CHAPTER XX

For a few minutes after leaving the shore Peter did not trust himself

to speak. He could see nothing but a gray chaos except landward, where

the red sky and the darker blot of the cliff were visible through

the smoke gloom. Even the weather-stained canvas of Simon's boat was

indistinguishable, and where his father lay on a pile of blankets at

his feet he could make out only a shadow. Now that the fire had burned

itself out of the forests between the shore and the ridges the heated

winds gave way quickly to a growing calm. The smoke hung like a dense

fog and with this change came a strange stillness in which sound seemed

to multiply itself until he heard clearly the wailing of a dog at Five

Fingers.

Then the faint rattle of oarlocks came to him and his hand tightened

on the tiller. It was Aleck Curry again--Aleck and the man-hunter,

Carter, hurrying to cut them off before they could leave the shore!

And suddenly in fierce passion he wanted to shout back his defiance to

them just as years ago--three days before he came to Five Fingers--he

had felt the desire to kill the men who had driven his father into the

forest. Something in these moments brought that day back to him--a

vivid memory of the big log behind which they were sheltered, and armed

men in the thickets, the blue jay screeching at them, his thirst and

hunger and his father's pale, strong face waiting with courage for

darkness to come; then the dusk, their escape on a log in the flooded

river and their first fugitive camp in the big woods. How wonderful

his father had been in those hours of peril which he as a boy could

scarcely understand! And now he was lying at his feet, a pitiable wreck

because of that same merciless and unfair law which had pursued him

then----

Peter cried out. It was not much more than a throat sound, as if the

smoke had made him gasp for breath. But a hand rose out of the darkness

and touched him.

"Peter!"

"Yes, dad."

"It has all gone wrong, boy. If only I hadn't been so heartsick to see

you--if I had never come back----"

Peter bent over and his hand rested tenderly against the face which

Simon had cooled with ointment.

"If you hadn't come I'd have lost all faith in the God you used to

tell me about," he whispered. "I wanted to give up but Mona wouldn't

let me. She said you would surely come. And this isn't half as bad as

that day behind the log when I was a little kid. Remember how you cared

for me then--kept me above water when we went into the river, caught

rabbits for me to eat afterward and tucked me into bed every night

near the camp-fire? Well, it's _my_ turn now. And I'm almost glad

you're sick--just so I can show you how much I've grown up since that

afternoon you sent me on alone to Five Fingers so many years ago. You

lied to me then, dad. You made me believe you'd come back that night,

or the next day. Haven't you ever been ashamed of that?"

The strain was gone from his voice. It was his _dad_ he was speaking

to again, his pal and comrade of the old days, and the thrill of that

comradeship was stirring warmly in his blood.

"I knew Simon would give you a good home," said Donald. "And he has

made a splendid man of you. But I'm sorry, Peter--sorry I came back.

After all those years I was hungry to see you. I just wanted to look

on your face and then go away again without letting you know. I didn't

mean to break into your life like this----"

His hand was stroking Peter's and for a moment Peter bent down until

his face was close to his father's. Donald was silent but his hand

continued its caressing touch. After a little he said:

"Did I hear something, Peter?"

"I think it was thunder. A storm must be following in the trail of the

fire."

"I mean out there--near at hand. It was like wood striking on wood."

He sank back and Peter reached down and made his head comfortable.

"This makes me think of that last night in the woods when you tucked me

in my cedar-bough bed and told me to sleep," he whispered gently. "And

I'm telling you that now, dad. It's what you need. Try and sleep!"

Even as he spoke he heard the distant sound again and knew it was the

clank of oarlocks. He fastened the tiller so that Simon's boat was

heading for the open sea. Then he crept forward and returned with a

blanket, and this blanket he quietly unfolded in the darkness, taking

from it the weapon which Simon had loaded and placed there for his use.

And Simon's words were running over and over in his head, as steady as

the ticking of a clock. "Take care of him, Peter. It's your job now to

beat the law."

* * * * *

As the minutes passed it seemed to Peter that sound became a living,

stealthy part of the night, creeping about him in ghostly whispers,

hiding behind the canvas sail, rustling where the water moved under the

bow, purring at his feet and in the air. This impression of sound by

its smallness and its secretiveness served to emphasize the hush which

had fallen upon a burned and blasted world. Its muteness bore with it

a quality of solemnity and a quickening thrill as if subjugated forces

were muffled and bound and might unleash themselves without warning. In

this stillness Peter heard the thunder creeping up faintly behind the

path of fire. But the sound of the oar did not come again.

He strained his eyes to pierce the gloom even though he knew the effort

was futile and senseless. The red line of the fire was steadily

receding. In places it was lost. Where he had left the cliff and the

sandy strip of beach was a black chaos, and it was this darkness with

its silence which seemed to reach into his heart and choke him with its

oppression and foreboding.

