Because she who stood there in the door was quite the sweetest, the
loveliest, the most interesting looking girl whom he had ever laid eyes
on; and when she was seized in her brother’s arms, and kissed by her
brother’s lips, and dragged by her brother’s hands well into the room,
she proved to be a thousand times more irresistible than at first.
“I say, Betty, you’re absolutely prettier than ever,” her brother
exclaimed, holding her a little off from him and surveying her
critically; and then he seemed to remember his friend’s existence, and,
turning toward him, announced proudly:
“My sister Bertha.”
Jack was standing up now and thinking how lovely her eyes were just at
that instant when they were meeting his for the first time, thinking
much else too. Thinking that Monday was only two days away (hang it!);
thinking that such a smile was never known before; thinking that he had
_years_ ahead at college; thinking that the curl on her forehead was
simply distracting (whereas all other like curls were horrid); thinking
that he might cut college and—
“My chum, Jack Denham,” Burnett continued, proving in the same instant
how rapidly the mind may work since his friend had compassed his
encyclopedia of sentiment and probability between the two halves of a
formal introduction.
“Oh, I’m very glad to meet you, Mr. Denham,” she said, putting out her
hand—and he took and held it just long enough to realize that he really
was holding it, before she took it away to keep for her own again.
“I’ve often heard of you, and often wished I might know you.”
“I’m awfully glad to hear you say that,” he said, “and if I should have
the royal luck to be next to you at dinner, it doesn’t seem to me that
I shall have the strength to keep from telling you why.”
She clapped her hands at this, just as a very little girl might have
done.
“If that is so, I hope that they will put you next to me at dinner,”
she said gayly; “but if they don’t, you’ll tell me some other time,
won’t you? I’m always _so_ interested in what people have to tell me
about myself.”
Burnett began to laugh.
“Jack,” he said, “I see that we’d better have a clear and above-board
understanding right in the beginning and so I’ll just tell you that
this sister of mine, who appears so guileless, is the very worst flirt
ever. She looks honest, but she can’t tell the truth to save her neck.
She means well, but she drives folks to suicide just for fun. She’d do
anything for anybody in general, but when it’s a case of you
individually she won’t do a thing to you, and you must heed my words
and be forewarned and forearmed from now on. Mustn’t he, Betty?”
At this the sister laughed, nodding quite as gayly as if it were a
laughing matter, instead of the opening move in a possibly
serious—tremendously serious—game of life.
“It’s awful to have to subscribe to,” she said, with dancing eyes; “but
I’m afraid it’s true. I’m really quite a reprobate, and I admit it
frankly. And everyone is so good to me that I never get a chance to
reform. And so—and so—”
“But then, I suppose I ought to warn her about you, too,” said Burnett,
turning suddenly toward his friend. “It isn’t fair to show her up and
not show you up, you know. And really, Betty, he’s almost as bad as you
are yourself. I may tell you in confidence—in strict confidence (for
it’s only been in a few newspapers)—that he hasn’t got his
breach-of-promise suit all compromised yet. Ask him to deny it, if he
can!”
The sister looked suddenly startled and curious and Jack felt himself
to be blushing desperately.
“I don’t look as if he was lying, do I?” he asked smiling; “be honest
now, for you can see that Burnett and I both are.”
“No, you don’t,” she said. “You look as if it was a very true bill.”
“It is,” he said; “and it’s going to be an awfully big one, too, I’m
afraid.”
“I wouldn’t have thought you were such a bad man,” said the sister ever
so sweetly; “but I like bad men. They interest me. They—”
“There!—I see your finish,” said Burnett. “That’s one of her favorite
opening plays. It’s all up with you, Jack, and your aunt will have to
to go down for another damage suit when you begin to perceive that you
have had enough of our family. But you’ll have to get out now, Betty,
and let him get dressed for dinner. You needn’t cry about it either for
he’s even more attractive in his glad rags than he is in his railway
dust—my word of honor on it.”
“I look nice myself when I’m dinner-dressed,” said the sister, “so I
sympathize with him and I’ll go with pleasure. Good-bye.”
She sort of backed toward the door and Jack sprang to open it for her.
“You can kiss her hand, if you like,” Burnett said kindly. “They do in
Germany, you know. I don’t mind and mamma needn’t know.”
“May I?” Jack asked her; and then he caught her eye over her brother’s
bent head and added, so quickly that there was hardly any break at all
between the words: “Some other time?”
“Some other time,” she said, with a world of meaning in the promise;
and then she flashed one wonderful look straight into his eyes and was
gone.
“Isn’t she great?” Burnett asked, unlocking his suit-case in the most
provokingly every-day style, as if this day was an every-day sort of
day and not the beginning and end of all things. “Oh, I tell you, I’m
almost dotty over that sister myself.”
“Do you suppose that I could manage to have her for dinner?” Jack
asked, feeling desperately how dull any other place at the table would
be now.
“I don’t know. When I go down to my mother I’ll try to manage it; shall
I?”
“I wish you would.”
“I reckon I can; but, great loads of fire, fellow! don’t think you can
play tag with her, and feel funny at the finish. She’ll do you up
completely, and never turn a hair herself. She’s always at it. She
don’t mean to be cruel, but she’s naturally a carnivorous animal. It’s
her little way.”
Jack did not look as dismal as he should have done; he smiled, and
looked out of the window instead.
“She’ll have to marry someone some day, you know,” he said
thoughtfully.
“Have to marry someone some day!” Burnett cried. “Why, she is married.
Didn’t you know that?” and he unbuckled the shirt portfolio as he spoke
just as if calamities and tragedies and shooting stars might not follow
on the heels of such a simple statement as that last.
It was an awful moment, but poor Jack did manage to continue looking
out of the window. If any greater demand had been made upon him he
might have sunk beneath the double weight.
“No,” he said at last, his voice painfully steady; “I didn’t know it.”
Burnett laughed heartlessly, hauling forth his apparel with a refined
cruelty which took careful heed of possible interfolded shoes or
cravats.
“She married an Englishman when she was nineteen years old,” he said.
“That was when they sent me to Eton that little while,—until I drove
the horse through the drug shop. The time I told you about, don’t you
know?”
“Yes, I remember,” said Jack. He observed with sickening distinctness
that the night had begun to fall, the river’s silver ribbon had become
a black snake, and that the mountain range beyond loomed chill and dark
and cheerless. “I guess I ought to be getting into my things,” he said,
moving toward his own door.
“There’s a bath in here,” his friend called after him. “We’re to divide
it.”
“Sure,” was the reply. It sounded a trifle thick.
“I don’t think that she ought to,” said the brother to himself, as he
began to draw out his stick-pin before the mirror, “I don’t care if she
is my favorite sister—I don’t think that she ought to.”
Then he went on to make ready for the securing of his half of the bath,
and forthwith forgot his sister and his friend.
Chapter Four
Married
It was almost like a scene at a ball, the great white-and-gold music
room before dinner that night. The Burnett family proper numbered
fifteen among themselves, and there were nearly thirty guests added. It
was entirely too large a house party to have handled successfully for
very long, but it would be most awfully jolly for three or four days;
and now, when the whole crowd were gathered waiting for dinner, the
picture was one of such bubbling joy that Jack’s very heavy heart
seemed to himself to be terribly out of place there and he wondered
whether he should be able to put up even a fairly presentable front
during the endless hours that must ensue before the time for breaking
up arrived.
Burnett took him all around and introduced him to people in general,
and people in general seemed to him to merely bring the fact of her
pre-eminence more vividly than ever before his mind. He found himself
looking everywhere but at them too, and listening with an acutely
sensitive ear for sounds quite other than those of their various lips.
But eternal disappointment rewarded his eyes and ears. She was nowhere.
So he talked blindly about nothing to all the nobodies and laughed
stupidly over all their stupidities until—suddenly and without any
warning—a fearful jump in his throat sent the mercury in his
constitution shooting up to 160, and he saw, heard, felt, gasped, and
knew, that that radiant angel in silver tissue who had just entered the
farther end of the room was indubitably Herself.
(Married!)
He quite forgot who, what and where he was. There was a somebody
talking to him—a very awful and bony young lady, but she faded so
completely out of the general scheme of his immediate present that all
the use he made of her was to stare over her head at the distant
apparition that was become, now and forever, his All in All. The
distant apparition had not lied when she had told him up in her
brother’s room that she too, looked “nice” when dressed for dinner.
Only the word “nice” was as watered milk to the champagne of her
appearance. She was gowned superbly and her throat and arms were half
bared by the folds of silvered lace; her hair fitted into the back of
her neck in the smoothest mass of puffs and coils, and the curl on her
forehead was more distracting than ever.
(Married!)
She seemed to be speaking to everyone, and everyone seemed to be
crowding around her. He couldn’t go up like everyone else, because the
awful and bony young lady was talking hard at him and heightened her
charms with a smile that took up two-fifths of her face, and wrinkled
all the rest.
Her name was Lome—Maude Lome. He knew that she must be a relative
without being told, because otherwise she wouldn’t have been invited at
all. Anyone could divine that.
“Oh, isn’t dear Betty just lovely?” this fearful freak said. “I think
she’s just too lovely for anything! She’s my cousin, you know; we’re
often mistaken for one another.”
