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MEMOIRS OF LIFE

AND LITERATURE

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Books by W. H. MALLOCK

Memoirs of Life and Literature

The Limits of Pure Democracy _5th Edition_

Religion as a Credible Doctrine

The Reconstruction of Belief

_Novels_

The Individualist _3rd Edition_

The Heart of Life _3rd Edition_

A Human Document _9th Edition_

[Illustration: ALGERNON CHARLES SWINBURNE]

MEMOIRS OF

LIFE AND LITERATURE

BY

W. H. MALLOCK

AUTHOR OF

"RECONSTRUCTION OF RELIGIOUS BELIEF" ETC.

ILLUSTRATED

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HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS

NEW YORK AND LONDON

MCMXX

MEMOIRS OF LIFE AND LITERATURE

Copyright, 1920, by Harper & Brothers

Printed in the United States of America

Published September, 1920

CONTENTS

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CHAPTER I

FAMILY ANTECEDENTS 1

The Mallocks of Cockington--Some Old Devonshire Houses--A

Child's Outlook on Life

CHAPTER II

THE TWO NATIONS 20

The Rural Poor of Devonshire--The Old Landed Families--An

Ecclesiastical Magnate

CHAPTER III

A PRIVATE TUTOR DE LUXE 9

Early Youth Under a Private Tutor--Poetry--Premonitions of

Modern Liberalism

CHAPTER IV

WINTER SOCIETY AT TORQUAY 53

Early Acquaintance with Society--Byron's Grandson, Lord

Houghton--A Dandy of the Old School, Carlyle--Lord Lytton, and

Others--Memorable Ladies

CHAPTER V

EXPERIENCES AT OXFORD 68

Early Youth at Oxford--Acquaintance with Browning, Swinburne,

and Ruskin--Dissipations of an Undergraduate--The Ferment of

Intellectual Revolution--_The New Republic_

CHAPTER VI

THE BASIS OF LONDON SOCIETY 92

Early Experiences of London Society--Society Thirty Years Ago

Relatively Small--Arts and Accomplishments Which Can Flourish in

Small Societies Only

CHAPTER VII

VIGNETTES OF LONDON LIFE 113

Byron's Grandson and Shelley's Son--The World of Balls--The

"Great Houses," and Their New Rivals--The Latter Criticized by

Some Ladies of the Old Noblesse--Types of More Serious

Society--Lady Marian Alford and Others--_Salons_ Exclusive and

Inclusive--A Clash of Two Rival Poets--The Poet

Laureate--Auberon Herbert and the Simple Life--Dean

Stanley--Whyte Melville--"Ouida"--"Violet Fane"--Catholic

Society--Lord Bute--Banquet to Cardinal Manning--Difficulties of

the Memoir-writer--Lord Wemyss and Lady P---- --Indiscretions of

Augustus Hare--Routine of a London Day--The Author's Life Out of

London

CHAPTER VIII

SOCIETY IN COUNTRY HOUSES 142

A Few Country Houses of Various Types--Castles and Manor Houses

from Cornwall to Sutherland

CHAPTER IX

FROM COUNTRY HOUSES TO POLITICS 168

First Treatise on Politics--Radical Propaganda--First Visit to

the Highlands--The Author Asked to Stand for a Scotch

Constituency

CHAPTER X

A FIVE MONTHS' INTERLUDE 194

A Venture on the Riviera--Monte Carlo--Life in a Villa at

Beaulieu--A Gambler's Suicide--A Gambler's Funeral

CHAPTER XI

"THE OLD ORDER CHANGES" 209

Intellectual Apathy of Conservatives--A Novel Which Attempts to

Harmonize Socialist Principles with Conservative

CHAPTER XII

CYPRUS, FLORENCE, HUNGARY 226

A Winter in Cyprus--Florence--Siena--Italian

Castles--Cannes--Some Foreign Royalties--Visit During the

Following Spring to Princess Batthyany in Hungary

CHAPTER XIII

TWO WORKS ON SOCIAL POLITICS 255

The Second Lord Lytton at Knebworth--"Ouida"--Conservative

Torpor as to Social Politics--Two Books: _Labor and the Popular

Welfare_ and _Aristocracy and Evolution_--Letters from Herbert

Spencer

CHAPTER XIV

RELIGIOUS PHILOSOPHY AND FICTION 270

The So-called Anglican Crisis--_Doctrine and Doctrinal

Disruption_--Three Novels: _A Human Document_, _The Heart of

Life_, _The Individualist_--Three Works on the Philosophy of

Religion: _Religion as a Credible Doctrine_, _The Veil of the

Temple_, _The Reconstruction of Belief_--Passages from _The Veil

of the Temple_

CHAPTER XV

_From the Highlands to New York_ 292

