Boule de Suif replied curtly: "No, Sir."

But at dinner the coalition weakened. Loiseau spoke three unfortunate

sentences. Each was racking his brains to find new examples and

did not find any, when the Countess, possibly without premeditation,

prompted by a vague desire to render homage to religion, questioned

the elder of the two nuns about the most noteworthy deeds in the

lives of the Saints.--Now, many Saints had committed acts which

would be crimes in our estimation; but the Church absolves readily

such transgressions when they are committed for the glory of God

and the love of our neighbors. This was a powerful argument; the

Countess made the most of it. Then, either by one of those tacit

understandings, those veiled complaisances in which whoever wears

the clerical garb excels, or through fortunate stupidity, serviable

foolishness, the old nun brought a formidable support to the

conspiracy. They thought she was timid; she showed herself bold,

talkative, violent. This one was not trouble by the hesitations of

casuistry; her doctrine seemed to be an iron bar; her faith never

hesitated; her conscience had no scruples. She found quite natural

Abraham's sacrifice, because she would immediately have killed her

father and mother if she had received an order from heaven to do so;

and in her opinion nothing could displease God if the motive were

laudable. The Countess taking advantage of the sacred authority

of her unexpected accomplice, led her on to make a kind of edifying

paraphrase of this axiom of morality: "The end justifies the

means."

She questioned her:

--"Then, Sister, you think that God accepts all methods and forgives

the act when the motive is pure?"

--"Who could doubt it, Madame? An action condemnable in itself

often becomes meritorious by the thought which inspires it."

And they continued in this way, unraveling God's intentions,

forecasting his judgments, and making Him take interest in things

that really did not concern Him at all.

All this was expounded in a veiled, clever, discreet and insinuating

manner. But each word of the holy woman in cornet made a breach in

the indignant resistance of the courtesan. Then the conversation

drifting somewhat, the woman with the hanging rosary spoke of the

Convents of her Order, of her Superior, of herself, and of her

lovely neighbor, the dear Sister Saint-Nicephore. They had been

called to Havre to nurse in the Hospitals hundreds of soldiers stricken

with small-pox. She described them, those wretched victims, and

gave details about their disease. And while they had been stopped

on their way by the caprices of this Prussian Officer, a large number

of Frenchmen, whom they would probably have saved, might die. It

was her specialty to nurse soldiers; she had been in Crimea,

in Italy, in Austria, and telling the story of her campaigns, she

unexpectedly revealed herself one of those Nuns fond of drums and

bugles, who seem to have been created to follow the armies in action,

to pick soldiers during the vicissitudes of battles, and, better

than a General, to tame with one word the rough and insubordinate

troopers; a genuine martial and bellicose Nun, whose wrinkled and

pitted face, looked like an image of the devastations of war.

No one uttered a word after she had concluded, so excellent seemed

to be the effect of her discourse.

As soon as the meal was over, they went up quickly to their rooms

and came down the next morning rather late.

Luncheon went off quietly. They were giving the seed that had been

sown time to germinate and come to fruition.

The Countess proposed to take a walk in the afternoon; then the

Count, as previously agreed, offered his arm to Boule de Suif and

walked with her at some distance behind.

He spoke to her in that familiar, paternal and slightly contemptuous

tone which sedate men assume when talking with women of loose morals,

calling her: "my dear child," treating her from the height of his

social position, his unquestionable honesty. He went straight to

the core of the matter:

--"So you prefer to leave us here exposed like yourself to all the

violence which would result from a defeat of the Prussian Army,

rather than consent to one of those complaisances which you have

had so often in your life"--

Boule de Suif did not answer.

He tried kindness, reasoning, sentiment. He managed to remain

"Monsieur le Comte" even while showing himself gallant, when necessary,

flattering, amiable. He praised to exaltation the services she

would render them, spoke of their gratitude, then suddenly, using

the familiar "thou," gaily: "And thou knowest, my dear, he might

be proud of having tasted the charms of a pretty girl such as he

won't find often in his own country."

Boule de Suif did not reply and joined the rest of the party.

As soon as they returned to the inn, she went up to her room and

was not seen again. There was extreme anxiety. What was she going

to do? If she resisted, what an embarrassment for them all?

The dinner hour struck; they waited for her in vain. Then Mr.

Follenvie came in and announced that Mademoiselle Rousset did not

feel well and that they might sit down to dinner. They all pricked

their ears. The Count came near the inn-keeper and whispered: "Is

it all right?"--"Yes."

For the sake of propriety, he did not say anything to his companions,

but nodded to them slightly. Immediately a great sigh of relief

went up from all breasts; joy brightened every face. Loiseau

exclaimed: "By Jove, I'll treat to champagne if any is left in

this house!"--And Madame Loiseau felt a pang when the inn-keeper

returned with four bottles in his hand. Every one had suddenly

become communicative and merry; a lively joy filled the hearts.

The Count seemed to notice that Madame Carré-Lamadon was charming;

the manufacturer paid compliments to the Countess; the conversation

was lively, gay and full of witticisms.

