CHAPTER XXII

THE TELEGRAM

Raymond and Sabina spent a long afternoon at the house they had taken;

and while he was interested with the stables and garden, she occupied

herself indoors. She was very tired before they had finished, and

presently, returning to Bridport, they called at 'The Seven Stars' and

ordered tea.

The famous garden was dismantled now and Job Legg spent some daily hours

in digging there. To-morrow Job was to hear what Mrs. Northover had to

say concerning his proposal, and, meantime, the pending decision neither

unsettled him nor interfered with his usual placidity and enterprise.

Nelly Northover herself waited upon the engaged couple. She was somewhat

abstracted with her own thoughts, but so far banished them that she

could show and feel interest in the visitors. Raymond described the

house, and Sabina, glad to see Raymond in a cheerful mood, expatiated on

the charms of her future home.

They delayed somewhat longer than Mrs. Northover expected and she left

them presently, for she had an appointment bearing on the supreme

subject of her offer of marriage. Mrs. Northover was, in fact, going to

take another opinion. Such indecision seemed foreign to her character,

which seldom found her in two minds; but it happened that upon one

judgment she had often relied since her husband's death and, before the

great problem at present challenging Nelly, she believed another view

might largely assist her. That she could not decide herself, she felt

to be very significant. The fact made her cautious and anxious.

She put on her bonnet now, left a maid to settle with the customers and

presently stepped across the road to 'The Tiger,' for it was Richard

Gurd in whom Mrs. Northover put her trust. She designed to place Job's

offer before her friend and invite a candid and unprejudiced criticism.

For so doing more reasons than one may have existed; we seldom seek the

judgment of a friend without mixed motives; but, at any rate, Nelly

believed very thoroughly in her neighbour, and if, in reality, it was as

much a wish that he should know what had happened, as a desire to learn

his opinion upon it, she none the less felt that opinion would be

precious and probably decide her.

Richard was waiting in his office--a small apartment off the bar, to

which none had access save himself.

"Come in here and we shan't be disturbed," he said. "Of course, when you

tell me you want my advice on a matter of the greatest importance, all

else has to stand by. My old friend's wife has a right to come to me, I

should hope, and I'm glad you've done so. Sit here by the fire."

It did not take Mrs. Northover long to relate the situation, nor was Mr.

Gurd much puzzled to declare his view. In brief words she told him of

Job Legg's greatly increased prosperity and his proposal to wed. Having

made her statement, she advanced a few words for Job.

"In fairness and beyond all this, I must tell you, Richard, that he's a

very uncommon sort of man. That you know, of course, as well as I do.

But what you don't know is that when he was away, I badly missed him and

found out, for the first time, what an all-round, valuable creature he

has become at 'The Seven Stars.' When he was along with his dying

relation, I missed the man a thousand times in every twelve hours and I

felt properly astonished to find how he was the prop and stay of my

business. That may seem too much to say, seeing I'm a fairly clever

woman and know how to run 'The Seven Stars' in a pretty prosperous way;

but there is no doubt Legg is very much more than what he seems. He's a

very human man and I'll go so far as to say this: I like him. There's

great self-respect to him and you feel, under his level temper and

unfailing readiness to work at anything and everything, that he's a

power for good--in fact a man with high principles--so high as my own,

if not higher."

"Stop there, or you'll over-do it," said Richard. "Higher than yours his

principles won't take him and I refuse to hear you say so. You ask me in

plain words if you shall marry Job Legg, or if you shan't. And before I

speak, I may tell you that, as a man of the world, I shan't quarrel with

you if you don't take my advice. As a rule I have found that good advice

is more often given than taken and, whether or no, the giving of advice

nearly always means one thing. And that is that the giver loses a

friend. If the advice is bad, it is generally taken, and him that takes

it finds out in due course it was bad, and so the giver makes an enemy.

And if 'tis good, the same thing happens, for then 'tis not taken and,

looking back, the sufferer sees his mistake, and human nature works, and

instead of kicking himself, he feels like kicking the wise man that gave

him the good advice. But between me and you that won't happen, for

there's the ghost of William Northover to come between. You and me are

high spirited, and I dare say there are some people who would say we are

short tempered; but we know better."

"That's all true as gospel; and now you tell me if I ought to marry Job.

Or, if 'tis too great a question to decide in a minute, as I find it

myself, then leave it till to-morrow and I'll pop in again."

"No need to leave it. My mind is used to make itself up swift. First, as

to Legg. Legg's a very good man, indeed, and I'd be the first to praise

him. He's all you say--or nearly all--and I've often been very much

impressed by him. And if he was anybody's servant but yours, I dare say

I'd have tempted him to 'The Tiger' before now. But there are some that

shine in the lead, like you and me, and some that only show their full

worth when they've got to obey. Job can obey to perfection; but I'm not

so sure if he's fitted to command."

