CHAPTER IV.

Troy Marshall Infirmary and Lunatic Asylum, Ida Hill, under the

direction of a board of Governors. This institution was chartered by

the Legislature of the State of New York.

John C. Heartt, President; J. W. Downings, 1st Vice-President; Thos.

Coleman, 2d Vice-President; R. H. Ward, M. D., Secretary; George A.

Stone, Treasurer.

_Governors._--Hon. William Kemp, Mayor. Jonas C. Heartt, John P.

Albertson, John L. Thompson, Alfred Watkins, M. D., J. W. Freman, John

Hitchins, J. W. Downings, S. M. Vail, Lyman Bennett, J. Hobart Warren,

Thomas Coleman, Alfonso Bills, Hanford N. Lockwood, George H. Phillips,

John Sherry, James Thorn, M. D., J. C. Osgood, M. D., Henry B. Whiton,

Charles Eddy, R. H. Ward, M. D., C. W. Tillinghast, E. Thompson Gale,

George A. Stone, C. L. Hubbell, M. D.

_Inspectors._--Calvin Haynes, T. W. Lockwood, H. Warren.

_Committee of Managers._--Alfonso Bills, J. W. Downing, George H.

Phillips, John Sherry, Thomas Coleman.

_Consulting Physicians._--Dr. Alfred Watkins and Dr. James Thorn.

_Attending Physicians, etc._--Drs. Henry B. Whiton, R. H. Ward, C. L.

Hubbell, G. H. Hubbard.

_Attending Physician and Surgeon._--Joseph D. Lomax, Resident Medical

Superintendent; E. J. Fisk, M. D., Medical Assistant.

John Harrison, Steward; Mrs. Harrison, Matron.

* * * * *

_This is one of the popular institutions of the day. Read and shed a

sympathizing tear._

* * * * *

This certifies that I, Moses Swan, of the town of Hoosick and county of

Rensselaer and State of New York, was confined by bars and bolts, in

the above-named institution, from March 29, 1860, to October 13, 1871.

* * * * *

If I am rightly informed, this institution was chartered by the

Legislature of the State of New York for the benefit of unfortunate

persons who are actual lunatics, not for a penitentiary or

prison-house.

If I am rightly informed by Judge R., the law to get a person into this

institution lawfully, against his or her will, two physicians must

examine the patient, and make oath that A. or B. is a lunatic or an

insane person.

Secondly, these affidavits must be presented to the county judge, and

he issues an order to take Mrs. A. or Mrs. B. to the asylum.

Amid all the opposition used to hinder me from this heart-burdened

work, I have firmly resolved, by the grace of Him who delivered me from

this inhumanly governed institution, to set forth and carry through

the press, to the community at large, some of the most prominent

transactions that came under my observation. So help me * * * *

MY CAPTURE AND RIDE TO THE ASYLUM.

Early in the morning of March 29, 1860, a posse of strong men

surrounded my house, rushed into the hallway, and one into my room of

sickness, sorrow and gloom, made no complaint of lawful authority, and

ordered me to arise, saying he was going to send me to the Marshall

Asylum by post-coach. Said I, "You had better send me in a box,"

choosing death rather than go, having been to Brattleborough Asylum

four months previous.

No alternative, up drove the post-coach, in came the long-arm driver,

F. Tarbal, who captured me and hurled me out of door and into the

coach, while daughter clung to me in tears. He seated me by the side of

Wm. Kelly, a State prison culprit, who took me by the arm. Extricating

myself from him, said I, "You had better go back where you came from."

R. Manchester remarked at the time, he don't like Silkworth's man.

No one can imagine the sorrow and anguish that filled my aching heart

at this critical moment--one snatched from the bosom of the wife of

his early choice, and from the embrace of an affectionate and lovely

daughter; and, yea, more than that, I was numbered with transgressors.

And now for the unhappy ride. Snap went the whip, round went the

wheels; and never was man so sad, for I can truly say, no person from

this time saw me smile for ten long years.

