CHAPTER VII.

COLCHESTER ELECTION.

Among our first and best helpers in our own town was my cousin, Charles

Birrell, a Baptist minister, who had a church in Liverpool. There

existed a strong friendship between him and my husband. Mr. Birrell was

a gifted man, of a dignified presence, and a beautiful countenance; he

was refined and cultivated, and was eloquent in speech. He was elected

in 1871 to be President of the Baptist Union, in which he pleaded our

cause. He had been ill, but came to our meeting at Liverpool. Early in

1870 I find in my book of scanty records—written at the time for my own

use alone—the following:—

Thank God, all doubt is gone! I can never forget Charles Birrell’s

prophetic words at our meeting yesterday concerning the future of

this work. He rose from his sick bed to speak them, and stood there,

a witness for God, pale and ill, but with a holy joy in his whole

countenance, seeing God rather than the people around him, and sending

us forth to our work with confidence. Then my husband’s benediction!

The words of those two—their prayers, their counsels—must never be

forgotten. God sent them to us to dispel all lingering doubts or

hesitation—kind, pure-hearted, unworldly men, messengers of hope and

assurance! And now it is revolt and rebellion, a consecrated rebellion

against those in authority who have established this “accursed thing”

among us. We are rebels for God’s holy laws. “What have I to do with

peace” any more? It is now war to the knife. In a battle of flesh and

blood mercy may intervene and life may be spared; but principles know

not the name of mercy. In the broad light of day, and under a thousand

eyes, we now take up our position. We declare on whose side we fight;

we make no compromise; and we are ready to meet all the powers of earth

and hell combined.

She addressed many meetings this year besides those mentioned in

the last chapter, travelling for the purpose over 3700 miles before

the middle of June; and when the North of England Council held its

meetings in that month she expressed a wish to resign the Presidency

of that body, in order to reserve her strength and energies for her

new work (her resignation however did not take effect, as stated on

a previous page, until three years later). Her wish to resign is

explained in the following speech.

I proposed at our meeting yesterday to resign the office of President

of this Council, as soon as it may be convenient to the Council to

allow me to do so. It is not because I am not deeply interested in

the cause which this Council represents. I may say I am more deeply

interested in it than ever, for I see in the education of women one of

the most ready and necessary means of freeing poorer women from the

awful slavery of which I have seen so much lately. Nor do I undervalue

the higher culture of the individual as a means towards the attainment

of the highest personal happiness. The strangely providential guidance

of all our schemes has lately been deeply impressed on my mind. We

started our educational schemes, I believe, in an honest and humble

spirit, and they appeared to us the readiest path towards aiding our

fellow-women—the distressed, the needy, and the wasted; and I believe

our labour has not been in vain. But in this, as in all our work on

earth, we needed further enlightening and teaching. Looking back on

my own experience of the past year, it appears to me as if God in His

goodness had said to me, “I approve your motive and your work; but you

are trying to lay on the topstone while there is an earthquake shaking

your foundations. You must first descend to the lowest depths before

you can safely build up.” And then He showed us a plague spot. He

showed us a deadly poison working through the wholesale, systematic,

and now legalised, degradation of women. He showed us the ready

elements for a speedy overthrow of society, which the educated would

not be able to stem. Not that our work in the cause of education has

in any sense been a failure—far from it; but we need a still larger

infusion into these noble schemes for educating the masses of the

spirit of self-sacrifice, even of martyrdom. We need to have our hearts

still more deeply penetrated with pity, and to be more resolutely bent

on making all our practical efforts tend to the revival of justice,

and of a pure and equal moral standard and equal laws. While therefore

I continue to regard the cause of education as a most sacred cause, I

come to the present meeting with a sad heart; and I only propose to

relinquish the office I now hold because I feel that God has called me

to a more painful one. All members have not the same office; all are

not called to descend to the depths of woe, and to cast in their lot

among wretched slave-gangs, in order to help the slaves to carry the

weight of their chains, if not to break them away. This work, I think,

is mine; but there is other work not less holy, which aims not less

directly at a future emancipation. But while I feel all the greater

dependence on, and deeper gratitude, to you my fellow-workers in this

Council and others, for the work you are doing, and for the work you

will do, in the cause of humanity, I am obliged to confess to you

that, for my own part, I fear I may not in future be able to give the

needful time to this work, nor to bring to it the vigour and spirit

which it demands and deserves. I wish to leave this work in abler and

freer hands. It has my deepest sympathy. It points perhaps to the most

important of all the means by which we hope, against hope, to undo the

heavy burdens, and let the oppressed go free, and inaugurate a purer

and sounder national life. To keep pace however with this portion of

the great work, one requires to have the head and heart tolerably free,

and that cannot be the case with one who is called to deal with the

most miserable, to walk side by side, hand in hand, with the outcast,

the victim of our social sins, whose name one scarcely dares to name in

refined society. I have great hope, I am full of hope for the education

cause, and for the anti-slavery cause, in which we are engaged.

