For the first year of the three she opened her social circuit as

comprehensively as an unfledged barrister. Lady Crawleigh carried her

from Milford to Kenworth, from Warmslow to Lenge and from Cheniston to

Granlake. Lady Barbara's interest in social analysis was roused and fed

by her tour of the great houses; they required a technique different

from the absolutism of Government House and the unaided personal

ascendancy of London; and, if she remained unabsorbed into the new

atmosphere, at least she returned to Crawleigh Abbey with a mature

country-house philosophy and clear-cut ideas of what to avoid and

extrude from her own parties. The second year was devoted to romantic

exploration. At the end of the court mourning she met a pleasant

undistinguished soldier on furlough and chose, for no better reason--so

far as her parents could see--than that he was already married, to fancy

herself in love with him. Their few meetings--and still more their

emotional parting--convinced at least the theatrical side of her

temperament that she had broken her heart in a hopeless passion. Always

thin, she artistically allowed herself to waste. For twelve teeming

months she passively accepted the worship of all who were intrigued by

her attitude of mystery and unresponsiveness; then native impatience

broke through the unconvincing crust of cynicism, and she returned to

London in a dangerous state of expectancy and unsatisfied excitement. In

the absence of an overt scandal, her father hoped that she was sobered

from the tomboy who had spread devastation through his three viceregal

terms of office; the lesser optimists opined that she was only awaiting

adequate opportunity.

Disaster overtook her in the summer of 1913; and, whatever other

criticism was made, no one could deny that she won notoriety in the

grand manner. The facts, as disclosed in court, revealed that Sir Adolf

Erckmann had given a ball at his house in Westbourne Terrace. Lady

Barbara decided within a few minutes of her arrival that the party was

over-crowded and tiresome. Finding her slave Webster unoccupied, she

suggested that he should drive her to another dance in the country and

return to Westbourne Terrace when the congestion had been relieved. As

his own car was gone home, they explored the line until the unknown

chauffeur of some one else's car was persuaded to take them to

Rickmansworth, wait half an hour and bring them back. Lady Barbara

promised that there should be no awkward consequences, if they were

discovered; Webster substantiated her guarantee with a five-pound note;

and, by the time that they had further cajoled him with a stimulating

supper of champagne and cutlets, the driver's last reluctance was

overcome.

The story was liberally punctuated with questions on the general

propriety of a girl's bribing a strange chauffeur and stealing an

unknown car, with comments, too, on the dignity of their carrying a

bottle of champagne and a plate of cutlets into the middle of Westbourne

Terrace. There followed a digression to discover how much had been

consumed; Lady Barbara and Webster asserted unshakably that the

chauffeur was sober and that, if his driving became erratic at any

point, this was due to his admitted ignorance of the route.

While the question of sobriety was left in suspense, the expedition was

reconstructed to the moment when the car reached a fork in the road and

the chauffeur turned to Webster and asked "Right or left, sir?" Examined

on the question of speed, Lady Barbara was sure that they were not going

more than fifteen or twenty miles an hour; twenty-five at the outside,

Webster conceded unwillingly; they could not see the speedometer. It was

suggested, however, that they must have calculated how long the double

journey would take; they had even noticed when the car started and when

it stopped; a damaging calculation shewed that their average pace was

thirty-seven miles an hour and that, if they drove slowly out of London,

they must have reached forty-five or fifty miles an hour in the

country. And they had not told the man to moderate his pace; it even

seemed that they had encouraged him to drive faster.

At the fork in the road Webster called out, "To the right, I think";

then he saw that he was mistaken and shouted, "No! the left." In trying

to change direction, the chauffeur drove into a wedge-shaped brick wall

and was instantly killed. Lady Barbara and her companion escaped with a

severe shaking and a few scratches from the broken glass of the

wind-screen; the front of the car was smashed beyond repair.

The accident took place in open country without a house in sight. As

soon as they saw that the driver was dead, Lady Barbara spread her cloak

over the crushed head and broken face; Webster's nerve was gone, and she

left him, whimpering, to guard the body, while she went in search of

help. An early market-cart came to their rescue, and they rumbled slowly

back to London, shivering in their thin clothes and glancing over their

shoulders at a pair of twisted legs in black gaiters, which protruded

stiffly from beneath a blood-stained cloak.