We rode down the hill a few rods and added an extra horse, making a

spike team; then drove to a Mr. Messers, took his wife and little burnt

child aboard; drove next to H. Wardsworth's; here I tried to elope, but

Vandenburg crowded me back. The die was cast. On and on we went; halted

at Pittstown Four Corners; next, Raymertown; here we left the poor pole

horse. "How many oats," says the hostler. "Four quarts," says Tarbal.

Mail changed now for Haynerville, post-office in shoemaker's shop; next

we halted at Brunswick Center to change mail; and next we halted in

Troy, at the Northern Hotel, for dinner; but, mind you, I got none; no,

not so much as the law allows a prisoner; not so much as a cup of cold

water.

I very well remember what Tarbal said when we started from the Northern

hotel and the reply I made him. "Come, Swan," says he, "let's go home."

Said I, "I have no home," and followed him to the coach, when he

immediately started off down street, made a halt at Judge Robertson's

office. Says Tarbal to me, "get out and stay here in the post-office

until I go down to the boat and get a box for Mrs. Brown." I was told,

when a boy, the moon was made of green cheese, but I did not believe

it, neither did I believe at the time that Judge Robertson's office was

the post-office, although he is now postmaster, in 1874.

Here H. Rowland talked with the judge about receiving me into the

asylum, passing papers to the judge and the judge to a boy to go and

have recorded. Presently came Tarbal and ordered me into the coach,

when N. Harwood, Rowland and myself were aboard, up Ida Hill and over

across the stone bridge, we turned to the right and then drove to the

asylum, which is situated between the Albia and the Hollow road. Making

a halt at the office door we were met by Drs. Gregory and McLean. I was

ordered to dismount. I soon found myself sitting in the doctor's office

in the Marshall Lunatic Asylum. "Now," says Rowland, "you'll show us

around." "Yes," was the response from the doctor.

After the post-coach and the Pittstown band left I was soon ushered

into the back hall with many brute, beast-like creatures, to share the

fate of poor Tray caught in bad company. As I entered this hall the

first I noticed was John P. Bacon, handcuffed and bound to a stationary

chair, on one side of the hall, and on the other, Patrick Mely, in the

same way. There were others that I noticed at the time; John Beldon,

Charles Barclay. I mention these men to show, by circumstantial

evidence, that I was sensible at the time I entered this institution.

(I conversed with John P. Bacon the 15th of April, 1874, he was in

the upper or incurable house, doing drudgery under attendant William

Anderson.) Soon after I was seated in this hall a man approached me,

by the name of Smith, whose curly locks hung down his shoulders most

beautifully. He said, "I will take your coat and hat." Soon after

supper was announced, then I found J. Smith was the attendant on that

hall. Although I had had no dinner I could not relish supper in a

prison, for a prison I found it to be. Bedtime came and I was locked up

in a cell three doors from the dead-house, on the left, or east, side

of the south hall, the window was darkened by a heavy shutter and the

door heavily lined on the inside; here I lay, upon a couch of straw or

mattrass, many sleepless nights, listening to the screeches and yells

of the inmates; permitted to walk out upon the hall through the daytime

with some of the patients whose names I shall now record:

SOME OF THE MAIN HOUSE PATIENTS AND ATTENDANTS.

March 29th, 1860, to July 3d, 1862:

_Patients._--John P. Bacon, Patrick Mely, John Newbanks, John Beldon,

William B. Gibbs, Sidney Betts, John Smawly, Capt. Lord, Mr. O'Donnel

(destroyed Bible), Ebenezer Scott, Patrick Fitzgerald, Mr. Babcock (has

lame foot), James Bolin, William Lewis, Alfred (the painter). William

Anderson (helper), Isabella Anderson, helper (hanged herself March

16th, 1873).

From March 29th, 1860, to July 3d, 1862, then I was removed to the

incurable house:

_Attendants._--John Smith, Mr. Burr, Geo. Harrison, Charles Harrison,

one, name unknown, Mr. Adkins (lunatic barber from Brattleborough

asylum), Drs. McLean and Gregory; John Harrison, steward, Mrs Harrison,

matron.

