GEORGE OLVER'S LOVE FOR BECKY.
"I'd like to see you alone a few minutes, teacher, if you please."
It was George Olver who spoke, in his sturdy, resolute bass. The words
hardly took on the form of a suave request: they were uttered in too
earnest, grave, and intent a tone.
I had dismissed my school for the day. The roar of the young lions just
released from bondage had not died away when George Olver entered the
school-room, closed the door behind him, and stood in a manly and
self-reliant attitude, his hat in his hand.
"No, ma'am," he said, in answer to some gesture of mine; "I'll be much
obleeged if _you'll_ set down in the chair."
"There's times, teacher," he then went on, gravely and steadily; "when
ordinary friends, like you and me, meetin' each other in the road, or in
a neighbor's house, maybe, we say, 'How d'ye do?' or 'It's a pleasant
day,' or the like o' that, and all well and good. It's a fair
understandin', and enough said 'twixt you and me: and then ag'in, there's
times when the wind blows up rough, as ye might say, and oncommon dark,
and some harm a befallin' of us, when we git closter together and more a
dependin' on each other, and then them old words ain't o' much account to
us, but to speak out different what need be without fear or shame."
"Yes," I said, much impressed by George Olver's manner. He was held
somewhat in awe among the Wallencampers, and regarded generally as a
"close-mouthed" fellow.
"I hear," he resumed; "that Dave Rollin has been down this way ag'in.
They say it was lucky for him I wasn't to home that day; maybe so. Ef
he'd a turned up suddenly in my path--I can't say--I might 'a' trod on
him. I never done anythin' like that for the fun on't. I'd rather go
round one any time than step on't, but if I'd a come on him so,
onexpected, I can't say for what might 'a' been the consequences. Wall,
he comes down here, and he goes to her with money! Her, that ain't used
to all the devilish ways o' the world, nor as fine clo's as some, but
that's got a lady's heart in her, for all that; and she told him--I know
just how she said it, in that quiet way she's had along lately--that it
was the last thing he could do to hurt her--but he'd made a mistake if he
thought she could take that.
"So, then, as I've heered, he went to her father, a tryin' to make it
appear, as nigh as I can make out, that he'd got suthin' in the shape of
a conscience that he wanted to whiten over a little more to his own
satisfaction afore he went away.
"Wall, Bede and his daughter used to be called about one piece for
temper, though I don't reckon that temper's lackin' allays 'cause it
don't show. There's them as jest keeps the steam down a workin' the whole
machinery patient and stiddy; but Bede, he's allays a histin' the cover,
and lettin' on't out in one general bust, and I reckon that was what he
did when he was a talkin' with the fisherman; he histed up the cover and
let off a good deal of onnecessary steam, but he come to the right point
in the end; that the fisherman had made a mistake thar', too, and--as
near as I can make out--this Dave Rollin was kind o' took back and
disappointed. He hadn't calkilated that the folks down here had any sech
feelin's as his sort o' folks.
"Thar' ain't any use in talkin' about him. I feel hard thar', I confess,
but that can't help her none, now. What I want is to help her. I tell ye,
teacher,"--the strong voice trembled slightly--"there's been times when
I've felt as though I've been a sinkin', as ye might say, and a wantin'
to call out for help! help! like any weak, drowning fool, instead o'
swimmin' above it strong, and helpin' them as was weaker than me.
"No shame for me to say, teacher, I've allays had it in my mind that
Becky'd marry me. It grew up with me. I never thought o' no other girl
but her. Ye see she'd always knowed me, and it was more like a brother,
she said. She hadn't thought o' _that_. So, I says, I'll bide my time
patient, but I believed she'd turn to me.
"When Dave Rollin began to hang around there, I didn't feel exactly
kindly towards him, I don't pretend. The folks, they tried to set me on.
