THE RIVAL OWLS.
'Save that from yonder ivy-mantled tower
The moping owl doth to the moon complain
Of such as, wandering near her haunted tower,
Molest her ancient solitary reign.'
_Gray._
'Poor caterpillars, with our web broken, trying to gather it close
round us,' said Geraldine, with a sort of playful melancholy, when old
Squire Underwood's little table was produced, that so vast and sad a
tract of table-cloth might not divide the four who met at meals.
For Sister Constance and Mr. Fulmort had won back for Angela permission
to make a visit at St Faith's, certainly during Lent, and probably for
a longer time, that she might be regularly instructed in nursing. The
wild spirit craved for discipline as by a sort of instinct, and this
the orphaned family had never been able to supply, and her affections
had really been wounded enough to render nothing so welcome as shelter
and protection against herself. Fulbert's English visit soon came to
an end. Australia was his element, he was weary of the old country;
declared there was no room to move, and having been refused by Lizzie
Bruce, only wanted to get back as soon as he could. He looked Bernard
all over, and pronounced that there were too many of his sort out there
already, and he had rather help him to the University.
Bernard might in fact have been sent thither by subscription from the
family, but he surprised them all by showing Cherry his letter to
accept an under-clerkship in the house of Kedge and Underwood. It was
the consequence of a consultation with Mr. Travis on means of living,
though the lad had kept his own counsel till all was settled, and, he
added, 'I know I've been an idle dog, but I do mean to work now;' the
hitherto obstinately childish face showed manhood and self-reliance.
Felix had done quite right to knock all his supports away, and that
he knew it was shown by his acting at once instead of grumbling. The
fate of many a comrade had taught him to rejoice that his post was
not the prize of a competitive examination, and if his features and
bearing perilously reminded Spooner of his brother Edgar, the absence
of Edgar's tastes and talents exempted him from some of the same
temptations; nor did Miss Underwood show any symptoms of spoiling
him, only settling him in respectable lodgings, and making her house
no more than a friendly cousinly resort. His public school-life had
likewise given him a less dangerous set of acquaintance than Edgar's
had been, and there were wholesome opportunities of gratifying his
love of athletics. Lady Caergwent, too, on coming to town for the
Session, did not forget the solitary Vale Lestonite, but requited his
botanical exertions with friendly invitations for gay evenings and for
quiet Sundays, both of which did much to keep up what was good, both
outwardly and inwardly, in the youth.
'Kedge and Underwood' in all its branches was intensely elated at
its approaching union with the great Mr. Travis of Peter Brown and
Co., who was to take the style and arms of Underwood, well pleased to
appropriate the rood, and bear the name of those whom he had always
regarded with a true family love. The wedding was to be soon after
Easter, and the pair were then to go out and make arrangements for the
future welfare of the American property. Ferdinand had in jest asked
Gerald if he would go back, and the child had drawn back into his
aunt's arms, and answered, 'Not without Chérie.'
Wilmet had soon come downstairs again, but with the first visible signs
of departing youth, the first dimming of the freshness of complexion,
the first marring of the perfect oval contour of face, and with a
heart heavy as much for the living sister as for the dead brother, and
with the sad grieving which only mothers know for the babe whom she
had never seen. John was anxious to take her from home. The last old
Miss Oglandby had died suddenly during her recovery, and as all three
had left him half their portions, he was now a man of considerable
means, rather disproportioned to his cottage at Vale Leston. There
however he meant to remain, for the sake of attending to the estate,
but he hastened the preliminary business in order to proceed to that in
Buckinghamshire, so soon as Wilmet should be capable of the journey.
And he found the less to do, that never man had set his house in order
more thoroughly than Felix. Every paper and letter was sorted, and
so marked that there was not an instant's doubt whether it concerned
the estate or the business; every account was clearly brought down to
Christmas, and nothing left that could complicate or perplex: in many
cases, especially with regard to the farms and Blackstone Gulley, there
were notes of conversations, promises, or intentions. The executors had
little but formal work to do.
Wilmet was only once able to come to the Priory before she left home,
and she could hardly bear it, breaking down with showers of tears, as
if the grief were fresh; while Geraldine went about, calm, dry-eyed,
occupied, attending to Gerald, receiving callers, writing letters,
and consulting with her brothers, or even helping Lance with work for
the Pursuivant, but all as if the taste and flavour had gone out of
her life, and nothing could interest her, except Gerald and one other
employment.
She had copied her miniature of Felix for Stella, and the wistful
admiration of some of the others had made her volunteer to give one to
each of the family, and she spent many hours over the square open brow,
clear, fearless, stedfast, well-opened grey eyes and firm sweet mouth.
Wilmet, discovering what she was about, thought it so bad for her as to
call for a scolding to Clement and Robina for having permitted her to
undertake what must injure her eyes and feed her sorrow.
'No, don't stop me, Mettie,' said Cherry, 'I _can_ do them now, perhaps
I could not later.'
'You need not do them. Photographs would do quite as well, and save
you.'
'I don't want to be saved. It is my great pleasure.'
'A morbid pleasure, I fear, my dear. At any rate I will not be the
cause of your hurting yourself. I _will_ have a photograph.'
'Don't take it now at least,' implored Cherry as the white resolute
fingers closed on the original. 'Please! I cannot quite bear to let him
go. Besides,' with a smile of entreaty, 'I don't think you perceive.
It is not morbid. It does me good. It is like getting Clement to talk
in the evening. I go over those dear lines and curves, and every touch
brings back some look or word, so that it is living with him, and
learning him over again, and I get to giving thanks for him best that
way.'
'Well! I couldn't,' said Wilmet, not even able to look at the picture,
and cautioning Robina to interfere at the first symptom of damage to
eyes or spirits.
No one could be more tenderly cherished and watched over than
Geraldine. Clement's devotion was more genuine and less dutiful, more
loving and less compassionate than Robina had expected, for it had
that essential though involuntary quality of dependence. Never before
had his life given him the personal experience of affliction, and it
had softened him into gentleness. He had almost erected Cherry into
the place of Felix as well as her own, and leant on her for advice and
sympathy. Whatever approaches to relaxation or amusement he allowed
himself were to lure her to be pleased, and if she tried to be lured,
it was only because she thought he needed the relief.
Robina meantime was highly effective. She took Gerald's lessons, made
herself acceptable in cottages, worked hard at the schools, and got on
well with Clan Hepburn, who were unusually conformable, and thoroughly
considerate. Moreover, if Robin could not be the idol of the lads,
she took in hand the farmers' daughters. She allured them with a
German class, got up some Mission working parties--and great victory
of all--persuaded a selection not only to teach in the Sunday School
but to meet beforehand to have instruction for this purpose from the
Rector, without imputing to them the full extent of their ignorance.
Clement might well own that Lent that there were some things Robina did
better than anyone else.
He had a very youthful Curate at last, lodged at the farm, and he was
also assisted by Mr. Audley, who was still living with his brother,
frequently going up to his oculist, but devoting himself chiefly to the
care of his future district at East Ewmouth. He had accepted the offer
of the incumbency willingly, for between his private income and the
endowment he would be able to keep up such a staff of Curates as would
compensate for his defect of eyesight, and the Mission work of the
little post needed an experienced head more than good eyes.
After a few weeks it became known that on his refusal of the Bishopric
of Albertstown, the offer had been transferred to the Vicar of St.
