XXVI

Two days later, Marya Dmitrievna arrived with all her young people at

Vasilievskoe, in accordance with her promise. The little girls

immediately ran out into the garden, while Marya Dmitrievna languidly

traversed the rooms, and languidly praised everything. Her visit to

Lavretzky she regarded as a token of great condescension, almost in the

light of a good deed. She smiled affably when Anton and Apraxyeya, after

the ancient custom of house-serfs, came to kiss her hand,--and in an

enervated voice, through her nose, she asked them to give her some tea. To

the great vexation of Anton, who had donned white knitted gloves, the

newly-arrived lady was served with tea not by him, but by Lavretzky's

hired valet, who, according to the assertion of the old man, knew nothing

whatever about proper forms. On the other hand, Anton reasserted his

rights at dinner: firm as a post he stood behind Marya Dmitrievna's

chair--and yielded his place to no one. The long-unprecedented arrival of

visitors at Vasilievskoe both agitated and rejoiced the old man: it

pleased him to see, that his master knew nice people. However, he was not

the only one who was excited on that day: Lemm, also, was excited. He put

on a short, snuff-coloured frock-coat, with a sharp-pointed collar, bound

his neckerchief tightly, and incessantly coughed and stepped aside, with

an agreeable and courteous mien. Lavretzky noted, with satisfaction, that

the close relations between himself and Liza still continued: no sooner

did she enter, than she offered him her hand, in friendly wise. After

dinner, Lemm drew forth, from the back pocket of his coat, into which he

had been constantly thrusting his hand, a small roll of music, and pursing

up his lips, he silently laid it on the piano. It was a romance, which he

had composed on the preceding day to old-fashioned German words, in which

the stars were alluded to. Liza immediately seated herself at the piano

and began to decipher the romance.... Alas, the music turned out to be

complicated, and disagreeably strained; it was obvious that the composer

had attempted to express some passionate, profound sentiment, but nothing

had come of it: so the attempt remained merely an attempt. Lavretzky and

Liza both felt this,--and Lemm understood it: he said not a word, put his

romance back in his pocket, and in reply to Liza's proposal to play it

over again, he merely said significantly, with a shake of his head:

"Enough--for the present!"--bent his shoulders, shrank together, and left

the room.

Toward evening, they all went fishing together. The pond beyond the

garden contained a quantity of carp and loach. They placed Marya

Dmitrievna in an arm-chair near the bank, in the shade, spread a rug

under her feet, and gave her the best hook; Anton, in the quality of an

old and expert fisherman, offered his services. He assiduously spitted

worms on the hook, slapped them down with his hand, spat on them, and

even himself flung the line and hook, bending forward with his whole

body. That same day, Marya Dmitrievna expressed herself to Feodor

Ivanitch, with regard to him, in the following phrase, in the French

language of girls' institutes: "_Il n'y a plus maintenant de ces gens

comme ca comme autrefois._" Lemm, with the two little girls, went

further away, to the dam; Lavretzky placed himself beside Liza. The fish

bit incessantly, the carp which were caught were constantly flashing

their sides, now gold, now silver, in the air; the joyous exclamations of

the little girls were unceasing; Marya Dmitrievna herself gave vent to

a couple of shrill, feminine shrieks. Lavretzky and Liza caught fewer

than the others; this, probably, resulted from the fact that they paid

less attention than the rest to their fishing, and allowed their floats

to drift close inshore. The tall, reddish reeds rustled softly around

them, in front of them the motionless water gleamed softly, and their

conversation was soft also. Liza stood on a small raft; Lavretzky sat on

the inclined trunk of a willow; Liza wore a white gown, girt about the

waist with a broad ribbon, also white in hue; her straw hat was hanging

from one hand, with the other, she supported, with some effort, the

curved fishing-rod. Lavretzky gazed at the pure, rather severe profile,

at her hair tucked behind her ears, at her soft cheeks, which were as

sunburned as those of a child,--and said to himself: "O how charmingly

thou standest on my pond!" Liza did not turn toward him, but stared at

the water,--and half smiled, half screwed up her eyes. The shadow of a

linden-tree near at hand fell upon both of them.

"Do you know,"--began Lavretzky:--"I have been thinking a great deal

about my last conversation with you, and have come to the conclusion,

that you are extraordinarily kind."

"I did not mean it in that way at all ..." Liza began,--and was overcome

with shame.

"You are kind,"--repeated Lavretzky. "I am a rough man, but I feel that

every one must love you. There's Lemm now, for example: he is simply in

love with you."

