When Gurdy came back into the bedroom, Mark was slowly breathing, sound

asleep. The boy made the place dark and went up to his own room. In the

upper black of the hall some one caught his arm. Olive followed him and

shut the door. She had cast a black fur cloak over her night dress and

her grey hair was loose. She looked at the boy without a word, leaning

on the door.

“Blackmail. She sent her lawyer. She’s got a confession from Rand.

Mark’s signed an agreement. He’ll bring that play into New York and

she’ll live with Rand as soon as it opens.”

“Ah!... Oh, the cad!... Oh, Gurdy, take care of Mark!”

She walked down the hall. Gurdy followed her and heard her pity crash

into miserable sobs behind her door. He stood listening for a while

then raised his arm and pressed it against his mouth.

XI

The Walling

On Saturday afternoon, Olive and Margot started for Seattle. Gurdy

drove with them to the station and Margot spoke to him for the first

time since the journey from Philadelphia. She said, “What theatre will

dad bring ‘Todgers’ into?”

“I don’t know. It’ll be hard to find one.”

She murmured, “It ought to be a great success,” and Gurdy admired her

stubborn air. She sat stiffly in a suit of yellow cloth and walked

stiffly down the great stairs of the station, gathering eyes, moved

ahead of Olive and himself to the coach and stood in the vestibule,

motionless, uninterested when Olive drew Gurdy away to the edge of the

concrete and raised her veil.

“Mark need never see the child again unless--”

“Oh, he’ll be all right,” Gurdy decided, “but it’s been an awful jolt.”

The Englishwoman put a hand to her mouth which shivered.

“Awful.... Oh, I don’t know, Gurdy!”

“Don’t know what, Lady Ilden?”

“I don’t know that he’s right in sacrificing himself.... I don’t know

that he’s wrong. Chivalry.... I can’t understand how two people can be

such beasts as this woman and her husband.... Deliberate torture....

Isn’t it revenge?”

Gurdy didn’t answer but asked, “You’ll go on from Japan to--”

“South Africa. I’ve some friends at Capetown.... She’s that brutal age,

when it doesn’t matter if we get what we want.... Oh, my dear boy, this

is hideous! It’s revenge!”

“I don’t think so,” he said, “I saw Russell at the office this morning.

‘Todgers’ doesn’t open in Baltimore until Monday. He says that Rand

talked to him in Philadelphia before this happened and wanted Russell

to persuade Mark to risk bringing the play to New York and that was

after Mark had told him he wouldn’t bring it in. Russell thinks

she--Cora Boyle--is simply crazy over Rand. Russell’s seen a good deal

of them. He says Rand talked to her by ’phone from Philadelphia on

Tuesday. She may have put him up to this. I don’t think it’s revenge.

She’s got nothing to revenge. Mark’s always been decent to her.”

Olive smiled and then whispered, “Do take care of Mark.” A porter came

bawling, “All aboard,” and groups broke up along the train. Margot

swung and vanished into the coach. Olive said, “She’s stunned. She

won’t realize she’s been a beast to Mark for a while.” Gurdy mumbled

something about points of view. The tired woman cut him short with,

“Rot, old man! She didn’t play fair. She lied. Do take care of Mark.

Good-bye.”

Gurdy walked away and a clerk from Mark’s office brushed by him with a

papered load of yellow roses. The boy turned and saw Olive take these

against her black furs. She stood graciously thanking the clerk for

a moment, smiling. Then she stepped into the vestibule and the train

stirred. Gurdy walked on. The colossal motion of the crowd in the

brilliant station was a relief and a band hammered out some military

march by a Red Cross booth. His spirit lifted; the strained waiting

of three days was done; Margot was gone; Gurdy wouldn’t have to watch

Mark’s piteous effort at normality. He found his uncle alone in the

office at the 45th Street Theatre, studying a model for a scene and

swiftly Mark asked, “I sent Jim with some--”

“He got there.”

