of her patience both with herself and with her friends. Her
laugh was defiant as she said:
“Of course you know all about it? Jane has told you? And of course
you’re dying to tell me I’m a fool--as all the rest of them do! At any
rate, they let me see they think it.”
“I don’t want to talk about it. Let’s talk of anything else. I’ve got no
right----”
“I give you the right. You’re interested?”
“Oh, I can’t deny that. I’m human.”
She was looking very attractive to-day; her perplexity and worry seemed
to soften her; an unwonted air of appeal mitigated her assurance of
manner; she was pleasanter when she was not so confident of herself.
“Well, I should rather like to put the case to a sensible man--and we’ll
suppose you to be one for the moment.” She laughed more gently as I
bowed my thanks. “On the one side is what’s expected of me----”
“Jane’s phrase!” I thought to myself.
“What all the world thinks, what I’ve thought for a long while myself,
what he thinks--in fact, everything. And, I tell you, it’s a good deal.
It is even with men, isn’t it?”
“What’s expected of us? Yes. Only unusual men can disregard that.”
“It’s worse with women--the weight of it is much heavier with women. And
am I to consider myself unusual? Besides, I do like him enormously.”
“I was wondering when you would touch on that point. It seems to me
important.”
“Enormously. Who wouldn’t? Everybody must. Not for his looks or his
charm only. He’s a real good sort too, Mr Wynne. A woman could trust her
heart with him.”
“I’ve always believed he was a good sort--and, of course, very
brilliant--a great career before him--and all that.” She said nothing
for a moment, and I repeated thoughtfully: “Astonishingly brilliant, to
be sure, isn’t he?”
She nodded at me, smiling. “Yes, that’s the word--brilliant.” She was
looking at me very intently. “What more have you to say?” she asked.
“A good heart--a great position--a brilliant intellect--well, what more
is there to say? Unless you permit me to say that ladies are
sometimes--as they have a perfect right to be--hard to please.”
“Yes, I’m hard to please.” Her smile came again, this time thoughtful,
reminiscent, amused, almost, I could fancy, tender. “I’ve been spoilt
lately,” she said. Then she stole a quick glance at me, flushing a
little.
I grew more interested in her; I think I may say more worthily
interested. I knew what she meant--whom she was thinking of. I passed
the narrow yet significant line that divides gossip about people from an
interest in one’s friends or a curiosity about the human mind. Or so I
liked to put it to myself.
“I must talk,” she said. “Is it very strange of me to talk?”
“Talk away. I hear, or I don’t hear, just as you wish. Anyhow, I don’t
repeat.”
“That is your point, you men! Well, if it were between a great man and a
nobody?”
“The great man I know--we all do. But the nobody? I don’t know him.”
“Don’t you? I think you do; or perhaps you know neither? If the world
and I meant just the opposite?”
She was standing now, very erect, proud, excited.
“It’s a bad thing to mean just the opposite from what the world means,”
I said.
“Bad? Or only hard?” she asked. “God knows it’s hard enough.”
“There’s the consolation of the--spoiling,” I suggested. “Who spoils
you, the great man or the nobody?”
She paid no visible heed to my question. Indeed she seemed for the
moment unconscious of me. It was October; a small bright fire burned on
the hearth. She turned to it, stretching out her hands to the warmth.
She spoke, and I listened. “It would be a fine thing,” she said, “to be
the first to believe--the first to give evidence of belief--perhaps the
finest thing to be the first and last--to be the only one to give
everything one had in evidence.” She faced round on me suddenly.
“Everything--if one dared!”
“If you were very sure----” I began.
“No!” she interrupted. “Say, if I had courage--courage to defy, courage
for a great venture!”
“Yes, it’s better put like that.”
“But people don’t realise--indeed they don’t--how much it needs.”
“I think I realise it a little better.” She made no comment on that, and
I held out my hand. “I should like to help, you know,” I said, “but I
expect you’ve got to fight it out alone.”
She pressed my hand in a very friendly way, saying, “Any single human
being’s sympathy helps.”
That was not, perhaps, a very flattering remark, but it seemed to me
pathetic, coming from the proud, the rich, the beautiful Miss
Constantine. To this she was reduced in her struggle against her mighty
foe. Any ally, however humble, was precious in her fight against what
was expected of her.
V
Miss Constantine’s suppression of names, and her studious use of the
hypothetical mood in putting her case, forbade me saying she had told me
that in her opinion Valentine Hare was a nobody and Oliver Kirby a great
man, although the world might be pleased to hold just the opposite view.