Summer on the Borders of Caithness--A Two Months' Yachting

Cruise--The Orkneys and the Outer Hebrides--An Unexpected

Political Summons

CHAPTER XVI

POLITICS AND SOCIETY IN AMERICA 308

Addresses on Socialism--Arrangements for Their

Delivery--American Society in Long Island and New

York--Harvard--Prof. William James--President

Roosevelt--Chicago--Second Stay in New York--New York to

Brittany--_A Critical Examination of Socialism_--Propaganda in

England

CHAPTER XVII

THE AUTHOR'S WORKS SUMMARIZED 335

A Boy's Conservatism--Poetic Ambitions--The Philosophy of

Religious Belief--The Philosophy of Industrial

Conservatism--Intellectual Torpor of Conservatives--Final

Treatises and Fiction

CHAPTER XVIII

LITERATURE AND ACTION 343

Literature as Speech Made Permanent--All Written Speech Not

Literature--The Essence of Literature for Its Own Sake--Prose as

a Fine Art--Some Interesting Aspects of Literature as an End in

Itself--Their Comparative Triviality--No Literature Great Which

Is Not More Than Literature--Literature as a Vehicle of

Religion--Lucretius--_The Reconstruction of Belief_

INDEX 373

ILLUSTRATIONS

ALGERNON CHARLES SWINBURNE _Frontispiece_

ROBERT BROWNING _Facing p. 30_

THOMAS CARLYLE " 64

JOHN RUSKIN " 86

OUIDA " 126

CARDINAL MANNING " 134

HERBERT SPENCER " 266

THEODORE ROOSEVELT " 318

MEMOIRS OF LIFE AND LITERATURE

CHAPTER I

FAMILY ANTECEDENTS

The Mallocks of Cockington--Some Old Devonshire Houses--A

Child's Outlook on Life

"Memoirs" is a word which, as commonly used, includes books of very

various kinds, ranging from St. Augustine's _Confessions_ to the gossip

of Lady Dorothy Nevill. Such books, however, have all one family

likeness. They all of them represent life as seen by the writers from a

personal point of view; and in this sense it is to the family of Memoirs

that the present book belongs.

But the incidents or aspects of life which a book of memoirs describes

represent something more than themselves. Whether the writer is

conscious of the fact or no, they represent a circle of circumstances,

general as well as private, to which his individual character reacts;

and his reactions, as he records them, may in this way acquire a meaning

and unity which have their origin in the age--in the general conditions

and movements which his personal recollections cover--rather than in

any qualities or adventures which happen to be exclusively his own. Thus

if any writer attempts to do what I have done myself--namely, to examine

or depict in books of widely different kinds such aspects and problems

of life--social, philosophical, religious, and economic--as have in turn

engrossed his special attention, he may venture to hope that a memoir of

his own activities will be taken as representing an age, rather than a

personal story, his personal story being little more than a variant of

one which many readers will recognize as common to themselves and him.

Now for all reflecting persons whose childhood reaches back to the

middle of the nineteenth century, the most remarkable feature of the

period which constitutes the age for themselves cannot fail to be a

sequence of remarkable and momentous changes--changes alike in the

domains of science, religion, and society; and if any one of such

persons should be asked, "Changes from what?" his answer will be, if he

knows how to express himself, "Changes from the things presented to him

by his first remembered experiences, and by him taken for granted," such

as the teaching, religious or otherwise, received by him, and the

general constitution of society as revealed to him by his own

observation and the ways and conversation of his elders. These are the

things which provide the child's life with its starting point, and these

are determined by the facts of family tradition and parentage. It is,

therefore, with a description of such family facts that the author of a

memoir like the present ought properly to begin.

