next dark years when it seemed to her that starvation must be the only end.
The negroes had been freed by the Governor's will, but the girl could not
turn them from their homes, and, with the exception of the few field hands
who had followed the Union army, they still lived in their little cabins
and drew their daily rations from the storehouse. Betty herself shared
their rations of cornmeal and bacon, jealously guarding her small supplies
of milk and eggs for Mrs. Ambler and the two old ladies. “It makes no
difference what I eat,” she would assure protesting Mammy Riah. “I am so
strong, you see, and besides I really like Aunt Floretta's ashcakes.”
Spring and summer passed, with the ripened vegetables which Hosea had
planted in the garden, and the long winter brought with it the old daily
struggle to make the slim barrels of meal last until the next harvesting.
It was in this year that the four women at Uplands followed the Major's
lead and invested their united fortune in Confederate bonds. “We will rise
or fall with the government,” Mrs. Ambler had said with her gentle
authority. “Since we have given it our best, let it take all freely.”
“Surely money is of no matter,” Betty had answered, lavishly disregardful
of worldly goods. “Do you think we might give our jewels, too? I have
grandma's pearls hidden beneath the floor, you know.”
“If need be--let us wait, dear,” replied her mother, who, grave and pallid
as a ghost, would eat nothing that, by any chance, could be made to reach
the army.
“I do not want it, my child, there are so many hungrier than I,” she would
say when Betty brought her dainty little trays from the pantry.
“But I am hungry for you, mamma--take it for my sake,” the girl would beg,
on the point of tears. “You are starving, that is it--and yet it does not
feed the army.”
In these days it seemed to her that all the anguish of her life had centred
in the single fear of losing her mother. At times she almost reproached
herself with loving Dan too much, and for months she would resolutely keep
her thoughts from following him, while she laid her impassioned service at
her mother's feet. Day or night there was hardly a moment when she was not
beside her, trying, by very force of love, to hold her back from the death
to which she went with her slow and stately tread.
For Mrs. Ambler, who had kept her strength for a year after the Governor's
death, seemed at last to be gently withdrawing from a place in which she
found herself a stranger. There was nothing to detain her now; she was too
heartsick to adapt herself to many changes; loss and approaching poverty
might be borne by one for whom the chief thing yet remained, but she had
seen this go, and so she waited, with her pensive smile, for the moment
when she too might follow. If Betty were not looking she would put her
untasted food aside; but the girl soon found this out, and watched her
every mouthful with imploring eyes.
“Oh, mamma, do it to please me,” she entreated.
“Well, give it back, my dear,” Mrs. Ambler answered, complaisant as always,
and when Betty triumphantly declared, “You feel better now--you know you
do, you dearest,” she responded readily:--
“Much better, darling; give me some straw to plait--I have grown to like to
have my hands busy. Your old bonnet is almost gone, so I shall plait you
one of this and trim it with a piece of ribbon Aunt Lydia found yesterday
in the attic.”
“I don't mind going bareheaded, if you will only eat.”
“I was never a hearty eater. Your father used to say that I ate less than a
robin. It was the custom for ladies to have delicate appetites in my day,
you see; and I remember your grandma's amazement when Miss Pokey
Mickleborough was asked at our table what piece of chicken she preferred,
and answered quite aloud, 'Leg, if you please.' She was considered very
indelicate by your grandma, who had never so much as tasted any part except
the wing.”
She sat, gentle and upright, in her rosewood chair, her worn silk dress
rustling as she crossed her feet, her beautiful hands moving rapidly with
the straw plaiting. “I was brought up very carefully, my dear,” she added,
turning her head with its shining bands of hair a little silvered since the
beginning of the war. “'A girl is like a flower,' your grandpa always said.
'If a rough wind blows near her, her bloom is faded.' Things are different
now--very different.”
“But this is war,” said Betty.
Mrs. Ambler nodded over the slender braid.
“Yes, this is war,” she added with her wistful smile, and a moment
afterward looked up again to ask in a dazed way:--
“What was the last battle, dear? I can't remember.”
Betty's glance sought the lawn outside where the warm May sunshine fell in
shafts of light upon the purple lilacs.
“They are fighting now in the Wilderness,” she answered, her thoughts
rushing to the famished army closed in the death grapple with its enemy.
“Dan got a letter to me and he says it is like fighting in a jungle, the
vines are so thick they can't see the other side. He has to aim by ear
instead of sight.”
Mrs. Ambler's fingers moved quickly.
“He has become a very fine man,” she said. “Your father always liked
him--and so did I--but at one time we were afraid that he was going to be
too much his father's son--he looked so like him on his wild days,
especially when he had taken wine and his colour went high.”
