IX.

Captain Hap had reached the years when a trip to the Grand Banks is

hard work, dory fishing off the coast a doubtful pleasure, and even

yachting in an industrial capacity is a burden. He had a quick eye,

a kind heart, a soft foot, and the gentle touch strangely enough

sometimes to be found in hands that have hauled in the cod-line

and the main-sheet for fifty years. In short, Captain Hap made an

excellent nurse, and sometimes served his day and generation in

that capacity.

Bayard lay on the straw mattress under the photograph of Leonardo’s

Christ, and thoughtfully watched Captain Hap. It was the first

day that conversation had presented itself to the sick man in the

light of a privilege; and he worked up to the luxury slowly through

intervals of delicious silence.

“Captain Hap, I am quite well now--as you see. I must speak next

Sunday.”

“Call it Sunday arter,” suggested Captain Hap.

“It was only a scratch on the head--wasn’t it, Cap’n? And this

cold. It _is_ a bad cold.”

“For a cold, yes, sir; quite a cold. You see, it anchored onto

your lungs; there air folks that call such colds inflammation.

That there cut on the head was a beautiful cut, sir; it healed as

healthy as a collie dog’s, or a year-old baby’s. We’ll have you

round, now, sir, before you can say Cap’n Hap!”

“Cap’n Hap?”

“Well, sir?”

“You’ve done something for me--I don’t know just what; whether it’s

my life that’s saved, or only a big doctor’s bill.”

“Ask Mrs. Granite, sir, and that there handy girl of hers; we’re

all in it. You kept the whole crew on deck for a few days. You was

a sick man--for a spell.”

“Captain, I am a well man now; and there’s one thing I will know.

I’ve asked you before. I’ve asked when I was out of my head, and

I’ve asked when I was in it, and I’ve never got an answer yet.

_Now_ I’m going to have it.”

“Be you?” said Captain Hap. His small, dark, soft eyes twinkled

gently; but they took on lustre of metal across the iris; as if a

spark of iron or flint had hit them.

“It is time,” said Bayard, “that I knew all about it.”

“Meaning”--began the captain softly.

“Meaning everything,” said Bayard impatiently. “The whole story.

It’s the best thing for me. I dream about it so.”

“Yes, I’ve noticed your dreams was bad,” replied the nurse

soothingly.

“Captain, where’s the Clara Em?”

“To the bottom,” responded the fisherman cheerfully.

“And the men? The crew? Her captain? Job Slip? How many were

drowned? Out with it, Cap’n! I’m not very easy to deceive, when I’m

in my senses. You may as well tell me everything.”

“Mebbe I mought,” observed the captain. “Sometimes it’s the best

way. There wasn’t but one of ’em drowned, sir,--more’s the pity.”

Bayard uttered an exclamation of shocked rebuke and indignation;

but the old captain sat rocking to and fro in Mrs. Granite’s best

wooden rocking-chair, with the placid expression of those who rest

from their labors, and are not afraid that their works should

follow them.

“Fellars that’ll take a new fisherman--a regular dandy like

that--and smash her onto Ragged Rock, bein’ in the condition those

fellars were, ain’t _worth_ savin’!” said the seaman severely.

“Your treasurer here, J. B. S. Bond, he says last time he come to

see you, says he: ’The whole of ’em warn’t _worth_ our minister!’”

“I must speak to Mr. Bond about that,” said the young man with a

clerical ring in his voice. “It wasn’t a proper thing for him to

say.--Who was drowned, Captain Hap?”

“Only Johnny,” replied the captain indifferently. “He was born

drunk, Johnny was; his father was so before him; and three uncles.

He ain’t any great loss.”

“Did you see Johnny’s mother, Captain,--on the cliff, there,--that

night?”

“I didn’t take notice of her particular,” replied Captain Hap

comfortably. “I see several women round. There’s usually a good

many on the rocks, such times.”

“Well, you’ve got me,” said Bayard with a smiling sigh. “I’m a

little too weak to play the parson on you yet, you Christian

heathen--you stony-hearted minister of mercy!”

“Sho!” said the captain. “’Tain’t fair to call names. I can’t hit

back; on a sick man.”

“Very well,” said Bayard, sinking back on his thin, small pillows.

“Just go ahead and tell me the whole business, then. Where is Job

Slip?”

“Off haddockin’.”

“Sober?”

“So far. He’s come over here half a dozen times, but the doctor

wouldn’t let him up to see you. His wife come, too. That woman,

she’d kiss the popples[1] underneath your rubber-boots.”

“Where’s Johnny’s mother?”

“They took her to the Widders’ Home yesterday. Some of ’em

screeches all the way over. Folks say she never said nothing.”

“What became of all those men--the crew and captain?”

“Why, they waited till ebb, just as I told you. Then they come

ashore, the whole twelve on ’em. The crew they come first, and

Cap’n Salt--that’s Joe Salt--he follered after. There was some

folks waited round to see ’em off--but it come up dreadful thick,

spite of the breeze; so thick it had stems to it. You couldn’t

see the vessel, not a line of her, and ’twas kinder cold and

disagree’ble. So most the folks went home. But they got ashore,

every man-jack of ’em alive.”