The Mallocks, who have for nearly three hundred years been settled at

Cockington Court, near to what is now Torquay, descend from a William

Malet, Mallek, or Mallacke, who was, about the year 1400, possessed of

estates lying between Lyme and Axmouth. This individual, according to

the genealogists of the Heralds' College, was a younger son of Sir

Baldwyn Malet of Enmore, in the county of Dorset. His descendants, at

all events, from this time onward became connected by marriage with such

well-known West Country families as the Pynes, the Drakes, the

Churchills, the Yonges of Colyton, the Willoughbys of Payhembury, the

Trevelyans, the Tuckfields (subsequently Hippesleys), the Strodes of

Newnham, the Aclands, the Champernownes, and the Bullers. Between the

reigns of Henry VII and Elizabeth they provided successive Parliaments

with members for Lyme and Poole. One of them, Roger, during the reign of

the latter sovereign, found his way to Exeter, where, as a banker or

"goldsmith," he laid the foundations of what was then a very great

fortune, and built himself a large town house, of which one room is

still intact, with the queen's arms and his own juxtaposed on the

paneling. The fortune accumulated by him was, during the next two

reigns, notably increased by a second Roger, his son, in partnership

with Sir Ferdinando Gorges, military governor of Plymouth, who had

somehow become possessed of immense territories in Maine, and was a

prominent figure in the history of English trade with America.

The second Roger, about the year 1640, purchased the Cockington property

from Sir Henry Cary, a Cavalier, who appears to have been a typical

sufferer from his devotion to the royal cause. Roger Mallock was,

indeed, so far Royalist himself that he entered a protest against the

execution of Charles; but both he and his relatives also were evidently

in sympathy otherwise with the Parliamentary party; for, during the

Protectorate, Elizabeth Mallock, his cousin, married Lord Blayney, an

Irishman, who was personally attached to Cromwell; while Rawlin Mallock,

this second Roger's son (who had married Susannah, Sir Ferdinando

Gorges's daughter), was Whig member for Totnes, twice Whig member for

Ashburton, and was one of the small group of peers and country gentlemen

who welcomed William of Orange when he disembarked at Brixham. Rawlin's

heir was a boy--beautiful, as a picture of him in the guise of a little

Cavalier shows--who died a minor in the year 1699, but who, during his

brief life, as a contemporary chronicler mentions, had distinguished

himself by an accomplishment extremely rare among the young country

gentlemen of his own day--indeed, we may add of our own--that is to day,

a precocious knowledge of Hebrew.

The young scholar was succeeded by a third Rawlin, his cousin, a

personage of a very different type, who, in concert with his next-door

neighbor, Mr. Cary of Torre Abbey, added to the pursuits of a Squire

Western the enterprise of a smuggler in a big way of business. He was,

moreover, a patron of the turf, having a large stud farm on Dartmoor,

with results which would have been disastrous for himself if the wounds

inflicted by the world had not been healed through his connection with

the Established Church. He was fortunately the patron of no less than

sixteen livings, or cures of souls, by the gradual sale of most of which

he managed to meet, as a Christian should do, the claims of his lay

creditors. Of the bottles of port with which he stocked the Cockington

cellars two, bearing the date of 1745, still remain--or till lately

remained--unopened. Through the successor of this typical Georgian the

property passed to my grandfather, of whom my father was a younger son.

Like many other younger sons, my father, to use a pious phrase, suffered

himself to be "put into the Church," where two of the livings still

owned by his family awaited him. These, to his temporal advantage, he

presently exchanged for another. His health, however, since I can

remember him, never permitted him to exert himself in the performance of

divine service. Indeed, his ecclesiastical interests were architectural

rather than pastoral. He accordingly, after a brief acquaintance with

his new parishioners, committed them to the spiritual care of a

stalwart and well-born curate, and bought a picturesque retreat about

ten or twelve miles away, embowered in ivy, and overlooking the river

Exe, where he spent his time in enlarging the house and gardens, and in

planting slopes and terraces, about a quarter of a mile in length, with

what were then very rare trees. He was subsequently given for life the

use of another house, Denbury Manor, of which I shall speak presently,

which I myself much preferred, and with which my own early recollections

are much more closely associated.

My mother was a daughter of the Ven. Archdeacon Froude, and sister of

three distinguished brothers--Hurrell Froude, prominent as a leader of

the Tractarian movement, Antony Froude the historian, and William

Froude, who, though his name is less generally known, exercised, as will

be shown presently, an influence on public affairs greater than that of

many cabinet ministers. The Archdeacon of Totnes, their father, was a

Churchman of a type now extinct as the dodo. Born in the early part of

the reign of George III, and inheriting a considerable fortune, he was

in his youth addicted to pursuits a proficiency in which is now regarded

by no one as absolutely essential to a fitness for Holy Orders. He was

famous for his horses, and also for his feats of horsemanship, one of

these being the jumping of a five-barred gate without losing either of

two guinea pieces which were placed at starting between his knees and

the saddle. To the accomplishments of an equestrian he added those of a

dilettante. He was an architect, a collector of pictures, a herald and

archaeologist, and also (as Ruskin declared, to whom some of his

drawings were exhibited) an artist whose genius was all but that of a

master. Like other young men of fortune, he made what was then called

the "grand tour of Europe," his sketchbooks showing that he traveled as

far as Corfu, and subsequently, when he settled for life as the vicar of

Dartington parish, he was regarded as one of the most enlightened

country gentlemen of the district, active in improving the roads, which,

till his time, were abominable, and in bringing poachers to punishment

if not to repentance.

Within a short walk of the parsonage, over the brow of a wooded hill, is

another house, which in the scenery of my childhood was an object no

less familiar--Dartington Hall, the home of the Champernowne family,

with which, by marriage and otherwise, my father's was very closely

connected. Yet another house--it has been mentioned already as

associated with my childhood also--is Denbury Manor, with its stucco

chimneys and pinnacles, its distance from Dartington being something

like eight miles. These four houses--Denbury Manor, Dartington

Parsonage, Dartington Hall, and Cockington Court--all lying within a

circle of some twelve miles in diameter, represent, together with their

adjuncts, the material aspects of the life with which I was first

familiar. Let me give a brief sketch of each, taking Denbury first.

Denbury Manor at the end of the eighteenth century was converted and

enlarged into a dower-house for my mother's grandmother, but was

occupied when first I knew it by my great-aunt, her daughter, an old

Miss Margaret Froude. To judge from a portrait done of her in her youth

by Downman, she must have been then a very engaging _ingenue_; but when

I remember her she looked a hundred and fifty. She was, indeed, when she

died very nearly a hundred, and her house and its surroundings now

figure in my recollections as things of the eighteenth century which,

preserved in all their freshness, had hardly been touched by the years

which by that time had followed it. The house, which was of considerable

antiquity, had been, for my great-grandmother's benefit, modernized or

Elizabethanized under the influence of Horace Walpole and Wyat. It was

backed by a rookery of old and enormous elms. It was approached on one

side by a fine avenue of limes, and was otherwise surrounded by gardens

with gray walls or secretive laurel hedges. Here was a water tank in the

form of a Strawberry Hill chapel. Here was a greenhouse unaltered since

the days of George II. Everywhere, though everything was antique, there

were signs of punctilious care, and morning by morning a bevy of female

villagers would be raking the gravel paths and turning them into

weedless silver. The front door, heavy with nails, would be opened by

an aged footman, his cheeks pink like an apple, and his white silk

stockings and his livery always faultless. Within were old Turkey

carpets, glossy, but not worn with use, heavy Chippendale chairs, great

Delf jugs with the monogram of George II on them, a profusion of

Oriental china, and endless bowls of potpourri. On the shelves of

whatnots were books of long-forgotten eighteenth-century plays. In one

of the sitting rooms was a magnificent portrait by Reynolds of Miss

Froude's mother. It represented her playing on a guitar, and on a table

beneath it reposed the guitar itself. Here and there lay one of the

ivory hands with which powdered ladies once condescended to scratch

themselves. There were shining inkstands whose drawers were still

stocked with the wafers used for sealing letters in the days of Lydia

Languish. In another room, called "the little parlor," and commonly used

for breakfast, an old gentleman by Opie smiled from one of the walls,

and saw one thing only which he might have seen there in his boyhood--a

small piano by Broadwood, always fastidiously polished, as if it had

just come from the shop, and bearing the date of 1780. Many houses

abound in similar furnishings. The characteristic of Denbury was that it

contained nothing else. These things were there, not as survivals of the

past, but as parts of a past which for the inmates had never ceased to

be the present. They were there as the natural appurtenances of a lady

who, so far as I knew, had never been near a railway till a special

train was run to convey mourners to her funeral.

Miss Froude matched her surroundings. During her later years she was

never visible till midday, by which time she would, in an upstairs

drawing room, be found occupying a cushionless chair at a large central

table, with a glass of port at her right hand and a volume of sermons at

her left. On either side of her stood a faithful attendant, one being a

confidential maid, the other a Miss Drake--an old, mittened companion,

hardly younger in appearance than herself--both of whom watched her with

eyes of solicitous reverence, and seemed always ready to collapse into

quasi-religious curtsies. Here she would receive such visitors as

happened to be staying in the house, and subsequently reverential

villagers, who appealed to her for aid or sympathy.

Dartington Parsonage was in one sense more modern than Denbury, having

been for the most part constructed by the Archdeacon himself. Originally

a diminutive dwelling--a relic of medieval times--he enlarged it to the

dimensions of a substantial country house, surrounding a court, and

connected with a medley of outbuildings--servants' offices, stables,

barns, and coach houses, one of these last containing as a solitary

recluse a high-hung yellow chariot, lined with yellow morocco, in which

the Archdeacon had been wont to travel before the battle of Waterloo,

and in which his grandchildren were never weary of swinging themselves.

If the parsonage and its appurtenances can in any sense be called

modern, they represented ideas and conditions which are far enough away

now. There was nothing about them more modern than the early days of

Miss Austen. The dining-room sideboard, with its long row of knife

boxes, whose sloping lids when lifted showed a glimmering of silver

handles, would have seemed familiar to Mr. Knightly, Mr. Woodhouse, and

Sir Thomas Bertram. Opposite the dining room was a library, very

carefully kept, the contents of which were a curious mixture. Besides

great folio editions of the classics and the Christian Fathers, were

collections of the ephemeral literature of the days of Charles II,

notable among which were lampoons on Nell Gwyn and her royal

lover--works which the Archdeacon certainly never bought, and which must

have come to him through his mother from the Cavalier family of

Copplestone. In the hall was a marble table bearing a bust of

Demosthenes. In the drawing-room were watercolor drawings by artists

such as Prout and Stansfield; a group of Dutch paintings, including a

fine Van Ostade; sofas, on which Miss Austen might, have sat by the

Prince Regent; and scrap-work screens on which faded portraits and

landscapes were half eclipsed by quotations from _Elegant Extracts_.

From the drawing-room windows, in my mother's earlier days, might often

have been seen the figure of an old head gardener and factotum, George

Diggins by name, bending over beds of geraniums, who was born in the

reign of George II, who had passed his youth as a charcoal burner in

woods not far from Ugbrooke, the seat of the Catholic Cliffords, and who

often recounted how, on mysterious nights, "four horses and a coach,

with the old Lord Clifford inside it, would come tumbling out of the

woods into the road like so many packs of wool."

