CHAPTER XVI.

The features of one whom I had seen so transiently as Wallace may be

imagined to be not easily recognised, especially when those features

were tremulous and deathful. Here, however, the differences were too

conspicuous to mislead me. I beheld one in whom I could recollect none

that bore resemblance. Though ghastly and livid, the traces of

intelligence and beauty were undefaced. The life of Wallace was of more

value to a feeble individual; but surely the being that was stretched

before me, and who was hastening to his last breath, was precious to

thousands.

Was he not one in whose place I would willingly have died? The offering

was too late. His extremities were already cold. A vapour, noisome and

contagious, hovered over him. The flutterings of his pulse had ceased.

His existence was about to close amidst convulsion and pangs.

I withdrew my gaze from this object, and walked to a table. I was nearly

unconscious of my movements. My thoughts were occupied with

contemplations of the train of horrors and disasters that pursue the

race of man. My musings were quickly interrupted by the sight of a small

cabinet, the hinges of which were broken and the lid half raised. In the

present state of my thoughts, I was prone to suspect the worst. Here

were traces of pillage. Some casual or mercenary attendant had not only

contributed to hasten the death of the patient, but had rifled his

property and fled.

This suspicion would, perhaps, have yielded to mature reflections, if I

had been suffered to reflect. A moment scarcely elapsed, when some

appearance in the mirror, which hung over the table, called my

attention. It was a human figure. Nothing could be briefer than the

glance that I fixed upon this apparition; yet there was room enough for

the vague conception to suggest itself, that the dying man had started

from his bed and was approaching me. This belief was, at the same

instant, confuted, by the survey of his form and garb. One eye, a scar

upon his cheek, a tawny skin, a form grotesquely misproportioned, brawny

as Hercules, and habited in livery, composed, as it were, the parts of

one view.

To perceive, to fear, and to confront this apparition were blended into

one sentiment. I turned towards him with the swiftness of lightning; but

my speed was useless to my safety. A blow upon my temple was succeeded

by an utter oblivion of thought and of feeling. I sunk upon the floor

prostrate and senseless.

My insensibility might be mistaken by observers for death, yet some part

of this interval was haunted by a fearful dream. I conceived myself

lying on the brink of a pit, whose bottom the eye could not reach. My

hands and legs were fettered, so as to disable me from resisting two

grim and gigantic figures who stooped to lift me from the earth. Their

purpose, methought, was to cast me into this abyss. My terrors were

unspeakable, and I struggled with such force, that my bonds snapped and

I found myself at liberty. At this moment my senses returned, and I

opened my eyes.

The memory of recent events was, for a time, effaced by my visionary

horrors. I was conscious of transition from one state of being to

another; but my imagination was still filled with images of danger. The

bottomless gulf and my gigantic persecutors were still dreaded. I looked

up with eagerness. Beside me I discovered three figures, whose character

or office was explained by a coffin of pine boards which lay upon the

floor. One stood with hammer and nails in his hand, as ready to replace

and fasten the lid of the coffin as soon as its burden should be

received.

I attempted to rise from the floor, but my head was dizzy and my sight

confused. Perceiving me revive, one of the men assisted me to regain my

feet. The mist and confusion presently vanished, so as to allow me to

stand unsupported and to move. I once more gazed at my attendants, and

recognised the three men whom I had met in High Street, and whose

conversation I have mentioned that I overheard. I looked again upon the

coffin. A wavering recollection of the incidents that led me hither, and

of the stunning blow which I had received, occurred to me. I saw into

what error appearances had misled these men, and shuddered to reflect by

what hairbreadth means I had escaped being buried alive.

Before the men had time to interrogate me, or to comment upon my

situation, one entered the apartment, whose habit and mien tended to

encourage me. The stranger was characterized by an aspect full of

composure and benignity, a face in which the serious lines of age were

blended with the ruddiness and smoothness of youth, and a garb that

bespoke that religious profession with whose benevolent doctrines the

example of Hadwin had rendered me familiar.

On observing me on my feet, he betrayed marks of surprise and

satisfaction. He addressed me in a tone of mildness:--

"Young man," said he, "what is thy condition? Art thou sick? If thou

art, thou must consent to receive the best treatment which the times

will afford. These men will convey thee to the hospital at Bush Hill."

The mention of that contagious and abhorred receptacle inspired me with

some degree of energy. "No," said I, "I am not sick; a violent blow

reduced me to this situation. I shall presently recover strength enough

to leave this spot without assistance."

He looked at me with an incredulous but compassionate air:--"I fear thou

dost deceive thyself or me. The necessity of going to the hospital is

much to be regretted, but, on the whole, it is best. Perhaps, indeed,

thou hast kindred or friends who will take care of thee?"

"No," said I; "neither kindred nor friends. I am a stranger in the city.

I do not even know a single being."

"Alas!" returned the stranger, with a sigh, "thy state is sorrowful.

