CHAPTER LXXXVI

Elinor, for a considerable time, remained in the same posture,

ruminating, in silent abstraction; yet giving, from time to time,

emphatic, though involuntary utterance, to short and incoherent

sentences. 'A spirit immortal!--' 'Resurrection of the Dead!--' 'A life

to come!--' 'Oh Albert! is there, then, a region where I may hope to see

thee again!'

Suddenly, at length, seeming to recollect herself, 'Pardon,' she cried,

'Albert, my strangeness,--queerness,--oddity,--what will you call it? I

am not the less,--O no! O no! penetrated by your impressive

reasoning--Albert!--'

She lifted up her head, and, looking around, exclaimed, with an air of

consternation, 'Is he gone?'

She arose, and with more firmness, said, 'He is right! I meant not,--and

I ought not to see him any more;--though dearer to my eyes is his sight,

than life or light!--'

Looking, then, earnestly forwards, as if seeking him, 'Farewell, Oh

Albert!' she cried: 'We now, indeed, are parted for ever! To see thee

again, would sink me into the lowest abyss of contempt,--and I would far

rather bear thy hatred!--Yet hatred?--from that soul of humanity!--what

violence must be put upon its nature! And how cruel to reverse such

ineffable philanthropy!--No!--hate me not, my Albert!--It shall be my

own care that thou shalt not despise me!'

Slowly she then walked away, followed silently by Juliet, who durst not

address her. Anxiously she looked around, till, at some distance, she

descried a horseman. It was Harleigh. She stopped, deeply moved, and

seemed inwardly to bless him. But, when he was no longer in sight, she

no longer restrained her anguish, and, casting herself upon the turf,

groaned rather than wept, exclaiming, 'Must I live--yet behold thee no

more!--Will neither sorrow, nor despair, nor even madness kill me?--Must

nature, in her decrepitude, alone bring death to Elinor?'

Rising, then, and vainly trying again to descry the horse, 'All, all is

gone!' she cried, 'and I dare not even die!--All, all is gone, from the

lost, unhappy Elinor, but life and misery!'

Turning, then, with quickness to Juliet, while pride and shame dried her

eyes, 'Ellis,' she said, 'let him not know I murmur!--Let not his last

hearing of Elinor be disgrace! Tell him, on the contrary, that his

friendship shall not be thrown away; nor his arguments be forgotten, or

unavailing: no! I will weigh every opinion, every sentiment that has

fallen from him, as if every word, unpolluted by human ignorance or

informity, had dropt straight from heaven! I will meditate upon

religion: I will humble myself to court resignation. I will fly hence,

to avoid all temptation of ever seeing him more!--and to distract my

wretchedness by new scenes. Oh Albert!--I will earn thy esteem by

acquiescence in my lot, that here,--even here,--I may taste the paradise

of alluring thee to include me in thy view of happiness hereafter!'

Her foreign servant, then, came in view, and she made a motion to him

with her hand for her carriage. She awaited it in profound mental

absorption, and, when it arrived, placed herself in it without speaking.

Juliet, full of tender pity, could no longer forbear saying, 'Adieu,

Madam! and may peace re-visit your generous heart!'

Elinor, surprized and softened, looked at her with an expression of

involuntary admiration, as she answered, 'I believe you to be good,

Ellis!--I exonerate you from all delusory arts; and, internally, I never

thought you guilty,--or I had never feared you! Fool! mad fool, that I

have been, I am my own executioner! my distracting impatience to learn

the depth of my danger, was what put you together! taught you to know,

to appreciate one another! With my own precipitate hand, I have dug the

gulph into which I am fallen! Your dignified patience, your noble

modesty--Oh fatal Ellis!--presented a contrast that plunged a dagger

into all my efforts! Rash, eager ideot! I conceived suspense to be my

greatest bane!--Oh fool! eternal fool!--self-willed, and

self-destroying!--for the single thrill of one poor moment's returning

doubt--I would not suffer martyrdom!'