Matthew's, Whittingtonia, probably at his suggestion, for he was very
anxious for its acceptance, and Clement listened to him with a divided
mind, for St Matthew's was still the young Rector's first love, and
he loved it a good deal more than either settlers or black fellows at
the antipodes. As he mournfully observed to Cherry, they would go and
get some married man who would not live at the clergy-house, and would
spoil the whole spirit of the place. It scarcely consoled him to be
reminded that Mr. Fulmort having founded and endowed the living, had
the patronage, and that being elected by the Synod in Australia, would
not have to leave the appointment to the Crown.
'Ah! the Vicar!' he proclaimed as he unlocked the post-bag, and
distributed the letters at the breakfast-table in the austere sunshine
of March.
Next came a sort of gasping grunt.
'Well?' said Cherry.
No answer, but to lay down the letter and begin cutting bread, but
in an absent way, going on as if instead of four he had the original
number to cut for.
The sisters saw that no more questions were to be asked in the
publicity of the breakfast-table, limited as it was. Self-contained
man! Any one of his brothers would have had it out in that gasp.
Robina, aware that the world consisted of herself and Gerald, would
have removed it quickly, but that Gerald prolonged the consumption of
his egg so unreasonably that his uncle had time to eat, drink, and look
over the letter again, open the others, and even grow impatient enough
to say, 'We can't wait for you all the morning, Gerald.' Then he said
Grace, gave an arm to Cherry, with 'Can you spare me a few minutes?'
and took her into the library.
'Does he go?'
'He says he hardly can, unless I will take St Matthew's.'
'You!'
'I can't understand it; but he says none of our old set are available.
Don't be frightened, Cherry, I am not going to do anything to overthrow
such comfort as is left you.'
'You can't mean that!'
'I do. This is not the kind of call that should disturb the claims of
what is closest to me on earth. Nor have you been forgotten, as you
will see,' as he gave her the letter.
The first thing she remarked was how differently the six years' priest
was rated from the deacon who had been hunted down to the country
parish. Mr. Fulmort reviewed the difficulty of finding a successor,
for his most trustworthy _élèves_ were all either engaged elsewhere,
or else ineligible on account of health, voice, or families. Fred
Somers was admirable as senior curate, but could not take the lead
where both familiarity with the place was needed and experience of
parsonic authority. Thus Clement Underwood, loving Whittingtonia and
beloved there, full of ardour and devotion, gifted with a fine voice,
facility of preaching, and musical talent, as well as a growing dignity
of presence and address, together with a strong and resolute temper,
powers of judgment trained under his brother, and a constitution
matured in pure country air to a considerable capacity and aptitude
for work, seemed to combine most of the requisites for a City parish.
'More especially,' wrote the Vicar, 'if your sister could be induced to
come with you. Her quickness, ready judgment, and especially her sense
of the absurd, are just what would be valuable. Mind, I don't think of
her as a worker, only as an Egeria to the clergy-house, and I can even
provide her with a grove, where my dear old friend Miss Charlecote, as
you may remember, did the like for us.'
He explained that Miss Charlecote now entirely resided at Hiltonbury
with his sister and her husband, and had made over her beautiful old
house to his disposal, not to be sold or broken up, but used as a
residence for some of the clergy or Church helpers. Was it possible
that Miss Underwood would come and live there with her brother, while
Fred Somers would act as prior to the clergy-house? Mr. Fulmort however
was most guarded in not pressing his plan, and aware of the possibility
of strong objections, marking his desire that Clement should not feel
himself bound by what must only be considered as a feeler, since his
work at Vale Leston was thoroughly valuable. Mr. Fulmort added that the
endowment of St. Matthew's, with four curates and sixteen choir boys
always in the clergy-house, was £600,[1] whereas the Rectory of Vale
Leston, needing only one assistant at the utmost, was now reckoned as
above £800.
'What do you wish, Clement?'
'Don't talk of what I wish.'
'Then what do you think right?'
'What is best for you and Gerald?' he answered, with the hardness of
tone that was only pain; 'you are my trust.'
'Never so as to fetter a priest from higher duties,' said Cherry.
'Suppose this was Albertstown.'
Somehow her odd tone of consternation was a pleasure to Clement; he
smiled and said, 'Never mind, that's not the question; though I suppose
this is a more perplexing one, as it leaves a choice, or the semblance
of one,' and he sighed.
'You know Dr. May said Gerald ought to have constant attention from a
London surgeon. Would the house be healthy for him? Do you know it?'
'O yes! We choir boys used often to be entertained there. We could play
at cricket in the garden, and thought it paradise. It is an island
of the old London before the fire, in a quiet street all warehouses;
nothing newer than Queen Anne's time; delightful to us, but I don't
know how it would seem to you after this place.'
'This place! I liked it when _he_ was here, but now it is only a vast
desolation. Everything is that indeed; but you see, I never had roots
here, like him. What should you do with it?'
'I don't see why Bill Harewood should not take the living. He is
older than I was when first I came here; he makes good way with the
people--better than I do with many--and he ought to have a parish that
would leave him a margin of leisure--besides Robina.'
Cherry clapped her hands. 'Well done, Bobbie! She has actually earned
her promotion. Even you, reluctantly as it came out, allow that she is
cut out for a clergyman's wife.'
He smiled. 'Well, I allow that she is worth the most to the parish of
all of you, and that it would be a cruel pity to take her away.'
'And Bill will be twice the man, and half the March hare, with her,
instead of without her.'
'Yes. Granting married clergy, they are the very people for it.'
'That's right! Dear Bob! Good old Will! It is enough to decide us at
once after all their patience! They would have the Rectory, but how
about this house?'
'Probably John would rent it. What?'
'Only naughtiness! A little jealousy of Kester running rampant over
poor Gerald's house as if he were master and more.'
'Gerald will find out who is master only too soon.'
'Ah! he sometimes asks who this and that belongs to, poor boy, and why
they call him the young Squire. It may be well for him not to hear too
much of that, or to begin to lord it.'
'Besides, you would bring him down in summer, and if he spends his
holidays here, he would see as much of the place as boys ever do of
home.'
'Ah!' cried Cherry eagerly. 'We can have poor Bear to live with us. How
delightful!'
'A great consideration,' said Clement 'You really think you can stand
the City?'
'As well as any place! Oh, Clem! as long as you don't want to leave us
behind I am glad.'
'I was so much afraid of your sending me away alone that I begin to
fear you are making home too dear.'
'Nay,' with a sobbing laugh, 'if your Vicar told you to bring me, you
need not mind. I do believe those dingy streets are more to you than
all that cloister and river.'
'I can't help it, Cherry. I came here solely because my brother
wanted me, and am heartily thankful for it; but, as you say, I have
not rooted. We could not have his love from old association, and
comparatively only cared for it through him. No doubt there is much
that I love and prize, and any cure of souls must be most important;
but now that East Ewmouth is to be separated and Blackstone Gulley is
in a manner tamed, I can't get rid of the sense that it is too highly
paid and too easy a life for a strong man of thirty, good for nothing
but sheer work. Nor would _he_ think it desertion. He told me on that
last day, when the Rectory was transferred, that the purpose was
fulfilled, and I need not be hindered.'
'Too little work! Yet you are often on the point of being overdone.'
'I have been, but that was from East Ewmouth and other things that are
over now. A curate there must be, because one can't be in two places
at once, but except at special times of pressure, the work is hardly
enough for two. It is just the thing for a man who has a brain and a
pen like Will's. I never saw anything more telling than his pamphlet on
godless education.'
'So we leave it to them.'
'Not so fast. I must be sure this consent is not the restlessness
of grief, Cherry. Besides, we must ascertain that John approves on
Gerald's account, and in the meantime, we had better say nothing to
Robina.'