Nevertheless one’s very soul grows faint before the facts of 1870,

and though that faintness of soul may complete one’s fitness to be a

fellow-sufferer with the slave, it does not increase one’s fitness for

a work which requires intellectual energy.

* * * * *

The National Association, which was daily increasing in vitality and

in boldness of operation, effectually prevented the further extension

of the system we opposed, and by means of successful contests at

by-elections—pre-eminently that of Colchester in October-November,

1870, where the Government candidate, Sir Henry Storks, was defeated

on this one question by over 400 votes—forced the Government to

look seriously into the matter. I give some prominence to this

hotly-contested election at Colchester, as it proved to be somewhat

of a turning-point in the history of our crusade. A public meeting

had been arranged for in the theatre. I was with our friends previous

to this meeting in a room in a hotel. Already we heard signs of the

mob gathering to oppose us. The dangerous portion of this mob was

headed and led on by a band of keepers of houses of prostitution in

Colchester, who had sworn that we should be defeated and driven from

the town. On this occasion the gentlemen who were preparing to go to

the meeting left with me all their valuables, watches, &c. I remained

alone during the evening. The mob were by this time collected in

force in the streets. Their deep-throated yells and oaths, and the

horrible words spoken by them, sounded sadly in my ears. I felt more

than anything pity for these misguided people. It must be observed

that these were not of the class of honest working people, but chiefly

a number of hired roughs and persons directly interested in the

maintenance of the vilest of human institutions. The master of the

hotel came in, and said in a whisper, “I must turn down the lights; and

will you, madam, consent to go to an attic which I have, a little apart

from the house, and remain there until the mob is quieter, in order

that I may tell them truly that you are not in the house?” I consented

to this for his sake. His words were emphasised at the moment by the

crashing in of the window near which I sat, and the noise of heavy

stones hurled along the floor, the blows from which I managed to evade.

Our friends returned in about an hour, very pitiful objects, covered

with mud, flour, and other more unpleasant things, their clothes torn,

but their courage not in the least diminished. Mr. James Stuart, who

had come purposely during the intervals of his duties at Cambridge to

lend his aid in the conflict, had been roughly handled. Chairs and

benches had been flung at him and Dr. Baxter Langley; and a good deal

of lint and bandages was quickly in requisition; but the wounds were

not severe.

I should have prefaced my recollections of this election conflict

by saying that on our first arrival in Colchester we went, as was

our wont, straight to the house of a Quaker family. Mrs. Marriage,

a well-known member of the Society of Friends, received us with the

utmost cordiality and self-possession. At her suggestion we began our

campaign with a series of devotional meetings, gathering together

chiefly women in groups, to ask of God that the approaching events

might be over-ruled for good, and might open the eyes of our Government

to the vital nature of the cause for which we were incurring so much

obloquy. Among the women who helped us most bravely were Mrs. King and

Mrs. Hampson; there were also many others.

I may be excused, perhaps, for mentioning an amusing incident of the

election. I was walking down a by-street one evening after we had held

several meetings with wives of electors, when I met an immense workman,

a stalwart man, trudging along to his home after work hours. By his

side trotted his wife, a fragile woman, but with a fierce determination

on her small thin face; and I heard her say, “Now you know all about

it; if you vote for that man Storks, Tom, _I’ll kill ye_!” Tom

seemed to think that there was some danger of her threat being put

in execution. This incident did not represent exactly the kind of

influence which we had entreated the working women to use with their

husbands who had votes, but I confess it cheered me not a little.

To her sons.

COLCHESTER, _Nov., 1870_.

