V.--A "CHANCE."

"I can give you a chance," repeated Pete, as he turned to Dan with his

broad, ruddy face illuminated by a friendly smile. "It's a chance I

wouldn't hold out to everybody, but I know you for a wide-awake youngster,

as honest as you are slick. Them two don't go together in general; but

it's the combination I'm looking fur just now, and you seem to have it. I

was thinking over it this very morning. 'Lord, Lord,' sez I to myself, 'if

Dan Dolan hadn't gone and got that eddycation bug in his head, wouldn't

this be the chance for him?"

"What is it?" asked Dan; but there was not much eagerness in his question.

Wide and springy as was the butcher's cart, it did not appeal to him as a

chariot of fortune just now. A loin of beef dangled over his head, a dead

calf was stretched out on the straw behind him. Pete's white apron was

stained with blood. Dan was conscious of a dull, sick repulsion of body

and soul.

"Well, it's this," continued Pete, cheerfully. "You see, I've made a

little money over there at my corner, and I'm planning to spread out,--do

things bigger and broader. There ain't no sort of use in holding back to

hams and shoulders when ye can buy yer hogs on the hoof. That's what I'm

in fur now,--hogs on the hoof; cut 'em, corn 'em, smoke 'em, salt 'em,

souse 'em, grind 'em into sausage meat and headcheese and scrapple, boil

'em into lard. Why, a hog is a regular gold mine when he is handled right.

But I can't handle it in that little corner shop I've got now: there's no

room fur it. But it's too good a business there fur me to give up. So I'm

going to open another place further out, and keep both a-going. And I

can't afford no high-class bookkeeper or clerk, that will maybe jump my

trade and gobble all my profits. What I want is a boy,--a bright,

wide-awake boy that knows enough about figguring to keep my accounts, and

see that no one 'does' me,--a boy that I can send round in the wagon to

buy and sell 'cording to my orders,--a boy that will be smart enough to

pick up the whole business from _a_ to _izzard_, and work up as I worked

up till I kin make him partner. That's the chance I've got, and I believe

you're the boy to take it."

"I--I would have to give up college of course," said Dan, slowly.

"Give up college!" echoed Pete. "Well, I should rather say you would!

There ain't no time fur books in a biz like mine. Now, Dan, what's the

good of college anyhow fur a chap like you? It ain't ez if you were one of

these high mug-a-mugs with a rich father to pay yer way through, and set

you up in a white choker and swallow-tail coat afterwards. What's the good

of a strong, husky fellow fooling along with Latin and Greek, that will

never be no use to him? You'd a heap better spiel plain strong English

that will bring you in the spondulics. Why, look at me! I never had two

years' schooling in my life. It's all I can do to scrawl 'P. J.

Patterson,' so folks can read it, and thump out the rest on a secondhand

typewriter. But that 'ere same scrawl will bring five thousand dollars out

of the bank any time I want it. If I had as much eddycation as you have,

Dan, nobody couldn't keep me in any school in the land another minute.

It's all nonsense,--a dead waste of time and money."

"What would you pay me?" asked Dan, as the big loin of beef above joggled

against his shoulder.

"Well, let me see!" considered Pete. "I ain't paying any fancy price at

start, fur I don't know how things will work out; but I won't be mean with

you, Dan. What do you say to four dollars a week and board?"

"No," answered Dan, promptly. "I don't want your board at all."

"Ye don't?" said Pete in surprise. "It will be good board, Dan: no fancy

fixings but filling, I promise you that,--good and filling."

"I don't care how filling it is," answered Dan, gruffly. "I'd want my own

board, with Aunt Winnie. That's all I'd come to you for,--to take care of

Aunt Winnie."

"Ain't they good to her where she is?" asked Pete, who knew something of

the family history.

"Yes," answered Dan; "but she is not happy: she is homesick, and I want to

bring her--home."

And something in the tone of the boyish voice told Pete that, with Aunt

Winnie and a home, Dan would be secured as his faithful henchman forever.

"I don't blame you," he said. "I've got an old mother myself, and if I

took her out of her little cubby-hole of a house and put her in the marble

halls that folks sing about, she'd be pining. It's women nature, specially

old women. Can't tear 'em up by the roots when they're past sixty. And

that old aunt of yours has been good to you sure,--good as a mother."

"Yes," answered Dan, a little huskily, "good as a mother."

"Then you oughtn't to go back on her sure," said Pete, reflectively.

"Considering the old lady, I'll make it five dollars a week, if you'll

agree for a year ahead, Dan."

"A year ahead!" echoed Dan, thinking of all that year had promised him.

"Yes," said Pete, decidedly. "It must be a year ahead. I can't break you

in at such a big figger, and then hev you bolt the track just as I've got

used to you. I wouldn't give five dollars a week to any other boy in the

world, though I know lots of 'em would jump at it. It's only thinking of

that old mother of mine and how I'd feel in your place, makes me offer it

to you. Five dollars a week will bring your Aunt Winnie back home. And,

between you and me, Dan, if she ain't brought back, she'll be in another

sort of home before long, and past your helping. Mrs. Mulligan was telling

me the other day that she had been out to see her, and she was looking

mighty peaked and feeble,--not complaining of course, but just pining away

natural."