The news swept through London in the evening papers, and Lady Barbara

was inundated next day with enquiries and messages of sympathy. So

grudging a critic as Jack Waring contended warmly at the County Club

that, apart from her silliness in rushing away to the country in the

middle of the night and borrowing a car without leave, she was really

not to blame; and it was a dreadful experience for any girl. By

comparison with Webster she had kept her head and behaved very properly,

taking the body straight to a hospital, communicating with the widow,

making herself personally responsible for a liberal pension and

undertaking to replace the shattered car. Before night two papers had

published sympathetic interviews with her, reproducing in her own not

undramatic words the abrupt transition from a careless drive to violent

death, the slow passage of a funeral procession between barren grey

fields, the silence and desolation of the night, the early-morning chill

which beat on her unprotected arms and shoulders and the haunting sense

of helplessness which dominated every other feeling. Inset was one

photograph of her in evening dress and another with hollow cheeks and

big ghostly eyes, in the subdued black frock which she had worn to

receive her interviewers; for these Jack blamed the notorious vulgarity

of the Press.

Admiration changed again to pity when the inquest opened. Sonia Dainton,

who attended as an act of friendship, reported that the coroner was

underbred and ill-tempered; Lady Maitland, who felt no curiosity but did

not want Barbara to think that her friends were deserting her, added

that he was a natural bully; and the Duchess of Ross, who hated any

unpleasantness and only went--with Lord Poynter, Mrs. Shelley and Val

Arden--to give the girl confidence, brought back word that, to the best

of his ability and the utmost of his despotic functions, he was resolved

to humiliate Lady Barbara, to discredit her associates and, without

respect of persons, to put such a brand on her family and herself that

they would never again dare to shew themselves among decent men and

women. The witness learned on the first day that she was a pampered and

spoiled child; _blasée_ and restless, she would do anything for a new

excitement; with that absence of rudimentary decorum which some people

appeared to think "smart," she had lawlessly appropriated a car--the

coroner wondered what she would think if any one took one of her

father's cars "just for a joke"--she had helped to make the driver

intoxicated, thereby shewing characteristic disregard for the safety of

mere ordinary people who might also want to use the road; she or her

companion--was it usual for a girl to ride about at night unattended in

this way?--had incited the chauffeur to drive at a reckless rate of

speed. And the price of this prank--the momentary diversion of the Lady

Barbara Neave, daughter of the Marquis of Crawleigh, one time

Governor-General of Canada, Viceroy of India and Lord Lieutenant of

Ireland--was the hideous death of a man who left behind him a widow and

four small children. Lady Barbara, who naturally thought that money paid

for everything, was graciously and of her abundance trying to compute

the dead man's cash value to his wife. The hearing was adjourned for a

week, as Mr. Webster was indisposed by the shock of the accident.

Had the coroner been inspired by malice, he could not have waged a

deadlier warfare than by taking three days for the inquest and allowing

intervals of a week for the case to be discussed. The stream of sympathy

ran dry; and, if no one criticized Lady Barbara to her face, every one

chattered about the enquiry and took his time from the coroner.

Repenting his precipitate tolerance, Jack Waring told the two Chancery

silks and the Indian judge that it was absurd for Crawleigh to say that

the man was abusing his position and stirring up class prejudice; when

one looked back over the last few years, one remembered a dozen things

which Lady Barbara had been allowed to do for no better reason than that

she was Lady Barbara Neave; but a line had really to be drawn somewhere.

If Crawleigh disliked having mud thrown at him in public, he should

exercise his authority with the girl; her friends were wholly

impossible....

By the time that Webster was well enough to give evidence, the tide was

in flood against him. The breach of promise case was fresh in the public

mind; and, if it could not relevantly be brought up against him, it had

at least familiarised his appearance and history and made a dark

background to his examination. Mr. Webster was a young man; he did not

work for his living, as he had considerable private means; in fact, he

had nothing to do except to spend money and amuse himself. Pressed to

state what good he was effecting for himself or the world at large, he

could only say that he was interested in the theatre and fond of

motoring--another instance of this small, rich, insistent class whose

social importance varied in inverse ratio as its public usefulness. Put

shortly, his object in life was to kill time, to avoid boredom.