I have tried several hotels; each one rejects me after another. At

last I came to a respectable Tory hotel, not giving my name. I had

gone to bed very tired, and was dropping asleep, when I heard some

excitement in the street, and a rap at my door. It was the master

of the hotel. He said, “I am sorry, madam, I have a very unpleasant

announcement to make.”“Say on,” I replied. He said, “I find you

are Mrs. Josephine Butler, and the mob outside have found out that

you are here, and have threatened to set fire to the house unless I

send you out at once.” I said, “I will go immediately. But how is

it that you get rid of me when you know that though I am a Liberal

I am practically working into the hands of Colonel Learmont, the

Conservative candidate?” He replied, “I would most gladly keep you,

madam; undoubtedly your cause is a good one, but there is a party

so much incensed against you that my house is not safe while you

are in it.” He saw that I was very tired, and I think his heart was

touched. He said, “I will get you quietly out under another name, and

will find some little lodging for you.” I packed up my things, and

he sent a servant with me down a little by-street to a small private

house of a working-man and his wife. Next day I went to the C—— Inn,

the head-quarters of our party. It was filled with gentlemen, in an

atmosphere of stormy canvassing. The master of the inn whispered to

me, “Do not let your friends call you by your name in the streets.” A

hurried consultation was held as to whether our party should attempt

to hold other public meetings or not. It seemed uncertain whether we

should get a hearing, and it was doubtful, if I personally would be

allowed by the mob to reach the hall where we had planned to hold a

women’s meeting. Some of the older men said, “Do not attempt it, Mrs.

Butler; it is a grave risk.” For a moment a cowardly feeling came over

me as I thought of you all at home; then it suddenly came to me that

now was just the time to trust in God, and claim His loving care;

and I want to tell you, my darlings, how He helped me, and what the

message was which He sent to me at that moment. I should like you

never to forget it, for it is in such times of trial that we feel Him

to be in the midst of us—a living Presence—and that we prove the truth

of His promises. As I prayed to Him in my heart, these words came

pouring into my soul as if spoken by some heavenly voice: “I will say

of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in Him will I

trust. Surely He shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and

from the noisome pestilence. He shall cover thee with His feathers,

and under His wings shalt thou trust: His truth shall be thy shield

and buckler. Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for

the arrow that flieth by day; nor for the pestilence that walketh in

darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday. A thousand

shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it

shall not come nigh thee. Because thou hast made the Lord, which is my

refuge, thy habitation; there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall

any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For He shall give His angels charge

over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.” (Psalm xci.) Are they not

beautiful words? I felt no more fear, and strong in the strength of

these words I went out into the dark street with our friends.

The London Committee had commissioned the two Mr. Mallesons to come

down to help us. I like them much, they are so quiet and firm. Someone

had also sent us from London twenty-four strong men of the sandwich

class as a body-guard. I did not care much about this “arm of flesh.”

It was thought better that these men should not keep together or be

seen, so they were posted about in the crowd near the door of the

hall. Apparently they were yelling with the regulationist party, but

ready to come forward for us at a given signal. The two Mr. Mallesons

managed cleverly, just as we arrived, to mislead the crowd into

fancying that one of themselves was Dr. Langley, thus directing all

their violence of language and gestures against themselves. Meanwhile

Mrs. Hampson and I slipped into the hall in the guise of some of the

humbler women going to the meeting. I had no bonnet or gloves, only

an old shawl over my head, and looked quite a poor woman. We passed

safely through crowded lines of scoundrel faces and clenched fists,

and were unrecognised. It was a solemn meeting. The women listened

most attentively while we spoke to them. Every now and then a movement

of horror went through the room when the threats and groans outside

became very bad. At the close of the meeting some friend said to me

in a low voice, “Your best plan is to go quietly out by a back window

which is not high from the ground, while the mob is waiting for you

at the front.” The Mallesons and two friendly constables managed

admirably. They made the mob believe I was always coming, though I

never came. Mrs. Hampson and I then walked off at a deliberate pace

from the back of the hall, down a narrow, quiet, star-lit street.

About thirty or forty kind, sympathising women followed us, but had

the tact to disperse quickly, leaving us alone. Neither of us knew the

town, and we emerged again upon a main street, where the angry cries

of the mob seemed again very near. I could not walk any further,

being very tired, and asked Mrs. Hampson to leave me, and try to find

a cab. She pushed me into a dark, unused warehouse, filled with empty

soda-water bottles and broken glass, and closed the gates of it. I

stood there in the darkness and alone, hearing some of the violent men

tramping past, never guessing that I was so near. Presently one of

the gates opened slightly, and I could just see in the dim light the

poorly-clad, slight figure of a forlorn woman of the city. She pushed

her way in, and said in a low voice, “Are you the lady the mob are

after? Oh, what a shame to treat a lady so! I was not at the meeting,

but I heard of you, and have been watching you.” The kindness of this

poor miserable woman cheered me, and was a striking contrast to the

conduct of the roughs. Mrs. Hampson returned saying, “There is not a

cab to be seen in the streets.” So we walked on again. We took refuge

at last in a cheerfully lighted grocer’s shop, where a very kind,

stout grocer, whose name we knew—a Methodist—welcomed us, and seemed

ready to give his life for me. He installed me amongst his bacon, soap

and candles, having sent for a cab; and rubbing his hands, he said,

“Well, this is a capital thing; here you are, safe and sound!” We

overheard women going past in groups, who had been at the meeting, and

their conversation was mostly of the following description: “Ah, she’s

right; depend upon it, she’s right. Well, what a thing! Well, to be

sure! I’m sure I ’ll vote for her whenever I have a vote!” I have now

got to my lodgings in the working-man’s house, which are very small,

but clean. I hope to be with you on Saturday. What a blessed Sunday it

will be in my quiet home.