"Remember," she said, "that if I say 'no' to the man, I lose him. He

can't be my right hand no more then, because he'd leave. And my heart

sinks at the thought of another potman at my age."

"When you say 'potman' you come to the root of the matter, and your age

has nothing to do with it," answered Richard. "The natural instinct at

such times is to advise against, and when man or woman asks a fellow

creature as to the wisdom of marrying, they'll always pull a long face

and find fifty good reasons why not. But I'm taking this in a larger

spirit. There's no reason why you shouldn't marry again, and you'd make

another as happy as you did your first, no doubt. But Job Legg is a

potman; he's been a potman for a generation; he thinks like a potman,

and his outlook in life is naturally the potman outlook. Mind, I'm not

saying anything against him as a man when I tell you so; I'm only

looking at him now as a husband for you. He's got religion and a good

temper, and dollops of sense, and I'll even go so far as to say, seeing

that he is now a man of money, that he was within his right to offer, if

he did it in a modest manner. But I won't say more than that. He's

simple and faithful and a servant worthy of all respect, but that man

haven't the parts to rise to mastership. A good stick, but if he was

your crutch, he'd fail you. For my part, I'm very sure that people of

much greater importance than him would offer for you if they knew you

were for a husband."

"I wouldn't say I was for a husband, Richard. The idea never came into

my mind till Job Legg put it there."

"Just your modesty. There's no more reason why you shouldn't wed than

why I shouldn't. You're a comely and highly marriageable person still,

and nobody knows it better than what I do."

"You advise against, then?"

"In that quarter, yes. I'm thinking of you, and only you, and I don't

believe Job is quite man enough for the part. Leave it, however, for

twenty-four hours."

"He was to have his answer, to-morrow."

"He's used to waiting. Tell him you're coming to it and won't keep him

much longer. It's too big a thing to be quite sure about, and you were

right when you said so. I'll come across and see you in the morning."

"I'm obliged to you, Richard. And if you'll turn it over, I'll thank

you. I wouldn't have come to any other than you, bachelor though you

are."

"I'll weigh it," he promised, "but I warn you I'm very unlikely to see

it different. What you've told me have put other side issues into my

head. You'll hunt a rabbit and flush a game bird, sometimes. In fact,

great things often come out of little ones."

"I know you'll be fair and not let anything influence your judgment,"

she said.

He promised, but with secret uneasiness, for already it seemed that his

judgment was being influenced. For that reason he had postponed a final

decision until the following day. Mrs. Northover departed with grateful

thanks and left behind her, though she guessed it not, problems far more

tremendous than any she had brought.

Meantime Raymond and Sabina, on their way to Miss Ironsyde, were met by

Mr. Neddy Motyer. Neddy had not seen his friend for some time and now

saluted and stopped. It was nearly dark and they stood under a

lamp-post.

"Cheero!" said Mr. Motyer. "Haven't cast an eye on you for a month of

Sundays, Ironsyde."

Raymond introduced Sabina and Neddy was gallant and reminded her they

had met before at the Mill. Then, desiring a little masculine society,

Sabina's betrothed proposed that she should go on and report that he was

coming.

"Aunt Jenny will expect us to stop for dinner, so there's no hurry. I'll

be up in half an hour."

She left them and Neddy suggested drinking.

"You might as well be dead and buried for all the boys see of you

nowadays," he said, as they entered 'The Bull' Hotel.

"I'm busy."

"I know, but I hope you'll have a big night off before the deed is done

and you take leave of freedom--what?"

"I'm not taking leave of freedom. You godless bachelors don't know

you're born."

"Bluff--bluff!" declared Neddy. "You can't deceive me, old sport."

"You wait till you find the right one."

"I shall," promised Neddy. "And very well content to wait. Nothing is

easier than not to be married."

"Nothing is harder, my dear chap, if you're in love with the right

girl."

Neddy felt the ground delicate. He knew that Raymond had knocked down a

man for insulting him a week before, so he changed the subject.

"I thought you'd be at the fight," he said. "It was a pretty

spar--interesting all through. Jack Buckler won. Blades practically let

him. Not because he wanted to, but because Solly Blades has got a streak

of softness in his make-up. That's fatal in a fighter. If you've got a

gentle heart, it don't matter how clever you are: you can't take full

advantage of your skill and use the opening when you've won it. Blades

didn't punish Buckler's stupidity, or weakness just when he could have

done it. So he lost, because he gave Jack time to get strong again; and

when Blades in his turn went weak, Buckler got it over and outed him."

"Your heart often robs you of what your head won," said another man in

the bar. "Life's like prize-fighting in that respect. If you don't hit

other people when you can, the time will probably come when they'll hit

you."

