"Oh, Ruth, you thoughtless child, banish the idea of death. He is not

dead. They killed his body, but the body is just the mask; that is why

great souls are unknown on earth. Jesus still lives. I cannot tell

if he spoke or not, or how he appeared or disappeared, but the word,

'Mary,' sounded just as he always spoke, and I saw him as distinctly

as I see you now. His attitude and movement were such that I supposed

he had come to life until he disappeared. The body is not the person,

Ruth. It is the form that we wear; it is ever dying, dying while the

unseen yet lives. Love me, sweet, dear Ruth, and let me go. John, come;

kiss me and say you will never cease to love. Dear ones, you must

not weep when I am gone. Think of me as living, as one who can still

commune, influence, comfort and help you when mystery darkens all your

ways."

Softly the fading flower swooned away, her lips parting and eyes

closing; then, strangely, a shadowy movement brightened her face and

a little flush came to her cheeks; while John and Ruth, in silence,

awaited the death angel.

Three days' journey brought the mourners to the hillside city of

Nazareth, where Magdalene had so often shocked the sanctimonious with

her naughty pranks.

The tide had turned, harsh criticism had changed to love, as from

Nazareth, Endor, Nain and Cana, together with the throng from the west

shore, they sadly approached the hillside home of Aunt Susanna, where,

near the close of day, in the old garden, they laid to sleep the form

of Mary Magdalene.

Here, when the tourist visits the ruins of Capernaum, where Jesus met

rebuff, they mention with pride Peter in prison, Paul before Agrippa

and John on the Isle of Patmos, while they never mention the heroic

maid to whom the Gate Beautiful first swung ajar.

THE PRICKETT HOME

Goshen, Ind., May 18, 1902.

My dear M. A.: I will now reply to yours, received a few days ago.

Yes, I hope our wedding day will be bright and sunny, and that

sunshine and affection may be with us as we journey together.

I have never seen a mountain, and if I appear green to your people

when we reach Connecticut, you must excuse me.

I am feeling somewhat depressed this evening, for my sister Minerva

and I have been over to Solomon's Creek today, visiting our old home

on the farm.

The enclosed is a picture of our old home, gotten up of late, but it

represents us children as we were years ago when we were all at home.

Now mother and James are gone to their long home; father is married

again; the farm is sold, but still it seems like home.

In imagination we were children again; Mahala, Minerva and I. We

were romping in the pastures, woods and fields; climbing pear trees,

gathering grapes, currants and cherries; and I told Minerva that I

could almost hear Jeff and the other boys laughing at us when the

naughty buck sheep chased us onto the haystack, our only safe retreat.

The old maple trees, from which we made sugar, are there and many of

the other trees, old fences and the like look natural. We talked of

how our brothers used to fit us out with hooks and bait to go fishing

in the creek, where our anticipation far exceeded our realization;

that is, as far as fish were concerned, but really, we did sometimes

get a bite.

[Illustration: PRICKETT HOME.

FATHER AND MOTHER, JEFFERSON, JAMES, WILLIAM AND GEORGE, MINERVA, MARY

AND MAHALA.]

We talked of how father always brought the minister home to dinner

Sunday, and how mother had to fly around waiting on them.

All these old times seem to come back to us in a sort of day dream, as

this evening Minerva, Cash and I are in their beautiful home here in

Goshen. You and I will soon be in ours in Oak Park. I know we shall

enjoy ourselves in the home which you are building for us, which we

went out to see.

I wish I might talk with you instead of writing. Shall anxiously await

your reply.

Good-night,

Your Mary.

OURSELVES

We are strange beings; our journey through life is a wonderful career.

Through unfolding years of childhood, later literary pursuits and life

experience, we hasten forward, aspiring to reach our day-dream fancies.

When about forty we seem to rest, reflect and soliloquize: "Who am I;

what am I; where from; where bound; why do I enjoy, and why do I weep?

How all these unseen emotions if my feelings are not controlled by an

invisible person who knows, thinks and dictates?"

Reason and science teach that we are complex beings, living on the

outside of a world which holds us from falling off by a force called

gravity.

Our abode, our home world, is so far from other worlds that we have

no communication with their inhabitants. In fact, we do not know that

other worlds are inhabited by beings standing around on their hind

legs like ourselves. We simply know that our world is voyaging among

millions of other worlds, which, at certain periods of their life-day,

must resemble the condition of our world today, for their elements and

movements are similar to ours.

Apparently the entire material universe, of which our bodies form a

part, is actuated by an invisible force of push. Everything is moving

on, giving place and taking place, cohesion followed by dissolution.

The velocity of this continued material movement is governed by

conditions. On one hand the mountains, or earth's age wrinkles, rise so

slowly that the changes of thousands of years may be imperceptible,

while, on the other, the velocity of the molecular forces astound

us, for we are taught that the electrons in our own bodies, and all

other material substance, are continually darting around the corners

of the atoms at the rapidity of more than one hundred thousand miles

per second. This statement seems incredible, except when we consider

telegraphy. In that, even if vibration is assumed, something travels

over the entire distance; or, something awakes something else, which,

in turn, arouses the next over the entire course. This astounding proof

encourages us in our faith in infinity and God.

Truly, death does not end the commotion, for, when we bury our dead the

molecules begin escaping up through the gravel to gain their freedom,

and it may require thousands of years or but a few seconds; in the end

all have flown away into the sweet, pure atmosphere, and the form has

disappeared.

This strange inquiry does not end with the study of the physical

system, for, as stated, we find we are possessed by something

invisible, and yet personal, to ourselves. That which loves, approves,

decides, reasons, knows right from wrong and wills to do. This

self-evident, mysterious thing we may be allowed to designate as self,

or soul.

WILLIAM JAMES, OF HARVARD

For information concerning these mysteries we turn to public

instructors of our country and Europe, and find that the higher

branches of education are controlled by men who teach that man has no

soul, or invisible guide. What we call soul action is nothing more than

reflex action from brain compound, aroused by external stimuli.

A sample of these teachings can be found in the works of William James,

Professor of Psychology in Harvard University of Cambridge, Mass.,

from where agnostic youths return home from college to sympathize with

father and mother, who are so old-fashioned and ignorant as to actually

believe they have a soul to save.

In James' works, of about 1400 pages, issued in 1902, which are

considered standard in Europe and the United States, we find, Volume 1,

Page 348:

"The soul, however, when carefully scrutinized, guarantees no

immortality; therefore I feel perfectly free to discard the word soul

from the rest of my books. The reader who finds any comfort in the idea

of the soul is, however, perfectly free to continue to believe in it."

Volume 2, Page 572: "My own belief is that the question of free will is

insoluble."

Page 576: "We can, therefore, leave the free will question out of our

account."

Page 108: "The entire nervous system is nothing but a system of paths

between a sensory terminous and a muscular glandular."

Page 179: "Every individual cell has its own consciousness, which no

other cell knows anything about."

Page 291: "A man's self is the sum total of all that he can call his,

not only his body, but his clothes."

Page 296: "Self, not personality, unity or pure ego."

Page 339: "Each pulse of cognitive consciousness, each thought dies

away or is replaced."

Page 401: "Thought itself is a thinker."

Page 554: "Let us try as we will to express this cerebral activity in

exclusive mechanical terms. I, for one, find it quite impossible--the

soul presents nothing herself; and creates nothing."

Page 656: "The retention of the experience (memory) is nothing more

or less than the brain paths which associate the experience with the

occasion and the recall."

Volume 2, Page 487: "The only ends that follow immediately upon our

willing seem to be the movement of our bodies."

Page 495: "Why any state of consciousness should precede a movement we

do not know."

Volume 1, Page 64: "The highest centers do probably contain nothing

but arrangements for representing impressions and movements, and other

arrangements for coupling the activities of these arrangements, which

in turn excite others, until at last a motor discharge occurs."

Page 29: "Can we tell precisely in what the feelings of the central

active self consists? When I forsake general principles and grapple

with particular it is difficult for me to detect any pure spiritual

elements at all."

Page 107: "The currents, once in, must find their way out. In getting

out they leave their track. The only thing they can do, in short, is

to deepen old paths or make new ones, and the whole plasticity of the

brain sums itself up in two words, when we call the brain an organ in

which currents passing in from the sense organs make paths which do not

easily disappear."

The reader will here observe that James refers to motor discharges and

brain paths as though he actually believed, or that there was evidence,

that such things existed.

All through his works he quotes freely from agnostic and atheistic

authors who have been attacking religion for about three hundred years,

from which I will copy samples:

_Spinoza_: "Extension is invisible thought, thought is invisible

extension. Man is not free-willed--God neither thinks nor creates."

_John Locke_: "Whatever any man may know, or reasonably believe in, or

even conceive, is dependent on human experience."

_David Hume_: "Ideas are but weakened copies of impressions."

_Herbert Spencer_: "No idea or feeling arises save as the result of

some physical force expended in producing it."

The teachings of this school of instructors are peculiar, inasmuch

as no such ambiguity concerning reason or will power has heretofore

been taught at large or sanctioned by any class of instructors in the

history of our world. The attempt to shelter under the wing of the

ancient Greeks is plainly a misconstruction, for the wise Greek bowed

in wonder before unknown cause.

_Pythagoras_, 582 B. C., used as the base of his arguments

transmigration of the soul. One of his expressions was: "The soul is a

harmony chained to the body."

_Socrates_: "Design proves that existence is God."

_Aristotle_: "Thinking or thought is God Theology--Soul always thinking

is immortal."

Thus I might quote from deep thinkers from Zoroaster down to our times.

If one feels disposed to study the works of those self-styled liberal

exponders from Spinoza to James, they will find their arguments running

essentially in the same groove, virtually this: Animals, including men,

are not possessed by an invisible guide. That something which discerns

between right and wrong and dictates to the body whether it should

follow the path of desire or virtue, they absolutely ignore. Because

they cannot comprehend the mysteries of the soul, they dwell upon and

cling to tangible material effects, actually assuming effect without

cause. They disallow that the good Samaritan and the Levite had exactly

the same exterior stimuli. They are like the woman at Jacob's well, who

could comprehend the well and mountain, but could not comprehend the

invisible spring. She awoke when told how her secrets were known, but

they awake not, as the result of intention.

James makes a feeble attempt to prove that matter thinks when he says:

"Every individual cell has its own consciousness, which no other cell

knows anything about--associated by brain paths."

What profound reasoning; think of it. Betts tells us that there are

three thousand million cells, or neurons, in an adult nervous system;

then think of the paths leading from one cell to the other. We learn

that light, or electricity, would travel around our world eight times

in one second; I wonder, if at the same rate of speed, how long it

would take an exterior stimulus to cover the distance over one of his

brain paths, from cell to cell.

"Oh," but one says, "Richardson, you do not understand James."

Allowed, but if a man of my experience does not understand materialism,

how is a youth of twenty years expected to understand it?

Man cannot explain memory, but he knows it is the principle in the

ego, or soul. To illustrate: In a crowd I overhear a voice. I say to

the talker, "I recognize your voice, but I cannot place you." "Think

again," he says. Now, I start back over life's trail, listening to

voices, one-two-twenty-forty years, then I say, "your name is Edwin

Pease." "Yes," he says, "we were boys together fifty years ago."

Did this familiar voice, the true External Stimulus, awaken something

which existed, or did it create something in my brain?

James calls this a motor discharge, which we will admit, but he wavers

when he says, "Why any state of consciousness should precede a movement

we do not know." Then he adds, "The soul presents nothing herself and

creates nothing."

Exterior Stimuli, he assumes, awakens the sinews, which in turn cause

the body to act. Do not External Stimuli cause the vegetable to act!

Go set your little geranium in the south window and see how soon it

turns its pretty face to the sun. These acts may receive their origin

in the law of inclination, permitted but not emitted, while every act

of a sane animal is an exhibition of intention. Exterior Stimuli are

individual causes. Intentional response is of invisible individual

origin. Reflex action would be nothing but continued Exterior Stimuli.

The invisible actor is the man; see him out on the wings of the soul

in the far away Eternity, weighing the stars, predicting their course,

calculating their velocity and testing their elements.

See our Edison bottling up the lightning's wild vim and causing it,

in its attempt to regain liberty, to serve man silently and safely.

Would the Stimuli which cause Edison to invent cause any other man of

the same experience and education to evolve the same results? Answer

yes, and you expose your weakness. Answer no, and you establish the

mysterious, invisible thinking soul.

Materialism is an educational attempt to compel the religious world

to prove that which they do not profess to comprehend. Knowledge is

the accumulation of past earthly experience. Send a weakling through

college and he has obtained knowledge, but he is the same simple Simon.

Wisdom is innate; it consists of individual ability to comprehend. It

is peculiar to each self, and cannot be obtained through experience or

education.

According to James, self is the body, clothes and surroundings.

According to Genesis it is the image of God. Is God an animal? Jesus

said to the Samaritan woman: "God is spirit." Is Jesus authority? Man's

body, wealth and surroundings are not even his, they are simply under

his control for a season. Self is that strange quality which designates

one person from another. Memory and self are closely connected. It may

be that the soul possesses memory of experience in other worlds, which,

like all absent memory, awaits recall.

Sleep represents a mysterious condition of the soul. When the veil

of consciousness begins to vanish one enters a sphere which is not

controlled by reason, but rather by emotion; which, in dreaming, is

often very intense and dictates wildly.

The lower animals are possessed of a soul, but if they have a sense

of right and wrong it is undeveloped, in fact, the connecting link

between man and beast may be consciousness of wrong.

Faith is an easy couch on which to repose; as a bridge it spans dark

rivers of uncertainty, but it requires no faith to believe in the soul.

Even Spinoza must have observed that desire, reason and conscience are

under the control of a distant power which can brush them all aside and

go on its way, but it does not control memory.

Unconsciousness, whether in sleep or in death, ought not to frighten

us. If in sleep it does not impair memory, it does not in death, as

they are both simply the veil which shuts off our view.

In short, the soul appears through the body as its organ, giving us a

view of its wonder through the flashlight of sensibility, one view at a

time and no more.

In some mysterious, incomprehensible way the past travels with the

present. Memory, anticipation and dreams are often far more real than

when face to face with animal activity.

We cannot comprehend first cause; result is our only guide, but we

dimly comprehend the apparent steps from the mineral to the spiritual.

Mineral life is inspiring in that it represents the star-lit

Eternity into which we gaze in wonder and contemplate the incessant

transformation.

Vegetable life creeps softly after, in obedience to the law of

inclination, the roots search in darkness for moisture while the

foliage turns to the morning sun in gladness.

Animal life cuts clear from vegetable moorings mysteriously equipped

with an invisible guide.

GLADSTONE

Spiritual life is the soul unincumbered by material bondage.

To prove that extinction or enfeeblement of the body does not impair

the soul, we will consider the life of Gladstone, for if we find an

isolated case whose mind did not weaken along with the body, it is

positive proof that all so-called dotage or drowsiness of the aged is

simply the effect of the live soul impeded in its effort to recall

familiar occurrences through impaired organs. This is obvious from the

fact that when the object has been recalled the spiritual vision of the

object appears in all its original minuteness.

Everyone who reads knows that Gladstone when he carried the Home

Rule Bill in the House of Commons, at the age of eighty-four, was as

elegant, scrutinizing, and powerful in his debates as when forty-four

years old. Still at that age his sight, hearing, power of recall of

names, and tottering form were incessantly passing away.

Is not this evidence that two distinct agencies were at the time

involved, life and death.

According to James' no-soul theory, his speech was involuntary reflex

action, governed by neither will nor memory, while according to reason

the spirit which controlled this wonderful man's feeble, tottering form

was as clear and bright as it had been in days gone by.

Falling asleep in death is not a new venture. We are unconscious

through life of all we know except as momentary knowledge comes forth

through the organs, which in sleep as in death are unconscious of

surrounding existence.

Jesus said, "I go that I may wake him out of sleep." "She is not dead

but sleepeth."

If man is simply a creation of animated matter, he dies like a

vegetable, if he is a dual creature, soul and body, when one part

ceases to be, the other is not self, but if man is a spiritual being

temporarily inhabiting and partially controlling a creation of

animation the dissolution of the animated form must set him free and

leave the spiritual being intact.

In memory, of childhood days, we apparently go back and view the scenes

again, but if we really did go back we would see them as they are and

not as they were, so we must give up that theory.

The most prevalent materialistic doctrine is that memory is an

impression of the occurrences stamped on the brain. This theory when

turned upon itself plainly establishes the invisible soul as the being

who discerns the impressions.

The most modern atheistic theory is that memory is not a retained

impression, but rather a new creation caused by immediate external

stimuli. See Volume 1, page 649, of James' Psychology.

As all sane expressions are based on foreknowledge, this theory assumes

that the cold exterior stimuli at the motor discharge instantly

re-create the experience of our entire passed life.

This fallacy, together with the brain path theory, proves that excess

of possessions coupled with classical education creates degeneracy.

Under the guise of philosophy and science these instructors are not

only attacking the church but the vital spark of life.

[Illustration: ARTHUR RICHARDSON AND HIS TWINS.]

I have spent years in the principal parts of the world studying the

people and their modes of worship and I have found that all religions

are one and beautiful in that they teach that at death the soul will

be free. The righteous and wicked will be separated and our future

destination will depend upon our personal motives while living in the

body.

Whether our soul theory be a myth, mystery or truism, one thing is

obvious, those living under the conviction that their apparent secret

motives are in some way actually known, and will stand for or against

them at death, will lead more pure lives, and make better parents,

citizens and neighbors than those who imbibe materialism through

faithless instructors who apparently hope there will be no reckoning

day.

The immortal soul has been the staff of hope on which frail humanity

has leaned for ages. The American Indian stood in the evening gloom,

shading his brows with his feeble hand as he tried to look over the

cold waves of death just to get a glimpse of the unexplored happy

hunting ground. John, while on the isle of Patmos invented pearly gates

and golden streets. He had caught the symbolic mode of teaching from

Jesus in that ideas transformed into object lessons are more easily

comprehended.

Jesus taught the soul theory from start to finish. "The kingdom of God

cometh not by observation--the kingdom of God is within you." "Fear not

them which kill the body but rather fear Him who is able to destroy

both body and soul in Hell." "It is the spirit that quickeneth, the

flesh profiteth nothing." "The words I speak unto you are spirit and

are life." Still he illustrated his ideas through object lessons.

Many who do not profess actually believe in the immortality of the

soul. When unprofessing parents weep at the death of their sweet babe;

they somehow believe that after life's dark storms are all passed, they

will find that their pet has been in the care of loved ones who have

gone before.

Any thoughtful person when observing their hand must discern two

distinct forces in existence, spiritual and material or visible and

invisible. And that the invisible is the force which knows and drives

the material. Thus, as the exterior stimuli through the ear or other

senses awaken the reason, so the invisible through the different

functions of the brain emit their conclusion, based on world experience

and scrutinized by the spirit, or a God-given power we call reason,

which is often swayed by sly will power.

The aged are continually calling up minor incidents of forty years ago,

while yesterday's events evade recall. Why is this?

It is not that the obscurity of vision, confusion of results and

uncertainty of doubt which befogs life today darkened the path in the

same way fifty years ago, but time has removed the obscurity and the

original appears. Could we live another fifty years, might not the

cloud which now befogs our path have vanished and we again remember the

glance of recognition of yesterday, which now seems hard to recall.

No one contends but that our journey of life is traveled in utter

darkness. No recall of the past, no discernment of the future. If then

one unimportant act or thought of the long ago did record itself, may

not all have done the same, and may it not be that when the veil of

obscurity is drawn aside, all the minute details of life will blend

the awakened past with the present, and we discover that our birth was

not a beginning but rather a forgetting, and death the welcome morning

call.

[Illustration: OUR OAK PARK HOME--MRS. RICHARDSON, OUR DOG JOE, AND

FAMILY GROUP.]

I stood with the mother of the James boys, beside the grave of Jesse,

in her door yard, when she told how that once when Jesse thought he was

dying he took his watch charm and handed it to a comrade, saying, "Take

this to sister Anna and tell her to pray that we meet in Heaven."

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