XVIII.

A fiery July was followed by a scorching August. There was a long

drought, and simooms of fine, irritating dust. The gasping town and

inland country flocked to the coast in more than the usual force.

The hotels brimmed over. Even Windover fanned herself, and lay in

hammocks lazily, watching for the two o’clock east wind to stir the

topsails of the schooners trying under full canvas to crawl around

the Point. In Angel Alley the heat was something unprecedented; and

the devil shook hands with discomfort as he is fain to, and made

new comrades.

Bayard was heavily overworked. He gave himself few pleasures,

after the fashion of the man; and the summer people at the Point

knew him not. He was not of them, nor of their world. Afterwards,

he recalled, with a kind of pain lacking little of anguish, how

few in number had been his evenings in the cool parlor of the

cottage, where the lace curtains blew in and out through the

purple twilight, or on the impearled harbor, in the dory, when

the sun went down, and he drifted with her between earth and

heaven, between light and reflection, in a glamour of color, in

alternations of quiet, dangerous talk, and of more dangerous

silence; brief, stolen hours when duty seemed a dimming dream, and

human joy the only reality, the sole value, the decreed and eternal

end of life. Upon this rare and scanty substitute for happiness he

fed; and from it he fled.

Between his devotions and his desertions the woman stood mute and

inscrutable. And while they still moved apart, saying, “The summer

is before us,” lo, the petals of the Cape roses had flown on the

hot winds, the goldenrod was lifting its sword of flame on the

undulating gray downs, and the summer was spent.

And yet, at every march and countermarch in the drill of duty, he

was aware of her. It could not be said that she ever overstepped

the invisible line which he had elected to draw between them;

though it might be said that she had the fine pride which did not

seem to see it. Helen had the quiet, maidenly reserve of an elder

and more delicate day than ours. To throw her young enthusiasm

into his work without obtruding herself upon his attention, was a

difficult procedure, for which she had at once the decorum and the

wit.

At unexpected crises and in unthought-of ways he came upon her

footprints or her sleight-of-hand. Helen’s methods were purely her

own. She followed neither law nor gospel; no rules or precedents

controlled her. She relieved what suffering she chose, and omitted

where she did elect; and he was sometimes astonished at the common

sense of her apparent willfulness. She had no more training in

sociological problems than the goldenrod upon the bosom of her

white gown; yet she seldom made a serious mistake. In a word, this

summer girl, playing at charity for a season’s amusement, poured

a refreshing amount of novelty, vigor, ingenuity, and feminine

defiance of routine into the labors of the lonely man. His too

serious and anxious people found her as diverting as a pretty

parlor play. A laugh ran around like a light flame whenever she

came upon the sombre scene. She took a bevy of idle girls with her,

and gave entertainments on which Angel Alley hung, a breathless

and admiring crowd. She played, she sang, she read, she decorated.

Pictures sprang on barren walls; books stood on empty shelves;

games crowded the smoking-room; a piano replaced the painstaking

melodeon; life and light leaped where she trod, into the poor and

unpopular place. The people took to her one of the strong, loyal

fancies of the coast. Unsuspected by her, or by himself, she began,

even then, to be known among them as “the minister’s girl.” But

this hurt nobody, neither herself nor him, and their deference to

her never defaulted. In the indulgence of that summer’s serious

mood, Helen seldom met, he was forced to suspect that she purposely

avoided, the preacher. Often he entered a laughing home from which

she had just vanished. Sometimes--but less often--he found that

she had preceded him where death and trouble were. Their personal

interviews were rare, and of her seeking, never.

“She is amusing herself with a novelty,” he thought. Then came the

swift, unbidden question, If this is her beautiful whim, what would

her dedication be?

Since, to play at helping a man’s work, though at the tip of the

sceptre by which he held her back, meant sense and sympathy, fervor

and courage like this, what would it be to the great and solemn

purpose of his life, if she shared it, crowned queen?

It was an August evening, sultry and smoky. Forest fires had been

burning for a week on the wooded side of the harbor, and the air

was thick. It was Sunday, and the streets and wharves and beaches

of Windover surged with vacuous eyes and irritable passions. The

lock-ups were full, the saloons overflowed. The ribald song and

excessive oath of the coast swept up and down like air currents.

There had been several accidents and some fights. Rum ran in

streams. It was one of the stifling evenings when the most decent

tenement retains only the sick or the helpless, and when the

occupants of questionable sailors’ boarding-houses and nameless

dens crawl out like vermin fleeing from fire. It was one of the

nights when the souls of women go to perdition, and when men do

not argue with their vices. It was one of the nights when ease and

cool, luxury and delicacy, forget the gehenna that they escape; and

when only the strong few remember the weakness of the many.

