_[London, Dec. 1795.]_
You must do as you please with respect to the child.--I could wish that it
might be done soon, that my name may be no more mentioned to you. It is
now finished.--Convinced that you have neither regard nor friendship, I
disdain to utter a reproach, though I have had reason to think, that the
"forbearance" talked of, has not been very delicate.--It is however of no
consequence.--I am glad you are satisfied with your own conduct.
I now solemnly assure you, that this is an eternal farewel.--Yet I flinch
not from the duties which tie me to life.
That there is "sophistry" on one side or other, is certain; but now it
matters not on which. On my part it has not been a question of words. Yet
your understanding or mine must be strangely warped--for what you term
"delicacy," appears to me to be exactly the contrary. I have no criterion
for morality, and have thought in vain, if the sensations which lead you
to follow an ancle or step, be the sacred foundation of principle and
affection. Mine has been of a very different nature, or it would not have
stood the brunt of your sarcasms.
The sentiment in me is still sacred. If there be any part of me that will
survive the sense of my misfortunes, it is the purity of my affections.
The impetuosity of your senses, may have led you to term mere animal
desire, the source of principle; and it may give zest to some years to
come.--Whether you will always think so, I shall never know.
It is strange that, in spite of all you do, something like conviction
forces me to believe, that you are not what you appear to be.