Maybe you never heard that?"

"No. I never heard that."

"No. I thought you wouldn't have. You'd hardly be born then. Hard it

is to remember that there are some so young they might almost have

been born into another world."

He fumbled about in the tails of his coat, humming and crooning to

himself, and presently he produced a litter of papers and held them

out diffidently, and so shyly that he turned his head away as René put

out his hand for them.

"There's forty years' work there," he said. "Forty years. I was

thirty-five when I began it, thirty-five, and hopeful, and I finished

it five years ago. I wanted to know if you think there's any chance of

its being published in a book. I'd like to leave a book behind me.

I've been forgotten. I'd like someone to be reminded of me. I've been

mortally afraid of the young ones till you. There's something lucky

about your face, something that shines in it. There was many faces

like yours in my young days, but there was no golden statue in the

Gardens then, and this must have been meadows down to the river side."

He pressed his lips together and mumbled. René asked him if he could

do with a shilling, but he refused, seemed so hurt that he shriveled

and went away.

René kept the manuscript and read it during his off hours on the

stands. It began nobly on foolscap, in a bold, spiky hand, and ended

pitifully on old envelopes and leaves torn out of penny account books

or yellowing sheets from ancient volumes. Thirty lines were written on

the back of the title page of a copy of _The City of Dreadful Night_.

It was some time before he could find his way through the manuscript.

The sheets were not numbered, and they were in no sort of order.

Slowly he pieced the poem together, and perceived that it was an epic

in ten cantos, blank verse varied with odes. It was called _Lucifer on

Earth, or the Rise and Fall of British Industry_, and it was many days

before its first reader could make anything out of its confusion. The

Gods change: it is difficult to make anything in this century of the

God of 1860. Clearly Jethro Lunt hated that God. In fierce rhetoric he

denounced His claim to omnipotence, but where exactly his grievance

lay, it was impossible to discover. Lucifer in the poem struggled out

of Hell, and, catching the Almighty in a moment of boredom, unseated

Him and sent Him down to the Infernal Regions for a space to see how

He would do there, and afterward, in his spleen, commanded Him to

dwell on earth. So God arrived one day in a village in Derbyshire,

and, acting upon the commercial principles always employed in his

dealings with man, got the inhabitants to apply the mental processes

till then only used in the practice of religion, to their everyday

life. Then the community became possessed of a horrid energy, set love

of gain above love of life, and soon the old, quiet society of squire,

farmer, and laborer was broken up, mills were built in the village,

their great stacks belched forth smoke over the hills so that the

heather was dirty to lie upon; the women left their homes to work in

the mills, and children were taken to help them. And wherever God

went, the same thing happened.

Meanwhile Lucifer was enraged to find that he was not worshiped as he

had hoped. The churches also had gone into business. In Hell he had

taken some pleasure in the sins of the flesh, but these had now become

so mean, so grubby, and so stealthy that his proud spirit was revolted

by them, and he said that if men liked to fritter away their substance

in such trumpery they might do so for all he cared, and to occupy

himself, he began to investigate the divine power which sustained

Heaven and Earth. Then he perceived that God had usurped this power

and abused it. He set himself to master it, and when he had done so,

waited until men's love of gain had brought them to an intolerable

strain so that they must release the spirit in themselves or perish.

Then he went down upon the earth and engaged God in mortal combat so

that they both perished, and man was left alone to work out his own

salvation, for to such desperate issue had God brought them in His

mischief. Upon the earth there were singers born of sorrowful women

left in anguish by the evils of war and peace, not knowing which was

the worse. Slowly their songs came to the ears of men, and then in

fierce conflict they wrought upon God's perdition until they had made

it shine in the likeness of beauty.

That, so far as René could make out, was the outline of Old Lunt's

poem. Interspersed were odes in condemnation of Queen Victoria, the

Duke of Wellington, Lord Tennyson, Gladstone, Sir Edward Burne-Jones,

Augustus Harris, Bulwer Lytton, and Thackeray; in praise of

Beaconsfield, George Meredith, Charles Darwin, Cobden, Bradlaugh,

General Booth, and Charles Stewart Parnell.