I am now writing a book for sane minds to read and peruse; and whether

you judge the author sane or insane, he prays you may sympathize with

the poor unfortunate beings herein mentioned who are still living. Some

have gone to their long homes; and it is through the mercy of God that

I am spared to make manifest things that I have seen and heard in this

institution, and labor for the good of the poor.

"In a large house are many masters," so says the Bible.

At the present day lunatic asylums have become very popular; and it

is granted by many that this Ida Hill Institution is well cared for,

having twenty-six governors, and half as many doctors, to overlook, and

a committee to inspect, and supervisors to visit. All this may be true.

But where are these duty-bound men? One in the National Bank; another

in the mayor's office; another in his flour store; another galloping

through the city to attend to his own medical practice. All these are

troubled about many things--the supervisors have their home cares also.

These are governors without.

WHO GOVERNS THE INMATES?

But, says one, who governed these patients you have named within? This

I can answer readily, though I had to learn it. Brattleborough and the

Marshall institutions were high schools to teach human nature to me. I

was on one of the halls of the Brattleborough asylum with thirty-seven

patients, where blood was often shed; upon this hall was a patient by

the name of Adkins, here I thought my attendants were lunatics, did not

certainly know. But soon after I got into the Marshall institution,

this same patient, Adkins, became attendant over me, I shall call him

the Brattleborough lunatic barber, for he often ordered me into the

shaving room and shaved me, and my Lord I was afraid to be shaved by

a lunatic barber in a room alone, no alternative, be shaved I must.

And when I was taken to the incurable house, Alfred and Thomas Haly,

formerly patients, whom I shall speak of in future pages, became my

attendants. These men had been self-abused; Alfred was a drunkard; the

others were something else--they also knew how to abuse others; give

such low, degraded men the keys, and a little authority, and their word

is law, and they are lord of all. Such men govern within.

After suffering more than ten years in this institution, I graduated

on the 13th day of October, 1870. If any one thinks that I have not

got my diploma, please look at the accursed harness in the engraving

that I bought in 1873 of Mr. Hogan of River street, Troy, similar

to the accursed ones used in the Marshall Crazy House, to bind poor

unfortunate men and women with, and then torture and strangle them. I

have read of our Saviour casting out devils in kindness, and I have

read of the devil being bound in everlasting chains, but it never

came into my mind that such barbarous acts were practiced in these

institutions, until I saw them with my own eyes and experienced to my

sorrow.

I am governor of my own house, but if I do not rule it well, I shall be

awfully accountable on the day of judgment. And I fear those twenty-six

governors, doctors and inspectors, and all who have any thing to do in

holding men and women in slavery in this institution will have a dread

account to give at the judgment day.

March 29, 1860. After I had lodged in this dead-house hell many lonely

nights, I made up my mind that I was considered a bad man by all who

knew me, yet I was childlike and innocent. I had more than uncommon

watch-care, for I greatly feared to do any thing wrong. Here I used

much discretion and caution, shunning the paths of the inmates, for

many of them were as ferocious as lions. At length I was removed from

this cell to an opposite room on the same hall, and Patrick Fitzgerald

was locked up in it, after which a John Beldon, a man who, it was said,

killed his daughter in a passion. By this time I had learned this cell

was used for wicked men, and I was numbered with transgressors in the

asylum as well as in the post-coach at my door, when we first started.

This, in addition to my own spiritual trouble, added greatly to my

sorrows and tears. I was obliged to stay upon this hall with these

lion-like men through the day-time, though in fear of my dear life. I

was the whole time quiet and peaceable, although I groaned under my

burden with groans that could not be uttered. Since I left the asylum I

have often visited it, not because I felt it a sort of a home, neither

because I was cured, by a course of medical treatment (for I had no

medicine administered to me the first four years). I visited, not

because I had any antipathy against the governors of this institution,

doctors or inspectors. But I visited out of pure motive, for often the

words of the Saviour came to mind, "The poor ye have always with you,

and when you will you may do them good." On one of my visits to the

asylum, I remarked to Dr. Lomax, "You have got a nice theater, now,"

