CHAPTER IV

It was the blue jay that mellowed the fear of death in the swiftly

beating heart of Peter McRae. He had always been a friend of the blue

jays, and this particular bird had perched himself in a spruce top a

hundred feet away, screaming defiance at Peter's enemies and telling

him to keep up his nerve and not be afraid.

Without going beyond his fourteen-year-old power of reasoning Peter had

a strange and abiding faith in the Canadian blue jay tribe. He was a

boy's bird, if there ever was one, with his everlasting cocksureness,

his persevering courage and his hundred and one little tricks of

outlawry and piracy--a bird who was always ready for a fight, never ran

away from trouble, and who lived up beautifully to the man-made law,

"Do others before others do you." He was a gentleman and a sportsman

even if he was a robber and a pest, and Peter loved him.

He could see this particular blue jay very clearly. Shouting voices

and the crack of rifles had not frightened him away, and he was making

a great commotion in the spruce tops, screaming until it seemed his

raucous cries must split his throat. Then, too, there was the cheerful

little sapsucker who persisted in pecking for grubs in the end of the

big log behind which Peter and his father were hidden, and two newly

mated red squirrels who chattered and ran up and down a tree a little

farther on, one chasing the other. A big yellow butterfly slowly opened

and closed its fan-like wings almost within reach of Peter's hand.

These things kept the madness of utter fear out of the boy's brain. His

thin, rather frail face was very white; his blue eyes were round, and

staring; his body, not so strong as it should have been, was doubled up

behind the log, and his heart throbbed like a hammer inside him--but

his courage was not gone. There were no tear stains about his eyes. In

one of his hands he clutched a twisted stick.

From the blue jay and the sapsucker and the yellow butterfly his eyes

rested upon the face of Donald McRae, his father. That father, so far

back as Peter could remember clearly, had been not only a father, but

mother and brother and pal as well. "One thing you must live up to

all your life, Peter," this father had told him a hundred times, "and

that is to be a pal to your own boy when you have one, just as you

are now a pal of your dad's. If a dad and his boy are not pals they

shouldn't have been born." So they had been that, with no secrets

between them except one that had led up to this tragedy of today, and

which the boy had not yet begun to understand. All he knew was that for

some mysterious reason they were fighting for their lives, and were

now sheltered behind a log, and that men a little distance away were

watching and waiting to kill them with guns.

The man smiled at him and chuckled in a way Peter loved. But the smile

and the chuckle did not hide the flame smoldering deep in his eyes,

nor the pallid tenseness of his face, nor the trickle of blood that

persisted in running down his cheek and wetting the soft roll of his

collar. He was bareheaded and sweaty; his blond hair, very much like

Peter's, was wildly disheveled; his hands gripped a gun, and lying on

his stomach, he had made himself a loophole by digging leaves and mold

from under a crooked elbow in the log. Through this he had watched for

his enemies. His grin was chummy and companionable as he turned to

Peter.

"Everything all right?" he asked. "Not afraid, are you?"

Peter shook his head. "I'm not much scared."

"Getting hungry?"

"No."

"Thirsty?"

"A little--not much."

The man laughed. He did not feel like laughing. But he laughed,

fighting to make it appear natural and unstrained.

"You're a trump, Peter. God knows you're a trump!"

A rifle cracked in the thick fringe of balsams and jack pines a

hundred and fifty yards from them, and a bullet struck the log with

a sodden _chug_. The man wiped the blood from his cheek with a

handkerchief that was stained red.

"Does it hurt, dad?"

"Nothing but a scratch, Peter."

He put his face to the ground and peered under the log again.

Peter changed his position, uncramped his legs and doubled himself up

in another fashion, hugging the earth closely. The blue jay was having

a fit, and the sapsucker perked his bright-eyed little head at him not

more than a dozen feet away. He could hear a bird singing, and one of

the red squirrels was chattering his late afternoon song in a mountain

ash tree overhanging the river. Between his knees was a clump of

violets.

The log was almost at the edge of the river, which was a swollen flood,

and the stream bent itself around like a hairpin, shutting them in on

three sides. That was why they were safe, Peter's father had told him.

No living thing could swim it to get behind them, and in front of them

was a narrow neck of land which was open and clear right up to the

thick edge of the swamp a rifle shot away. Across that open no one had

dared to come.