No critic of verse, René was unable to judge of the work's poetic

merit, though he had a shrewd idea that it was small. Historically, it

was very valuable to him. The picture was horrible, of an England

dotted with communities screwed up in their own vileness, of an energy

turned in upon itself, desperately striving to satisfy a demand itself

had created. The tension must have been terrific, and the most pitiful

part of the poem was its revelation of the author's gradual yielding

to it, the slow ruin of his hopes, the growing repulsion from a world

in which he refused to live except upon his own terms. It was possible

to mark the exact moment of his plunge into despair, for two-thirds of

the way through he suddenly dropped from verse (growing more and more

halting) into prose:

"Art is a world of beauty where there is a logic not of this world,

but until I have seen beauty here how can I hope to reach it? I must

have wings, and if my soul can find neither love nor friendship, how

can it ever be fledged for flight? Hatred? That would be something. I

cannot hate mediocrity. I can only let it wither me."

And he let himself be withered, though in that agony there were

moments when the words poured melodiously from his brain.

The last sheet was terrible. It contained only a brief description of

his room, the grubby ceiling, the sacks on which he lay, the peeling

paper on the walls, the cracked window stuffed with rags.

"I lick my lips," he wrote in a savage scrawl. "Bitter!" Then he had

made a blot thus:

[Image: A black circle approximately 5 mm in diameter]

and against it he had written: "My world."

Twice after René had read the manuscript did Old Lunt appear in the

yard, but he crept away as soon as there seemed any danger of his

being accosted. And then he did not come again.

A busy time followed, and he was forgotten except that, to please him,

René had ordered a typewritten copy of the poem to be made--that being

the nearest possible approach to the book of his desire. This copy

came home at last. Ann was asked to bind it, and did so neatly with

the green cloth she had for flower stalks. Then, a night or two later,

it was taken to Kilner, for him to decorate the cover. He had been

told of it, tried to read it, but could not. However, he designed a

decoration for the cover and printed the title and the author's name

in bold letters, and beneath each he placed a blot. That part of the

manuscript appealed to him more than all the rest.

"That," he said, "is what the world is to all your comfortable people,

behind the charm and excitement with which they cover and disguise it.

The only difference between them and your old man is that he fought to

get some light on it and lost. I would rather be he than they. He does

take his world with him; theirs they leave behind, caught in the

meshes of their factitious morals and conventions."

"But," said René, "isn't he leaving his world all written out?"

"No, the tale of how he sank beneath its weight. It is true enough,

anyhow, to have stirred you into a desire to give him pleasure. He has

roused you exactly as I have been trying to do these last months."

"That's true. I do keep trying to get light on that little black

world, but I say to myself that after all the sun's light is quite

enough."

"It's enough for beasts and trees. It isn't enough for men unless they

will consent to live like beasts, at the mercy of their instincts, in

competition with the beasts, and have a very nasty time of it. No. No.

The light your friend was after is the light of the imagination. Let

your light so shine. He had never had it, never more than the will to

have it. Probably he drank or took to some other form of vice to

console himself in his more difficult moments. You'll never know.

Probably we all know that is worth knowing. Young men often make blots

like that because life is such an infernal long time in beginning; but

for an old man--well, it looks like a sober conclusion, as though he

really had faced a fact, and had the sense of humor to go on living in

spite of it. There!"

He had finished the cover.

"I hope he'll like it."

René took it that same evening to Old Lunt's room. It was behind a

stable and harness room used by a grocer as a store. Its one window

looked out on a blank wall of yellow brick. For the rest the room was

exactly as the old man had described it; not a stick of furniture in

it; sacks thrown in a corner, and on these Old Lunt was lying with his

legs crossed, his hand under his head, smiling up into the dim light.

The setting sun struck the yellow wall outside the window, and the

upper part of the room was filled with an apricot-colored glow. Dust

danced in the light. The room was filled with an acrid sweetish smell.

Manuscript in hand, René stepped forward.

"Good evening, sir," he said, "I thought you----"

He stopped, for he knew that the old man was dead. He had known it

before he began to speak, but the sound of his voice brought home to

him the mockery of words. Raising the cold right hand, he laid _The

Rise and Fall of British Industry_ beneath it.

The light died down. The glow sank into the gloom. He crept away, told

the woman next door that Lunt was dead, and she said she would go at

once to the crowner's office.

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