Still less had she told me that, in consequence of this opinion of hers,
she would let the nobody go and cling to the great man; she had merely
discerned and pictured that course of action as being a very splendid
and a very brave thing--more splendid and brave, just in proportion to
the world’s lack of understanding. Whether she would do it remained
exceedingly doubtful; there was that heavy weight of what was expected
of her. But what she had done, by the revelation of her feelings, was to
render the problem of whether she would embrace her great venture or
forgo it one of much interest to me. The question of her moral courage
remained open; but there was now no question as to her intellectual
courage. Her brain could see and dared to see--whether or not she would
dare to be guided by its eyes. Her achievement was really
considerable--to look so plainly, so clearly and straight, through all
externals; to pierce behind incomparable Val’s shop-window
accomplishments, his North Africa, his linguistic accomplishments, Duc
de Reichstadt, French plays, literary essays, even his supremely
plausible and persuasive “Religion of Primitive Man” (which did look so
solid on a first consideration)--to go right by all these, and ask what
was the real value of the stock in the recesses of the shop! And,
conversely, to pick up bullet-headed Kirby from the roadside, so to
speak, to find in him greatness, to be “spoilt” (she, the rich, courted
beauty) by being allowed to hear the thuds of his sledge-hammer mind, to
dream of giving “everything” to his plain form and face because of the
mind they clothed, to think that thing the great thing to do, if she
dared--yes, she herself stood revealed as a somewhat uncommon young
woman.
Her appraisement of Val I was not inclined to dispute; it coincided with
certain suspicions which I myself had shamefacedly entertained, but had
never found courage to express openly. But was she right about Kirby?
Had we here the rare “great man”? Concede to her that we had, her case
was still a hard one. Kirby had no start; he was in a rut, if I may say
so with unfeigned respect to the distinguished service to which he
belonged--an honourable useful rut, but, so far as personal glory or the
prospects of it went, a rut, all the same. Unless some rare chance
came--they do come now and then, but it was ill to gamble on one
here--his main function would be to do the work, to supply the knowledge
secretly, perhaps to shape a policy some day in the future; but _tulit
alter honores_. Not to him would the public raise their cheers, and
posterity a statue. Her worship of him must be, in all likelihood,
solitary, despised, and without reward. Would it be appreciated as it
ought to be by her hero himself? But here, perhaps, I could not get
thoroughly into the skin of the devotee; the god is not expected to be
overwhelmed by his altars and his sacrifices--his divinityship is merely
satisfied.
“Mr Hare is behaving splendidly,” Jane reported to me. She had a
constant--apparently a daily--report of him from Lady Lexington, his
unremitting champion. Indeed the women were all on his side, and it was
surprising how many of them seemed to know his position; I cannot help
thinking that Val, in his turn, had succumbed to the temptations of
sympathy. They spoke of him as of a man patient under wrong, amiable
and forgiving through it all, puzzled, bewildered, inevitably hurt, yet
with his love unimpaired and his forgiveness ready.
“Do you suppose,” I asked Jane, “that he’s got any theory why she
hesitates?”
“Theory! Who wants a theory? We all know why.”
“Oh, you do, do you?” My “exclusive information” seemed a good deal
cheapened. “Has she told you, may I ask?”
“Not she; but she goes every afternoon, just after lunch, to Mrs
Something Simpson’s--that’s the man’s aunt. She lives in a flat in
Westminster, and he goes from his office to lunch at his aunt’s every
day, now.”
While I had been musing, Jane had been getting at the facts.
“Val knows that?”
“Of course Lady Lexington told him. Let’s have fair play, anyhow!” said
Jane rather hotly.
“What does he say about it?”
“He’s perfectly kind and sweet; but he can’t, of course, quite conceal
that he’s”--Jane paused, seeking a word. She flung her hands out in an
expressive gesture, and let me have it--“Stupefied!” A moment later she
added, “So are we all, if it comes to that.”
“If one dared!” Katharine Constantine’s words came back. They were all
stupefied at the idea. Would she dare to pile stupefaction on
stupefaction by confronting them with the fact?
In the course of the next few days the Powers That Be in the land took a
hand--doubtless an entirely unconscious one--in the game. A peer died;
his son, going up to the House of Lords, vacated the post of
Under-Secretary for the Colonies. Amid a chorus of applause and of
flattering prophecies Valentine Hare was appointed in his place. I met,
at one of my clubs, a young friend who had recently entered the
Colonial Office, and he told me that the new member of Administration’s
secretary would in all probability be Oliver Kirby. “And it’ll give him
a bit of a chance to show what’s he’s made of,” said my young friend,
with the kindly patronage of youth.
