MUTUAL LOVE.
"Oh, happy love! where love like this is found!
Oh, heart-felt raptures! bliss beyond compare!
I've paced much this weary mortal round,
And sage experience bids me this declare:
If Heaven a draught of heavenly pleasure spare,
One cordial in this melancholy vale,
'Tis when a youthful, loving modest pair
In other's arms breathe out love's tender tale
Beneath the milk-white thorn that scents the evening gale."
It was a long distance from the theatre to Cissy's home, but the
distance was short to Geraldine and her lover, as they sat side by side
in the cab, almost wishing that the ride would never come to an end, it
was so heavenly sweet to be together again.
Both of them were in secret ecstasies at the catastrophe to Clifford
Standish that had seemed to remove him from their path forever.
The future seemed to stretch before them roseate, shining,
love-crowned, blissful.
Cissy did her best to explain away all the shadows that had come
between them all.
"Geraldine, I wrote you five letters. Why didn't you answer them, you
cruel girl?"
"Five letters? Oh, Cissy, I never received one of them; and it almost
broke my heart that you would not answer all the long ones I wrote to
you."
"You wrote to me? How strange that I did not get a line from you, dear.
And I was so grieved, so uneasy over you. I thought you were proud and
stubborn. But, tell me--did you post them yourself?"
"No; I always gave them to Mr. Standish to send out with the company's
mail."
"Ah! that accounts for all. The wretch intercepted our letters to each
other, just as he did Mr. Hawthorne's letters to you."
"I do not understand," said Geraldine; so they told her the story of
the actor's treachery.
Everything lay bare before her now, and she comprehended that all she
had suffered since her parting with Harry Hawthorne had been brought
about by a deep-laid plot, involving both her happiness and honor; for
what if she had married Standish to-night--he, who already had a wife,
whom he had deserted!
Her honor would have been trampled in the dust; her life wrecked, to
gratify the base passion of this monster, whom she had mistakenly
believed the embodiment of truth and goodness.
Trembling with horror at all that she had so narrowly escaped,
Geraldine bowed her head in her hands and sobbed aloud.
And Harry Hawthorne longed to take her in his arms and comfort her, but
he did not have the right yet, for only words of friendship had been
spoken between them, and he feared and dreaded that she had given her
young heart to the wretch who had succeeded so well in his vile plans
for parting them in the first flush of their sweet love-dream.
But now they were at home, and, bidding the cabman wait, he went in
with the girls, saying:
"I know it is rather late to make a call, but something impels me to
have a talk with Miss Harding to-night, if she will permit me."
She gave a glad assent, seconded by Cissy, who said, cordially:
"Yes, indeed, come in and talk to Geraldine. You are very excusable
under the circumstances."
And, lighting up the poor, but neat, little room, she left them and
retired to the adjoining one, where she busied herself with little
preparations for the morrow, so as not to embarrass the lovers by her
presence.
As for them, when they were left alone, Hawthorne, still standing, took
Geraldine's hand and drew her to him, gazing into her face with tender,
questioning blue eyes.
The answering look in her sweet tearful eyes was so satisfactory that
he said:
"I think everything is explained between us now, is it not, Geraldine?
You must have known before we parted that fatal day that I loved you!"
She could not speak because of the happy sob in her throat, but her
burning blushes seemed to answer yes, and he pressed her little hand
tighter as he continued:
"Yes, even in the brief time I knew you, dearest, you had become the
one love of my life, treasured in my heart as the most rare and
radiant thing under heaven. And I--I--fancied I read in your sweet
smiles that my love would not be given in vain--that I should win you
for my own!"
It was like the sweetest music in her ears to hear him telling his
love so ardently, with that eager look in his eyes, and such a quiver
of hope and fear in his musical voice. It was so dear, so sweet, so
thrilling, Geraldine could have listened unweariedly forever.
Oh, first love! what a glimpse through the open gates of heaven it is
to the youthful heart! Nothing that comes after, even in the longest
life, can compare with it in bliss.
It clothes the world in new beauty, makes the sky more blue, the
flowers more fair, the sunlight more golden.
And, thank Heaven, it can gladden the hearts of the poor and humble
as well as the rich and great. None are so poor that beautiful Love
refuses to visit them, or abide in their hearts.
So to this pair of lovers, though their lot in life was but lowly,
and the roof that sheltered them humble, came as pure and rich a joy
as if they had dwelt in palace halls. Is it not a glorious provision
of Providence that love is free for all? Not bought like diamonds,
although it shines brighter; not purchased like luxuries, although it
is sweeter, but free as the pure air of heaven, although the greatest
luxury, so that if it had to be bought it would bring the greatest
price of all.
"Oh, Geraldine," cried her lover, "I love you still, I shall love you
always, even if my love prove hopeless, and changes from bliss to
endless pain! But give me some little hope to feed on, dearest one.
Tell me that that base wretch Standish did not win you with his wicked
arts, did not turn your heart against me!"
"Oh, no, no, no!" she murmured, faintly, then paused, abashed,
remembering how she had listened to and believed all the cruel
falsehoods against her true lover.
"You believed in me, in spite of all! Oh, how can I thank you----" he
began, but she interrupted.
"Oh, no, I was not so noble as you believe, for I thought he told the
truth. But--but--it made me wretched, thinking you were what he said,
for--I could not love him, though he begged me. I--I--loved you, in
spite of all!"
"Geraldine--my own!" and he caught her to his breast, their lips
meeting in Love's first kiss.
Oh, the happiness of that moment; its never-to-be-forgotten bliss! It
paid for all they had suffered in the months that they had been so
cruelly parted by the machinations of a villain.
At last they thought of sitting down, although Hawthorne said, happily:
"But it must be for only a moment; then I must tear myself away, and
not keep you from your needful rest, my beloved one. To-morrow I will
come again, and feast my eyes on the sight of you."
"Oh, it is not so late, and--I am not sleepy," she faltered.
"Darling!" and he kissed the sweet lips fondly again; then, holding her
hand, and looking deep in her tender eyes, he continued: "I am going to
ask you for one pledge of the love you have so sweetly confessed for
me, Geraldine. Promise me that you will never go on the stage again."
"Oh, never, never! I hate it now, and I will never tread the boards
again!" vowed Geraldine, in eager earnest, shuddering at thought of the
pitfalls Clifford Standish had spread for her unwary feet, and thanking
Heaven in her secret heart that she had escaped them.
She could not bring herself to confess to her lover that she had
actually promised to marry Standish that night, and that only a
fortunate accident had prevented the consummation of the horror. Why,
even now, instead of this dear hand-clasp, instead of these dear
kisses, she might have been trembling in silent disgust at the caresses
of a man she could never love! Oh, how good Heaven had been to save her
from the consequences of her own folly, and restore her to her love
again!
She resolved never to tell Hawthorne of that broken engagement. She
felt that she could almost die of shame to have him find it out.
"I must keep that secret from him, and I must never tell him, either,
that I tried to throw away my life when I thought him married to
another. I should not like him to know quite how fondly I love him!"
she thought, with sensitive maiden pride.
Then Hawthorne had to tear himself away.
"To-morrow is Christmas, and I shall try to spend it with you," he
said, fondly. "But I may be kept from your side by a fire, for there
are always so many on Christmas Day. So, if I fail to come, don't let
Standish create any misunderstandings between us again," he laughed,
secure in the thought that his enemy was safe in prison.
Geraldine promised very sincerely to trust her love, in spite of a
hundred plots against him, and then they called Cissy in, and told her
happily of their betrothal.
"I am the happiest man in New York to-night," he said, as he bade them
good-night, leaving them to their sweet, girlish confidences.