“But he has the Lightfoot eyes. The Major, Champe, even their Great-aunt
Emmeline have those same gray eyes that are always laughing.”
“Jane Lightfoot had them, too,” added Mrs. Ambler. “She used to say that to
love hard went with them. 'The Lightfoot eyes are never disillusioned,' she
once told me. I wonder if she remembered that afterwards, poor girl.”
Betty was silent for a moment.
“It sounds cruel,” she confessed, “but you know, I have sometimes thought
that it may have been just a little bit her fault, mamma.”
Mrs. Ambler smiled. “Your grandpa used to say 'get a woman to judge a woman
and there comes a hanging.'”
“Oh, I don't mean that,” responded Betty, blushing. “Jack Montjoy was a
scoundrel, I suppose--but I think that even if Dan had been a scoundrel,
instead of so big and noble--I could have made his life so much better just
because I loved him; if love is only large enough it seems to me that all
such things as being good and bad are swallowed up.”
“I don't know--your father was very good, and I loved him because of it. He
was of the salt of the earth, as Mr. Blake wrote to me last year.”
“There has never been anybody like papa,” said Betty, her eyes filling.
“Not even Dan--for I can't imagine papa being anything but what he was--and
yet I know even if Dan were as wild as the Major once believed him to be, I
could have gone with him not the least bit afraid. I was so sure of myself
that if he had beaten me he could not have broken my spirit. I should
always have known that some day he would need me and be sorry.”
Tender, pensive, bred in the ancient ways, Mrs. Ambler looked up at her and
shook her head.
“You are very strong, my child,” she answered, “and I think it makes us all
lean too much upon you.”
Taking her hand, Betty kissed each slender finger. “I lean on you for the
best in life, mamma,” she answered, and then turned to the window. “It's
my working time,” she said, “and there is poor Hosea trying to plough
without horses. I wonder how he'll manage it.”
“Are all the horses gone, dear?”
“All except Prince Rupert and papa's mare. Peter keeps them hidden in the
mountains, and I carried them the last two apples yesterday. Prince Rupert
knew me in the distance and whinnied before Peter saw me. Now I'll send
Aunt Lydia to you, dearest, while I see about the weaving. Mammy Riah has
almost finished my linsey dress.” She kissed her again and went out to
where the looms were working in one of the detached wings.
The summer went by slowly. The famished army fell back inch by inch, and at
Uplands the battle grew more desperate with the days. Without horses it was
impossible to plant the crops and on the open turnpike swept by bands of
raiders as by armies, it was no less impossible to keep the little that was
planted. Betty, standing at her window in the early mornings, would glance
despairingly over the wasted fields and the quiet little cabins, where the
negroes were stirring about their work. Those little cabins, forming a
crescent against the green hill, caused her an anxiety before which her own
daily suffering was of less account. When the time came that was fast
approaching, and the secret places were emptied of their last supplies,
where could those faithful people turn in their distress? The question
stabbed her like a sword each morning before she put on her bonnet of
plaited straw and ran out to make her first round of the farm. Behind her
cheerful smile there was always the grim fear growing sharper every hour.
Then on a golden summer afternoon, when the larder had been swept by a band
of raiders, she became suddenly aware that there was nothing in the house
for her mother's supper, and, with the army pistol in her hand, set out
across the fields for Chericoke. As she walked over the sunny meadows, the
shadow that was always lifted in Mrs. Ambler's presence fell heavily upon
her face and she choked back a rising sob. What would the end be? she asked
herself in sudden anguish, or was this the end?
Reaching Chericoke she found Mrs. Lightfoot and Aunt Rhody drying sliced
sweet potatoes on boards along the garden fence, where the sunflowers and
hollyhocks flaunted in the face of want.
“I've just gotten a new recipe for coffee, child,” the old lady began in
mild excitement. “Last year I made it entirely of sweet potatoes, but Mrs.
Blake tells me that she mixes rye and a few roasted chestnuts. Mr.
Lightfoot took supper with her a week ago, and he actually congratulated
her upon still keeping her real old Mocha. Be sure to try it.”
“Indeed I shall--the very next time Hosea gets any sweet potatoes. Some
raiders have just dug up the last with their sabres and eaten them raw.”
“Well, they'll certainly have colic,” remarked Mrs. Lightfoot, with
professional interest.
“I hope so,” said Betty, “but I've come over to beg something for mamma's
supper--eggs, chickens, anything except bacon. She can't touch that, she'd
starve first.”
