XXI.

Captain Hap was wiser in his generation than the child of light.

Before a week had gone by, Bayard found himself the victim of

one of the cruelest forms of human persecution--the scandal of a

provincial town.

Its full force fell suddenly upon him.

Now, this was the one thing for which he was totally unprepared; of

every other kind of martyrdom, it seemed to him, he had recognized

the possibility: this had never entered his mind.

He accepted it with that outward serenity which means in a man of

his temperament the costliest expenditure of inward vitality, and,

turning neither to the right nor to the left, kept on his way.

Averted looks avoided him upon the streets. Cold glances sought

him in Angel Alley. Suspicion lurked in eyes that had always met

him cordially. Hands were withdrawn that had never failed to meet

his heartily. His ears quivered with comments overheard as he

passed through groups upon the business streets. The more public

and the more respectable the place, the worse his reception. He

came quickly into the habit of avoiding, when he could, the better

portions of the town.

Before he had time to determine on any given course of conduct, he

felt himself hunted down into Angel Alley, like other outcasts.

The Reverend Mr. Fenton in this crisis did what appealed to him as

a praiseworthy deed. He came down to the chapel, and, in the eyes

of Angel Alley sought his classmate boldly. Give him the credit of

the act; it meant more than we may readily distinguish.

Men who conform, who live like other men, who think in the

accustomed channels, are not to be judged by the standard which we

hold before our heroes. He held out his hand to Bayard with some

unnecessary effusion.

“My dear fellow!” he murmured, “this is really--you know--I came

to--express my sympathy.”

“Thank you, Fenton,” said Bayard quietly.

He said nothing more, and Fenton looked embarrassed. He had

prepared himself at some length to go into the subject. He felt

that Bayard’s natural indiscretion needed the check which it had

probably now received, for life. But he found himself unable to

say anything of the kind. The words shriveled on his tongue. His

own eyes fell before Bayard’s high look. A spectator might have

thought their positions to be reversed; that the clergyman was the

culprit, and the slandered missionary the judge and patron. Fenton

was uncomfortable, and, after a few meaningless words, he said

good-morning, and turned away.

“Of course,” he observed, as he went down the long steps of

the mission, “you will meet this slander by some explanation,

or change of tack? You will adapt your course hereafter to the

circumstances?”

“I shall explain nothing, and change nothing,” answered Bayard

calmly. “I should do the same thing over again to-morrow, if I had

it to do. I have committed no imprudence, and I shall stoop to no

apology. I doubt if there are six civilized places in this country

where an honest man in my position, doing my work, would have been

subjected to the consequences which have befallen a simple deed

of Christian mercy such as has been done by scores of better men

than I, before me. Why, it has not even the merit--or demerit--of

originality! I did not invent the salvation of the Magdalene. That

dates back about two thousand years. It takes a pretty low mind to

slander a man for it.”

This was the only bitter thing he was heard to say. It may be

pardoned him. It silenced the Reverend Mr. Fenton, and he departed

thoughtfully from Angel Alley.

As Bayard looked back upon these lonely days, when the fury of

the storm which swept about his ears had subsided, as such social

tornadoes do, he perceived that the thing from which he had

suffered most keenly was the disapproval of his own people. Wrong

him they did not, because they could not. They might as easily have

smirched the name and memory of the beloved disciple. But criticise

him they did, poor souls! Windover gossip, the ultimatum of their

narrow lives, seemed to them to partake of the finalities of death

and the judgment. The treasurer of the society was troubled.

“We must reef to the breeze! we must reef to the breeze!” he

repeated mournfully. “But, my dear sir, you must allow me to say

that I think it would have been better seamanship to have avoided

it altogether.”

“What would you have had me do, Mr. Bond?” asked Bayard, looking

rather pale. “I am sorry to disappoint _you_. The love and trust of

my own people is all I have,” he faltered.

“Some witness, for instance,” suggested Mr. Bond. “To be sure, you

did call on the police, I am told.”