“Thank God!” breathed the sick man.

“Well,” said the captain, “that’s a matter of opinion. You’ve

talked enough, sir.”

“Just one more, Cap’n Hap! Just this! This I’ve _got_ to know. What

was it--exactly--that those men did? How did they come to be in

such a plight? How in the world--that beautiful new boat--and an

intelligent officer at the helm, Captain--how on earth did it come

about?”

“The Clara Em was sot to sail,” replied Captain Hap calmly.

“That’s about all. Her owners they were sot, and her cap’n he was

sot. It was the sotness done it. They’d make the market first,

you see, if they got the start--and it’s a job gettin’ your crew

aboard, you know. Anything to get your crew. Drunk or sober, that

isn’t the point. Drunker they be, the easier to ship ’em. _See? Get

your crew._ Get ’em anyhow! They was all full, every mother’s son

of ’em. Cap’n Joe, he was the only sober soul aboard, and that’s

the truth, and he knew it when he set sail. Yes--oh, yes. The storm

was comin’. He knew it was breezin’ up.--Oh, yes, of course. So

he got some sober men off the wharves to help him at the sheets,

and he put up every stitch. Yes, sir! Every stitch he had! And

out he sails--with thirteen drunken men aboard--him at the wheel,

and not a hand to help him. That’s the English on’t. The boat was

d----drunk, beg your pardon, Parson! He driv right out the harbor,

and it was a sou’easter, and blew quite a breeze o’ wind, and you

see he tacked, and set in, and he was tackin’ out, and it had

breezed up consider’ble more’n he expected. So he drove right on

the reef. That’s about it.”

“But why didn’t he take in sail?”

“How was he goin’ to do it with that crew? Why, he couldn’t leave

the wheel to tie a reef-point.”

“But there was his anchor.”

“Did you ever try to heave one of them big anchors? It takes four

men.”

“What a situation! Horrible!”

“Wall, yes; it was inconvenient--him at the wheel, and a dead drunk

crew, thirteen of ’em, below. Why, they was too drunk to know

whether they drowned or not.”

“Can the boat be raised? Will she ever be good for anything?”

“Kindlin’ wood,” remarked the captain dryly.

“Captain Hap,” asked Bayard feebly, “do things like this often

happen?”

“Sometimes.”

“Isn’t this an extreme case?”

“Well, it don’t happen every day.”

“But things of this kind--do they occur often? Do you know of other

cases?”

“Windover don’t have the monopoly of ’em by no means,” mused

Captain Hap. “There was the Daredevil over on South Shore. She was

launched about a year ago. She went on a trial spin one day, and

everybody aboard was pretty jolly. They put all their canvas up to

show her off. It was a nor’wester that day, and they driv her right

before the wind. She jest plunged bows down, and driv straight to

the bottom, the Daredevil did. Some said it was her name. But,

Lord, rum done it.”

“What do people say--how do they take it here in Windover, this

case of the Clara Em? Weren’t they indignant?”

“Wall, the insurance folks was mad.”

“No, but the people--the citizens--the Christian people--how do

they feel about it?”

“Oh, they’re used to it,” said Captain Hap.

Bayard turned wearily on his hard bed. He did not answer. He looked

out and towards the sea. The engraved Guido over the study-table

between the little windows regarded him. St. Michael was fighting

with his dragon still.

“_He_ never got wounded,” thought the sick man.

“Captain,” he said presently, “these rooms seem to be full

of--pleasant things. Who sent them all?”

“Them geraniums and other greens? Oh, the ladies of the mission,

every mother’s daughter of ’em, married and single, young an’ old.

Jellies? Lord! Yes. Jellies enough to stock a branch grocery. What

there _is_ in the female mind, come to sickness, that takes it out

in jellies”--mused the captain.

“I’ve taken solid comfort out of this screen,” said Bayard

gratefully. “I did suffer with the light before. Who sent that?”

“That’s Jane Granite’s idee,” replied the captain. “She seems to

be a clever girl. Took an old clo’es-horse and some rolls of wall

paper they had in the house. They give fifteen cents a roll for

that paper. It’s kinder tasty, don’t you think? ’Specially that

cherubim with blue wings settin’ on a basket of grapes.”

“That reminds me. I see--some Hamburg grapes,” said Bayard, with

the indifferent air of a man who purposely puts his vital question

last. He pointed to a heaping dish of hothouse fruit and other

delicacies never grown in Windover.

The captain replied that those come from the Boston gentleman;

they’d kept coming all along. He thought she said there was a card

to ’em by the name of--

“Worcester?” asked the sick man eagerly.

That was it. Worcester.

“He hasn’t been here, has he? The gentleman hasn’t called to see

me?”

The nurse shook his head, and Bayard turned his own away. He would

not have believed that his heart would have leaped like that at

such a little thing. He felt like a sick boy, sore and homesick

with the infinite longing for the love of kin. It was something to

know that he was not utterly forgotten. He asked for one of the

Boston pears, and ate it with pathetic eagerness.

“There’s been letters,” said the captain; “but the doctor’s orders

are agin your seeing ’em this week. There’s quite a pile. You see,

its bein’ in the papers let folks know.”

