CHAPTER VIII

John took his hat and stepped out once more upon the drive, and there

met Dr. Blundell, who had left his dog-cart at the stables, and was

walking up to the house.

He did not pause to analyze the sentiment of slight annoyance which

clouded his usual good humour; but Dr. Blundell divined it, with the

quickness of an ultra-sensitive nature. He showed no signs that he had

done so.

"It was you I came to see," he said, shaking hands with John. "I

heard--you know how quickly news spreads here--that you had arrived. I

hoped you might spare me a few moments for a little conversation."

"Certainly," said John. "Will you come in, or shall we take a turn?"

"You will be glad of a breath of fresh air after your journey,"

said the doctor, and he led the way across the south terrace, to a

sheltered corner of the level plateau upon which the house was built,

which was known as the fountain garden.

It was rather a deserted garden, thickly surrounded and overgrown

by shrubs. Through the immense spreading Portuguese laurels which

sheltered it from the east, little or no sunshine found its way to the

grey, moss-grown basin and the stone figures supporting it; over which

a thin stream of water continually flowed with a melancholy rhythm, in

perpetual twilight.

A giant ivy grew rankly and thickly about the stone buttresses of this

eastern corner of the house, and around a great mullioned window which

overlooked the fountain garden, and which was the window of Lady

Mary's bedroom.

"These shrubberies want thinning," said John, looking round him rather

disgustedly. "This place is reeking with damp. I should like to cut

down some of these poisonous laurels, and let in the air and the

sunshine, and open out the view of the Brawnton hills."

"And why don't you?" said the doctor, with such energy in his tone

that John stopped short in his pacing of the gravel walk, and looked

at him.

The two men were almost as unlike in appearance as in character.

The doctor was nervous, irritable, and intense in manner; with

deep-set, piercing eyes that glowed like hot coal when he was moved

or excited. A tall, gaunt man, lined and wrinkled beyond his years;

careless of appearance, so far as his shabby clothes were concerned,

yet careful of detail, as was proven by spotless linen and

well-preserved, delicate hands.

He was indifferent utterly to the opinion of others, to his own

worldly advancement, or to any outer consideration, when in pursuit of

the profession he loved; and he knew no other interest in life, save

one. He had the face of a fanatic or an enthusiast; but also of a man

whose understanding had been so cultivated as to temper enthusiasm

with judgment.

He had missed success, and was neither resigned to his disappointment,

nor embittered by it.

The gaze of those dark eyes was seldom introspective; rather, as it

seemed, did they look out eagerly, sadly, pitifully at the pain and

sorrow of the world; a pain he toiled manfully to lessen, so far as

his own infinitesimal corner of the universe was concerned.

John Crewys, on the other hand, was, to the most casual observer, a

successful man; a man whose personality would never be overlooked.

There was a more telling force in his composure than in the doctor's

nervous energy. His clear eyes, his bright, yet steady glance,

inspired confidence.

The doctor might have been taken for a poet, but John looked like a

philosopher.

He was also, as obviously, in appearance, a man of the world, and a

Londoner, as the doctor was evidently a countryman, and a hermit. His

advantages over the doctor included his voice, which was as deep and

musical as the tones of his companion were harsh.

The manner, no less than the matter of John's speech, had early

brought him distinction.

Nature, rather than cultivation, had bestowed on him the faculty of

conveying the impression he wished to convey, in tones that charm; and

held his auditors, and penetrated ears dulled and fatigued by monotony

and indistinctness.

The more impassioned his pleading, the more utterly he held his own

emotion in check; the more biting his subtly chosen words, the more

courteous his manner; now deadly earnest, now humorously scornful,

now graciously argumentative, but always skilfully and designedly

convincing.

The doctor, save in the presence of a patient, had no such control

over himself as John Crewys carried from the law-courts, into his life

of every day.

"Why don't you," he said, in fiery tones, "let in air and life, and a

view of the outside world, and as much sunshine as possible into this

musty old house? You have the power, if you had only the will."

"You speak figuratively, I notice," said John. "I should be much

obliged if you would tell me exactly what you mean."

He would have answered in warmer and more kindly tones had Sarah's

words not rung upon his ear.

Was the doctor going to fight Lady Mary's battles now, and with him,

of all people in the world? As though there were any one in the world

to whom her interests could be dearer than--

John stopped short in his thoughts, and looked attentively at the

doctor. His heart smote him. How pallid was that tired face; and the

hollow eyes, how sad and tired too! The doctor had been up all night,

in a wretched isolated cottage, watching a man die--but John did not

know that.

He perceived that this was no meddler, but a man speaking of something

very near his heart; no presuming and interfering outsider who

deserved a snub, but a man suffering from some deep and hidden cause.

The doctor's secret was known to John long before he had finished what

he had to say; but he listened attentively, and gave no sign that this

was so.

"She will die," said Blundell, "if this goes on;" and he neither

mentioned any name, nor did John Crewys require him to do so.

The doctor's words came hurrying out incoherently from the depths of

his anxiety and earnestness.

"She will die if this goes on. There were few hopes and little enough

pleasure in her life before; but what is left to her now? _De mortuis

nil nisi bonum._ But just picture to yourself for a moment, man, what

her life has been."

He stopped and drew breath, and strove to speak calmly and

dispassionately.

"I was born in the valley of the Youle," he said. "My people live in

a cottage--they call it a house, but it's just a farm--on the

river,--Cullacott. I was a raw medical student when _she_ came here as

a child. Her father was killed in the Afghan War. He had quarrelled

with his uncle, they said, who afterwards succeeded to the earldom;

so she was left to the guardianship of Sir Timothy, a distant cousin.

Every one was sorry for her, because Sir Timothy was her guardian, and

because she was a little young thing to be left to the tender mercies

of the two old ladies, who were old even then. If you will excuse my

speaking frankly about the family"--John nodded--"they bullied their

brother always; what with their superiority of birth, and his being so

much younger, and so on. Their bringing-up made him what he was, I am

sure. He went nowhere; he always fancied people were laughing at him.

His feeling about his--his mother's lowly origin seemed to pervade

his whole life. He exaggerated the importance of birth till it became

almost a mania. If you hadn't known the man, you couldn't have

believed a human being--one of the million crawling units on the

earth--could be so absurdly inflated with self-importance. It was

pitiful. He went nowhere, and saw no one. I believe he thought that

Providence had sent a wife of high rank to his very door to enable him

partially to wipe out his reproach. She looked like a child when she

came, but she shot up very suddenly into womanhood. If you ask me if

she was unhappy, I declare I don't think so. She had never realized,

I should think, what it was to be snubbed or found fault with in

her life. She was a motherless child, and had lived with her old

grandfather and her young father, and had been very much spoilt. And

they were both snatched away from her, as it were, in a breath; and

she alone in the world, with an uncle who was only glad to get rid of

her to her stranger guardian. Well,--she was too young and too bright

and too gay to be much downcast for all the old women could do. She

laughed at their scolding, and when they tried severity she appealed

to Sir Timothy. The old doctor who was my predecessor here told me at

the time that he thought she had bewitched Sir Timothy; but afterwards

he said that he believed it was only that Sir Timothy had made up his

mind even then to quarter the Setoun arms with his own. Anyway, he

went against his sisters for the first and only time in his life, and

they learnt that Lady Mary was not to be interfered with. Whether it

was gratitude or just the childish satisfaction of triumphing over her

two enemies, I can't tell, but she married him in less than two years

after she came to live at Barracombe. The old ladies didn't know

whether to be angry or pleased. They wanted him to marry, and they

wanted his wife to be well-born, no doubt; but to have a mere child

set over them! Well, the marriage took place in London."

"I was present," said John.

"The people here said things about it that may have got round to Sir

Timothy; but I don't know. He never came down to the village, except

to church, where he sat away from everybody, in the gallery curtained

off. Anyway, he wouldn't have the wedding down here. He invited all

her relatives, and none of them had a word to say. It wasn't as if she

were an heiress. I believe she had next to nothing. She was just like

a child, laughing, and pleased at getting married, and with all her

finery, perhaps,--or at getting rid of her lessons with the old women

may be,--and the thought of babies of her own. Who knows what a girl

thinks of?" said the doctor, harshly. "I didn't see her again for a

long time after. But then I came down; the Brawnton doctor was getting

old, and it was a question whether I should succeed him or go on in

London, where I was doing well enough. And--and I came here," said the

doctor, abruptly.

John nodded again. He filled in the gaps of the doctor's narrative for

himself, and understood.

"She had changed very much. All the gaiety and laughter gone. But she

was wrapt up in the child as I never saw any woman wrapt up in a brat

before or since; and I've known some that were pretty ridiculous in

that way," said the doctor, and his voice shook more than ever. "It

was--touching, for she was but a child herself; and Peter, between you

and me, was an unpromising doll for a child to play with. He was ugly

and ill-tempered, and he wouldn't be caressed, or dressed up, or made

much of, from the first minute he had a will of his own. As he grew

bigger he was for ever having rows with his father, and his mother

was for ever interceding for him. He was idle at school; but he was a

manly boy enough over games and sport, and a capital shot. Anyway, she

managed to be proud of him, God knows how. I shouldn't wonder if this

war was the making of him, though, poor chap, if he's spared to see

the end of it all."

"I have no doubt the discipline will do him a great deal of good,"

said John, dryly.

It cannot be said that his brief interview at Southampton had

impressed John with a favourable opinion of the sulky and irresponsive

youth, who had there listened to his mother's messages with lowering

brow and downcast eye. Peter had betrayed no sign of emotion, and

almost none of gratitude for John's hurried and uncomfortable journey

to convey that message.