“All Angel Alley was my witness,” returned Bayard, recovering his

self-possession.

“Some woman, then--some lady?”

“Name the woman. I thought of summoning your wife. Should you have

let her go on such an errand, on such a night, at such an hour, and

under such conditions?”

“I ought to have let her go,” answered the officer of the heretic

church, honestly. “I’m not sure that I should.”

He looked perplexed, but none the less troubled for that, and

sighed as he shook hands with his pastor. Mrs. Bond took her

husband’s arm, and walked away with him. “I would have done it,

John,” she said. But she was crying; so was Mrs. Granite. Jane’s

face was white and scared. Captain Hap was very sober. Job Slip

was significantly silent. Rumor had it, that a fight was brewing

between Job and the Trawls. Job’s anger, if thoroughly aroused,

was a serious affair. Bayard felt the discomfort and annoyance of

his people acutely. He went away alone, and walked up and down

the winter coast, for miles and hours, trying to regain himself

in solitude and the breath of the sea. For some time he found it

impossible to think coherently. A few words got the ring of his

mind, and shook it:--

“From that time many of His disciples went back, and walked no more

with Him.”

* * * * *

Usually in such a situation, some one trivial occurrence fixes

itself upon the sore imagination of a man and galls him above all

the really important aspects of his misfortune. This trifle came to

Bayard in the reception of a letter from the girl herself.

DEAR SIR, MR. BAYARD: My hart will brake to think I cause you

shame for savin of a poor girl. I see that peece in the paper. It

aint far to gess who done it. If it wasnt for disgrasin you Ide

kill Ben Trawl tonite. I wouldnt mind hangin. I know how Ide do

it too. But dont you trubble I wont shame you no more. I’ll clare

out all-together. So good-bye and God bless you Sir.

This is from, Yours respictfully, LENA.

Bayard’s reply to Lena’s note was to go straight to the gunpowder

factory, and speak with the girl. The superintendent stood by, and

overheard him say, in a commanding tone:--

“Lena, you will not leave this town. You will come to the chapel as

usual. You will sing with us next Sunday. You will pay no attention

to anything that you hear, or see. You will never suffer yourself

even to _suppose_ that any base, low mind or tongue can injure your

pastor. You will do as I bid you, and you will become the woman you

promised to. You will do this with my help or without it. Anything

may happen to a person. Nothing can undo a promise.”

“Mr. Bayard, sir,” said Lena, forcing back her tears, for she was

not a crying girl, “I’m a girl of my word, and I ain’t goin’ back

on you. But there’s one thing I’ve got to say. Mebbe I shouldn’t

have another chance, bein’ things are as they be. I _did_ want

to ask you, Mr. Bayard, sir, if I was to be a good girl long

enough,--as long as you should set the time to make me fit,--do you

suppose, Mr. Bayard, you would ever feel so as if you could touch

your hat to me--same as you do to decent girls?”

The superintendent of the powder factory brushed his hand across

his eyes. Bayard was much moved.

The dark, little figure of the girl, in her working-clothes,

standing stolidly at her post in the most dangerous of the deadly

trades, wherein no “hand” can insure his life, blurred before the

minister. He thought how little life could mean to Lena, at its

kindest and best.

“When the time comes,” he said gently, “I shall lift my hat to you.”

“That’s worth while,” said Lena in her short, forcible way. She

turned and went back to her work.

The factory seemed to throb with the struggle of imprisoned death

to burst its bars. Bayard came out into the air with the long

breath which the bravest man always drew when he left the buildings.

These incidents (which are events to the solitary, missionary life)

were but two days old when Joey Slip climbed the minister’s stairs,

sobbing dolorously.