Suddenly Loiseau, with an alarmed face, raised his arms and

shouted: "Silence!" They all stopped talking, were surprised nay

even frightened. Then he listened, said "Hush!" signaling with his

two hands, raised his eyes to the ceiling, listened again and, in

his natural voice, he resumed: "Don't be afraid, everything is

all right!"

They hesitated to understand what he meant, but soon a smile lighted

up all the faces.

After a quarter of an hour, he started again the same farce and

repeated it often during the evening; he mimicked as if he were

calling a person on the second floor and giving her equivocal advices

drawn from his imagination of a commercial traveler. At times he

assumed a dismal air and sighed:--"Poor girl!"--or he muttered in

his teeth, with a peevish air:--"Rascal of a Prussian!"--Several

times, when the others did not think of it, he called out

repeatedly in a vibrating voice: "Enough! Enough!" and he added

as if soliloquizing:--"Provided that we see her again and that the

wretch does not kill her!"

Although such jokes were in very bad taste, they amused more than

they shocked the company, for indignation like everything else

depends on environment, and the atmosphere that had gradually

developed around them was laden with naughty thoughts.

At dessert, even the women indulged in witty and discreet allusions.

Their eyes were bright and gleaming; they had drunk considerably.

The Count who, even in his moments of relaxation, preserved

a dignified appearance, found a comparison with the end of winter

in the polar regions and the joy of the ship-wrecked mariners when

they see a way open to the South; and this comparison was greatly

appreciated.

Loiseau, warmed up, rose to his feet with a glass of champagne in

his hands:--"I drink to our deliverance!"--Everybody stood up; he

was acclaimed. Even the two good sisters, urged by the ladies,

consented to moisten their lips with the sparkling wine, which

they had never tasted. They declared that it tasted like sparkling

lemonade, but that it was finer.

Loiseau summed up the situation:

--"What a pity that there is no piano! We might have danced a

quadrille!"--

Cornudet had not said a single word, nor made a single gesture; he

even seemed to be plunged in very serious thoughts, and from time

to time tugged furiously at his long beard as if he wanted to

make it longer. Finally, toward midnight, as they were going to

separate, Loiseau, who was unsteady on his feet slapped him suddenly

on the stomach and spluttered:--"You are not in a gay mood to-night,

you don't talk much, citoyen?"--But Cornudet raised briskly his

head and casting a swift and terrible look at the company, fairly

shouted:--"I tell you all, that you have behaved infamously!"--He

got up, walked to the door and repeated once more: "Infamous!"

and he disappeared.

This threw a chill at first. Loiseau nonplused, stood looking

foolish; but he recovered his countenance and then suddenly began

to laugh and repeat:--"Sour grapes! my dear Sir, sour grapes!"--The

company did not understand what he meant; he explained the "mysteries

of the hall"--Then there was a resumption of formidable gayety.

The ladies were immensely amused. The Count and Mr. Carré-Lamadon

laughed to tears. They could hardly believe their ears.

--"Why! are you sure? He wanted"--"I tell you that I saw it with

my own eyes."

--"And she refused?"

--"Because the Prussian was in the next room."

--"Is it possible?"

--"I swear it is true!"--

The Count was choking with laughter. The manufacturer was compressing

his stomach with his hands.

--"And you understand, to-night he does not think it is funny at

all."--

And all three began to laugh again, choking, out of breath.

Thereupon they retired. But Madame Loiseau, who had the prickly

disposition of a nettle remarked to her husband, at the moment

they were going to bed:--"That stuck-up little Madame Carré-Lamadon

laughed deceitfully all evening."

"You know, for women, when they chase uniforms, it does not make

any difference whether the uniforms are French or Prussian. What

a pity, oh Lord!"--

And all night, in the darkness of the hall there were light sounds

like tremors, hardly audible, similar to murmurs, contacts of bare

feet, imperceptible crackings. And they fell asleep quite late,

certainly, because rays of light could be seen for a long time under

the doors. Champagne has such effects; I understand it disturbs

the sleep.

The next morning a bright winter sunshine made the snow dazzling.

The coach, finally harnessed, was waiting at the door, while

an army of white pigeons, ensconced in their white feathers, with

their pink eyes spotted in the middle with small black dots, were

walking leisurely between the legs of the six horses and picking

their food from the steaming manure which they were scattering.

The driver, wrapped up in his sheepskin cloak, was up on his seat,

smoking a pipe, and all the travelers, looking radiant, were having

provisions packed up for the rest of the trip.

Boule de Suif only had not come down. She appeared.

She seemed to be rather confused, bashful; shyly, she walked up to

her companions who, all with the same movement, turned away from

her as if they had not seen her. The Count, dignified, took his

wife by the arm and removed her from this impure contact.

The girl stood still, stupefied; then picking up all her courage

she accosted the manufacturer's wife with a--"Good morning,

Madame!"--humbly muttered. The other answered only with a short

and impertinent nod accompanied by a look of outraged virtue.

Everybody seemed to be busy and kept away from her as if she were

carrying some infectious germs in her skirt. Then they rushed up

to the coach, in which she entered last, without being helped by

anyone, and silently she took the seat she had occupied during the

final part of the journey.

