CHAPTER X

"I never complain, Canon Birch," said Lady Belstone, resignedly; "but

it is a great relief, as I cannot deny, to open my mind to you, who

know so well what this place used to be like in my dear brother's

time."

The canon had been absent from Youlestone on a long holiday, and on

his return found that the workmen, who had reigned over Barracombe for

nearly two years, had at length departed.

The inhabitants had been hunted from one part of the house to another

as the work proceeded; but now the usual living-rooms had been

restored to their occupants, and peace and order prevailed, where all

had been noise and confusion.

"I should not have known the place," said the canon, gazing round him.

"Nor I. We make a point of _saying_ nothing," said Miss Crewys,

pathetically, "but it's almost impossible not to _look_ now and then."

"Speak for yourself, Georgina," said her sister, with asperity. "One

can't _look_ furniture out of one room and into another."

The old ladies sat forlornly in their corner by the great open hearth,

whereon the logs were piled in readiness for a fire, because they

often found the early June evenings chilly. But the sofa with

broken springs, which they specially affected, had been mended, and

recovered; and was no longer, they sadly agreed, near so comfortable

as in its crippled past.

The banqueting-hall, which was the very heart of Barracombe House, had

been carefully and skilfully restored to its ancient dignity.

The paint and graining, which had disfigured its mighty beams and

solid panelling, had been removed; and the freshly polished oak shone

forth in its noble age, shorn of all tawdry disguise.

The spaces of wall and roof between the beams, and above the panels,

were now of a creamy tint not far removed, as the two indignant

critics pointed out, from common whitewash. A great screen of Spanish

leather sheltered the door from the vestibule, and secured somewhat

more privacy for the hall as a sitting-room.

The Vandyck commanded the staircase, attracting immediate attention,

as it faced the principal entry. In the wide space between the two

great windows were two portraits of equal size; the famous Sir Peter

Crewys, by Lely, painted to resemble, as nearly as possible, his royal

master, in dress and attitude; and his brother Timothy, by Kneller.

Farmer Timothy's small, shrewd, grey eyes appeared to follow the gazer

all over the hall; and his sober wearing apparel, a plain green coat

without collar or cape, contrasted effectively with the cavalier's

laced doublet and feathered hat.

Gone were the Early Victorian portraits; gone the big glass cases of

stuffed birds and weasels; gone the round mahogany table, the waxen

bouquets, and the horsehair chairs. The ancient tapestry beside the

carven balustrade of the staircase remained, but it had been cleaned,

and even mended.

An oak dresser, black with age, and laden with blue and white

china, lurked in a shadowy corner. Comfortable easy-chairs and odd,

old-fashioned settees furnished the hall. In the oriel window stood a

spinning-wheel and a grandfather's chair. A great bowl of roses stood

on the broad window-seat. There were roses, indeed, everywhere, and

books on every table. But the crowning grievance of all was the

cottage piano which John had sent to Lady Mary. The case had been

specially made of hand-carven oak to match the room as nearly as might

be. It was open, and beside it was a heap of music, and on it another

bowl of roses.

"Ay, you may well look horrified," said Miss Crewys to the canon,

whose admiration and delight were very plainly depicted on his

rubicund countenance. "Where are our cloaks and umbrellas? That's what

I say to Isabella. Where are our goloshes? Where is anything, indeed,

that one would expect to find in a gentleman's hall? Not so much as a

walking-stick. Everything to be kept in the outer hall, where tramps

could as easily step in and help themselves; but our poor foolish

Mary fancies that Peter will be delighted to find his old home turned

upside down."

"My belief is," said Lady Belstone, "that Peter will just insist on

all this wooden rubbish trotting back to the attics, where my dear

granny, not being accustomed to wooden furniture, very properly hid it

away. If you will believe me, canon, that dresser was brought up from

the _kitchen_, and every single pot and pan that decorates it used to

be kept in the housekeeper's room. That lumbering old chest was in

the harness-room. Pretty ornaments for a gentleman's sitting-room! If

Peter has grown up anything like my poor brother, he won't put up with

it at all."

"I suppose, in one sense, it's Peter's house, or will be very

shortly?" said the canon.

"In _every_ sense it's Peter's house," cried Lady Belstone; "and he

comes of age, thank Heaven, in October."

"I had hoped to hear he had sailed," said the canon. "No news is good

news, I hope."

"The last telegram said his wound was doing well, but did not give any

date for his return. Young John says we may expect him any time. I do

not know what he knows about it more than any one else, however," said

Miss Crewys.

"His letters give no details about himself," said Lady Belstone; "he

makes no fuss about his wounded arm. He is a thorough Crewys, not

given to making a to-do about trifles."

