XVI.

Bayard re-read this message thoughtfully. He could hardly have

told why it perplexed him. Up and down the shores and streets of

Windover no cry of misery or of guilt had ever yet lifted itself to

him in vain. Such appeals were common enough. Often it would happen

that a stranger would stop him in the street, and use much the same

naïve language: “I hear when you talk to folks they stop drinking.

I wish you’d talk to me.” Contrary to his custom in such matters,

he showed this slip of paper to Mrs. Granite.

“Mr. Bayard, sir,” she said, with that prompt feminine fear which

sometimes takes the place of reliable good sense, “don’t you go a

step!”

Bayard did not reply. He turned away musing, and paced up and down

between the larkspurs. True, the place was lonely, and the hour

late. But the vagaries of disgraced men are many, and nothing was

more possible than that some fisherman, not wholly sober, and

not half drunk, should take it into his befuddled brain that an

interview with the minister located at a safe distance from nagging

wife, crying child, or jeering messmate, or, let us say, far

removed from the jaws of Trawl’s door, should work the magic or the

miracle for which the morally defective are always waiting.

“I see no reason why I should not comply with this request,” he

said decidedly.

“Mr. Bayard, sir,” urged Mrs. Granite, “it’s a thing I don’t like

to be her who tells you, but it’s time somebody did. There’s them

in this town wouldn’t stop at nothing, they have that feeling to

you.”

“To _me_?” cried Bayard, opening his hazel eyes as wide as a

child’s.

“Rum done it,” stammered Mrs. Granite, instinctively using the

three familiar words which most concisely covered the ground. “It’s

your temperance principles. They ain’t pop’lar. They affect your

standing in this community.”

This was the accepted phrase in Windover for all such cases made

and provided. It was understood to contain the acme of personal

peril or disgrace. To talk to a man about “your standing in this

community” was equivalent to an insult or a scandal. Poor Mrs.

Granite, an affectionate and helpless parrot, reëchoed this

terrible language, and trembled. She felt as if she had said to the

minister, Your social ruin is complete for all time, throughout the

civilized world.

“Not that it makes any difference to _us_,” sobbed Mrs. Granite;

“we set just as much by you. But your standing is affected in this

community. There’s them that hates you, sir, more shame to ’em,

more’n the Old Boy himself. Mr. Bayard, Mr. Bayard, don’t you go to

Ragged Rock alone, sir, this time o’ night to meet no tom-fool of a

drunkard anxious about his soul. He don’t own such a thing to his

name! All he’s got is a rum-soaked sponge, he’s mopped up whiskey

with all his born days!”

“Your drinks (if not your metaphors) are getting a little mixed,

dear Mrs. Granite,” laughed Bayard.

“_Sir?_” said Mrs. Granite.

“But still I must say, there is some sense in your view of the

case--Ah, here’s Jane; and Ben with her. We’ll put the case to--No.

I have it. Mrs. Granite, to please you, I will take Ben Trawl along

with me. Will that set you at rest?--Here, Trawl. Just read this

message, will you? Something about it looks a little queer, and

Mrs. Granite is so kind as to worry about me. What do you make of

it?”

“Oh, you’ve got home so soon, have you?” said Trawl rather sullenly.

In the evening his eyebrows met more heavily than ever across his

forehead; they looked as if they had been corked for some ugly

masquerade. He glanced from under them, coldly, at the minister;

read the note, and was about to tear it into strips.

“I’ll take it, thank you,” said Bayard quietly, holding out his

hand.

“Mr. Bayard,” said Jane, who had not spoken before, “I hope you

will pay no attention to this message.”

She spoke in a voice so low as to be almost inarticulate.

“Oh, I’ll go with him, if he’s afraid,” said Trawl, with that

accent which falls just so far short of a sneer that a man may not

decently notice it.

“I incline to think it is wise to take a witness to this

adventure,” replied Bayard serenely. “But I need not trouble you,

Mr. Trawl. Pray don’t exert yourself to oblige me.”

“It’s no exertion,” said Ben, with a change of tone. “Come along!”

He strode out into the street and Bayard, after a moment’s

hesitation, did the same, shutting the garden gate behind him. Jane

Granite opened it, and followed them for a little way; she seemed

perplexed and distressed; she did not speak, but trotted silently,

like a dog, in the dark.

“Go back!” said Trawl, stopping short. Jane slunk against a fence,

and stopped.

“Go back, I say!” cried Trawl.

“It is natural that she should want to come. She feels anxious

about you,” observed Bayard kindly.

“Go back to your mother, and stay there!” commanded Trawl, stamping

his foot.

Jane turned and obeyed, and vanished. The two men walked on in

silence. They came quickly through the village and down the

Point, turning thence to cross the downs that raised their round

shoulders, an irregular gray outline against the sky. Bayard

glanced back. It looked black and desolate enough ahead of him.

Below and behind him the life of the summer-seekers stirred softly,

like the figures in a gay game, or old-fashioned walking-dance.

The hotels blazed cheerfully; the piazzas were full and merry; in

the parlors people were playing and singing. He could not see the

lights of the Flying Jib from where he stood; this disappointed

him, and he walked on. The music from the Mainsail piano followed

him. There was a parlor concert--a woman’s voice--a soprano

solo--ah! The great serenade!

“Komm, beglücke mich!”

The strain seemed to chase him, like a cry, like an entreaty,

almost like a sob. His heart leaped, as if soft arms had been

thrown around him. He stopped and listened, till the song had

ceased.

“That is good music,” he said aloud, not knowing what he said, but

oppressed by the dogged silence which his escort maintained.

“Good enough,” said Ben roughly. The two walked on, and neither

said anything more. It was now quite dark and still around them.

The rough, broken surface of the rocky downs made traveling

difficult; but both men were familiar with the way, and lost no

time upon it. The sky was cloudy, and the sea was dark. The ebbing

tide met the deserted beach with a sigh. The headlights in the

harbor looked far off, and of the town not a glimmer could be seen.

Ben strode on in sullen silence. Bayard watched him with some

discomfort, but nothing like a sensation of fear had yet reached

his nerves.

“This fellow chose a lonely place for a pastoral visit,” he

observed at length, as they approached the little beach made

memorable by the wreck of the Clara Em.

“Wanted to stump you,” said Ben, with an unpleasant laugh. “Wanted

to dare you, you know--to see if you’d show game. It’s a way they

have, these toughs who meddle with parsons. They like to make out

a big story, and tell it round the saloons. Probably the whole

thing’s a put-up job.”

“That is more than possible, of course. But I’d rather investigate

three put-up jobs than neglect one real need of one miserable man.

That is my business, you see, Ben. Yours is to ruin people. Mine is

to save them. We each attend to our own affairs, that’s all.”

“D---- you!” cried Ben, suddenly facing about. “That’s just it! You

don’t attend to your own affairs! You meddle with mine, and that’s

what’s the matter! I’ll teach you to mind your own business!”

Before Bayard could cry out or move, he felt the other’s hands at

his throat.

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