She wept, and hid her face within the carriage; but, holding out her

hand to Juliet, 'Adieu, Ellis!' she cried, 'I struggle hardly not to

wish you any ill; and I have never given you my malediction: yet

Oh!--that you had never been born!'--

She snatched away her hand, and precipitately drew up all the blinds, to

hide her emotion; but, presently, letting one of them down, called out,

with resumed vivacity, and an air of gay defiance, 'Marry him,

Ellis!--marry him at once! I have always felt that I should be less mad,

if my honour called upon me for reason!--my honour and my pride!'

The groom demanded orders.

'Drive to the end of the world!' she answered, impatiently, 'so you ask

me no questions!' and, forcibly adding, 'Farewell, too happy Ellis!' she

again drew up all the blinds, and, in a minute, was out of sight.

Juliet deplored her fate with the sincerest concern; and ruminated upon

her virtues, and attractive qualities, till their drawbacks diminished

from her view, and left nothing but unaffected wonder, that Harleigh

could resist them: 'twas a wonder, nevertheless, that every feeling of

her heart, in defiance of every conflict, rose, imperiously, to separate

from regret.

At the cottage, she found her recovered property, which she now

concluded,--for her recollection was gone,--that she had dropt upon her

entrance into the room occupied by Harleigh, before she had perceived

that it was not empty.

Here, too, almost immediately afterwards, her messenger returned with a

letter, which had remained more than a week at the post-office; whither

it had been sent back by the farmer, who had refused to risk advancing

the postage.

The letter was from Gabriella, and sad, but full of business. She had

just received a hurrying summons from Mr de ----, her husband, to join

him at Teignmouth, in Devonshire; and, for family-reasons, which ought

not to be resisted, to accompany him abroad. Mr de ---- had been brought

by an accidental conveyance to Torbay; whence, through a peculiarly

favourable opportunity, he was to sail to his place of destination. He

charged her to use the utmost expedition; and, to spare the expence of a

double journey, and the difficulties of a double passport, for and from

London, he should procure permission to meet her at Teignmouth; where

they might remain till their vessel should be ready; the town of

Brixham, within Torbay, being filled with sailors, and unfit for female

residence.

Gabriella owned, that she had nothing substantial, nor even rational, to

oppose to this plan; though her heart would be left in the grave, the

English grave of her adored child. She had relinquished, therefore, her

shop, and paid the rent, and her debts; and obtained money for the

journey by the sale of all her commodities. She then tenderly entreated,

if no insurmountable obstacles forbid it, that Juliet would be of their

party; and gave the direction of Mr de ---- at Teignmouth.

Not a moment could Juliet hesitate upon joining her friend; though

whether or not she should accompany her abroad, she left for decision at

their meeting. She greatly feared the delay in receiving the letter

might make her arrive too late; but the experiment was well worth trial;

and she reached the beautifully situated small town of Teignmouth the

next morning.

She drove to the lodging of which Gabriella had given the direction;

where she had the affliction to learn, that the lady whom she described,

and her husband, had quitted Teignmouth the preceding evening for

Torbay.

She instantly demanded fresh horses, for following them; but the

postilion said, that he must return directly to Exeter, with his chaise;

and enquired where she would alight. Where she might most speedily, she

answered, find means to proceed.

The postilion drove her, then, to a large lodging-house; but the town

was so full of company, as it was the season for bathing, that there was

no chaise immediately ready; and she was obliged to take possession of a

room, till some horses returned.

As soon as she had deposited her baggage, she resolved upon walking back

to the late lodging of Gabriella, to seek some further information.

In re-passing a gallery, which led from her chamber to the stairs, she

perceived, upon a band-box, left at the half-closed door of what

appeared to be the capital apartment, the loved name of Lady Aurora

Granville.

Joy, hope, fondness, and every pleasurable emotion, danced suddenly in

her breast; and, chacing away, by surprize, all fearful caution,

irresistibly impelled her to push open the door.

All possibility of concealment was, she knew, now at an end; and, with

it, finished her long forbearance. How sweet to cast herself, at length,

under so benign a protection! to build upon the unalterable sweetness of

Lady Aurora for a consolatory reception, and openly to claim her

support!

