CHAPTER XXIX

The "death house" in this particular prison was one of those crass

erections and maintenances of human insensitiveness and stupidity

principally for which no one primarily was really responsible. Indeed,

its total plan and procedure were the results of a series of primary

legislative enactments, followed by decisions and compulsions as

devised by the temperaments and seeming necessities of various wardens,

until at last--by degrees and without anything worthy of the name of

thinking on any one's part--there had been gathered and was now being

enforced all that could possibly be imagined in the way of unnecessary

and really unauthorized cruelty or stupid and destructive torture. And

to the end that a man, once condemned by a jury, would be compelled

to suffer not alone the death for which his sentence called, but a

thousand others before that. For the very room by its arrangement, as

well as the rules governing the lives and actions of the inmates, was

sufficient to bring about this torture, willy-nilly.

It was a room thirty by forty feet, of stone and concrete and steel,

and surmounted some thirty feet from the floor by a skylight.

Presumably an improvement over an older and worse death house, with

which it was still connected by a door, it was divided lengthwise by a

broad passage, along which, on the ground floor, were twelve cells, six

on a side and eight by ten each and facing each other. And above again

a second tier of what were known as balcony cells--five on a side.

There was, however, at the center of this main passage--and dividing

these lower cells equally as to number--a second and narrower passage,

which at one end gave into what was now known as the Old Death House

(where at present only visitors to the inmates of the new Death House

were received), and at the other into the execution room in which stood

the electric chair. Two of the cells on the lower passage--those at the

junction of the narrower passage--faced the execution-room door. The

two opposite these, on the corresponding corners, faced the passage

that gave into the old Death House or what now by a large stretch of

the imagination, could be called the condemned men's reception room,

where twice weekly an immediate relative or a lawyer might be met. But

no others.

In the Old Death House (or present reception room), the cells still

there, and an integral part of this reception plan, were all in a row

and on one side only of a corridor, thus preventing prying inspection

by one inmate of another, and with a wire screen in front as well

as green shades which might be drawn in front of each cell. For, in

an older day, whenever a new convict arrived or departed, or took

his daily walk, or went for his bath, or was led eventually through

the little iron door to the west where formerly was the execution

chamber, these shades were drawn. He was not supposed to be seen by his

associates. Yet the old death house, because of this very courtesy and

privacy, although intense solitude, was later deemed inhuman and hence

this newer and better death house, as the thoughtful and condescending

authorities saw it, was devised.

In this, to be sure, were no such small and gloomy cells as those which

characterized the old, for there the ceiling was low and the sanitary

arrangements wretched, whereas in the new one the ceiling was high, the

rooms and corridors brightly lighted and in every instance no less than

eight by ten feet in size. But by contrast with the older room, they

had the enormous disadvantage of the unscreened if not uncurtained cell

doors.

Besides, by housing all together in two such tiers as were here, it

placed upon each convict the compulsion of enduring all the horrors

of all the vicious, morbid or completely collapsed and despairing

temperaments about him. No true privacy of any kind. By day--a blaze of

light pouring through an over-arching skylight high above the walls. By

night--glistening incandescents of large size and power which flooded

each nook and cranny of the various cells. No privacy, no games other

than cards and checkers--the only ones playable without releasing the

prisoners from their cells. Books, newspapers, to be sure, for all who

could read or enjoy them under the circumstances. And visits--mornings

and afternoons, as a rule, from a priest, and less regularly from

a rabbi and a Protestant minister, each offering his sympathies or

services to such as would accept them.

But the curse of the place was not because of these advantages, such as

they were, but in spite of them--this unremitted contact, as any one

could see, with minds now terrorized and discolored by the thought of

an approaching death that was so near for many that it was as an icy

hand upon brow or shoulder. And none--whatever the bravado-capable of

enduring it without mental or physical deterioration in some form. The

glooms--the strains--the indefinable terrors and despairs that blew

like winds or breaths about this place and depressed or terrorized all

by turns! They were manifest at the most unexpected moments, by curses,

sighs, tears even, calls for a song--for God's sake!--or the most

unintended and unexpected yells or groans.

Worse yet, and productive of perhaps the most grinding and destroying

of all the miseries here--the transverse passage leading between the

old death house on the one hand and the execution-chamber on the other.

For this from time to time--alas, how frequently--was the scene or

stage for at least a part of the tragedy that was here so regularly

enacted--the final business of execution.

For through this passage, on his last day, a man was transferred

from his _better_ cell in the new building, where he might have been

incarcerated for so much as a year or two, to one of the older ones

in the old death house, in order that he might spend his last hours

in solitude, although compelled at the final moment, none-the-less

(the death march), to retrace his steps along this narrower cross

passage--and where all might see--into the execution chamber at the

other end of it.

Also at any time, in going to visit a lawyer or relative brought into

the old death house for this purpose, it was necessary to pass along

the middle passage to this smaller one and so into the old death

house, there to be housed in a cell, fronted by a wire screen two feet

distant, between which and the cell proper a guard must sit while a

prisoner and his guest (wife, son, mother, daughter, brother, lawyer)

should converse--the guard hearing all. No handclasps, no kisses,

no friendly touches of any kind--not even an intimate word that a

listening guard might not hear. And when the fatal hour for any one had

at last arrived, every prisoner--if sinister or simple, sensitive or of

rugged texture--was actually if not intentionally compelled to hear if

not witness the final preparations--the removal of the condemned man

to one of the cells of the older death house, the final and perhaps

weeping visit of a mother, son, daughter, father.

No thought in either the planning or the practice of all this of the

unnecessary and unfair torture for those who were brought here, not to

be promptly executed, by any means, but rather to be held until the

higher courts should have passed upon the merits of their cases--an

appeal.