“I can well believe it,” said Jack, heavily, not ceasing to stare
beyond as he said it.
(Married!)
“Oh, you’re flattering me! Because she’s ever so much prettier than I
am, and I know it.”
He didn’t reply. It had suddenly come over him to wonder whether there
ever had been an authentic case of heartbreak. Because he had the most
terrible ache right in his left side!
(Married! Married!)
“But, then,” Miss Lome continued, “I’m younger than she is. Her being
married makes her seem young, but she’s really twenty-four. I’m only
twenty.”
He shut his eyes, and then opened them. He wished he hadn’t come here,
and then grew shivery to think that he might have happened not to; and
all the while that awful twisting and wrenching at his heart was
getting worse and worse.
(Married! Married! Married!)
Burnett came up just then with a man wearing a monocle and presented
him to Denham, and forthwith handed the bony cousin to his
safe-keeping.
“She’s a great pill, isn’t she?” he began, as the couple moved away;
and then he stopped short. “What’s the matter?” he asked. “Sick?”
“I hope not,” said Jack, trying to smile.
“You look hipped,” his friend said anxiously. “Better go get a bracer;
you’ll have time if you hurry. You can’t be sick before dinner, because
I’ve been moving all the cards around so as to get Betty next to you,
and I could never get them back as they were before if you gave out at
the last minute.”
“I don’t believe I’m ill,” said Jack, trying to realize whether the
news that she was to be his (for dinner) made him feel any better or
only just about the same. “I don’t know what ails me. Do I look seedy?”
“You look sort of knocked out, that’s all,” said Burnett. “Perhaps,
though, it was just the having to talk to my cousin Maude so long.
Isn’t she the limit, though? But I’ll tell you the one big thing about
that girl: She’s just the biggest kind of a catch. She was my uncle’s
eldest child; she’s worth twelve times what any of us ever will be.”
“I’m sure she’ll need it,” said Jack heartily.
“You’re right there,” laughed his friend; “but you’ve got to hurry and
get your brandy now if you want it, because they’ll be going out in a
minute.”
“Oh, I’m all right,” said the poor chap, straightening his shoulders
back a little. “I can make out well enough, I’m sure. I think I’d
better go over by your sister and let her know that I’m ready when the
hour of need shall strike.”
Burnet nodded and then he went on and his friend walked down the room,
no one but himself knowing that he was making his way into the lion’s
(or, rather, lioness’s) den.
And then he paused there beside her. Oh! she Was seven million times
lovelier close to than far away. All the rot about Venus and statues
and paintings and Helen of Troy was nowhere beside Her and he felt his
strength come surging mightily upward and then—oh Heavens!
She looked up—looked so sweetly up—right into his eyes and smiled.
“I expect you are to take me into dinner,” she said; and at her words
the man who had been talking to her murmured something meaningless and
got out of their way.
“I believe so,” he said.
She rose and he noticed that the top of her head was just level with
his coat lapel. He wondered, with a miserable pang, where she came to
on her husband’s coat and with the wonder his surging strength surged
suddenly out to sea again and left him feeling like Samson when he
awoke to the realization of his haircut.
“Dinner’s very late,” she said, quite as if life presented no problem
whatever; “you see, it’s the first big company in the house. We were
only seventeen last night, and to-night we’re forty-five. It makes a
difference.”
“I can imagine so,” he said. He was suddenly acutely aware of feeling
very awkward, and of finding her different—quite different from what
she had seemed up in her brother’s room.
“What is it?” she asked after a minute, looking up at him; and then she
showed that she was conscious of the change, for she added: “Something
has happened; Bob has been saying mean things about me to you?”
“Yes, he did tell me something,” he admitted; and just then the butler
announced dinner.
“What did he tell you?” she asked, as they moved away. “How could he
say anything worse than what he said before me?”
“He told me something that was worse—much worse.”
She looked troubled and as if she did not understand.
“But he said that I was a flirt, and that I couldn’t speak the truth,
and that I drove people—”
“Yes, I remember all that; but this was infinitely worse.”
“Infinitely worse!”
“Yes.”
She stopped in an angle where the big room dwindled into a narrow
gallery, and stared astonished.
“I can’t at all understand,” she said.
“No, you can’t,” he said, “and I can’t tell you—I mustn’t tell you—how
terrible it is to me to look at you and think of what he told me.”
After a second she went on again and presently they entered the
dining-room. The confusion of rustling skirts and sliding chairs quite
covered their speech for a moment and made them seem almost alone. Her
hand had been resting on his arm and now she drew it out, looking up at
him again as she did so. Her eyes had a premonitory mist over them.
“For Heaven’s sake,” she said very earnestly, “tell me what he said?”
He was silent.
“Tell me,” she pleaded.
He was still silent.
“Tell me,” she said imperiously.
He continued silent. They sat down.
“Mr. Denham,” she said, as she took up her napkin, and her voice grew
very low, and yet he heard, “I don’t think that we can pretend to be
joking any longer. You are my brother’s friend, and I am a married
woman. Please treat me as you should.”
“That’s just it,” said Jack; “that’s all there is to it. It wouldn’t
have amounted to anything except for that—or perhaps, if it hadn’t been
for that, it might have amounted to a great deal.”
“If it hadn’t been for what?”
“For your being married.”
She quite started in her seat.
“What do you mean?”
“You see I never knew it before.”
“You never knew what before?”
“That you were married.”
“Until when?”
“Until after you went out of the room to-night.”
The men were putting the clams around. She seemed to reflect. And then
she peppered and salted them before she spoke.
“Bob is very wrong to talk so,” she said at last, picking up her fork,
“when you’re his friend, too.”
He poked his clams—he hated clams.
“I suppose men think it’s amusing to do such things,” she continued,
“but I think it’s as ill-bred as practical joking.”
“But you are married,” he said, trying fiercely to pepper some taste
into the tasteless things before him.
“Yes, I’m married,” she admitted tranquilly, “but, then, my husband
went to Africa so soon afterwards that he hardly seemed to count at
all. And then he was killed there; so, after that, he seemed to count
less than ever.”
The air danced exclamation points and the man on the other side spoke
to her then so that her turning to answer him gave Jack time to rally
his wits.
(A widow!)
Then she turned back and said:
“I think Bob mystified you unnecessarily. Of course I don’t flatter
myself that you’ve suffered.”
“Oh, but I have,” he hastened to assure her.
(A widow! A widow!)
“But it always makes a difference whether a woman is married or not.”
“I should say it did,” he interrupted again. “It makes all the
difference in the world.”
At that she laughed outright, and someone suddenly abstracted the
distasteful clams and substituted for them a golden and glorious soup,
and music sounded forth from some invisible quartet, and—and—
(A widow! A widow! A widow!)
Chapter Five
The Day After Falling in Love
The next day was a very memorable day for Jack. The day after a falling
in love is always a red-letter day; but the day after _the_ falling in
love—ah!
One looks back—far back—to the day before, and those hours of the day
before, when her sun had not yet dawned, and struggles to recollect
what ends life could have represented then. And one looks forward to
the next day, the next week, the next year—but, particularly to the
next morning with sensations as indescribable as they are delightful.
Whichever way you tip it, the kaleidoscope of the future arranges
itself in equally attractive shapes of rainbow hue, and the prospect
over land or sea—even if it is raining—looks brilliant green, and
brighter red, and brightest yellow.
Upon that glorious “next day” of Jack’s the weather was quite a thing
apart for February—partaking of the warmth of May, and owing that fact
to a sun which early June need not have scorned to own. Under the
circumstances the house party overflowed the house and ravaged the
surrounding country, and Jack and Mrs. Rosscott began it all by having
the highest cart and the fastest cob in the stables and making for the
forest just as the clock was tolling ten.
“Do you want a groom?” asked Burnett, who was occasionally very cruel.
“Well, I’m not going to wait for him to get ready now,” replied his
sister, who had sharp wits and did not disdain to give even her own
family the benefit of them.
Then she gathered up the reins and whip in a most scientific manner,
and they were off. Jack folded his arms. He was simply flooded,
drenched, and saturated with joy. The evening before had been Elysium
when she had only been his now and again for a minute’s conversation,
but now she was to be his and his alone until—until they came back—and
his mind seemed able to grasp no dearer outlines of the form which
Bliss Incarnate may be supposed to take. He didn’t care where they went
or what they saw or what they talked of, just if only he and she might
be going, seeing, and talking for the benefit of one another and of one
another alone.
They bowled away upon a firm, hard road that skirted the park, and then
plunged deeply into the forest. Mrs. Rosscott handled the reins and the
whip with the hands of an expert.
“I like to drive,” said she.
“You appear to,” he answered.
“I like to do everything,” she said. “I’m very athletic and energetic.”
“I’m glad of that,” he told her warmly. “I like athletic girls.”
He really thought that he was speaking the truth, although upon that
first day if she had declared herself lazy and languid he would have
found her equally to his taste—because it was the first day.
“That’s kind of you, after my speech,” she said smiling, “but let’s
wait a bit before we begin to talk about me. Let us talk about you
first—you’re the company, you know.”