My husband had personal friends in the Government, and on most

questions he sympathised with their policy; it was the more painful

therefore to have to maintain a prominent position personally in the

perpetual attack and protest on this question. He was often reminded

by cautious friends of the very distant prospect of any possible

retirement from school work which he must now contemplate, so far as

that retirement (or promotion of any kind) depended on the goodwill

of those then in power. He perfectly understood this from the first,

and his experience for many years from this time was that of an ever

receding prospect in that direction. He continued to speak and write

for the just cause whenever opportunity presented itself, patiently

wearing his harness as a laborious schoolmaster for twelve long years

after this date. Though it was a trial to him to be at variance in any

way with personal friends or public men whom he regarded with esteem,

yet it was not possible for him to set motives of policy or his own

private interests above fidelity to a cause and a principle which he

considered vital.

In March, 1871, I was called to give evidence before the Royal

Commission which had been appointed. I was not fully aware until

recently, when looking over his letters, how his tender solicitude for

me had followed me in all my endeavours, in every varying circumstance.

His duties at the Liverpool College forbade him accompanying me to

London on this occasion; and even if this had not been the case, he

would not have been allowed to remain with me during the examination in

the House of Lords. He had, unknown to me, written to the Chairman of

the Commission, Mr. Massey, commending me to his kindly consideration.

For it was a formidable ordeal, being, as I was, the only woman

present before a large and august assembly of peers, bishops, members

of Parliament, representatives of the military and naval services,

doctors, and others; my questioners being in a large majority hostile,

and the subject serious and difficult. On the morning before I

was called I received a number of letters, addresses of sympathy,

and notices of united prayer for my support from associations of

working-men in Edinburgh, Glasgow, Newcastle, Leeds, Birmingham, and

many other towns.

Several of these letters from working-men were published under the

title of _Vox Populi_.

To her husband.

_March, 1871._

It is over. It was even a severer ordeal than I expected. It was

distressing to me, owing to the hard, harsh view which some of these

men take of poor women, and of the lives of the poor generally. They

had in their hands and on the table everything I have ever written on

the subject, and reports of all my addresses, marked and turned down;

and some of the Commissioners had carefully selected bits which they

thought would damage me in examination. Frederick Maurice was not

present, I am sorry to say; but Mr. Rylands, Mr. Mundella, and above

all Sir Walter James, I felt, were my friends. The rest were certainly

not so. To compare a very small person with a great one, I felt rather

like Paul before Nero, very weak and lonely. But there was One who

stood by me. I almost felt as if I heard Christ’s voice bidding me not

to fear. I handed to the Chairman a large packet of the letters and

resolutions from working-men. He said, “We may as well see them; for

no doubt that class takes some little interest in the question.” I

should think so! Let them wait till election times, and they will see!

One of the Commissioners asked, “Are these _bonâ-fide_ working-men?” I

replied, “Yes, and well-known men. There is more virtue in the country

than you gentlemen in high life imagine.” He then asked, “If these

laws were put in operation in the north, do you believe they would be

forcibly resisted?” I replied, “I do.”

To her husband.

_March, 1871._

I shall be so glad to get back to you, and to breathe fresher air. I

am sure your prayers have been heard in regard to my evidence before

the Commission. I don’t think I did justice to the Commissioners in

my first letter to you. I was so tired and depressed and dissatisfied

with myself after the long ordeal, that I saw it all through rather

a dark medium. But now I am full of thankfulness to God. I think I

may quote to you what Mr. Rylands said to-day to Mr. Duncan McLaren

and others: “I am not accustomed to religious phraseology, but I

cannot give you any idea of the effect produced except by saying that

the influence of the Spirit of God was there. Mrs. Butler’s words

and manner were not what the Commission expected; and now some of

them begin to take a new view of what they have hitherto called the

‘religious prejudice.’” He added that Lord Hardwicke came to speak

to him afterwards, and that he seemed moved, and said, “If this is

a specimen of the strength of conviction in the country on moral

questions, we must reconsider our ways.” I tell you all this, dear

husband, that we may learn more and more to wait upon God, who hears

prayer. I spent yesterday with dear Fanny in her rooms. Home to-morrow.

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