CHAPTER XLVII

THE FINAL PROOF

Free in every sense of the term--free, of prison, free of debt (for if

Aurelia had paid me, I had now paid her husband), free of every

obligation but guilt, I was all on fire for Lucca and that service which

is perfect freedom, voluntary bondage to Virginia, whom I could now love

whole-heartedly as she deserved. Artemis! Artemis! Chaster than a fire--

what wonder is it that she had prevailed in that dream-strife which I

had witnessed in the villa garden, what wonder when she had to contend

with the soiled wife of a vile man--with Aurelia, the lovely, caressing,

silken woman, bought by a place, bought by a house, who, possessed by

two men, sought yet another. Ah, thou glowing, honey-tongued, unhappy

one, in what a horrible web of affairs was I enmeshed along with thee!

What a world was that into which I went ruffling with my money, and rank

and fine prospects! Never more, never more would I enter that world of

bargain and sale.

So I swore, and so purposed; but in pursuance of a plan which I had

formed in my most private mind, I travelled to Lucca in a coach and four

horses, with postillions before and my body-servant behind. On this

occasion I was furnished with a passport and abundance of money. All my

property in Florence, all my household gear had been transferred to the

city of my choice. I left behind me in Florence not one vestige of

myself, and (so far as I know) not one true friend. I intended to be two

days upon the road, and lay the night at Empoli; early on the following

morning, a fine day in early autumn, I departed from the inn for my

final stage, and fared without incident as far as Ponte a Cappiano.

Before the hill of Altopascio is reached, the traveller must accomplish

a lonely stretch of road, which runs for some three miles through a

ragged wood. This place bears a bad name; it is debatable land, as we

say, between the Republic of Lucca and the Grand Duchy, and a well-known

haunt for footpads, highwaymen, outlaws, and other kinds of cut-throat.

So, at least, my servant said when, stopping the carriage, I got out and

proposed to walk through the wood by a direct path and meet my

conveyance at the top of the pass. He begged me very earnestly to do

nothing of the kind. "The road is the only tolerable way for your

lordship," he assured me; and then, with a start, he added, "Hark, sir,

hark! As I live by bread, we are pursued even now." I listened, and

could hear a long way off the regular pounding of a horse.

However, I paid no more attention to that than to see to the priming of

my pistols. I had been near death too often of late to stand on any

ceremony with it; and there are times in life when one can see beyond

it. I had a certainty that I should not die until I had found Virginia.

Therefore I dismissed the carriage and walked on. Now and again, as I

entered more deeply into the thicket, I caught the sound of hoofs; but I

soon grew to disregard them and presently forgot their menace

altogether.

This wood, of holm-oak, holly and beech for the most part, rises and

dips twice before it climbs the final ascent to the crown above

Altopascio. A cart-track runs through it, deeply rutted and always miry,

on either hand of which glades are revealed of great beauty. Here, if

the trees are remote, the grass grows lush and green. Hereabouts are the

flowers, tall and plenty--foxgloves and mullein, such as we have at

home, and loosestrife (lysimachia), both the yellow and the purple. The

sun shone brilliantly between the leaves, the air was sweetly tempered,

the wood was empty. I felt exalted, as I always do when I am alone. I

was hopeful; I was still young. God, methought, was about to bless me

abundantly, after making stern trial of me. My secret thought ran

rhythmically in my head. I walked briskly up the first slope, surmounted

it, and stood looking down upon a scene more charming than that which I

was about to leave--a deeper, greener glade, with a clearing in the

midst, and a rude gipsy tent and a little fire, and two persons beside

it. As I stood looking I heard the crackling of the brushwood and dead

twigs behind me. The horseman, whoever he was, had entered the wood and

was following the track.

But the encampment below me engrossed all my eyes. In that windless

hollow a thin spire of smoke rose blue towards the blue. An iron pot was

suspended on three poles; the smoke hugged it closely, united above it,

and rose in a column. The couple, a young man and woman, sat still,

watching it. Their meal was ended, I judged, and they were summoning

resolution for the road. The woman, with a pretty, weary gesture, put

her head upon the man's shoulder. He embraced her with his arm, bent his

head and kissed her. Stooping yet lower, he kissed her lap. I saw that

she had a child asleep there. Just then both of them heard, as I did,

the horse's hoof strike on a stone. They both started, and looked up

towards me. My heart stood still, my tongue clove to the roof of my

mouth. Those two were Belviso and Virginia--and the child! the child! In

a flash of instantaneous reflection I remembered that a year ago Belviso

had gone to Lucca to find Virginia, had reported her to me as not there,

and at Arezzo had asked leave to seek her again.

Oh, monstrous thought! Oh, monstrous thinker, Francis! But I was

incapable of justice or reason. I thought here to see the mockery of

God; and I, who imagined so wickedly, went on to deal wickedness.

I strode down the hill upon them without a word, my eyes blazing like

coals. Both recognised me at the same moment. Virginia stood up, holding

her child close to her, but never budged; Belviso cried, "Master!" and

started towards me. When he saw with what countenance I was coming, he

faltered and stood ill at ease. In my blind fury I put this down to his

guilt; good God, what more did I meditate? Oh, horrible! I stopped and

cocked my pistol.

"Ah, false wife once," I said terribly, "and now false mistress!