“But there’s nothing to tell about me,” said Jack, “except that I’m
always in difficulties—financial—or otherwise,—oftenest ‘otherwise,’ I
must confess.”
“But you have a rich aunt, haven’t you?” said Mrs. Rosscott. “I thought
that I had heard about your aunt.”
“Oh, yes, I have a rich aunt,” Jack said, laughing, “and I can assure
you that if I am not much credit to my aunt, my aunt is the greatest
possible credit to me.”
“Yes, I’ve heard that, too,” said Mrs. Rosscott, joining in the laugh,
“you see I’m well posted.”
“If you’re so well posted as to me,” Jack said, “do be kind and post me
a little as to yourself. You don’t need information and I do.”
She turned and looked at him.
“What shall I tell you first?” she inquired.
“Tell me what you like and what you don’t like—and that will give me
courage to do the same later,” he added boldly.
She laughed outright at that and then sobered quickly.
“I told you that I liked to drive and to do everything,” she said
lightly; “what else do you want to know about?”
“What you dislike.”
“But I don’t know of anything that I dislike;” she said
thoughtfully—“perhaps I don’t like England; I am not sure, though. I
had a pretty good time there after all—only you know, being in mourning
was so stupid. And then, too, I didn’t fit into their ideas. I really
didn’t seem to get the true inwardness of what was expected of me. Oh,
I never dared let them know at home what a failure I was as an
Englishwoman. I mortified my husband’s sisters all the time. Just
think—after a whole year I often forgot to say ‘Fancy now!’ and used to
say ‘Good gracious!’ instead.”
Jack laughed.
“My husband’s sisters were very unhappy about it. They did want to love
me, because I had so much money; but it was tough work for them. Did
you ever know any middle-aged English young ladies?” she asked him
suddenly.
“No, I never did,” he said.
“Really, they seem to be a thing apart that can’t grow anywhere but in
England. Every married man has not less than two, nor more than three,
and they always are a little gray and embroider very nicely. Someone
told me that as long as there’s any hope they wear stout boots and walk
about and hunt, but as soon as it’s hopeless they take to
embroidering.”
“It must be rather a blue day for them when they decide definitely to
make the change,” said Jack.
“I never thought of that,” said Mrs. Rosscott soberly. “Of course it
must! I was always very good to them. I gave them ever so many things
that I could have used longer myself, and they used to set pieces of
muslin in behind the open-work places and wear them.”
She sighed.
“It’s quite as bad as being a Girton girl,” she said. “Do you know what
a Girton girl is?”
“No, I don’t.”
“It’s a girl from Girton College. It’s the most awful freak you ever
saw. They’re really quite beyond everything. They’re so homely, and
their hands and feet are so enormous, and their pins never pin, and
their belts never belt. And no one has ever married one of them yet!”
She paused dramatically.
“I won’t either, then,” he declared.
She laughed at that, and touched up the cob a trifle.
“Did you live long in England?” he asked.
“Forever!” she answered with emphasis; “at least it seemed like
forever. Mamma left me there when I was nineteen (she married me off
before she left me, of course) and I stayed there until last
winter—until I was out of my mourning, you know—and then I was on the
Continent for a while, and then I returned to papa.”
“How do we strike you after your long absence?”
“Oh, you suit me admirably,” she said, turning and smiling squarely
into his face; “only the terrible ‘and’ of the majority does get on my
nerves somewhat.”
“What ‘and’?”
“Haven’t you noticed? Why when an American runs out of talking material
he just rests on one poor little ‘and’ until a fresh run of thought
overwhelms him; you listen to the next person you’re talking with, and
you’ll hear what I mean.”
Jack reflected.
“I will,” he said at last.
The road went sweeping in and out among a thicket of bare tree trunks
and brown copses, and the sunlight fell out of the blue sky above
straight down upon their heads.
“If it don’t annoy you, my referring to England so often,” said she
presently, “I will state that this reminds me of Kaysmere, the country
place of my father-in-law.”
“Is your father-in-law living yet?”
“Dear me, yes—and still has hold of the title that I supposed I was
getting when I was married to his eldest son. My father-in-law is a
particularly healthy old gentleman of eighty. He was forty years old
when he married. He didn’t expect to marry, you know—he couldn’t see
his way to ever affording it. But he jumped into the title suddenly and
then, of course, he married right away. He had to. You’d know what a
hurry he must have been in to look at my mamma-in-law’s portrait.”
“Was she so very beautiful?”
“No; she was so very homely. Maude’s very like her.”
Jack laughed.
She laughed, too.
“Aren’t we happy together?” she asked.
“My sky knows but one cloud,” he rejoined, “and that is that Monday
comes after Sunday.”
“But we shall meet again,” said Mrs. Rosscott. “Because,” she added
mischievously, “I don’t suppose that it’s on account of my cousin Maude
that you rebel at the approach of Monday.”
“No,” said Jack. “It may not be polite to say so to you, but I wasn’t
in the least thinking of your cousin.”
“Poor girl!” said Mrs. Rosscott thoughtfully; “and she was so sweet to
you, too. Mustn’t it be terrible to have a face like that?”
“It must indeed,” said Jack; “I can think of but one thing worse.”
“What?”
“To marry a face like that.”
She laughed again.
“You’re cruel,” she declared; “after all her face isn’t her fortune, so
what does it matter?”
“It doesn’t matter at all to me,” said Jack. “I know of very few things
that can matter less to me than Miss Lorne’s face.”
“Now, you’re cruel again; and she was so nice to you too. Absolutely, I
don’t believe that the edges of her smile came together once while she
was talking to you last night.”
“Did you spy on us to that extent?” said Jack. “I wouldn’t have
believed it of you.”
“Oh, I’m very awful,” she said airily. “You’ll be more surprised the
farther you penetrate into the wilderness of my ways.”
“And when will I have a chance to plunge into the jungle, do you
think?”
“Any Saturday or Sunday that you happen to be in town.”
“Are you going to live in town?”
“For a while. I’ve taken a house until the beginning of July. I expect
some friends over, and I want to entertain them.”
Jack felt the sky above become refulgent. He was in the habit of
spending every Saturday night in the city—he and Burnett together.
“May I come as often as I like?” he asked.
“Certainly,” said she; “because you know if you should come too often I
can tell the man at the door to say I’m ‘not at home’ to you.”
“But if he ever says: ‘She’s not at home to you,’ I shall walk right in
and fall upon the man that you are being at home to just then.”
“But he is a very large man,” said Mrs. Rosscott seriously; “he’s
larger than you are, I think.”
Jack felt the blue heavens breaking up into thunderbolts for his head
at _this_ speech.
“But I’m way over six feet,” he said, his heart going heavily faster,
even while he told himself that he might have known it, anyhow.
“He’s all of six feet two,” she said meditatively. “I do believe he’s
even taller. I remember liking him at the first glance, just because he
struck me as so royal looking.”
He was miserably conscious of acute distress.
“Do—do you mind my smoking?” he stammered.
(Might have known that, of course, there was bound to be someone like
that.)
“Not at all,” she rejoined amiably. “I like the odor of cigarettes.
Shall I stop a little, while you set yourself afire?”
“It isn’t necessary,” he said. “I can set myself afire under any
circumstances.”
He lit a cigarette.
“Is he English?” he couldn’t help asking then.
“Yes,” she said; “I like the English.”
“You appear to like everything to-day.” He did not intend to seem
bitter, but he did it unintentionally.
(Confounded luck some fellows have.)
“I do. I’m very well content to-day.”
He was silent, thinking.
“Well,” she queried, after a while.
He pulled himself together with an effort.
“I think perhaps it’s just as well,” he said.
“What is just as well?”
“That I know.”
“Know what?”
“About him. I shan’t ever take the chances of calling on you now.”
She laughed.
“He wouldn’t put you out unless I told him to,” she said. “You needn’t
be too afraid of him, you know.”
His face grew a trifle flushed.
“I’m not afraid,” he said, as coldly as it was in him to speak; “but
I’ll leave him the field.”
She turned and looked at him.
“The field?” she asked, with puzzled eyebrows.
“Yes.”
Then she frowned for an instant, and then a species of thought-ray
suddenly flew across her face and she burst out laughing.
“Why, I do believe,” she cried merrily, “I do believe you’re jealous of
the man at the door.”
“Weren’t you speaking of a man in the drawing-room?” he asked, all her
phrases recurring to his mind together.
“No,” she said laughing; “I was speaking of my footman. Oh, you are so
funny.”
The way the sun shone suddenly again! His horizon glowed so madly that
he quite lost his head and leaning quickly downward seized her hand in
its little tan driving glove of stitched dogskin, and kissed it—reins
and all.
“I’m not funny,” he said, “it was the most natural thing in the world.”
She was laughing, but she curbed it.
“You’d better not be foolish,” she said warningly. “It don’t mix well
with college.”
“I’m thinking of cutting college,” he declared boldly.
“Don’t let us decide on anything definite until we’ve known one another
twenty-four hours,” she said, looking at him with a gravity that was
almost maternal; and then she turned the horse’s head toward home.
Chapter Six
The Other Man
That evening Burnett felt it necessary to give his friend a word of
warning.