Filled with these delighting ideas, she gently entered the room. It was

empty; but, the door to an inner apartment being open, she heard the

soft voice of Lady Aurora giving directions to some servant.

While she hesitated whether, at once, to venture on, or to send in some

message, a chambermaid, coming out with another band-box, shut the inner

door.

The dress of Juliet was no longer such as to make her appearance in a

capital apartment suspicious; and the chambermaid civily enquired whom

she was pleased to want.

'Lady Aurora Granville,' she hesitatingly answered; adding that she

would tap at her ladyship's door herself, and begging that the maid

would not wait.

The maid, busy and active, hurried off. Quickly, then, though softly,

Juliet stept forward; but at the door, trembling and full of fears, she

stopt short; and the sight of pen, ink, and paper upon a table,

determined her to commit her attempt to writing.

Seizing a sheet of paper, without sitting down, and in a hand scarcely

legible, she began,

'Is Lady Aurora Granville still the same Lady Aurora, the kind, the

benignant, the indulgent Lady Aurora,--' when the sound of another

voice, a voice more discordant, if possible, than that of Lady Aurora

had been melodious, reached her ear from under the window: it was that

of Mrs Howel.

As shaking now with terrour as before she had been trembling with hope,

she rolled up her paper; and was hurrying it into her work-bag, which

had been returned to her by Harleigh; when the chambermaid, re-entering

the room, stared at her with some surprize, demanding whether she had

seen her ladyship.

'No; ... I believe ... she is occupied,' Juliet, stammering, answered;

and flew along the gallery back to her chamber.

That Lady Aurora should be under the care of Mrs Howel, who was the

nearest female relation of Lord Denmeath, could give no surprize to

Juliet; but the impulse which had urged her forward, had only painted to

her a precious interview with Lady Aurora alone; for how venture to

reveal herself in presence of so hard, so inimical a witness? The very

idea, joined to the terrible apprehension of irritating Lord Denmeath,

to aid some new attack from her legal persecutor; so damped her rising

joy, so repressed her buoyant hopes, that, to avoid the insupportable

repetition of injurious interrogatories, painful explanations, and

insulting incredulity, she decided, if she could join Gabriella at

Torbay, to accompany her to her purposed retreat; and there to await

either intelligence of the Bishop, or an open summons from her own

family.

She hastened, therefore, to the late lodging of Gabriella; where, upon a

more minute investigation, she found, that a message had been left, in

case a lady should call to enquire for Madame de ----, to say, that the

small vessel in which M. de ---- and herself were humanely to be

received as passengers, was ready to sail; and to promise to write upon

their landing; and to endeavour to fix upon some means of re-union. The

lady, the lodging-people said, had lost all hope of her friend's

arrival, but had left that message in case of accidents.

More eagerly than ever, Juliet now enquired for any kind of carriage;

but the town was full, and every vehicle was engaged till the next

morning.

The next morning opened with a new and cruel disappointment: the

chambermaid came with excuses, that no chaise could be had, till towards

evening, as the Honourable Mrs Howel had engaged all the horses, to

carry herself and her people to Chudleigh-park.

Dreadful to the impatience of Juliet was such a loss of time; yet she

shrunk from all appeal, upon her prior rights, with Mrs Howel.

Still, not to render impossible, before her departure, an interview,

after which her heart was sighing, with Lady Aurora, she addressed to

her a few lines.

'To the Right Honourable Lady Aurora Granville.

'Brought hither in search of the friend of my earlier youth, what

have been my perturbation, my hope, my fear, at the sound of the

voice of her whom, proudly and fondly, it is my first wish to be

permitted to love, and to claim as the friend of my future days!

Ah, Lady Aurora! my inmost soul is touched and

moved!--nevertheless, not to press upon the difficulties of your

delicacy, nor to take advantage of the softness of your

sensibility, I go hence without imploring your support or

countenance. I quit again this loved land, scarcely known, though

devoutly revered, to watch and wait,--far, far off!--for tidings of

my future lot: I go to join the generous guardian of my orphan

life,--till I know whether I may hope to be acknowledged by a

brother! I go to dwell with my noble adopted sister,--till I learn

whether I may be recalled, to be owned by one still nearer,--and

who alone can be still dearer!'

