CHAPTER XXV

KEITH TO THE RESCUE

John McGuire had not been home twenty-four hours before it was known

that he "took it powerful hard."

To Keith Susan told what she had learned.

"They say he utterly refuses to see any one outside the family; an'

that he'd rather not see even his own folks--that he's always askin'

'em to let him alone."

"Is he ill or wounded otherwise?" asked Keith.

"No, he ain't hurt outwardly or infernally, except his eyes, an' he

says that's the worst of it, one woman told me. He's as sound as a

nut, an' good for a hundred years yet. If he'd only been smashed up

good an' solid, so's he'd have some hope of dyin' pretty quick, he

wouldn't mind it, he says. But to live along like this--!--oh, he's in

an awful state of mind, everybody says."

"I can--imagine it," sighed Keith. And by the way he turned away Susan

knew that he did not care to talk any more.

An hour later Mrs. McGuire hurried into Susan's kitchen. Mrs. McGuire

was looking thin and worn these days. From her half-buttoned shoes to

her half-combed hair she was showing the results of strain and

anxiety. With a long sigh she dropped into one of the kitchen chairs.

"Well, Mis' McGuire, if you ain't the stranger!" Susan greeted her

cordially.

"Yes, I know," sighed Mrs. McGuire. "But, you see, I can't leave--him."

As she spoke she looked anxiously through the window toward her

own door. "Mr. McGuire's with him, now, so I got away."

"But there's Bess an' Harry," began Susan,

"We don't leave him with the children, ever," interposed Mrs. McGuire,

with another hurried glance through the window. "We--don't dare to.

You see, once we found--we found him with his father's old pistol. Oh,

Susan, it--it was awful!"

"Yes, it--must have been." Susan, after one swift glance into her

visitor's face, had turned her back suddenly. She was busy now with

the dampers of her kitchen stove.

"Of course we took it right away," went on Mrs. McGuire, "an' put it

where he'll never get it again. But we're always afraid there'll be

somethin' somewhere that he WILL get hold of. You see, he's SO

despondent--in such a terrible state!"

"Yes, I know," nodded Susan. Susan had abandoned her dampers, and had

turned right about face again. "If only he'd see folks now."

"Yes, an' that's what I came over to talk to you about," cried Mrs.

McGuire eagerly. "We haven't been able to get him to see anybody--not

anybody. But I've been wonderin' if he wouldn't see Keith, if we could

work it right. You see he says he just won't be stared at; an' Keith,

poor boy, COULDN'T stare, an' John knows it. Oh, Susan, do you suppose

we could manage it?"

"Why, of course. I'll tell him right away, an' he'll go over; I know

he'll go!" exclaimed Susan, all interest at once.

"Oh, but that wouldn't do at all!" cried Mrs. McGuire. "Don't you see?

John refuses, absolutely refuses, to see any one; an' he wouldn't see

Keith, if I should ASK him to. But he's interested in Keith--I KNOW

he's that, for once, when I was talkin' to Mr. McGuire about Keith,

John broke in an' asked two or three questions, an' he's NEVER done

that before, about anybody. An' so I was pretty sure it was because

Keith was blind, you know, like himself."

"Yes, I see, I see."

"An' if I can only manage it so they'll meet without John's knowin'

they're goin' to, I believe he'll get to talkin' with him before he

knows it; an' that it'll do him a world of good. Anyway, somethin's

got to be done, Susan--it's GOT to be--to get him out of this awful

state he's in."

"Well, we'll do it. I know we can do it some way."

"You think Keith'll do his part?" Mrs. McGuire's eyes were anxious.

"I'm sure he will--when he understands."

"Then listen," proposed Mrs. McGuire eagerly. "I'll get my John out on

to the back porch to-morrow mornin'. That's the only place outdoors I

CAN get him--he can't be seen from the street there, you know. I'll

get him there as near ten o'clock as I can. You be on the watch, an'

as soon as I get him all nicely fixed, you get Keith to come out into

your yard an' stroll over to the fence an' speak to him, an' then come

up on to the porch an' sit down, just naturally. He can do that all

right, can't he? It's just wonderful--the way he gets around

everywhere, with that little cane of his!"

"Yes, oh, yes."

