II

The possession of property of any kind gives a curious consciousness of

dignity to the human being who is its owner, due very likely to the

traditional estimate of the importance of all possessions, and to the

mystical but generally erroneous belief that property is in some way an

outward and visible proof of the worth or the ability of its

possessor--or his forbears. Even the possession of a possibility such as

Clark's Field--which was of no positive value to the Clarks, and indeed

an increasing source of expense and anxiety to the impoverished family,

as taxes rose in company with the rise of all values--conferred upon the

Clarks some small consideration in Alton and made them feel the dignity

and the tragedy of property ownership. John, who was nothing but a

seedy, middle-aged clerk, none too careful of his appearance and

uneasily aware of his failure, had ample excuse to himself for his

shortcomings and willingness to live on a kind Government, because he

had been hardly used by fate in the matter of his inheritance. As the

property that might have been his was just beyond his reach, he had a

small swagger of superiority in the gas office, and the tradition was

well established there that he belonged to a family "land poor,"--the

most genteel form of poverty if any form of poverty can be genteel. Even

old farmer Samuel had tottered about the Square on his malacca stick and

exchanged the time of day with the small merchants there, with a sense

of his own importance as the owner of "a valuable piece of property"

temporarily under legal disability.

As for the women of the family this sense of unrealized importance grew

tenfold in their consciousness, because they had few opportunities of

encountering reality in their narrow lives and because as women they

were apt to dream of wealth, even of visionary wealth. It cannot be said

that Clark's Field had much to do with John's marriage which had taken

place in 'sixty-seven, because at that early date it was not considered

a large expectation even by the Clarks. But John had a younger sister,

Ada or "Addie" Clark as she was always known, and over Addie's destiny

Clark's Field had a large and sinister influence as I shall presently

show. At the time when her father finally abandoned his farm in favor of

town life, Addie was a mere child, so young that she could forget the

wholesome pictures of domestic farm industry that she must have shared.

Or, if there lingered in the background of her memory a consciousness of

her mother's butter-making, feeding the pigs, cooking for the occasional

farm hands, washing and mending, and all the other common tasks of this

laborious condition, she conveniently ignored it as women easily

contrive to do. Her life was centered in the Church Street house where

the Clarks had at first indulged in certain pretensions. Addie had gone

to the Alton schools and there associated with the better class of

children,--a doctor's daughter and a retired bank clerk's family being

the more intimate of these. As a young girl she had a transparent

complexion and a thin sort of American prettiness that unfortunately

quickly faded, under the influences of the Church Street house, into a

sallow commonplaceness. But Addie unlike the men of the family never

wholly abandoned her aspirations and ambitions. She was very careful

about the young men whom she "encouraged," and the families into whose

houses she would enter. Thus she sacrificed her slim chances of

matrimony on the altar of a visionary family pride. One of her

high-school mates, the son of the prosperous liveryman in Alton, might

have married her had he been more warmly met, and taken her with him to

Detroit, where in time he became the well-to-do head of a large

automobile manufactory. This was not the single instance of her family

pride.

It is a fascinating subject to speculate what would have happened to Ada

if she had had the moral vigor to shake herself loose from the hampering

family traditions of riches to be, and struck out for an independent,

wholesome life as women have been known to do under similar

circumstances. But Alton, like most old towns, had strong class

traditions that exercised an iron influence upon feminine destinies. It

was, of course, hopeless for Ada, the daughter of a retired farmer who

could not sell his farm, to come into close social contact with the

local aristocracy, which consisted at this time of the Stearns and Frost

relationship together with a few well-to-do merchants from B---- who had

always lived in Alton and owned those large semi-suburban estates in its

environs. But at least she could jealously guard herself from falling

into the mire of the commoner sort of small shopkeepers who were

pressing into the Square. The end was that Addie fast became what was

then called, without any circumlocution, an "old maid," and an

uninteresting one, whose days were occupied by church and gossip, and

who went over and over the threadbare family tradition. Old Mrs. Clark,

her mother, was a realist and never forgot the farm days. She was enough

of a woman to regret sincerely the fatal mistake that the family had

made in trying to become something other than their destiny had fitted

them to be. She was a thorn in the sentimental flesh of Addie, whose

thoughts preferred to play with the dignities and ease that would be

hers when the Field had been sold. Addie dressed herself as finely as

she could on Sundays and in the afternoons would walk down the South

Road past the abandoned Field and remark to a friend upon the family

property and the misfortune that kept them all down in the depths of

poverty. As the years went on and the price of real estate advanced, her

tale sounded less ridiculous than it might. But it was a bloodless sort

of consolation even for Addie, and all her friends knew the story by

heart and listened to it merely with kind indulgence. "A bird in the

hand," etc., is a proverb peculiarly to the liking of Yankees. They do

not take much interest in Peruvian mines or other forms of

non-negotiable wealth unless they see a chance to work them off on a

more credulous public. As for old Mrs. Clark, when she became tied to

her chair, she was bitter on the topic. "That dratted old Field!" she

would say with the brutal directness of the realist; "your father would

have sold the whole of it for five thousand dollars and been

thankful!"--a fact that seemed to her children of no importance.