The proposal was too advantageous to his family for John not to look
at it on all sides, indeed he would scarcely hear of it till he had
met Clement and Mr. Fulmort in Whittingtonia, and looked over the
house; but the inspection made him listen more favourably, and so did
an interview with Gerald's doctor, and a correspondence with Cherry.
Taking into account the child's incapacity for out-door sports, and
Cherry's artistic and literary tastes, he saw advantages in the
scheme. The Priory was too large for the reduced numbers, and all its
interests and enjoyments had hinged on its loving master; but Cherry's
London associations were disconnected from him, and the inducements
to cultivate her art would save it from being dropped for want of the
stimulus he had given; nor was the benefit of the family home for
Bernard to be by any means forgotten. To be sure, Wilmet believed that
Cherry could never be well or happy there, but then her rooms should
be kept intact for her return when Clement might betake himself to his
congeners in the clergy-house, and Wilmet was secular woman enough to
think £800 a year wasted on him and his subscriptions, when it might be
making Will and Robina happy.
So one spring afternoon, as Robina was trudging homewards, basket in
hand, from a distant hamlet, pausing on the topmost point of the bridge
to look at the swelling of the river, and the swirling eddies that
rushed out of sight, she heard herself hailed, and on the Ewmouth road
beheld a broad clerical undress hat, surmounting a black figure, with a
bag over his shoulder. To run down the bridge and meet in the middle of
a miry pool was the work of a very few seconds.
'Willie! How delightful! You're come for Easter?'
'I thought you were looking out for me.'
'Do you think I always am? for I didn't expect you. You said you were
going home first.'
'So I thought till yesterday evening, but I thought--here, give me
that.'
'You haven't a hand, unless you prefer it to me,' said Robina. 'No, you
can't sling it up with your bag. You aren't to be trusted. There's a
basin in it.'
'A regular goody basket. Eh, Bobbie, ain't you a born parson's wife?
You've never asked what brought me.'
'You've not heard of a school.'
'No. What do you think of a living?'
'Oh, Willie! And is it enough?'
'That's as people may think.'
'How much is it?'
'Nearly £800.'
'Bill! You don't mean it. There must be some drawback. Who offers it?'
'Oh! just a friend.'
'A Christchurch friend? A pupil?'
'The reverse. He's a Cambridge man, and has rather been my master.'
'Your master? Not the Dean of Minsterham. Didn't I hear something about
a chapter living?'
'Nothing that concerns us.'
'Do tell me, Will. You've got me on the tenterhooks. I'm sure there's
something against it. It's not St Matthew's.'
'St. Matthew's! They would about as soon give it to the Walrus and the
Carpenter.'
'I'm glad it is not that. What sort of a place is it? In the country?'
'Beautiful country, splendid church, freshly done up, tip-top schools
and all the rest of it, that a lazy dog like me might never have
hatched, but he may just manage to keep stirring.'
'Nonsense! you know better than that. What population?'
'Six hundred, or thereabouts.'
'Just the same as this. It is too good to be true. There must be some
great drawback to come. Let me hear it.'
'Well, if you will have it,' said William, with appalling gravity,
'it is much the same drawback as exists in the Russian Church, where
preferment goes by the petticoat. The fellow offers it to me on an
understanding you mayn't approve.'
'What?'
'That I should marry his sister.'
'Oh!' with equal gravity, 'did he really make that stipulation?'
'Not in so many words, but there's such a thing as an honourable
understanding.'
'And pray, what does the sister say?'
'That remains to be proved. What does she say? Come, darling Bird, had
you really no notion?'
'I knew Mr. Fulmort wanted Clement to take St Matthew's, but I did not
think he would.'
'He said he left me to tell you, but I did not think he could have kept
it so entirely back.'
'But what is to become of Cherry?'
Will told her the designs as far as they had been unfolded to him, and
her eyes glistened with tears.
'Dear Willie,' she said, 'it is not that I am not thankful and glad,
but it comes so suddenly after all these long years, and it is so like
turning them out.'
'Not if we set up in the Vicarage--Rectory--I beg its pardon. Besides,
they'll be down here pretty often, and I shall never feel like anything
but Clement's curate. It is the most wholesome thing for me, that his
mode of coming up to breathe will be running down here to take note of
my shortcomings.'
'As if you meant to short come.'
'I don't mean, but I shall--if ever man needed whipper-in. So you see
I've taken care to provide myself. Seriously, I don't think I should
ever have worked up this place as Clement has done, but having worked
under him, and with you all about me, I trust not to let it down. It is
too good for me, that's a fact; but then it is not too good for you.'
Robina was forced to hear, though she viewed her Will as far superior
to Clement, as indeed he was in intellect and largeness of mind, though
not in energy and power of work.
Earnestness and devotion were, as she well knew, deep and true in him,
though native indolence and carelessness were at continual strife with
them, and he was a man fitter for a small parish than a large one,
since study was his happiness, and he could make the results beneficial
to a wide circle, while Clement had no natural turn for books, or for
anything but downright practical ministerial labour.
The change could not be made quickly, William could not resign his
tutorship till the long vacation and Clement was to retain the
incumbency till the new church at East Ewmouth was consecrated and the
district separate, while an answer from Albertstown to Mr. Fulmort's
acceptance of the diocese must precede his resignation of St Matthew's.
So if restlessness had prompted Cherry's assent, she had time to find
it out. The outlook however seemed to lessen her sense of dreariness,
since it made her go through each sweet spring pleasure as if storing
up precious memories of him who had prized them all, and as if this
restored the power of feeling all things new. She talked freely and
affectionately of Robina's prospects, encouraging the girl who felt her
happiness rising out of the family sorrow, and grew quite shame-faced
about taking the measurements of the Rectory, which she was to have the
pleasure of furnishing out of her own savings. Little had been heard of
Lance since he had seen Fulbert off on his second voyage. Postal cards
and hurried notes kept up intercourse with Cherry and the Harewoods,
but chiefly on the Pursuivant's behoof, and when he had met John in
London, about the executorship, he was reported looking thin but well,
and intensely busy.
In effect, he had set himself to master and estimate his business,
sadly enough, but there had been hope in his brother's farewell letter,
and to patient Lance a very small spark sufficed for a long time.
He found himself fully capable of maintaining the level of the
Pursuivant. Not only did both Harewoods supply him with able writings,
but payment and circulation were such as to attract and secure other
contributors, and he, though he might not write fully up to the mark
of his more scholarly and better-read brother, had all the requisites
of an excellent editor, in trained facility, sagacity, common sense,
humour and power of arrangement. The paper showed no tokens of
declension, and the business flourished, Lance still spending part of
the day in the shop, and enjoying the intercourse with his friendly
customers all the more for the strong feeling they had shown for his
brother. His place as gentleman had long been established, and he could
always have had more society than he had time for. He was invited to
fill his brother's place in almost all his capacities as citizen of
Bexley, but to what could bind him permanently, he showed some doubt
about immediately pledging himself. Moreover, Mrs. Froggatt was anxious
to give up Marshlands to him 'whenever he should settle.'
By Lady-day he was able to make an estimate of his situation and
prospects, and having done this, he wrote to Dr. May, laying the
statement before him, and begging to be told whether there were any
insuperable objection to his presuming to declare his attachment to
Miss Gertrude May. The letter was just in the formal style for which
Felix used to laugh at himself, but as the Doctor said, when showing
it to Ethel, it was thoroughly manly and straightforward, without the
least palaver about his position.