She gave this paper sealed, for delivery, to the chambermaid; saying

that she was going to take a long walk; and desiring, should there be

any answer, that it might carefully be kept for her return.

This measure was to give Lady Aurora time to reflect, whether or not she

should demand an explanation of the note; rather than to surprize the

first eager impulse of her kindness.

She then bent her steps towards the sea-side; but, though it was still

very early, there was so much company upon the sands, taking exercise

before, or after bathing, that she soon turned another way; and, invited

by the verdant freshness of the prospects, rambled on for a considerable

time: at first, with no other design than to while away a few hours;

but, afterwards, to give to those hours the pleasure ever new, ever

instructive, of viewing and studying the works of nature; which, on this

charming spot, now awfully noble, now elegantly simple; where the sea

and the land, the one sublime in its sameness, the other, exhilarating

in its variety, seem to be presented, as if in primeval lustre, to the

admiring eye of a meditative being.

She clambered up various rocks, nearly to their summit, to enjoy, in one

grand perspective, the stupendous expansion of the ocean, glittering

with the brilliant rays of a bright and cloudless sky: dazzled, she

descended to their base, to repose her sight upon the soft, yet lively

tint of the green turf, and the rich, yet mild hue of the downy moss.

Almost sinking, now, from the scorching beams of a nearly vertical sun,

she looked round for some umbrageous retreat; but, refreshed the next

moment, by salubrious sea-breezes, by the coolness of the rocks, or by

the shade of the trees, she remained stationary, and charmed; a devoutly

adoring spectatress of the lovely, yet magnificent scenery encircling

her; so vast in its glory, so impressive in its details, of wild, varied

nature, apparently in its original state.

When at length, she judged it to be right to return, upon coming within

sight of the lodging-house, she saw a carriage at the door, into which

some lady was mounting.

Could it be Lady Aurora?--could she so depart, after reading her letter?

She retreated till the carriage drove off; and then, at the foot of the

stairs, met the chambermaid; of whom she eagerly asked, whether there

were any letter, or message, for her, from Lady Aurora.

The maid answered No; her ladyship was gone away without saying any

thing.

The words 'gone away' extremely affected Juliet, who, in ascending to

her room, wept bitterly at such a desertion; even while concluding it to

have been exacted by Mrs Howel.

She rang the bell, to enquire whether she might now have a chaise.

The chambermaid told her that she must come that very moment to speak to

a lady.

'What lady?' cried Juliet, ever awake to hope; 'Is Lady Aurora Granville

come back?'

No, no; Lady Aurora was gone to Chudleigh.

'What lady then?'

Mrs Howel, the maid answered, who ordered her to come that instant.

''Tis a mistake,' said Juliet, with spirit; 'you must seek some other

person to whom to deliver such a message!'

The maid would have asserted her exactitude in executing her commission;

but Juliet, declining to hear her, insisted upon being left.

Extremely disturbed, she could suggest no reason why Mrs Howel should

remain, when Lady Aurora was gone; nor divine whether her letter were

voluntarily unanswered; or whether it had even been delivered; nor what

might still instigate the unrestrained arrogance of Mrs Howel.

In a few minutes, the chambermaid returned, to acquaint her, that, if

she did not come immediately, Mrs Howel would send for her in another

manner.

Too indignant, now, for fear, Juliet, said that she had no answer to

give to such a message; and charged the maid not to bring her any other.

Another, nevertheless, and ere she had a moment to breathe, followed;

which was still more peremptory, and to which the chambermaid sneeringly

added,

'You wonna let me look into youore work-bag, wull y?'

'Why should you look into my work-bag?'

'Nay, it ben't I as do want it; it be Maddam Howel.'

'And for what purpose?'

'Nay, I can't zay; but a do zay a ha' lost a bank-note.'

'And what have I, or my work-bag, to do with that?'