It 'ud a been mighty easy to 'a' gone on! I guess there ain't nobody
as knows us two 'ud deny I could handle four o' such as him, but a man
has got to say, fa'r play! fa'r play! and not put himself in other folks'
light. Thinks I, if his intentions are all squar' and honorable--and I
hadn't no reason, then, to say they wa'n't--and them, two take a fancy to
each other, why, it ain't no more than nateral!
"She was handsome enough, for a queen, and he had different manners from
us fellows down here, and purtier ways o' talkin' and lookin' at a girl,
as though if she didn't have him, it was goin' to knock 'im straight, and
she'd lived with such different folks, it made it vary interestin'; that
was nateral. Thinks I, a man in my place had ought to have sense enough
to back out quiet.
"You know what he done, teacher. He took the best, and when he got tired
on't, he threw it away,"--the brawny hand at George Olver's side was
clinched so as to appear almost colorless, yet there was little
discomposure in his voice--"but cursin' him ain't a goin' to help us now.
When a thing that's allays been precious to us has once fell, we can't
never make it quite like it was afore, but we can keep care on't patient,
a waitin' God Almighty's time to make it whole. I know what folks say. I
know, but I don't keer. She ain't no less precious to me, now, than she
was afore, only it's more for her, now, maybe, and less for myself. And
she sees, now. She does keer for me, now. Ay, I know what they'll say,
but they don't know that girl as well as I do, teacher. They ain't
nothin' would 'a' wrung them words from her ef they hadn't 'a' be'n true;
no, not ef it had been savin' her life to say 'em. She does keer, now,
but she won't never take me now, she says, because it 'ud be wrongin' me;
and I might 'a' knowed what she'd 'a' said, what it was nateral and noble
for her to say.
"But," continued George Olver, with a flash of magnificent fire in his
eyes, and thrusting his arm out straight; "what's right atween me and my
God needn't be afeard o' no man's face! I want to take that girl and keer
for her, and keep her from meddlin' tongues. Let 'em say what they choose
to me; they must be keerful what they say afore her, that's all.
"I've waited a good while. I could bide my time, but not now, when she's
heart broke and sufferin', and nobody ter put out a hand to help her.
There's be'n a look on her face, lately, that I don't like to see. It's
afore my eyes all the time, and it werries me night and day--as though
she didn't hold herself o' no account, and might make away wi' herself.
"Teacher, you've got a woman's heart, and you can save that other woman!
It's a task that they needn't nobody be ashamed on, for the Lord Jesus
himself set the example. I guess she thinks you've turned agin her, too,
but I knew that couldn't be, for no friend 'ud leave another when they
was perishin', not even if they was more to fault than she was; and she
was apt to mind ye more than any one. I thought if you'd go in and speak
to her as a woman could, and tell her she'd got a right to hope, and tell
her her friends would not forsake her, least of all would it be likely
God would forsake her, and tell her--"
George Olver seemed both to be looking at me and beyond me with his
beautiful, brave eyes; "Tell her thar's somebody that don't find any
cause to be sorry for havin' loved her, but knows how she's been
werrited, and suffers along with her, and 'ud be more glad and content
than of anythin' else in his heart this minute, to protect her and keer
for her as it's right--yes, tell her as it's right that she should let
him do; and if she asks from whom that comes"--George Olver smiled
brightly, with that far-seeing look still in his eyes--"why, it's no
secret from whom it comes. Will you go, teacher?"
"Yes," said I, with a vague sense of having caught a glimpse of a
hitherto unknown world; "I will go."
George Olver came forward, gave my hand a firm grasp, and then turned
resolutely and walked out.
Left to myself and my own thoughts, I dreaded more and more the
concession there would seem to be in my seeking Rebecca now, for the poor
girl could hardly be expected, I thought, to appreciate the magnanimity
of such an act.
I deferred going to see her until evening, and even thought of writing a
letter instead of going at all, signifying my willingness to take her
back into my favor, in a limited sort of way, and reinforcing her with a
share of that counsel and advice which she must have missed so sadly of
late; but I was conscious of the fact that I should not thus be keeping
my promise to George Olver.