The story of the night drive was rehearsed a second time, as the coroner

wished to know who had proposed it; and the suspended question of the

driver's sobriety was brought up for retrial. A bottle of champagne had

been mentioned; had Mr. Webster and Lady Barbara partaken of it in their

idyllically democratic picnic? Mr. Webster had dined at his club; could

he remember what he had drunk with his dinner? His bill would no doubt

shew that.

On the second adjournment a sordid note had been introduced, alienating

the last sympathisers and sinking a tragedy in a drunken frolic. No one

acquainted with Webster would associate him with a temperate life; those

who saw him for the first time in court with twitching hands, a puffy

face and flickering eyelids drew their own conclusions. If it was a

shock to look at Lady Barbara and to hear it suggested that she, too,

had been hardly accountable for her actions, the shock was not wholly

displeasing to those who believed in the rottenness of so-called

"society."

"They say I've murdered the man," she whispered to her father, as she

left the court. "They've made the foulest insinuations about Fatty

Webster and me. Now they say I drink. There's not much left, is there? I

shouldn't be surprised if the people in the street hooted me."

Lord Crawleigh chewed his blonde, viking moustache and hurried her

across the pavement into a closed car. He had never been present at an

inquest before; and a voice had murmured that the coroner was working

for a verdict of manslaughter. A nondescript crowd, dotted with cameras,

waited in a half-circle outside the court; it was curious, but at

present it was silent. Valentine Arden paused at the door and

ostentatiously raised his hat. He, too, would not have been surprised to

hear hooting; and he was disappointed to have no vivid contrast for his

gesture of chivalry. He wondered whether Lady Barbara was missing the

hostile demonstration; it would have been a new sensation....

On the third day she appeared once more in a black hat and dress and sat

with her veil up, waiting for the verdict and the coroner's comments.

Arden decided that she was modelling herself on Marie Antoinette and

hoped that she would be given an opportunity of speaking. At the end,

the jury found that death was due to misadventure; the reporters closed

their note-books, and Lord Crawleigh reached for his hat. Arden left at

once for fear of spoiling his earlier effect by repetition, but the

evening papers reported the invective of the coroner in full.

_"I suggest to the representatives of the press that it is their duty to

give the widest publicity to this case. In an experience which goes back

for a good many years now, I have never regretted so bitterly that I

have no power to punish those who by wanton carelessness or evil

disposition contribute to the death of a man or woman as surely as if

they had killed him with their own hands. We have had an illuminating

picture of the life and habits of some of those who traditionally expect

us to look up to them for an example. If these people are too idle or

vicious or brainless to live a life which shall be of use to the

community, there should at least be power to restrain them from becoming

a source of public danger. The proper treatment for such incipient

hooligans and reformatory children is the birch-rod: I wish I had

authority to order it. Rank and wealth can only be defended if they

impose obligations: to these bright ornaments of the leisured classes

they only afford opportunities. There has been far too much of this kind

of thing lately, and I hope I shall never again be required to deal with

so disgraceful a case. These young hobbledehoys, unchecked by any

domestic discipline, unrestrained by common decency, owing no

obligation to any one, a law unto themselves, are a new and poisonous

growth in our social life. They fulfil no useful purpose, there is no

room for them."_

"There _was_ a hostile demonstration in the street," Arden announced, as

he came to the end of the report.

"How she must have enjoyed it!" grunted Jack.

"One wishes one had stayed to the end. The court was not unlike a gala

night at Covent Garden. You have read the descriptions of the dresses?

No?"

"All this only encourages her," Jack pointed out. "I'm about the one man

in London who's succeeded in not meeting her, but, if there's ever a

revolution, that young woman will have done more than any one else to

bring it about. And she'll be photographed getting into the tumbril; and

some one will interview her on the scaffold. On my honour, I can't see

what amusement she gets out of it."

"Emotion, drama, limelight, romance," Arden suggested. "Lady Barbara may

be sure that every one in London is talking about her at this moment;

London is her stage."

"Well, she'll have to retire from it after this," said Jack.

"She will re-emerge," Arden prophesied.