Upon the long beach of fine white sand which spanned the space

between the docks and the cliffs of the wooded coast, there

gathered that evening a large and unusual crowd. Angel Alley was

there en masse. The wharves poured out a mighty delegation. Dories

put out from anchored vessels whose prows nodded in the inner

harbor, and their crews swarmed to the beach in schools, like fish

to a net.

A few citizens of another sort, moved, one might say, from

curiosity, innocent or malicious, joined themselves to the

fishermen and sailors. Their numbers were increased by certain of

the summer people from the Point, drawn from their piazzas and

their hammocks by rumors of a sensation. An out-of-door service,

said to be the first of its kind conducted by the remarkable young

preacher of such excellent family and such eccentric career, was

not without its attractions even on the hottest evening of the

season. There might have been easily eight hundred or a thousand

people facing the light temporary desk or pulpit which had been

erected at the head of the beach for the speaker’s use.

The hour was early, and it would have been very light but for

the smoke in the air, through which the sun hung, quivering and

sinister, with the malevolent blood-red color of drought and

blasting heat.

“Statira,” in a low tone said the puzzled voice of the Professor

of Theology, “this is--I must say--really, a most extraordinary

gathering. It quite impresses me.”

“I have read something somewhere it reminds me of,” mused Mrs.

Carruth, with a knot between her placid brows. “Where was it,

Haggai?--Helen! Helen! What have I read that is like this? I can’t

think whether it is George Eliot, or Fox’s Book of Martyrs. Perhaps

it is the Memoirs of Whitefield; but certainly”--

“Possibly,” suggested Helen, “it may have been the New Testament.”

“That’s it! You have it!” cried Mrs. Carruth, with mild relief.

“That’s the very thing. How extraordinary! It _is_ the New

Testament I have got into my head.”

The Professor of Theology changed color slightly, but he made no

answer to his wife. He was absorbed in watching the scene before

him. There were many women in the crowd, but men predominated in

proportion significant to the eye familiar with the painfully

feminine character of New England religious audiences. Of these

men, four fifths were toilers of the sea, red of face, uncertain of

step, rough of hand, keen of eye, and open of heart,--

“Fearing no God but wind and wet.”

The scent of bad liquor was strong upon the heavy, windless air;

oaths rippled to and fro as easily as the waves upon the beach, and

(it seemed) quite as much according to the laws of Nature. Yet the

men bore a decent look of personal respect for the situation. All

wore their best clothes, and most were clean for the occasion. They

chatted among themselves freely, paying small heed to the presence

of strangers, these being regarded as inferior aliens who did not

know how to man a boat in a gale.

The fisherman’s sense of his own superior position is, in any

event, something delightful. In this case there was added the

special aristocracy recognized in Angel Alley as belonging to

Bayard’s people. Right under the ears of the Professor of Theology

uprose these awful words:--

“D---- them swells. He don’t care a ---- for them. We get along

up to Christlove without ’em, don’t we, Bob? The parson’s ourn,

anyhow. He can’t be bothered with the likes o’ them.”

“Look a’ Job Slip yonder! See the face of him, shaved like a dude.

That’s him, a-passin’ round hymn-books. Who’d believe it? _Job!_

Why, he ain’t teched a ---- drop sence he swore off! Look a’ that

young one of his taggin’ to his finger! That’s his wife, that

bleached-out creetur in a new bunnet. See the look of her now!”

“It’s a way women have,--lookin’ like that when a man swears off,”

replied a young fellow, wriggling uncomfortably. “It kinder puts my

eyes out--like it was a lamp turned up too high.”

He winked hard and turned away.

“Ben Trawl! Hello, Trawl! _You_ here? So fond of the minister as

this?”

“I like to keep my eye on him,” replied Ben Trawl grimly.

Captain Hap, distributing camp-chairs for the women of the

audience, turned and eyed Ben over his shoulder. The Captain’s

small, keen eyes held the dignity and the scorn of age and

character.

“Shut up there!” he said authoritatively. “The minister’s comin’.

Trot back to your grogshop, Ben. This ain’t no place for Judases,

nor yet for rummies.”

“Gorry,” laughed a young skipper; “he ain’t got customers enough to

okkepy him. They’re all here.”

Now there sifted through the crowd an eager, affectionate whisper.

“There! There’s the preacher. Look that way--See? That tall, thin

fellar--him with the eyes.”