At first, of course, Clyde sensed little if anything of all this. In

so far as his first day was concerned, he had but tasted the veriest

spoonful of it all. And to lighten or darken his burden his mother came

at noon the very next day. Not having been permitted to accompany him,

she had waited over for a final conference with Belknap and Jephson,

as well as to write in full her personal impressions in connection

with her son's departure--(Those nervously searing impressions!) And

although anxious to find a room somewhere near the penitentiary, she

hurried first to the office of the penitentiary immediately upon

her arrival at Auburn and, after presenting an order from Justice

Oberwaltzer as well as a solicitous letter from Belknap and Jephson

urging the courtesy of a private interview with Clyde to begin with at

least, she was permitted to see her son in a room entirely apart from

the old death house. For already the warden himself had been reading of

her activities and sacrifices and was interested in seeing not only her

but Clyde also.

But so shaken was she by Clyde's so sudden and amazingly changed

appearance here that she could scarcely speak upon his entrance, even

in recognition of him, so blanched and gray were his cheeks and so

shadowy and strained his eyes. His head clipped that way! This uniform!

And in this dreadful place of iron gates and locks and long passages

with uniformed guards at every turn!

For a moment she winced and trembled, quite faint under the strain,

although previous to this she had entered many a jail and larger

prison--in Kansas City, Chicago, Denver--and delivered tracts and

exhortations and proffered her services in connection with anything she

might do. But this--this! Her own son! Her broad, strong bosom began to

heave. She looked, and then turned her heavy, broad back to hide her

face for the nonce. Her lips and chin quivered. She began to fumble in

the small bag she carried for her handkerchief at the same time that

she was muttering to herself: "My God--why hast thou forsaken me?" But

even as she did so there came the thought--no, no, he must not see her

so. What a way was this to do--and by her tears weaken him. And yet

despite her great strength she could not now cease at once but cried on.

And Clyde seeing this, and despite his previous determination to bear

up and say some comforting and heartening word to his mother, now began:

"But you mustn't, Ma. Gee, you mustn't cry. I know it's hard on you.

But I'll be all right. Sure, I will. It isn't as bad as I thought." Yet

inwardly saying: "Oh, God, how bad!"

And Mrs. Griffiths adding aloud: "My poor boy! My beloved son! But we

mustn't give way. No. No. 'Behold, I will deliver Thee out of the

snares of the wicked.' God has not deserted either of us. And He will

not--that I know. 'He leadeth me by the still waters.' 'He restoreth

my soul.' We must put our trust in Him. Besides," she added, briskly

and practically, as much to strengthen herself as Clyde, "haven't I

already arranged for an appeal? It is to be made yet this week. They're

going to file a notice. And that means that your case can't even be

considered under a year. But it is just the shock of seeing you so. You

see, I wasn't quite prepared for it." She straightened her shoulders

and now looked up and achieved a brave if strained smile. "The warden

here seems very kind, but still, somehow, when I saw you just now----"

She dabbed at her eyes which were damp from this sudden and terrific

storm, and to divert herself as well as him she talked of the so very

necessary work before her. Messrs. Belknap and Jephson had been so

encouraging to her just before she left. She had gone to their office

and they had urged her and him to be of good cheer. And now she was

going to lecture, and at once, and would soon have means to do with

that way. Oh, yes. And Mr. Jephson would be down to see him one of

these days soon. He was by no means to feel that the legal end of all

this had been reached. Far from it. The recent verdict and sentence

was sure to be reversed and a new trial ordered. The recent one was a

farce, as he knew.

And as for herself--as soon as she found a room near the prison--she

was going to the principal ministers of Auburn and see if she could

not secure a church, or two, or three, in which to speak and plead

his cause. Mr. Jephson was mailing her some information she could

use within a day or two. And after that, other churches in Syracuse,

Rochester, Albany, Schenectady--in fact many cities in the east--until

she had raised the necessary sum. But she would not neglect him. She

would see him at least once a week and would write him a letter every

other day, or maybe even daily if she could. She would talk to the

warden. So he must not despair. She had much hard work ahead of her,

of course, but the Lord would guide her in all that she undertook. She

knew that. Had He not already shown his gracious and miraculous mercy?

Clyde must pray for her and for himself. Read Isaiah. Read the

psalms--the 23rd and the 51st and the 91st daily. Also Habbakuk. "Are

there walls against the Hand of the Lord?" And then after more tears,

an utterly moving and macerating scene, at last achieving her departure

while Clyde, shaken to his soul by so much misery, returned to his

cell. His mother. And at her age--and with so little money--she was

going out to try to raise the money necessary to save him. And in the

past he had treated her so badly--as he now saw.

He sat down on the side of his cot and held his head in his hands

the while outside the prison--the iron door of the same closed and

only a lonely room and the ordeal of her proposed lecture tour ahead

of her--Mrs. Griffiths paused--by no means so assured or convinced

of all she had said to Clyde. To be sure God would aid her. He must.

Had He ever failed her yet--completely? And now--here--in her darkest

hour,--her son's! Would He?

She paused for a moment a little later in a small parking-place,

beyond the prison, to stare at the tall, gray walls, the watch

towers with armed guards in uniform, the barred windows and doors. A

penitentiary. And her son was now within--worse yet, in that confined

and narrow death house. And doomed to die in an electric chair.

Unless--unless----But, no, no--that should not be. It could not be.

That appeal. The money for it. She must busy herself as to that

at once--not think or brood or despair. Oh, no. "My shield and my

buckler." "My Light and my Strength." "Oh, Lord, Thou art my strength

and my deliverance. In Thee will I trust." And then dabbing at her eyes

once more and adding: "Oh, Lord, I believe. Help Thou mine unbelief."

So Mrs. Griffiths, alternately praying and crying as she walked.

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