Looking anxious, Mrs. Lightfoot appealed to Aunt Rhody, who was busily
spreading little squares of sweet potatoes on the clean boards. “Rhody,
can't you possibly find us some eggs?” she inquired.
Aunt Rhody stopped her work and turned upon them all the dignity of two
hundred pounds of flesh.
“How de hens gwine lay w'en dey's done been eaten up?” she demanded.
“Isn't there a single chicken left?” hopelessly persisted the old lady.
“Who gwine lef' 'em? Ain' dose low-lifeted sodgers dat rid by yestiddy done
stole de las' one un 'um off de nes'?”
Mrs. Lightfoot sternly remonstrated.
“They were our own soldiers, Rhody, and they don't steal--they merely
take.”
“I don' see de diffunce,” sniffed Aunt Rhody. “All I know is dat dey pulled
de black hen plum off de nes' whar she wuz a-settin'. Den des now de
Yankees come a-prancin' up en de ducks tuck ter de water en de Yankees dey
went a-wadin' atter dem. Yes, Lawd, dey went a-wadin' wid dey shoes on.”
The old lady sighed.
“I'm afraid there's nothing, Betty,” she said, “though Congo has gone to
town to see if he can find any fowls, and I'll send some over if he brings
them. We had a Sherman pudding for dinner ourselves, and I know the sorghum
in it will give the Major gout for a month. Well, well, this is war, I
reckon, and I must say, for my part, I never expected it to be conducted
like a flirtation behind a fan.”
“I nuver seed no use a-fittin' unless you is gwine ter fit in de yuther
pusson's yawd,” interpolated Aunt Rhody. “De way ter fit is ter keep
a-sidlin' furder f'om yo' own hen roos' en nigher ter de hen roos' er de
somebody dat's a-fittin' you.”
“Hold your tongue, Rhody,” retorted Mrs. Lightfoot, and then drew Betty a
little to one side. “I have some port wine, my dear,” she whispered, “which
Cupid buried under the old asparagus bed, and I'll tell him to dig up
several bottles and take them to you. The other servants don't know of it,
so I can't get it out till after dark. Poor Julia! how does she stand these
terrible days?”
Betty's lips quivered. “I have to force her to eat,” she replied, “and it
seems almost cruel--she is so tired of life.”
“I know, my dear,” responded the old lady, wiping her eyes; “and we have
our troubles, too. Champe is in prison now, and Mr. Lightfoot is very much
upset. He says this General Grant is not like the others, that he knows
him--and he's the kind to hang on as long as he's alive.”
“But we must win in the end,” said Betty, desperately; “we have sacrificed
so much, how can it all be lost?”
“That's what Mr. Lightfoot says--we'll win in the end, but the end's a long
way off. By the way, did you know that Car'line had run off after the
Yankees? When I think how that girl had been spoiled!”
“Oh, I wish they'd all go,” returned Betty. “All except Mammy and Uncle
Shadrach and Hosea--and even they make starvation that much nearer.”
“Well, we shan't starve yet awhile, dear; I'm in hopes that Congo will
ransack the town. If you would only stay.”
But Betty shook her head and went back across the meadows, walking rapidly
through the lush grass of the deserted pastures. Her mind was so filled
with Mrs. Lightfoot's forebodings, that when, in climbing the low stone
wall, she saw the free negro, Levi, coming toward her, she turned to him
with a gesture that was almost an appeal for sympathy.
“Uncle Levi, these are sad times now,” she said. “I am looking for
something for mamma's supper and I can find nothing.”
The old negro, shabbier, lonelier, poorer than ever, shambled up to the
wall where she was standing and uncovered a split basket full of eggs.
“I'se got a pa'cel er hens hid in de woods over yonder,” he explained, “en
I keep de eggs behin' de j'ists in my cabin. Sis Floretty she tole me dat
de w'ite folks wuz wuss off den de niggers now, so I brung you dese.”
“Oh, Uncle Levi!” cried Betty, seizing his gnarled old hands. As she looked
at his stricken figure a compassion as acute as pain brought the quick
tears to her eyes. She remembered the isolation of his life, the scornful
suspicion he had met from white and black, and the injustice that had set
him free and sold Sarindy up the river.
“You wuz moughty good ter me,” muttered free Levi, shuffling his bare feet
in the long grass, “en Marse Dan, he wuz moughty good ter me, too, 'fo' he
went away on dat black night. I 'members de time w'en dat ole Rainy-day
Jones up de big road (we all call him Rainy-day caze he looked so sour) had
me right by de collar wid de hick'ry branch a sizzlin' in de a'r, en I des
'lowed de een had mos' come. Yes, Lawd, I did, but I warn' countin' on
Marse Dan. He warn' mo'n wais' high ter ole Rainy-day, but de furs' thing I
know dar wuz ole Rainy-day on de yerth wid Marse Dan a-lashin' 'im wid de
branch er hick'ry.”