"When will you want me?" blurted out Dan, desperately. "Right off now?"

"Oh, no, no!" was the hasty answer. "I haven't got the other place open

yet, and this 'ere hot weather ain't no time fur it. I'm just laying plans

for the fall. What were you thinking of doing this summer?"

"Going off with a lot of fellows to the seashore. But I'm ready to give it

up," answered Dan, gulping down the lump that rose in his throat.

"No, don't,--don't!" said Pete. "I haven't got things fixed for a start

yet. Won't have them fixed for a couple of months or so. I ain't

a-hurrying you. Just you think this 'ere chance over, and make up your

mind whether it ain't wuth more than all that Greek and Latin they're

stuffing into your head at Saint Andrew's. Then come around somewhere

about the first of September and see me 'bout it. I won't go back on my

offer. It will be five dollars cash down every Saturday night, and no

renigging. I turn off here," concluded Pete, drawing up as they reached a

busy corner. "You'll have to jump down; so bye, bye, Dan my boy, until I

see you again! Remember it's five dollars a week, and a home for Aunt

Winnie."

"I'll remember," said Dan, as, half dazed, he jumped from the wagon and

took his way back to Saint Andrew's.

He entered the cross-crowned gateway that guarded the spacious grounds,

feeling like one in a troubled dream. He could shape nothing clearly: his

past, present, and future seemed shaken out of place like the vari-colored

figures of a kaleidoscope. To give up all his hopes, to shut out the

beautiful vista opening before him and settle down forever to--to--"hogs

on the hoof!" And yet it was his only chance to cheer, to gladden, perhaps

to save gentle Aunt Win's life,--to bring her home again.

But would she be happy at such a sacrifice? Would she not grieve even at

the fireside she had regained over her broken dreams? And Dan would come

down from his dreams and visions (which, after all, are very vague and

uncertain things for boys of thirteen) to Tabby and the teapot, to the

fluttering old hand in his clasp, the trembling old voice in his ear.

The sun was close to its setting; supper was over, he knew; and Jim Norris

was waiting impatiently for his promised game. But he could not think of

tennis just now; still less was he disposed for a meeting with Dud

Fielding, whose voice he could hear beyond the box hedge at his right. So,

turning away from tennis court and playground, Dan plunged into the quiet

shelter of the walk that skirted the high, ivy-grown wall, and was already

growing dim with evening shadows, though lances of sunlight glinting here

and there through the arching pines broke the gloom.

Pacing the quiet way with feeble step was an old priest, saying his

Office. Father Mack's earthly work was done. He could no longer preach or

teach; he was only lingering in the friendly shadows of Saint Andrew's,

waiting his Master's call home; his long, busy life ending in a sweet

twilight peace. Sometimes at retreats or on great feasts, when there was a

crowd of juvenile penitents in the college chapel, Father Mack, gentle and

indulgent, had his place in a quiet corner, where he was rather avoided by

young sinners as a "dying saint."

But Dan, whatever might be his month's record of wrong-doing, had taken to

Father Mack from the first. Perhaps it was something in the Irish voice

that recalled Aunt Winnie; perhaps some deeper sympathy between souls

akin. Though they seldom met, for the old priest had his room in a

building remote from the students' quarters, Father Mack and Dan were fast

friends. His presence here was most unlooked for; and Dan was about to

retire without further intrusion, when the old priest closed his book and

turned to him with a kindly nod.

"You needn't run off. I'm done, my boy. These long, hot days are a bit

hard on me; but I like to stay out here in the evening to say my Office

and watch the sunset. Did you ever watch the sunset, Danny?"

"Yes, Father," answered Dan. "It's great."

"What do you see in it, Danny?" was the low question.

"Oh, all sorts of things, Father,--domes and spires and banners of gold

and red and purple, and pillars of cloud and fire--"

"And gates," broke in Father Mack. "Don't you see the gates, Danny,--gates

that seem to open in the shining way that leads to God's Throne? Ah, it's

a wonderful sight, the sunset, when your day is near done and you are

tired and old,--too old to be picturing and dreaming. I'll soon

see--beyond the cloud and the dream, Danny,--I'll soon see."

The old man paused for a moment, his dim eye kindling, his withered face

rapt. Then suddenly, as if recalled from some cloudy height to earth, his

look and voice changed into fatherly interest.

"Were you looking for me,--were you wanting to talk to me, my son?"

"No--yes--no," faltered Dan, who had not thought of such a thing. "Well,

yes, I believe I do. I'm all muddled up, and maybe you can set me right,

Father Mack. For--for," Dan blurted out without further hesitation, "I

can't see things clear myself. Aunt Winnie is grieving and pining and

homesick at the Little Sisters. She is trying to hide it, but she is

grieving, I know. She broke down and cried to-day when I went to see

her,--cried real sobs and tears. And--and" Dan went on with breathless

haste, "Peter Patterson, that keeps the meatshop at our old corner, has

offered me five dollars a week to come and work for him. To give up Saint

Andrew's--and--and--all it means, Father Mack, and work for him."

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