“That’s him! That’s him. That long-sparred fellar. Three cheers for

him!” shouted the mate of a collier, flinging up his hat.

A billow of applause started along the beach. Then a woman’s voice

called out:--

“Boys, he don’t like it!” and the wave of sound dropped as suddenly

as it rose.

“He comes!” cried an Italian.

“So he does, Tony, so he does!” echoed the woman. “God bless him!”

“He comes,” repeated Tony. “Hush you, boys--the Christman comes!”

The Professor of Theology pressed the tips of his scholarly fingers

upon his aging eyes.

It was some moments before he commanded himself, and looked up.

Bayard stood bareheaded in the color of the red sun. He was pale,

notwithstanding the warmth of the evening, and had a look so worn

that those who loved him most felt unspoken fear like the grip

of a hand at their hearts. The transparence, the delicacy of his

appearance,--bathed in the scarlet of the murky sunset, as he

was,--gave him an aspect half unreal. He seemed for the moment to

be a beautiful phantom rising from a mist of blood. A hush, half of

reverence, half of awe, fell upon all the people; it grew so still

that the lazy breath of the shallow wave at that moment spent upon

the beach, could be heard stirring through the calm.

Suddenly, and before the preacher had spoken any word, the

impressive silence was marred by a rude sound. It was a girl’s

coarse laugh.

Then there was seen upon the beach, and quite apart from the

throng, a little group of nameless women, standing with their

backs to the sacred scene. Some one--Job Slip, perhaps, or Captain

Hap--started with an exclamation of horror to suppress the

disturbance, when the preacher’s lifted hand withstood him. To

the consternation of his church officers, and to the astonishment

of his audience, Bayard deliberately left the desk, and, passing

through the throng, which respectfully divided before him to left

and right, himself approached the women.

“Lena!... _Magdalena!_”

He said but that word. The girl looked up--and down. She felt as if

an archangel from the heavens, commissioned with the rebuke of God,

had smitten her with something far more terrible--the mercy of man.

“You disturb us, Lena,” said the preacher gently. “Come.”

She followed him; and the girls behind her. They hung their heads.

Lena scrawled she knew not what with the tip of her gaudy parasol

upon the beach. Her heavy eyes traced the little pebbles in the

sand. For her life, she thought, she could not have lifted her

smarting lids. Till that moment, perhaps, Lena had never known what

shame meant. It overwhelmed her, like the deluge which one dreams

may foretell the end of the world.

The street girls followed the preacher silently. He conducted them

gently through the throng, and seated them quite near the desk or

table which served him as a pulpit. Some of his people frowned. The

girls looked abashed at this courtesy.

Bayard ignored both evidences of attention to his unexpected act,

passing it by as a matter of course, and without further delay made

signs to his singers, and the service began.

* * * * *

Was it magic or miracle? Was it holiness or eloquence? Did he speak

with the tongue of man or of angel? Where was the secret? What was

the charm? Not a man or woman of them could have answered, but not

a soul of them could have gainsaid the power of the preacher; the

Professor of Theology least of all. This learned man stood the

service out, upon the beach, behind the camp-chairs of his wife and

daughter, and knew neither fatigue nor the critical faculty, till

the beautiful worship drew to its end.

Bayard’s manner was quiet, finished, and persuasive; it must have

appealed to the most fastidious oratorical taste; any instructor

in homiletics might have seen in it a remarkable illustration of

the power of consecrated education over ignorance and vice. But

Bayard’s thought threw off ecclesiastical form as naturally as the

gulls, arising from the harbor in the reddening sunset, tossed off

the spray from their wings. No class of men are more responsive to

originality than sea-going men. Of the humdrum, the commonplace,

they will naught. Cant they scorn, and at religious snobbery they

laugh.

It would be difficult to say what it was in Emanuel Bayard that

most attracted them: whether his sincerity or his intellect, his

spirituality or his manliness; or that mystical charm which comes

not of striving, or of prayer, or of education--the power of an

elect personality. Perhaps it would be nearer the truth to say that

the fishermen loved him because he loved them. The idea is older

than the time of this biography, but it will bear repeating.

The red sun dipped, and the hot night cooled. Dusk purpled on

the breathless water, and on the long beach. A thousand restless

people grew as gentle as one. The outlines of the preacher’s form

softened into the surrounding shadow; the features of his high face

melted and wavered. Only his appealing voice remained distinct.