“Holloway’s going to take Betty in to-night,” he said, as they
descended the tower stairs together.
“Who’s Holloway?” Jack asked.
“You can’t expect to have her all the time, you know,” Burnett
continued: “She’s really one of the biggest guns here, even if she is
one of the family.”
“Who’s Holloway?”
“Last night the _mater_ had her all mapped out for General Jiggs, and I
had an awful time getting her off his hook and on to yours, and then
you drove her all this morning and walked her all the afternoon, and
the old lady says she’s got to play in Holloway’s yard to-night—jus’
lil’ bit, you know.”
“Who’s Holloway?” Jack demanded.
“You know Horace Holloway; we were up at his place once for the night.
Don’t you remember?”
“I remember his place well enough; but he hadn’t got in when we came,
and hadn’t got up when we left, so his features aren’t as distinctly
imprinted on my memory as they might be.”
“That’s so,” said Burnett, pushing aside the curtains that concealed
the foot of the wee stair; “I’d forgotten. Well, you’ll meet him
to-night, anyhow; he came on the five-five. Holly’s a nice fellow, only
he’s so darned over-full of good advice that he keeps you feeling
withersome.”
Jack laughed.
“Did he ever give you any advice?” he asked.
“Why?”
“I don’t recollect your taking it.”
“I never take anything,” said Burnett; “I consider it more blessed to
give than to receive—as regards good advice anyhow.”
“Who will I have for dinner?” Jack asked presently, glancing around to
see if there were any silver tissues or distracting curls in sight.
“Well,” his friend replied, rather hesitatingly, “you must expect to
balance up for last night, I reckon.”
“Your cousin, I suppose!”
Burnett nodded.
“She wanted you,” he said. “She’s taken a fancy to you; and she can
afford to marry for love,” he added.
“I’m thankful that I can, too,” the other answered fervently.
His friend laughed at the fervor.
“You make me think of her teacher,” he said. “She sings, and when she
was sixteen she meant to outrank Patti; she was lots homelier then.”
“Oh, I say!” Jack cried. “I can believe ’most anything, but—”
Burnett laughed and then sobered.
“She was,” he said solemnly; “she really and truly was. And her mother
said to her teacher,—there in Dresden: ‘She will be the greatest
soprano, won’t she?’ And he said: ‘Madame, she has only that one
chance—to be _the_ greatest.’”
Jack laughed.
“But why ‘Lorne’?” he asked suddenly. “Why not ‘Burnett,’ since she’s
your uncle’s child?”
“Oh, that’s straight enough; there’s a hyphen there. My uncle died and
my aunt married a title. My aunt’s Lady Chiheleywicks, but the family
name is Lorne. And you pronounce my aunt’s name Chix.”
“I’m glad I know,” said Jack.
“Oh, we’re great on titles,” said Burnett, modestly. “If the Boers
hadn’t killed Col. Rosscott, Betty would have been a Lady, too, some
day. But as it is—” he added thoughtfully, “she’s nothing but a widow.”
“‘Nothing but’!” Jack cried indignantly.
“Oh, well,” said Burnett, “of course it’s great, her being a widow—but
then she’d have been great the other way too.”
“But if he was English and a colonel,” Jack said suddenly, “he must
have been all of—”
“Fifty!” interposed Burnett; “oh, he was! Maybe more, but he dyed his
hair. It was a splendid match for her. It isn’t every girl who can get
a—”
Their conversation was suddenly cut short by voices, accompanied by a
sort of sweet and silky storm of little rustles and the sound of
feet—little feet—coming down the great hall. Aunt Mary’s nephew felt
himself suddenly wondering if any other fellow present had such a
tempest within his bosom as he himself was conscious of attempting to
regulate unperceived.
And then, after all, she wasn’t among the influx! Miss Maude, was,
though, and he had to go up to her and talk to her; and terribly dull
hard labor it was.
While he was rolling the Sisyphus stone of conversation uphill for the
sixth or seventh time, Jack noticed a gentleman pass by and throw a
more than ordinarily interesting glance their way. He was a very
well-built, fairly good-sized man of thirty-five or forty years, with a
handsome, uninteresting face and heavy, sleepy dark eyes.
“Who is that?” he asked of his companion, his curiosity supplementing
his wish that she would begin to bear her share of the burden of her
entertainment.
“Don’t you know?” she said in surprise. “That’s Mr. Holloway. He’s just
come. Oh, he’s so horrid! I think he’s just too awfully horrid for any
use.”
“Why?”
“Because he does such mean things. I just know Bob must have told you
how he treated me. Bob’s always telling it. Surely he’s told you. It’s
his favorite story.”
“No, never,” said Jack (his eyes riveted on the staircase); “he never
told me. But do tell me. I’ll enjoy hearing your side of it.”
“But I haven’t any side. It’s just Horace Holloway’s meanness. There’s
nothing funny.”
“But tell me anyway.”
“Do you really want to hear?”
“Indeed, I do.”
“Well, it’s just that we were up in the mountains, and I was rowing
myself, and the boat didn’t go well, and Mr. Holloway came down off the
hotel piazza and called to me that she needed ballast, and—and I said:
‘Is that the trouble?’ And he said: ‘Yes, row ashore, and I’ll ballast
you.’ And so, of course I rowed ashore to get him, and (of course, I
supposed he meant himself), and when I was up by the dock he picked up
a great stone and dropped it in, and shoved me off, and called after
me: ‘She’ll go better now,’ and—everyone laughed!”
Miss Lome stopped, breathless.
“I never would have believed it of him,” Jack exclaimed, turning to see
where Holloway kept his sense of humor; but just as his eye fell upon
the latter, the latter’s eyes altered and suddenly became so bright and
intent that his observer involuntarily turned his own gaze quickly in
the same direction.
It was Mrs. Rosscott who was approaching, all in cerise with lines of
Chantilly lace sweeping about her. It seemed a cruelty to every woman
present that she should be so beautiful. Jack wanted to fly and fall at
her feet, but he couldn’t, of course—he was tied to her hyphenated
cousin.
But Holloway went forward and greeted her with all possible
_empressement_, and the man who was so much his junior felt an awful
weight of youth upon him as he saw her led out of his sight.
“I think dear Betty will marry Mr. Holloway,” her cousin chirped
blandly, thus settling her fate forever. “He came over in her party,
you know, and—she’s always been fond of him.”
Jack suddenly recollected how Mrs. Rosscott had commented on the
terrible tendency to land upon “and,” and wondered why he had never
noticed before how disagreeable said tendency was.
(Going to marry Holloway!)
“But, then, dear Cousin Betty’s such a coquette that no one can ever
tell whom she does like. She’s very insincere.”
Jack twisted uneasily. If there was any comfort to be derived from Miss
Lorne’s last speech, it was certainly of a most chilly sort.
(Probably going to marry Holloway!)
“Now, I think it’s too bad, when there are so many simple, sweet girls
in the world, that men seem to adore those that flirt like dear Cousin
Betty. I don’t approve of flirting anyway. I wouldn’t flirt for
anything. I don’t want to break men’s hearts.”
“That’s awfully good of you,” Jack said, looking eagerly to where
Holloway and Mrs. Rosscott stood together.
“Oh, no it isn’t,” said Miss Lorne, “I don’t take any credit for it—I
was born so. Dear Betty was a regular flirt when she was ever so small,
but I never was. I’m sincere and I can’t take any credit for it. I was
born so.”
Holloway was talking and Mrs. Rosscott’s eyes were uplifted to his.
Jack was sure there was adoration in them. He knew Holloway was in love
with her. How could he be a man and help it. Oh, it was
damnable—unbearable.
He stood up suddenly. He couldn’t help it. He was crazed, maddened,
choked, stifled. The fates must intervene and rescue his reason or
else—
There was a blessed sound—the announcing of dinner.
Later there was music in the great white salon where the organ was.
Maude Lome sang, and the man with the monocle accompanied her on the
organ. Mrs. Rosscott sat on a divan between Holloway and General Jiggs.
Jack was left out in the cold.
(Surely in love with Holloway!)
It was only twenty-six hours since he had first met her, and he hated
to consider his life as unalterably blasted, or to even give up the
fight. Nevertheless, whenever he looked across the room he saw fresh
signs of the most awful kind. Even the way that she didn’t trouble to
trouble over the one man, but devoted herself to General Jiggs, was in
itself a very bad portent. Well, such was life and one must bear it
somehow and be a man. Probably he would suffer less after the first
five or ten years—he hoped so at any rate. But, great heavens, what a
fearful prospect until those first five or ten years were gone by!
Finally he went up to his own room and put on another collar and sat
down at the open window and thought about it for a good while all quiet
and alone by himself. After that he went back downstairs.
She was gone, and Holloway, too. He felt freshly unhappy. When you come
to consider, it was so damned unjust for one man to be thirty-five
while another—just as decent a fellow in every way—was in college. He—
A hand touched his arm.
He turned from where he was standing in the window recess, and looked
into her eyes.
“I’m very wicked, am I not?” she asked, looking up at him so straight
and honest.
“I can’t admit that,” he replied.