Traitress, with this traitor whom I believed my friend----"

Belviso here gave a cry and held up his hand. He was looking, not at me,

but behind me to the slope down which I had come. "Master, beware,

beware," he called out in his ringing young voice. "Palamone is behind

you. Treachery indeed!"

I turned, and saw that he spoke the truth. Fra Palamone, booted and

spurred, with a huge black cloak flagging about him, was close upon me,

walking his horse tenderly down the hill. His face was distorted with a

grin, there was a light, scared look in one of his eyes, whose brow was

lifted more than the other. If ever appearance foretold mischief, that

did his.

He saw that I was armed, no doubt, for he reined up out of shooting

distance, bowed to me, and spoke my name. I asked him what he wanted.

"A little talk, if you please, Don Francis," he said in his blandest

tone, "a little friendly talk."

"You rascal," said I, "a cudgelling was the upshot of your last. Do you

want another? Have you earned it yet?"

"God do so unto me if I meditate any harm to your Excellency," said the

old villain. "Upon Christ's life and death I can do you a service at

last, and so I will. Know first of all that the most charitable deed you

ever did in your life was to break your cane over my wicked body. Yes,

yes, I tell you truly, you saved a soul that day, and I care not who

knows it. Sir, sir!" said he earnestly, "I am here not only to thank you

for having restored me my soul, but to give you a letter which will

restore you your wife, and tell you the whole truth about her into the

bargain."

"Who wrote your letter?" I asked him, and he told me, "One who knows.

Miriam the Jewess."

I am to confess that he deceived me again. I was fool enough to believe

that he could explain to me the guilty history of these two persons

behind me--these two and their child. We believe what we desire to

believe, whether it be of good or evil report. I bade him give me his

letter; he dismounted and came towards me, fumbling in his cloak. "'Tis

here," he was muttering to himself. "No, no, that is my pardon from his

Holiness. Ah, what have we here? Nay, 'tis my certificate of communion.

How, how? Have I lost it?" Grumbling and mumbling, grating his loose

tooth, he was close upon me, his hand deep in his cloak. "Ha, ha!" he

suddenly cried, "now I have it!" and whipped out his hand. Belviso

shrieked my name aloud, "Francis, my lord and king!" and flung himself

upon my breast. There was a shocking report of a pistol, discharged

close at hand. Belviso shuddered and fell limp--a dead weight. I raised

my arm, levelled, and shot Palamone through the head.

We picked up the lifeless form of that lad whom I had once loved for his

love of me and laid him by the fire. Virginia knelt beside him, pale and

tearless; pale, stern and tearless also I stood above him, my weapon

still reeking in my hand. "Woman," said I hoarsely, "would that I had

fired that shot. Do you dare to say that he has not got his deserts?"

She did not answer me; she was busy with the dead. She opened his jacket

and vest and put her hand below his shirt to feel if his heart yet

fluttered. Then she lifted to me a stern pure face. "His deserts, my

lord, say you? Come, kneel you by me, and see whether he have them or

no."

Some impulse, I know not what, made me obey. I kneeled down by Virginia.

She opened reverently the clothing of Belviso, laid back the vest, laid

back the cotton shirt. Wonder, terror, a flood of shame came scalding

into my eyes. I had looked upon, but now could not see, the young

breasts of a girl. My proof had turned to my reproof. I was humbled to

the dust. "Poor child," said Virginia very softly, "poor sinner, who

died to save him that had once saved thee, I pray to God that thou

knowest now how innocently he did thee this wrong." She stooped and

kissed the cold lips, but I fell upon the cold bosom and wept bitterly.

She let me sob my full. Not until I was calmer did the noble girl touch

me upon the shoulder and call me by my name. "Francis," she said, "do

not reproach yourself any more. This poor soul has done what she must in

any case have done. Her heart was yours, and yours, she knew, could

never have been given her. She was loyal to you through all and deceived

you through loyalty. She is repaid in the only coin she could have

asked. God have her soul." [Footnote: Belviso's tragic masquerade was

not at all uncommon in Italy at the time of which I write. If a girl

were desirous of becoming a comedian she must, unless her talents were

extraordinary, appear to be a male. The salaries of women, to begin

with, were high and out of the reach of poor companies of players; and

secondly, as I have said in the text, some States, such as the Roman,

forbade the appearance of women upon the scene. Women's parts,

therefore, would be taken by castrati, or boys, whose sex it was

necessary for a woman to assume. There was another reason which, I

fondly believe, induced Belviso to adopt that name and appearance. A

woman appearing as such must be morally ruined. I never heard of an

exception to the rule. Belviso's real name was Geronima Sastre, and she

was a native of the Trentino.--F. A. S.] I looked up at my beloved--now

at last my entirely beloved--wife. Bare as she was, her neck bare of

covering, her finger of the ring, she was my wife before God and the

angels. I rose and faced her, she met my looks without flinching, in her

eyes was no shame. The child lay sleeping in her shawl.

My heart beat high. I lifted up my face to the sky and laughed aloud. "O

God, O God, Thou hast redeemed me!" I cried. Then to Virginia I said,

"This child of thine----"

"It is thine," said Virginia.

My arms embraced both mother and babe, but with a hand I took her by the

chin. She turned her face to me, and with her clear eyes searched my

face. "It is ours," she said, and blushed.

"And I am yours, my Virginia," I said, and stooped to her. Our lips met

and stayed together. We kissed long, drinking the joy of one another.

The Fool would err no more.

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