'Nay I don't know; but it ben't I ha' ta'en it. And it ben't I--'

She stopt, grinning significantly; but, finding that Juliet deigned not

to ask an explanation, went on: 'It ben't I as husselled zomat into my

work-bag, in zuch a peck o' troubles, vor to hide it; it ben't I, vor

there be no mortal mon, nor womon neither, I be afeared of; vor I do

teake no mon's goods but my own.'

Juliet now was thunderstruck. If a bank-note were missing, appearances,

from her silently entering and quitting the room, were certainly against

her; and though it could not be difficult to clear away such a

suspicion, it was shocking, past endurance, to have such a suspicion to

clear.

While she hesitated what to reply, the maid, not doubting but that her

embarrassment was guilt, triumphantly continued her own defence; saying,

whoever might be suspected, it could not be she, for she did not go into

other people's rooms, not she! to peer about, and see what was to be

seen; nor say she was going to call upon grand gentlefolks, when she was

not going to do any such thing; not she! nor tear paper upon other

people's tables, to roll things up, and poke them into her work-bag; not

she! she had nothing to hide, for there was nothing she took, so there

was nothing she had to be ashamed of, not she!

She then mutteringly walked off; but almost instantly returned, desiring

to know, in the name of Mrs Howel, whether Miss Ellis preferred that the

business of her examination should be terminated, before proper

witnesses, in her own room.

Juliet, thus assailed, urged by judgment, and a sense of propriety,

struggled against personal feelings and fears; and resolved to rescue

not only herself, but her family, from the disgrace of a public

interrogatory. She walked, therefore, straight forward to the apartment

of Mrs Howel; determined to own, without delay, her birth and situation,

rather than submit to any indignity.

At the entrance, she made way for the chambermaid to announce her; but

when she heard that voice, which, to her shocked ears, sounded far more

hoarse, more harsh, and more coarse than the raven's croak, her spirits

nearly forsook her. To cast herself thus upon the powerful enmity of

Lord Denmeath, with no kind Lady Aurora at hand, to soften the hazardous

tale, by her benignant pity; no generous Lord Melbury within call, to

resist perverse incredulity, by spontaneous support, and promised

protection:--'twas dreadful!--Yet no choice now remained, no possible

resource; she must meet her fate, or run away as a culprit.

The latter she utterly disdained; and, at the words, loudly spoken, from

the inner room, 'Order her to appear!' she summoned to her aid all that

she possessed of pride or of dignity, to disguise her apprehensions; and

obeyed the imperious mandate.

Mrs Howel, seated upon an easy chair, received her with an air of

prepared scorn; in which, nevertheless, was mixed some surprize at the

elegance, yet propriety, of her attire. 'Young woman,' she sternly said,

'what part is this you are acting? And what is it you suppose will be

its result? Can you imagine that you are to brave people of condition

with impunity? You have again dared to address, clandestinely, and by

letter, a young lady of quality, whom you know to be forbidden to afford

you any countenance. You have entered my apartment under false

pretences; you have been detected precipitately quitting it, thrusting

something into your work-bag, evidently taken from my table.'--

Juliet now felt her speech restored by contempt. 'I by no means

intended, Madam,' she drily answered, 'to have intruded upon your

benevolence. The sheet of paper which I took was to write to Lady Aurora

Granville; and I imagined,--mistakenly, it seems,--that it was already

her ladyship's.'

The calmness of Juliet operated to produce a storm in Mrs Howel that

fired all her features; though, deeming it unbecoming her rank in life,

to shew anger to a person beneath her, she subdued her passion into

sarcasm, and said, 'Her ladyship, then, it seems, is to provide the

paper with which you write to her, as well as the clothes with which you

wait upon her? That she refuses herself whatever is not indispensable,

in order to make up a secret purse, has long been clear to me; and I

now, in your assumed garments, behold the application of her

privations!'

'Oh Lady Aurora! lovely and loved Lady Aurora! have you indeed this

kindness for me! this heavenly goodness!'--interrupted, from a

sensibility that she would not seek to repress, the penetrated Juliet.