“In the papers! _What_ in the papers?”

“What do you s’pose?” asked the captain proudly. “A fellar don’t

swim out in the undertow off Ragged Rock to save a d---- fool of a

drunken fisherman every day.”

“I’ll be split and salted!” added the fisherman-nurse, “if we

didn’t have to have a watchman here three nights when you was

worst, to keep the reporters off ye. Thirteen Windover fellars

volunteered for the job, and they wouldn’t none of ’em take a cent

for it. They said they’d set up forty nights for you.”

“For _me_?” whispered the sick man. His eyes filled for the first

time since the Clara Em went ashore on Ragged Rock. Something new

and valuable seemed to have entered life as suddenly as the comfort

of kin and the support of friends, and that bright, inspiriting

atmosphere, which one calls the world, had gone from him. He had

not expected that precious thing--the love of those for whom we

sacrifice ourselves. He felt the first thrill of it with gratitude

touching to think of, in so young and lovable a man, with life and

all its brilliant and beautiful possibilities before him.

* * * * *

It was an April night, and sea and sky were soft in Windover.

A stranger stood in Angel Alley hesitating at a door, which bore

above its open welcome these seven words:--

“THE CHURCH OF THE LOVE OF CHRIST.”

“What goes on here?” the gentleman asked of a bystander.

“Better things than ever went on here before,” was the reply.

“They’ve got a _man_ up there. He ain’t no dummy in a minister’s

choker.”

The stranger put another question.

“Well,” came the cordial answer, “he has several names in Angel

Alley: fisherman’s friend is one of the most pop’lar. Some calls

him the gospel cap’n. There’s those that prefers jest to say, the

new minister. There’s one name he _don’t_ go by very often, and

that’s the Reverend Bayard.”

“He has no right to the title,” murmured the stranger.

“What’s that?” interposed the other quickly. The stranger made no

reply.

“Some call him the Christ’s Rest man,” proceeded the bystander

affably.

“That is a singular--ah--remarkable cognomen. How comes that?”

“Why, you see, the old name for this place was Seraph’s Rest--it

was the wust hell in Angel Alley--see? before he took it up an’ sot

to prayin’ in it. So folks got it kinder mixed with the Love of

Christ up on that sign there. Some calls the place Christlove for

short. I heerd an I-talian call him the Christman t’other day.”

The stranger took off his hat by instinct, it seemed unconsciously;

glanced at the inscription above the door, and passed thoughtfully

up the steep, bare stairs into the hall or room of worship.

The service was already in progress, for the hour was late, and

the gentleman observed with an air of surprise that the place was

filled. He looked about for a comfortable seat, but was forced to

content himself with standing-room in the extreme rear of the hall.

Crowds overflowed the wooden settees, brimmed into the aisles, and

were packed, in serried rows as tight as codfish in a box, against

the wall. The simile of the cod was forced upon the visitor’s mind

in more senses than one. A strong whiff of salt fish assailed him

on every side. This was varied by reminiscences of glue factories,

taking unmistakable form. An expression of disgust crossed the

stranger’s face; it quickly changed into that abstraction which

indicates the presence of moral emotion too great for attention to

trifles.

The usual New England religious audience was not to be seen in the

Church of the Love of Christ in Angel Alley. The unusual, plainly,

was. The wealth and what the “Windover Topsail” called the society

of Windover were sparsely represented on those hard settees. The

clean, sober faces of respectable families were out in good force;

these bore the earnest, half-perplexed, wholly pathetic expression

of uninfluential citizens who find themselves suddenly important

to and responsible for an unpopular movement; a class of people

who do not get into fiction or history, and who deserve a quality

of respect and sympathy which they do not receive; the kind of

person who sets us to wondering what was the personal view of the

situation dully revolving in the minds of Peter and the sons of

Zebedee when they put their nets to dry upon the shores of Galilee,

and tramped up and down Palestine at the call of a stronger and

diviner mind, wondering what it meant, and how it would all end.

These good people, not quite certain whether their own reputations

were injured or bettered by the fact, sat side by side with men and

women who are not known to the pews of churches. The homeless were

there, and the hopeless, the sinning, the miserable, the disgraced,

the neglected, the “rats” of the wharves, and the outcasts of the

dens.

The stranger stood packed in, elbow to elbow between an Italian

who served the country of his adoption upon the town waterworks,

and a dark-browed Portuguese sailor. American fishermen, washed

and shaven, in their Sunday clothes, filled the rear seats.

Against the wall, lines of rude, red faces crowded like cattle

at a spring; men of the sea and the coast, men without homes or

characters; that uninteresting and dangerous class which we dismiss

in two idle words as the “floating population.” Some of these men

were sober; some were not; others were hovering midway between

the two conditions: all were orderly, and a few were listening

with evidences of emotion to the hymn, in which by far the greater

portion of the audience joined. A girl wearing a Tam o’ Shanter and

a black fur cape, and singing in a fine, untrained contralto, held

her hymn-book over the settee to the Italian.

“Come, Tony! Pass it along!” she whispered, “I can get on without

it. Make ’em pile in and sing along the wall, there!”

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