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That summer she did not have to mope by herself in the empty Hall. The

little Mexican carried her away for a long visit to her distant home.

The trouble in Morelos had temporarily subsided, so that Senor Merelda

felt that it was safe to gather his large family at the hacienda. The

journey, which the two girls made alone as far as St. Louis, where

Diane's elder brother met them, was the first view of the large world

that Adelle had ever had. They were both filled with the excitements of

their journey so that even Adelle's pale cheeks glowed with a happy

sense of the mystery of living. This ecstasy was somewhat broken by the

presence of Carlos, a gentlemanly enough young man; but Adelle was

afraid of all men. She failed also to assimilate the strange sights that

she encountered south of St. Louis. The journey became a jumble in her

memory of heat and red sunsets and dirty Indians and stuffy dining-cars.

But Morelos itself made a more lasting impression upon her little mind.

There was, first of all, the strange landscape, dominated by the snowy

peak of Popocatepetl, the sugar-fields, and the drowsy languor of the

little town, and then there was the family life of the Mereldas at the

hacienda. That was both delightful and queer to Adelle. Instead of one

"queer" person to whom she had become accustomed, there were half a

dozen odd human beings in the persons of Senor and Senora Merelda and

the older boys and girls. They all spoke all the time as did Diane,

about everything and nothing. They seemed to care warmly for one

another, yet quarreled like children over nothings. Young Carlos, who

was at a technical school, made violent love to Adelle. It was the first

time that a boy had looked at her twice even under compulsion, and it

bewildered and troubled Adelle until she perceived that it was all a

joke, a "queer" way of expressing courtesy to a stranger.

"It would not be polite," Diane explained demurely, "if Carlos did not

make the bear to my friend."

So Adelle got over her fright when the youth uttered strange speeches

and tried to take her hand. She even felt a faint pleasure in thus

becoming of a new importance.

"Of course," Diane remarked sagely, "Carlos cannot marry yet--he is

still in school. But he will marry soon--why not you?... You are so very

rich. I should like Carlos to marry a rich girl and my friend, too ..."

And with a little sigh,--"It must be pleasant to be so rich as you!"

From which it will be seen that the little Mexican had also become

somewhat corrupted by her year at Herndon Hall.

Adelle had not yet found out fully how nice it was to be rich, but she

was learning fast. To be able to attract the attentions of agreeable

young men like Carlos Merelda was another of the virtues of her magic

lamp that she had never thought of before. Although she had no idea of

taking Carlos's courtship seriously, she thought all the better of

herself for this extra magnetism which her money gave her person. The

kindliness of the Mereldas and their Mexican circle to the little

American was due largely to her being a good friend of their Diane and

also their guest, but it made Adelle grow in her own estimation. At

present life seemed to consist in a gradual unfolding to her of the

meaning of her new power, and a consequent enlargement of her egotism.

That is unfortunately one of the commonest properties of

wealth,--stimulating egotism,--and it takes much experience or an

extraordinary nature to counteract this unhealthy stimulus. For the

ordinary nature it is impossible to live day after day, year in and year

out, under the powerful external stimulus of riches, without confounding

the outer source of power with an innate virtue.

But with our Adelle, by the time her visit had come to an end, her new

education had got merely to the point where she had the self-interest

and assurance of the ordinary American girl of twelve. That Church

Street experience had chastened her. But if her education was to

continue at the present rate, she was likely to become selfish,

egotistical, and purse-proud in a few years. As yet it had not made her

unpleasant, merely given her a little needed confidence in her own

being.

She chose to make the long journey homewards by water from Vera Cruz to

New York in charge of the captain of the vessel. For Senor Merelda,

after the harassing activities of political warfare and its pecuniary

drains, did not feel able to send his daughter back to Herndon Hall. So

the two friends kissed and parted at Vera Cruz, Diane shedding all the

tears. They expected to meet again before long, and of course agreed to

write frequently. But life never again brought Adelle in contact with

the warm-hearted little Latin, who had first held out to her the olive

branch of human sympathy.