“But I am. I know it myself. What Bob told you was all true. I’m a
heartless wretch.”
She spoke so earnestly that his heart sank lower and lower.
“I wanted to speak to you about to-morrow morning,” she said, after a
little pause. “You know we were going to drive at ten together, and—and
I wondered if—you see, Mr. Holloway’s an old friend, and he’s had so
much to tell me to-night, and he isn’t half through—”
She was drawing him with a chain, a hair chain, which she had woven out
of her eyelashes in the twinkling of an eye (either eye).
He felt himself helpless—and choked.
“Of course I don’t mind. You go with him. It’s quite one to me.”
She gave a tiny little start.
“Oh, I didn’t mean that at all,” she cried. “I meant—I meant—you see
it’s all been a little tiring—and to-morrow’s Sunday anyway and I—I
Wanted to—to ask you if we couldn’t go out at eleven instead of ten?”
She looked so sweetly questioning, and his relief was so great, and his
joy—
(Probably don’t care a rap for Holloway!)
—so intense, that he could hardly refrain from seizing her in his arms.
But he only seized her little hand instead and pressed it fervently to
his lips. When he raised his eyes she was smiling, and her smile filled
him with happiness.
“You’re such a boy!” she said softly, and turned and left him there in
the window recess alone again,—but this time he didn’t care.
Chapter Seven
Developments
It was during that drive the next morning that Jack buoyed up by
memories of Saturday and hopes of coming Saturdays, poured out the
history of his life at Mrs. Rosscott’s knees. He told her the whole
story of Aunt Mary, and _his_ side of the cat, the cabman, and
Kalamazoo. It interested her, for she had arrived too recently to have
had the full details in the newspapers beforehand, but when he spoke of
Aunt Mary’s last letter she grew large-eyed and shook her head gravely.
“You will have to be very good now,” she said seriously.
“Why?” he asked. “Just to keep from being disinherited? That wouldn’t
be so awful.”
“Wouldn’t it be awful to you?” she asked, turning her bright eyes upon
him. “What could be worse?”
“Things,” he said very vaguely.
Then she touched up the cob a little; and, after a minute or two, as
she said nothing, he continued:
“I almost fancy quitting college and going to work. I was thinking
about it last night.”
She touched up the cob a little more, and remained silent.
Finally he said:
“What would you think of my doing that?”
“I don’t know,” she said slowly. “You see, I’m a great philosopher. I
never fret or worry, because I regard it as useless; similarly, I never
rebel at the way fate shapes my life—I regard that as something past
helping. I believe in predestination; do you?”
She turned and looked at him so seriously—so unlike her _riante_
self—that he felt startled, and did not know what to say for a minute.
Then:
“I don’t know,” he said slowly; “I don’t know that I dare to. It rather
startles me to think that maybe all of our future is laid out now.”
“It doesn’t startle me,” she said. “It seems to me the natural plan of
the universe. I believe that everything that crosses our path—down to
the tiniest gnat—comes there in the fulfillment of a purpose.”
“I’m sure that all the mosquitoes that ever crossed my path came there
in the fulfillment of a purpose,” Jack interrupted. “I never doubted
_that_.”
She smiled a little.
“It’s the same with people,” she went on.
[Illustration: “Do not let us play any longer,’ she said. ‘Let us be
in earnest.’”]
“Only less painful,” he interrupted again.
“Sometimes not,” she said, with a look that silenced him. “Sometimes
much more so—my Cousin Maude, for example.”
“Hip, hip, hurrah for the mosquito!” he murmured. They laughed softly
together. Then she grew earnest, and looked so grave that he became
serious too.
“There is always a purpose,” she said, with a touch of some feeling
which he had never guessed at. “If you and I have met, it is because we
are to have some influence over one another. I can’t just see how; I
can’t form any idea—”
“I can,” he said eagerly.
She looked up so suddenly and steadily that he was silent.
“Do not let us play any longer,” she said. “Let us be in earnest.”
“But I am in earnest,” he asseverated.
“You don’t know what I mean,” she went on very gently. “You’re in
college. Let’s fight it out on those lines if it takes all summer.”
He looked up into her face and loved her better than ever for the frank
kindliness that shone in her eyes.
“All right, if you say so,” he vowed.
“I do say so,” she said. “I like to see men stick it through in college
if they begin. I like to see people finish up every one of life’s jobs
that they set out on.”
“But I’m coming to see you in town, you know,” he went on with great
apparent irrelevance.
She laughed merrily.
“Yes, surely. You must promise me that.—No,” she stopped and looked
thoughtful, “I’ll tell you what I want you to promise me. Promise me
that you’ll come once a week or else write me why you can’t come. Will
you?”
“You can’t suppose that you’ll ever see my handwriting under such
circumstances—can you?” Jack asked.
She laughed again.
“Is it a promise?”
“Yes, it’s a promise.”
Oh, joy unmeasured in the time of spring! No other February like that
had ever been for them—nor ever would be. The drive came to an end, the
day came to an end, but the good-nights, which were good-bys, too, were
not so fraught with hopelessness as he had dreaded, for the promise
asked and given paved a broad road illuminated by the most hopeful kind
of stars,—a broad road leading straight from college to town,—and his
fancy showed him a figure treading it often. A figure that was his own.
Chapter Eight
The Resolution He Took
That first meeting was in February, you know, and by the last of April
it had been followed by so many others that Burnett remarked one day to
his chum:
“Say, aren’t you going a little faster than auntie’ll stand for?”
Jack turned in surprise.
“I never went so straight in my life before,” he exclaimed, not in
indignation but in astonishment.
“I didn’t mean that,” said Burnett. “Perhaps instead of ‘auntie’ I
should have said ‘Betty.’”
Jack hoisted the colors of Harvard, and was silent.
“I warned you at first that that was Tangle town,” his friend went on.
“Don’t suppose I’m saying anything against her—or against you; but
she’s just as much to ten other men as she is to you, and they all are
old enough to carry lots of weight.”
“And I suppose I’m not,” Jack answered, going over by the fireplace. “I
know that as well as anyone, of course.”
“_Natürlich_,” said Burnett, with conclusiveness that was not meant to
be cruel, yet cut like a two edged knife.
There was silence in the room. Jack stood by the chimney-piece, his
hands upraised to rest upon its lofty shelf, his head dropped forward,
and his eyes fixed on the empty blackness below.
“I wonder,” he said at last, “I wonder what will become of me if—if—”
He stopped.
Burnett didn’t speak.
“I wonder if she thinks of me as a boy,” the young man continued. “I
wonder if she’s so good to me because I’m her youngest brother’s
friend.”
Burnett did not comment on this speech.
“I don’t know what to do,” the other said. “When I first met her I
wanted to cut college and get out in the world and go to work like a
man. I told her so. But she wanted me to stay in college, and as it was
the first thing she’d ever wanted of me, I did it. I’d do anything she
asked me. I’ve quit drinking. I’m going at everything as hard as it’s
in me to go; but—I don’t know—I feel—I feel as if it isn’t me—it’s just
because she wants me to, and, do you know, old man, it frightens me to
think how—if she—if she went out of my—my life—”
He stopped and his broken phrases were not continued to any ending.
Another long silence ensued.
It was finally terminated by the brother’s saying:
“You must confess, old man, that you aren’t fixed so as to be able to
say one really serious word to any woman—unless it is, ‘Wait.’”
“I know that,” Jack answered; “but I suppose—”
“She’d be taking so many chances,” the friend interrupted. “A man in
college is never the real thing. You’d better give it up.”
Then the other whirled about and faced him.
“Give it up, did you say?” he asked almost angrily.
“Yes, that’s what.”
For a minute they looked at one another. Then:
“I shall never give it up,” the lover said very slowly and
steadily—“never, until she gives me up.”
Burnett sucked in his breath with a sudden compression of his lips.
“All right,” he said, not unkindly; “but I don’t believe you’ll ever
get her, and that’s flat. There are too many being entered for that
race, and long before you and I get out of here she’ll be Mrs. Somebody
Else.”
Jack stared at him as if he hardly heard, and then suddenly he stepped
nearer and spoke.
“Did she ask you to have this talk with me?”
“No,” said the brother in surprise, “she never says anything about you
to me.”
A look of relief fled across his friend’s face, and then a look of
resolution succeeded it.
“I’m not going to be discouraged,” he said; “not for a while, at any
rate.”
“You’d better be.”
Jack laughed. The laugh sounded a trifle hollow, but still it was a
laugh, and that in itself was a triumph of which none but himself might
ever measure the extent.
Because in that moment he decided to lay the whole case before her the
next time that he went to town, and the coming to a resolution was a
relief from the uncertainty that clouded his days and nights—even if a
further black curtain of darkest doubt hung before the possibilities of
what her answer might be.
Chapter Nine
The Downfall of Hope
It was on a Saturday about the middle of May that Jack came to town,
his mind well braced with love and arguments, and his main thoughts
being that when he returned something would be settled.
It was a beautiful day, warm and sunny, and at five in the afternoon
both of the drawing-room windows of Mrs. Rosscott’s house were wide
open, and the lace curtains were taking the breeze like little sails.
