CHAPTER XXV

The Revelation

Neither Mr. Royce nor myself was quite equal to the routine work of the

office next morning. We had solved the mystery, indeed; but so far from

bringing us relief, the solution had brought us a terrible unrest. Miss

Lawrence had chosen her words well when she had said that the marriage

was "quite, quite impossible." Yet who could have guessed a reason so

dark, so terrifying, so unanswerable! Small wonder that she had fled,

that her first thought had been to put the ocean between herself and her

lover. How could she meet him, how look him in the eyes, with that

secret weighing upon her? How would she face him when she found him

awaiting her at Liverpool? I shuddered at thought of that meeting. We

should have held Curtiss back; we should have known that it was no idle

whim, no empty fear which had driven her over-sea.

Resolutely I tried to put such thoughts behind me, and to apply myself

to the mass of work which had accumulated during my three days' absence.

Was it only three days? It seemed weeks, months, since that moment when

I opened the telegram from Mr. Royce which summoned me to Elizabeth.

But they would not be frowned down, for there were many questions still

unanswered. What had been Lucy Kingdon's connection with the mystery?

Above all, why had Mrs. Lawrence permitted the courtship to go on?

Perhaps she had not known--only at the last moment, after her daughter's

disappearance, had she suspected. No doubt, it was that sudden

revelation, confirmed, perhaps, by Lucy Kingdon, coming to her after she

had left us in the library, which had struck her white and tremulous,

which had urged her to tell me that the search must cease. Yet, even

then, she had spoken as though the marriage might be arranged, as though

it were not impossible! She had said that Curtiss himself should choose!

What had she meant by that? Was there some depth which we had not yet

touched, some turn to the tragedy which we did not suspect? Had we

really found the solution, after all?

My mind flew back to the Kingdon women, with a sort of fascination. What

had Harriet Kingdon meant by that wild outburst of hers?

"There are others," she had said, "who have waived their rights and torn

their hearts and withered in silence----"

What had she meant by that? What secret was it had torn her heart? Were

the words merely a meaningless outburst, an incoherent cry, the result

of a mind disordered? I could not bring myself to think so, but cudgel

my brain as I might, I could read no meaning into them. Yet it was for

her that Mrs. Lawrence had sent at that supreme moment when I revealed

to her the secret of the letter; it was of her she had spoken when she

cried, "I thought it was that woman!" Harriet Kingdon had known the

secret, then, and had kept silence.

Then, suddenly, it burst upon me what a hideous thing it was that she

had done by keeping silent. It was the letter, arriving at that last

desperate moment, which had snatched Marcia Lawrence and Burr Curtiss

from the horrible pit which yawned before them. The writing of that

letter was not an act of enmity, but of mercy. Harriet Kingdon had stood

by and uttered no word of warning--I shuddered at the utter fiendishness

of it! But who had written the letter? Then, in a flash, I knew!

"What is it, Lester?" demanded Mr. Royce, wheeling suddenly around. I

suppose some exclamation must have burst from me, though I was not

conscious of uttering any sound. "What is it? I can guess what you're

thinking of--I can't think of anything else."

"I believe," I answered, "that I know who it was wrote that letter to

Miss Lawrence."

"You do!" he cried. "Who was it?"

"Wait!" I said, and closed my eyes and pressed my hands tight against my

temples in the effort at recollection. "It was Mrs. Lawrence's aunt--her

father's sister. It was to her house she came when she ran away. It was

there, no doubt, that the child was born."

"And who is she?" asked our junior. "Where does she live?"

I made another desperate effort of memory. At last I had it.

"Her name is Heminway," I said. "I don't know her address, except that

it's somewhere in New York. She was married to a banker."

"Oh, I knew him--Martin Heminway," and Mr. Royce jerked down a directory

and ran feverishly through its pages. "Here it is--East Fifty-fourth

Street."

He closed the book with a bang and took down his hat.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"I'm going to see her," he said. "You're coming, too. We'll get to the

bottom of this, for Curtiss's sake. Either we'll prove it a mistake, or

we'll prove beyond doubt that it's true."

Neither of us spoke during that long drive uptown. We were too

depressed, too anxious. Nor did we speak as we mounted the steps of the

old-fashioned brownstone and rang the bell. We were admitted. We were

shown into a room on the second floor, after some delay, where, in a

great padded chair, an old, old woman sat, thin and wrinkled, but with

eyes preternaturally bright.

"Mrs. Heminway," Mr. Royce began directly, "we're representing Mr. Burr

Curtiss. We feel that some explanation is due him of the sudden flight,

three days ago, of Marcia Lawrence, whom he was to marry; and we believe

that you're the one best fitted to tell us the whole story."

She did not answer for a moment, but sat peering up at us, plucking at

the arms of her chair with nervous, skinny hands.

"Of course he has a right to know!" she cried, in a high, thin voice,

like the note of a flute. "I thought the girl would tell him."

"But since she hasn't," said our junior, "I hope you will. I know it

won't be a pleasant task----"

She stopped him with a quick, claw-like gesture.

"I have never shrunk from any duty," she said, "however unpleasant. Sit

down, gentlemen. I will tell you the story."

* * * * *

I am sure there was no evil in either of them--Boyd Endicott or Mary

Jarvis. They were rather another Mildred and Mertoun, caught in the grip

of circumstance and whirled asunder, by one of those ironical tricks

which fate sometimes loves to play. For, on the night of the elopement,

while Boyd Endicott, leaving Princeton on the eve of his Christmas

vacation, was waiting for his bride at Trenton, with every preparation

made to whirl her away to a new home in the West, she was speeding away

from him toward New York. She had taken the train at Fanwood and was to

change at Elizabeth. There, half dazed by the noise, bewildered by the

storm which was raging, tremulous with fright, confused in the tangle of

tracks, she had taken the wrong train.

