_Juliet._ Is there no pity sitting in the clouds,
That sees into the bottom of my grief?
O, sweet my mother, cast me not away!
Delay this marriage for a month--a week--
Or if you do not, make the bridal bed
In that dim monument where Tybalt lies.
_Lady Capulet._ Talk not to me, for I'll not speak a word:
Do as thou wilt, for I have done with thee.
SHAKSPEARE.
Randolph had amply compensated, in his second dance with Mildred, for
any awkwardness which might have attended his first. Even in this he
had ultimately succeeded in interesting his partner, and in the other
he excited her enthusiasm. Carried away himself by the fatality which
seemed to have brought them together, he discoursed in fervent and
glowing language of the mystic science which supposed the destinies of
mortals to be written in the sky, and pointed to the planet which he
had just before imagined might rule his own. It was not as a believer,
not as a votary that he spoke, however, but as a lover. Were it not
pleasant, he asked, to fancy that friends far apart might look up to
those rolling fires, fancy one another's situation, and thus hold a
sympathetic communion,--no matter what distance lay between them? And
certain it is, that extravagant and romantic as the idea might seem,
Mildred never saw the stars afterwards without remembering the
question, gazing round for the bright planet which Randolph showed
her, and wondering was he also regarding it.
No marvel if she was more than excited by the scene which followed. To
find a relation in him whose rich tones still lingered on her ear,
whose burning words were still thrilling in her heart; to see in him
the cousin of whom she had scarcely heard, but was prepared to love;
the dweller of those desolate towers by the sea which she had so often
admired in the rambles of her childhood; to think that all she had
heard of him concerned the feud which divided them; to read that feud
in the flashing eyes which were fixed upon her mother, and to feel the
overwhelming tenderness with which they then bent upon herself,--no
marvel surely it was that the warm blood rushed to her cheeks, and she
trembled in every nerve, and her lips breathed a recognition of her
newfound kinsman.
Nor was it an impression likely to be weakened by reflection. All the
associations would rather tend to deepen it. The seclusion from which
he must have emerged, the mystery which appeared to surround him now,
the consequences of his self-betrayal, combined to the same end. Then,
too, he had a sister. Was she like him? Where was she abiding? What
were her pursuits? Mere curiosity would have found ample employment
for reverie, even if no deeper and fonder interest were at hand to
protract it.
In such meditations was Mildred absorbed when her mother came to
inform her, with stately calmness, that Mr. Melcomb had made a formal
demand of her hand; that the offer was highly acceptable to herself
and to Mr. Pendarrel, and that her suitor would pay his respects to
her the next day. As soon as Mildred had recovered some composure,
after the short scene which followed, she threw on her bonnet,--at
least she was not yet a prisoner in the house,--and walked to
Cavendish-square. Mrs. Winston read the anxiety of her mind at one
glance.
"Mildred, dearest," she exclaimed, "what is the matter?--what has
happened?"
"Do you recollect," her sister inquired in turn, with a short scornful
laugh which Gertrude did not like, "what we said of Mr. Melcomb some
time ago? Well, it seems I am to marry him:--that is what's the
matter."
"Marry Melcomb! Not while I have a home to offer you," Mrs. Winston
said, hastily. "That is, not against your wishes, dear. You may learn
to like the man. He is said to have very winning ways."
"Gertrude, Gertrude! do not jest. But we may be interrupted...."
"Come with me, little timidity. Fanchon shall tell them I am not at
home." Mrs. Winston led her sister to her boudoir. "Now, dear, talk to
me and the mice. You can sit with your back to me if you like."
"Oh, Gertrude, I think my heart will break!"
"Of course, dear. Quite correct."
"Nay, listen, sister," Mildred remonstrated. "I was sitting this
morning, doing nothing, thinking, thinking of ... when mamma came
suddenly into my room. I was quite startled. Mamma was looking half
merry and half solemn. You know, Gertrude?"
"I do, dear," said the elder sister, with some bitterness.
"So she began to flatter me in different ways, and said a great many
little things that I could really hardly attend to, and something
about the admiration ... and then about obedience and duty, and the
words seemed to pass over my mind without making any impression. Till
at last mamma assumed a very grave look, and said I must be aware of
the particular attentions which had been paid me for a great while.