They feigned not to see her, not to know her; but Mme. Loiseau,

looking at her indignantly from a distance, told her husband half

aloud:--"Fortunately I am not sitting next to her."--

The heavy coach started and the journey was resumed.

First nobody spoke. Boule de Suif did not dare raise her eyes.

At the same time she felt indignant at all her companions, and

humiliated for having yielded to the Prussian Officer into whose

arms she had been hypocritically forced by them.

But the Countess, turning to Madame Carré-Lamadon, broke soon this

painful silence.

--"I think you knew Madame d'Estrelles."

--"Yes, she is one of my friends."

--"What a charming woman!"

--"Fascinating! Really a select nature, besides highly educated,

and an artist to the tips of her fingers. She sings delightfully

and paints to perfection."

The manufacturer was talking with the Count, and in the middle of

the clatter of the window-panes, one could catch here and there a

word:--"Coupon--maturity--premium--term--"

Loiseau, who had stolen from the inn the old pack of cards, greasy

after five years friction on dirty tables, started a game of

"bezigue" with his wife.

The good sisters took from their belts the long rosaries, made

simultaneously the sign of the cross and suddenly their lips began

to move rapidly, becoming more and more accelerated, precipitating

their vague murmur as if in a race of "orisons;" and now and then

they kissed a medal, crossed themselves again, and resumed their

swift and continuous mutterings.

Cornudet sat still and deep in thoughts. After they had traveled

for three hours, Loiseau picked up his cards and said:--"I am

hungry." Then his wife reached out for a package from which she

drew a piece of cold veal. She cut it carefully in thin and neat

slices and both began to eat.

--"Why shouldn't we do the same?"--said the Countess. Upon general

consent, she unpacked the provisions prepared for the two couples.

In one of those oval dishes, the cover of which bears a china

hare, to show that a hare pie lies inside, there were exquisite

delicatessen, the white streams of lard crossing the brown meat of

the game, mixed with other fine chopped meats. A handsome piece of

Swiss-cheese, wrapped in a newspaper, had taken on its fat surface

the imprint:--"Sundry items."

The two sisters opened a hunk of sausage which smelled of garlic;

and Cornudet plunging at the same time both his hands in the large

pockets of his baggy overcoat, drew from one four hard-boiled eggs

and from the other the crust of a loaf of bread. He removed the

shells threw them under his feet, on the straw, and began to bite

the eggs voraciously, dropping on his large beard small pieces of

yellowish yolk which looked like stars.

Boule de Suif, in the haste and confusion of her departure, had not

thought of taking provisions; and exasperated, suffocating with

rage, she was looking on all those people who ate heartily. At

first a tumultuous anger shook her, and she opened her mouth to

tell them what she thought of them in a wave of insults that surged

to her lips; but she could not speak, so exasperated was she with

indignation.

Nobody looked at her, took notice of her. She felt drowned in the

scorn of those honest rascals who had first sacrificed her and then

cast her away like something unclean and of no further use. Then

she thought of her large basket full of good things, which they

had devoured greedily, of her two chickens shining in jelly, her

pastry, her pears, her four bottles of claret; and suddenly, her

furor having died out, like an over strung cord, she felt like

crying. She made terrible efforts; stiffened herself up, swallowed

her sobs like children, but the tears were surging, shining at the

border of her eyelids, and soon two big tears breaking away from

her eyes coursed slowly down her cheeks. Others followed them

more swiftly, running like drops of water filtering through rocks

and fell regularly on the rounded curve of her bosom. She remained

upright, her eyes motionless, her face rigid and pale, hoping that

the others would not notice her.

But the Countess noticed it and called her husband's attention

with a sign. He shrugged his shoulders, as if to say:--"What can

I do? It is not my fault!"--Madame Loiseau had a silent laugh of

triumph and muttered: "She is weeping for shame!"--

The two good sisters had resumed their prayers after having rolled

up in a paper the rest of their sausage.

Then Cornudet, who was digesting the eggs, stretched his long legs

under the seat, sat back, crossed his arms, smiled like a man who

has thought of a good joke and began to whistle the Marseillaise.

The faces of all the others darkened. Decidedly the popular song

did not please his neighbors. They became nervous, fidgety, and

seemed ready to howl like dogs that hear a barrel-organ. He noticed

it, did not stop. At times he even pronounced the words:

Amour sacré del la patrie,

Conduis, soutiens, nos bras vengeurs,

Liberté, liberté chérie,

Combats avec tes défenseurs.

The snow being harder, the coach traveled more quickly, and as far

as Dieppe, during the long dreary hours of the trip, through the

jostles of the road, during the twilight, and later in the thick

darkness of the coach, he kept on with a fierce obstinacy his

monotonous and revengeful whistling, compelling the fagged and

exasperated hearers to follow the anthem from one end to the other,

to remember every word that went with each measure.

And Boule de Suif was still weeping; and at times a sob, which she

could not restrain, passed between two verses in the night.

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