But how camest thou hither?" continued he, looking around him; "and

whence comest thou?"

"I came from the country. I reached the city a few hours ago. I was in

search of a friend who lived in this house."

"Thy undertaking was strangely hazardous and rash; but who is the friend

thou seekest? Was it he who died in that bed, and whose corpse has just

been removed?"

The men now betrayed some impatience; and inquired of the last comer,

whom they called Mr. Estwick, what they were to do. He turned to me, and

asked if I were willing to be conducted to the hospital.

I assured him that I was free from disease, and stood in no need of

assistance; adding, that my feebleness was owing to a stunning blow

received from a ruffian on my temple. The marks of this blow were

conspicuous, and after some hesitation he dismissed the men; who,

lifting the empty coffin on their shoulders, disappeared.

He now invited me to descend into the parlour; "for," said he, "the air

of this room is deadly. I feel already as if I should have reason to

repent of having entered it."

He now inquired into the cause of those appearances which he had

witnessed. I explained my situation as clearly and succinctly as I was

able.

After pondering, in silence, on my story,--"I see how it is," said he;

"the person whom thou sawest in the agonies of death was a stranger. He

was attended by his servant and a hired nurse. His master's death being

certain, the nurse was despatched by the servant to procure a coffin. He

probably chose that opportunity to rifle his master's trunk, that stood

upon the table. Thy unseasonable entrance interrupted him; and he

designed, by the blow which he gave thee, to secure his retreat before

the arrival of a hearse. I know the man, and the apparition thou hast so

well described was his. Thou sayest that a friend of thine lived in this

house: thou hast come too late to be of service. The whole family have

perished. Not one was suffered to escape."

This intelligence was fatal to my hopes. It required some efforts to

subdue my rising emotions. Compassion not only for Wallace, but for

Thetford, his father, his wife and his child, caused a passionate

effusion of tears. I was ashamed of this useless and childlike

sensibility; and attempted to apologize to my companion. The sympathy,

however, had proved contagious, and the stranger turned away his face to

hide his own tears.

"Nay," said he, in answer to my excuses, "there is no need to be ashamed

of thy emotion. Merely to have known this family, and to have witnessed

their deplorable fate, is sufficient to melt the most obdurate heart. I

suspect that thou wast united to some one of this family by ties of

tenderness like those which led the unfortunate _Maravegli_ hither."

This suggestion was attended, in relation to myself, with some degree of

obscurity; but my curiosity was somewhat excited by the name that he had

mentioned, I inquired into the character and situation of this person,

and particularly respecting his connection with this family.

"Maravegli," answered he, "was the lover of the eldest daughter, and

already betrothed to her. The whole family, consisting of helpless

females, had placed themselves under his peculiar guardianship. Mary

Walpole and her children enjoyed in him a husband and a father."

The name of Walpole, to which I was a stranger, suggested doubts which I

hastened to communicate. "I am in search," said I, "not of a female

friend, though not devoid of interest in the welfare of Thetford and his

family. My principal concern is for a youth, by name Wallace."

He looked at me with surprise. "Thetford! this is not his abode. He

changed his habitation some weeks previous to the _fever_. Those who

last dwelt under this roof were an Englishwoman and seven daughters."

This detection of my error somewhat consoled me. It was still possible

that Wallace was alive and in safety. I eagerly inquired whither

Thetford had removed, and whether he had any knowledge of his present

condition.

They had removed to No.--, in Market Street. Concerning their state he

knew nothing. His acquaintance with Thetford was imperfect. Whether he

had left the city or had remained, he was wholly uninformed.

It became me to ascertain the truth in these respects. I was preparing

to offer my parting thanks to the person by whom I had been so highly

benefited; since, as he now informed me, it was by his interposition

that I was hindered from being enclosed alive in a coffin. He was

dubious of my true condition, and peremptorily commanded the followers

of the hearse to desist. A delay of twenty minutes, and some medical

application, would, he believed, determine whether my life was

extinguished or suspended. At the end of this time, happily, my senses

were recovered.

Seeing my intention to depart, he inquired why, and whither I was going.

Having heard my answer,--"Thy design," resumed he, "is highly indiscreet

and rash. Nothing will sooner generate this fever than fatigue and

anxiety. Thou hast scarcely recovered from the blow so lately received.

Instead of being useful to others, this precipitation will only disable

thyself. Instead of roaming the streets and inhaling this unwholesome

air, thou hadst better betake thyself to bed and try to obtain some

sleep. In the morning, thou wilt be better qualified to ascertain the

fate of thy friend, and afford him the relief which he shall want."

I could not but admit the reasonableness of these remonstrances; but

where should a chamber and bed be sought? It was not likely that a new

attempt to procure accommodation at the inns would succeed better than

the former.