'No, I think he feels that his brother has ennobled it, so that he
would be ashamed to apologize for it.'
'What will the child say? She has been drooping ever since poor Felix's
death.'
'Long before! She flags the moment you are out of sight. I hate to see
her without her little spirts of naughtiness, and my heart aches to
think I ever wished to see her softened.'
'Poor Daisy-bud! It says much for her that her heart should have gone
out to such a man as that. Heigh-ho! those were good old times, when
one disposed of one's daughters without so much as saying, "by your
leave, miss."'
'Should you ever have done it?'
'Well,' said the Doctor, not choosing to answer the question, 'you may
tell him to come for Easter. I suppose that is his only time. He would
have been wiser to wait a bit longer--may be till this foreign trip is
over--that is if the child goes, and I don't believe she will.'
The Mays themselves had had a winter of sorrow. That living death--for
it had long hardly been life--of poor little Margaret Rivers had come
to an end in February. It was scarcely to be mourned. The poor girl
had, since her conscience had awakened, grieved so bitterly over
every outbreak of her own unhappy temper, and had suffered so sadly
from depression of spirits, that the peace of her final decay had been
an untold blessing. Even her mother, when she thought of the dreary
lot of a sickly, suffering, almost deformed heiress, could not but
resign herself to feel that 'it was well with the child.' Her father,
however, who had been spared much realisation of the distress of body
and mind, was restlessly unhappy at the loss, and fancied he should
cure his wife's sore heart by taking her to Switzerland and the Tyrol;
and Flora, in the desire to make the journey a pleasure to somebody,
and noticing Gertrude's pale cheeks, proposed to take her. That whole
last year, ever since her Christmas at Vale Leston, Gertrude's whole
treatment of her poor little niece had been reversed; and she had
changed from the somewhat hard deportment to which young aunts are
prone, to a kindness which, being a late and unexpected boon, had been
valued by poor capricious Margaret beyond all the steady tenderness of
her grandfather and elder aunt. It had endeared Gertrude greatly to
Flora, and the benefit to the girl's spirits influenced her quite as
much as the advantage it would be to George to have some one to conduct
to the sights, which for his own part he did not care for.
Daisy herself gave no consent. 'To be lionised by George! Rather worse
than an excursion of Cook's,' she said; 'and fancy the evenings!'
'It would be a kindness to George and Flora,' said Ethel.
'You horrid creature! That's to set my conscience worrying.'
'At least, there would be the coming home again.'
'That's the way you look on travelling!' said Gertrude, laughing a
little, but returning to her weary attitude, and Ethel abstained from
persuasion. She had not sufficient experience of change of scene to
believe greatly in its advantages, and though she was in favour of the
project, it was rather with a view to the fresh start it would make
for her sister at home than with the belief that either pictures or
mountains could be enjoyed under George Rivers's lumbering escort. She
expected that poor Lancelot Underwood's attempt would precipitate the
decision, when, in answer to her brief note of invitation, he replied
that he would arrive on Easter Eve.
'That's all right,' quoth the Doctor. 'He knows better than to come
a-courting on Good Friday.'
The day was not, however, exempt from a visitor; Dr. and Mrs. Cheviot
were away for the holidays, and the Mays were the more surprised to
see Mr. Rupert Cheviot, with his dapper little umbrella, issue from
the professor's door to join them on their way to church. Except that
they would have preferred not to talk at all on such a day, there
was no fault to find with him; he was subdued and proper behaved,
and had a good deal to say about Ammergau. He had not been so much
at Stoneborough within the last few months, and Ethel suspected
that he had been warned by Tom to give his sister time to recover
from her winter's grief. To her, he was amusing, he was a candid,
lively, pleasant person, and rated her more highly than she was used
to from her sister's lovers, and seldom came in her way without
holding a lively tournament in the language of jest, but with a good
deal of earnest in it, and she saw enough stuff in him to make his
self-complacency not so obnoxious to her as it was to her juniors.
She was not sorry that Gertrude's aversion to him was so strong, but
she thought it rather instinctive than reasonable. He was a man whose
opinions and disposition would right themselves in process of time,
but the having Daisy bound to him during the process was quite another
thing.
So when Gertrude proposed walking to Abbotstoke Church in the afternoon
she readily agreed, perceiving that it was far more because Cocksmoor
was too obvious a resort than for the sake either of Flora, flowers for
decoration, or even of Dickie, who could not be refused to his uncle
for this sorrowful holiday.
And when George Rivers returned to the charge, and again promised
to show the Alps through the Mont Cenis tunnel, Gertrude
accepted--accepted definitively! Yes, she would go, and she talked fast
and eagerly of the pleasures she anticipated.
But when walking home with Ethel, she did not utter one voluntary word.
'What time did you say young Underwood was coming?' asked the Doctor at
breakfast next morning.
'He did not say the time,' said Ethel.
'Which?' asked Gertrude.
'Lancelot,' said Ethel, who had put off the announcement in hopes of
doing it naturally till she had grown absolutely nervous about it.
'Not for advice?' in a startled voice.
'Can no one come here but for advice?'
'He was ill last year.'
'Aye,' muttered the Doctor, 'and got advice that he has taken pretty
effectually.'
Whereupon Ethel, feeling horribly and ridiculously conscious, jumped up
and talked of Cocksmoor decorations. Gertrude had insisted on making
them up at Cocksmoor instead of at home. It would be a little further
out of reach of 'the enemy,' and in the parsonage the sisters and
Richard worked unmolested all the morning, but in the afternoon, while
they were putting up their wreaths, there drove up to the lych-gate
Mrs. Thomas May in her donkey chair, bringing her choice manufacture
of crosses and devices, escorted by her sister Ella Ward and Rupert
Cheviot. It was too cold and damp for her to venture into church, but
Richard hastened out to beguile her into his parlour, and refresh her
with tea, while Mr. Cheviot helped to carry in her contributions, the
very crown and glory of the whole, looking about with the critical
suggestive patronage of a man who had seen the world, and making
recommendations which Ella eagerly seconded, and Ethel did not
disapprove, but Gertrude combatted vehemently: 'It had never been so!
Richard would not like it!' and out she hurried to appeal to him and
call him to the rescue.
Rupert Cheviot moved to the door, perhaps in hopes of mitigating her,
but as she reached the lych-gate, a young man in deep black came up on
the other side, and their hands met with something in the manner that
made Mr. Cheviot turn to Ella Ward and ask, 'Who is that fellow?'
'That? Oh! one of the Underwoods. The one in the business.'
'What business?'
'Oh! he's a printer, a bookseller rather. Those Underwoods pretend to
be county people, but they are nothing _really_ but tradesmen.'
'Mr. Cheviot is not so behindhand with the world as to think that a
reproach,' said Ethel, as she caught the words, while coming forward,
and over her spectacles she gave Ella one of the repressive glances
which the young lady felt in her backbone. She was not at all a bad
sort of girl, but the ingrain likeness to her brother Henry grew with
her growth, and she had just come to the age when to get any sort of
notice from any young gentleman was the prime object of her desires.
Rupert Cheviot, of course, at Ethel's words went forward, and on being
introduced to Mr. Lancelot Underwood, shook hands with him with rather
unnecessary _empressement_.
Gertrude at once appealed to Lance's taste, 'Was it not _the thing_ to
have the festoons hanging loose and natural, not in stiff lines?'
'It is our way at St. Oswald's,' said Lance, 'but at Vale Leston
Clement holds to following the architectural lines.'
'Ah! Vale Leston. Is not that a remarkable specimen of the later Early
Pointed? I must run over some day and see it.'