"Well, I thought he could. An' tell him to keep right on talkin' every

minute so my John won't have a chance to get up an' go into the house.

Of course, I shall be there myself, at first. We never leave him

alone, you know. But as soon as Keith comes, I shall go. They'll get

along better by themselves, I'm sure--only, of course, I shall be

where I can keep watch out of the window. Now do you understand?"

"Yes, an' we can do it. I know we can do it."

"All right, then. I'm not so sure we can, but we'll try it, anyway,"

sighed Mrs. McGuire, rising to her feet, the old worry back on her

face. "Well, I must be goin'. Mr. McGuire'll have a fit. He's as

nervous as a witch when he's left alone with John. There! What did I

tell you?" she broke off, with an expressive gesture and glance, as a

careworn-looking man appeared in the doorway of the house across the

two back yards, and peered anxiously over at the Burtons' kitchen

door. "Now, don't forget--ten o'clock to-morrow mornin'."

"I won't forget," promised Susan cheerfully, "Now, do you go home an'

set easy, Mis' McGuire, an' don't you fret no more. It's comin' out

all right--all right, I tell you," she reiterated, as Mrs. McGuire

hurried through the doorway.

But when Mrs. McGuire was gone Susan drew a dubious sigh; and her

cheery smile had turned to a questioning frown as she went in search

of Keith. Very evidently Susan was far from feeling quite so sure

about Keith's cooperation as she would have Mrs. McGuire think.

Keith was in the living-room, his head bowed in his two hands, his

elbows on the table before him. At the first sound of Susan's steps he

lifted his head with a jerk.

"I was lookin' for you," began Susan the moment she had crossed the

threshold. Susan had learned that Keith hated above all things to have

to speak first, or to ask, "Who is it?" "Mis' McGuire's jest been

here."

"Yes, I heard her voice," returned the boy indifferently.

"She was tellin' about her John."

"How is he getting along?"

"He's in a bad way. Oh, he's real well physicianally, but he's in a

bad way in his mind."

"Well, you don't wonder, do you?"

"Oh, no, 'course not. Still, well, for one thing, he don't like to see

folks."

"Strange! Now, I'd think he'd just dote on seeing folks, wouldn't

you?"

Susan caught the full force of the sarcasm, but superbly she ignored

it.

"Well, I don't know--maybe; but, anyhow, he don't, an' Mis' McGuire's

that worried she don't know what to do. You see, she found him once

with his daddy's pistol"--Susan was talking very fast now--"an'

'course that worked her up somethin' terrible. I'm afraid he hain't

got much backbone. They don't dare to leave him alone a minute--not a

minute. An' Mis' McGuire, she was wonderin' if--if you couldn't help

'em out some way."

"_I_?" The short ejaculation was full of amazement.

"Yes. That's what she come over for this mornin'."

"I? They forget." Keith fell back bitterly. "John McGuire might get

hold of a dozen revolvers, and I wouldn't know it."

"Oh, 'twa'n't that. They didn't want you to WATCH him. They wanted you

to--Well, it's jest this. Mis' McGuire thought as how if she could get

her John out on the back porch, an' you happened to be in our back

yard, an' should go over an' speak to him, maybe you'd get to talkin'

with him, an' go up an' sit down. She thought maybe 'twould get him

out of hisself that way. You see, he won't talk to--to most folks. He

don't like to be stared at." (Susan threw a furtive glance into

Keith's face, then looked quickly away.) "But she thought maybe he

WOULD talk to you."

"Yes, I--see." Keith drew in his breath with a little catch.

"An' so she said there wa'n't anybody anywhere that could help so much

as you--if you would."

"Why, of course, if I really could HELP--"

Susan did not need to look into Keith's face to catch the longing and

heart-hunger and dawning hope in the word left suspended on his lips.

She felt her own throat tighten; but in a moment she managed to speak

with steady cheerfulness.

"Well, you can. You can help a whole lot. I'm sure you can. An' Mis'

McGuire is, too. An' what's more, you're the only one what can help

'em, in this case. So we'll keep watch to-morrow mornin', an' when he

comes out on the porch--well, we'll see what we will see." And Susan,

just as if her own heart was not singing a triumphant echo of the song

she knew was in his, turned away with an elaborate air of

indifference.

