XXII

As he sat with Mrs. Luna, in her little back drawing-room, under the

lamp, he felt rather more tolerant than before of the pressure she could

not help putting upon him. Several months had elapsed, and he was no

nearer to the sort of success he had hoped for. It stole over him gently

that there was another sort, pretty visibly open to him, not so elevated

nor so manly, it is true, but on which he should after all, perhaps, be

able to reconcile it with his honour to fall back. Mrs. Luna had had an

inspiration; for once in her life she had held her tongue. She had not

made him a scene, there had been no question of an explanation; she had

received him as if he had been there the day before, with the addition

of a spice of mysterious melancholy. She might have made up her mind

that she had lost him as what she had hoped, but that it was better than

desolation to try and keep him as a friend. It was as if she wished him

to see now how she tried. She was subdued and consolatory, she waited

upon him, moved away a screen that intercepted the fire, remarked that

he looked very tired, and rang for some tea. She made no inquiry about

his affairs, never asked if he had been busy and prosperous; and this

reticence struck him as unexpectedly delicate and discreet; it was as if

she had guessed, by a subtle feminine faculty, that his professional

career was nothing to boast of. There was a simplicity in him which

permitted him to wonder whether she had not improved. The lamp-light was

soft, the fire crackled pleasantly, everything that surrounded him

betrayed a woman's taste and touch; the place was decorated and

cushioned in perfection, delightfully private and personal, the picture

of a well-appointed home. Mrs. Luna had complained of the difficulties

of installing one's self in America, but Ransom remembered that he had

received an impression similar to this in her sister's house in Boston,

and reflected that these ladies had, as a family-trait, the art of

making themselves comfortable. It was better for a winter's evening than

the German beer-cellar (Mrs. Luna's tea was excellent), and his hostess

herself appeared to-night almost as amiable as the variety-actress. At

the end of an hour he felt, I will not say almost marriageable, but

almost married. Images of leisure played before him, leisure in which he

saw himself covering foolscap paper with his views on several subjects,

and with favourable illustrations of Southern eloquence. It became

tolerably vivid to him that if editors wouldn't print one's

lucubrations, it would be a comfort to feel that one was able to publish

them at one's own expense.

He had a moment of almost complete illusion. Mrs. Luna had taken up her

bit of crochet; she was sitting opposite to him, on the other side of

the fire. Her white hands moved with little jerks as she took her

stitches, and her rings flashed and twinkled in the light of the hearth.

Her head fell a little to one side, exhibiting the plumpness of her chin

and neck, and her dropped eyes (it gave her a little modest air) rested

quietly on her work. A silence of a few moments had fallen upon their

talk, and Adeline--who decidedly _had_ improved--appeared also to feel

the charm of it, not to wish to break it. Basil Ransom was conscious of

all this, and at the same time he was vaguely engaged in a speculation.

If it gave one time, if it gave one leisure, was not that in itself a

high motive? Thorough study of the question he cared for most--was not

the chance for _that_ an infinitely desirable good? He seemed to see

himself, to feel himself, in that very chair, in the evenings of the

future, reading some indispensable book in the still lamp-light--Mrs.

Luna knew where to get such pretty mellowing shades. Should he not be

able to act in that way upon the public opinion of his time, to check

certain tendencies, to point out certain dangers, to indulge in much

salutary criticism? Was it not one's duty to put one's self in the best

conditions for such action? And as the silence continued he almost fell

to musing on his duty, almost persuaded himself that the moral law

commanded him to marry Mrs. Luna. She looked up presently from her work,

their eyes met, and she smiled. He might have believed she had guessed

what he was thinking of. This idea startled him, alarmed him a little,

so that when Mrs. Luna said, with her sociable manner, "There is nothing

I like so much, of a winter's night, as a cosy _tête-à-tête_ by the

fire. It's quite like Darby and Joan; what a pity the kettle has ceased

singing!"--when she uttered these insinuating words he gave himself a

little imperceptible shake, which was, however, enough to break the

spell, and made no response more direct than to ask her, in a moment, in

a tone of cold, mild curiosity, whether she had lately heard from her

sister, and how long Miss Chancellor intended to remain in Europe.

"Well, you _have_ been living in your hole!" Mrs. Luna exclaimed. "Olive

came home six weeks ago. How long did you expect her to endure it?"

"I am sure I don't know; I have never been there," Ransom replied.

"Yes, that's what I like you for," Mrs. Luna remarked sweetly. "If a man

is nice without it, it's such a pleasant change."

The young man started, then gave a natural laugh. "Lord, how few reasons

there must be!"

"Oh, I mention that one because I can tell it. I shouldn't care to tell

the others."

"I am glad you have some to fall back upon, the day I should go," Ransom

went on. "I thought you thought so much of Europe."

"So I do; but it isn't everything," said Mrs. Luna philosophically. "You

had better go there with me," she added, with a certain inconsequence.

"One would go to the end of the world with so irresistible a lady!"

Ransom exclaimed, falling into the tone which Mrs. Luna always found so

unsatisfactory. It was a part of his Southern gallantry--his accent

always came out strongly when he said anything of that sort--and it

committed him to nothing in particular. She had had occasion to wish,

more than once, that he wouldn't be so beastly polite, as she used to

hear people say in England. She answered that she didn't care about

ends, she cared about beginnings; but he didn't take up the declaration;

he returned to the subject of Olive, wanted to know what she had done

over there, whether she had worked them up much.

"Oh, of course, she fascinated every one," said Mrs. Luna. "With her

grace and beauty, her general style, how could she help that?"

"But did she bring them round, did she swell the host that is prepared

to march under her banner?"

"I suppose she saw plenty of the strong-minded, plenty of vicious old

maids, and fanatics, and frumps. But I haven't the least idea what she

accomplished--what they call 'wonders,' I suppose."

"Didn't you see her when she returned?" Basil Ransom asked.

"How could I see her? I can see pretty far, but I can't see all the way

to Boston." And then, in explaining that it was at this port that her

sister had disembarked, Mrs. Luna further inquired whether he could

imagine Olive doing anything in a first-rate way, as long as there were

inferior ones. "Of course she likes bad ships--Boston steamers--just as

she likes common people, and red-haired hoydens, and preposterous

doctrines."

Ransom was silent a moment. "Do you mean the--a--rather striking young

lady whom I met in Boston a year ago last October? What was her

name?--Miss Tarrant? Does Miss Chancellor like her as much as ever?"

"Mercy! don't you know she took her to Europe? It was to form _her_ mind

she went. Didn't I tell you that last summer? You used to come to see me

then."

"Oh yes, I remember," Ransom said, rather musingly. "And did she bring

her back?"

"Gracious, you don't suppose she would leave her! Olive thinks she's

born to regenerate the world."

"I remember you telling me that, too. It comes back to me. Well, is her

mind formed?"

"As I haven't seen it, I cannot tell you."

"Aren't you going on there to see----"

"To see whether Miss Tarrant's mind is formed?" Mrs. Luna broke in. "I

will go if you would like me to. I remember your being immensely excited

about her that time you met her. Don't you recollect that?"

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