CHAPTER XXIX.

BEWARE OF BIOLOGY, THE SCIENCE OF THE LIFE OF MAN.[6]

(The old man relates a story as an object lesson.)

[6] The reader is invited to skip this chapter of horrors.--J. U. L.

"But you have not lived up to the promise; you have evaded part of the

bargain," I continued. "While you have certainly performed some curious

experiments in physics which seem to be unique, yet, I am only an

amateur in science, and your hydrostatic illustrations may be

repetitions of investigations already recorded, that have escaped the

attention of the scientific gentlemen to whom I have hitherto applied."

"Man's mind is a creature of doubts and questions," he observed. "Answer

one query, and others rise. His inner self is never satisfied, and you

are not to blame for wishing for a sign, as all self-conscious

conditions of your former existence compel. Now that I have brushed

aside the more prominent questionings, you insist upon those omitted,

and appeal to me to--" he hesitated.

"To what?" I asked, curious to see if he had intuitively grasped my

unspoken sentence.

"To exhibit to you your own brain," he replied.

"That is it exactly," I said; "you promised it, and you shall be held

strictly to your bargain. You agreed to show me my own brain, and it

seems evident that you have purposely evaded the promise."

"That I have made the promise and deferred its completion can not be

denied, but not by reason of an inability to fulfill the contract. I

will admit that I purposely deferred the exhibition, hoping on your own

account that you would forget the hasty promise. You would better

release me from the promise; you do not know what you ask."

"I believe that I ask more than you can perform," I answered, "and that

you know it."

"Let me give you a history," he said, "and then perhaps you will

relent. Listen. A man once became involved in the study of anatomy. It

led him to destruction. He commenced the study in order to learn a

profession; he hoped to become a physician. Materia medica, pharmacy,

chemistry, enticed him at first, but after a time presented no charms.

He was a dull student in much that men usually consider essential to the

practice of medicine. He was not fitted to be a physician. Gradually he

became absorbed in two branches, physiology and anatomy. Within his

mental self a latent something developed that neither himself nor his

friends had suspected. This was an increasing desire for knowledge

concerning the human body. The insatiable craving for anatomy grew upon

him, and as it did so other sections of medicine were neglected.

Gradually he lost sight of his professional object; he dropped

chemistry, materia medica, pharmacy, and at last, morbidly lived only in

the aforenamed two branches.

"His first visit to the dissecting room was disagreeable. The odor of

putrid flesh, the sight of the mutilated bodies repulsed him. When first

his hand, warm in life, touched the clammy flesh of a corpse, he

shuddered. Then when his fingers came in contact with the viscera of a

cadaver, that of a little child, he cried out in horror. The

demonstrator of anatomy urged him on; he finally was induced to dissect

part of the infant. The reflex action on his sensitive mind first

stunned, and then warped his senses. His companions had to lead him from

the room. 'Wash it off, wash it off,' he repeated, trying to throw his

hand from his person. 'Horrid, horrible, unclean. The child is yet

before me,' he insisted. Then he went into a fever and raved. 'Some

mother will meet me on the street and curse me,' he cried. 'That hand is

red with the blood of my darling; it has desecrated the innocent dead,

and mutilated that which is most precious to a mother. Take the hand

away, wash it,' he shouted. 'The mother curses me; she demands

retribution. Better that a man be dead than cursed by a mother whose

child has been desecrated.' So the unfortunate being raved, dreaming all

manner of horrid imaginings. But at last he recovered, a different man.

He returned voluntarily to the dissecting-room, and wrapped himself in

the uncouth work. Nothing in connection with corpse-mutilation was now

offensive or unclean. He threw aside his other studies, he became a

slave possessed of one idea. He scarcely took time to dine respectably;

indeed, he often ate his lunch in the dissecting-room. The blood of a

child was again and again on his fingers; it mattered not, he did not

take the trouble to wash it off. 'The liver of man is not more sacred

than the liver of a hog,' he argued; 'the flesh of a man is the same as

other forms of animal food. When a person dies the vital heat escapes,

consciousness is dissipated, and the cold, rigid remains are only

animal. Consciousness and life are all that is of man--one is force, the

other matter; when man dies both perish and are dissipated.' His friends

perceived his fondness for dissection, and argued with him again,

endeavoring now to overcome his infatuation; he repelled them. 'I

learned in my vision,' he said, referring to his fever, 'that Pope was

right in saying that the "proper study of mankind is man"; I care

nothing for your priestly superstitions concerning the dead. These

fables are the invention of designing churchmen who live on the

superstitions of the ignorant. I am an infidel, and believe in no spirit

intangible; that which can be seen, felt, and weighed is, all else is

not. Life is simply a sensation. All beyond is chimerical, less than

fantastic, believed in only by dupes and weak-minded, credulous tools of

knaves, or creatures of blind superstition.' He carried the finely

articulated, bleached skull of a cadaver to his room, and placed it

beside a marble statue that was a valued heirloom, the model of Venus of

Milo. 'Both are lime compounds,' he cynically observed, 'neither is

better than the other.' His friends protested. 'Your superstitious

education is at fault,' he answered; 'you mentally clothe one of these

objects in a quality it does not deserve, and the thought creates a

pleasant emotion. The other, equally as pure, reminds you of the grave

that you fear, and you shudder. These mental pulsations are artificial,

both being either survivals of superstition, or creations of your own

mind. The lime in the skull is now as inanimate as that of the statue;

neither object is responsible for its form, neither is unclean. To me,

the delicate configuration, the exact articulation, the perfect

adaptation for the office it originally filled, makes each bone of this

skull a thing of beauty, an object of admiration. As a whole, it gives

me pleasure to think of this wonderful, exquisitely arranged piece of

mechanism. The statue you admire is in every respect outrivaled by the

skull, and I have placed the two together because it pleases me to

demonstrate that man's most artistic creation is far inferior to

material man. Throw aside your sentimental prejudices, and join with me

in the admiration of this thing of beauty;' and he toyed with the skull

as if it were a work of art. So he argued, and arguing passed from bone

to bone, and from organ to organ. He filled his room with abnormal

fragments of the human body, and surrounded himself with jars of

preserved anatomical specimens. His friends fled in disgust, and he

smiled, glad to be alone with his ghastly subjects. He was infatuated in

one of the alcoves of science."

The old man paused.

"Shall I proceed?" he asked.

"Yes," I said, but involuntarily moved my chair back, for I began again

to be afraid of the speaker.

"At last this scientific man had mastered all that was known concerning

physiology and anatomy. He learned by heart the wording of great volumes

devoted to these subjects. The human frame became to him as an open

book. He knew the articulation of every muscle, could name a bone from a

mere fragment. The microscope ceased to be an object of interest, the

secrets of pathology and physiology had been mastered. Then,

unconsciously, he was infected by another tendency; a new thought was

destined to dominate his brain. 'What is it that animates this frame?

What lies inside to give it life?' He became enthused again: 'The dead

body, to which I have given my time, is not the conscious part of man,'

he said to himself; 'I must find this thing of life within; I have been

only a butcher of the dead. My knowledge is superficial.'"

Again the old man hesitated and looked at me inquiringly.

"Shall I proceed?" he repeated.

I was possessed by horror, but yet fascinated, and answered

determinedly: "Go on."

"Beware," he added, "beware of the Science of Life."

Pleadingly he looked at me.

"Go on," I commanded.

He continued:

"With the cunning of a madman, this person of profound learning, led

from the innocence of ignorance to the heartlessness of advanced

biological science, secretly planned to seek the vital forces. 'I must

begin with a child, for the life essence shows its first manifestations

in children,' he reasoned. He moved to an unfrequented locality,

discharged his servants, and notified his former friends that visitors

were unwelcome. He had determined that no interruption to his work

should occur. This course was unnecessary, however, for now he had

neither friends nor visitors. He employed carpenters and artisans, and

perfected a series of mechanical tables, beautiful examples of automatic

mechanism. From the inner room of that house no cry could be heard by

persons outside....

[It will be seen, by referring to the epilogue, that Mr. Drury

agreed to mutilate part of the book. This I have gladly done,

excising the heart-rending passages that follow. To use the words

of Prof. Venable, they do not "comport with the general delicacy

of the book."--J. U. L.]

"Hold, old man, cease," I cried aghast; "I have had enough of this. You

trifle with me, demon; I have not asked for nightmare stories,

heart-curdling accounts of maniacal investigators, who madly pursue

their revolting calling, and discredit the name of science."

"You asked to see your own brain," he replied.

"And have been given a terrible story instead," I retorted.

"So men perverted, misconstruing the aim of science, answer the cry of

humanity," he said. "One by one the cherished treasures of Christianity

have been stolen from the faithful. What, to the mother, can replace the

babe that has been lost?"

"The next world," I answered, "offers a comfort."

"Bah," he said; "does not another searcher in that same science field

tell the mother that there is no personal hereafter, that she will never

see her babe again? One man of science steals the body, another man of

science takes away the soul, the third annihilates heaven; they go like

pestilence and famine, hand in hand, subsisting on all that craving

humanity considers sacred, and offering no tangible return beyond a

materialistic present. This same science that seems to be doing so much

for humanity will continue to elevate so-called material civilization

until, as the yeast ferment is smothered in its own excretion, so will

science-thought create conditions to blot itself from existence, and

destroy the civilization it creates. Science is heartless,

notwithstanding the personal purity of the majority of her helpless

votaries. She is a thief, not of ordinary riches, but of treasures that

can not be replaced. Before science provings the love of a mother

perishes, the hope of immortality is annihilated. Beware of materialism,

the end of the science of man. Beware of the beginning of biological

inquiry, for he who commences, can not foresee the termination. I say to

you in candor, no man ever engaged in the part of science lore that

questions the life essence, realizing the possible end of his

investigations. The insidious servant becomes a tyrannical master; the

housebreaker is innocent, the horse thief guiltless in comparison.

Science thought begins in the brain of man; science provings end all

things with the end of the material brain of man. Beware of your own

brain."

[Illustration: "RISING ABRUPTLY, HE GRASPED MY HAND."]

"I have no fear," I replied, "that I will ever be led to disturb the

creeds of the faithful, and I will not be diverted. I demand to see my

brain."

"Your demand shall now be fulfilled; you have been warned of the return

that may follow the commencement of this study; you force the issue; my

responsibility ceases. No man of science realized the end when he began

to investigate his throbbing brain, and the end of the fabric that

science is weaving for man rests in the hidden future. The story I have

related is a true one, as thousands of faithful men who unconsciously

have been led into infidelity have experienced; and as the faithful

followers of sacred teachings can also perceive, who recognize that

their religion and the hope of heaven is slipping away beneath the

steady inroad of the heartless materialistic investigator, who clothes

himself in the garb of science."

Rising abruptly from his chair, he grasped my hand. "You shall see your

brain, man; come."

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