Yet, when to-morrow came, and when Keith went out into the yard in

response to the presence of John McGuire on his back porch, the result

was most disappointing--to Susan. To Keith it did not seem to be so

much so. But perhaps Keith had not expected quite what Susan had

expected. At all events, Keith came back to the house with a glow on

his face and a springiness in his step that Susan had not seen there

for months. Yet all that had happened was that Keith had called out

from the gate a pleasant "Good-morning!" to the blinded soldier, and

had followed it with an inconsequential word or two about the weather.

John McGuire had answered a crisp, cold something, and had risen at

once to go into the house. Keith, at the first sound of his feet on

the porch floor, had turned with a cheery "Well, I must be going back

to the house." Whereupon John McGuire had sat down again, and Mrs.

McGuire, who at Keith's first words, had started to her feet, dropped

back into her chair.

Apparently not much accomplished, certainly; yet there was the glow on

Keith's face and the springiness in Keith's step; and when he reached

the kitchen, he said this to Susan:

"The next time John McGuire is on the back porch, please let me know."

And Susan let him know, both then and at subsequent times.

It was a pretty game and one well worth the watching. Certainly Susan

and Mrs. McGuire thought it so. On the one side were persistence and

perseverance and infinite tact. On the other were a distrustful

antagonism and a palpable longing for an understanding companionship.

At first the intercourse between the two blind youths consisted of a

mere word or two tossed by Keith to the other who gave a still shorter

word in reply. And even this was not every day, for John McGuire was

not out on the porch every day. But as the month passed, he came more

and more frequently, and one evening Mrs. McGuire confided to Susan

the fact that John seemed actually to fret now if a storm kept him

indoors.

"An' he listens for Keith to come along the fence--I know he does,"

she still further declared. "Oh, I know he doesn't let him say much

yet, but he hasn't jumped up to go into the house once since those

first two or three times, an' that's somethin'. An' what's more, he

let Keith stay a whole minute at the gate talkin' yesterday!" she

finished in triumph.

"Yes, an' the best of it is," chimed in Susan, "it's helpin' Keith

Burton hisself jest as much as 'tis John McGuire. Why, he ain't the

same boy since he's took to tryin' to get your John to talkin'. An' he

asks me a dozen times a mornin' if John's out on the porch yet. An'

when he IS out there, he don't lose no time in goin' out hisself."

Yet it was the very next morning that Keith, after eagerly asking if

John McGuire were on the back porch, did not go out. Instead he

settled back in his chair and picked up one of his embossed books.

Susan frowned in amazed wonder, and opened her lips as if to speak.

But after a glance at Keith's apparently absorbed face, she turned and

went back to her work in the kitchen. Twice during the next ten

minutes, however, she invented an excuse to pass again through the

living-room, where Keith sat. Yet, though she said a pointed something

each time about John McGuire on the back porch, Keith did not respond

save with an indifferent word or two. And, greatly to her indignation,

he was still sitting in his chair with his book when at noon John

McGuire, on the porch across the back yard, rose from his seat and

went into the house.

Susan was still more indignant when, the next morning, the same

programme was repeated--except for the fact that Susan's reminders of

John McGuire's presence on the back porch were even more pointed than

they had been on the day before. Again the third morning it was the

same. Susan resolved then to speak. She said to herself that "patience

had ceased to be virtuous," and she lay awake half that night

rehearsing a series of arguments and pleadings which she meant to

present the next morning. She was the more incited to this owing to

Mrs. McGuire's distracted reproaches the evening before.

"Why, John has asked for him, actually ASKED for him," Mrs. McGuire

had wept. "An' it is cruel, the cruelest thing I ever saw, to get that

poor boy all worked up to the point of really WANTIN' to talk with

him, an' then stay away three whole days like this!"

On the fourth morning, therefore, when John McGuire appeared on the

back porch, Susan went into the Burton living-room with the avowed

determination of getting Keith out of the house and into the back

yard, or of telling him exactly what she thought of him.

She had all of her elaborate scheming for nothing, however, for at her

first terse announcement that John McGuire was on the back porch,

Keith sprang to his feet with a cheery:

"So? Well, I guess I'll go out myself."

And Susan was left staring at him with open eyes and mouth--yet not

too dazed to run to the open window and watch what happened.