“We shall never forget you--Dan and I,” answered Betty, as she took the
basket, “and when the time comes we will repay you.”
The old negro smiled and turned from her, and Betty, quickening her pace,
ran on to Uplands, reaching the house a little breathless from the long
walk.
In the chamber upstairs she found Mrs. Ambler sitting before the window
with her open Bible on the sill, where a spray of musk roses entered from
the outside wall.
“All well, mamma?” she asked in a cheerful voice.
Mrs. Ambler started and turned slowly from the window.
“I see a great light on the road,” she murmured wonderingly.
Crossing to where she sat, Betty leaned out above the climbing roses and
glanced to the mountains huddled against the sky.
“It is General Sheridan going up the valley,” she said.
VIII
THE LAST STAND
In the face of a damp April wind a remnant of Lee's army pushed forward
along an old road skirted by thin pine woods. As the column moved on
slowly, it threw out skirmishers on either flank, where the Federal cavalry
hovered in the distance. Once in an open clearing it formed into a hollow
square and marched in battle line to avoid capture. While the regiments
kept in motion the men walked steadily in the ranks, with their hollowed
eyes staring straight ahead from their gaunt, tanned faces; but at the
first halt they fell like logs upon the roadside, sleeping amid the sound
of shots and the stinging cavalry. With the cry of “Forward!” they
struggled to their feet again, and went stumbling on into the vast
uncertainty and the approaching night. Breathless, starving, with their
rags pinned together, and their mouths bleeding from three days' rations of
parched corn, they still kept onward, marching with determined eyes to
whatever and wherever the end might be. Petersburg had fallen, Richmond was
in flames behind them, the Confederacy was, perhaps, buried in the ruins of
its Capitol, but Lee was still somewhere to the front, so his army
followed.
“How long have we been marching, boys? I can't remember,” asked Dan, when,
after a short rest, they formed again and started forward over the old
road. In the tatters of his gray uniform, with his broken shoes tied on his
feet and his black hair hanging across his eyes, he might have been one of
the beggars who warm themselves in the sun of Southern countries.
“Oh, I reckon we left the Garden of Eden about six thousand years ago,”
responded a wag from somewhere--he was too tired to recognize the voice.
“There! the skirmishers have struck that blamed cavalry again. Plague them!
They're as bad as wasps!”
“Has anybody some parched corn?” inquired Bland, plaintively. “I'll trade a
whole raw ear for it. It makes my gums bleed so, I can't chew it.”
Dan plunged his hand into his pocket, and drew out the corn which he had
shelled and parched at the last halt. As he exchanged it for the “whole raw
ear,” he fell to wondering vaguely what had become of Big Abel since that
dim point in eternity when they had left the trenches that surrounded
Petersburg. Then time was divided into periods of nights and days, now
night and day alike were made up in breathless marching, in throwing out
skirmishers against those “wasps” of cavalrymen, and in trying to force
aching teeth to grind parched corn. Panting and sick with hunger, he
struggled on like a driven beast that sees the place ahead, where he must
turn and grapple for the end with the relentless hunter on his track.
As the day ended the moist wind gathered strength and sang in his ears as
he crept forward--now sleeping, now waking, for a time filled with warm
memories of his college life, and again fighting over the last hopeless
campaign from the Wilderness to the trenches where Petersburg had fallen.
They had yielded step by step, but the great hunter had pressed on, and now
the thin brigades were gathering for the last stand together.
Overhead he heard the soughing of the pines, and around him the steady
tramp of feet too tired to lift themselves from out the heavy mud. Straight
above in the muffled sky a star shone dimly, and for a time he watched it
in his effort to keep awake. Then he began on the raw corn in his pocket,
shelling it from the cob as he walked along; but when the taste of blood
rose to his lips, he put the ear away again, and stooped to rub his eyes
with a handful of damp earth. Then, at last, in sheer desperation, he
loosened the grip upon his thoughts, and stumbled on, between waking and
sleeping, into the darkness that lay ahead.
In the road before him the door at Chericoke opened wide as on the old
Christmas Eves, and he saw the Major and the Governor draining their
glasses under the garlands of mistletoe and holly, while Betty and
Virginia, in dresses of white tarleton, stood against the ruddy glow that
filled the panelled parlour. The cheerful Christmas smell was in the
air--the smell of apple toddy, of roasted turkey, of plum pudding in a
blaze of alcohol. As he entered after his long ride from college, Betty
came up to him and slipped a warm white hand into his cold one, while he
met the hazel beams from beneath her lashes.