When the old woman was laid away in Woodlawn beside her husband, Addie

could give free rein to her fancies, untroubled by the darts of the

realist. But the family fortunes soon became most desperate. Fortunately

John had no children, his one small son having died as a baby. His wife,

who had perhaps become tired of the family fortune as it never quite

realized itself, tried to prod her shiftless husband into a greater

activity. But except for the getting of the pension, which was put

through in 1885, John added little to the family purse, and before his

mother's death lost his position in the gas office, a new administration

of the company holding that a municipal utility was not an asylum for

old soldiers. The trouble was, as Mrs. John knew, and as Ada always

refused to recognize, John drank. At first it was a convivial weakness

indulged in only at the reunions of old veterans,--John was a most

ardent "Vet,"--but it became a habit that took away his little

usefulness for anything. So now the family for steady income was reduced

to the pension, which was only twenty-two dollars a month. Clearly

something had to be done. Mrs. John took in lodgers in the Church Street

house, a clerk or two from the neighboring shops. And Addie finally

brought herself to learn the manipulation of the typewriter, which was

fast becoming a woman's profession, and found a position in a large

store in the city.

It would seem that the Clark fortunes had reached their lowest ebb:

family extinction was all that now remained for them. The Church Street

house rested solely, save for the small pension, on the exertions of two

ineffective women. It could just get on as it was, and if the family

life had never been a bright and cheerful one, it was now drearier than

ever. Then Addie married. She was nearly if not quite forty years old,

and neither her brother nor sister-in-law expected such an event. She

was sallow, thin, and rather querulous in temperament. Very likely Addie

felt that marriage could not make her lot worse, and as middle-age

threatened, she accepted the defeat of her ambitions and in the spirit

of better-late-than-never struck out for herself in the race for

personal happiness, throwing over the burden of Clark's Field.

At any rate, she was married to William Scarp, a fellow-clerk in Minot

Brothers--wholesale wool. Addie represented that Mr. Scarp was of

excellent Southern blood from somewhere in North Carolina. It is

needless to enter into that nebulous question. He was earning thirty

dollars a week with Minot Brothers when they became engaged and was a

few years younger than his bride. The firm gave him a five-dollar

increase of salary on his marriage, old Savage remarking facetiously

that he believed in rewarding courage. The couple went to live in the

city, and for a year or two they moved nomadically from one

boarding-house or cheap hotel to another. It may be presumed that Addie,

without any clear idea of deceiving, had misled William Scarp in the

matter of Clark's Field--her fixed delusion. The Field made this

marriage, and it was not a happy one. The John Clarks, who still hung on

in the Church Street house with an additional roomer, soon began to

suspect that Addie was not wholly happy in her married life. William had

a quick temper and was very plain-spoken about the "job" that Addie had

"put over him" in the matter of the Clark property, though in fact she

had exercised no more mendacity than women of forty in her position are

wont to do. At one time shortly after the marriage Scarp had an

"understanding" with John Clark about the family estate. When he learned

that the Field could not be sold in the present state of its title and

that such leases as had been made of it to meet taxes and other

obligations tied it up until the opening of the next century, he

expressed himself abusively. Later he suggested that a "syndicate"

should be formed to employ lawyers to straighten out the title and

dispose of the property piecemeal as the leases fell in. It seemed a

brilliant plan, quite modern in its sound, but alas! William, no more

than John, could finance the "syndicate." So the suggestion lapsed, and

the Scarps worried along on William's salary for a time, and then moved

to Philadelphia. What Addie's experiences were there, or in Cincinnati

and Indianapolis, to which cities they also wandered, I have no means of

knowing, nor did the John Clarks hear from her, except for a rare

penciled postcard. The Clarks, as may be observed, were no great

letter-writers.

All is that one day in November of 1889, Addie arrived at the Church

Street house with a forlorn parcel of a little girl and a bedraggled bag

that contained her entire worldly possessions. She was ill and old. She

would say little about her husband, but later it came out in the

newspapers that William Scarp had been convicted of forgery and sent to

prison in Indiana (where he died soon after of consumption contracted in

prison). Addie had come back to the only human refuge she knew. She was

too ill and too beaten by life to work. She sat around in the Church

Street house dumbly for nearly a year, then died, leaving the forlorn,

pale little girl to her brother and sister-in-law as a legacy. This

child she had named Adelle, thus proving the persistence of her fancy

even in her forlornest hours. Ada or Addie was too common for the last

of the Clarks. She should at least have something poetic for name. For

who could say? She might some day become an heiress and shine in that

social firmament so much desired by her mother. In that event she should

not be handicapped by a vulgar name. As Addie had resumed her maiden

name after Scarp had been sent to prison, the little girl was destined

to grow up as Adelle Clark,--the last member of the Alton branch of the

Clarks, ultimate heiress to Clark's Field, should there be anything of

it left to inherit when the law let go.

The silent little girl, who played about the lodgers' rooms in the dingy

Church Street house, was of course unaware of the weight of expectation

hanging to her. She was almost abnormally silent, perhaps because of her

depressing prenatal experiences as well as the forlorn environment of

the rooming-house,--perhaps because of physical and spiritual anaemia.

"She's a puny mite of a child," Mrs. John Clark said complainingly,

unpromising like everything Clark; nevertheless, the last of the sturdy

yeoman stock of Clarks.

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