CHAPTER XXVIII.

It was not in my power to release my friend by the payment of his debt;

but, by contracting with the keeper of the prison for his board, I could

save him from famine; and, by suitable exertions, could procure him

lodging as convenient as the time would admit. I could promise to

console and protect his sisters, and, by cheerful tones and frequent

visits, dispel some part of the evil which encompassed him.

After the first surprise had subsided, he inquired by what accident this

meeting had been produced. Conscious of my incapacity to do him any

essential service, and unwilling to make me a partaker in his miseries,

he had forborne to inform me of his condition.

This assurance was listened to with some wonder. I showed him the

billet. It had not been written by him. He was a stranger to the

penmanship. None but the attorney and officer were apprized of his fate.

It was obvious to conclude, that this was the interposition of some

friend, who, knowing my affection for Carlton, had taken this mysterious

method of calling me to his succour.

Conjectures as to the author and motives of this inter position were

suspended by more urgent considerations. I requested an interview with

the keeper, and inquired how Carlton could be best accommodated.

He said that all his rooms were full but one, which, in consequence of

the dismission of three persons in the morning, had at present but one

tenant. This person had lately arrived, was sick, and had with him, at

this time, one of his friends. Carlton might divide the chamber with

this person. No doubt his consent would be readily given; though this

arrangement, being the best, must take place whether he consented or

not.

This consent I resolved immediately to seek, and, for that purpose,

desired to be led to the chamber. The door of the apartment was shut. I

knocked for admission. It was instantly opened, and I entered. The first

person who met my view was--Arthur Mervyn.

I started with astonishment. Mervyn's countenance betrayed nothing but

satisfaction at the interview. The traces of fatigue and anxiety gave

place to tenderness and joy. It readily occurred to me that Mervyn was

the writer of the note which I had lately received. To meet him within

these walls, and at this time, was the most remote and undesirable of

all contingencies. The same hour had thus made me acquainted with the

kindred and unwelcome fate of two beings whom I most loved.

I had scarcely time to return his embrace, when, taking my hand, he led

me to a bed that stood in one corner. There was stretched upon it one

whom a second glance enabled me to call by his name, though I had never

before seen him. The vivid portrait which Mervyn had drawn was

conspicuous in the sunken and haggard visage before me. This face had,

indeed, proportions and lines which could never be forgotten or

mistaken. Welbeck, when once seen or described, was easily distinguished

from the rest of mankind. He had stronger motives than other men for

abstaining from guilt, the difficulty of concealment or disguise being

tenfold greater in him than in others, by reason of the indelible and

eye-attracting marks which nature had set upon him.

He was pallid and emaciated. He did not open his eyes on my entrance. He

seemed to be asleep; but, before I had time to exchange glances with

Mervyn, or to inquire into the nature of the scene, he awoke. On seeing

me he started, and cast a look of upbraiding on my companion. The latter

comprehended his emotion, and endeavoured to appease him.

"This person," said he, "is my friend. He is likewise a physician; and,

perceiving your state to require medical assistance, I ventured to send

for him."

Welbeck replied, in a contemptuous and indignant tone, "Thou mistakest

my condition, boy. My disease lies deeper than his scrutiny will ever

reach. I had hoped thou wert gone. Thy importunities are well meant, but

they aggravate my miseries."

He now rose from the bed, and continued, in a firm and resolute tone,

"You are intruders into this apartment. It is mine, and I desire to be

left alone."

Mervyn returned, at first, no answer to this address. He was immersed in

perplexity. At length, raising his eyes from the floor, he said, "My

intentions are indeed honest, and I am grieved that I want the power of

persuasion. To-morrow, perhaps, I may reason more cogently with your

despair, or your present mood may be changed. To aid my own weakness I

will entreat the assistance of this friend."

These words roused a new spirit in Welbeck. His confusion and anger

increased. His tongue faltered as he exclaimed, "Good God! what mean

you? Headlong and rash as you are, you will not share with this person

your knowledge of me?" Here he checked himself, conscious that the words

he had already uttered tended to the very end which he dreaded. This

consciousness, added to the terror of more ample disclosures, which the

simplicity and rectitude of Mervyn might prompt him to make, chained up

his tongue, and covered him with dismay.

Mervyn was not long in answering:--"I comprehend your fears and your

wishes. I am bound to tell you the truth. To this person your story has

already been told. Whatever I have witnessed under your roof, whatever I

have heard from your lips, have been faithfully disclosed to him."

The countenance of Welbeck now betrayed a mixture of incredulity and

horror. For a time his utterance was stifled by his complicated

feelings:--

"It cannot be. So enormous a deed is beyond thy power. Thy qualities are

marvellous. Every new act of thine outstrips the last, and belies the

newest calculations. But this--this perfidy exceeds--this outrage upon

promises, this violation of faith, this blindness to the future, is

incredible." There he stopped; while his looks seemed to call upon

Mervyn for a contradiction of his first assertion.

