CHAPTER LXXXII

Absorbed in grief, and unable to converse, though endeavouring to listen

to the Baronet, Juliet was only drawn from her melancholy reverie, by

the rattling of the carriage upon a pavement, as it passed, through a

spacious gate, into the court-yard of a magnificent country seat.

She demanded what this meant.

Where better, he demanded in return, could she while away the interval

of waiting, than in viewing the finest works of art, displayed in a

temple consecrated to their service?

This was a scheme to force back all her consideration. In hearing him

pronounce the word Wilton, she had merely thought of the town; not of

the mansion of the Earl of Pembroke; which she now positively refused

entering; earnestly representing the necessity, as well as propriety, in

a situation so perilous, of the most entire obscurity.

He assured her that she would be less liable to observation in a

repository of the _beaux arts_, at the villa of a nobleman, than by

waiting in a post-chaise, before the door of an inn; as he must

indispensably change horses; and grant a little repose to his old groom,

who had been out with him all day.

This she could not dispute, convinced, herself, that her greatest danger

lay in being recognized, or remarked, within the precincts of an inn.

Nevertheless, how enter into such a mansion in a garb so unfit for

admission? She besought him to ask leave that she might remain in some

empty apartment, as an humble dependent, while he viewed the house.

Extremely pleased by an idea so consonant to his fantastic taste, he

answered her aloud, in alighting, 'Yes, yes, Mrs Betty! if you wish to

see the rooms, that you may give an account of all the pretty images to

my little ones, there can be no objection.'

She descended from the chaise, meaning to remonstrate upon this

misconstruction of her request; but, not allowing her the opportunity,

he gaily represented, to the person who shewed him the mansion, that he

was convoying a young nursery-maid, the daughter of a worthy old tenant,

to his grand-children; and that she had a fancy to see all the finery,

that she might make out some pretty stories, to tell the little dears,

when she wanted to put them to sleep.

Juliet, whose deep distress made her as little desire to see as to be

seen, repeated that she wished to sit still in some spare room: he

walked on, pretending not to hear her, addressing himself to his

_Cicerone_, whom he kept at his side; and therefore, as there was no

female in view, to whom she could apply, she was compelled to follow.

Not as Juliet she followed; Juliet whose soul was delightedly 'awake to

tender strokes of art,' whether in painting, music, or poetry; who never

saw excellence without emotion; and whose skill and taste would have

heightened her pleasure into rapture, her approbation into enthusiasm,

in viewing the delicious assemblage of painting, statuary, antiques,

natural curiosities, and artificial rarities, of Wilton;--not as Juliet,

she followed; but as one to whom every thing was indifferent; whose

discernment was gone, whose eyes were dimmed, whose powers of perception

were asleep, and whose spirit of enjoyment was annihilated. Figures of

the noblest sculpture; busts of historical interest; _alto_ and _basso

relievos_ of antique elegance; marbles, alabasters, spars, and lavers of

all colours, and in all forms; pictures glowing into life, and statues

appearing to command their beholders;--all that, at another period,

would have made her forget every thing but themselves, now vainly

solicited a moment of her attention.

It was by no means the fault of the Baronet, that this nearly morbid

insensibility was not conquered, by the revivyfying objects which

surrounded her. He suffered her not to pass an Æsculapius, without

demanding a prescription for her health; a Mercury, without supplicating

an ordonnance for her spirits; a Minerva, without claiming an

exhortation to courage; nor a Venus, without pointing out, that

perpetual beauty beams but through perpetual smiles: couching every

phrase under emblematical recommendations of story-subjects for the

nursery.

When the guide stood somewhat aloof, 'What say you, now,' he exultingly

whispered, 'to my famous little friends? Did they ever devise a more

ingenious gambol? From your slave, by a mere wave of their wand, they

have transformed me into your master! Ah, wicked syren! a dimple of

yours demolishes all their work, and again totters me down to your

feet!'

Nevertheless, even in this nearly torpid state, accident having raised

her eyes to Vandyke's children of Charles the First, the extraordinary

attraction of that fascinating picture, was exciting, unconsciously,

some pleasure, when the sound of a carriage announcing a party to see

the house, she petitioned Sir Jaspar to avoid, if possible, being known.

All compliance with whatever she could wish, the Baronet promised to

nail his eyes to the lowest picture in the room, should they be joined

by any stragglers; and then, relinquishing all further examination, he

begged permission to wait for his horses, in an apartment which is

presided by a noble picture of Salvator Rosa; to which, never

discouraged, he strove to call the attention of Juliet.

Nothing could more aptly harmonize, not only with his enthusiastic

eulogiums, but with his quaint fancy, than that exquisite effusion of

the painter's imagination, 'where, surely,' said the rapturous Baronet,

'his pencil has been guided, if not impelled, in every stroke, by my

dear little cronies the fairies! And that variety of vivifying objects;

that rich, yet so elegant scenery, of airy gaiety, and ideal felicity,

is palpably a representation of fairy land itself! Is it thither my dear

little friends will, some day, convey me? And shall I be metamorphosed

into one of those youthful swains, that are twining their garlands with

such bewitching grace? And shall I myself elect the fair one, around

whom I shall entwine mine?'