Dartington Hall--very well known to architects as the work of John

Holland, Duke of Exeter, in the reign of Richard II--passed by exchange

to the Champernownes in the reign of Henry VIII, and was originally an

enormous structure, inclosing two quadrangles. A large part of it, as

may be seen from old engravings, was falling into ruins in the days of

George II, but its principal feature was intact till the beginning of

the nineteenth century. This was one of the finest baronial halls in

England, seventy feet by forty, with a roof resembling that of the great

hall at Westminster. The roof, however, at that time showing signs of

impending collapse, it was taken down by my grandfather in the year

1810, and only the bare walls and the pointed windows remain. The

inhabited portion, however, is still of considerable extent, one of its

frontages--two hundred and thirty feet in length--abutting so closely on

a churchyard that the dead need hardly turn in their graves to peer in

through the lower windows at faded wall-papers, bedroom doors, and

endless yards of carpet. The interior, as I remember it, did not differ

from that of many old country houses. There were one or two great rooms,

a multitude of family portraits, and landscapes, marbles and coins

brought from Italy by a traveled and dilettante ancestor. It was a great

rendezvous for numerous Buller relations. It was, as was the parsonage

also, a nest of old domestics, all born in the parish, and it included

among its other inmates a ghost, who was called "the Countess," and who

took from time to time alarming strolls along the passages.

It remains to add a word or two with regard to Cockington Court. At the

time when my father was born in it, it was the heart of a neighborhood

remotely and even primitively rural, and fifty years later, when I can

first remember it, its immediate surroundings were unchanged. A few

miles away the modern world had, indeed, begun to assert itself in the

multiplying villas of Torquay, but on the Cockington property, which

includes the district of Chelston, few dwellings existed which had not

been there in the days of Charles II. Torquay, which at the beginning of

the Napoleonic wars was nothing more than a cluster of fishermen's huts,

owed its rise to the presence of the British fleet in Torbay, and the

need of accommodation on shore for officers' wives and families. My

grandfather built two houses, Livermead House and Livermead Cottage, in

answer to this demand. Both were for personal friends, one of them

being the first Lord St. Vincent, the other being Sir John Colbourne,

afterward Lord Seaton. But though elaborate plans were subsequently put

before him for turning the surrounding slopes into a pretentious and

symmetrical watering place, the construction of no new residence was

permitted by himself or his successor till somewhere about the year

1865, when a building lease was granted by the latter to one of his own

connections.

Meanwhile, on adjacent properties, belonging to the Palks and Carys,

Torquay had been developing into what became for a time the most famous

and fashionable of the winter resorts of England, Cockington still

remaining a quiet and undisturbed Arcadia.

But the real or nominal progress of five-and-forty years has brought

about changes which my grandfather, blind to his own interests,

resisted. To-day, as the train, having passed the station of Torre,

proceeds toward that of Paignton, the traveler sees, looking inland at

the Cockington and Chelston slopes, a throng of villas intermixed with

the relics of ancient hedgerows. If, alighting at Torquay station, he

mounts the hill above it by what in my childhood was a brambled and

furtive lane, he will find on either side of him villas and villa

gardens, till at length he is brought to a ridge overlooking a secluded

valley. For some distance villas will still obscure his view, but

presently these end. Below him he will see steep fields descending into

a quiet hollow, the opposite slopes being covered or crowned with woods,

and against them he will see smoke wreaths straying upward from

undiscerned chimneys. A little farther on, the road, now wholly rural,

dips downward, and Cockington village reveals itself, not substantially

changed, with its thatch and its red mud walls, from what it had been

more than two hundred years ago. Its most prominent feature is the

blacksmith's forge, which, unaltered except for repairs, is of much

greater antiquity. It is said that, as a contrast between the old world

and the new, few scenes in England have been more often photographed

than this. Passing the blacksmith's forge, and mounting under the shade

of trees, the road leads to a lodge, the grounds of Cockington Court,

and the church which very nearly touches it.