It was an ugly philosophy and Raymond, looking within, applied to it

himself. Then he put his own thoughts away.

"And how are the gee-gees?" he asked.

"As a 'gentleman backer,' I can't say I'm going very strong," confessed

Neddy. "On the whole, I think it's a mug's game. Anyway, I shall chuck

it when flat racing comes again. My father's getting restive. I shall

have to do something pretty soon."

Raymond stayed for an hour and was again urged to give a bachelor-supper

before he married; but he declined.

"Shan't chuck away a tenner on a lot of wasters," he said. "Got

something better to do with it."

Several men promised to come to church and see the event, now near at

hand, but he told them that they might be disappointed.

"I'm not too sure about that," he said. "I may put my foot down on that

racket and be married at a registrar's. Anyway church is no certainty.

I've got no use for making a show of my private affairs."

On the way to Miss Ironsyde's he grew moody and gloom settled upon him.

A glimpse of the old free and easy life threw into darker colours the

new existence ahead. He remembered the sentiments of the strange man in

the bar--how weakness is always punished and the heart often robs the

head of victory. His heart was robbing his head of freedom; and that

meant victory also; for what sort of success can life offer to those who

begin it by flinging liberty to the winds? Yes, he had been "bluffing,"

as Neddy declared; and to bluff was foreign to his nature. Nobody was

deceived, for everybody knew the truth, and though none dared laugh at

him in public, secretly all his acquaintance were doubtless doing so.

Sabina saw that he was perturbed when presently he joined Miss

Ironsyde. He had drunk more than enough and proved irritable.

He was, however, silent at first, while his aunt discussed the wedding.

She took it for granted that it would be in church and reminded Raymond

of necessary steps.

"And certain people should be asked," she said. "Have you any friends

you particularly wish to be there? Mr. Churchouse is planning a wedding

breakfast--"

"No--none of my friends will be there if I can help it. They're not that

sort."

"Have you written to Daniel?"

"'Written to Daniel'! Good God, no! What should I write to Daniel, but

to tell him he's the biggest cur and hound on earth?"

"You've passed all that. You're not going back again, Raymond. You know

what you said last time when we talked about it."

"If he's ever to be more than a name to me, he must apologise for being

a low down brute, first. I've got plenty on my mind without thinking

about him. He's going to rue the day he treated me as he has done. I'll

bring him and Bridetown Mill to the gutter, yet."

"Don't, don't, please. I thought you felt last time we were talking

about him--"

"Drop him--don't mention his name to me--I won't hear it. If you want me

to go on with my life with self-respect, then keep his name out of my

life. I've cursed him to hell once and for all, so talk of something

else!"

Jenny Ironsyde saw that her nephew was in a dark temper, and while at

heart she felt indignant and ashamed, more for Sabina's sake than his

own, she humoured him, spoke of the future and strove to win him back

into a cheerful mind.

Then as they were going to dinner, at half-past seven o'clock, the maid

who announced the meal, brought with her a telegram. It was directed to

'Ironsyde' only, and, putting on her glasses, Jenny read it.

Daniel had been very seriously injured in a railway accident at York.

Remorse strikes the young with cruel bitterness. Raymond turned pale and

staggered. While he had been cursing his brother, the man lay smitten,

perhaps at the door of death. His aunt it was who steadied him and

turned to the time-table. Then she went to her store of ready money. In

an hour Raymond was on his way. It might be possible for him to catch a

midnight train for the North from London and reach York before morning.

When he had gone, Jenny turned to Sabina, who had spoken no word during

this scene.

"Much may come of this," she said. "God works in mysterious ways. I have

no fear that Raymond will fail in his duty to dear Daniel at such a

time. Come back early to-morrow, Sabina. I shall get a telegram, as soon

as Raymond can despatch it, and shall hold myself in readiness to go at

once and stop with Daniel. Tell Mister Churchouse what has happened."

The lady spent the night in packing. Her sufferings and anxieties were

allayed by occupation; but the long hours seemed unending.

She was ready to start at dawn, but not until ten o'clock came the news

from York. Mr. Churchouse was already with her when the telegram

arrived. He had driven from Bridetown with Sabina. Daniel Ironsyde was

dead and had passed many hours before Raymond reached him.

Sabina went home on hearing this news, and Ernest Churchouse remained

with Miss Ironsyde.

She was prostrated and, for a time, he could not comfort her. But the

practical nature of her mind asserted itself between gusts of grief. She

despatched a telegram to Raymond at York, and begged him to bring back

his brother's body as soon as it might be done. Concerning the future

she also spoke to Ernest.

"He has made no will," she said, "That I know, because when last we

were speaking of Raymond, he told me he felt it impossible at present to

do so."

"Then the whole estate belongs to Raymond, now?" he asked.

"Yes, everything is his."

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