This harangue was interrupted, by the appearance of a newly arrived

party; but vainly Sir Jaspar kept his word, in reclining upon his

crutches, till he was nearly prostrate upon the ground; he was

immediately challenged by a lady; and that lady was Mrs Ireton.

Juliet, inexpressibly shocked, hastily glided from the room, striving to

cover her face with her luxuriously curling hair. She rambled about the

mansion, till she met with a chambermaid, from whom she entreated

permission to wait in some private apartment, till the carriage to which

she belonged should be ready.

The maid, obligingly, took her to a small room; and Juliet, taught by

her cruel confusion at the sight of Mrs Ireton, the censure, if not

slander, to which travelling alone with a man, however old, might make

her liable; determined, at whatever hazard, to hang, henceforth, solely

upon herself. She resolved, therefore, to beg the assistance of this

maid-servant, to direct her to some safe rural lodging.

But how great was her consternation, when, requiring, now, her purse,

she suddenly missed,--what, in her late misery, she had neither guarded

nor thought of, her packet and her work-bag!

Every pecuniary resource was now sunk at a blow! even the deposit, which

she had held as sacred, of Harleigh, was lost!

At what period of her disturbances this misfortune had happened, she had

no knowledge; nor whether her property had been dropt in her distress,

or purloined; or simply left at the inn; the consequence, every way, was

equally dreadful: and but for Sir Jaspar, whom all sense of propriety

had told her, the moment before, to shun, yet to whom, now, she became

tied, by absolute necessity, her Difficulties, at this conjuncture,

would have been nearly distracting.

When the carriage was returned, with fresh horses, Sir Jaspar found her

in a situation of augmented dismay, that filled him with concern; though

he also saw, that it was tempered by a grateful softness to himself,

that he thought more than ever bewitching.

He assured her that Mrs Ireton, whom he had adroitly shaken off, had not

perceived her; but the moment that they were re-seated in the chaise,

she communicated to him, with the most painful suffering, the new, and

terrible stroke, by which she was oppressed.

Viewing this as a mere pecuniary embarrassment, the joy of becoming

again useful, if not necessary, to her, sparkled in his eyes with almost

youthful vivacity; though he engaged to send his valet immediately to

the inn, to make enquiries, and offer rewards, for recovering the

strayed goods.

This second loss of her purse, she suffered Sir Jaspar, without any

attempt at justification, to call an active epigram upon modern female

drapery; which prefers continual inconvenience, innumerable privations,

and the most distressing untidiness, to the antique habit of modesty and

good housewifery, which, erst, left the public display of the human

figure to the statuary; deeming that to support the female character was

more essential than to exhibit the female form.

This second loss, also, by carrying back her reflections to the first,

brought to her mind several circumstances, which cast a new light upon

that origin of the various misfortunes and adventures which had followed

her arrival; and all her recollections, now she knew the rapacity and

worthlessness of the pilot, pointed out to her that she had probably

been robbed, at the moment when, impulsively, she was pouring forth,

upon her knees, her thanks for her deliverance. Her work-bag, which,

upon that occasion, she had deposited upon her seat, she remembered,

though she had then attributed it to his vigilance and care, seeing in

his hands, when she arose.

Arrived at the farm-house, they found themselves expected by the farmer

and his wife, who paid the utmost respect to Sir Jaspar; but who saw,

with an air of evidently suspicious surprize, the respect which he

himself paid to Mrs Betty, the nurse-maid; whose beauty, with her rustic

attire, and disordered hair, would have made them instantly conclude her

to be a lost young creature, had not the decency of her look, the

dignity of her manner, and the grief visible in her countenance, spoken

irresistibly in favour of her innocence. They spoke not, however, in

favour of that of Sir Jaspar, whose old character of gallantry was well

known to them; and induced their belief, that he was inveigling this

young woman from her friends, for her moral destruction. They

accommodated her, nevertheless, for the night; but, whatever might be

their pity, determined, should the Baronet visit her the next day, to

invent some other occupation for their spare bedroom.

Unenviable was that night, as passed by their lodger, however acceptable

to her was any asylum. She spent it in continual alarm; now shaking with

the terrour of pursuit; now affrighted with the prospect of being

pennyless; now shocked to find herself cast completely into the power of

a man, who, however aged, was her professed admirer; and now distracted

by varying resolutions upon the measures which she ought immediately to

take. And when, for a few minutes, her eyes, from extreme fatigue,

insensibly closed, her dreams, short and horrible, renewed the dreadful

event of the preceding day; again she saw herself pursued; again felt

herself seized; and she blessed the piercing shrieks with which she

awoke, though they brought to her but the transient relief that she was

safe for the passing moment.

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