Both predictions were fulfilled before the end of the summer. Lord

Crawleigh held his hand until the inquest was over, because he could not

trust himself to deal even justice while the offence was fresh. For

three weeks he was equally indifferent to Lady Barbara's tragic

attitude, the sympathy of friends and the infamies of a hostile press:

more than one anonymous letter reached him, to be read with a frown and

silently filed with the documents in the case; and it was reported that

a reference to his family had crept into the patter of a music-hall

comedian. In the rich silence of a choleric and expressive man the

nerves of family and retainers stretched to breaking-point.

On the morrow of the verdict he assembled his wife and children in the

library, rehearsed the charges against Lady Barbara and made known his

will. Henceforward she was to go nowhere unless attended by her mother,

one of her brothers or her maid. The family would proceed to Crawleigh

Abbey that day and would remain there until further notice. The ball

which Lady Crawleigh was giving would be cancelled; his daughter was to

refuse all invitations already accepted and to accept no more. At the

end of the season she would stay in no house unless one at least of her

parents accompanied her.

As he ended, Lady Barbara stole a glance round the hushed library. Her

three brothers were silent and submissive; her mother helpless and

pained, like an "honest broker" who saw the nations of the world flying

at one another's throats, when she had exhausted herself to keep the

peace; her father's eyes were burning, and he dragged at one side of his

moustache as though he were trying to tear it out by the roots. In every

altercation, great and small, Lady Barbara had to fight single-handed.

"But, father, you seem to think this was my _fault_!" she cried in

bewilderment.

Lord Crawleigh handed his wife a paper with fingers that trembled.

"Here are the dates and trains," he said. "You will go to the Abbey by

the 4.10 from Waterloo. I shall join you at the end of the session." He

turned to his daughter without trusting himself to face her dark,

reproachful eyes. "I contemplate taking you to Raglan in August and

House of Steynes in September, if your aunts see fit not to withdraw

your invitation----"

"But how long is this going on?" Lady Barbara interrupted.

"I cannot permit any discussion," he answered in something that was half

a whisper and half a sigh.

Lady Barbara looked at him reflectively and went to her room. When she

came of age, in little more than a year's time, he would have no means

of coercing her. Without waiting a year she could go to Harry Manders

and demand to be given a part; he had offered her one in her own

duologue. But the tension of the last three weeks and the dazing

examination and attack at the inquest had left her uncertain of herself.

A day or two at the Abbey, even though she were snatched away in the

middle of the season, would give her time to find her bearings and

discover what people really thought of her.

The more she pondered, the deeper grew her bewilderment. If all had gone

well, the dash to Rickmansworth and back would have been regarded as a

wholly innocent diversion in the course of a tiresome evening; on her

return every one else would have regretted that he had not come too;

even the borrowing of the car was venial, for the owner refused to

accept any compensation, though the insurance company might well make

difficulties; even he regarded the expedition as a joke, which had

unhappily turned to tragedy, and was far sorrier that Lady Barbara

should have been upset than that the chauffeur should have been killed.

If the facts, then, were innocent, she was being persecuted by the

coroner and threatened with persecution by society at large for an

accident to which she had contributed nothing. The chauffeur was sober

enough to drive through dense traffic on the Harrow Road; Webster--she

remembered his words--had looked at his watch and said through the

speaking-tube, "You can let her out a bit now, I should think. We don't

want to keep you out too long." The charge that any one of them was

drunk would have been more insulting if it had been less grotesque. And

for this the coroner had suggested that she should be ostracized. And

her simple-minded father imagined that there were other simple-minded

souls who would take such a Jack-in-office at his own pontifical

valuation.

She almost hoped that they would, so that she might force them in

triumph to acknowledge her innocence. To start as an outcast and win her

way back was a dramatic dream which almost made her wish that she was

guilty. To become an outcast might be as dramatic as to rise from

obscurity to a pinnacle of fame.... Napoleon owed half his place in

history to St. Helena.

An undistracted fortnight at the Abbey cooled Lady Barbara's resentment

and checked the more romantic flights of her imagination. Her father's

judgement was clearly at fault; to run away was to admit herself in the

wrong. By the time that she had got herself into perspective, the season

was so near its end that she did not think it worth while to make a

demonstration and to occupy her room in Berkeley Square by force. But

the late summer and autumn lay before her, and, when her father came to

the Abbey for a week-end in July, she informed him that she had not yet

cancelled any of her arrangements for staying with friends.

"You will remain here till we go to the Riviera in February," he

answered.