Mark sighed and rubbed his hair. Everything confused him. He hoped

Olive would forgive him for not coming to the station. That had been

cowardly. He said, “Ought to have gone along, son.... Afraid I’d say

something I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t have let you do it alone. This is

worse on you than it is on me. I--”

“Mark, on my honour, I’m not in love with Margot!”

He lied so nobly that Mark wondered at him and brought out a thin

chuckle. “You’re a card, son!... If I didn’t know better I’d almost

believe you.... Well, take a look at this set. That left wall looks

kind of dark to me. It’s ox blood and it might light up with spots on

it. What d’you think?”

Callers interfered. Gurdy went down the stairs into the lobby packed

with women who came out from the matinée. All these decorated bodies

flowed left and right about a dull blue placard announcing, “Early

in December The Walling Theatre will open with ‘Captain Salvador’ by

Stephen O’Mara,” and some women paused, drawing on gloves, fussing with

veils. A slim and black haired girl stared boldly at Gurdy, passing

him. She wasn’t like Margot but he hated her for an instant and then

stalked up Sixth Avenue where the lights of restaurants roused in the

dusk and the crowd of Saturday evening brayed. In ten cool blocks Gurdy

captured his philosophy, held it firmly; Mark was unreasonably hurt--in

fact, Mark was an old-fashioned, unphilosophic fellow who hadn’t

progressed, was still a country boy in essence, hadn’t even gained the

inferior cynicism of his trade and friends. He was letting himself be

bullied by Cora Boyle on an antique concept. Why should he let himself

be laughed at and lose money for this immaterial thing? Gurdy succeeded

in getting angry at Mark and tramped about the blue library preparing a

lecture, saw a glove of Margot’s on a table and tossed it into a waste

basket. He could imagine Mark shedding tears over that empty glove and

its presence in the copper basket fretted Gurdy. He plucked it forth

and flung it into the fire of cedar logs where it made a satisfactory

hiss, blackening. It must have been perfumed. A scent floated out of

the fire. Gurdy grinned over the symbol and poked the remnant which

crumbled and was nothing. He stood reducing Margot’s importance to

logical ash and so intently that he jumped when the butler told him

that Russell was downstairs. The director strolled in and looked about

the room before speaking.

“Nice walls,” he said, “Well, Gurdy, I’ve just seen Miss Boyle.”

“Where?”

“At her hotel.--I’m mixed up in this and I thought I might help Mr.

Walling out. So I went to see her and had a talk. It didn’t come to

anything.” He sat down in Mark’s fireside chair, stooped his head and

brooded, “I’d a sneaking idea that this game was a sort of revenge.

Walling’s been good to her--done things for her. That might rankle.

Well, I pointed out that ‘Todgers’ is a waste of time. I did my best to

make her see that. It was funny.... She sat on a lounge and rocked a

cushion as if it were a baby--in her arms--Has she ever had a child?”

“I think not.”

“And she’s ten or eleven years older than Rand.... It’s no good. She

thinks he’s great in this play and she thinks it’ll run all winter

in New York. And there we are, Bernamer. She’s set on the thing. Mr.

Walling had better get it over as soon as he can. If he doesn’t, she’ll

be ugly. I’m mighty sorry.”

Gurdy blazed up in a mixture of wrath and impatience, “Oh, it’s all

such damned rot! Mark’s one of the best producers in the country and he

shouldn’t do this!... He should tell her to go to hell. It’s blackmail!

I’m going to tell him--”

After a moment Russell asked, “What?” and laughed kindly. Gurdy

shrugged and flinched before the laughter. The man was right. Mark

would go through with the beastly deal, wouldn’t consider risking

Margot’s name. There was no use in argument. He snapped, “Chivalry!”

“And you wouldn’t do it?”

“No,” said Gurdy, “No! It’s too thick. It is ironical. And he can’t

tell any one. Everyone’ll think he thinks this is a good play--worth

doing. The critics’ll jump all over him. They’ll--”

“The other proposition being that Miss Walling will lose her

reputation? She’s a young girl and not very clever or very

sophisticated, to judge by her talk. She’s read the smart novels, of

course. Quotes them a good deal.... You say you wouldn’t do this for

her? The world being as it is? Tell it to the fish, Bernamer!” Gurdy

felt weak before the cool, genial voice. Russell lit a pipe and went

on, “I feel the way you do. Only the world’s full of shorn lambs and

the wind’s damned cold.... Can you come to a show tonight?”

“Lord, no,” said Gurdy, “I’ve got to stay with Mark. He’s got to have

some one with him. Needs taking care of--”

Russell said, “To be sure,” with another laugh and went away. He sent

Gurdy the notices from the Baltimore papers after “Todgers Intrudes”

began its week there and with them a note: “Miss Boyle came down for

the opening. She is still sure this is a great play. Maternal feeling.

Rand seems nervous and loses his lines a good deal. He is probably

ashamed of himself. His English accent peels off now and then and he

talks flat Middle West American,” but the same mail brought a letter

from Olive Ilden, written at Denver, and this maddened Gurdy, as last

proof of Margot’s inconsequence.

“Dear Gurdy, The reaction has started. She is now certain that Rand

planned the whole filthy trick. She is so angry that there is nothing

left unsaid. He is a cheap bounder and a slacker etc. An actor can not

be anything else, she says. Everything is Mark’s fault or mine for

leaving her alone in Philadelphia. Do try to pity her a little, old

man. She has made a fearful fool of herself and knows it. The whole

thing is still horrible to me. I wish Mark had more humour or more

cold blood. Anything to help him through. I keep trying to remember a

quotation from Webster I threw at his head once. ‘These be the fair

rewards of those that love.’ It may be from Shakespeare. Did you try to

argue him out of making the production in New York? That would be your

logical attitude. But do take care of him.”

Gurdy tore the note up and went to pull on his riding clothes. The

frost had melted. Mark wanted a ride in the warm park. The boy thought

proudly that Mark hadn’t complained. He seemed quietly busy, arranging

advertisements for “Captain Salvador” which toured New England after

its week of Boston. Rumours of a triumph crept ahead of the play. Its

success, its investiture of light and colour would soothe Mark while

he still needed soothing. Gurdy rattled downstairs and Mark laughed at

him, “You look mighty well in ridin’ things, son!”

“So do you,” said Gurdy, in all honesty, and watched Mark beam,

settling his boots, the fit of his black coat. They rode into the empty

Park. Mark talked about horses and then about Gurdy’s brothers. One of

them wanted to be a soldier.

“You did that with your scar and all,” Mark said.

“Funny how easy a kid gets an ambition. Only thirteen. He’ll get over

it.”

“What did you want to be when you were thirteen, sonny?”

Gurdy strove to remember. He had probably wanted to be a theatrical

manager. He said, “I wanted to be a barber when I was nine or ten, I

remember that. And then I wanted to be an aviator--and now I want to

write plays....”

“Hurry and write me a good one, brother.”

Then Mark was silent. They cantered along in the creamy sunlight. A

great lady of artistic tastes reducing her weight bowed jerkily to

Mark from her burdened gelding and called, “Can you bring Miss Walling

to luncheon Sunday?” Gurdy saw Mark’s mouth twist. It needed courage

to call so easily back, “She’s gone to Japan.” But a hundred yards

afterward Mark reined in and stared at the sun, his face tormented.

“Sonny, I may have to open the Walling with ‘Todgers Intrudes’.”

“No!”

“Fact. I can’t take a chance with Cora gettin’ nasty. I can’t risk it.

And I can’t get a house for love or money. I tried to buy the show out

of the Princess last night. There ain’t a house empty.... I may have to

use the Walling--open it with this--this--” He slashed his crop though

the air, was ashamed of himself and sat chewing a lip. Gurdy could keep

his emotions so well covered just as he now hid and nobly lied about

his heartbreak over Margot. Mark’s sense of hurt swelled and broke out,

“Oh, women are hell! If they want a thing they’ll do anything to get

it! They--they scare me, Gurd! When they want a thing!... And look how

she treated you!”

“Oh, Mark, honestly, I wasn’t in love with her!”

Mark knew better but Gurdy’s brave mendacity cheered him. He grinned

and rode on. He must think of ways to make Gurdy forget the girl. When

they reached the house he telephoned the gayest folk he could find

and summoned them to a luncheon. He worked in a fever, keeping Gurdy

busy with new plays, ritual lunches at the Algonquin and motor trips

to country inns where they hadn’t been with Margot who somehow wavered

in Mark’s mind. He began to lose an immediate, answering picture of

her. It was hard to recall her phrases of later time. Things she had

said and poses of her childhood rose more clearly. She merged in his

perplexed hunt for a theatre. When he found, on the first of December,

that he couldn’t rent or beg a playhouse for “Todgers Intrudes”

he hated Margot for an hour and tramped his library in a sweat of

loathing. He must defame the Walling with this nonsense, finish his

bargain by dishonouring himself and his dream, for the Walling was not

altogether real. He roamed the shell where workmen were covering the

naked chairs with dull blue, in a haze. The smell of banana oil and

turpentine made him dizzy. The silver and black boxes seemed vaporous

like the mist of the ceiling when the lamps were tried on its surface.

He had moments of sheer glory through which came burning the thought

of Cora Boyle and Margot, in this queer alliance. His offices were

transferred to broad rooms by the white landing of the wide stairs in

the Walling. There was an alcove for Gurdy’s desk and here Mark told

him suddenly, “Goin’ to bring ‘Todgers’ in here next week, son.”

Gurdy paled, leaned on the new desk and flexed his hands on his fair

head. He said, “Oh, no!”

“Got to, son. I’ve tried all I know.”

The boy babbled, “Don’t do it!... Oh, damn it! You’ve been working for

this place for years and--It’s not worth it! Look here, let me go talk

to this damned woman!”

“No. I’ve got some pride left, son. You shan’t go near her. You go down

to the farm and stay with the folks.”

Gurdy wanted nothing more. All the pressmen and underlings were puzzled

by Mark’s maintenance of the English comedy on the road. It was not

making money. The theatrical weeklies had warned New York how bad was

“Todgers Intrudes.” Gurdy drove his motor down to Fayettesville on

Saturday, had a fit of shame and hurried back on Sunday. On the face

of the Walling the dead electric bulbs told the news, “Mark Walling

Presents Todgers Intrudes With Cosmo Rand” and Mark’s treasurer came

out of the white doors to expostulate.

“I don’t get this. Your uncle’s playin’ for a dead loss, Mr. Bernamer.

It’s no damn good.”

“Where is he?”

“Went up to New Haven yesterday. ‘Captain Salvador’ played there last

night. Say, what’s the idea? This ‘Todgers’ ain’t done a thing but eat

up money. Every one knows it’s a frost!” The man worried openly.

There could be no explanation, Gurdy saw. The critics would jeer.

Mark’s friends would chaff him. The boy patted his wheel and asked,

“What night does it open?”

“Wednesday, like ‘Captain Salvador’ was to. Honest, Mr. Bernamer, this

is hell!”

Gurdy drove off to a restaurant for dinner and here a critic stopped

him on the sill to ask whether Mark had gone “quite, quite mad?” Monday

was barren anguish, watching Mark’s face. “Captain Salvador” would play

in Hartford and Providence all week. On Tuesday there was a rehearsal

of “Todgers Intrudes” and Gurdy found a black motor initialed C. B.

when he came to the Walling. Workmen were polishing the brass of the

outer doors and the programs for tomorrow night were ready. Everything

was ready for the sick farce. On Wednesday morning Mark ate breakfast

with heroic grins and talked of playing golf in the afternoon. But he

hadn’t slept well. His eyes were flecked with red. Bone showed under

his cheeks. His black had an air of candid mourning.

“The best joke’d be if the damned thing made a hit,” he said.

“I think that would be a little too ironical,” Gurdy snapped.

“This is what you’d call ironical, ain’t it? Well, I’m going down to

the office for a minute. Don’t come. Send for the horses and we’ll go

riding about eleven.”

He walked to the Walling, was halted a dozen times and found the

antechamber full of people. Some had appointments. He sat talking

for an hour and then started downstairs. But he saw Cosmo Rand on the

white floor of the vestibule, slim in a grey furred coat, reading a

newspaper. The blue walls of the stair seemed to press Mark’s head.

He turned back into the office and sent for his house manager. When

the man came Mark said, “I’m not going to be here tonight, Billy. Tell

anybody that asks I’m sick as a dog and couldn’t come.”

“All right. Say, sir, would you mind telling me just why--”

Mark beamed across the desk and lied, “Why, this fellow Dufford that

wrote this is a friend of mine and he’s poor as a churchmouse. I

thought I’d take a chance.”

The manager shuffled and blurted, “It’s a damn poor chance.”

“Mighty poor, Billy. Well, the show business is a gamble, anyhow.”

Rand was gone from the vestibule. Mark walked seething over Broadway

and into Sixth Avenue. He must think of something to do, tonight. He

couldn’t sit at home. The flags on the Hippodrome wagged to him. He

went there and bought two seats. The tickets stayed unmentioned in his

pocket all the deadly afternoon. At six he said shyly to Gurdy, “Think

you want to see this tonight, son?”

“Might as well, sir.”

The “sir” pleased Mark. It rang respectfully. He stammered, “I got a

couple of seats for the show at the Hippodrome and--”

“That’s good,” Gurdy said, “We needn’t dress, then.”

But Mark sat haunted in the vast theatre, watching the stage. He had

deserted his own, run from disaster. The Walling revenged itself. He

saw the misty ceiling wane as lights lowered and the remote rims of

silver mirrors fade in the corners of the gallery. The glow from the

stage would show the massed shoulders of women in the black boxes. Cora

Boyle would be sitting in the righthand box. She might wear a yellow

gown. He would risk seeing that to be mixed in his dream. It was the

best theatre of the city, of the world. He blinked at the monstrous

evolutions of this chorus, peered at Gurdy and saw the boy sit moodily,

knee over knee, listless from grieving, his arms locked. The time

ticked on Mark’s wrist--The critics would be filing into the white

vestibule where men must admire the dull blue panels of clear enamel,

the simple, grooved ceiling and the hidden lamps. The yellow smoke

room would be full. He wanted to be there in the face of derision.

A dry aching shook Mark. It was like the past time when Gurdy first

went to school or when Margot had gone to England; the Walling was

his child. He had desired it beyond any woman. He adored it out of

his wretchedness. He pressed his shoulder against Gurdy for the sake

of warmth and Gurdy grinned loyally at him. There was no one so kind

as Gurdy who began to tell silly tales when they came home and sat on

Mark’s bed smoking cigarettes. In the morning the boy brought up the

papers and said gruffly, “Not as bad as I thought--”

“Oh, get out! I bet they’re fierce,” Mark laughed, “Read me some.”

Gurdy dropped the damp sheets on the quilt, glared at them and dashed

his hand against the foot of the bed. He cried, “I don’t give a d-damn

what they say about the play! They’ve no right to talk about you like

that!”

Immense warmth flooded Mark. He sat up and said, “Sure they have. For

all they know I thought this thing was fine.... God bless you, son!” He

wanted to do something for Gurdy directly. “Say, for heaven’s sake,

brother, those clothes are too thin for winter. We’ll run down and

order you some. And let’s go down to the farm. I ain’t seen dad and

your mother in a dog’s age.--And hell, this ain’t so bad, Gurdy. The

thing’ll dry up and blow away. We’ll bring ‘Captain Salvador’ in. I’ve

had worse luck on a rabbit hunt.”

But at Fayettesville where his father asked why Margot hadn’t come

to say good-bye, Mark was still plagued by visionary glimpses of the

Walling, half-filled by yawning folk, the black boxes empty. The flat

country was deep in moist snow. Snow had to be considered. Audiences

laughed nowadays at the best paper flakes. He talked to Gurdy about it

on Saturday morning.

“Pale blue canvas with the whitest light you can get jammed on it. That

might work.”

“Mark, if you couldn’t have scenery for a play would you--”

Mark scoffed, “What’s a play without scenery?--Hey, look at the red

car.... No, it’s a motor-bike.”

A lad on a red motorcycle whipped in a bright streak up the lane and

through a snow ball battle of Gurdy’s brothers. He had a telegram for

Mark from the house manager of the Walling: “No sale for next week.

Miss Boyle requests play be withdrawn. Instruct.”

“Got her bellyfull,” Mark said and scribbled a return message ordering

“Todgers Intrudes” withdrawn then another to the manager of “Captain

Salvador” in Providence. He told Gurdy, “Now, she can’t say a thing.

Well, let’s get back to town, son. We’ll have a lot to do, bringing

‘Salvador’ in next Wednesday.”

His motor carried them swiftly up New Jersey. Gurdy lounged and

chattered beside Mark who couldn’t feel triumphant though he tried.

The drive had been made so often with Margot and now he saw the child

in all clarity, her bright pumps and the silver buckles she so liked

stretched on the warmer close to his feet. Her older beauty flickered

and faded like some intervening mist. Pain stabbed and jarred him. The

snow of the upland gave out. Rain began. When they reached Broadway its

lights were violet and wistful in the swirl above umbrellas.

“God, what an ugly town,” said Gurdy.

“Ain’t it? Don’t know what people that like something pretty’d do if it

weren’t for the shows--and the damned movies.”

They dined in a restaurant and another manager chaffed Mark about

“Todgers Intrudes” leaning drunk on the table.

“And I hear it goes to the storehouse?”

“Yes ... but the show business is a gamble, Bill.”

“Ain’t it? Say, have you seen this hunk of nothin’ I’ve got up to my

place? Have you seen it? God, go up and take a look at it! I get a

bellyache every time I go near it. Turnin’ them away, though. Well,

here today and hell tomorrow.”

His treasurer came to meet Mark in the glittering vestibule where a

few men smoked forlornly against the blue panels. Mark glanced at the

slip showing the receipts and laughed, commenced talking of “Captain

Salvador.” His force gathered about him. Gurdy strolled away. A petty

laughter rattled out of the doors and Gurdy passed in. The lit stage

showed him a sprinkle of heads on the sweep of the seats. There was no

one in the boxes. Two ushers were rolling dice by the white arch of the

smokeroom. A couple of women left the poor audience and hurried by the

boy dejectedly. He walked out through the vestibule where more men were

collecting around Mark’s height and the swift happiness of his face

as he talked of next week. Gurdy marched along the proud front of the

theatre and turned into the alley that led from street to street. One

bulb shone above the stage door and sent down a glistening coat for the

large black motor standing there. Gurdy kept close to the other wall.

There was a woman smoking in the limousine. The spark made a heart

inside the shadow. Gurdy stared and was eaten by rage against her. He

stood staring.

The stage door opened. The few performers began to leave. They moved

up or down the alley to join the bright motion of the glowing streets

outside. Their feet stirred the pools of rain on the pavement. Their

voices ebbed and tinkled in the lofty alley. At last a slim man in

a grey coat ran from the door and jumped into the black motor which

moved, now, and slid away, jolted into the southward street. Gurdy was

moving, too, when other lights woke high on the brick wall. An iron

shutter grated, opening, and men appeared in the fissure. They bellowed

down to the old doorkeeper, “Ain’t them guys from Cain’s got here, yet?”

“They ain’t to come ’til eleven fifteen.”

“Hell, it’s after!”

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