But, under present circumstances, it might create a slight awkwardness,
say, about lunch-time, mightn’t it? I doubted whether that appointment
would be made.
VI
Now I come to my share in this history. I confess that I approach it
with doubt and trembling; but it has to be told here. It will never be
told anywhere else--certainly not at the Lexingtons’, nor above all, for
my peace’ sake, to my sister Jane.
The following day was a Sunday, and, according to a not infrequent
practice of mine, I took a walk in Hyde Park in the morning--in the
early hours before the crowd turned out. The place was almost deserted,
for the weather was raw and chilly; but there, by some supernatural
interposition as I am convinced, whether benign or malignant only the
passage of years can show, in a chair at the corner of the Row sat
Oliver Kirby. I stopped before him and said “Hallo!”
I had forgotten how entirely formal our previous acquaintance had been,
perhaps because I had been thinking about him so much.
He greeted me cordially, indeed gladly, as I fancied, and, when I
objected to sitting in the chilly air, he proposed to share my walk. I
mentioned the secretaryship, remarking that I understood it was a good
thing for a man to get. He shrugged his shoulders, then turned to me,
and said, with a sudden twinkle lighting up his eyes, “One might be able
to keep our friend straight, perhaps.”
“You think he needs it?”
“It’s only a matter of time for that man to come a cropper. The first
big affair he gets to handle, look out! I’m not prejudiced. He’s a very
good fellow, and I like him--besides being amused at him. But what I say
is true.” He spoke with an uncanny certainty.
“What makes you say it?”
Kirby took my arm. “The man is constitutionally incapable of thinking in
the right order. It’s always the same with him, I don’t care whether
it’s an article about North Africa or that book of his about primitive
man. He always--not occasionally, but always--starts with his conclusion
and works backwards to the premises. North Africa ought to be that
shape--it is! Primitive man ought to have thought that--he did! You see?
The result is that the facts have to adapt themselves to these
conclusions of his. Now that habit of mind, Wynne, makes a man who has
to do with public affairs a dangerous and pernicious fool. He oughtn’t
to be allowed about. What, I should like to know, does he think the
Almighty made facts for! Not to be looked at, evidently!”
I was much refreshed by this lively indignation of the intellect. But,
“You’re quite sure you’re not prejudiced?” said I.
“I said it all in a review of his book before I ever met him, or came
into----”
“Conflict with him?” I ventured to interpose.
He looked at me gravely. I thought he was going to tell me to mind my
own business. I have so little that I never welcome that injunction.
Then he smiled.
“I forgot that I’d met you at the Lexingtons’,” he said.
“I don’t think you need have told me that you’d forgotten.”
“Well, I had,” said he, staring a little.
“But you needn’t have said so--needn’t have put it that way.”
“Oh!” He seemed to be considering quite a new point of view.
“Not that I’m offended. I only point it out for your good. You expect
people to be too much like you. The rest of us have feelings----”
“I’ve feelings, Wynne,” he interrupted quickly.
“Fancies----”
“Ah, well--perhaps those too, sometimes.”
“Fears----”
He squeezed my arm. “You’ve struck me the right morning,” he said.
“Think what you’re asking of--the person we mean.”
“She’s to give me her answer after lunch to-day.”
“I believe it will be ‘No’--unless you can do something.”
He looked at me searchingly, “What’s in your mind?” he asked. “Out with
it! This is a big thing to me, you know.”
“It’s a big thing to her. I know it is. Yes, she has said something to
me. But I think she’ll say ‘No,’ unless--well, unless you treat her as
you want Val Hare to treat North Africa and primitive man. Apply your
own rules, my friend. Reason in the right order!”
He smiled grimly. “Develop that a little,” he requested, or, rather,
ordered.
“It’s not your feelings, or your traditions, or your surroundings, that
count now. And it’s not what you think she ought to feel, nor what she
ought as a fact to feel, nor even what’s she’s telling herself she ought
to be brave enough and strong enough to feel. It’s what she must feel,
has been bred to feel, and in the end does feel. What she does feel will
beat you unless you find a way out.”
“What does she feel?”
“That it’s failure, and that all the other girls will say so--failure in
the one great opportunity of her life, in the one great thing that’s
expected of her; that it’s final; that she must live all her life a
failure among those who looked to her for a great success. And the
others will make successes! Would it be a small thing for a man? What is
it to a girl?”
“A failure, to marry me? You mean she feels that?”
“Facts, please! Again facts! Not what you think you are, or are sure you
are, or are convinced you could be; just what you are--Mr Kirby of the
Colonial Office, lately promoted--it is promotion, isn’t it?--to be
secretary to----”
“Stop! I just want to run over all that,” he said.
At, and from, this point I limit my liability. I had managed to point
out--it really was not easy to set up to tell him things--where I
thought he was wrong. Somehow, amid my trepidation, I was aware of a
pleasure in talking to a splendidly open and candid mind. He was
surprised that he had been wrong--that touch of a somewhat attractive
arrogance there was about him--but the mere suspicion of being wrong
made him attentive to the uttermost. Tell him he hadn’t observed his
facts, and he wouldn’t, he couldn’t, rest till he had substantiated, or
you had withdrawn, the imputation. But, as I say, to suggest the mistake
was all I did. I had no precise remedy ready; I believe I had only a
hazy idea of what might be done by a more sympathetic demeanour, a more
ample acknowledgment of Miss Constantine’s sacrifice--a notion that she
might do the big thing if he made her think it the enormous thing;
aren’t even girls like that sometimes? The sower of the seed is entitled
to some credit for the crop; after all, though, the ground does more. I
take none too much credit for my hint, nor desire to take too much
responsibility.
He caught me by the arm and pulled me down on to a bench--a free seat
just by the east end of the Serpentine.
“Yes, I see,” he said. “I’ve been an ass. Just since you spoke, it’s all
come before me--in a sort of way it grew up in my mind. I know how she
feels now--both ways. I only knew how she felt about my end of the
thing before. I was antagonistic to the other thing. I couldn’t see Val
as a sort of Westminster Abbey for the living--that’s the truth. Never
be antagonistic to facts--you’ve taught me that lesson once more,
Wynne.” He broke into a sudden amused smile. “I say, if your meddling is
generally as useful as it has been to me, I don’t see why you shouldn’t
go on meddling, old chap.”
I let that pass, though I should have preferred some such word as
“interpose” or “intervene,” or “act as an intermediary.” I still
consider that I had been in some sense invited--well, at any rate,
tempted--to--well, as I have suggested, intervene.
“What are you going to do?” I asked.
“Settle it,” replied Mr Oliver Kirby, rising from the bench.
He might have been a little more communicative. It is possible to
suggest that. As a matter of fact, he was the best part of the way to
Hyde Park Corner before I realised that I was sitting alone on the
bench.
VII
Had Kirby been at my elbow, his bullet head almost audibly pricing my
actions, relentlessly assessing them, even while he admitted that they
had done him good, I imagine that I should not have gone. His epithet
rankled. I a meddler! I can only say that it is a fortunate circumstance
that he never knew Jane.
However, I did call on Lady Lexington that afternoon, and found just a
snug family party--that was what my hostess called it. In fact, besides
myself, the only outsider was Valentine Hare; and could he be called an
outsider? His precise appellation hung in suspense. Talk was intimate
and bright.
In view of Val’s appointment, it was natural that it should turn on the
Colonies. Val himself hinted that the Foreign Office would have given
more scope for his specialty (he meant North Africa, not the “Religion
of Primitive Man”); but Miss Constantine was hot on the Colonies, going
so far, indeed, as to get out an atlas and discuss thousands of square
miles, and wheat belts, and things like that. Once or twice I fancied
that the new Under-Secretary would have been glad not to be quite so
new; a few days of coaching from, say, Kirby (Had she had--? At lunch?
No; it was hardly thinkable; he couldn’t have taken that moment to
instruct her) would have equipped him better for her excellently
informed conversation. As for poor Lexington, he broke down entirely
when she got out to Assiniboia and Saskatchewan, and said frankly that
in his opinion there was more of Canada than any man could be expected
to know about. That did not seem to be at all Miss Constantine’s view.
She was stopped only by the ocean. I am not sure that a vaulting
ambition did not confederate Japan.
Val was delighted. Miss Constantine was so cordial, so interested, so
congratulatory on his appointment. There was, as it seemed to me, a
serenity in her manner which had recently been lacking--a return of her
old assurance, softened still, but not now by the air of appeal; it was
rather by an extreme friendliness. Val must have felt the friendliness
too, I think, for he expanded wonderfully, discoursing with marvellous
fecundity, and with a knowledge as extensive as it was indefinite, of
the British possessions beyond the seas. All said and done, he knew a
lot more than I did; but, then, I was not his competitor.
So we got on splendidly together. Lady Lexington beamed, her lord warmed
himself happily, Miss Constantine was graciousness itself, Val basked
and blossomed--and I wondered what the deuce had happened at Mrs
Something Simpson’s flat in Westminster. (Her real name was Whitaker
Simpson, and I believe Jane knew it quite well.)
Yes, she was monstrously friendly--distrust that in your mistress
whether wooed or won. She would do everything for Val that afternoon,
except be left alone with him. The Lexingtons went--you can hardly stop
people going in their own house; Miss Boots and Mr Sharpies, who were
both there, went--to church. I tried to go, but she wouldn’t let me. Her
refusal was quite obvious: Val--he was impeccable in manners--saw it.
After precisely the right interval he rose and took his leave. I had the
atlas on my knees then (we had got back to Assiniboia), and I studied it
hard; but, honestly, I couldn’t help hearing. The tones of her voice, at
least, hinted at no desire for privacy.
“Once more a thousand congratulations--a thousand hopes for your
success,” she said, giving him her hand, as I suppose--my eyes were on
the atlas.
“After that, I shall feel I’m working for you,” he replied gallantly. No
doubt his very fine eyes pointed the remark.
“Shall you?” she said, and laughed a little. “Oh, you’ll--I’ll write you
a note quite soon--to-morrow or Tuesday. I won’t forget. And--good-bye!”
“To-morrow or Tuesday? That’s certain?” His voice had an eagerness in it
now.
“Yes, certain. I won’t forget. And--good-bye!”
“Good-bye!” he said, and I heard the door open.
“A thousand hopes!” she said again.
I suppose he made some response, but in words he made none. The door
closed behind him.
I put the atlas on the sofa by me, got up, and went to her.
“I suppose I may go now, too?” I said.
“How clever you’re growing, Mr Wynne! But just let him get out of the
house. We mustn’t give it away.”
A moment or two we stood in silence. Then she said: “You understand
things. You shall have a note too--and a thousand hopes. And--good-bye!”
Not a suspicion of the meaning of this afternoon’s scene crossed my
mind, which fact proved me, I daresay, to be very stupid. But Val was
hardly likely to see more clearly, and I can’t altogether justify the
play she made with the atlas and Assiniboia. As an exercise in irony,
however, it had its point.
VIII
I do not know what was in Val’s note: more of good-bye, and more than a
thousand hopes, I imagine. Is it fanciful to mark that she had always
said “hope” and never “confidence”? Mine bade me be at a certain corner
of a certain street at eleven-thirty. “Where you will find me. Say
nothing about it.” It was a little hard to say nothing whatever to Jane.
I went and met them at the corner--Mrs Something Simpson, Kirby, and
Miss Constantine. Thence we repaired to a registry office, and they (I
do not include Mrs Simpson) were married. They were to sail from
Liverpool that afternoon, and we went straight from the office to
Euston. I think it was only when the question of luggage arose that I
gasped out, “Where are you going?”
“To Canada,” said Kirby briskly.
“For your trip?”
“For good and all,” he answered. “I’ve got leave--and sent in my
resignation.”
“And I’ve sent in my resignation too,” she said. “Mr Wynne, try to think
of me as only half a coward.”
“I--I don’t understand,” I stammered.
“But it’s your own doing,” he said. “Over there she won’t be a failure
all her life!”
“Not because I’ve married him, at any rate,” Katharine said, looking
very happy.
“I told you I should settle it--and so I did,” Kirby added. “And I’m
grateful to you. I’m always grateful to a fellow who makes me
understand.”
“Good heavens!” I cried. “You’re not making me responsible?”
“For all that follows!” she answered, with a merry laugh. “Yes!”
That’s all very well, but suppose he gets to the top of the tree, as the
fellow will, and issues a Declaration of Independence? At least he’ll be
Premier, and come over to a conference some day. Val will be Secretary
for the Colonies, probably (unless he has come that cropper). There’s a
situation for you! Well, I shall just leave town. I daresay I sha’n’t be
missed.
Lady Lexington carried it off well. She said that, from a strain of
romance she had observed in the girl, the marriage was just what was to
be expected of Katharine Constantine.
SLIM-FINGERED JIM
I
“What did he get? “I asked. I had been working in my own room all the
morning and had not seen the papers--they arrived from London about
half-past eleven.
“Seven years’ penal servitude,” said our host the Major with grim
satisfaction.
“Stiff!” I commented.
“Not a bit too much,” asserted the Major, helping himself to game pie
again--he is a good luncher. “He’s a thoroughly bad lot--a professional
thief, and a deuced clever one. It’s his first conviction, but it ought
to have been his tenth, I should say.”
“He was certainly in that big American bond robbery,” said Crookes,
“though he got off that time. Oxford man, wasn’t he?”
“Yes. In fact, I believe I was up one term with him,” said Millington.
“I must have seen him, I think, but I can’t remember him.”