Boyd Endicott waited through the night, with what agony of doubt one can

guess; then, when morning dawned, believing Mary Jarvis

faithless--believing she loved her father more than him--hot-blooded and

impetuous, he had boarded a train and journeyed alone into the West,

where they had planned to build up a new home together. He was never to

know the true story of that night, for there in the West, two days

later, his life had been crushed out.

Meanwhile, almost paralysed with fear, the girl arrived at New York. She

was ill, benumbed, chilled with the cold; darkness was coming on; she

knew not where to turn, and finally, in an agony of desperation, she

sought the home of Mrs. Heminway. The cause of her illness could not be

long concealed; she asserted that she was married, that she had been

Boyd Endicott's wife for nearly a year; but her father did not believe

her. For she had no marriage lines, she did not even know the name of

the minister before whom their vows had been uttered--she could tell

only of a long drive through the dashing rain one night when her father

had been detained in town; of a hasty ceremony; of the drive home again.

It was an incoherent story, at the best, and she told it in a

half-delirium which made it more incoherent still. Her father was nearly

mad with rage; in his first white wrath, he was for sending her forth

into the streets. But his sister reasoned with him--there was no need of

a public disgrace; she would take the child, the sight of it should

never offend him, nor should his daughter know aught concerning it.

Doubtless they would have made some effort to verify her story, but the

news of Boyd Endicott's death rendered that unnecessary. For their plan

was laid.

So the child was born--a boy--and the mother lay for days and weeks

hovering between life and death. When she came again to consciousness,

they told her that the child was dead--had never lived, indeed. They

told her, too--no doubt with a kind of fierce exulting--how Boyd

Endicott had met his end--a fit punishment from the hand of God! The

past was buried with him. It must be as though it had never been.

Mary Jarvis acquiesced. Life, it seemed, held nothing more for her. The

future, no less than the past, was to her a dark and lifeless thing. She

would have welcomed death, but it did not come. She grew slowly better,

and at last she was able to go with her father to Scotland, for a long

visit among his people there, while he hastened home for his

revenge--his pound of flesh. Whatever fault she had been guilty of, she

expiated by taking, without love--for she knew that love would never

come into her life again--the husband of her father's choosing. And

seemingly she had never suspected that her child was living; certainly

she never dreamed that her instinctive tenderness for her daughter's

lover was that of a mother for her son.

So the years passed, and cast a veil about this sorrow; not concealing

it, but rendering it less sharp, less poignant. To her daughter no

whisper of this secret ever came until that terrible moment when she

opened the letter marked "Important--read at once." The blow, of course,

must have fallen--it was right that it should fall--but oh! how it might

have been tempered. Here is what she read, in that half-darkened library

whither she had fled for refuge:

"MARCIA LAWRENCE:--I suppose that you have never heard of me,

yet I am your mother's only living relative, her father's

sister. There are painful memories, perhaps, which have caused

her to wish to forget me, and it is not to claim relationship

or ask for love or sympathy that I write this letter, but to

fulfil a sacred duty. A Merciful Providence turned my eyes,

this morning, to an article in the _Tribune_, describing your

approaching marriage, of which I have hitherto been kept in

ignorance. From the name, age, and circumstances given

concerning the bridegroom's life, I am certain he is your

brother, your mother's son, born in sin in this house

thirty-one years ago. So are the iniquities of the parents

visited upon the children. Ex. 34:7; 20:5. See also Le. 20:10;

I. Cor. 6:13; Ro. 6:23. I thank God that He has enabled me to

prevent this last iniquity. If any doubt remains to you, ask

your mother for the story, or come to me and I will tell it

you.

"MARGARET HEMINWAY."

One can guess how this horrible letter palsied her; how this first

face-to-face encounter with the world's sin and misery tortured and

sickened her. But she shook the weakness off--they would be seeking her

in a moment; she must flee, must hide herself, until she had time to

think, to adjust herself to this new, corroding fact which had come into

her life. So she sought the Kingdon cottage, the nearest, most

convenient refuge, and there had written that hasty, despairing note and

entrusted it to Lucy Kingdon, who had brought her a gown to replace that

mockery of satin. She had remained there, hidden, during the long

afternoon, secure in the knowledge that these women, whose devotion to

her had a peculiar intensity which she had not quite understood, would

not betray her.

Then, as soon as darkness fell, she had come to New York and sought Mrs.

Heminway. She must be quite certain; she must know the whole truth. And

that old, old woman, with all the grimness of her creed, told her the

story bluntly and cruelly, as she told it to us. The child had not died,

but had been placed with the family of the manager of her husband's

estate on Long Island, who himself did not know its history; who had, in

the end, adopted it and given it his name. There could be no mistaking.

I have called her merciless, for she seemed to glory in another's

anguish, counting it fit retribution and a punishment from the Lord. Yet

I trembled to think how more merciless she might have been had she

withheld the truth!

And when she had heard the story, Marcia Lawrence could no longer doubt.

But one great load was lifted from her, for she knew in her inmost heart

that the story of that wild night drive was true--she knew that her

mother had been guilty of no sin. There was a sweet comfort in the

thought which made her burden less, though it did not alter the problem

which she herself must face. She had been stabbed to the heart, and the

wound was bleeding still. She had gone forth from the house white with

agony; she wanted time to rest, to think, to grow accustomed to the

world again. She had a battle to fight; and, hastily purchasing such

clothing as she needed, she had taken the first boat for England, where

she hoped to hide herself until the tumult in her heart subsided, and

she had gathered courage to face the world and her lover.

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