CHAPTER X

OF THE MAN WITH THE ONE EYE AND THE ENCOUNTER IN THE GREEN CLEUCH

I promise you I slept little that night, and it was with a heavy heart

that I rose betimes and dressed in the chill of the morning. There was

no one awake, and I left the house unobserved, whistling softly to keep

up my spirits.

Just without, someone came behind me and cried my name. I turned round

sharply, and there was my servant Nicol, slinking after me for all the

world like a collie-dog which its master has left at home.

"What do you want with me?" I cried.

"Naething," he groaned sadly. "I just wantit to see ye afore ye gaed.

I am awfu' feared, sir, for you gaun awa' yoursel'. If it werena for

Mistress Marjory, it wad be a deal mair than your word wad keep me frae

your side. But I cam to see if there was nae way o' gettin' word o' ye.

My leddy will soon turn dowie, gin she gets nae sough o' your

whereabouts. Ye'd better tell me where I can get some kind o' a

letter."

"Well minded!" I cried. "You know the cairn on the backside of Caerdon

just above the rising of Kilbucho Burn. This day three weeks I will

leave a letter for your mistress beneath the stones, which you must

fetch and give her. And if I am safe and well every three weeks it will

be the same. Good day to you, Nicol, and see you look well to the charge

I have committed to you."

"Guid day to you, sir," he said, and I protest that the honest fellow

had tears in his eyes; and when I had gone on maybe half a mile and

looked back, he was still standing like a stone in the same spot.

At first I was somewhat depressed in my mind. It is a hard thing thus to

part from one's mistress when the air is thick with perils to both. So

as I tramped through the meadows and leaped the brooks, it was with a

sad heart, and my whole mind was taken up in conjuring back the pleasant

hours I had spent in my lady's company, the old frolics in the wood of

Dawyck, the beginnings of our love-making, even the ride hither from the

Cor Water. Yesterday, I reflected, she was with me here; now I am alone

and like to be so for long. Then I fell to cursing myself for a fool,

and went on my way with a better heart.

But it was not till I had crossed the wide stream of the Douglas Water

and begun to ascend the hills, that I wholly recovered my composure.

Before, I had been straggling in low meadows which do not suit my

temper, since I am above all things hill-bred and a lover of dark

mountains. So now on the crisp spring grass of the slopes my spirits

rose. Was not I young and strong and skilled in the accomplishments of

a man? The world was before me--that wide, undiscovered world which had

always attracted the more heroic spirits. What hardship was there to

live a free life among the hills, under the sunshine and the wind, the

clouds and the blue sky?

But my delight could never be unmixed though I tried. After all, was I

free? I felt of a sudden that I was not one half equipped for a gipsy,

adventurous life. I was tied down to custom and place with too many

ties. I came of a line of landed gentlemen. The taint of possession, of

mastery and lordship over men and land, was strong in me. I could not

bring me to think of myself as a kinless and kithless vagabond, having

no sure place of abode. Then my love of letters, my learning, my

philosophy, bound me down with indissoluble bands. To have acquired a

taste for such things was to have unfitted myself for ever for the life

of careless vagabondage. Above all there was my love; and ever, as I

went on, my thoughts came home from their aerial flights and settled

more and more in a little room in a house in a very little portion of

God's universe. And more and more I felt myself a slave to beloved

tyrants, and yet would not have been free if I could.

It was always thus with me when alone: I must fall to moralising and

self-communing. Still perhaps the master feeling in my mind was one of

curiosity and lightheartedness. So I whistled, as I went, all the old

tunes of my boyhood which I was wont to whistle when I went out to the

hills with my rod and gun, and stepped briskly over the short heather,

and snapped my fingers in the face of the world.