There were, indeed, some attentions that I had felt, but not for a
great while.... I was confused, Gertrude, by the tone in which mamma
spoke; she seemed to expect an answer. I do not know what I said."
And Mildred here made a pause in her story, after which she proceeded
with more animation.
"Mamma did not keep me long in suspense. A gentleman--highly
distinguished--neighbour in the country--general favourite--might
have married so and so. Could I not guess? I had taken heart.
Neighbour! I thought. I considered the geography of Pendarrel. Bounded
on the east, I said to myself, by Mr. Peristyle, married. On the
south, Sir Simon Rogers, who married his dairy-maid, and she is just
dead. Dear mamma, I asked, am I to be the second Lady Rogers? She
laughed, and bade me guess again. West, thought I, west, between us
and the sea! And a romantic idea struck me, that I was to be a
peace-offering, and with a wild kind of hope, I exclaimed, surely,
mamma, it is not my cousin, Randolph? Gertrude, I wish you had seen
our mother's face at that moment."
"I can imagine it," Mrs. Winston said.
"For my part," Mildred continued, "my eyes had filled with tears.
After a moment's silence, mamma said, in a tone that froze my heart,
'You began at the wrong end. Mr. Melcomb is your suitor; will be your
husband.' Sister, I did not believe it. I fancy I smiled. Mamma went
on in the same voice--'Let me have no boarding-school nonsense,
Mildred, if you please. Rely on your mother's experience, and imitate
your sister's prudence. Mr. Melcomb will wait upon you to-morrow.' It
was still some time before I understood. I begged for pity, for delay,
for anything. Mamma was very, very stern!"
Mildred threw her arms round Gertrude, and bent her face upon her
neck.
"Marry him!" she exclaimed in a whisper--"never!"
"Ay," thought Mrs. Winston, pressing her sister to her bosom, "I said
the same. And yet.... But I had no refuge. I was unsupported, and
helpless. It is a hard struggle. May it not be avoided? Can we not gain
time? If Melcomb had a spark of generosity.... But he is too vain ...and
even then our mother.... There is nothing for it but time. Mildred,
dearest," she continued aloud, "you need not tremble so. You will not
have to accept Mr. Melcomb."
"What mean you?" her sister asked, raising her head.
"Listen: I understand this gentleman, and so, I think, do you. He will
not dream of asking your consent. He will take it for granted. Let
him--let him till the time comes. It will not be long, but we shall
have a chance of avoiding eclat. Tell mamma, that though you are not
now favourable to Mr. Melcomb, you cannot refuse to see him, and she
will be satisfied. And then we shall have the chapter of accidents on
our side."
"Must I do this, Gertrude?" Mildred exclaimed. "There was a time when
I was amused with his compliments, Heaven forgive me! But to listen to
them now! Encourage him, I never did. He knew I was laughing. Ah me!
If I escape this time, I will never flirt again."
"Be not too sure," said Gertrude. "But take your sister's word, no
harm will come. And remember, here is your home as a last resort.
Come, come," she continued, in answer to a sigh from her sister, "let
me take you a drive. You are as pale as Ophelia. But ah, ca ira, ca
ira ... do not repeat my revolutionary music to papa."
As the sisters rode along, Mrs. Winston turned the conversation to the
scene which had occurred at her late party. She had not seen it, nor
indeed had any one save those who were mentioned at the time. She
brought the colour into Mildred's cheeks, by alluding with a smile, to
her retirement with her partner to that unfrequented little room; and
she made her heart beat quick by relating all the circumstances which
she had learned from Rereworth, who had duly delivered Randolph's
message, and taken the opportunity of extolling the merits of his
friend. And Gertrude ended by expressing her deep regret at the
continuance of the family disagreement, to which her attention had
been specifically drawn for the first time, and her hope that it might
be approaching its termination. Every word of the narrative increased
the interest which was already warm in Mildred's heart, and made her
feel a greater repugnance to receiving Melcomb in the equivocal manner
recommended by her sister.