"He could only write a few words with his left hand," said Miss

Crewys; "more could not have been expected of him. Yet poor Mary was

quite put out, as I plainly saw, though she said nothing, because the

boy had not written at greater length."

"I find they've made a good many preparations for his welcome down in

the village," said the canon, "in case he should take us by surprise.

So many of the officers have got passages at the last moment,

unexpectedly. And we shall turn out to receive him _en masse_. Mr.

Crewys has given us _carte blanche_ for fireworks and flags; and they

are to have a fine bean-feast."

"Our cousin John takes a great deal upon himself, and has made

uncommonly free with Peter's money," said Lady Belstone, shaking her

head. "I wish he may not find himself pretty nigh ruined when he comes

to look into his own affairs. In my opinion, Fred Crawley is little

better than a fool."

"He is most devoted to Peter's interests, my dear lady," said the

canon, warmly, "and he informed me that Mr. John Crewys had done

wonders in the past two years."

"He has turned the whole place topsy-turvy in two years, in my

opinion," said Miss Crewys. "I don't deny that he is a rising young

man, and that his manners are very taking. But what can a Cockney

lawyer know, about timber, pray?"

"No man on earth, lawyer or no lawyer," said Lady Belstone,

emphatically, "will ever convince me that one can be better than

_well_."

"My sister alludes to the drains. It is a sore point, canon," said

Miss Crewys. "In my opinion, it is all this modern drainage that sets

up typhoid fever, and nothing else."

"Bless me!" said the canon.

"Our poor Mary has grown so dependent on John, however, that she will

hear nothing against him. One has to mind one's p's and q's," said

Lady Belstone.

"He planned the alterations in this very hall," said Miss Crewys, "and

the only excuse he offered, so far as I could understand, was that it

would amuse poor Mary to carry them out."

"Does a widow wish to be amused?" said Lady Belstone, indignantly.

"And was she amused, dear lady?" asked the canon, anxiously.

"When she saw our horror and dismay she smiled."

"Did you call that a smile, Georgina? I called it a laugh. It takes

almost nothing to make her laugh nowadays."

"You would not wish her to be too melancholy," said the canon, almost

pleadingly; "one so--so charming, so--"

"Canon Birch," said Lady Belstone, in awful tones, "she is a widow."

The canon was silent, displaying an embarrassment which did not escape

the vigilant observation of the sisters, who exchanged a meaning

glance.

"Well may you remind us of the fact, Isabella," said Miss Crewys, "for

she has discarded the last semblance of mourning."

"Time flies so fast," said the canon, as though impelled to defend

the absent. "It is--getting on for three years since poor Sir Timothy

died."

"It is but two years and four months," said Miss Crewys.

"It is thirty-three years since the admiral went aloft," said Lady

Belstone, who often became slightly nautical in phrase when alluding

to her departed husband; "and look at me."

The pocket-handkerchief she held up was deeply bordered with ink.

Orthodox streamers floated on either side her severe countenance.

The canon looked and shook his head. He felt that the mysteries of a

widow's garments had best not be discussed by one who dwelt, so to

speak, outside them.

"Poor Mary can do nothing gradually," said Miss Crewys. "She leapt in

a single hour out of a black dress into a white one."

"Her anguish when our poor Timothy succumbed to that fatal operation

surpassed even the bounds of decorum," said Lady Belstone, "and

yet--she would not wear a cap!"

She appealed to the canon with such a pathetic expression in her

small, red-rimmed, grey eyes that he could not answer lightly.

They faced him with anxious looks and drooping, tremulous mouths.

They had grown curiously alike during the close association of nearly

eighty years, though in their far-off days of girlhood no one had

thought them to resemble each other.

Miss Crewys crocheted a shawl with hands so delicately cared for and

preserved, that they scarce showed any sign of her great age; her

sister wore gloves, as was the habit of both when unoccupied, and she

grasped her handkerchief in black kid fingers that trembled slightly

with emotion.

The canon realized that the old ladies were seriously troubled

concerning their sister-in-law's delinquencies.

"We speak to you, of course, as our _clergyman_," said Miss Crewys;

and the poor gentleman could only bow sympathetically.

"I am an old friend," he said feelingly, "and your confidences are

sacred. But I think in your very natural--er--affection for Lady

Mary"--the word stuck in his throat--"you are, perhaps, over-anxious.

In judging those younger than ourselves," said the canon, gallantly

coupling himself with his auditors,' though acutely conscious that he

was some twenty years the junior of both, "we must not forget that

they recover their spirits, by a merciful dispensation of Providence,

more quickly than we should ourselves in the like circumstances," said

the canon, who was as light-hearted a cleric as any in England.