'It is a very fine tower. Aren't there plenty of owls' nests in it?'
said Gertrude, with a perfectly grave voice, but which brought an odd
thrill of mingled amusement, pleasure, and pain, as the conviction
crossed him that this was the rival owl of the academy, and he
recognised the likeness to the photograph. Perhaps Gertrude was only
too strongly reminded of Cherry's sketch of himself, for between grief,
hard work, and anxiety, he was very thin-cheeked and large eyed, and
she was by no means clear that he had not come to consult her father
professionally, and that the odd answer she had received in the morning
had not been an evasion.
Richard came in with a casting vote in favour of the architectural
style, at which Gertrude shrugged her shoulders but submitted. Ere long
a messenger appeared with the candlesticks adorned by Mrs. May, and a
message that she could not stay later; and Richard, going to see after
her, brought back her urgent desire that Gertrude would return at the
same time. Tom said she had not been strong, and must not be out after
sunset.
'O, I dare say,' said Gertrude.
'There's no more than I can easily finish alone,' said Richard.
'Indeed! Look at the font!'
'The wreaths are all ready. She really ought not to stay,' he added
to Ethel; 'you know there is always a sudden chill when you come down
the hill late, and as Ave says, the child is not in health to take
liberties.'
Ethel went up to Gertrude and whispered, 'We must give in, Daisy, we
shall have a fuss if we don't.'
She had almost said she did not care, but it was in church, and she
abstained, only adding, 'You'll come too.'
Ethel assented, though it was the ruin of the quiet Easter Eventide
walk her father must have meant them to have when he sent Lance to
meet them there. All that could be done was to keep together. In
general Rupert Cheviot was content to get up a discussion with the
elder sister, but he must have scented a rival, for whether Gertrude
walked fast or slow, she still found him by her side, preventing all
the inquiries she was burning to make about Geraldine, and the reported
changes, things that could not brook discussion before a stranger. She
did manage, while Rupert was tucking in a loosened fold of Averil's
cloak, to say, 'I suppose Geraldine has no picture for the exhibition
this year. She has not finished her Academies.'
'No. They are nearly done, but she has not touched them for a long
time now. There is a very pretty little group of some of the village
children that she did last summer, but I don't think she will send it
up.'
'What became of the Maid of Lorn?'
'Of course, Lady Caergwent bought it.'
There Rupert Cheviot swooped down. 'Are you any relation of Miss
Underwood who painted that capital likeness of Lady Caergwent? Then
I congratulate you. But is it not a great pity she does not paint in
oils? There is so much more satisfaction in them.'
And no more was possible than walking five abreast, close in the rear
of the donkey chair; a desultory, almost mechanical skirmish going on
between Ethel and Rupert Cheviot, interspersed with occasional pert
remarks from Ella and tart ones from Gertrude.
When presently Rupert began to talk of some lectures which were to be
given in May, she made quick answer, 'I shan't be here. I am going
abroad with the Riverses.'
This of course started the experienced vacation tourist, an Alpine
clubbist, into all kinds of counsels and inquiries, evidently with a
view to meeting the party on their route; but though Gertrude took care
to assure him that she should be at home long before his free time, the
tidings of her intended journey were, as Ethel could hear, in his very
footsteps, reducing Lance to the brink of despair.
He had not recovered it when they came home, and was besides in the
embarrassed state of a man who had made his purpose only too well known
to the spectators; but that quality which had been audacity in his
boyish days, enabled him to revive and return free and grateful answers
to Dr. May's inquiries into the family plans and welfare.
But when the evening meals in the two houses were over there was
nothing to prevent Tom May and his friend from strolling up the garden
to the elder house, whence sounds of music were audible.
It was from the 'Messiah,' for Dr. May had asked for 'He was despised
and rejected of men,' unwitting that a Sunday evening a year and a
quarter ago it had rung on Gertrude's ears in a voice that, in such a
passage as this, Lance's reproduced with startling, thrilling exactness.
Gertrude sat in a dark corner, with streaming eyes and heaving sobs.
It was almost more than she could bear, till her tears were dried by
vexation at hearing a connoisseur kind of compliment, while Dr. May
observed, 'I did not know what an instrument it was you thought you
were losing when you asked me about it, Lance.'
'I have seldom heard it surpassed, except by first professionals!' said
Mr. Cheviot. 'May I ask what teaching you had?'
'I was a choir boy at Minsterham,' said Lance, in his straightforward
way.
'Oh! I did not know cathedrals gave such advantages. Ah! I see you have
"My Queen" here, Gertrude. May we not have it?'
It would have been an utter impossibility even if it had not been as
the Doctor said, speaking up for her. 'We do not have that style of
thing this week.'
'Quite right, sir; one forgets.'
What! was he going to patronise Dr. May? And then he began to talk of
the choruses at Ammergau.
'I do believe,' exclaimed Gertrude, as she parted with her sister at
night, 'that he has primed himself with it on purpose.'
'I think he was really impressed there, and that it has done him good.'
'I believe you have a turn for him! I should not mind if he would only
not come here bothering poor Lance. How worn he looks! Mind, Ethel,
you tell me if Papa says anything about him. I could not bear for poor
Geraldine to have any more troubles.'
'Very well,' said Ethel, 'but I do not think there is anything amiss
with his health.'
'He has with his spirits though, and spirits tell on health; his
especially. Now, Ethel, I know Rupert Cheviot always was a hero of
yours.'
'A most unjustifiable interpretation of my not hating the poor man as
much as you do,' said Ethel, much amused.
'I will say for him you are the one person he never patronizes.
But I want you to look at the contrast, Ethel, between the two
owls--simplicity and self-complacency; and when _one_ really has such a
splendid talent.'
'Yes, a double first class man,' said Ethel, in wilful mischief,
exceedingly tickled at Lance's unconscious auxiliary, though sorry for
him.
'Who cares for a first class?' exclaimed contemptuous Daisy. 'It only
makes people intolerable.'
Nevertheless Lance did not spend by any means the happy Easter Sunday
he had figured to himself, and many times felt that he would have done
better to have deferred the crisis of his hopes and anxieties till
the great feast day was at an end. For the May family were beset by
Rupert Cheviot from morning till night, and Lance was tormented at
moments when he most desired to free himself from the whole subject, by
instinctive perception of his rivalry, and sense of the small chance
that he, the half-educated tradesman, could have beside the brilliant,
successful scholar, in a gentleman's position, and rising fast.
That Gertrude was cross was plain enough, and much more so to the Owl
of the Academy than to the Owl of the Church tower; but Lance was
sufficiently aware of the wayward nature of the damsel to ascribe
her contradictoriness to the rampant coyness of inclination, and her
civility to himself to kindness to her father's guest, Felix's brother
and a manifest inferior, like the chemist at Ewmouth. Then her foreign
tour was so often mentioned that it seemed to him that her father
must have intended it as a diversion after all the agitations she had
undergone, and that his coming had only been encouraged in order to put
an end to the whole affair, and dispose of him and his presumption as
soon as possible. So that all the kindness he received from the Doctor
and Ethel only went for compassion, and he tossed about all night--true
owl as he was for sleeplessness--meditating on the coming death-blow
to his hopes, and whether it would be better to resign them in a
conference with her father, or to put his fate to the touch in person,
since he had gone so far that he could not hang back and do nothing.
The wan heavy-eyed countenance that came down in the morning moved
the Doctor to the observation to his elder daughter, 'Daisy has got a
fellow there more finely strung than most men. I hope she will comport
herself accordingly. Tantrums won't do with that sort of organization.'