Adelle was met at the dock by "Rosy," who had with her "the two Pols"

and Eveline Glynn at whose country home they were staying. "Rosy," as

well as her schoolmates, was agreeably surprised by Adelle's appearance

after her summer in Mexico. Nature was tardily asserting herself; Adelle

was becoming a woman,--a small, delicate, pale little creature, whose

rounding bust under her white dress gave her the dainty atmosphere of an

early spring flower, fragile and frigid, but full of charm for some

connoisseurs of human beauty. She had also acquired in Mexico a note of

her own, which was perhaps due to the clothes she had bought in Mexico

City on her way home, of filmy fabric and prominent colors; and her

usually taciturn speech had taken on a languorous slowness in imitation

of the Mereldas' way of speaking English. In the drawling manner in

which she said,--"Hello, Rosy," and nonchalantly accepted Miss Glynn's

invitation for the intervening days before school opened, the new Adelle

was revealed. The girls exchanged glances. And "Rosy" whispered Irene

Paul,--"Our little Adelle is coming on." To which the California girl

replied with a chuckle,--"Didn't I tell you she was a good old sport?"

Adelle, overhearing this, felt an almost vivid sense of pride.

But as yet hers was only a very little air, which was quickly wilted by

the oppressive luxury of the Glynns' country-place--one of those large,

ostentatious establishments that Americans are wont to start before they

know how, and where consequently the elaborate domestic machinery

creaks. There were men-servants of different nationalities, ladies'

maids, and a houseful of guests coming and going as in a private hotel.

Adelle shrank into the obscurest corner and her anemonelike charm,

tentatively putting forth, was quite lost in the scramble. Beechwood was

a much less genial home than the slipshod Mexican hacienda of the

Mereldas and nobody paid any attention to the shy girl. Eveline Glynn,

who expected in another year to be free from school, was too much

occupied with her own flirtations to bother herself about her chance

guest. Adelle, being left to her usual occupation of silent observation,

managed to absorb a good deal at Beechwood in four days, chiefly of the

machinery of modern wealth. There were the elaborate meals, the

drinking, the card-playing, the motors, the innumerable servants, and

the sickening atmosphere of inane sentimentalism between the sexes.

Everybody seemed to be having "an affair," and the talk was redolent of

innuendo. Adelle had occasion to observe the potency of her lamp in this

society. She worked it first upon the waiting-woman assigned to her, to

whom she gave a large fee and who coached her devotedly in the ways of

the house and supplied her with the gossip. It also brought her the

annoying attentions of a middle-aged man, to whom her hostess had

confided that the dumb little Clark girl was "awful rich."

At the end of the visit the girls went back to New York, under the

chaperonage of "Rosy," to equip themselves for the school term, staying

at a great new hotel, and here Adelle's corruption by her wealth was

continued at an accelerated pace. The four girls flitted up and down the

Avenue, buying and ordering what they would. There were definite limits

to the purse of the Californians, but Adelle, perceiving the distinction

to be had from free spending, ordered with a splendid indifference to

price or amount. She won the admiration of her friends by the ease with

which she gave her name and address. Adelle was in fact a little

frightened by her own extravagance, but persisted with a child's

curiosity to find out the limit of her magic lamp. She did not reach it,

however. Mr. Crane at her request had opened an account for her at the

trust company's correspondent on upper Fifth Avenue, and apparently it

was of a size that produced respect in the heart of the shopkeeper.

All these purchases, the clothes and the jewelry and the other rubbish

that the girl bought, gave her no special pleasure, gratified no

desires: she did not know what she could do with half the things at

Herndon Hall. What gave her keen pleasure was the prestige of lavish

spending.... After a debauch of theaters and dinners and shopping, the

four girls were again taken in tow by the sophisticated "Rosy" and went

up the river to Herndon Hall for Adelle's third year of boarding-school.

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