said I, "you need one more house, separate from noise, to keep the

quiet patients in." Although my advice may not be heeded, I suffered

much for want of sleep by being disturbed by noisy inmates. I remained

upon this dead-house hall most of the time till the war broke out,

about that time I was removed to a small hall near the dining-room. I

have said but little about the transactions I saw in that dead-house

hall; many that pained my heart. Among the many was one most trying to

see, a person walk up and down the hall like a roaring lion, and leaf

after leaf torn from the Bible, and destroy it by chewing with his

teeth. This Bible lay upon a stand at one end of the hall. Here was a

mixed multitude of many nations, of high and low degree, of different

faith and different belief, some mild and gentle, whilst others were

lion-like and ferocious as tigers; here the quiet ones had to share

the abuses of the ruffians, and the ruffians had to share the abuses

of the attendants. I have seen patients that were bound with handcuffs

upon this dead-house hall, taken by the throat by attendants, and their

breath shut off. I have seen patients called by attendants to their

assistance, who would thrash other patients to the floor most cruelly.

These transactions, with many others, led me to remark to Doctor Lomax

the necessity of having a house of quietude for quiet patients.

Had my father, when farming, put all his stock into one fold, such as

the horses, the oxen, the swine, the lambs, and all the fowl kind,

would not the strong and ferocious trample down and kill the weak and

the innocent, as is done in these popular institutions at the present

day? I am not recording such barbarous transactions to gratify a

disordered mind, but to wake up sensibility and activity in sane minds

to the subject of suffering humanity.

Neither am I setting forth the inward workings of this institution

that it may be disannulled by the authority that chartered it, for

the purpose of keeping the unfortunate and poor. I am aware that there

are many innocent ones who are suffering in these institutions who are

proper subjects for a prayer-meeting and not for a penitentiary. There

are many received into these lunatic asylums that are more fit for

State prison or penitentiaries than places like these, and these are

they that cause so much bloodshed, as did Haly and Mrs. Anderson, in my

case, being appointed attendants by the government of the asylum.

I have stated that about the time the civil war broke out I was placed

upon a hall near the dining-room, the patients in this hall were more

quiet at times. In the room that I occupied were three single beds,

one was occupied by Charles Barclay a part of the time, at other times

while I remained these were occupied by transient comers. At one time

there was a patient came into this room bound with belt and handcuffs,

locked up with me for a room companion. Now I was in a perilous

situation, for he was a strong, muscular man, apparently unable to

control his thoughts and acts. Many nights he would ramble about the

room, climbing from bed to bed, and from window to window, while I lay

mute in fear; he descended from his ramble to the floor, raised my bed

from its foundation, and threw me prostrate on the floor. Mr. Burr, the

attendant, hearing the noise, unlocked the door and hurled him out.

How many times I have thought of sweet home and friends once so dear,

when locked up in these rooms with these brute-like men. And many has

been the time when I have knelt upon my knees in silent prayer in this

poorly governed institution and implored mercy and deliverance, and

thanks be to Him who hears prayers, He delivered me and gave me peace,

and brought me on my way home rejoicing.

MY WIFE'S FIRST VISIT TO THE ASYLUM.

We met for the first time in prison, as a husband and wife in

friendship and love. But my troubles were so great that my love for

wife or our cousin who came with her was barely manifest, here I had

to learn for the first time how a husband's heart could bleed when

visited by a wife, under such adverse circumstances; our first visit

was short and I cannot say it was sweet to me, for I dreaded the

parting time. Behold, it soon came. I followed her to the door, and

took the parting hand, turning around, being overcome, I fell prostrate

to the floor. Mrs. Swan remembers this to-day as we talk over our joys

and sorrows around our own happy fireside. And I very well remember the

question my careworn wife asked the attendant, Mr. Burr. "What," said

she, "is the matter with him?" Said the attendant, "he is overcome"--no

marvel to me that I was.