Just as Jack mounted the steps, the door opened, and a plainly dressed,
unattractive-looking man was let out. The servant who did the letting
out saw Jack and let him in without closing the door between the egress
of the one and the ingress of the other. So he entered without ringing,
and, as he was very well known and intensely popular with all of Mrs.
Rosscott’s servants, the man invited him to walk up unannounced, since
he himself was just “bringing in the tea.”
Jack went upstairs, and because the carpet was of thickly piled velvet
and his boots were the boots of a well-shod gentleman, he made no noise
whatever in the so doing.
There were double parlors above stairs in the domicile which Burnett’s
sister had taken until July, and they were furnished in the most
correct and trying mode of Louis XIV. The chairs were gilt and very
uncomfortable. The ornaments were all straight up and down and made in
such shapes that there was no place to flick off cigarette ashes
anywhere. Nothing could be pulled up to anything else and there was not
a single good place to rest one’s elbows anywhere. The only saving
grace in the situation was that after five minutes or so Mrs. Rosscott
invariably suggested removal to the library which lay beyond—a very
different species of apartment where no mode at all prevailed except
the terrible _démodé_ thing known as comfort. To prevent her visitors,
when seated (for the five minutes aforementioned) amid the correct
carving of French art, from looking longingly through at the
easy-chairs of American manufacture, Mrs. Rosscott had ordered that the
blue velvet portières which hung between should never be pushed aside,
and it was owing to this order that Jack, entering the drawing-room,
heard voices, but could not see into the library beyond. Also it was
owing to this order that those in the library could not see or hear
Jack.
The result was that the young man, finding the drawing-room unoccupied,
was just crossing toward the blue velvet curtains, intending to wait in
the library until the returning servant should advise him of the
whereabouts of his mistress, when he was stopped by suddenly hearing a
voice—her voice—crying (and laughing at the same time)—
“Kisses barred! Kisses barred!”
It may be understood that had Mrs. Rosscott known that anyone was
within hearing she certainly would never have made any such speech, and
it may be further understood that, had whoever was with her, also
mistrusted the close propinquity of another man, he would never have
replied (as he did reply):
“Certainly,” the same being spoken in a most calm and careless tone.
Jack, the eavesdropper, stood transfixed at the voices and speeches,
and forgot every other consideration in the overwhelming sickness of
soul which overcame him that instant. All his other soul-sicknesses
were trifles compared to this one, and the world—his world—their
world—seemed to revolve and whirl and turn upside down, as he steadied
himself against a spindle-legged cabinet and felt its spindle-legs
trembling in sympathy with his own.
“Darling,” said Holloway, a second or two later (and this time his
voice was not calm and careless, but deep and impassioned), “the letter
was very sweet, and if you knew how I longed to take the tired little
girl to my bosom and comfort her troubles, and replace them by joys!”
“Will that day ever come, do you think?” Mrs. Rosscott answered, in low
tones, which nevertheless were most painfully clear and distinct in the
next room.
“It must,” Holloway replied, “just as surely as that I hold this dear
little hand—”
But Jack never knew more. He had heard enough—more than enough. Four
thousand times too much. He turned and went out of the rooms, back down
the stairs and out of the door, closed it noiselessly behind him, and
found himself in a world which, although bright and sunny to all the
rest of mankind, had turned dark, lonely, and cheerless to him.
At first he hardly knew what to do with himself, he was so altogether
used up by the discovery just made. He drifted up and down some unknown
streets for an hour or two—or stood still on corners—he never was very
sure which. And then at last he went downtown and took a drink in a
half-dazed way; and because it was quite two months since his last
indulgence, its suggestion was potent.
The pity—or rather, the apparent pity—of what followed!
Burnett was Sundaying at the ancestral castle; and Burnett wasn’t the
warning sort, anyhow. He was always tow and pitch for any species of
flame. So his absence counted for nothing in the crisis.
And what ensued was a crisis—a crisis with a vengeance.
That tear upon which Aunt Mary’s nephew went was something lurid and
awful. It lasted until Monday, and then its owner returned to college,
as ill of body and as embittered of spirit as it was in him to be. The
lightsome devil who had ruled him up to his meeting with Mrs. Rosscott
resumed its sway with terrible force. The authorities showed a tendency
to patience because young Denham had appeared to reform lately and had
been working hard; but young Denham felt no thankful sentiments for
their leniency, and proved his position shortly.
There was a man named Tweedwell whom circumstances threw directly in
the path of destruction. Tweedwell was an inoffensive mortal who was
studying for the ministry. He was progressive in his ideas, and
believed that a clergyman, to hold a great influence, should know his
world. He thought that knowledge of the world was to be gained by
skirting the outside edge of every species of worldliness. The result
of this course of action was not what it should have been, for
Tweedwell was an easy mark for all who wanted fun, and the
consciousness of his innocence so little accelerated the pace at which
he got out of the way that he was always being called to account for
what he hadn’t done.
The Saturday night after his Saturday in town, Jack concocted a piece
of deviltry which was as dangerous as it was foolish. The result was
that an explosion took place, and the author of the gun-powder plot had
all the skin on both hands blistered. Burnett, in escaping, fell and
broke his collarbone and two ribs. The house in which the affair took
place caught fire, and was badly damaged. And Tweedwell was arrested on
the strongest kind of circumstantial evidence, and had to answer for
the whole. Naturally, in the investigation that followed, the two who
were guilty had to confess or see the candidate for the ministry
disgraced forever.
The result of their confession was that Burnett’s father, a jovial,
peppery old gentleman—we all know the kind—lost his patience and wrote
his son that he’d better not come home again that year. But Aunt Mary
lost her temper much more completely and the result, as affecting Jack,
was awful.
She might not have acted as she did had the disastrous news arrived
either a week later or a week earlier; but it came just in the middle
of a discouraging ten days’ downpour, which had caused a dam to break
and a chain of valuable cranberry bogs to be drowned out for that year.
The cranberry bogs were especially dear to their owner’s heart.
“Why can’t they drain ’em?” she had asked Lucinda, who was particularly
nutcracker-like in appearance since her quarantine episode.
“’Pears like they’re lower’n everywhere else,” Lucinda answered, her
words sounding as if she had sharpened them on a grindstone.
Aunt Mary bit her lip and frowned at the rain. She felt mad all the way
through, and longed to take it out on someone.
Ten minutes after Joshua arrived with the mail and the mail bore one
ominous letter. Joshua felt something was wrong before the fact was
assured.
“She wants the mail,” Lucinda said, coming to the door with her hand
out as usual.
“She’ll get the mail,” said Joshua, and as he spoke he gave the seeker
after tidings a blood-curdling wink.
“There isn’t a telegram in one o’ the letters, is there?” Lucinda
asked, much appalled by the wink.
“No, there isn’t no telegram in none o’ the letters,” said Joshua.
“Joshua Whittlesey, I do believe you was born to drive saints mad. What
_is_ the matter?”
“Nothin’ ain’t the matter as I know of.”
“Then what in Kingdom Come did you wink for?”
“I winked,” said Joshua meaningly, “cause I expect it’ll be a good
while before we’ll feel like winkin’ again.”
Lucinda gave him a look in which curiosity and aggravation fought
catch-as-catch-can. Then she turned and went in with the letters.
Aunt Mary was sitting stonily staring at the rain.
“I thought you’d gone to take a drive with Joshua,” she said coldly.
“Well, ’s long ’s you’re back I’ll be glad to have my mail. Most folks
like to get their mail as soon as it comes an’ I—Mercy on us!”
It was the letter from the authorities enclosed in one from Mr.
Stebbins.
Lucinda stood bolt upright before her mistress.
“What’s happened?” she yelled breathlessly, after a few seconds of the
direst kind of silence had loaded the atmosphere while the letter was
being carefully read.
Then:
“Happened!—” said Aunt Mary, transfixing the terrible typewritten
communication with a yet more terrible look of determination.
“Happened!—Well, jus’ what I expected ’s happened an’ jus’ what nobody
expects ’ll happen now. Lucinda, you run like you was paid for it and
tell Joshua not to unharness. Don’t stop to open your mouth. You’ll
need your breath before you get to the barn. Scurry!”
Lucinda scurried. She splashed and spattered down through the lane that
led to Joshua’s kingdom with a vigor that was commendable in one of her
age.
“She says ‘don’t unharness,’” she panted, bouncing in through the
doorway just as Joshua was slowly and carefully folding the lap-robe in
the crease to which it had become habituated.
Joshua continued to fold.
“Then I won’t unharness,” he said calmly. He hung the robe over the
line that was stretched to hang robes over and Lucinda gasped for wind
with which to inflate further conversation.
“She says what nobody expects is goin’ to happen,” she panted as soon
as she could.
“What nobody expects is always happenin’ where he’s concerned,” said
Joshua.
“I s’pose he’s in some new row,” said Lucinda.
“I’m sure he is,” said Joshua, “an’ if you don’t go back to her pretty
quick you won’t be no better off.”
Lucinda turned away and returned to the house. She found Aunt Mary
still staring at the letters with the same concentrated fury as before.
“Well, is Joshua a’comin’ to the door?” she asked when she saw her maid
before her.