"A few hard knocks will do you no harm, my young friend; and I almost

wish you may get them," John had said to himself on his homeward

journey; dreading, yet expecting, the news that awaited him at Peter's

home, and for which he had done his best to prepare the boy.

"Too much consideration hitherto has ruined him," said the doctor,

shortly. "But it's not of Peter I'm thinking, one way or the other.

From the time he went first to school, she's had to depend entirely on

her own resources--and what are they?"

He paused, as though to gather strength and energy for his indictment.

"From the time she was brought here--except for that one outing and a

change to Torquay, I believe, after Peter's birth--she has scarce set

foot outside Barracombe. Sir Timothy would not, so he was resolved she

should not. His sisters, who have as much cultivation as that stone

figure, disapproved of novel-reading--or of any other reading, I

should fancy--and he followed suit. Books are almost unknown in this

house. The library bookcases were locked. Sir Timothy opened them once

in a while, and his sisters dusted the books with their own hands;

it was against tradition to handle such valuable bindings. He hated

music, and the piano was not to be played in his presence. Have you

ever tried it? I'm told you're musical. It belonged to Lady Belstone's

mother, the Honourable Rachel. That is her harp which stands in the

corner of the hall. Her daughter once tinkled a little, I believe; but

the prejudices of the ruling monarch were religiously obeyed. Music

was _taboo_ at Barracombe. Dancing was against their principles, and

theatres they regard with horror, and have never been inside one in

their lives. Nothing took Sir Timothy to London but business; and

if it were possible to have the business brought to Barracombe, his

solicitor, Mr. Crawley, visited him here."

The doctor spoke in lower tones, as he recurred to his first theme.

"I don't think she found out for years, or realized what a prisoner

she was. They caught and pinned her down so young. There are no very

near neighbours--I mean, not the sort of people they would recognize

as neighbours--except the Hewels. Youlestone is such an out-of-the-way

place, and Sir Timothy was never on intimate terms with any one. Mrs.

Hewel is a fool--there was only little Sarah whom Lady Mary made a pet

of--but she had no friends. Sir Timothy and his sisters made visiting

such a stiff and formal business, that it was no wonder she hated

paying calls; the more especially as it could lead to nothing. He

would not entertain; he grudged the expense. I was present at a scene

he once made because a large party drove over from a distant house and

stayed to tea. He said he could not entertain the county. She dared

ask no one to her house--she, who was so formed and fitted by nature

to charm and attract, and enjoy social intercourse." His voice

faltered. "They stole her youth," he said.

"What do you want me to do?" said John, though he was vaguely

conscious that he understood for what the doctor was pleading.

He sat down by the fountain; and the doctor, resting a mended boot

on the end of the bench, leant on his bony knee, and looked down

wistfully at John's thoughtful face, broad brow, and bright, intent

eyes.

"You are a very clever man, Mr. Crewys," he said humbly. "A man of the

world, successful, accomplished, and, I believe, honest"--he spoke

with a simplicity that disarmed offence--"or I should not have

ventured as I have ventured. Somehow you inspire me with confidence. I

believe you can save her. I believe you could find a way to bring back

her peace of mind; the interest in life--the gaiety of heart--that is

natural to her. If I were in your place, not the two old women--not

Sir Timothy's ghost--not that poor conceited slip of a lad who may be

shot to-morrow--would stand in my way. I would bring back the colour

to her cheek, and the light to her eye, and the music to her voice--"

"Whilst her boy is in danger?" John asked, almost scornfully. He

thought he knew Lady Mary better than the doctor did, after all.

"I tell you _nothing_ would stop me," said Blundell, vehemently.

"Before I would let her fret herself to death--afraid to break the

spells that have been woven round her, bound as she is, hand and foot,

with the prejudices of the dead--I would--I would--take her to South

Africa myself," he said brilliantly. "The voyage would bring her back

to life."

John got up. "That is an idea," he said. He paused and looked at the

doctor. "You have known her longer than I. Have you said nothing to

her of all this?"

The doctor smiled grimly. "Mr. Crewys," he said, "some time since I

spoke my mind--a thing I am over-apt to do--_of_ Peter, and _to_ him.

The lad has forgiven me; he is a man, you see, with all his faults.

But Lady Mary, though she has all the virtues of a woman, is also a

mother. A woman often forgives; a mother, never. Don't forget."

"I will not," said John.

"And you'll do it--"

"Use the unlimited authority that has been placed in my hands, by

improving this tumble-down, overgrown place?" said John, slowly. "Let

in light, air, and sunshine to Barracombe, and do my best to brighten

Lady Mary's life, without reference to any one's prejudices, past or

present?"

"You've got the idea," said the doctor, joyfully. "Will you carry it

out?"

"Yes," said John.

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