"Thy state," replied he, "is sorrowful. I have no house to which I can

lead thee. I divide my chamber, and even my bed, with another, and my

landlady could not be prevailed upon to admit a stranger. What thou wilt

do, I know not. This house has no one to defend it. It was purchased and

furnished by the last possessor; but the whole family, including

mistress, children, and servants, were cut off in a single week.

Perhaps no one in America can claim the property. Meanwhile, plunderers

are numerous and active. A house thus totally deserted, and replenished

with valuable furniture, will, I fear, become their prey. To-night

nothing can be done towards rendering it secure, but staying in it. Art

thou willing to remain here till the morrow?

"Every bed in the house has probably sustained a dead person. It would

not be proper, therefore, to lie in any one of them. Perhaps thou mayest

find some repose upon this carpet. It is, at least, better than the

harder pavement and the open air."

This proposal, after some hesitation, I embraced. He was preparing to

leave me, promising, if life were spared to him, to return early in the

morning. My curiosity respecting the person whose dying agonies I had

witnessed prompted me to detain him a few minutes.

"Ah!" said he, "this, perhaps, is the only one of many victims to this

pestilence whose loss the remotest generations may have reason to

deplore. He was the only descendant of an illustrious house of Venice.

He has been devoted from his childhood to the acquisition of knowledge

and the practice of virtue. He came hither as an enlightened observer;

and, after traversing the country, conversing with all the men in it

eminent for their talents or their office, and collecting a fund of

observations whose solidity and justice have seldom been paralleled, he

embarked, three months ago, for Europe.

"Previously to his departure, he formed a tender connection with the

eldest daughter of this family. The mother and her children had recently

arrived from England. So many faultless women, both mentally and

personally considered, it was not my fortune to meet with before. This

youth well deserved to be adopted into this family. He proposed to

return with the utmost expedition to his native country, and, after the

settlement of his affairs, to hasten back to America and ratify his

contract with Fanny Walpole.

"The ship in which he embarked had scarcely gone twenty leagues to sea,

before she was disabled by a storm, and obliged to return to port. He

posted to New York, to gain a passage in a packet shortly to sail.

Meanwhile this malady prevailed among us. Mary Walpole pole was hindered

by her ignorance of the nature of that evil which assailed us, and the

counsel of injudicious friends, from taking the due precautions for her

safety. She hesitated to fly till flight was rendered impracticable. Her

death added to the helplessness and distraction of the family. They were

successively seized and destroyed by the same pest.

"Maravegli was apprized of their danger. He allowed the packet to depart

without him, and hastened to rescue the Walpoles from the perils which

encompassed them. He arrived in this city time enough to witness the

interment of the last survivor. In the same hour he was seized himself

by this disease: the catastrophe is known to thee.

"I will now leave thee to thy repose. Sleep is no less needful to myself

than to thee; for this is the second night which has passed without it."

Saying this, my companion took his leave.

I now enjoyed leisure to review my situation. I experienced no

inclination to sleep. I lay down for a moment, but my comfortless

sensations and restless contemplations would not permit me to rest.

Before I entered this house, I was tormented with hunger; but my craving

had given place to inquietude and loathing. I paced, in thoughtful and

anxious mood, across the floor of the apartment.

I mused upon the incidents related by Estwick, upon the exterminating

nature of this pestilence, and on the horrors of which it was

productive. I compared the experience of the last hours with those

pictures which my imagination had drawn in the retirements of

_Malverton_. I wondered at the contrariety that exists between the

scenes of the city and the country; and fostered, with more zeal than

ever, the resolution to avoid those seats of depravity and danger.

Concerning my own destiny, however, I entertained no doubt. My new

sensations assured me that my stomach had received this corrosive

poison. Whether I should die or live was easily decided. The sickness

which assiduous attendance and powerful prescriptions might remove

would, by negligence and solitude, be rendered fatal; but from whom

could I expect medical or friendly treatment?

I had indeed a roof over my head. I should not perish in the public way;

but what was my ground for hoping to continue under this roof? My

sickness being suspected, I should be dragged in a cart to the hospital;

where I should, indeed, die, but not with the consolation of loneliness

and silence. Dying groans were the only music, and livid corpses were

the only spectacle, to which I should there be introduced.

Immured in these dreary meditations, the night passed away. The light

glancing through the window awakened in my bosom a gleam of

cheerfulness. Contrary to my expectations, my feelings were not more

distempered, notwithstanding my want of sleep, than on the last evening.

This was a token that my state was far from being so desperate as I

suspected. It was possible, I thought, that this was the worst

indisposition to which I was liable.

Meanwhile, the coming of Estwick was impatiently expected. The sun

arose, and the morning advanced, but he came not. I remembered that he

talked of having reason to repent his visit to this house. Perhaps he,

likewise, was sick, and this was the cause of his delay. This man's

kindness had even my love. If I had known the way to his dwelling, I

should have hastened thither, to inquire into his condition, and to

perform for him every office that humanity might enjoin; but he had not

afforded me any information on that head.

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