“I hope you have brought Jack Morson,” she said. “Virginia is waiting. See
how lovely she looks in her white flounces, with the string of coral about
her neck.”
“But the war, Betty?” he asked, with blinking eyes, and as he put out his
hand to touch the pearls upon her bosom, he saw that it was whole again--no
wound was there, only the snowflakes that fell from his sleeve upon her
breast. “What of the war, dear? I must go back to the army.”
Betty laughed long and merrily.
“Why, you're dreaming, Dan,” she said. “It all comes of those wicked
stories of the Major's. In a moment you will believe that this is really
1812, and you've gone without your rations.”
“Thank God!” he cried aloud, and the sound of his own voice woke him, as he
slipped and went down in a mudhole upon the road. The Christmas smell faded
from his nostrils; in its place came the smoke from Pinetop's pipe--a
faithful friend until the last. Overhead the star was still shining, and to
the front he heard a single shot from the hovering cavalry, withdrawing for
the night.
“God damn this mud!” called a man behind him, as he lurched sideways from
the ranks. Farther away three hoarse voices, the remnant of a once famous
glee club, were singing in the endeavour to scare off sleep:--
“Rally round the flag, boys, rally once again!”
And suddenly he was fighting in the tangles of the Wilderness, crouching
behind a charred oak stump, while he loaded and fired at the little puffs
of smoke that rose from the undergrowth beyond. He saw the low marshland,
the stunted oaks and pines, and the heavy creepers that were pushed aside
and trampled underfoot, and at his feet he saw a company officer with a
bullet hole through his forehead and a covering of pine needles upon his
face. About him the small twigs fell, as if a storm swept the forest, and
as he dodged, like a sharpshooter from tree to tree, he saw a rush of flame
and smoke in the distance where the woods were burning. Above the noise of
the battle, he heard the shrieks of the wounded men in the track of the
fire; and once he met a Union and a Confederate soldier, each shot through
the leg, drawing each other back from the approaching flames. Then, as he
passed on, tearing at the cartridges with his teeth, he came upon a
sergeant in Union clothes, sitting against a pine stump with his cocked
rifle in his hand, and his eyes on the wind-blown smoke. A moment before
the man may have gone down at his shot, he knew--and yet, as he looked, an
instinct stronger than the instinct to kill was alive within him, and he
rushed on, dragging his enemy with him from the terrible woods. “I hope you
are not much hurt,” he said, as he placed him on the ground and ran back to
where the line was charging. “One life has been paid for,” he thought, as
he rushed on to kill--and fell face downward on the wheel-ruts of the old
road.
“Rally round the flag, boys, rally once again,”
sang the three hoarse voices, straining against the wind.
Dan struggled to his feet, and the scene shifted.
He was back in his childhood, and the Major had just brought in a slave he
had purchased from Rainy-day Jones--“the plague spot in the county,” as the
angry old gentleman declared.
Dan sat on the pile of kindling wood upon the kitchen hearth and stared at
the poor black creature shivering in the warmth, his face distorted with
the toothache, and a dirty rag about his jaw. He heard Aunt Rhody snorting
indignantly as she basted the turkeys, and he watched his grandmother
bustling back and forth with whiskey and hot plasters.
“Who made slavery, sir?” asked the boy suddenly, his hands in his breeches
pockets and his head bent sideways.
The Major started.
“God, sir,” he promptly replied.
“Then I think it very strange of God,” said the boy, “and when I grow up, I
shall set them all free, grandpa--I shall set them free even if I have to
fight to do it, sir.”
“What! like poor free Levi?” stormed the Major.
“Wake up, confound you!” bawled somebody in his ear. “You've lurched
against my side until my ribs are sore. I say, are you going on forever,
anyhow? We've halted for the night.”
“I can't stop!” cried Dan, groping in the darkness, then he fell heavily
upon the damp ground, while a voice down the road began shouting, “Detail
for guard!” Half asleep and cursing, the men responded to their names and
hurried off, and as the silence closed in, the army slept like a child upon
the roadside.
With the first glimmer of dawn they were on the march again, passing all
day through the desolate flat country, where the women ran weeping to the
doorways, and waved empty hands as they went by. Once a girl in a homespun
dress, with a spray of apple blossoms in her black hair, brought out a
wooden bucket filled with buttermilk and passed it along the line.
“Fight to the end, boys,” she cried defiantly, “and when the end comes,
keep on fighting. If you go back on Lee there's not a woman in Virginia
will touch your hand.”