Through the stillness a sound came to him, floating softly over the

sea, sweet and distant. His fingers slowly unclasped and he bowed his

head. It was the bell over the little church of logs and Father Albanel

was tolling it. Even now in this smoke-filled hour of the night he was

calling the people of the settlement together that they might offer up

in prayer their gratitude because homes and loved ones had been spared

by the red death that had swept the land. It was like a living voice,

gently sweet and soothing as it brought him faith and reverence. _There

was a God!_ Every fiber in his body leaped to that cry of his heart.

Without a God his father would have died, the whole world would have

burned, there would be no Mona, no hope, no anything for him in the

darkness of the freedom which lay ahead. His lips moved with Mona's

prayer and he stood up quietly so that he might hear more clearly until

the last peal of the bell died away. And when the gray silence shut him

in again he felt as if a protecting spirit had come to ride with him in

the gloom.

Softly he spoke to his father but there was no answer. Exhaustion and

the peace of the open sea had overcome the stricken man and he was

asleep.

Encumbered by stillness and smoke, the night passed with appalling

slowness. The distant thunder with its promise of rain died away. Half

a dozen times Peter lighted matches and looked at his watch. At last it

was three o'clock and the horizon of murk and smoke that shut him in

receded as dawn advanced. Then came a sudden keen breeze, like the last

sweeping of a great broom, and he could see the coast. His own heart

was thrilled by the sight of it, for behind the menacing headland of

barren rock that rose like a great gargoyle hundreds of feet above the

lower cliff was a strip of water which he had once hazarded in a dead

calm and which led back half a mile between towering walls of rock and

naked ridges into that very chaos of wildness which he had wanted for a

hiding-place.

Scarcely had this moment of exultation possessed him when the wind died

again. At the same time a clearer light diffused itself over the sea.

The horizon drew itself back like a curtain and half a mile away he saw

an object that sent his heart into his throat.

For a few moments he neither moved nor seemed to breathe as he stared

at a swiftly approaching skiff. Then he looked at his father. Donald

McRae had not awakened. A livid scar lay across his eyes as if a

red-hot iron had burned out his sight. His hands were blistered, his

lips were swollen and his neck and shoulders were scarred and covered

with the ointment which Simon had used. Yet--even then--_his father

slept_! The horror of it choked Peter and his soul cried out for

vengeance against those who had made this wreck of a man. He turned and

his hand rested upon his rifle. He no longer feared the law or Aleck

Curry or Carter, the ferret. His desire at first was to kill them. With

astonishing calmness he waited, watching the approaching skiff. When it

was two hundred yards away he picked up his rifle.

He chose the small of Aleck's back for his first shot and raised his

gun. In the same moment he observed that with Carter in the stern and

Aleck amidships the bow of the skiff was high out of water. It was this

situation which saved Aleck and Peter's first bullet crashed through

the boat an inch or two below the water line. He followed with two

other shots. The effect was almost instantaneous. Aleck Curry lurched

away from the oars and the skiff came within an ace of upsetting. In

another moment the quick-witted Carter had called Aleck into the stern

and there both crouched, their combined weight raising the shattered

bow above the water line while Carter stripped himself of his shirt.

The shots roused Donald, and with an effort he drew himself up beside

Peter.

"What is it?" he demanded. He turned his scarred face toward Peter and

then with a strange cry covered his face with his hands. "My God, I

can't see!" he cried. "Peter--I can't see!"

In that darkest moment of his life Peter thanked God the wind came

and filled the sail of Simon's boat and that neither Carter nor

Aleck Curry shouted after them or made a sound that his father might

hear, and like an inspiration a lie came to his lips--he had done

some poor shooting at a flock of mallards! He spoke cheerfully of his

father's efforts to see, telling him it would be days before he could

hope for vision when his eyes were swollen and scarred by burns. And

Donald, seeing nothing of the agony in Peter's bloodless face, smiled

cheerfully up at the clearing sky in spite of his pain. He did not

mind so much about his hands, he said, but it was a hardship to have

his eyes covered as Peter was bandaging them now because he wanted

to see as much as he could of his boy in the short time they would

be together. There was a note of happiness in his voice which was in

strange contrast to the pathos of his appearance and his helplessness.

And Peter fought to keep up that spirit of cheer and of gladness that

was in Donald McRae's heart. But his own heart was breaking--for he

knew that his father was blind.

Hours later Simon's boat came stealing back to shore in the sunless

dusk of the evening. This time the sail was down and with muffled

oars Peter rowed cautiously for the break in the cliff. Blended with

the deepening shadows of the sea, he worked his boat into the narrow

maw of the crevasse whose rock walls rose two hundred feet over their

heads. In utter darkness, with the thin streak of light far above,

he felt his way for half an hour. Then the fissure widened and after

another fifteen minutes of slow progress its walls bulged outward,

losing themselves in the gloom, and ahead stretched the hidden inlet,

smothered on all sides by precipitous crags and cliffs and towering

forest ridges.