“Dear, dear!” our hostess observed, shocked apparently at this close
proximity to the criminal classes.
“Rather good what the chap said when he’d been sentenced,” drawled
Charlie Pryce. “See it? Well, he bowed to the judge, and then he bowed
to the jury, and smiled, and shrugged his shoulders, and said: ‘The
risks of the profession, gentlemen! _Au revoir!_’ Jolly good cheek!”
Charlie’s round red face--he is very well nourished, as they say at
inquests--beamed almost sympathetically.
“I suppose he owes his nickname to his professional dexterity?” said I.
“Suppose so,” agreed Charlie.
“No,” said Mrs Pryce, who was at the other end of the table. “His name
is James----”
“Yes, James Painter Walsh,” interposed the Major, accurate always.
“But he was called ‘Slim-Fingered’ because he had beautiful hands with
very slender tapering fingers.”
“Hallo, Minnie!” cried Pryce. “How do you know that?”
“He told me himself,” she answered with a smile and the hint of a blush.
“I crossed from America with him the time he was arrested at Queenstown
for the bond robbery, and--well, we got acquainted. Of course, nobody
knew who he was.”
A torrent of questions overwhelmed Mrs Pryce. She had achieved fame--she
had known the hero of the last great jewel robbery. She spoke of him
from first-hand knowledge. The unrivalled attraction of crime--crime in
the grand manner--fascinates us all. But she wouldn’t say much.
“He was just an acquaintance for the voyage,” she told us; “though, of
course, it was rather a shock when he was arrested at Queenstown.”
“Oh, what a surprise!” exclaimed Charlie Pryce jovially.
“A surprise?” She seemed to me to start ever so little. “Oh yes, of
course--terrible!” she went on the next instant.
“Was he nice?” asked our hostess.
“Yes, he was very--very attractive,” she answered. And somehow I fancy
her glance rested for a moment on her husband--indeed on a particular
portion of him. Charlie was just lighting the after-lunch cigarette.
Charlie’s hands--he is a very good fellow and well off--are decidedly
red and particularly podgy.
II
I liked Mrs Pryce very much. She was pretty, dainty, bright, and--well,
bachelors are so apt to think that pretty married women have a dull time
at home that I will lay no stress on my own private opinion as to her
domestic lot. Enough that I was always glad to talk with her, and that
it was pleasant to walk with her in the Major’s quiet old garden on a
fine night when the wind stirred the boughs and the moon shone. Inside
they had taken to pool--and whisky-and-soda. I play the former badly,
and take the latter when the evening is more advanced.
“Beautiful moon!” I observed, enjoying Nature, my company, and my cigar.
She was silent a moment. Then she said: “It shone just like that the
third night out from New York.”
“Your last trip?” She crosses pretty often, as Charlie has business
connections on the other side.
“No. The one when--the one we were talking about at lunch.”
“Ah! When our friend of the slim fingers----?”
“Yes.”
“Let’s sit down,” I suggested. We were just passing a garden seat.
She smiled at me half sadly, half mockingly. She saw through me; she
knew I wanted to hear more about it. By some sort of sympathy I knew
that she wanted to talk about it. It was queer, too, to consider through
what window that moon was shining on Slim-Fingered Jim. Did it--and his
other surroundings--remind him of the broad Atlantic? “The risks of the
profession, gentlemen!”
“Yes, he had beautiful hands,” she murmured.
“What’ll they look like when----?”
She caught my hand sharply in hers. “Hush, hush!” she whispered. I felt
ashamed of myself, but of course I couldn’t have known that--well, that
she’d feel it like that.
“I was quite a girl,” she went on presently. “Yes, it’s six years
ago--and the first two days of that voyage were like days in heaven. You
know what it can be when it’s fine? You seem never to have known what
space was before--and bigness--and blueness. Do you know what I mean?”
“It’s very exhilarating.”
“Oh, don’t be silly! Of course nobody was ill--anyhow only the people
who meant to be before they started--and we had an awfully jolly table.”
“Mr Walsh one of your party?”
“Yes, he was at our table. I--sat next to him.”
I turned half round and looked at her. The moon was strong, I could see
her eyes.
“Look here, do you want to go on with this story?” I asked.
“Yes, I think so--I’ve never told it before. But perhaps I’ll skip a
little of it.”
“At the beginning?”
“Yes. Will you imagine the sun shining by day and the moon by night?”
“Yes. And a sparkling sea? And nothing to do?”
“Yes. And a young girl--quite a young girl.”
“Yes. And beautiful hands--and the rest to match?”
“Yes--including a voice.”