Rumor was running in Windover that Job was drunk again. Neither the

child nor the wife could say if truth were in it, for neither had

seen the man since yesterday. But Mari had dispatched the boy to

the minister with the miserable news. With a smothered exclamation

which Joey found it impossible to translate, Bayard snatched the

child’s hand, and set forth. His face wore a terrible look. He

reached the wharves in time to come directly upon Job, the centre

of a ring of jeering roughs. Muddy, wet, torn, splashed with slime

from the docks, hatless and raving, Job was doing his maudlin best

to fight Ben Trawl, who stood at a safe distance, smiling with

the cynicism of a rumseller who never drinks. Job--poor Job, the

“reformed man”; Job, who had fought harder for his manhood than

most sober men ever fight for anything from the baby’s crib to the

broadcloth casket; Job, the “pillar” of Christlove mission, the

pride and pet of the struggling people; Job, the one sure comfort

of his pastor’s most discouraged hour,--Job stood there, abased and

hideous.

He had lived one splendid year; he had done one glorious thing;

he had achieved that for which better men than he should take

off their hats to him. And there--Bayard looked at him once, and

covered his face.

Job recognized him, and, frenzied as he was, sunk upon his knees

in the mud, and crawled towards the minister, piteously holding up

his hands. One must have been in Job’s place, or in Bayard’s, to

understand what that moment was to these two men.

In the paltry scenes of what we call the society of the world,

there are no actors who should criticise, as there are few who can

comprehend the rôles of this plain and common tragedy.

With the eyes of a condemning angel, Bayard strode into the group,

and took Job home.

“It’s clear D. T.,” said Captain Hap between his teeth.

Bayard sent for a doctor, who prescribed chloral, and said the

case was serious. Mari put on a clean apron, and dusted up the

rooms, and reinforced the minister, who proceeded to nurse Job for

thirty-six hours. Captain Hap went home. He said he’d rather tie a

slipknot round the fellar’s neck, and drawr it taut.

But when Job came to himself, poor fellow, the truth came with him.

Job had been the blameless victim of one of those incredible but

authenticated plots which lend blackness to the dark complexion of

the liquor trade.

Job was working ashore, it seemed, for a week, being out of a

chance to ship; and he had been upon the wharves, salting down

fish, and came out at his nooning, with the rest, for his lunch.

There was a well, in a yard, by the fish-flakes, and a dipper,

chained, hung from the pump.

It came Job’s turn to drink from the dipper. And when he had

drunk, the devil entered into him. For the rim of the dipper had

been maliciously smeared with rum. Into the parched body of the

“reformed man” the fire of that flavor ran, as flame runs through

stubble in a drought.

The half-cured drunkard remembered putting down his head, and

starting for the nearest grogshop on a run, with a yell. From that

moment till Bayard found him, Job remembered nothing more. Such

episodes of the nether world are not rare enough to be doubted, and

this one is no fiction.

“I’m in for it, now,” groaned Job. “Might as well go to h---- and

done with it.”

Then Bayard, haggard from watching, turned and looked on Job. Job

put his hands before his face.

“Oh, _sir_!” he cried. “But you see, there ain’t a wharf-rat left

in Windover as ’u’d trust me now!”

“Take my hand, Job,” said the minister slowly.

Job took it, sobbing like a baby.

“Now climb up again, Job!” said Bayard in a strong voice. “I’m with

you!”

Thus went the words of the shortest sermon of the minister’s life.

To the end of his days, Job Slip will think it was the greatest and

the best.

Captain Hap, penitent, but with no idea of saying so, came up the

tenement stairs. Mari and Joey sat beside the fire. Mari was frying

chunks of haddock for supper. Joey was singing in a contented

little voice something that he had caught in the mission:--

“Veresawidenessin Godsmer--_cy_

Likevewidenessof vesea....

ForveloveofGod is bwoard--_er_

Vanvemeazzerof mansmine

Anve heartof veE--ter--nal

Ismoswonderfully kine.”

“Hear the boy!” cried Mari, laughing for the first time for many

black days.

“What in the world is he singin’?” asked Joey’s father.

“Why, I’m sure it’s as plain as can be,” said Joey’s mother,--

“‘There’s a wideness in God’s mercy,

Like the wideness of the sea.’

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