On a narrow strip of sand he grounded the boat and lighted the lantern

which Simon had placed in the outfit. Its illumination threw up grimly

the black shadows about them, and questing among these, he found huge

masses of torn and twisted rocks so wildly thrown together that among

them were many little caverns and grottoes thickly carpeted with white

sand. One of these he chose for a camp, but not until he had gathered

an armful of bleached driftwood and had started a fire did he return to

the boat. It was then, in the yellow light of flaming cedar and pine,

that he noted a strange and startling change had come over his father.

Donald McRae no longer bore the appearance of a sick man. He stood

straight and was breathing deeply. His lips were smiling as he faced

Peter and quite calmly he removed the bandage from his eyes.

"At last we are home," he spoke softly. "And just beyond you--_I see

your mother_!" Instantly he seemed to sense the shock of those words to

Peter, for he said: "Don't let that frighten you, lad. Every day and

night she is at my side. Only--now--_she is nearer_!"

He reached out his hands and almost fiercely Peter's arms closed about

him.

Donald stroked his hair. It was the old caress, and he spoke to Peter

as if to a little boy again.

"You're not afraid, Peter?" he asked.

"Afraid----"

Peter's heart stopped beating.

"They can't hurt you," said Donald soothingly. "I won't let them do

that, Peter."

Peter drew slowly away. His face was gray in the firelight and in his

eyes was a growing horror. He tried to speak but no words came from his

lips. Donald's scarred face was strangely tranquil. It seemed to Peter

that years had dropped away from it. In it was no fear, no sign of

strain, no consciousness of the terrible hours they had passed through

or of the tragic future which lay ahead. And the truth came to Peter,

a suspicion at first, a whisper, growing and overwhelming him until at

last it was a dizzying sickness that set him swaying on his feet. In

this hour Donald McRae was not the man who had returned after years

of wandering to see his boy. His mind had gone back. It had returned

to the days of Peter's childhood and his voice was repeating words

almost forgotten--a sacred promise of days when Peter had built mighty

castles in the air and his father had helped him plan them with the

understanding smile that was on his lips now.

For he was saying: "They won't hurt a boy, Peter. We'll get away. And

then we'll go through the big woods to the mountains just as we've

always wanted to do."

Peter raised clenched hands to his face to stifle his agony.

In the torturing slowness of the hours which followed Donald McRae

lived again in the precious years when Peter was a boy, recalling

forgotten incidents as if they had happened yesterday, bringing forth

their old dreams, painting their pictures of the future as he had done

so often with Peter at his side in the afterglow of evenings long ago.

And Peter, with his soul torn and bleeding, talked with him. Together

they were hunting again. They followed the old trap-lines. They heard

the song of birds and planted seeds and flowers in the little garden

back of their cabin home, and Peter was kneeling at his father's knees

when he said his prayers at night. These things Peter had dreamed

of and treasured in his years at Five Fingers, but now they were

horrors--coming out of the past with a voice that trembled with the

thrill and joy of a strange madness.

At last Donald slept. It was after midnight and the last embers of the

fire had burned out. Peter rose to his feet and walked up the shore,

staring into darkness. The rock walls that inclosed the inlet rose

sheer above him, making of the place a deep and sombrous pit. He could

see the stars and their distance lent an abysmal solitude to the gloom.

About him was no movement and no stir of life; the water lay still; no

whisper came from dark forests on the ridge tops; the black walls were

dead and in the soft sand his feet alone disturbed the sepulchral quiet.

To Peter this strangeness seemed naturally a part of the change that

had come into his life. Everything was changed. His world had gone into

atoms and now it was reassembling itself; and with deadened emotions,

almost dully, he was beginning to accept it. His yesterdays, it seemed,

had existed an infinitely long time ago. Five Fingers was no longer

home or a necessity and even Mona seemed a vast distance away from

him in these hours when his own soul was remolding itself to fit the

grimness of a new existence. His mind no longer questioned the path he

was to take and no shadow of revolt rose in it.

One thought was as steadfastly fixed in him now as life itself. He

belonged to his father and his father belonged utterly to him. He must

go on with him, care for him, fight for him, save him from that one

dread brutality of the law if his own life paid the forfeit in the end.

That was settled. Even his love for Mona could not change that duty and

older love which urged him. It was more than a resolution; it was as

immutably a part of him as the beating of his heart and his own flesh

and blood.

The stars faded and day broke swiftly above the walls of the inlet. He

returned and found his father on his hands and knees groping in the

sand. He was gathering sticks and placing them with the remnants of

last night's fire, and when he heard Peter's footsteps he paused in his

labor and raised a face out of which once more the years of grief and

hopelessness seemed to have gone.

"Are you hungry, Peter?" he asked.

And Peter, as he knelt beside him, knew that he was speaking to Peter

the boy and not to Peter the man.

Together they built the fire.

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