And this is what Susan saw--and heard. Keith, with his almost

uncannily skillful stick to guide him, sauntered down the path and

called a cheery greeting to John McGuire--a John McGuire who, in his

eagerness to respond, leaned away forward in his chair with a sudden

flame of color in his face.

Keith still sauntered toward the dividing fence, pausing only to feel

with his fingers and pick the one belated rose from the bush at the

gate. He pushed the gate open then, still talking cheerfully, and the

next moment Susan was holding her breath, for Keith had gone straight

up the walk and up the steps, and had dropped himself into the vacant

chair beside John McGuire--and John McGuire, after a faint start as if

to rise, had fallen back in his seat, and had turned his face

uncertainly, fearfully, yet with infinite longing, toward the blind

youth at his side.

Susan looked then at Mrs. McGuire. Mrs. McGuire, too, was plainly

holding her breath suspended. On her face, too, were uncertainty,

fearfulness, and infinite longing. For a moment she watched the two

boys intently. Then she rose and with cautious steps made her way into

the house. After supper that night she came over and told Susan all

about it. Her face was beaming.

"Did you see them?" she began breathlessly. "Wasn't it wonderful? A

whole half-hour those two blessed boys sat there an' talked; an' John

laughed twice, actually laughed."

"Yes, I know," nodded Susan, her own face no less beaming.

"An' to think how just last night I was scoldin' an' blamin' Keith

because he didn't come over these last three days. An' I never saw at

all what he was up to."

"Up to?" frowned Susan.

"Yes, yes! Don't you see? He did it on purpose--stayed away three

whole days, so John would miss him an' WANT him. An' John DID miss

him. Why, he listened for him all the time. I could just SEE he was

listenin'. An' that's what made me so angry, because Keith didn't

come. The idea!--My boy wantin' somebody, an' that somebody not there!

"But I know now. I understand. An' I love him for it. He did it to

make him want him. An' it worked. Why, if he'd come before, every day,

just as usual, John wouldn't have talked with him. I know he wouldn't.

But now--oh, Susan, it was wonderful, wonderful! I watched 'em from

the window. I HAD to watch. I was afraid--still. An' of course I heard

some things. An', oh, Susan, it was wonderful, the way that boy

understood."

"You mean--Keith?"

"Yes. You see, first John began to talk just as he talks to us--ravin'

because he's so strong an' well, an' likely to live to be a hundred;

an' of how he'll look, one of these days, with his little tin cup held

out for pennies an' his sign, 'Please Help the Blind,' an' of what

he's got to look forward to all his life. Oh, Susan, it--it's enough

to break the heart of a stone, when he talks like that."

Susan drew in her breath.

"Don't you s'pose I know? Well, I guess I do! But what did Keith say

to him?"

"Nothin'. An' that was the first wonderful thing. You see, we--we

always talk an' try to comfort him when he talks like that. But Keith

didn't. He just let him talk, with nothin' but just a sympathetic word

now an' then. But it wasn't long before I noticed a wonderful thing

was happenin'. Keith was beginnin' to talk--not about that awful tin

cup an' the pennies an' the sign, but about other things; first about

the rose in his hand. An' pretty quick John was talkin' about it, too.

He had the rose an' was smellin' of it. Then Keith had a new knife,

an' he passed that over, an' pretty quick I saw that John had that

little link puzzle of Keith's, an' was havin' a great time tryin' to

straighten it out. That's the first time I heard him laugh.

"I began to realize then what Keith was doin'. He was fillin' John's

mind full of somethin' else beside himself, for just a minute, an' was

showin' him that there were things he could call by name, like the

rose an' the knife an' the puzzle, even if he couldn't SEE 'em. Oh,

Keith didn't SAY anything like that to him--trust him for that. But

before John knew it, he was DOIN' it--callin' things by name, I mean.

"An' Keith is comin' again to-morrow. John TOLD me so. An' if you

could have seen his face when he said it! Oh, Susan, isn't it

wonderful?" she finished fervently, as she turned to go.

"It is, indeed--wonderful," murmured Susan. But Susan's eyes were out

the window on Keith's face--Keith and his father were coming up the

walk talking; and on Keith's face was a light Susan had never seen

there before.

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