“You didn’t say for him to come to the door,” Lucinda howled, “you said
for him to stay harnessed.”
Aunt Mary appeared on the verge of ignition.
“Lucinda,” she said, “every week I live under the same roof with you
your brains strike me ’s some shrunk from the week before. What in
Heaven’s name should I want Joshua to stay harnessed in the barn for? I
want him to go for Mr. Stebbins an’ I want him to understand ’t if Mr.
Stebbins can’t come he’s got to come just the same’s if he could
anyhow. I may seem quiet to you, Lucinda, but if I do, it only shows
all over again how little you know. This is a awful day an’ if you knew
how awful you’d be half way back to the barn right now. I ain’t
triflin’—I’m meanin’ every word. Every syllable. Every letter.”
Lucinda fled out into the open again. Her footprints of the time before
were little oblong ponds now and she laid out a new course parallel to
their splashes. She found Joshua sponging the dasher.
“She wants you to go straight out again.”
Joshua flung the sponge into the pail.
“Then I’ll go straight out again,” he said, moving toward the horse’s
head.
“You’re to bring Mr. Stebbins whether he can come or not.”
“He’ll come,” said Joshua; and then he backed the horse so suddenly
that the buggy wheel nearly went over Lucinda.
“She says this is an awful day—” began Lucinda.
Joshua got into the buggy and tucked the rubber blanket around himself.
“She says—”
Joshua drove out of the barn and away.
Lucinda went slowly back to the house. Aunt Mary had ceased to glare at
the letter and was now glaring at the rain instead.
“Lucinda,” she said “I’ll thank you not to ever mention my nephew to me
again. I’ve took a vow to never speak his name again myself. By no
means—not at all—never.”
“Which nephew?” shrieked Lucinda.
Aunt Mary’s eyes snapped.
“Jack!” she said, with an accent that seemed to split the short word in
two.
After a little she spoke again.
“Lucinda, it’s all been owin’ to the city an’ this last is all city. ’F
I cared a rap what happened to him after this I’d never let him go near
a place over two thousand again as long as he lived. It’s no use tryin’
to explain things to you, Lucinda, because it never has been any use
an’ never will be—an’ anyway, I’m done with it all. I sh’ll want you
for a witness when I’m through with Mr. Stebbins, and then you can get
some marmalade out for tea an’ we’ll all live in peace hereafter.”
Joshua returned with Mr. Stebbins and the latter gentleman went to work
with a will and willed Jack out of Aunt Mary’s. Later Joshua took him
home again. Lucinda got the marmalade out of the cellar and Aunt Mary
had it with her tea. It was a bitter tea—unsugared indeed—and the days
that followed matched.
Chapter Ten
The Woes of the Disinherited.
It was some days later on in the world’s history that Holloway was
calling on Bertha Rosscott.
They were sitting in that comfortable library previously referred to
and were sweetly unaware that any untoward series of incidents had ever
led to an invasion of their privacy.
Holloway lay well back in a sleepy-hollow chair and looked indolently,
lazily handsome; his hostess was up on—well up on the divan, and he had
the full benefit of her admirable bottines and their dainty heels and
buckles.
“Honestly,” he said, looking her over with a gaze that was at once
roving and well content, “honestly, I think that every time I see you,
you appear more attractive than the time before.”
“It’s very nice of you to say so,” she replied. “And, of course, I
believe you, for every time that I get a new gown I think that very
same thing myself. Still, I do regard it as strange if I look nicely
to-day, for I’ve been crying like a baby all the morning.”
“You crying! And why?”
She raised her eyes to his.
“Such bad news!” she said simply.
“From where? Of whom?”
“From mamma, about Bob.”
“Have _his_ wounds proved serious?” Holloway looked slightly distressed
as was proper.
“It isn’t that. It’s papa. Papa has forbidden him the house. He’s very,
very angry.”
Holloway looked relieved.
“Your father won’t stay angry long, and you know it,” he said. “Just
think how often he has lost his temper over the boys and how often he’s
found it again.”
“It isn’t just Bob,” said Mrs. Rosscott. “I’ve someone else on my mind,
too.”
“Who, pray?”
“His friend.”
“Young Denham?”
“Yes.”
With that she threw her head up and looked very straightly at her
caller whose visage shaded ever so slightly in spite of himself.
“Have his wounds proved serious?” he asked, smiling, but unable to
altogether do away with a species of parenthetical inflection in his
voice.
“It wasn’t over his wounds that I cried.”
“Did you really cry at all for him?”
“I cried more for him than I did for Bob,” she admitted boldly.
“He is a fortunate boy! But why the tears in his case?”
“I felt so badly to be disappointed in him.”
“Did you expect to work a miracle there, my dear? Did you think to
reform such an inveterate young reprobate with a glance?”
“I’m not sure that I ever asked myself either of those questions,” she
replied, slowly; “but he promised me something, and I expected him to
keep his word.”
“Men don’t keep such promises, Bertha,” the visitor said. “You
shouldn’t have expected it.”
“I don’t know why not.”
“Because a man who drinks will drink again.”
“I didn’t refer to drinking,” she said quietly. “It was quite another
thing.”
“Ah!”
She looked down at her rings and seemed to consider how much of her
confidence she should give him, and the consideration led her to look
up presently and say:
“He promised me that if he could not call any week he would write me a
line instead. He came to town last week, and he neither called nor
wrote. That wasn’t like the man I saw in him. That was a direct
breaking of his word. I can’t understand, and I’m disappointed.”
Holloway took out his cigarette case and turned it over and over
thoughtfully in his hands.
“He’s nothing but a boy,” he said at last, with an effort.
“He’s no boy,” she said. “He’s almost twenty-two years old. He’s a
man.”
“Some are men at twenty-two, and some are boys,” Holloway remarked. “I
was a man before I was eighteen—a man out in the world of men. But
Denham’s a boy.”
He rose as he spoke, and she held out her hand for him to raise her,
too.
“It’s early to go,” she remarked parenthetically.
“I know,” he replied; “but I hear someone being shown into the
drawing-room. I don’t feel formal to-day, and if I can’t lounge in here
alone with you I’d rather go.”
“How egotistical!” she commented.
“I am egotistical,” he admitted.
And went.
The footman passed him in the hall; he had a card upon his silver
salver, and was seeking his mistress in the library. But when he
entered there the room was empty. Mrs. Rosscott had slipped through the
blue velvet portières, expecting to see a friend, and had stopped short
on the other side, amazed at finding herself face to face with an utter
stranger.
“I gave the man my card,” said the stranger, in a tone as faded as his
mustache. He was a long, thin man, but what the Germans style “_sehr
korrect_.”
“I didn’t wait to get it,” the hostess said. “I supposed that, of
course, it was somebody that I knew.”
“That was natural,” he admitted.
There was a slight pause of awkwardness.
“Won’t you sit down?” she asked.
“Certainly,” said the caller, and sat down.
Then she sat down, too, and another awkward pause ensued.
“You didn’t expect to see me, did you?” said the stranger, smiling.
“No, I didn’t,” said Mrs. Rosscott frankly. “I expected to see someone
else—someone that I knew. Nearly all my visitors are people whom I
know.”
Her eyes rather demanded an observance of the conventionalities while
her words were putting the best face possible on the queer five
minutes. The stranger smiled.
“My name is Clover,” he said then. “Of course, as you never saw me
before, you want to know that first of all.”
“I’d choose to know,” she said. And then the uncompromising neutrality
of her expression deepened so plainly that he hastened to add:
“I’m H. Wyncoop Clover.”
“Oh!” she said. And then smiled, too; having heard the name before.
“Why don’t you ask me my business?” went on H. Wyncoop Clover. “I must
have come for some reason, you know.”
“I didn’t know it,” said Mrs. Rosscott—“I don’t know anything about you
yet.”
They both smiled—and then H. Wyncoop resumed his colorless sobriety at
once.
“It’s about Jack,” he said—“these terrible new developments—” he
stopped short, seeing his _vis-à-vis_ turn deathly white, “it’s nothing
to be frightened over,” he said reassuringly.
Mrs. Rosscott was furious with herself for having paled. She became
instantly haughty.
“I was alarmed for my brother,” she said. “I always think of them both
as together.”
“Oh, in that case, I can reassure you instantly,” said the caller.
“Burnett is doing finely.”
Mrs. Rosscott was conscious of being suddenly and skillfully
countercharged. She blushed with vexation, bit her lip in perturbation,
and cast upon the trying individual opposite a look of most appealing
interrogation.
“You see,” said Clover pleasantly, “I was coming to town, so I came in
handy for the purpose of telling you.”
She gave him a glance that prayed him to be decent and go on with his
errand.
“Burnett is about recovered,” he said.
She clasped her hands hard.
“I wouldn’t be a man for anything!” she exclaimed with sudden fervor,
“they are so awfully mean. Why _don’t_ you go on and tell me _what_
you’ve come about?”
He raised his eyebrows.
“May I?” he asked.
She choked down some of her exasperation.
“Yes, you may.”
“Oh, thank you so much. I’ll begin at once then. Only premising that as
I go to school with your little brother, and as he is rather under a
cloud just at present, we clubbed together to bring you a letter about
him and Jack. He was going to dictate it, but in the end Mitchell wrote
it all. Here it is.”