"I know full well how inexpiably stupid or wicked my act will appear to

you, but I will not prevaricate or lie. I repeat, that every thing is

known to him. Your birth; your early fortunes; the incidents at

Charleston and Wilmington; your treatment of the brother and sister;

your interview with Watson, and the fatal issue of that interview--I

have told him all, just as it was told to me."

Here the shock that was felt by Welbeck overpowered his caution and his

strength. He sunk upon the side of the bed. His air was still

incredulous, and he continued to gaze upon Mervyn. He spoke in a tone

less vehement:--

"And hast thou then betrayed me? Hast thou shut every avenue to my

return to honour? Am I known to be a seducer and assassin? To have

meditated all crimes, and to have perpetrated the worst?

"Infamy and death are my portion. I know they are reserved for me; but I

did not think to receive them at thy hands, that under that innocent

guise there lurked a heart treacherous and cruel. But go; leave me to

myself. This stroke has exterminated my remnant of hope. Leave me to

prepare my neck for the halter, and my lips for this last and bitterest

cup."

Mervyn struggled with his tears, and replied, "All this was foreseen,

and all this I was prepared to endure. My friend and I will withdraw, as

you wish; but to-morrow I return; not to vindicate my faith or my

humanity; not to make you recant your charges, or forgive the faults

which I seem to have committed, but to extricate you from your present

evil, or to arm you with fortitude."

So saying, he led the way out of the room. I followed him in silence.

The strangeness and abruptness of this scene left me no power to assume

a part in it. I looked on with new and indescribable sensations. I

reached the street before my recollection was perfectly recovered. I

then reflected on the purpose that had led me to Welbeck's chamber. This

purpose was yet unaccomplished. I desired Mervyn to linger a moment

while I returned into the house. I once more inquired for the keeper,

and told him I should leave to him the province of acquainting Welbeck

with the necessity of sharing his apartment with a stranger. I speedily

rejoined Mervyn in the street.

I lost no time in requiring an explanation of the scene that I had

witnessed. "How became you once more the companion of Welbeck? Why did

you not inform me by letter of your arrival at Malverton, and of what

occurred during your absence? What is the fate of Mr. Hadwin and of

Wallace?"

"Alas!" said he, "I perceive that, though I have written, you have never

received my letters. The tale of what has occurred since we parted is

long and various. I am not only willing but eager to communicate the

story; but this is no suitable place. Have patience till we reach your

house. I have involved myself in perils and embarrassments from which I

depend upon your counsel and aid to release me."

I had scarcely reached my own door, when I was overtaken by a servant,

whom I knew to belong to the family in which Carlton and his sisters

resided. Her message, therefore, was readily guessed. She came, as I

expected, to inquire for my friend, who had left his home in the morning

with a stranger, and had not yet returned. His absence had occasioned

some inquietude, and his sister had sent this message to me, to procure

what information respecting the cause of his detention I was able to

give.

My perplexity hindered me, for some time, from answering. I was willing

to communicate the painful truth with my own mouth. I saw the necessity

of putting an end to her suspense, and of preventing the news from

reaching her with fallacious aggravations or at an unseasonable time.

I told the messenger that I had just parted with Mr. Carlton, that he

was well, and that I would speedily come and acquaint his sister with

the cause of his absence.

Though burning with curiosity respecting Mervyn and Welbeck, I readily

postponed its gratification till my visit to Miss Carlton was performed.

I had rarely seen this lady; my friendship for her brother, though

ardent, having been lately formed, and chiefly matured by interviews at

my house. I had designed to introduce her to my wife, but various

accidents had hindered the execution of my purpose. Now consolation and

counsel were more needed than ever, and delay or reluctance in bestowing

it would have been, in a high degree, unpardonable.

I therefore parted with Mervyn, requesting him to await my return, and

promising to perform the engagement which compelled me to leave him,

with the utmost despatch. On entering Miss Carlton's apartment, I

assumed an air of as much tranquillity as possible. I found the lady

seated at a desk, with pen in hand and parchment before her. She greeted

me with affectionate dignity, and caught from my countenance that

cheerfulness of which on my entrance she was destitute.

"You come," said she, "to inform me what has made my brother a truant

to-day. Till your message was received I was somewhat anxious. This day

he usually spends in rambling through the fields; but so bleak and

stormy an atmosphere, I suppose, would prevent his excursion. I pray,

sir, what is it detains him?"

To conquer my embarrassment, and introduce the subject by indirect and

cautious means, I eluded her question, and, casting an eye at the

parchment,--"How now?" said I; "this is strange employment for a lady. I

knew that my friend pursued this trade, and lived by binding fast the

bargains which others made; but I knew not that the pen was ever usurped

by his sister."

"The usurpation was prompted by necessity. My brother's impatient temper

and delicate frame unfitted him for the trade. He pursued it with no

less reluctance than diligence, devoting to the task three nights in the

week, and the whole of each day. It would long ago have killed him, had

I not bethought myself of sharing his tasks. The pen was irksome and

toilsome at first, but use has made it easy, and far more eligible than

the needle, which was formerly my only tool.

"This arrangement affords my brother opportunities of exercise and

recreation, without diminishing our profits; and my time, though not

less constantly, is more agreeably, as well as more lucratively,

employed than formerly."

"I admire your reasoning. By this means provision is made against

untoward accidents. If sickness should disable him, you are qualified to

pursue the same means of support."

At these words the lady's countenance changed. She put her hand on my

arm, and said, in a fluttering and hurried accent, "Is my brother sick?"

"No. He is in perfect health. My observation was a harmless one. I am

sorry to observe your readiness to draw alarming inferences. If I were

to say that your scheme is useful to supply deficiencies, not only when

your brother is disabled by sickness, but when thrown, by some inhuman

creditor, into jail, no doubt you would perversely and hastily infer

that he is now in prison."

I had scarcely ended the sentence, when the piercing eyes of the lady

were anxiously fixed upon mine. After a moment's pause, she exclaimed,

"The inference, indeed, is too plain. I know his fate. It has long been

foreseen and expected, and I have summoned up my equanimity to meet it.

Would to Heaven he may find the calamity as light as I should find it!

but I fear his too irritable spirit."

When her fears were confirmed, she started out into no vehemence of

exclamation. She quickly suppressed a few tears which would not be

withheld, and listened to my narrative of what had lately occurred, with

tokens of gratitude.

Formal consolation was superfluous. Her mind was indeed more fertile

than my own in those topics which take away its keenest edge from

affliction. She observed that it was far from being the heaviest

calamity which might have happened. The creditor was perhaps vincible by

arguments and supplications. If these should succeed, the disaster would

not only be removed, but that security from future molestation be

gained, to which they had for a long time been strangers.

Should he be obdurate, their state was far from being hopeless.

Carlton's situation allowed him to pursue his profession. His gains

would be equal, and his expenses would not be augmented. By their mutual

industry they might hope to amass sufficient to discharge the debt at no

very remote period.

What she chiefly dreaded was the pernicious influence of dejection and

sedentary labour on her brother's health. Yet this was not to be

considered as inevitable. Fortitude might be inspired by exhortation and

example, and no condition precluded us from every species of bodily

exertion. The less inclined he should prove to cultivate the means of

deliverance and happiness within his reach, the more necessary it became

for her to stimulate and fortify his resolution.

If I were captivated by the charms of this lady's person and carriage,

my reverence was excited by these proofs of wisdom and energy. I

zealously promised to concur with her in every scheme she should adopt

for her own or her brother's advantage; and, after spending some hours

with her, took my leave.

I now regretted the ignorance in which I had hitherto remained

respecting this lady. That she was, in an eminent degree, feminine and

lovely, was easily discovered; but intellectual weakness had been rashly

inferred from external frailty. She was accustomed to shrink from

observation, and reserve was mistaken for timidity. I called on Carlton

only when numerous engagements would allow, and when, by some accident,

his customary visits had been intermitted. On those occasions, my stay

was short, and my attention chiefly confined to her brother. I now

resolved to atone for my ancient negligence, not only by my own

assiduities, but by those of my wife.

On my return home, I found Mervyn and my wife in earnest discourse. I

anticipated the shock which the sensibility of the latter would receive

from the tidings which I had to communicate respecting Carlton. I was

unwilling, and yet perceived the necessity of disclosing the truth. I

desired to bring these women, as soon as possible, to the knowledge of

each other, but the necessary prelude to this was an acquaintance with

the disaster that had happened.

Scarcely had I entered the room, when Mervyn turned to me, and said,

with an air of anxiety and impatience, "Pray, my friend, have you any

knowledge of Francis Carlton?"

The mention of this name by Mervyn produced some surprise. I

acknowledged my acquaintance with him.

"Do you know in what situation he now is?"

In answer to this question, I stated by what singular means his

situation had been made known to me, and the purpose from the

accomplishment of which I had just returned. I inquired in my turn,

"Whence originated this question?"

He had overheard the name of Carlton in the prison. Two persons were

communing in a corner, and accident enabled him to catch this name,

though uttered by them in a half whisper, and to discover that the

person talked about had lately been conveyed thither.

This name was not now heard for the first time. It was connected with

remembrances that made him anxious for the fate of him to whom it

belonged. In discourse with my wife, this name chanced to be again

mentioned, and his curiosity was roused afresh. I was willing to

communicate all that I knew, but Mervyn's own destiny was too remarkable

not to absorb all my attention, and I refused to discuss any other theme

till that were fully explained. He postponed his own gratification to

mine, and consented to relate the incidents that had happened from the

moment of our separation till the present.

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