Ethel most decidedly put herself out of the way that morning, resolved
not to make the holiday serve as a plea from absenting herself from the
Monday care she bestowed on sundry charities, and declining the aid
Gertrude offered, as a refuge from possible inroads from the Cheviot.
'You had better not waste your opportunities,' said Ethel; 'I dare say
Mr. Underwood would show you the way through that thing of Mozart's
that you have been despairing over.'
'O no, Ethel,' with a glance at the pale face, but it suddenly grew
vividly bright as Lance said, 'If you are so kind as to be thinking of
my headache, I do assure you it is nothing at all--just what this would
be the best cure for.'
'Are you sure?' asked Gertrude solicitously.
'Quite,' he said, smiling. 'I should make no difference at all at home.
It is the sort that is defeated by taking no notice of them; and music,
and with you----'
'Would drive such ears as yours distracted, I should think,' said
Gertrude, nevertheless consenting. 'You see I have tried to follow
your advice, but what I have never heard, and have no one to interpret,
becomes a mere wilderness to me.'
Lance knew that in his native language of melody he should, birdlike,
win courage, but hardly was his finger on the keys before Daisy leapt
up in a kind of fury. 'There's that eternal Owl coming down the garden!
Come this way,' and she rushed away, beckoning him to follow her into
the schoolroom. 'There, the windows look out the other way! It is too
intolerable to be taken in the rear! I'll not stand it any longer! The
Moss troopers in the morning indeed!'
Both were full of that odd sort of exhilaration always inspired by
hide and seek with a visitor, and Lance looked about and recognised
the room. 'I have been here before,' he said, 'when you showed me your
aquarium.'
'Ah! the Daisiana. You were the hero of that watery adventure, though
we little thought that small boy Charlie was to come forth in such
colours! What an age ago it seems! I should like to see the Kitten's
tail again.'
'Should you? I am sure Cherry would manage it! It would be----'
'Only too full of recollections,' said Gertrude, with a little shudder.
'It was the first time I ever saw----'
Instead of answering, Lance took a miniature from his breast and put
it into her hand. She drew in her breath with a gasp. 'How beautiful!'
she said, and gazed on through one of the tear mists that can almost
convert a portrait into a presence. It was a long time before she said,
'This is better than the first.'
'Each that Cherry has finished has brought out some fresh expression.
You like it?'
'O, so much!'
'Will you keep it?'
'She was only to do one for each of you.'
'Don't you remember what _he_ called you?'
Gertrude held the picture to her lips for a moment, wiped a tear from
the glass and said, 'That dear Cherry hasn't been doing it for me.'
'N-no, not exactly.'
'Then it is yours! Oh! that is not right. Only let me have a
photograph.'
'I had rather you kept this.'
'I could not! I must not! I ought not,' putting it from her like a
temptation.
'Nay, it is yours by every right. By that which makes it unspeakably
precious to me to give you my very best and dearest, and by a better
right of your own, of affection,' he said, eagerly.
She gave a little cry.
'Don't start,' he said. 'Perhaps I ought not to have said so, but when
one watches with feelings such as mine, one sees----.'
She leant back, hiding her face, and crying quietly but unreservedly.
'If he had been like most men,' said Lance, 'if he had not made his
whole life a sacrifice and had ever let himself out, I fully believe he
would have given you the right. I felt and knew he had never been so
near caring for any one.'
She looked up with glowing face, and moist eyes, and tried to say
something, but could only utter 'No! It would be too--too much to dare
to think so.'
And as she thought of that interview, she wept more than before, though
they were scarcely sad tears. Lance longed for the right to soothe her,
but only durst lay his hand on the back of her chair. 'If anything
could make you more dear to me,' he said, bending over her, 'it would
be this! Nobody else so revered that great heart. I thought I knew him
best, but every day at Bexley brings up so many tokens of what he was
that I seem to have only known him by half.'
'Tell me.'
And Lance told many an instance of the doings of Felix's right hand
unknown to his left, and she listened with all her soul. It was more
than half an hour before she said, 'Then are you all alone?'
'With Mrs. Froggatt for the present, but I have decided on nothing
permanently. My dear brother told me I need not hold on, nor do I think
I can without a ray of hope.'
'What would you do?' she said, a thrill or two having half but
indefinitely revealed to her his drift.
'I don't know yet! Nor care! Most likely, try what music in Germany or
Italy would do for me.'
'O, don't go!' cried Gertrude, 'don't!'
'Do you tell me not?'
'I don't know, but oh! my heart has ached, ached, ached, all this time,
and somehow it aches rather less when you are here!'
'Dearest!' he exclaimed.
'Stay,' she said, pushing back her hair, and looking scared. 'I don't
think it fair. You know I never could, if--if-----.'
'Of course not; I understand that,' said Lance; 'but is not that what I
love you ten thousand times more for?'
'But I shall always care most for him!'
'Yes, yes, I know you must; but now I know that some day you may care a
little for me, I can wait patiently, any time you please.'
'And not hate it all, nor go away?'
'Never, while you bid me stay.'
He broke off as steps came along the passage, and a maid's knock, and
'Mr. Rupert Cheviot is in the drawing-room, ma'am.'
'Miss May is _out_,' said Gertrude emphatically.
The maid had sentiment enough to abstain from saying he had asked for
both sisters, but the next moment she returned to say he had asked for
Miss Gertrude.
'Tell him I am particularly engaged,' she said, leaping up indignantly.
'Aye!' she exclaimed, 'I will be delivered from that prig of Tom's. He
shall never pester me more.'
'There is an effectual way of preventing that,' said Lance, with a
lurking smile.
'Well, I suppose it must come to that sooner or later, and I do trust
you not to tease and bother.'
'I will strive to make your feeling the rule, not of mine, but of my
demonstration of it,' said Lance, tingling all over with suppressed
ecstasy; 'that is, as far as I can help.'
'I can't understand your liking it! An old, dry, used-up heart!'
'But on whom? I am but too content with----'
A rapid booted tread was at the door; it was hastily opened. 'Gertrude,
what's the meaning?' said the professor. 'Oh! I beg your pardon, Mr.
Underwood.' This with withering politeness, and the door was shut
again.
'He is going to Papa,' Gertrude laughed, with her natural mischievous
triumph; then, laying her hand on Lance's arm, she exclaimed, 'Now,
whatever you do, promise me not to be bullied into giving up the shop;'
then, lowering her tone to its former tenderness, 'What he could do is
good enough for any one.'
'So I feel,' said Lance, 'though I could drop it, if you wished.
My personal share in the retail trade I mean, of course, not the
editorship, for that is my sheet-anchor.'
'The Pursuivant! I thought I never could touch it again.'
'His poor Pur,' repeated Lance. 'I must show you this note, though I
am ashamed. And he bade me give you this;' as from the depths of a
business-like pocket-book he extracted an envelope, and from it the
note and dried piece of myrtle. She greeted it with a little cry, and
fresh tears. 'Ah! he said you would remember,' said Lance.
'Remember! I should think I did! Didn't he tell you?'
'I know nothing but what he wrote here. He left this for me to have,
after it was all over.'
'I see! I see! O, I am glad you did not give it me at first. Dear, dear
thing! Now I know! That day when he came here he made me gather it for
him, and told me he had one great wish, and I was to remember it when I
saw this.'
'And that great wish?' It was an odd sort of wet-eyed smile of Lance's,
but then she had rested her head against him. 'Did you know it?'