After supper, the singers came in and wailed some peculiarly touching
songs about rescuing the fallen and the erring. As Grandma Keeler was
preparing to go on an errand of mercy down the lane, I joined her, and
stopped at Bede Weir's door.
Aunt Patty, Rebecca's mother, appeared in answer to my knock. Her glances
had fallen rather reproachfully on me, of late. Seeing me now, she cast
down her eyes, a steely expression gathering about her mouth.
"You've come too late, teacher," said she, her voice breaking suddenly
into a sob as she lifted her apron to her eyes.
In that instant it flashed through my mind,--the fear George Olver had
expressed lest Rebecca should make away with herself. I fancied that I
turned terribly pale.
"Come in, teacher!" Aunt Patty exclaimed, with a quick motion of her
hand, and she continued rapidly:--
"Becky went away this afternoon. She's gone to Taunton. She didn't tell
nobody but me. If you'd 'a' come sooner you might 'a' kep' her, teacher.
She's gone to Jane Meredith's that works thar, in the shops and Beck used
to know her. She hires a room, and Beck she's saved a little money
cranberryin'. She says she's a goin' to stay thar' as long as it holds
out, and 'maybe,' she says, 'I can git work;' she says thar' ain't nobody
here cares for her but me. 'And it's only a trouble to you, mother,' she
says; 'and maybe, I shan't never come back again.' If you could 'a' seen
how she looked. Oh, my God!" As the poor woman held her hands to her
face, I saw the tears springing out between her fingers. "There's nobody
knows how I feel this night! She wa'n't a bad girl, my Becky wa'n't. She
was deceived, but it'll make her bad, everybody turnin' agin her so--and
that Jane Meredith, she was sech a wild girl! Oh, I'm afeard! I'm
afeard!"
"But we'll have Becky back again, Mrs. Weir," I said, intensely relieved,
even at this state of things; "and, more than that, we shall see her very
happy yet. I will write to her, myself, to-night."
"I don't know,"--Aunt Patty shook her head sadly--"she might think I'd
got you to do it. I seen she took it to heart, you're turnin' agin her
so, and I didn't believe you'd 'a' done it if you'd known all. I wanted
to go up and see yer, for I knew you'd soften, but no, she wouldn't let
me. She said she'd never forgive me ef I did. No; she'd think I'd been a
puttin' ye up to it." Aunt Patty dried her tears, helplessly.
"You ought to have come to me!" I exclaimed with grave emphasis; "whether
she wanted you to or not!"
"Perhaps I had, teacher," said Aunt Patty, meekly; "but you couldn't 'a'
gone agin her ef you'd been in my place. She wasn't vexed, teacher, but
she was awful set, and she looked so wore out! I couldn't go agin her."
"All the more reason," I continued, fortifying myself with new
confidence; "why you should have been firm with her. She is not fit to go
off by herself in that way. She's a child! a child! She needs some one to
tell her what to do."
"I know that; that's what worries me!" cried Aunt Patty, bursting into
tears; "but what could I do, teacher? what could I do?"
"Well, never mind," I said, assuming with readiness the attitude of the
consoler; "we will have Becky home again in a very short time. I will
write this evening and if she does not come, why, we shall have to go
after her, that's all!"
This last I was able to utter almost gayly, looking into Aunt Patty's
face.
The woman's poor, worn hand placed in mine, the look of confidence
upturned to me in her tearful eyes, her readiness to forgive, to forget
any resentment which she might have cherished towards me, all touched me
deeply and strengthened me in a sincere determination to win Rebecca
back.
"She made me promise I wouldn't let George Olver know where she was,
teacher," said Aunt Patty, breathlessly, as I was going out of the door.
"She had her reasons; we'd ought to respect 'em some. I wouldn't be
deceiving her entirely."
On my way homeward, I reflected how altogether burdensome it was to
one-half of humanity that the other half was not better calculated to
take care of itself, and resolved that my letter to Rebecca should be at
once dignified, imperative, and kind.