A WORD TO HUSBANDS AND WIVES.

Few there be, if any, outside of these walls that know the feelings of

a husband or a wife, when visited by their friends in these places.

I have seen husbands and wives, fathers and mothers, brothers and

sisters, take the parting hand in these institutions and some never

to meet again below the sun. I have seen young and old die in these

places and no friend to smooth their dying pillow or wipe the cold

sweat from their brow, or catch their dying words. O, Fathers! O,

Mothers! keep your unfortunate sons and daughters from these places

until a reform is brought about. You know but little how patients are

treated by attendants and others. I have seen gentlemen and ladies

visit this main house and walk through the hall adjoining the dining

room, and remark how nice it looked, and so it did, but can such a one

imagine how he or she would feel locked up in one of those side rooms

as I was with a raving maniac? How mistaken are many who visit this

place. Once there was a smart appearing genteel looking man walking

through this hall who remarked (looking into a side room), "if I was

sick I should rather be here than home." Thought I, poor deluded

man you know but little about this place. In that same room I had

lodged, upon the bed was a nice white spread, under the spread, to all

appearance, a soft bed, but it was not so, deluded visitor. Would you

like to be in that room to-day and be treated as one poor man was in

the hands of two doctors and their attendant? One says, put the rope

here, tie it up there, and a long struggle ensues between the parties,

at length he gives a long moan, saying, "I shall have to give up."

This patient once had a kind mother and an affectionate father, but

where is he now? Go visitor, to lunatic asylums as visitor, but until

you go as a patient you will know but little about the secret workings

of these institutions. Fathers and mothers, friends and neighbors,

send your sick and unfortunate ones to these places, and you little

know how they are treated and dealt with. I have learned to my sorrow

how patients are treated, and I would say to one and all, know you are

right before you transport any to an earthly hell.

Since I left the Ida Hill asylum, in 1871, I have often visited it,

going through from center to circumference, being permitted so to do

by Dr. Lomax, who was the resident medical superintendent, and is up

to this time, 1874. Dr. Lomax is the only physician that I formed an

intimate acquaintance with while a patient in this institution, and

this acquaintance was first formed in the incurable house, and to do

Dr. L. justice, in my opinion he is a gentleman. I found, in 1871, that

he could not only reason, but that he was willing to hear others. After

I had thoroughly weighed him in my own mind, I resolved to improve

every opportunity of reasoning with him I had, for with him, I had

learned, depended my permit to go _home_, and that I very well knew

would not be until he thought me sane in body and mind. I often heard

patients ask attendants if they could go home, "Ask the Doctor," was

the get-off.

A few of my interviews with Dr. L. are in future pages.

APPARENTLY A GARDEN OF PARADISE.

When first I entered this house, situated upon Ida Hill, in 1860, on

the west side lay a beautiful garden, inclosed with a gate on either

side, east and west, from gate to gate, was the vineyard forming a

shady walk, between the house and the garden was a thorny hedge,

within this garden were many kinds of trees bearing fruit, and like

Adam and Eve, our first parents, I saw Mr. and Mrs. John Harrison often

walking in this asylum garden, in the cool of the day. Soon after

I entered this house, I found a circular containing the rules and

by-laws of this institution, and in it I learned that Mr. Harrison was

steward, and Mrs. Harrison was matron. I also learned that there was

a chapel in the building, and Mr. Harrison often read a chapter and

prayed at the sacred desk, though for ten long years he has not spoken

to me, neither had I been into the chapel, and no one had given me an

encouraging word, however much I needed it. In 1870, I found a friend,

who encouraged my heart, and assisted me to work out my own salvation

with fear and trembling.

Since I left the asylum not a cloud has gathered o'er my mind to darken

my hopes in regard to my future happiness and joys in a future state,

which for more than ten years was the burden of my heart.

Like Paul, I have suffered, and that too for Christ's sake; like Paul

I have been cruelly beaten, yea, and imprisoned, and my feet made fast

in the stocks or straps. And like Job I have been delivered into the

hands of the devil, all but my life apparently.