"They do, indeed," said Lady Belstone, emphatically; "when they can

sing and play all the day and half the night, like our dear Mary and

young John."

"You see the piano blocking up the hall, though Sir Timothy hated

music?" said Miss Crewys.

Her own mourning was thoughtfully graduated to indicate the time which

had elapsed since Sir Timothy's decease. She wore a violet silk of

sombre hue, ornamented by a black silk apron and a black lace scarf.

The velvet bow which served so very imperfectly as a skull-cap was

also violet, intimating a semi-assuaged, but respectfully lengthened,

grief for the departed.

"And now this maddest scheme of all," said Miss Crewys.

"Bless me! What mad scheme?"

"A house in London is to be hired as soon as Peter comes home."

"Is that all? But surely that is very natural. For my part, I have

often wondered why none of you ever cared to go to London, if only for

your shopping. I am very fond of a trip to town myself, now and then,

for a few days."

"A few days, it seems, would not suffice our cousin John's notions. He

is pleased to think Peter may require skilled medical attendance; and,

since he wrote he was in rags, a new outfit. These, it seems, can only

be obtained in the Metropolis nowadays. My brother's tailor still

lives in Exeter; and with all his faults--and nobody can dislike him

more than I do--I have never heard it denied that Dr. Blundell is a

skilful apothecary."

"_Very_ skilful," added Miss Crewys. "You remember, Isabella, how

quickly he put your poor little Fido out of his agony."

"That is nothing; all doctors understand animals' illnesses. They kill

numbers of guinea-pigs before they are allowed to try their hands on

human beings," said Lady Belstone. "The point is, that if my poor

brother Timothy had not been mad enough to go to London, he would have

been alive at this moment. I have never heard of Dr. Blundell finding

it necessary--much as I detest the man--to perform an operation on

anybody."

"Apart from this painful subject, my dear lady," murmured the canon,

"I presume it is only a furnished house that Lady Mary contemplates?"

"During all the years of his married life Sir Timothy never hired a

furnished house," said Miss Crewys. "The home of his fathers sufficed

him."

"She may want a change?" suggested the canon.

Miss Crewys interpreted him literally. "No; she is in the best of

health."

"Better than I have ever seen her, and--and _gayer_" said Lady

Belstone, with emphasis.

"People who are gay and bright in disposition are the very ones

who--who pine for a little excitement at times," said the courageous

canon. "There is so much to be seen and done and heard in London. For

instance, as you say--she is passionately fond of music."

"She gets plenty. _We_ get more than enough," said Miss Crewys,

grimly.

"I mean _good_ music;" then he recollected himself in alarm. "No,

no; I don't mean hers is not charming, and Mr. John's playing is

delightful, but--"

"There is an organ in the parish church," said Miss Crewys, crocheting

more busily than ever. "I have heard no complaints of the choir. Have

you?"

"No, no; but--besides music, there are so many other things," he said

dismally. "She likes pictures, too."

"It does not look like it, canon," said Lady Belstone, sorrowfully.

She waved her handkerchief towards the panelled walls. "She has

removed the family portraits to the lumber-room."

"At least the Vandyck has never been seen to greater advantage,"

said the canon, hopefully; "and I hear the gallery upstairs has been

restored and supported, to render it safe to walk upon, which will

enable you to take pleasure in the fine pictures there."

"I am sadly afraid that it is not pictures that poor Mary hankers

after, but _theatres_," said Miss Crewys. "John has persuaded her,

if persuasion was needed, which I take leave to doubt, that there is

nothing improper in visiting such places. My dear brother thought

otherwise."

"You know I do not share your opinions on that point," said the canon.

"Though not much of a theatre-goer myself, still--"

"A widow at the theatre!" said Lady Belstone. "Even in the admiral's

lifetime I did not go. Being a sailor, and _not_ a clergyman," she

added sternly, "he frequented such places of amusement. But he said

he could not have enjoyed a ballet properly with me looking on. His

feelings were singularly delicate." "I am afraid people must be

talking about dear Mary a good deal, canon," said Miss Crewys,

whisking a ball of wool from the floor to her knee with much

dexterity.

Her keen eyes gleamed at her visitor through her spectacles, though

her fingers never stopped for a moment.

"I hope not. I've heard nothing."

"My experience of men," said Lady Belstone, "is that they never _do_

hear anything. But a widow cannot be too cautious in her behaviour.

All eyes are fixed, I know not why, upon a widow," she added modestly.