Now I dared not go back to Tweeddale by the way by which I had come, for

the Clyde valley above Abington would be a hunting-ground of dragoons

for many days. There was nothing for it but to make for the lower

waters, ford the river above Coulter, and then come to Tweeddale in the

lower parts, and thence make my way to the Water of Cor. Even this

course was not without its dangers; for the lower glen of Tweed was

around Dawyck and Barns, and this was the very part of all the land the

most perilous to me at the moment. To add to this, I was well at home

among the wilder hills; but it was little I knew of Clydesdale below

Abington, till you come to the town of Lanark. This may at first seem a

trifling misfortune, but in my present case it was a very great one. For

unless a man knows every house and the character of its inmates he is

like to be in an ill way if close watched and threatened. However, I

dreaded this the less, and looked for my troubles mainly after I had

once entered my own lands in Tweeddale.

At the time when the sun rose I was on a long hill called Craigcraw,

which hangs at the edge of the narrow crack in the hills through which

goes the bridle-road from Lanark to Moffat. I thought it scarce worth

my while to be wandering aimlessly among mosses and craigs when

something very like a road lay beneath me; so I made haste to get down

and ease my limbs with the level way. It was but a narrow strip of

grass, running across the darker heath, and coiling in front like a

green ribbon through nick or scaur or along the broad brae-face.

Soon I came to the small, roofless shieling of Redshaw, where aforetime

lived a villain of rare notoriety, with whose name, "Redshaw Jock," Jean

Morran embittered my childhood. I thought of all these old pleasing

days, as I passed the bare rickle of stones in the crook of the burn.

Here I turned from the path, for I had no desire to go to Abington, and

struck up a narrow howe in the hills, which from the direction I guessed

must lead to the lower Clyde. It was a lonesome place as ever I have

seen. The spring sunshine only made the utter desolation the more

apparent and oppressive. Afar on the hillside, by a clump of rowan

trees, I saw the herd's house of Wildshaw, well named in its remote

solitude. But soon I had come to the head of the burn and mounted the

flat tableland, and in a little came to the decline on the other side,

and entered the glen of the Roberton Burn.

Here it was about the time of noon, and I halted to eat my midday meal.

I know not whether if was the long walk and the rough scrambling, or the

clean, fresh spring air, or the bright sunshine, or the clear tinkle of

the burn at my feet, or the sense of freedom and adventurous romance,

but I have rarely eaten a meal with such serene satisfaction. All this

extraordinary day I had been alternating between excessive gaiety and

sad regrets. Now the former element had the mastery, and I was as

hilarious as a young horse when he is first led out to pasture.

And after a little as I sat there my mirth grew into a sober joy. I

remembered all the poets who had sung of the delights of the open air

and the unshackled life. I laughed at my former feeling of shame in the

matter. Was there any ignominy in being driven from the baseness of

settled habitation to live like a prince under God's sky? And yet, as I

exulted in the thought, I knew all too well that in a little my feelings

would have changed and I would be in the depths of despondency.

In less than an hour I had turned a corner of hill and there before me

lay the noble strath of Clyde. I am Tweedside born and will own no

allegiance save to my own fair river, but I will grant that next to it

there is none fairer than the upper Clyde. Were it not that in its

lower course it flows through that weariful west country among the dull

whigamores and Glasgow traders, it would be near as dear to me as my own

well-loved Tweed. There it lay, glittering in light, and yellow with

that strange yellow glow that comes on April waters. The little scrubs

of wood were scarce seen, the few houses were not in the picture;

nothing caught the eye save the giant mouldings of the hills, the severe

barren vale, and the sinuous path of the stream.

I crossed it without any mishap, wading easily through at one of the

shallows. There was no one in sight, no smoke from any dwelling; all

was as still as if it were a valley of the dead. Only from the upper

air the larks were singing, and the melancholy peewits cried ever over

the lower moorlands. From this place my course was clear; I went up the

prattling Wandel Burn, from where it entered the river, and soon I was

once more lost in the windings of the dark hills. There is a narrow

bridle-path which follows the burn, leading from Broughton in Tweeddale

to Abington, so the way was easier walking.