A dozen times during the past hour Peter had wished the river was not

there, for it held them prisoners even if it did keep their enemies

back. Across it, not much farther away than he could have thrown a

stone, was a deep, dense forest of primeval darkness, low and swampy,

in which he conceived a thousand hiding-places for himself and his

father. Peter's mind sometimes traveled beyond his years, and as he

looked at the stream, yearning for the safety of the other side, he

wondered why the blue jay and the sapsucker and the singing brush

sparrow should have wings while they had only legs and arms.

Only wings could carry them over the stream. In the dry months of

summer it was not much more than a creek, with sand bars and pebbly

shores and polished rocks sticking out of it. Now, in this flood time

of spring, it had no shores and was a thing gone mad. It was deep and

black, and swept past with a steady, growling roar, eating into the

banks on its way, uprooting trees and slashing itself into caldrons

of boiling fury where the channel narrowed or where it leaped over

the great boulders and rock débris of rapids. From where he crouched

Peter could see one of these places a quarter of a mile below, and

there the water was not black but white, and leaped and spouted as if

huge monsters were churning it. Under ordinary conditions the swollen

stream would have lured and fascinated him. It came out of a vast and

mysterious Canadian wilderness, and it disappeared into an adventure

land of forests equally vast and strange. With it rode many things of

interest--huge piles of driftwood, shooting down on the crest of the

flood like islands; big logs that sped with the swiftness of monster

serpents; and great trees, freshly torn out by the roots, and with

their tops trailing and swishing like whips urging on a living thing.

Peter was staring at it when a hand rested itself gently on his head.

Donald McRae was watching him, and a slow torture had burned itself

like the scar of a living coal in his eyes and face. More than the

earth he walked upon and more than the God he believed in, he loved

this boy. It was Peter, with his thin, quizzical face, and his mind

and courage developed beyond his strength and years, who had made life

bearable and joyous for him. As he had worshiped the mother, linking

his soul with hers until it had been taken away, so he worshiped this

one precious part of her she had left to him. Without Peter....

He choked back the thickness in his throat as he placed his hand on the

boy's head. It was a habit with him to talk with Peter at times as if

he were a man, and the man-way in which Peter's eyes met his now gave

him courage.

"They won't try to cross that open before dark," he said. "They're

afraid of us in the light, Peter. But they'll come when it's dark. And

we can't wait for them. We've got to get away."

The boy's face brightened. He had a consummate faith in this father

of his. He waited, keenly expectant, twisting one of the blue violets

between his thin fingers.

"Does the creek frighten you, son?" asked the man.

"It's pretty swift, but I'm not much scared of it."

"Of course not. You wouldn't be your dad's boy, if you were. See that

log down there, the big dry one, half in the water?" He pointed, and

Peter nodded. "When it begins to get dusk we'll crawl down and take a

ride on that. It won't be hard to get away."

For the first time a tremor came in the boy's voice.

"Dad, what are they trying to shoot us for? What have we done?"

Donald McRae made a pretense of peering through his loophole again.

He wanted to cry out with the sickness that was in his heart, and in

the same voice call down the vengeance of God upon the makers of that

grim and merciless law which at last had come to corner and destroy him

where he had built his little cabin home in the edge of the wilderness.

It was impossible--now--to answer that question of Peter's, "_What have

we done?_"

He raised his head, and faced his boy.

"It's five o'clock. We'd better have a bite to eat. When we take to the

water it will spoil our grub."

From the pocket of a coat which lay at his side he took some biscuits

and meat. Peter made a sandwich and munched at it, yearning for a

little of the black river-water to go with it. When the man had

finished he drew from an inside pocket of the same coat a wallet, a

pencil and a corked bottle half filled with matches. In the wallet he

found a sheet of paper, and on this he wrote for several minutes, after

which he folded the sheet of paper very tightly, thrust it into the

bottle with the matches, and corked it in securely. Then he gave the

bottle to Peter.

"Put that in your pocket," he said, "and remember what I'm telling you

now, Peter. We're going to make for a place called Five Fingers. A man

lives there whose name is Simon McQuarrie. Don't forget those two--Five

Fingers and Simon McQuarrie. What I have written and put in the bottle

is for him. If anything should happen to me----" He broke in upon

himself with a cheerful laugh. "Of course nothing _will_ happen, Peter,

but if it should--you promise to take that bottle to him?"