"We do our best to guard dear Mary's reputation," said Miss Crewys.

The impetuous canon sprang to his feet with a half-uttered

exclamation; then recollecting the age and temperament of the speaker,

he checked himself and tried to laugh.

"I do not know," he said, "who has said, or ever could say, one single

word against that--against our dear and sweet Lady Mary. But if there

_is_ any one, I can only say that such word had better not be uttered

in my presence, that's all."

"Dear me, Canon Birch, you excite yourself very unnecessarily," said

Lady Belstone, with assumed surprise. "You are just confirming our

suspicions."

"What suspicions?" almost shouted the canon,

"That our dear Lady Mary's extraordinary partiality for our cousin

John has _not_ escaped the observation of a censorious world."

"Though we have done our best never to leave him alone with her for a

single moment," interpolated Miss Crewys.

The canon turned rather pale. "There can be no question of censure,"

he said. "Lady Mary is a very charming and beautiful woman. Who could

dare to blame her if she contemplated such a step as--as a second

marriage?"

"A second marriage! We said nothing of a second marriage," said Lady

Belstone, sharply. "You go a great deal too fast, canon. Luckily, our

poor Mary is debarred from any such act of folly. I have no patience

with widows who re-marry."

"Debarred from a second marriage!"

"Is it possible you don't know?"

The sisters exchanged meaning glances.

He looked from one to the other in bewilderment.

"If our sister-in-law remarries," said Miss Crewys, "she forfeits the

whole of her jointure."

"Is that all?" he cried.

"Is that all!" echoed Miss Crewys, much offended. "It is no less than

two thousand a year. In my opinion, far too heavy a charge on poor

Peter's estate."

"No man with any self-respect," said Lady Belstone, "would desire to

marry a widow without a jointure. I should have formed a low opinion,

indeed, of any gentleman who asked _me_ to marry him without first

making sure that the admiral had provided for me as he ought, and as

he _has_."

The canon, though mentally echoing the sentiment with much warmth,

thought it wiser to change the topic of conversation. Experience

had taught him to discredit most of the assumptions of Lady Mary's

sisters-in-law, where she was concerned, and he rose in hope of

effecting his escape without further ado.

"I believe I am to meet Mr. Crewys at luncheon," he said, "and with

your permission I will stroll out into the grounds, and look him up.

He told me where he was to be found."

"He is to be found all over the place. He seizes every opportunity

of coming down here. I cannot believe in his making so much money in

London, when he manages to get away so often. As for Mary, you know

her way of inviting people to lunch, and then going out for a walk,

or up to her room, as likely as not. But I suppose she will be down

directly, if you like to wait here," said Lady Belstone, who had

plenty more to say.

"I should be glad of a turn before luncheon," said the canon, who had

no mind to hear it. "And there is an hour and a half yet. You lunch at

two? I came straight from the school-house, as Lady Mary suggested. I

wanted to have a look at the improvements."

"Sarah Hewel is coming to lunch," said Miss Crewys. "I cannot say we

approve of her, since she has been out so much in London, and become

such a notorious young person."

"It's very odd to me," said the canon, benevolently, "little Sarah

growing up into a fashionable beauty. I often see her name in the

papers."

"She is exactly the kind of person to attract our cousin John, who is

quite foolish about her red hair. In my young days, red hair was just

a misfortune like any other," said Miss Crewys. "Dr. Blundell is

lunching here also, I need hardly say. Since my dear brother's death

we keep open house."

"It used not to be the fashion to encourage country doctors to be tame

cats," said Lady Belstone, viciously; "but he pretends to like the

innovations, and gets round young John; and inquires after Peter, and

pleases Mary."

"Ay, ay; it will be a great moment for her when the boy comes back. A

great moment for you all," said the canon, absently.

He stood with his back to the tall leather screen which guarded the

entrance to the hall, and did not hear the gentle opening of the great

door.

"I trust," said Miss Crewys, "that we are not a family prone to

display weak emotion even on the most trying occasions."

"To be sure not," said the canon, disconcerted; "still, I cannot think

of it myself without a little--a great deal--of thankfulness for his

preservation through this terrible war, now so happily ended. And to

think the boy should have earned so much distinction for himself, and

behaved so gallantly. God bless the lad! You are well aware," said the

canon, blowing his nose, "that I have always been fond of Peter."

"Thank you, canon," said Peter.

For a moment no one was sure that it was Peter, who had come so

quietly round the great screen and into the hall, though he stood

somewhat in the shadow still.