'I don't know. It was the day I was half wild with misery and a strange
sort of gladness together, only one could not break out with his calm
eye on one--the day he came here, and Papa told him what was the matter
with him. Then he sat with me, and he said things to me that made me
feel as I had never done before. He didn't mean it, I know, for it was
all telling me how it was with him, and how, if he were well, he never
could have thought in that way of any one. It just made me feel that
his saying it to me showed----'
'Showed what might have been,' said Lance. 'Yes, it was more than
direct words would have been from any one else.'
'And he kept on mixing in things about you, and what you had been to
him, but I wouldn't see what he was driving at; for, Lance, I must
tell you now it did make me feel to love--love him really--and not be
ashamed; if he thought me worth telling _all that_--and it was so nice
to be able, however it was to end, that I did not want to do anything
else, and I couldn't bear the sound of your name then, though when I
remember that look, and that wish, and see the spray of myrtle, Lance,
I must have had you if you had been--as bad as Rupert Cheviot himself.'
But she actually did lift up her face with a look that allowed him
to bend down and kiss it, as he said, 'See, he only told me to give
it you, _when_--not on those terms. Though you are doubly precious,
because I shall ever feel you to be his gift.'
She had certainly accepted infinitely more than he could have dared to
anticipate from her outset, and now she was perhaps glad of the respite
afforded by reading the letter that he had put into her hand, and which
lasted till again came steps.
'Papa this time,' she whispered, as he opened the door, calling,
'Ethel, here's Tom in a--Hollo, I thought you were in the drawing-room.'
'Don't go,' they cried with one voice, and Gertrude, saying, 'May I? I
must!' put Felix's letter into his hand.
He pushed up his spectacles to read it, but he could not do so
dry-eyed, and Lance turned aside blushing and embarrassed.
'Dear fellow!' he exclaimed. 'Well--that's a pretty good testimonial to
bring in your hand, Lance.'
'You must not believe half of that, sir,' said Lance huskily.
'Eh, Daisy, mus'n't I? And pray what am I to say to Tom about your
shocking behaviour in denying yourself to Mary's brother-in-law? Music
lessons have been dangerous things ever since the gamut of Hortensio.'
'May I? He knows!' was Lance's eager question to Gertrude, as he took
her hand and looked up mutely, but with lustrous eyes, to the Doctor.
'So you have made it right, children. There, then, Lancelot Underwood,
you have got my youngest darling, and I can tell you I never made one
of them over with greater confidence and comfort. If we have spoilt our
most motherless one, you know what that is, and there's good stuff in
her too. Indeed, I never thought so well of the chit before.'
'I'm sure I didn't,' said the chit herself dreamily, causing them both
to smile, and Lance to mutter something inarticulately foolish and
happy, but the clang of the dinner-bell startled them, and they sprang
away to their rooms during the five minutes' law; while Ethel, coming
in from the street, met her father in the hall, smiling unutterable
things. 'No!' she exclaimed. 'You don't mean it! I didn't think she
could so soon!'
'I fancy Lance may thank Tom and his great Rupert for that.'
'He did worry her intolerably! Oh! papa, I trust it is no mistake.'
'I think not, Ethel. Once accepted, the warm living outcome of
affection cannot fail to be infinitely better than the dream she has
been brooding over so long, and as saint-worship it will hurt neither
of them. Ah well! I should have liked the other to be one of us, but
it was not to be. He was the making of our Daisy, and this one is his
equal in all but what age only can give.'
'Ah! I always wished to see Daisy in love,' said Ethel, rather as if
the wish had recoiled upon her.
'What's to be done now? There's the Grange carriage,' exclaimed the
Doctor.
Yes, Flora, George, and Dickie, all had driven in to lunch at the
early dinner, and to face those cheeks whose glow no cold water could
moderate, those eyes that shone strangely under downcast lids.
In fact, Mr. Rivers had been so much pleased by Gertrude's consent to
the Swiss expedition that he had given his wife no peace till she had
come to arrange it. Gertrude was taken aback. 'Oh dear!' she exclaimed,
'I had forgotten all about it.'
'Forgotten!' Poor Mr. Rivers looked at her with all the amazement and
reproach his lustreless black eyes could express.
'I remember now, George,' she faltered, colouring unreasonably; 'it was
very kind.'
'But you promised, Daisy,'
'We will talk it over, George,' said her father, coming to her rescue,
as in her increasing softness she looked down convicted. 'You see, _I_
have not been consulted.'
George took this in earnest, and lumbered into an apology, while Dickie
rather unrestrainedly laughed, and said, 'Grandpapa, when does Aunt
Daisy consult you?'
'When she has made up her mind,' said the Doctor, with a glance at her.
But Daisy would at that moment have been thankful enough to consult
him. True, the sentiment she had felt before had scarcely been love,
so repressed and undeveloped had it been; and the flood of bliss, the
wonderful sense of affection that had mastered her, was something
entirely unlike the slow, measured way in which, even at the first
moment of her half-consent, she had fancied yielding to Lance. In this
one half-hour he had acquired a place with her so entirely independent
of his being Felix's brother, nay, so substantially dearer than Felix
himself, that she was half ashamed of her present self, half shocked at
having called her former feelings by the name of love, and wholly and
foolishly in despair at the notion of a six weeks' tour away from Lance.
Thus Ethel found her, when, on the break up of the dinner, she stole a
few moments of consultation with the two young lovers before following
her father and the Riverses to the drawing-room.
'Oh! Ethel, what shall I do?' Daisy was saying with tears in her eyes.
'Isn't it a judgment on me for ever saying I would go! I only did it
because that Rupert baited me so, and I was so miserable I was ready to
go anywhere out of his way.'
'But is it not a pity you should not go?' said Lance.
'What, you?'
'You know I cannot be much away from Bexley, so it would not make much
difference that way,' he said, blushing; 'and I am afraid you will have
to lead a very humdrum life; so had you not better see a little of the
world?'
'I shall hate it all. Oh! Ethel, get me off! Things like this are acts
of oblivion, you know.'
'I certainly would if it were for your pleasure,' said Ethel,
thoughtfully; 'but you see this is the first thing that has seemed to
do poor George Rivers any good.'
'And,' said Lance, affectionately, 'surely, dearest, it can do our
happiness no harm to try to lend a little of it to others.'
'Ethel!' she cried out, 'I do believe he is going to make me good.
There! I give in; I'll go, and not be more a victim than I can help.'
'Lance,' said Ethel, 'by-the-by, I've never congratulated you. Just
tell me--suppose you were asked to go too, could you?'
He considered a moment, shutting his eyes as the brightened face looked
up to him. 'I don't like to say no,' he answered; 'it is an immense
temptation, but there is nobody to take my place on the spur of the
moment, and at this time of year too. Indeed, if I went now, besides
upsetting everything, it might hinder me from getting a holiday later,
when we might want it more,' he added, crimsoning.
'I see,' said Ethel. 'Do you know, Daisy, I've a great mind to go
instead of you.'
'O you old darling duck of an Ethel! I should as soon have thought of
asking the gate-post. But if you would! Oh! wouldn't I take good care
of Papa.'
'Yes, I think you would, Daisy, and it is my last chance, you see. I
believe I shall do as well for George to lionize.'
'And be a dozen times better for Flora--and write such letters!'
'So here goes.'
'Now, Lancelot, if you don't delight in that Ethel of mine beyond
every other creature--I suppose, for human nature's sake, I must let
Cherry come first, but if I thought you would snub her like Charles,
or patronise her like George, or even be hail fellow well met with her
like Hector, I'd never let you into the family! Now--' as signs of
clearing the dinner became evident--'I'll get my hat: there's no place
to sit in in the house.'