"I'll take it."

"Where?"

"Five Fingers."

"Who?"

"Simon McQuarrie."

"Right. Now keep watch through this hole while I cut some leather

strings out of the tops of my boots. We may need them to harness the

log with when we go to sea. Won't they be surprised when they come and

find us gone--eh--Peter?"

"You bet they will!" agreed Peter fervently.

Quietly he began watching the open through the hole which his father

had made under the log. He breathed a little more tensely, for he

realized the deadly importance of his vigil. Yesterday one of his

ambitions had been to wear a uniform when he was old enough, one with

stripes and brass buttons, and with a big revolver fastened to a cord

hung around his neck. He had looked upon the wilderness police with

the awe of a youngster who loved romance and adventure. Today he hated

them. Only a little while ago he had waited for his father at their

cabin, with a good dinner ready for him. Then his father had come,

galloping on a horse Peter had never seen before.

"I've had a little trouble with the police, Peter, and we've got to hit

into the woods," he had said.

The suddenness of it had taken Peter's breath away. They did not wait

to eat any of the dinner he had prepared. Even then the police almost

caught them before they reached this log. There were four of them. His

father had kept them back with his rifle, and Peter was disappointed in

his marksmanship. He was sure he could have done better himself. His

father missed every time, even though his bullets did go close enough

to make their enemies dodge behind trees. And always before that he had

been proud of his father's shooting!

His hand touched the cool barrel of the rifle, and a thrill ran

through him. It was a thing he had never felt before. He was sure _he_

would not miss if he could only be given a chance, for he had often

hit rabbits at that distance of a hundred and fifty yards, and a man

was many times larger than a rabbit. An inch at a time, slowly and

carefully so that his father would not notice what he was doing, he

poked the barrel of the rifle through the hole. He would be ready,

anyway. He had forgotten fear. His blood was hot. His father had

always talked to him about playing square, and never taking a mean

advantage, and always to fight for women, no matter who they were.

Well, there were no women here, but it wasn't playing square when four

men came after his father like this. If they would come out, clean and

sportsmanlike, one at a time, and fight with fists instead of guns....

"You see, Peter," his father was saying as he cut a thin strip from his

boot top, "I couldn't leave you in the cabin alone. I've got to get you

down to Five Fingers. If Simon McQuarrie isn't there, you wait for him.

And don't show anyone else that paper in the bottle!"

Peter was not listening. His heart had given a sudden terrific jump

and was half choking him. In the edge of a clump of dwarf banksians

something had moved. And then his father turned--just in time to catch

his hand, to stop his finger at the trigger, to drag him back from the

hole. Never as long as he lived would he forget the terrible look that

had come into his father's face. To hide it Donald McRae leaned over

his son and hugged him close to his arms, and for a space the law might

have descended upon them without resistance.

From the shelter of the evergreens Corporal Crear of the Provincial

Police was looking toward the log. His men were lying close about him.

"We've got to go out and get him when it's dark enough," he said.

"Don't shoot unless you have to, but if that happens--shoot straight.

Only be sure it's not the kid. That's what puzzles me--why McRae has

the kid with him out there behind the log!"

Only Donald McRae and Peter could have solved that mystery for Crear,

and even then Crear might not have understood. It was something which

belonged entirely to Peter and his father. As they waited for the sun

to dip behind the tall evergreen forest across the river, they lay

very close together, and their eyes met frequently and their hands and

bodies touched.

There was something pathetically doglike in the man's dependence upon

his boy. Take Peter away from him and his heart was gone, for Peter

was the one thing he had left of a great faith and a great love that

would never die. More than once a cold fear had swept over him at the

thought of something happening to him, and he had always prayed that

if anything did happen, it would come to both at the same time. Even

now he would not have sent Peter back to the safety of the cabin.

That would have meant dissolution for himself--and strangers and a

heartbreaking tragedy of aloneness for Peter.

Across the river there was hope, and a refuge for Peter at Five Fingers

with Simon McQuarrie. A woman had put an undying faith in the justness

of God in Donald McRae's soul, and always there were two things in his

breast, faith and memory of the woman, like stars which no darkness

could dim. Their glow lay warmly in his eyes as he saw the courage with

which the boy waited for the setting of the sun.