A young man, looking older than his age, and several inches taller

than Peter had been when he went away; a young man deeply tanned, and

very wiry and thin in figure; with a brown, narrow face, a dark streak

of moustache, a long nose, and a pair of grey eyes rendered unfamiliar

by an eyeglass, which was an ornament Peter had not worn before his

departure.

The old ladies sat motionless, trembling with the shock; but the canon

seized the hand which Peter held out, and, scarcely noticing that it

was his left hand, shook it almost madly in both his own.

"Peter! good heavens, Peter!" he cried, and the tears ran unheeded

down his plump, rosy cheeks. "Peter, my boy, God bless you! Welcome

home a thousand thousand times!"

"Peter!" gasped Lady Belstone. "Is it possible?"

"Why, he's grown into a man," said Miss Crewys, showing symptoms of an

inclination to become hysterical.

Peter was aghast at the commotion, and came hurriedly forward to

soothe his agitated relatives.

"Is this your boasted self-command, Georgina?" said Lady Belstone,

weeping.

"We cannot always be consistent, Isabella. It was the unexpected joy,"

sobbed Miss Crewys.

"Peter! your _arm_!" screamed Lady Belstone and she fell back almost

fainting upon the sofa.

Peter stood full in the light now, and they saw that he had lost his

right arm. The empty sleeve was pinned to his breast.

His aunt tottered towards him. "My poor boy!" she sobbed.

"Oh, that's all right," said Peter, in rather annoyed tones. "I can

use my left hand perfectly well. I hardly notice it now."

Something in the tone of this speech caused his aunts to exclaim

simultaneously--

"Dear boy, he has not changed one bit!"

"You never told us, Peter," said the canon, huskily.

"I didn't want a fuss," Peter said, very simply, "so I just got the

newspaper chap to cork it down about my being shot in the arm, without

any details. It had to be amputated first thing, as a matter of fact."

"It has given your aunt Georgina and me a terrible shock," said Lady

Belstone, faintly.

"You can't expect a fellow who has been invalided home to turn up

without a single scratch," said Peter, in rather surly tones.

"How like his father!" said Miss Crewys.

"Besides, you know very well my mother would have tormented herself to

death if I had told her," said Peter. "I want her to see with her own

eyes how perfectly all right I am before she knows anything about it."

"It was a noble thought," said the canon.

"Where is she?" demanded Peter.

He seemed about to cross the hall to the staircase but the canon

detained him.

"Oughtn't some one to prepare her?"

"Oh, joy never kills," said Peter. "She's quite well, isn't she?"

"Quite well."

"Very well _indeed_" said Miss Crewys, with emphasis that seemed to

imply Lady Mary was better than she had any need to be.

"I have never," said the canon, with a nervous side-glance at Peter,

"seen her look so well, nor so--so lovely, nor so--so brilliant. Only

your return was needed to complete--her happiness."

Peter looked at the canon through his newly acquired eyeglass with

some slight surprise.

"Well," he said, "I wouldn't telegraph. I wanted to slip home quietly,

that's the fact; or I knew the place would be turned upside down to

receive me."

"The people are preparing a royal welcome for you," said the canon,

warmly. "Banners, music, processions, addresses, and I don't know

what."

"That's awful rot!" said Peter. "Tell them I hate banners and music

and addresses, and everything of the kind."

"No, no, my dear boy," said the canon, in rather distressed tones.

"Don't say that, Peter, pray. You must think of _their_ feelings, you

know. There's hardly one of them who hasn't sent somebody to the war;

son or brother or sweetheart. And all that's left for--for those who

stay behind--not always the least hard thing to do for a patriot,

Peter--is to honour, as far as they can, each one who returns. They

work off some of their accumulated feelings that way, you know; and in

their rejoicings they do not forget those who, alas! will never return

any more."

There was a pause; and Peter remained silent, embarrassed by the

canon's emotion, and not knowing very well how to reply.

"There, there," said the canon, saving him the trouble; "we can

discuss it later. You are thinking of your mother now."

As he spoke, they all heard Lady Mary's voice in the corridor above.

She was humming a song, and as she neared the open staircase the words

of her song came very distinctly to their ears--

_Entends tu ma pensée qui le réspond tout bas_?

_Ton doux chant me rappelle les plus beaux de mes jours_.

"My mother's voice," said Peter, in bewildered accents; and he dropped

his eyeglass.

The canon showed a presence of mind that seldom distinguished him.

He hurried away the old ladies, protesting, into the drawing-room, and

closed the door behind him.

Peter scarcely noticed their absence.

_Ah! le rire fidèle prouve un coeur sans détours,

Ah! riez, riez--ma belle--riez, riez toujours_,

sang Lady Mary.

"I never heard my mother sing before," said Peter.

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