'Unparalleled assurance!' exclaimed Mrs Howel. 'And do you think thus

triumphantly to gain your sinister ends? no! Lady Aurora will never see

your letter! I have already dispatched it to my Lord Denmeath.'

The spirit of Juliet now instantly sunk: she felt herself again betrayed

into the power of her persecutor; again seized; and trembled so

exceedingly, that she with difficulty kept upon her feet.

Mrs Howel exultingly perceived her advantage. 'What,' she haughtily

demanded, 'has brought you hither? And why are you here? If, indeed, you

approach the sea-side with a view to embark, and return whence you

came, I am far from offering any impediment to so befitting a measure.

My Lord Denmeath, I have reason to believe, would even assist it. Speak,

young woman! have you sense enough of the unbecoming situation in which

you now stand, to take so proper a course for getting to your home?'

'My home!' repeated Juliet, casting up her eyes, which, bedewed with

tears at the word, she then covered with her handkerchief.

'If to go thither be your intention,' said Mrs Howel, 'the matter may be

accommodated; speak, then.'

'The little, Madam, that I mean to say,' cried Juliet, 'I must beg leave

to address to you when you are alone.' For the waiting-woman still

remained at the side of the toilette-table.

'At length, then,' said Mrs Howel, much gratified, though always

scornful; 'you mean to confess?' And she told her woman to hasten the

packing up, and then to step into the next room.

'Think, however;' she continued; 'deliberate, in this interval, upon

what you are going to do. I have already heard the tale which I have

seen, by your letter, you hint at propagating; heard it from my Lord

Denmeath himself. But so idle a fabrication, without a single proof, or

document, in its support, will only be considered as despicable. If

that, therefore, is the subject upon which you purpose to entertain me

in this _tête à tête_, be advised to change it, untried. Such stale

tricks are only to be played upon the inexperienced. You may well blush,

young woman! I am willing to hope it is with shame.'

'You force me, Madam, to speak!' indignantly cried Juliet; 'though you

will not, thus publicly, force me to an explanation. For your own sake,

Madam, for decency's, if not for humanity's sake, press me no further,

till we are alone! or the blush with which you upbraid me, now, may

hereafter be yours! And not a blush like mine, from the indignation of

innocence injured--yet unsullied; but the blush of confusion and shame;

latent, yet irrepressible!'

Rage, now, is a word inadequate to express the violent feelings of Mrs

Howel, which, nevertheless, she still strove to curb under an appearance

of disdain. 'You would spare me, then,' she cried, 'this humiliation?

And you suppose I can listen to such arrogance? Undeceive yourself,

young woman; and produce the contents of your work-bag at once, or

expect its immediate seizure for examination, by an officer of justice.'

'What, Madam, do you mean?' cried Juliet, endeavouring, but not very

successfully, to speak with unconcern.

'To allow you the choice of more, or fewer witnesses to your boasted

innocence!'

'If your curiosity, Madam,' said Juliet, more calmly, yet not daring any

longer to resist, 'is excited to take an inventory of my small property,

I must endeavour to indulge it.'

She was preparing to untie the strings of her work-bag; when a sudden

recollection of the bank-notes of Harleigh, for the possession of which

she could give no possible account, checked her hand, and changed her

countenance.

Mrs Howel, perceiving her embarrassment, yet more haughtily said, 'Will

you deliver your work-bag, young woman, to Rawlins?'

'No, Madam!' answered Juliet, reviving with conscious dignity; 'I will

neither so far offend myself at this moment,--nor you for every moment

that shall follow! I can deliver it only into your own hands.'

'Enough!' cried Mrs Howel. 'Rawlins, order Hilson to enquire out the

magistrate of this village, and to desire that he will send to me some

peace-officer immediately.'

She then opened the door of a small inner room, into which she shut

herself, with an air of deadly vengeance.

Mrs Rawlins, at the same time, passed to the outer room, to summon

Hilson.

Juliet, confounded, remained alone. She looked from one side to the

other; expecting either that Mrs Howel would call upon her, or that Mrs

Rawlins would return for further orders. Neither of them re-appeared, or

spoke.