And now I come to the relation of one of the strangest adventures of

this time, which as often as I think upon it fills me with delight. For

it was a ray of amusement in the perils and hardships of my wanderings.

A mile or more up this stream, just before the path begins to leave the

waterside and strike towards the highlands, there is a little green

cleuch, very fair and mossy, where the hills on either side come close

and the glen narrows down to half a hundred yards. When I came to this

place I halted for maybe a minute to drink at a pool in the rocks, for I

was weary with my long wanderings.

A noise in front made me lift my head suddenly and stare before me. And

there riding down the path to meet me was a man. His horse seemed to

have come far, for it hung its head as if from weariness and stumbled

often. He himself seemed to be looking all around him and humming some

blithe tune. He was not yet aware of my presence, for he rode

negligently, like one who fancies himself alone. As he came nearer I

marked him more clearly. He was a man of much my own height, with a

shaven chin and a moustachio on his upper lip. He carried no weapons

save one long basket-handled sword at his belt. His face appeared to be

a network of scars; but the most noteworthy thing was that he had but

one eye, which glowed bright from beneath bushy brows. Here, said I to

myself, is a man of many battles.

In a moment he caught my eye, and halted abruptly not six paces away.

He looked at me quietly for some seconds, while his horse, which was a

spavined, broken-winded animal at best, began to crop the grass. But if

his mount was poor, his dress was of the richest and costliest, and much

gold seemed to glisten from his person.

"Good day, sir," said he very courteously. "A fellow-traveller, I

perceive." By this time I had lost all doubt, for I saw that the man

was no dragoon, but of gentle birth by his bearing. So I answered him

readily.

"I little expected to meet any man in this deserted spot, least of all a

mounted traveller. How did you come over these hills, which if I mind

right are of the roughest?"

"Ah," he said, "my horse and I have done queer things before this," and

he fell to humming a fragment of a French song, while his eye wandered

eagerly to my side.

Suddenly he asked abruptly: "Sir, do you know aught of sword-play?"

I answered in the same fashion that I was skilled in the rudiments.

He sprang from his horse in a trice and was coming towards me.

"Thank God," he cried earnestly, "thank God. Here have I been thirsting

for days to feel a blade in my hands, and devil a gentleman have I met.

I thank you a thousand times, sir, for your kindness. I beseech you to

draw."

"But," I stammered, "I have no quarrel with you."

He looked very grieved. "True, if you put it in that way. But that is

naught between gentlemen, who love ever to be testing each other's

prowess. You will not deny me?"

"Nay," I said, "I will not," for I began to see his meaning, and I

stripped to my shirt and, taking up my sword, confronted him.

So there in that quiet cleuch we set to with might and main, with vast

rivalry but with no malice. We were far too skilled to butcher one

another like common rufflers. Blow was given and met, point was taken

and parried, all with much loving kindness. But I had not been two

minutes at the work when I found I was in the hands of a master. The

great conceit of my play which I have always had ebbed away little by

little. The man before me was fencing easily with no display, but every

cut came near to breaking my guard, and every thrust to overcoming my

defence. His incomprehensible right eye twinkled merrily, and

discomposed my mind, and gave me no chance of reading his intentions.

It is needless to say more. The contest lasted scarce eight minutes.

Then I made a head-cut which he guarded skilfully, and when on the

return my blade hung more loose in my hand he smote so surely and well

that, being struck near the hilt, it flew from my hand and fell in the

burn.

He flung down his weapon and shook me warmly by the hand.

"Ah, now I feel better," said he. "I need something of this sort every

little while to put me in a good humour with the world. And, sir, let

me compliment you on your appearance. Most admirable, most creditable!

But oh, am I not a master in the craft?"

So with friendly adieux we parted. We had never asked each other's name

and knew naught of each other's condition, but that single good-natured

contest had made us friends; and if ever I see that one-eyed man again

in life I shall embrace him like a brother. For myself, at that moment,

I felt on terms of good-comradeship with all, and pursued my way in a

settled cheerfulness.

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