The house as it now stands--a familiar object to tourists--is merely a

portion of what once was a larger structure. It was partly built by the

Carys in the year of the Spanish Armada. Roger Mallock reconstructed it

some seventy years later. It formed in his days, and up to those of my

grandfather, one side of a square, entered between two towers, and was

surrounded by a deer park of four or five hundred acres. Toward the end

of the eighteenth century, however, agricultural land then rising in

value, my grandfather, who threw away one fortune by refusing to have a

town on his property, had been shrewd enough to get rid of his deer,

and turned most of his parkland into farms. He also destroyed the

forecourt of his house and a range of antique offices, considerably

reducing at the same time the size of the main building by depriving it

of its top story and substituting a dwarfish parapet for what had once

been its eight gables. The interior suffered at his hands to an even

greater extent. A hall with a minstrels' gallery was turned by him into

several rooms as commonplace as it is possible to imagine. Indeed little

of special interest survived him but some fine Italian ceilings, the

most curious of which exists no longer, a paneled dining-room of the

reign of William and Mary, a number of portraits dating from the days of

James I onward, and a wall paper representing life-size savages under

palm trees, which was part of the plunder of a French vessel during the

time of the Napoleonic wars. To this meager list, however, up to my

father's time might have been added another item of a more eloquent and

more unusual kind--namely, a gilded coach, in which, according to

village tradition, an old Madam Mallock (as she was called) used to be

dragged by six horses along the execrable lanes of the neighborhood for

her daily airing in the early part of the reign of George III. It is a

great pity that, of all the appliances of life, carriages are those

which are least frequently preserved. The reason doubtless is that they

take up a good deal of room, and become absurdly old-fashioned long

before they become interesting. The old coach of which I speak was

bequeathed, with other heirlooms, to my father, who, I may say without

filial impiety, proved altogether unworthy of it. He left it in a shed

near a pond, into which it subsequently fell, its _disjecta membra_

being presumably at the bottom still.

But whatever the house may have lost in the way of hereditary contents,

the church contained, in my childhood, other symbols of the past--they

have now likewise vanished--which spoke of "the family" rather than the

mysteries of the Christian faith. The family shrouded its devotions, and

sometimes its slumbers, in a pew which was furnished with a large

fireplace, and eclipsed with its towering walls something like half the

altar. All the panels of the western gallery were emblazoned with coats

of arms and quarterings, and all the available wall space was dark with

family hatchments. One afternoon, some five-and-forty years ago, a

daughter of the house, who happened to be alone indoors, was alarmed by

a summons to show herself and receive the Queen of Holland, who was then

staying at Torquay, and who wished to inspect an old English house and

its appurtenances. My cousin, who took her into the church, and who was

somewhat confused by the presence of so august a visitor, explained the

hatchments, with regard to which the queen questioned her, by saying

that one was put up whenever a member of the Mallock family married.

As for myself, these solemn heraldic objects vaguely imbued me with a

sense, of which I took long in divesting myself, that my own family was

one of the most important and permanent institutions of the country.

They were otherwise associated in my memory with a long succession of

Christmases, when holly berries enlivened their frames and peeped over

the walls of the pew where my elders drowsed, and my coevals were

sustained during the sermon by visions of the plum pudding and crackers

which would reward them in a near hereafter. I can still remember how,

before these joys began, we would group ourselves in the dining-room

windows, peering at distant woods, in which keepers still set man traps,

or watching the village schoolchildren on their way from church

homeward, making with their crimson cloaks a streak of color as they

followed one another across slopes of snow.

The feelings excited by a landscape such as this bore a subtle

resemblance to those produced in myself by the heraldries which thronged

the church. From the windows, indeed, of all the houses of which I have

just been speaking the prospect was morally, if not visually, the same.

They all looked out, as though it were the unquestioned order of things,

on wooded seclusions pricked by manorial chimneys or on lodges and gray

park walls, while somewhere beyond these last lurked the thatch of

contented cottages, at the doors of which, when a member of "the family"

passed, women and children would curtsy and men touch their forelocks.

Here some persons may be tempted to interpose the remark that the aspect

which things thus wore for ourselves was in one respect quite illusory.

They may say that the idyllic contentment which we thus attributed to

the cottagers was the very reverse of the truth, and that the thatch of

their dwellings, however pleasing to the eye, really shrouded a misery

to which history shows few parallels. Such an objection, even if

correct, would, however, be here irrelevant; for I am dealing now not

with things as they actually were, but merely with the impressions

produced by them on childish minds, and more particularly on my own.

Nevertheless, the objection in itself is of quite sufficient importance

to call, even here, for some incidental attention; and how far, in this

respect, our impressions were true or false will appear in the following

chapter.

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