"But, father, I'm not going to. This is quite serious. I've been here a

month without seeing a soul; I should go mad, if I had to vegetate for

another seven months. If you won't let me go, I'm afraid I must go

without your leave."

"That may not be as easy as you think."

"What d'you mean?"

Lord Crawleigh unlocked a red leather despatch-box, turned over his

files and produced a sheet of paper which he spread before her.

"This is a copy of a cable which your cousin has sent to his mother from

Surinam. I had intended taking you to House of Steynes, but that is out

of the question now."

_"Please arrange that Barbara and her friend are not admitted to my

house. This applies to Monmouthshire and Scotland as well as London."_

Lady Barbara handed back the paper and tried to laugh, but she knew

that her expression was out of control. If the news had reached Surinam,

it had reached every cable-station on the way; and the operators had

hardly done feasting themselves on the inquest before a message, signed

"Loring" and mentioning her by name, added a dainty titbit to the

savoury repast. Sooner or later it would be common property that her own

cousin had slammed his door in her face for fear of contamination; the

family would be divided into those who knew her and those who publicly

refused to know her; she would become a test-case for disreputability.

"Jim has his own standards of loyalty, hasn't he?" she commented and was

infuriated to find her voice trembling. "He's usually so keen on the

family that I shouldn't have thought he'd have wanted to take the whole

world into his confidence. One good thing, he can't call _me_

self-advertising after this. Have you seen the darling boy's mother? Is

she--_proud_ of him over this?"

"She was as much shocked as I was that you should have made it

necessary."

"I? Father, you can't make me responsible for _this_. But is she proud

of his chivalry? And I suppose _you_ didn't make a fight for me? I must

see her. I want to tell her about the accident." She pressed her hands

to cheeks which were still hollow from the anxiety of the last two

months and looked at her father over her finger-tips. "I'd never seen

any one killed before, I'd never seen a dead body; and I couldn't sleep

at night, because of it. I kept seeing that unhappy woman's face, too,

when I had to tell her that her husband was dead. I didn't ask for

sympathy, but I thought perhaps my own father and mother might have seen

that I wasn't exactly--enjoying myself, that I was ill, worried out of

my mind. If _I_ had a daughter, I should have felt for her, I think,

when a foul-mouthed little reptile hinted that she was _drunk_ and that

her _lover_ had helped her kill an innocent man for her own amusement.

Never a word! Do you know that for three weeks you only said

'Good-morning' to me, father? Even if I was guilty a hundred times over,

it wouldn't have compromised you to be sorry that I was suffering. I

don't complain. You at least left me alone. But Jim waits till I'm

beaten to my knees, waits till I'm bleeding--and then hits wherever he

can see a bruise or wound. That _wasn't_ necessary, father."

Lord Crawleigh rearranged his papers without answering. He was himself

so much humiliated by his nephew's cable that he had hardly thought how

it might affect Barbara. She was always most formidable when she stood,

as now, with drooping head, composed and subdued, speaking in an

undertone and rejecting in advance any sympathy that he might belatedly

offer her. She had learned in childhood to fight men with their own

weapons and to fall back on her sex when the battle was going against

her. He had seen her trading on pathos a hundred times with her mother

and aunts, using to full advantage a pose of tired frailty, a wistful

mouth and big eyes which filled with tears at will or flashed black with

indignation; she could droop her head and body until she looked like a

tortured martyr, or cough until she looked consumptive. Almost certainly

she was acting now, but her passion for romance and a dramatic impact

led her to act without knowing it.

"If you had behaved properly, this would not have happened," he threw

out with weak, inconsequent irritability.

"It's too late now. Are you going to House of Steynes? Do you allow

people to say that they'll be glad to see you on condition you don't

bring your daughter with you? And will you invite Amy and Aunt Eleanor

here to meet somebody who can't be admitted to their house?"

Lord Crawleigh had enough imagination to see the more obvious

consequences of his nephew's ultimatum; but he could not devise an

effective reply, and it was merely exasperating to have his own

disadvantage explored and stated by Barbara.

"I talked to your aunt. She says she daren't go against Jim's wishes.

After all, they're his houses. She's writing to him----"

"To intercede for me?" Lady Barbara interrupted scornfully. "When next I

enter House of Steynes, it will be on his invitation. And, before I

allow him to invite me, he will apologize."

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