Alarmed, now, yet more powerfully than disgusted, she compelled herself

to tap at the door of Mrs Howel, and to beg admission.

She received no answer. A second and a third attempt failed equally.

Affrighted more seriously, she hastened to the outer room; where a man,

Hilson, she supposed, was just quitting Mrs Rawlins.

'Mrs Rawlins,' she cried; 'I beseech you not to send any one off, till

you have received fresh directions.'

Mrs Rawlins desired to know whether this were the command of her lady.

'It will be,' Juliet replied, 'when I have spoken to her again.'

Mrs Rawlins answered, that her lady was always accustomed to be obeyed

at once; and told Hilson to make haste.

Juliet entreated for only a moment's delay; but the man would not

listen.

Though from justice Juliet could have nothing to fear, the idea of

being forced to own herself, when a peace-officer was sent for, to avoid

being examined as a criminal, filled her with such horrour and affright,

that, calling out, 'Stop! stop! I beseech you stop!--' she ran after the

man, with a precipitate eagerness, that made her nearly rush into the

arms of a gentleman, who, at that moment, having just passed by Hilson,

filled up the way.

Without looking at him, she sought to hurry on; but, upon his saying, 'I

ask pardon, Ma'am, for barricading your passage in this sort;' she

recognized the voice of her first patron, the Admiral.

Charmed with the hope of succour, 'Is it you, Sir?' she cried. 'Oh Sir,

stop that person!--Call to him! Bid him return! I implore you!--'

'To be sure I will, ma'am!' answered he, courteously taking off his hat,

though appearing much amazed; and hallooing after Hilson, 'Hark'ee, my

lad! be so kind to veer about a bit.'

Hilson, not venturing to shew disrespect to the uniform of the Admiral,

stood still.

The Admiral then, putting on his hat, and conceiving his business to be

done, was passing on; and Hilson grinning at the short-lived impediment,

was continuing his route; but the calls and pleadings of Juliet made the

Admiral turn back, and, in a tone of authority, and with the voice of a

speaking trumpet, angrily cry, 'Halloo, there! Tack about and come

hither, my lad! What do you go t'other way for, when a lady calls you?

By George, if they had you aboard, they'd soon teach you better

manners!'

Juliet, again addressing him, said, 'Oh Sir! how good you are! how truly

benevolent!--Detain him but till I speak with his lady, and I shall be

obliged to you eternally!'

'To be sure I will, Ma'am!' answered the wondering Admiral. 'He sha'n't

pass me. You may depend upon that.'

Juliet, meaning now to make her sad and forced confession, re-entered

the first apartment; and was soliciting, through Mrs Rawlins, for an

audience with Mrs Howel; when Hilson, surlily returning, preceded the

petitioner to his lady; and complained that he had been set upon by a

bully of the young woman's.

Mrs Howel, coming forth, with a wrath that was deaf to prayer or

representation, gave orders that the master of the house should be

called to account for such an insult to one of her people.

The master of the house appearing, made a thousand excuses for what had

happened; but said that he could not be answerable for people's falling

to words upon the stairs.

Mrs Howel insisted upon reparation; and that those who had affronted her

people should be told to go out of the house; or she herself would never

enter it again.

The landlord declared that he did not know how to do such a thing, for

the gentleman was his honour the Admiral; who was come to spend two or

three days there, from the shipping at Torbay.

If it were a general-officer who had acted thus, she said, he could

certainly give some reason for his conduct; and she desired the landlord

to ask it of him in her name.

In vain, during this debate, Juliet made every concession, save that of

delivering her work-bag to the scrutiny of Mrs Rawlins; nothing less

would satisfy the enraged Mrs Howel, who resisted all overtures for a

_tête à tête_; determined publicly to humble the object of her wrath.

The Admiral, who was found standing sentinel at the door, desired an

audience of the lady himself.

Mrs Howel accorded it with readiness; ordering Hilson, Mrs Rawlins, and

the landlord, to remain in the room.

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