Whatever might have been the great design of the good Lord in my

case, I can say, with Paul, our light afflictions, which are but for

a moment, work out for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of

glory.

I believe the path of the righteous groweth brighter and brighter

unto the perfect day, though they may have trials and afflictions to

encounter; Jesus promised his grace shall be sufficient for them.

Again and again I have visited the asylum, and when I look for that

once beautiful garden it is not there, it is gone, the hedge is

removed, the vineyard is rooted up, the beautiful pear tree that was

heavily loaded near the window was gone, the currant bush and the

strawberry beds all removed. We ask the cause of this great change.

Who hath sinned, this happy appearing pair or their children, or the

twenty-six governors of the institution. We hope for the best, praying

that change after change may take place, until lunatic asylums become

what they were originally designed for, the benefit of the inmates and

their weeping friends, and not for the benefit of slave holders in the

first degree.

Like the garden, we shall all be changed in the twinkling of an eye.

THE GARDEN CONVERTED INTO SHADY WALKS.

During my stay in the incurable house from July 3, 1862, to October 13,

1871, the beautiful garden that lay west of the asylum was converted

into pleasant walks, with paths and crosswalks overspread with

beautiful shade trees of various kinds, and a beautiful croquet lawn,

neatly arranged for the diversion of the patients.

In 1860 or 1861 I was met at the dining table by Wm. B. Gibbs, an old

acquaintance, who accosted me in the following manner: "How do you do,

Brother Swan, I am glad to see you here." Glad, thought I, and happy to

see a brother shut up in a lunatic asylum. I was not made glad to see

any one who did not try to help me to get home. In the main house I had

but few calls from acquaintances. I will record the names of those: My

wife, P. Stade, Pittstown; C. Pierce, do; Mrs. Norman Baker, do; Mr.

Sprut, do; John Warren, do. Home, home sweet home, thought I.

This Wm. B. Gibbs have just come from Utica Asylum, having been

there once and again many years, at this time somewhat ferocious and

mischievous, became quiet, and his sister took him home about 1867,

with whom he now lives in a low, melancholy state of mind.

N. B.--Sometimes a person's troubles arise from the abuses of others,

and sometimes from self-abuse. Could self-abused persons say as did the

penitent thief on the cross, all would be well.

MY TREATMENT IN THE MAIN HOUSE.

The first night I was locked up in the inner prison or cell heretofore

alluded to, and this was enough to make a rational man crazy. What,

said I, a lunatic asylum for my home, a cell for my dining room, a cell

for my lodging, and a cell for my closet of prayer. Ah, friend, can you

imagine how one feels, sick and in prison, friendless and hopeless.

The first night said I, no dear wife to smooth down my pillow, and

no dear daughter to fan my fainting person, or to give a cup of cold

water. Ah, what a deplorable situation, if I die I must die alone.

Main House. In this house I received no maltreatment from attendants

(much from patients, Gibbs, and others). I remained in this house

fifteen months without the opportunity to go out, even to the chapel.

Not a particle of medicine was administered to me while in this house,

not a book did I have to read after O'Donnel destroyed the Bible.

MY BOARD AND BEDDING.

As to my board in this house, I have no fault to find, in regard to

myself I had enough and in good order, a few strawberries and grapes

in their season and vegetables occasionally, also on thanksgiving and

the holidays some nice meats from the poultry yard, this is customary.

After I was taken from the dead-house cell or cell near the dead-house,

I was changed from hall to hall and from bed-room to bed-room, and

locked in by different attendants, treated roughly by room-mates, not

by attendants personally, but inasmuch as they did not care they did

it unto me. The bedsteads that I occupied were iron through, the beds

were mattrasses; well supplied with suitable clothing; in this house,

summer and winter, kept neat and clean (on my part) more so than of

many others.

REMARKS.

There is a heaven where angels sing, there is an opposite where devils

prowl. There is a paradise and there is a world of woe, and although

a person be exalted to heaven in point of privilege he may be thrust

down to hell. In this apparent paradise, my five Pittstown neighbors

saw me once, and like the deluded man perhaps made up their minds this

was the place for me. Be it known that I, Moses Swann, was never a

proper subject for a lunatic asylum (only as a spy or for the sake of

others), neither was the devil a christian when he met with the sons

of God. Whoever complained against me or believed me a proper subject

for such a lunatic asylum, was as greatly mistaken as I was in regard

to my future happiness; ten years I was conscientiously mistaken, they

might have been; our Saviour said first pull the beam out of thine own

eye then thou canst see more clearly to pull out the mote that is in

thy brother's eye. Many there are who know their neighbors in their own

estimation better than they know their own hearts.

MY WIFE'S LAST VISIT TO THE MAIN HOUSE.

In the spring of 1861, my wife visited me; that year the war broke out

in the south. As we sat in the dining room I said to her, "there is a

war." "O, yes," said she, "and many of the stores are shut in Troy."

Our hearts were too sad to talk much about home and past time, our

visit was short, she inquired of me something about my fare, to her I

never complained, knew she was too weak to bear my burdens, therefore

I made the best of it to her.

The separation time drew near, she says to a patient, "let me out"

(supposing him to be the attendant or turnkey), "not so" said I,

calling George Harrison (for he was attendant then), we took the

parting hand once more in a lunatic asylum.

Soon after we took the parting hand at this time, I was removed to the

south or dead-house hallway, having been shaved by Adkins, the lunatic

barber; I was now afraid I should be shaved to death by others. When I

returned to this hall I was met by a large, robust, muscular man, his

name I did not learn, English by birth. Not long after he came into my

bed-room with patient Gibbs and ordered me to change my own suit for

others, I knew not whose, I was very loth to do so, fearing I should

never get them again, and so it is as yet, my trunk, overcoat, and all

I carried there were retained, although I asked the steward for them

when I left the institution in 1871, Oct. 13.

MY REMOVAL FROM THE MAIN HOUSE TO THE INCURABLE ONE.

On the morning of the 3d day of July, 1862, the attendant, above

described, came into the hall and put an old white hat on my head;

taking me by the arm, says, "Come, go up to the other house" (meaning

the incurable one) "and stay a few weeks." "I don't want to go," said

I. He then left me, and soon returned with George Harrison, who steps

up to me and says, "You must go." The attendant again took me by the

arm, and I stepped out door for the first time since I entered the

institution. He led me on up the hill. By the way we were met by Wm.

Anderson, who abruptly said, "You have got him then." (At this time

Anderson was cow-boy and common helper.) On I marched, like a prisoner

in the hands of a drunken policeman (for I could smell his whisky

breath). Presently we came in sight of the old brick small-pox house,

which is used as a branch asylum, or incurable house, to stow away poor

unfortunate victims like myself. As we came to the south door we were

met, not as at Endor by the great whore of Babylon, but by the great

maiden _Isabel_ Anderson, who bound me, as seen in the engraving.

The attendant now asks the Magdalene _Isabel_, "Where shall I put him?"

"In the room where there is one man," said she. Up one flight of stairs

we went, turning to the right. I was locked up with Ebenezer Scott, who

assisted T. Haly to strangle me, when bound by Isabel. (See engraving.)

Though the reader may think it strange that I should know Isabel, the

Magdalenish woman, when I entered the incurable house, and know it was

the 3d of July, 1862, having had no almanac, yet, it is, nevertheless,

true. How I knew it was the third, when I was removed from house

to house, because the next day was celebrated as our American

Independence, I saw the little boys with fire-crackers; I heard the

loud cannons roar; I saw the fire-works or sky-rockets ascend high in

the air from Troy and Albany, while looking out of the window in the

evening. How I knew Isabel--saw her at the main house scouring the

oil-cloth in the hall; saw her raking hay in the door-yard; saw her

and Dr. Gregory stand out door looking into my window, when my wife

and I were visiting quietly, alone, in a room near the dining room and

kitchen; this was in the winter of 1860, the same year I entered the

asylum.

Again. In my opinion, when Haly and Isabel bound me, she was a

Magdalenian woman of the Cain family, possessed of seven devils, and,

although the _Troy Daily Whig_ would not publish for me against such

treatment, because they got much gain from the institution on Ida Hill,

still they caused the following to be published in their columns,

namely, Isabel's suicidal and untimely death, which took place March

16, 1873--hanging to the same balusters whose stairs led to my room in

the third story of the incurable house--same stairs she dragged Wm.

Jefferson down.

SUICIDE AT THE MARSHALL INFIRMARY--A FEMALE NURSE HANGS HERSELF TO THE

BALUSTERS--THE CAUSE A MYSTERY.

The inmates of Marshall Infirmary were greatly shocked on arising

yesterday morning to discover that one of the nurses had hanged herself

during the night. The facts are as follows:

Isabel Anderson, aged about fifty-four years, first entered the

employ of the infirmary as a nurse some eight or ten years ago. She

was assigned to take charge of the ward for female insane persons,

but when the small-pox was epidemic, her ward was changed, and

small-pox patients were put under her charge. At the disappearance of

that disease she was again placed in her old position. She had been

suffering from some obscure disease since January last, but within

the last few days she had greatly improved, and when her husband (who

has charge of the male insane ward) left her on Saturday night, she

appeared to feel better and more cheerful than she had in some time.

A little before 1 o'clock, yesterday morning, her husband thought he

heard her knock at the door, and consequently went to her room, but

found every thing quiet. It is probable that the noise Mr. Anderson

heard proceeded from some one of the insane patients who are more or

less noisy all the time. After satisfying himself that every thing was

right he returned to his room and went to sleep. On rising about 6

o'clock, he was descending to his wife's room, when he was horrified

to see his wife suspended by the neck from the balusters on the third

story. He immediately gave the alarm, and with assistance, cut down

the body and laid it out in her room. Mrs. Anderson was a very fleshy

woman, weighing over two hundred pounds, and the supposition is that

she left her room between 1 and 6 o'clock, taking one of the sheets

from her bed, and proceeding to the hallway on the third story, tied

one end of it to her neck and the other to the balusters and then

dropped over the rail. Owing to her great weight it is probable that

she died almost immediately. Coroner Brennan was notified and took

charge of the remains, and he will hold an inquest.

Mrs. Anderson will be buried to-morrow. She was a hard working,

industrious woman, and by studied economy had saved considerable money

and bought three or four houses up-town. Her husband was very devoted

to her and feels his loss keenly. He cannot give any cause for her

suicide, as she had never threatened any thing of the kind nor given

any reason to suspect such an intention. It is but justice to say

that the persons in charge of the infirmary are entirely blameless in

the matter, as Mrs. Anderson was capable of attending to her duties

as usual. We make this remark, as the public are often apt to blame

the authorities of a hospital when any such occurrence takes place.

Dr. Lomax, who is at present confined to his room, stated to a _Whig_

reporter that the affair was an entire mystery to him. Mrs. Anderson

was one of the most faithful, honest and industrious nurses ever

employed in any hospital and had never shown any signs of insanity.

Her sickness, however, may have caused her mind to be depressed, and

perhaps during the night she may have been taken with some acute pains,

and jumping out of bed, deliberately committed the act.

The above local news is an extract from the _Troy Daily Whig_, Monday

morning, March 17, 1873.

I knew that Isabel Anderson was turnkey in the incurable house of the

Marshall asylum more than nine years.

I know that Isabel Anderson was not honest. My wife brought me two

flannel shirts, they were marked M. Swan, on the bosom, I wore them

a few times and they were gone, and they were worn by Isabel and Haly

that winter, and I had to go without all winter.

So much for the _Troy Daily Whig_.

M. Swan at home.

Isabel's maiden name was Miss Anderson, Dr. Lomax told me she was

married after I went to the incurable house, in care of Haly and

others. After Mrs. Isabel was married to William Anderson, he became an

attendant over the male patients, and I came under his care; this was

about 1866 or 1867.

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