As the long shadows came creeping across the river Peter no longer

felt the fear which had made his heart beat so uncomfortably fast. His

father's presence and the touch of his hand filled him with an utter

confidence. The man even pointed out to him the mysteries of an ant

home which they had accidentally destroyed in the log, and told him a

story of how once upon a time he had gone down a flooded stream like

this, and what fun it had been.

Then the shadows came more swiftly. The sun at last left only a golden

glow above the forest. The blue jay and the sapsucker were gone. Out of

the woods came the melodious dusk song of many red squirrels. A flock

of crows sailed overhead on their way to the evening roosting place.

The rush of the river seemed more gentle and lost its menace for Peter.

The churning turmoil of the distant rapids was mellowed in a soft mist,

and a little later they could not make out clearly the driftwood going

down with the stream.

"Now is our time," said Peter's father. "Creep after me, flat on your

stomach."

It took them only a minute to reach the big dry log. They could move

freely here, for the upward dip of the bank concealed them. Donald

McRae did not let Peter guess the tension he was under as he worked.

He stood his rifle where the police would easily find it and laughed

softly as he tied one end of a stout leather thong about Peter's wrist

and the other end about his own. After that he rolled the log into

the water and tested it to get its proper balance and tied the other

leather thongs to a projecting stub.

"It's just right," he announced cheerfully. "A canoe couldn't have been

better built for us, Peter. Are you ready?"

"I'm ready," said Peter.

He was in the water to his knees; now he went in to his waist. It was

cold, biting cold; his teeth clicked, but he did not say anything about

it. He looped his arms about the stub and through one of the leather

thongs, and from the opposite side of the log his father twisted the

fingers of one hand tightly in his coat. Then they began to move. His

feet lost bottom and the cold water shot up to his armpits, taking his

breath away. His father grinned cheerfully at him and he tried to grin

back. In a moment they were in the current and the shore began to slip

past them with amazing swiftness. It was not unpleasant, except for the

icy chill of the water, which seemed to take the place of blood in his

veins. There was no resistance against his body; the log carried them

buoyantly and smoothly, so that after a little he had courage to look

about him.

Their log had swung quickly into mid-stream, and they were overtaking

a more slowly moving mass of driftwood. The thought came to Peter

that it was like a race. Then something alive caught his eyes on the

flotsam. It was a furry, catlike creature with short, perky ears and

a fox's face, and he could almost have touched it with his hands when

they passed.

"A fisher-cat," said his father. "He will have a nice swim when he hits

the rapids!"

Peter was wondering just how much of a chance the fisher-cat had when

something drifted against him. It was a drowned porcupine, floating

belly up. The porky must have had a nice swim, too!

He shivered. The roar of the rapids was growing, and it was no longer

pleasant to hear. The musical cadence which distance had given it was

gone, and a sullen, snarling undertone of menace and wrath began to

pound at the drums of his ears. In the twilight it looked as though

they were racing straight into the mouth of a huge churn out of which

milky froth was spouting.

Then two things happened which seemed odd to Peter. The dead porcupine

was clinging to the log as if some sort of life held it there, and the

fisher-cat's raft of driftwood which they had overtaken and passed was

now _passing them_. To Peter this last was unaccountable, but to Donald

McRae, who understood the whims and caprices of flood currents, there

was no mystery about it. For a moment the fisher-cat seemed about to

make a leap for the log. Then he huddled back and disappeared with his

raft in the rougher water that preceded the gray wall of spume.

The man's hand tightened its hold on Peter.

"Hang on and don't get scared," he cried. "We'll go through this like a

rubber ball!"

That was the last Peter heard of his voice, and suddenly his father's

face was blotted out from his vision. A huge mouth opened and engulfed

them. He could feel himself going down it, with roaring gloom and

mighty explosions of water bursting itself against great rocks all

about him. For a space which seemed an eternity he gave himself up

for lost, and he wanted to scream out to his father. But the water

smothered him. It thrust him under, buried him, then tossed him up to

breathe. He hung on, as his father had told him, and after three or

four minutes which were so many hours to him he could breathe easier

and the roaring grew less.