It seemed to be the cry of a spirit more than the eloquence of a

man. It pleaded as no man pleads who has not forgotten himself,

as no man can plead who is not remembered of God. Fishermen stood

with one foot on the beach, and one on their stranded dories, like

men afraid to stir. Rude, uncomfortable men in the heart of the

crowd thrust their heads forwards with breath held in, as still as

figure-heads upon a wreck. The uplifted eyes of the throng took on

an expression of awe. It grew dimmer, and almost dark. And then,

when no one could see the pathos of his face, they knew that he was

praying for their souls. Some of the men fell upon their knees; but

the heads of others got no lower than their guilty breasts, where

they hung like children’s. The sound of stifled sobbing mingled

with the sigh of the waves.

The unseen singers, breathing upon the last words of the prayer,

chanted a solemn benediction. The tide was rising slowly, and the

eternal Amen of the sea responded. Suddenly a lantern flashed--and

another--and light and motion broke upon the scene.

Rough men looked into one another’s wet faces, and were not

ashamed. But some held their hats before their eyes. The girls in

the front chairs moved away quietly, speaking to no person. But

Lena separated herself from them, and disappeared in the dark.

Job Slip had not arisen from his knees, and Mari, his wife, knelt

by him. The woman’s expression was something touching to see, and

impossible to forget. Captain Hap held a lantern up, and Bayard’s

face shone out, rapt and pale.

“Behold the Christman!” said the Italian, repeating his favorite

phrase in a reverent whisper.

The Professor of Theology heard it again; and repetition did not

weaken its effect upon the Orthodox scholar. He removed his hat

from his gray head. His wife held her delicate handkerchief to her

eyes. Helen, struggling with herself, was pale with emotion. The

Professor tried to speak.

“It is not,” he said, “precisely a doctrinal discourse, and his

theology”--

The Professor checked himself. “It is written,” he said, “that the

common people heard HIM gladly. And it must be admitted that our

dear young friend, His servant, seems to command that which--men

older and--sounder than he, would give their lives--and fame--to--”

But there he choked, and tried to say no more.

* * * * *

There ought to have been a moon that night, and the electric jets

at the crest of the beach had not been lighted. By the special

request of the preacher, or by the forethought of the police, in

view, perhaps, of the unusual size of the crowd, the lights now

sprang out.

The throng dispersed slowly. The dark sea formed a sober background

to the mass of quietly moving figures. The fishermen, with one

foot on their dories, leaped in, and pushed off; scattered crews

gathered gently, and rowed soberly back to their schooners. Groups

collected around the preacher, waiting their turns for a word from

his lips, or a touch from his hand. It was evident that he was very

tired, but he refused himself to no one.

The summer people walked away softly. They passed through Angel

Alley on their way to take the electric car. They looked up

thoughtfully at the illuminated words swinging over their heads in

fire of scarlet and white:--

“THE LOVE OF CHRIST.”

As she passed by the door of the mission, Helen was recognized by

some of the women and children, who surrounded her affectionately,

begging for some little service at her hands. It seemed to be

desired that she should play or sing to them. While she stood,

hesitating, between her father and her mother, Bayard himself, with

a group of fishermen around him, came up Angel Alley.

“I will see that she is safely taken home, Professor, if you care

to let her stay,” he said. “We won’t keep her--perhaps half an

hour? Will that do? The people like to hear her sing; it helps to

keep them out of the street.”

“Mr. Bayard will look after her, Haggai,” replied Mrs. Carruth

wearily. “I see no objections, do you?”

Mrs. Carruth was very tired. Not to give a sober Monday to all the

drunkards of Angel Alley would she have felt that she could stay

another hour in that mob. She never saw such sights in Cesarea;

where charity took a mild, ladylike form, consisting chiefly of

missionary barrels, and Dorcas societies for the families of poor

students who had no business to have married.

The Professor took her away. He wanted to tell his heretic graduate

what he had thought about that service on the beach; indeed, he

made one effort to do so, beginning slowly:--

“My dear Bayard, your discourse this evening”--

“To h---- with ’em!” cried Captain Hap in a thunderous sea-voice,

at that moment. “Mr. Bayard! Mr. Bayard, sir! Come here! Here’s

them two Trawlses a-tryin’ to toll Job Slip into their place! Mr.

Bayard! Mr. Bayard!”

Mr. Bayard held out his hand to his Professor, and, smiling, shook

his head. Then he vanished down the Alley. He had lingered only to

say these words in Helen’s ear:--

“Go into the chapel and stay there till I come for you. Look after

Lena--will you? I want her kept inside. Get her to singing with

you, if you can.”

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