With that he put his hand into his pocket, drew out an envelope and
handed it to her.
“How awfully good of you,” she said gratefully. “Do excuse my reading
it at once, won’t you? You see, I’ve been so anxious about—about my
brother.”
He nodded understandingly, and she hastily tore open the envelope and
ran her eyes over the written sheets.
MY DEAR MRS. ROSSCOTT:—
Being the prize writer of the class, I am chosen to take down the
ante mortem confessions of our shattered friends. It is in a sad
hour for them that I do so, because I am naturally so truthful that
I shall not force you to look for my meaning between the lines. On
the contrary, I shall set the cold facts out as neatly as the
pickets on the fence. And in evidence thereof, I open the ball by
telling you frankly that they both look fierce. If they had looked
less awful, and Burnett had had more lime in his bones, we might
have escaped the Powers That Be by simply admitting a sprained
ankle and carefully concealing everything else. But if one man
cracks where you can’t finish the deal, even by the most unlimited
outlay of mucilage and persistence, and another blazes his whole
surface-area in a manner that seems to make the underbrush dubious
to count on forever henceforth; why, you then have a logarithm the
square of which is probably as far beyond your depth as I am beyond
my own just at this point of this sentence.
The long and short of my fresh start is, that your brother wants to
write you, but he is so handicapped (forgive me, but you’re the
only one who hasn’t had that joke sprung on them!) with bandages,
that it’s cruel to expect much of him. It is true that he has his
bosom friend to fall back upon, but if you could see that friend as
we see him these days you wouldn’t be sure whether it was true or
not. The old woman, who had the peddler-and-petticoat episode, was
not in it the same day with your brother’s friend! I do assure you.
And anyhow—even if he still has brains—his writing apparatus is all
done up in arnica, so there you are!
But do not allow me to alarm you unduly! When all’s said and done,
they’re not so badly off physically. Hair and ribs are mere
vanities, anyhow, and we’re here to-day and gone to-morrow!
Something much worse than disfigurements and broken bones has
sprung forth from chaos, and has almost stared them out of
countenance since. It is the wolf that is at the door, and the
howling and prowling of their particular wolf is not to be sneezed
at, let me tell you. To put a modern political face upon an ancient
Greek fable, the wolf in their case symbolizes the bitter question
of whose roof is going to roof them when they get out of the
plaster casts that are bed and board to them just at present. Where
are they to go? All those which used to be open to them are
suddenly shut tight. They’ve both been expelled, and both been
disinherited. If I was inclined to look on the blue side of the
blanket, I should certainly feel that they were playing in very
tough luck. Burnett, of course, can come to you, and his soul is
full of the wish to bring his fellow-fright along with him. Which
wish of his is the gist of my epistle. Can he bring him? He wants
to know before he broaches the proposition. I’m to be skinned alive
if Jack ever learns that such a plea was made, so I beg you
whatever other rash acts you see fit to commit during your meteoric
flight across my plane of existence, don’t ever give me away.
Firstly, because if I ever get a chance to do so, I’m positive that
I should want to cling to you as the mistletoe does to the oak, and
could not bear to be given away; and secondly, because I’m so
attached to my own skin that I should really suffer pain if it was
taken from me by force. Bob wants you to think it over, and let him
know as to the whats and whens by return mail.
You are so inspiring that I could write you all day, but those
relics of what once was, but alas! will never be again, need to be
rolled up afresh in absorbent cotton, and so I must nail my Red
Cross on to my left arm, and get down to business. If you saw how
useful I am to your brother, you’d thank his lucky stars that I
came through myself with nothing worse than getting my ear stepped
on. I was hugging the ladder (being canny and careful), and the man
above me toed in. Isn’t it curious to think that if he’d worn
braces in early youth my ear would be all right now.
Behold me at your feet.
Respectfully yours,
HERBERT KENDRICK MITCHELL.
When Mrs. Rosscott had finished the letter she looked across at her
caller, and said:
“You’ve read this, haven’t you?”
“No,” said he. “I tried to unstick it two or three times coming on the
train, but it was too much for me.”
“Don’t you really know what it says?” she asked more earnestly.
“Yes, I do,” Clover answered, “but Denham must never know that I do.”
“I won’t tell him,” she said smiling faintly. “But surely he can’t be
as badly off as this says. Has he really lost all his hair?”
“Not all—only in spots,” Clover reassured her; but then his
recollections overcame him, and he added, with a grin: “But he’s a
fearful looking specimen, all right, though.”
“About my brother,” she went on, turning the letter thoughtfully in her
fingers; “when can he get out, do they think?”
“Any time next week.”
“I’ll write him,” she said. “I’ll write him and tell him that
everything will be arranged for—for—for them both.”
Clover sprang to his feet.
“Oh, thank you,” he exclaimed. “That’s most awfully good in you!”
“Not at all,” she answered. “I’m very glad to be able to welcome them.
You must impress that upon them—particularly—particularly on my
brother.”
Clover smiled.
“I will,” he said, rising to go.
“I’d ask you to stay longer,” she said, holding out her hand, “but I’m
due at a charity entertainment to-night, and I have to go very early.”
“I know,” he said; “I’ve come up on purpose to go to it.”
“Then I shall see you there?” she asked him.
“It will be what I shall be looking forward to most of all,” he said.
“It’s been a great pleasure to meet you,” she said, holding out her
hand, “you’re—well, you’re ‘unlike,’ as they say in literary
criticisms.”
“Thank you,” he replied; “but may I ask if you intend that as a
compliment?”
“Dear me,” she laughed, “let me think how I did intend it.—Yes, it was
meant for a compliment.”
“Thank you,” he said, shaking her hand warmly, “it’s so nice to know,
you know. Good-by.”
“Good-by.”
Then he went away.
Chapter Eleven
The Dove of Peace
The first result of Mrs. Rosscott’s invitation was that Jack refused.
He said that he had a sister of his own—two, if it came to that—and so
he could easily manage for himself. He was very decided about it, and
somewhat lofty and bitter—a stand which no one understood his taking.
His flat refusal was communicated to his would be hostess and it goes
without saying that she was as unable to understand as all the rest. It
keyed well enough with his lately shown indifference, but the
indifference keyed not at all with all that had gone before and still
less with her very correct comprehension of Jack himself. She was quite
positive as to the sincerity of those protestations which he had made
so haltingly—so boyishly—and in such absolutely truthful accents. Why
he had turned over a new—and bad—leaf so suddenly she did not at all
know, but her woman’s wit—backed up by the many good instincts which
good women always get from Heaven knows just where—made her feel firmer
than ever as to her hospitable intentions. Jack had told her many times
that she was his good angel, and it did not seem to her that now, when
he was so deeply involved in so much trouble, was the hour for a man’s
good angel to quietly turn away. Suppose he was haughty!—she knew men
well enough to know that in his case haughtiness and shame would be two
Dromios that even he himself would be unable to tell apart. Suppose he
did rebel against her kindness!—she knew women well enough to know that
under some circumstances they can put down rebellion single-handed—if
they can only be left in the room alone with it for a few minutes. As
regarded Jack, she knew that there was something to explain; and as to
herself she was delightfully positive as to her own irresistibleness.
Given two such statements and the conclusion is easy. Mrs. Rosscott
wrote to Mitchell and here is what she wrote:
MY DEAR MR. MITCHELL:
I should have answered your letter before only that in the
excitement of corresponding with my brother I forgot all else. But
my manners have returned by slow degrees and in hunting through my
desk for a bill I found you and so take up my pen.
I am quite sure that—in spite of that beautiful opening play of
mine—you are wondering why I am really writing and so I will tell
you at once. When Bob comes here to stay with me I want Mr. Denham
to come too. I have various reasons for wanting him to come. One is
that he has nowhere else to go where he will have half as good a
time as he will here and another is that if he goes anywhere else I
won’t have half as good a time as if he comes here. Pray excuse my
brutal candor, but I am only a woman; brutal candor and womanly
weakness always have gone about encouraging one another, you know.
I cannot see any good reason for Mr. Denham’s not coming except
that he declines my invitation. It is very silly in him, and I
regard it as no reason at all. I am quite unused to being declined
and do not intend to acquire the habit until I am a good deal older
than I was my last birthday. Still, I can understand that he is too
big to force against his will, so I think the kindest way to break
the back of the opposition will be for me to do it personally. As
an over-ruler I nearly always succeed. All I require is an
opportunity.
Please lay the two halves of your brain evenly together and devise
a train and an interview for me. Of course you will meet me at the
train and leave me at the interview. These are the fundamental
rules of my game. I know that you are clever and before we have
left the station you will know that I am. As arch-conspirators we
shall surely win out together, won’t we?
Yours very truly,
BERTHA ROSSCOTT.
This missive posted, Jack’s good angel made herself patient until the
afternoon of the next day when she might and did expect an answer.
She was not disappointed. The letter came and it was pleasantly bulky
and appeared ample enough to have contained an indexed gun powder plot.
She was so sure that Mitchell had been fully equal to the occasion that
she tore the envelope open with a smile—and read: