"Because I can't find the broom. Besides Bill has been telling me all

about how sick Jim Burroughs' wife is, and how there is 'tectives

around here to catch some one--I think you had better look out."

"It isn't 'tectives, Ralph, say detectives. Do wipe the sugar off your

mouth and speak more proper."

"Didn't know there was sugar on my mouth--Oh, yes, there was a lump

fell out of the hogshead when I was sweeping, and it was so dirty that

I did not like to put it back into the clean sugar, so I ate it."

"I thought you said you had not swept, for you could not find the

broom."

"Oh--I--yes--say, Mr. Stubbs, did you ever see a live detective?"

"Now, that will do, Ralph; never mind the sweeping; go and count

Mrs. Armstrong's eggs, for she is waiting. Now, Ralph, do not count

double-yelk eggs for two any more, do you understand?"

"I don't see why, as long as there might be a rooster and a pullet."

"Yes--yes--Mrs. Armstrong, he is coming as soon as he grasps the cause

of twins."

PAUL DIMOCK

Stubbs and the boy now trudged around the store waiting on customers

until about 10 o'clock, when Paul Dimock came in and engaged Stubbs in

an undertone, but being directly over my head, I could hear all. "I

have learned," said Dimock, "that two detectives are stopping at Deacon

Hobbs', and have been several days, and no one knows who they are

looking for."

"You see, Paul," said Stubbs, "that Hobbs was instrumental in Brother

Burroughs' arrest, and I have been told his daughter, Abigail, swore at

Salem that she saw two black devils standing behind Brother Burroughs

while praying--"

At this point a third party came in, and I recognized the well-known

voice of Susan Beaver.

"Isn't it awful about Deacon Hobbs?" she said. "I suppose that is your

secret? Why, I do think it is just terrible."

"What news, Mrs. Beaver? What have you heard?"

"Why, last night when Tom came home late, he said he saw two strangers

come out of the woods and sneak into the deacon's house. So, out of

curiosity, Sarah and I slid around and peeped in at the window, and

sure enough there they were, eating supper and the deacon was--hush,

there comes old Hobbs now."

"Good afternoon, Deacon," said Stubbs, "what is the news?"

"Bad news, awful bad. They say Fanny Burroughs is very low. My heart

aches for that family. James was a good boy, and I wonder if anyone

knows for certain that he is dead. I think possibly he may be among

the Indians yet, although Shepherds' folks are sure he is dead, or he

would come to Fanny. I suppose you have no particulars. Then there was

George, his father, that they hung down at Salem. I wonder where they

got evidence to convict him? To be sure, he and I did not exactly agree

as to our religious views, but I never took that to heart, and would

have done all I could to have saved him, even if he was not a regular

ordained minister. I think from his record here that he was honest,

don't you, Mr. Dimock?"

"Yes, Deacon Hobbs, I do. And James, his son, was an honest, upright

and worthy citizen, and whoever was instrumental in causing those

officers at Salem to come into our midst and take them away and murder

them outright will surely repent when it is too late. I believe they

have imprisoned Jim, and either have or will hang him, for the report

of his being killed by the Indians, or wolves, may have come direct

from Salem. Oh, Mr. Hobbs, it shatters my faith, that our Heavenly

Father allows such men to live. This is terrible," he uttered, as

he wiped the perspiration from his face and repeated, "terrible,

terrible." Then as if aroused by wrong, he raised his voice as he

faced the deacon, and continued: "Deacon Hobbs, I am no more safe than

they were. If an officer should come in here now and arrest me for

complicity with the devil, I should consider it my death knell, would

you not?"

"Well, really," began the deacon, "I do not know. You see, I have been

down to Salem and talked with Cotton Mather and others prominent in the

church, and they seem to be worthy Christians. I have thought George

Burroughs may have been convicted of some other crime. You see, the

prison is closely guarded and all we get is hearsay."

SUSAN BEAVER

The reader will remember that Susan Beaver was talking when the deacon

came in, and now stood listening to his subterfuge, and Dimock's

stinging insinuations. As I remember Susan, she was short, stout, with

black eyes, glistening teeth, and quick movements. She tried to keep

silent, but now her cup of wrath was full, and reached the high-water

mark, where danger could not restrain the break, and she broke:

"Deacon Hobbs, you miserable old liar, I saw the detectives in your

house myself. Maybe they're waiting to take my husband to Salem. If so,

you can inform them that they can never cross our threshold unless it

is over my dead body. You say you do not know much about it. Was not

Abigail at Salem, swearing against the minister? Did not you both swear

he was in league with the Devil? Now you say he may have been convicted

of some other crime. George Burroughs, that worthy Christian minister,

defile his name, now he is dead, will you? Oh, you ought not to live

another minute," and suiting the action to the word, she sprang across

the store to the old cheese box. Now, I knew the cheese knife was long

and heavy, and in the hands of a desperate woman. Bang-slam-bang, they

went around and around the store, he holding a chair before him and

crying, "Help! Murder!" while she struck out wildly without speaking a

word. Dimock and Stubbs sprang in to save the deacon's life, but when

I peeped through the crack and saw the broad grin on Dimock's face, I

concluded their interference was not genuine. The deacon worked around

the counter, when she sprang on top and had him in a trap, at which

he dropped his chair and ran and plunged through the window headlong.

After he had escaped, and Susan had time to think, she sat down and

began to cry, but on being assured by Dimock that no one would think

the less of her, she left the store.

While Paul was helping board up the broken window, I overheard Stubbs

ask him: "Do you consider Cotton Mather and his associates murderers?"

"Oh, no," was the reply, "not exactly that. It is a phenomenal wave

of insanity. Similar waves have spread their gloomy pall over the

innocent, long before Joshua put the women and children to death

at Jericho. These Salemites are at war with the Devil on the same

principle that one nation wars with another; they justify themselves

through a spasmodic lunacy, that duty calls them to kill their fellow

beings.

"God works in a mysterious way. Cotton Mather may be blind. He may be

a tool in the hand of a higher power. Finite beings do not comprehend

the infinite. If God permits, does He not sanction? These cruelties

will have a tendency to humanize Christianity. When years have passed

and Brother Burroughs thinks over earthly life he will not regret that

his Maker called him home at noon. Friendship and love will increase

towards the Burroughs family. They are just leaving their lights along

the shore. The love of Jesus will spread when the church shall have

hatched out of its shell of ignorance; then it will stand on a higher

and more liberal plane; midnight to us may be morning to the angels.

Do you know, Stubbs, what is the main trouble with the human family?"

"I do not, Paul. What is it?"

"It is that they know less than they are aware of."

After the store had been closed and Stubbs was working on his books, I

heard the door open and some one come in.

"Good evening, doctor. How is Fanny Burroughs?"

The doctor came near and replied in an almost inaudible voice, "She is

dead." The little bullet-headed doctor was affected, for I could hear

his voice tremble. "Oh, well," he replied to Stubbs' inquiry, "She

had no disease, the poor girl actually died of a broken heart. Such

suffering I never saw before, but when she did go if you had seen her,

Stubbs, you would never question the theory of life beyond dissolution

of the body. She raised her eyes upwards, smiled so sweetly and said:

'Oh, father, father, where is Jim?' I am sorry, Stubbs, I have not

led a better life, for I have known Fanny Shepherd since she was born

and if God will forgive the past, I will turn over a new leaf and try

to meet her when I die. I know now that our minister, whom I always

ridiculed, was right there in the room with us when she was dying.

Besides, Mr. Stubbs, I believe Jim is alive, for if he had been dead he

would have been the first one for her to recognize. You see, she was

expecting to see him and he was not there."

Here Jim's heart and voice seemed to fail and Winnie put her arm around

his neck and they sobbed convulsively for a moment and then continued.

When all was still I crept from my hiding place, washed my face, but

could not eat. As usual, the shutters were closed, so I lit a candle

and began to rummage around the store. I found Stubbs had a new musket

with a horn of powder and a bag of shot, and as I knew he would gladly

give them to me, I took them. Then I waited until near dawn, when I

went out to the hill in the woods and stayed all day, on the very spot

where I had spent many happy hours with Fanny. I could look down into

the room where I had courted and wedded my dear Fanny, and could see

part on one of her arms, as her body lay near the window, in Father

Shepherd's house. Also I saw the village carpenter making my Fanny's

coffin and a stranger digging her grave. That night I slept in the

store again and the next day, from the same hill, I saw them lower her

body into the grave, but my heart was locked in despair; I could not

weep.

REVENGE

At night I came down and went to the grave. The distant stars seemed to

be shedding their soft light on a lonely world, while the moon about

setting cast her ghastly beams among the chestnut trees, making the

scene, oh, so lonely, in that silent little graveyard. Out upon the

cold waters of the bay I could see the silver waves glisten in the

moonlight among the familiar bayous, which I should never see again,

while far beyond the bosom of the great Atlantic seemed to heave a sigh

of grief at my loneliness. I fell upon dear Fanny's grave, kissed the

clay and wondered if she was there. Then breathing a long farewell, I

folded my hands in prayer, asking God to forgive me for the crime I was

about to commit.

Hastily I then walked towards Stubbs' store, resolved to settle with

Deacon Hobbs and then turn my back on white man forever. I entered the

store and wrote on a slip of brown paper: "Obadiah Stubbs, a friend has

taken your gun and ammunition," and placed the slip in the cash drawer.

When outside of the store I walked lively to the deacon's nearest

storehouse, then ran from one to the other, and at last set fire to his

home, then stepped back into the lilac bushes and cocked my gun.

Soon I saw great curls of smoke ascending from the storehouses on the

wharf, then the barns and sheds, and now the home had caught fire. Then

seeing the family in danger, to awaken them I seized a rock and dashed

it through the window.

The family were now aroused and Hobbs ran to the well for water, when

I raised my gun, but a shadow came before me, and I could not see him.

Again he ran out and again I raised the gun, determined to kill him,

just as I felt a soft pressure on my shoulder and turning quickly I

found myself alone. Then I knew I must not.

As I walked away from old Chestnut Hill, I gave one last, lingering

look. It was now daybreak, and as I gazed down on the little village

where I had spent so many happy days I saw that all of Deacon Hobbs'

wealth had ascended into smoke. Stubbs' old store looked as dingy and

dirty as ever. Father's church, on which I had often looked so fondly,

now seemed silently waiting to catch the first glimmer of the morning

sun as it came to give light and life to the hills and valleys of old

New England. Father Shepherd's house, the door through which I had

passed so many times with a light heart, were all plain to my view.

Once more I looked through the trees to the grave of Fanny and walked

away.

ALONE IN THE WILDERNESS

About noon, the first day out, I met three Indians and we took lunch

together, they furnishing bear meat and I cheese and crackers, which

I had borrowed from Stubbs. After this I trudged on, following an old

trail in a westerly direction, hoping to find Indians who could give me

shelter for the night, but finding none, I started a fire at dark to

scare the wolves away and prepared to stay in the woods alone.

As darkness came on and my fire lit up the woods, I was lonely and

yearned for a friend, while a strangeness came over me which caused me

to shudder. The excitement had past, and I was left to contemplate as

to the course I had taken and where my pathway of life might be leading

me. I saw myself, as only a short time before, a promising young man

of the wild wood harbor village; but now alone in the wilderness, soon

to be a ragged, friendless outcast. Was my condition better or worse

than Fanny's or father's? Silently I knelt and implored the unseen to

forgive all and keep me pure in heart as I wended my way over mountains

of trouble and through vales of temptation.

While pondering I heard the flapping of wings, and a large owl came and

lit on a dry limb above me and began its lonely hooting. The night was

still, save the occasional bark of a wolf and the echo of the bird's

dreary chant, which under ordinary circumstances would have startled

me, but now rising to my feet I gazed at the intruder with an eye of

gladness and longed to caress him as a friend, while I murmured, "Your

lot on earth as compared with mine is to be envied. Carelessly and

thoughtlessly your days pass with no regret for the past or anxiety for

the morrow, while my sympathetic heart, actuated by an ingenious brain,

dashes cold waves of sorrow against bleak rocks of cruel destiny."

I closed my eyes and again implored my Heavenly Father to increase my

strength to tread the thorny way. Then I pondered over my condition

again and cried, "Oh, the heart--the human heart--that beats in

sympathy! Oh, the soul that longs to comfort some one and yearns to be

loved in return!"

Gazing high into the far away Eternity where all seemed lovely and

serene, I said, "Silence is the token of love. Fanny is; yes, she still

lives, but she is silent and in her silence she loves me still."

Then the stars, hills and trees, like friends, came near and shared

with me my troubles, and as I sank upon the ground overcome I thought

I was a child again and mother whispered low and sweet, "Love your

enemies and Jesus will love you."

Resting upon a bed of leaves with my boots for a pillow, the angel

of dreams took me in her fair arms. Fanny and I were walking beside

a laughing crystal stream, gathering wild flowers, whose fragrance

seemed to fill the balmy air, where familiar birds came and warbled

sweet notes over our heads while the soft sunshine bore upon the

scene, peeping into the shady grove and forming our peaceful nook into

a perfect bower of love. Here upon a bank strewn with tiny violets I

kneeled at Fanny's feet and asked her to become my wife. She did not

speak, but looked on me with her own sweet smile as she glided softly

away. I arose to follow her, when I awoke and found myself alone in the

dark woods.

[Illustration: POOR JIM, LONELY BUT NOT ALONE, FANNIE IS NEAR.]

Morning came at last, and not being able to taste my food, I trudged

on, and in a few days reached Springfield, where I first assumed the

name of James Hall. There I worked about ten days for a man named Anson

Newell, but when I learned there were two families there from Salem I

feared detection and decided to go.

HUNTING FOR BABY

I now abandoned the idea of living with the Indians and worked my way

over the Green Mountains, then down the Hudson River to New York.

During the winter my mind was continually on my baby boy, and when

spring came I started East to try to locate him. At Hartford I stayed a

few days, hoping to find someone from Casco Bay, but being unsuccessful

I went on and spent the night with about thirty Indians in the dark

grove south of Wabbaquassett Lake. Here I found a buck and his squaw,

who had lived near Casco Bay, but they knew nothing of church affairs.

Next morning near Stafford, just as I was turning north from the

river bend, I met a party of hunters, one of whom I recognized as

Josiah Converse, from near Casco Bay. After passing, I overheard him

remark--"That man looks and walks just exactly like Jim Burroughs, and

if I did not know he was dead, I would swear it was he." This remark

disturbed me, for I had thought that my full beard and shabby clothes

had disguised me. Soon I passed near my baby boy but did not know it.

When I arrived at Casco Bay I was puzzled as to how I was to get my

information. Stubbs' store could not be approached now, as I had left

traces of my last visit and someone might be on the alert, so I hung

around Chestnut Hill three days, secreted near the road, hoping to see

someone passing who was a stranger. Several acquaintances passed each

day, among whom was old Deacon Hobbs, which made my blood boil, and

I almost forgot that I was to love my enemies. One day a strange boy

approached and I ran up to the brow of the hill and then turned and met

him.

"Does Deacon Hobbs live in this town?" I inquired.

"Yes, he lives over there in that cottage."

"Do you think he wants to hire a man?"

"Oh, no, he does not want help. He is poor now; all he had is burned

up."

"Who did it?

"We do not know, but think it was an angel from heaven, and every one

is glad."

"Why were they glad?"

"Oh, because he killed the minister. That was last year, and I was not

here."

"How did he do it?"

"Well, he did not kill him, but he got some folks down in Salem to come

up and arrest him and they hanged him."

"Did he kill anyone else?"

"Yes, he killed James Burroughs and Fanny, too, so Mr. Shepherd says."

"Who were they?"

"James was the minister's son and Fanny was his wife. I live with the

Shepherds and heard them say these things."

"Did James and Fanny have any children?"

"Yes, they must have had one, for I heard Mrs. Shepherd tell how the

minister's sister came on from Boston and took it home with her."

Then looking inquiringly in my face, he said, "Say, mister, are you

sick?"

"Oh, no," I replied, and we passed on.

On arriving at Boston I learned that uncle had died and Aunt Hannah had

gone with her sister, Abigail, who lived in Salem. In Salem, with great

difficulty, I learned they had sold out all their property and gone

West. All further efforts were fruitless and I returned to New York and

began to work at my last winter's job, where I worked quietly, ever on

the alert to gain tidings of my boy.

MULDOON

One day while I was working with an Irishman named Muldoon, the

proprietor, Mr. Benjamin, came along, leading his little daughter, who,

pointing to Muldoon, said, "Papa, what makes you hire paddies? I do

not like them." Muldoon resented the innocent prattle, and turning to

Benjamin, said: "Will ye allow that wee bit of a brat to spake that way

of a gintleman?"

"You are no gentleman to call a child a brat, and if you answer back

I'll discharge you at once."

Pat tugged away in silence and when Benjamin had gone he said: "I niver

knew but one mon in me life as mane as ould Benjamin and that was

Cotton Mather himself."

"What do you know about Cotton Mather?" I eagerly inquired.

"Nothing good, sir."

"Were you ever at Salem?"

"Do yees think that auld Ben aught to larn that wee bit of a snipe to

insolt the loikes of me?"

"But, Pat, that does not answer my question."

"Thin why should a gintlemin aloix yee be axen meself quistions which I

niver knew a-tal-tal?"

"Yes, you do know, and if I explain why I am so anxious you'll tell me

all you can, won't you, Pat?"

"Yees moight be an officer."

"Nonsense, Pat, haven't you worked beside me for a long time?"

"Sure, but you moight be."

"No, I am not, and you should not be afraid, for you have never

committed any crime."

"Oh, but it was the innocent that they murthered. But, Jim, if yees

will lit me come to your room at the did o' night and yees will kiss

the Holy Cross and hold the sacred Mary to your heart while ye swear

niver to till, I might till yees the bit I know."

When Pat arrived at midnight he whispered in my ear, "Ye see, that if

Cotton Mather hears that I till the truth he will git some one to swear

I am posist with the devil and they will hang me sure."

After I had explained to him how large a dowery had been left for the

Burroughs family, and that a child had been lost, he said: "Then it

is not Giles Corey yees are after hearing, for I might tell yees more

about him, for I lived with him both before and after he was dead."

"No, I want you to tell me all about George Burroughs. Did you ever

hear about him?"

"Faith and indade, I did, I heard him make his last prayer when on the

gallows, asking God to forgive his inimies and we all wipped loike

babbies, we did."

"Did he have a family?"

"Yis, a son. A fair young mon. He looked so much loike yees that I

think of him when yees walk along, but he is dead, poor bye. When he

started home he lost his way and the wolves ate him. Some said he may

not be ded, but shot up in prison to be hung, but I know he was dead,

for I hilped to bury his bones."

"Did you see them?"

"No, they were in a box, but I knew he was ded, fer he did not smill

like a live man, and his wife died, but they had a little one, who is

alive now."

"Where is he?"

"He was first taken to Boston to his Aunt Hannah's and thin to his Aunt

Abigail's in Salem, thin a man came on from Stafford, Conn., and took

him to keep. His wife was Aunt Hannah's daughter and Aunt Agibail wint

to Stafford hersilf."

The day I arrived at Stafford Street I walked from Hartford, and the

nearer I came the faster I walked. When I arrived at the village some

men were working on the road and in answer to my inquiry, said: "The

widow Abigail Drake lives in that red house," which they pointed out.

I called on her under the pretense of buying her home, and staid quite

a while. She mentioned some of the best families, Deans, Converses,

Richardsons, etc., but I could not find out who had the boy until I

spoke of the church, when she mentioned that Deacon Felker had adopted

a boy who was her nephew. Then I asked her who his parents were. She

hesitated, and then said, "His father and mother are both dead."

"Were you acquainted with his father?"

"Yes, I was; he was a man about your build, only when I saw him last he

was in trouble, and pale and thin."

"What trouble?"

"Trouble," she replied wiping the tears away with her apron. Then

coming near me inquired quizzically, "What is your name?"

I saw she was on the point of detecting me, and looking straight in her

eye I answered, "James Hall."

Again she hesitated and then said, "You do look so much like James

Burroughs, who is dead, that I thought the dead had been raised." She

then told me all about father's execution, Fanny's death and mine,

after which I walked over to Deacon Felker's.

When I arrived, there was no one in but the deacon, so I struck him

up for a job. Soon I saw a lady coming up the walk who I at once

recognized as Cousin Phoebe, whom I had not seen for fifteen years.

Beside her ran a little boy. The deacon introduced me, and in shaking

hands I squeezed hers so hard that she looked up quickly, then

presuming me to be very rough, she spoke pleasantly. Then I picked up

my own little boy and as in some phantom mirror, Fanny seemed to look

me right in the face.

While waiting for tea, Winnie Richardson came in and adroitly

introduced herself by saying, "I presume our town looks tame to you,

especially if you've been living in the city, but to us who have never

traveled Stafford is the center of the world."

At the conclusion of Jim's story the sweet Winnie softly caressed the

troubled man with her arm around his neck, and here we leave Winnie

and Jim, to whirl and swirl in their frail barques of life, on the

restless waves of time, until they mysteriously cross the bar out into

the unknown ocean of Eternity, from whence, if they return to guide our

thoughts, we do not comprehend it.

[Illustration: OUR MOUNTAIN HOME NEAR WABBAQUASSETT LAKE, BUILT BY

WARREN RICHARDSON, 1832.

PORTRAITS OF CHILDREN, 1870, EXCEPT MARIETTE. LEFT TO RIGHT. ELIZA,

ADELIA, COLLINS, CAROLINE, MERRICK, GORDON, JANETTE.]

OUR WABBAQUASSETT MOUNTAIN HOME

John, my Grandfather Richardson, son of Uriah, built his home on the

east side of the Devil's Hopyard, while Abner, one of John Dimock's ten

sons, built his home on the west side.

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