Ethel's proposition was received with rapture.
George and Flora had just been informed by the Doctor how the case
stood. They had been far too much absorbed in their own sorrows to mark
the course of Daisy's feelings, but Flora had seen enough at luncheon
to be prepared for the disclosure. Nobody could like his position,
and she did not pretend to do so; but she saw it was of no use to
expostulate, and abstained from letting her husband perceive, as she
did, how entirely that of a tradesman it was.
'I am sorry it was not Rupert Cheviot,' was all she said, 'and very
sorry not to take Daisy with us; but it is no use to coerce her, even
if one could. She would be no good now.'
So Ethel was the more warmly accepted. Even the Doctor was happier
that Flora should have her sister with her, and liked the notion of a
_tête-à-tête_ with his Daisy ere she was transplanted; and as to Flora,
her gratitude on her own and her husband's account knew no bounds.
'Dear, dear old Ethel!' she said; 'such a life-long sister as you,
bearing with one, and forgiving one through all, is as sweet and
precious a relationship as almost any the world has to give!'
[Footnote 1: To this it had been raised from the original 250_l._
partly by the Ecclesiastical Commissioners, and partly by Mr. Fulmort's
brother and Miss Charlecote. (_author_)]
CONCLUSION.
'Now for the double wedding!' said Mother Constance, as one September
evening the Reverend Charles Audley entered the Superior's room in the
temporary daughter-house at East Ewmouth.
'What should an old blind Australian know of gay weddings?'
'Don't you know that to hear of mundane festivities is the delight of
convents?'
'The festivities were to no great extent.'
'Of course not, but you must begin at the beginning, for I lost all
knowledge of everybody and thing that had not got small-pox.'
For the malady had been raging in a town at the other end of England,
and the special hospital where she and her staff had done service had
only just closed, and quarantine was over, so that she could return.
'Which is the beginning?'
'Mine are only confused lights since Lance brought his Daisy to see me
on their way to the sands by St. Kitt's Head. What a fresh pleasant
face it is! and with a spice of originality in it, too.'
'Commend me to the elder sister's. Leonard Ward had prepared me for it,
when I met him circulating among the unhappy deported Melanesians in
Queensland. I believe she was the making of him, and a noble work he
is.'
'Come, I can't let you go back to the Antipodes. Miss May was abroad
at that time, and plans were not in the least fixed, only that Lance
should not give up the retail business.'
'No, he said very justly, that if he did so, Mrs. Lamb would never
be contented without her husband doing the same, and that would be
destruction. When I went down to the S.P.G. meeting at Bexley, I saw
a good deal how the land lay, and found that all the neighbours were
quite ready to visit Lance's wife, and she will live at Marshlands in a
very different style from the old times we remember. I am afraid Mrs.
Lamb will be a trial, but she is prepared for that.'
'It was an excellent plan to have the weddings together at
Stoneborough. They could hardly have borne another here.'
'No. There was a proposal that Will and Robina should be married at
Minsterham, but they rather shrank from that, and the De la Poers wrote
urgently to persuade her to have the wedding at Repworth, but she saw
he disliked it, and then Miss May came forward and undertook to manage
it all, "being inured to such affairs," as she put it; but there was
an old promise in an unguarded moment that all their young Ladyships
should be bridesmaids, and they held to it: so Lord and Lady De la Poer
brought a bevy of daughters to the Swan at Stoneborough, and you had
better be prepared, for they are coming to see Vale Leston to-morrow,
and probably will come on here. Nice people, exceedingly fond of
Robina. I never saw such loads of wedding presents. Lady Caergwent
gives a great Russian samovar, labelled for "school feasts."'
'I suppose Fernan--I beg his pardon, Mr. Travis Underwood--did not give
another diamond bouquet.'
'No. The common sense keeping he has got into showed itself in the
choice of all the household plate, just the same, for each of the
couples.'
'And Angela was not there, I know. Our Mother wrote to me that the poor
child was so distressed at the notion of going that as they did not
make a point of it, she thought it better not to send her. I think she
will soon be allowed to become a postulant. It seems evidently the life
she needs. But who were Miss May's bridesmaids?'
'She set her face against any but her sister and Geraldine--would hear
of no one else, though Cherry had always avoided it before. They called
themselves the elderly bridesmaids. What! does the conventual mind
require to know what they wore? Not the same as Robina's, who had white
and blue ribbons; but they were in--what do you call it?--a Frenchified
name for some kind of purple.'
'Mauve?'
'Yes, mauve with white fixings; very becoming to Cherry.'
'Who married them?'
'It was a joint performance of Mr. Wilmot, Richard May, and myself, but
we had a characteristic hitch. They gave my couple the first turn, and
when I held out the book for the ring, my bridegroom began fumbling in
his pocket and reddening up to the roots of his red hair, while poor
Robina's eyes grew rounder and rounder under her veil, and Clement rose
taller and taller behind her, looking as if just cause or impediment
had arisen, and he only wished he had not been commanded to hold his
peace.'
'Did you marry them with the key of the door?'
'Not exactly--Lance's long hand came in between with the ring in his
palm.'
'Only one between the two couples?'
'No, Bill had asked Lance to get both together, and had never claimed
his own. It was a fine incident to tease him about, but he says he has
his memory made fast to him now for ever. After all, Lance gave him the
wrong one, and the brides had to change afterwards.'
'So they were married with each other's rings?'
'Yes, and I don't think they much regret it.'
'Where are they gone?'
'To see little Stella in her glory, and the other two are bound to a
great Rhenish musical festival, and to hear the Freiburg and Lucerne
organs. They went off together in the same railway carriage, and were
only to part in London. The whole affair was as quiet as possible. I
am glad it was at Stoneborough. Dr. May filled the place that neither
Clement nor Harewood could have borne to take.'
'And you have not told me of Cherry or Clement.'
'You will see them to-morrow, and I think you will be satisfied about
Cherry. The wrench last July was dreadful; both she and Clement say
that they could never have made up their minds to it if they had known
the grief it would cause in the village, and the partings they would
undergo, but it has certainly been good for her. She looks well, and
she says that though a little while ago she felt as if she had nothing
to hope or fear, a month of Whittingtonia has shown her enough to
engross a hundred lifetimes.'
'And little Gerald?'
'He walks better, and he is exceedingly happy at Stoneborough. Dickie
May, the Archdeacon's son, you know, a fine fellow of fourteen, is so
kind to him, teaches him to make models, and I fancy has secured that
admiration little boys pay to big ones. They say the poor little fellow
will probably outgrow his weakness and do well in the end, but that he
must be kept at home for a good many years.'
'At which I suppose Cherry cannot repine.'
'No; he is her delight; and with Bernard to give the element of manhood
and spirit, I don't think he will be spoilt, for Clement is sure to
be strict enough. I never saw any one more improved than Bernard,
by-the-by; he is grown into a reasonable being, and as devoted and
attentive to Cherry as they all are. I am sure she is happier even now
than she ever thought to be again! There was as much smile as tear when
she told me that she was coming to see Felix and Theodore to-morrow,
and to admire Wilmet in the Priory. She is carrying on a gleam from the
past sunshine of her life.'
'She is learning to _pleurer son Albert gaîment_,' said Mother
Constance. 'So we must when the pillars of our joy are taken from us
here. And sooner or later we can do so, if we can believe of them that
they have become pillars that shall never be removed, with the new Name
written upon them, in the House of the Lord above.'