Liza's brows quivered, rather than contracted; this always happened with

her when she heard something disagreeable.

"I felt very sorry for him to-day,"--Lavretzky resumed:--"with his

unsuccessful romance. To be young, and be able to do a thing--that can be

borne; but to grow old, and not have the power--is painful. And the

offensive thing about it is, that you are not conscious when your powers

begin to wane. It is difficult for an old man to endure these shocks!...

Look out, the fish are biting at your hook.... They say,"--added

Lavretzky, after a brief pause,--"that Vladimir Nikolaitch has written

a very pretty romance."

"Yes,"--replied Liza;--"it is a trifle, but it is not bad."

"And what is your opinion,"--asked Lavretzky:--"is he a good musician?"

"It seems to me that he has great talent for music; but up to the present

time he has not cultivated it as he should."

"Exactly. And is he a nice man?"

Liza laughed, and cast a quick glance at Feodor Ivanitch.

"What a strange question!"--she exclaimed, drawing up her hook, and

flinging it far out again.

"Why is it strange?--I am asking you about him as a man who has recently

come hither, as your relative."

"As a relative?"

"Yes. I believe I am a sort of uncle to you."

"Vladimir Nikolaitch has a kind heart,"--said Liza:--"he is clever;

mamma is very fond of him."

"And do you like him?"

"He is a nice man: why should not I like him?"

"Ah!"--said Lavretzky, and relapsed into silence. A half-mournful,

half-sneering expression flitted across his face. His tenacious gaze

discomfited Liza, but she continued to smile. "Well, God grant them

happiness!"--he muttered, at last, as though to himself, and turned away

his head.

Liza blushed.

"You are mistaken, Feodor Ivanitch,"--she said:--"there is no cause for

your thinking.... But do not you like Vladimir Nikolaitch?"

"I do not."

"Why?"

"It seems to me, that he has no heart."

The smile vanished from Liza's face.

"You have become accustomed to judge people harshly,"--she said, after a

long silence.

"I think not. What right have I to judge others harshly, when I myself

stand in need of indulgence? Or have you forgotten that a lazy man is the

only one who does not laugh at me?... Well,"--he added:--"and have you

kept your promise?"

"What promise?"

"Have you prayed for me?"

"Yes, I have prayed, and I do pray for you every day. But please do not

speak lightly of that."

Lavretzky began to assure Liza, that such a thing had never entered his

head, that he entertained a profound respect for all convictions; then he

entered upon a discussion of religion, its significance in the history of

mankind, the significance of Christianity....

"One must be a Christian,"--said Liza, not without a certain

effort:--"not in order to understand heavenly things ... yonder ...

earthly things, but because every man must die."

Lavretzky, with involuntary surprise, raised his eyes to Liza's, and

encountered her glance.

"What a word you have uttered!"--said he.

"The word is not mine,"--she replied.

"It is not yours.... But why do you speak of death?"

"I do not know. I often think about it."

"Often?"

"Yes."

"One would not say so, to look at you now: you have such a merry, bright

face, you are smiling...."

"Yes, I am very merry now,"--returned Liza ingenuously.

Lavretzky felt like seizing both her hands, and clasping them tightly.

"Liza, Liza!"--called Marya Dmitrievna,--"come hither, look! What a

carp I have caught!"

"Immediately, _maman_,"--replied Liza, and went to her, but Lavretzky

remained on his willow-tree.

"I talk with her as though I were not a man whose life is finished," he

said to himself. As she departed, Liza had hung her hat on a bough; with

a strange, almost tender sentiment, Lavretzky gazed at the hat, at its

long, rather crumpled ribbons. Liza speedily returned to him, and again

took up her stand on the raft.

"Why do you think that Vladimir Nikolaitch has no heart?"--she

inquired, a few moments later.

"I have already told you, that I may be mistaken; however, time will

show."

Liza became thoughtful. Lavretzky began to talk about his manner of life

at Vasilievskoe, about Mikhalevitch, about Anton; he felt impelled to

talk to Liza, to communicate to her everything that occurred to his soul:

she was so charming, she listened to him so attentively; her infrequent

comments and replies seemed to him so simple and wise. He even told her

so.

Liza was amazed.

"Really?"--she said;--"why, I have always thought that I, like my maid

Nastya, had no words of my own. One day she said to her betrothed: 'Thou

must find it tiresome with me; thou always sayest such fine things to me,

but I have no words of my own.'"

"And thank God for that!" thought Lavretzky.

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