“Yes. Let’s skip to the second evening, shall we, Mrs Pryce?”
“Will you be a little more imaginative and skip to the third afternoon?”
“The third afternoon be it. What’s happening when we begin the story
again?”
“I’m in my mother’s state-room, getting a tremendous lecture. I’m not
sure you ought to hear it.”
“Oh, I know all about it. You meant no harm, probably, but really it was
time you learnt to be more careful. Attractive girls couldn’t be too
careful. Men were so ready to think this and that--and say this and
that--and then go and boast about it in the smoking-room. And what did
you or your mother know about him? Nothing! Absolutely nothing! No doubt
he was a gentleman, and very pleasant and amusing--but really you knew
nothing. He was probably an adventurer. And anyhow--well, really it
wasn’t quite--not _quite_--ladylike to--to----”
“Yes, that’s not a bad imagination,” interrupted Mrs Pryce. “Add mamma’s
pince-nez, and it’s quite life-like.”
“And the result?”
“Great constraint in my manner towards Mr Walsh at dinner that evening.”
“And--further result--a melancholy walk by you on the deck after
dinner--a walk at first solitary--subsequently shared by a puzzled and
humble Mr Walsh?”
“I begin to think you have more experience than you always admit,” said
Mrs Pryce. “But I think you’ll go wrong if you try to guess any more.”
“Then I won’t guess any more. Take up the thread. It’s now the third
night out, and the moon is shining like that.” I pointed to the orb
which was illuminating the Major’s garden--among other places where
sundry of that liner’s former passengers might chance to be.
“I’ll go on,” she said, “and don’t interrupt me for a little while.
There was a very light wind--you hardly felt it aft--and I was standing
looking over the sea. He came up to me and began to talk about some
trifle--I forget what it was, but it doesn’t matter. But I was afraid
mamma would come up and look for me, so I said I was going down to read.
But I waited for just a minute more--I suppose I expected him to ask me
not to go. He said nothing, but took one big pull at his cigar, gave one
big big puff of smoke out of his mouth and nose, and then threw the
cigar overboard. ‘Good-night, Mr Walsh,’ I said. He looked at me--it
was as light as it is now--and said: ‘Will you give me one minute, Miss
Cochrane?’ ‘Well, only a minute,’ I said, smiling. I was really afraid
about mamma. ‘I want to tell you something,’ he said. I wonder if I
blushed--and whether he could see if I did. I expect I did, and that he
saw, because he went on very quickly: ‘Something that doesn’t matter
much to you, but matters a bit to me.’ ‘Go on,’ I said. I was quite calm
again now, because--well, because I saw he was going to say something
serious--I mean, not of the sort I--I had thought he might be going to
say before.”
“You saw he wasn’t making love to you, you mean?”
“I told you not to interrupt--but I daresay that’s putting it as nearly
right as you can understand.”
I murmured thanks for this rather contemptuous forgiveness.
“Then he told me,” Mrs Pryce went on, “just simply told me--and said he
was going to make some excuse for asking the purser to put him at
another table.”
“But you can’t leave it like that!” I expostulated. “You’re throwing
away all your dramatic effect. What did he say? His words, his words,
Mrs Pryce!”
“He didn’t use any--not in the sense you mean. He just told me. He
didn’t even put me on my honour not to tell anybody else. He said he
didn’t care a hang about anybody else on board, but that he wanted to
spare me any possible shock, and that he’d been concerned in the bond
robbery and would probably be arrested at Queenstown, but that he
expected to get off this time. I think I repeated ‘This time!’ because I
remember he said then that he was a thief by profession, and couldn’t
expect good luck every time. That was like what he said yesterday,
wasn’t it?”
“And what did you say? It must have been a bad quarter of an hour for
you. Because you’d liked him a good deal, hadn’t you?”
“Yes, a lot. But”--she turned to me, smiling now--“it wasn’t bad at all,
really.”
She gave a little laugh--a laugh with pleasant reminiscence in it.
“You were a cool hand for your age,” I ventured to observe.
“It was the way he did it,” she said. “Somehow I felt he was paying me a
very high compliment.”
“Oh, I agree!” I laughed.
“And one I was glad to have. It must have been the way he did it. There
are some people who abolish one’s moral scruples, aren’t there? He was
very quiet generally, but he had a way of just moving those hands of his
with a little waving gesture. And when he said that of course it wasn’t
right----”
“Oh, he admitted that?”
“Yes, but that little wave of those hands seemed to wave right and wrong
right out of the way.”
“Overboard?”
“Absolutely overboard. Then he looked at me a moment and said: ‘That’s
all I had to say. Thanks for listening to me, Miss Cochrane.