They had come through a half-mile of the rapids then. The last of the

rocks snapped at them, like growling dogs at their heels, and suddenly

the water grew deep and smooth where it swung shoreward in a great

eddy. For the first time Peter felt a hurt. It was his father's hand,

holding him in a grip that only death could have broken. And then he

saw his father's face. Donald McRae was gasping for breath. Even Peter

would never know the fight he had made to keep the log running right

during those three or four minutes in the rapids.

Slowly the current brought them to the shore. It was the shore they

wanted, too, with its deep evergreen forests and its hundreds of miles

of untrailed hiding-places. The big pool was dotted with drifting

masses of débris. One of these, very near to them, Peter was sure he

recognized. But the fisher-cat was no longer on it.

He was terribly cold, and when at last his father brought the end of

the log to the shore and helped him out to dry ground the boy fell down

in a sodden heap. He was ashamed of himself and tried to get up.

Donald McRae took one of his hands.

"You must walk, Peter--run if you can. Come on!"

He almost dragged him into the darkness of the forest, and Peter began

to use his legs. It made him feel better. But his teeth chattered and

his body shook as if he had the ague. Two or three hundred yards in the

shelter of the timber they came to an overturned spruce tree, and near

this was a birch with festoons of loose bark hanging from it.

Donald McRae stripped off an armful of the bark, and one of Peter's

blue hands fished out the precious bottle of matches from his pocket.

Very soon the flames were leaping up joyously, and he felt their warmth

entering into his body. He helped to gather wood. In a quarter of an

hour there was a glow in his face, and the big backlog of pitch-filled

cedar was a flaming furnace. Darkness settled heavily in the forest,

and he was no longer afraid or uncomfortable as he continued to dry

his clothes. His father, in a period between wood-gathering, cleaned

his pipe and began to dry out some of his soaked tobacco. That was

cheerful and inspiring. It always seemed chummier and more homelike to

Peter when his father was smoking his pipe.

Later they broke off cedar and balsam boughs until they had a soft

bed two feet deep within the warmth of the fire. When the last thread

in his clothing was dry Peter crept into this bed. He had no idea of

sleeping but made himself a comfortable nest and sat bright-eyed and

watchful while his father rested with his back against the log and

smoked.

A hundred times they had made camps together that were very much like

this one. On hunting and fishing expeditions, and when berries were

ripe, and on the trap lines, they had slept out many nights with

boughs for a bed. But there had never been the thrill of tonight. The

cumulative significance of what had happened was just beginning to find

itself in Peter's head. This night was different from all other nights.

The darkness which had gathered heavily about them was different,

the fire did not seem as friendly, and his father, smoking his pipe,

was changed. Always in their adventuring they had been in quest of

something--fish or venison, berries or fur. Now something was after

them. It was this slow process of mental and physical change from the

hunter into the hunted, and its understanding, that was creeping into

Peter's soul.

He loved night with its mystery of darkness, its stars and its moon,

but now he could feel and hear it breathing secret plottings and

danger. When the fire crackled too loudly or its flames leaped too high

he shivered, fearing it would betray them. He wondered why his father

remained in the light now that they were warm and dry, for there were

safer hiding-places in the great pits of gloom that encompassed them.

But he said nothing, feeling strangely that even to voice fear would

bring reality upon them.

He watched his father, and the brightness in his eyes--something

new and strange that lay in them--was like a stab to Donald McRae.

In this hour he saw the boy's soul changing. Peter, at last, was

beginning to build up the truth. Something terrible must have

happened--somewhere--or the police would not be after his father. He

had believed the police were omniscient, that they hunted only bad

people. That was what they were for--to shut bad people in prisons, or

hang them, or shoot them. _And they were after his father!_

The man saw these things in Peter's eyes and in his pale, thin face.

And suddenly a revulsion of horror and of rage swept over Peter. If the

police said his father was bad they were liars. He hated them, and if

the chance came to him he would get even with them. He would beat out

their lives with a club. He would kill them--if they didn't leave his

father alone!

He said nothing. But he got out of his nest in the evergreen boughs

and sat close to his father against the log, and Donald McRae put his

arm around him and puffed hard at his pipe to keep the firelight from

revealing what was in his eyes. The world might be against him, but

Peter would be like this, his friend and pal to the last. He knew it,

and thanked God.

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