Good-night.’”
“And what did you say?”
She rested her chin in her hand, looking sideways at me.
“I said: ‘Good-night, Mr Walsh. We meet at breakfast to-morrow as
usual?’”
“The deuce you did!”
“‘At our table?’ he asked. And I said ‘Yes.’ He gave a little laugh, and
so did I, and I held out my hand. He shook hands and left me, and I went
down and read with mamma.”
“Nothing else said?”
“He said nothing else. I believe I whispered: ‘It’ll be rather
fun--because you _will_ get off!’ But I know I didn’t say anything more
than that.”
There was a pause. I lit another cigarette, snatching a mean advantage
by stealing a look at my friend in the light of the match. She was not
looking at me, but straight ahead of her: there was a pensive smile on
her lips.
“And what happened afterwards?” I asked.
“I suppose you’ll be shocked?”
“Being shocked is an emotion hostile to art--I never have it.”
“Well, then, I never had such fun. Of course we were careful, because of
mamma (mamma’s idea became funny too!), and because we knew what was
going to happen. But we managed to get no end of talks in quiet
places--the library’s very good in fine weather--and he told me all
sorts of wonderful things. It was like reading the very best detective
stories, only ever so much better--so much more vivid, you know.”
“More personal interest?”
“A thousand times! And it was fun, too, at meals, and when there was a
concert, and so on. I used to find him looking at me, with his eyes all
full of laughter; and I looked back at him, enjoying the secret and the
way he was making fools of all the rest. We were just like two children
with some game that the grown-up people know nothing about.”
“He had waved your morality overboard with a vengeance,” said I.
“It was the jolliest time I ever had in my life,” said Mrs Pryce. “He
recited beautifully at the concert--‘The Ballad of Beau Brocade.’”
“Well done him!” I said approvingly. I began rather to like the fellow
myself.
“And at the end he made a little speech, thanking the captain, and
saying how sorry we should all be when the voyage ended. ‘And nobody
sorrier than myself,’ he said, with one of his looks at me--such a
twinkling look--and a tiny wave of those hands.”
“He must have been the most popular man on board?”
“Well, the men thought him rather standoffish; he snubbed some of them,
I think. Well, you do meet some queer men on a liner, don’t you? And Mr
Walsh said that out of business hours he claimed to choose his
acquaintance. But the women all worshipped him--not that he ran after
them, but his manner was always just right to them.”
“It’s really a pity his manner of life was so--well, so unconventional.”
“Yes, wasn’t it?” she said, welcoming my sympathy. “Because, of course,
it meant that our acquaintance had to end with the voyage.”
I had, perhaps, been thinking of somewhat broader considerations, but I
refrained from advancing them. In fact, we had somehow got away from
ordinary standards and restraints; the memory of Slim-Fingered Jim had
waved them away. We fell into silence for a moment or two, until I
asked--
“And the manner of the end? Tell me that.”
“I didn’t believe in the end. I had got not to believe in it at all. I
thought we might go on sailing for ever over that beautiful sea and
having the most splendid fun. He could make you feel that everything was
just splendid fun--that there was nothing else in the world. He made me
feel that--I suppose he knew he could, or he’d never have told me his
secret at all. But, of course, the end had to come.” She sighed and gave
a little shiver--not that it was cold in the Major’s garden. Then she
turned to me again. “I’ve told you a good deal,” she said, “and you’re
not a chicken, are you?”
I ruefully admitted that I was no chicken.
“Then I needn’t say anything more about myself,” said she.
“And what about him?”
“I think he liked me tremendously; but he wasn’t in love.”
“Not at all?”
“I don’t think so. He was just the most perfect of good comrades to
me--and in that way the finest gentleman I’ve ever met. Because, you
know, I can see now that I gave him opportunities of being something
else. Well, I was only nineteen, and----”
“Quite so. The hands, of course!”
“It seems possible to be good and bad in--in compartments, doesn’t it?
That’s rather curious!”
“If true!”
“Oh, you know it’s true!”
“Perhaps I do; but I never contradict the preacher.”
She laughed again, but now a trifle fretfully.
“In his own business I believe he’s thoroughly bad.”
“Not even the chivalrous highwayman?”
“No. Just bad--bad--bad.”
“Ah, well, business is one thing and charity another, as somebody once
observed. And now for the end, please--because ends do come, even though
we don’t believe in them.”
“Yes, they do; and this one came,” she said. But for an instant or two
she did not begin to tell me about it; and in the silence I heard
Charlie Pryce assert loudly that he had made a good shot.