XII

Her absence had not been long and when she re-entered the familiar salon

at the hotel she found her father and sister sitting there together

as if they had timed her by their watches, a prey, both of them, to

curiosity and suspense. Mr. Dosson however gave no sign of impatience;

he only looked at her in silence through the smoke of his cigar--he

profaned the red satin splendour with perpetual fumes--as she burst into

the room. An irruption she made of her desired reappearance; she rushed

to one of the tables, flinging down her muff and gloves, while Delia,

who had sprung up as she came in, caught her closely and glared into her

face with a “Francie Dosson, what HAVE you been through?” Francie said

nothing at first, only shutting her eyes and letting her sister do what

she would with her. “She has been crying, poppa--she HAS,” Delia almost

shouted, pulling her down upon a sofa and fairly shaking her as she

continued. “Will you please tell? I’ve been perfectly wild! Yes you

have, you dreadful--!” the elder girl insisted, kissing her on the eyes.

They opened at this compassionate pressure and Francie rested their

troubled light on her father, who had now risen to his feet and stood

with his back to the fire.

“Why, chicken,” said Mr. Dosson, “you look as if you had had quite a

worry.”

“I told you I should--I told you, I told you!” Francie broke out with a

trembling voice. “And now it’s come!”

“You don’t mean to say you’ve DONE anything?” cried Delia, very white.

“It’s all over, it’s all over!” With which Francie’s face braved denial.

“Are you crazy, Francie?” Delia demanded. “I’m sure you look as if you

were.”

“Ain’t you going to be married, childie?” asked Mr. Dosson all

considerately, but coming nearer to her.

Francie sprang up, releasing herself from her sister, and threw her

arms round him. “Will you take me away, poppa? will you take me right

straight away?”

“Of course I will, my precious. I’ll take you anywhere. I don’t want

anything--it wasn’t MY idea!” And Mr. Dosson and Delia looked at each

other while the girl pressed her face upon his shoulder.

“I never heard such trash--you can’t behave that way! Has he got engaged

to some one else--in America?” Delia threw out.

“Why if it’s over it’s over. I guess it’s all right,” said Mr. Dosson,

kissing his younger daughter. “I’ll go back or I’ll go on. I’ll go

anywhere you like.”

“You won’t have your daughters insulted, I presume!” Delia cried. “If

you don’t tell me this moment what has happened,” she pursued to her

sister, “I’ll drive straight round there and make THEM.”

“HAVE they insulted you, sweetie?” asked the old man, bending over his

child, who simply leaned on him with her hidden face and no sound of

tears. Francie raised her head, turning round to their companion. “Did I

ever tell you anything else--did I ever believe in it for an hour?”

“Oh well, if you’ve done it on purpose to triumph over me we might as

well go home, certainly. But I guess,” Delia added, “you had better just

wait till Gaston comes.”

“It will be worse when he comes--if he thinks the same as they do.”

“HAVE they insulted you--have they?” Mr. Dosson repeated while the smoke

of his cigar, curling round the question, gave him the air of putting it

with placidity.

“They think I’ve insulted THEM--they’re in an awful state--they’re

almost dead. Mr. Flack has put it into the paper--everything, I

don’t know what--and they think it’s too wicked. They were all there

together--all at me at once, weeping and wailing and gnashing their

teeth. I never saw people so affected.”

Delia’s face grew big with her stare. “So affected?”

“Ah yes, I guess there’s a good deal OF THAT,” said Mr. Dosson.

“It’s too real--too terrible; you don’t understand. It’s all printed

there--that they’re immoral, and everything about them; everything

that’s private and dreadful,” Francie explained.

“Immoral, is that so?” Mr. Dosson threw off.

“And about me too, and about Gaston and my marriage, and all sorts

of personalities, and all the names, and Mme. de Villepreux, and

everything. It’s all printed there and they’ve read it. It says one of

them steals.”

“Will you be so good as to tell me what you’re talking about?” Delia

enquired sternly. “Where is it printed and what have we got to do with

it?”

“Some one sent it, and I told Mr. Flack.”

“Do you mean HIS paper? Oh the horrid ape!” Delia cried with passion.

“Do they mind so what they see in the papers?” asked Mr. Dosson. “I

guess they haven’t seen what I’ve seen. Why there used to be things

about ME--”

“Well, it IS about us too--about every one. They think it’s the same as

if I wrote it,” Francie ruefully mentioned.

“Well, you know what you COULD do!” And Mr. Dosson beamed at her for

common cheer.

“Do you mean that piece about your picture--that you told me about when

you went with him again to see it?” Delia demanded.

“Oh I don’t know what piece it is; I haven’t seen it.”

“Haven’t seen it? Didn’t they show it to you?”

“Yes, but I couldn’t read it. Mme. de Brecourt wanted me to take it--but

I left it behind.”

“Well, that’s LIKE you--like the Tauchnitzes littering up our track.

I’ll be bound I’d see it,” Delia declared. “Hasn’t it come, doesn’t it

always come?”

“I guess we haven’t had the last--unless it’s somewhere round,” said Mr.

Dosson.

“Poppa, go out and get it--you can buy it on the boulevard!” Delia

continued. “Francie, what DID you want to tell him?”

“I didn’t know. I was just conversing. He seemed to take so much

interest,” Francie pleaded.

“Oh he’s a deep one!” groaned Delia.

“Well, if folks are immoral you can’t keep it out of the papers--and I

don’t know as you ought to want to,” Mr. Dosson remarked. “If they ARE

I’m glad to know it, lovey.” And he gave his younger daughter a glance

apparently intended to show that in this case he should know what to do.

But Francie was looking at her sister as if her attention had been

arrested. “How do you mean--‘a deep one’?”

“Why he wanted to break it off, the fiend!”

Francie stared; then a deeper flush leapt to her face, already mottled

as with the fine footprints of the Proberts, dancing for pain. “To break

off my engagement?”

“Yes, just that. But I’ll be hanged if he shall. Poppa, will you allow

that?”

“Allow what?”

“Why Mr. Flack’s vile interference. You won’t let him do as he likes

with us, I suppose, will you?”

“It’s all done--it’s all done!” said Francie. The tears had suddenly

started into her eyes again.

“Well, he’s so smart that it IS likely he’s too smart,” her father

allowed. “But what did they want you to do about it?--that’s what _I_

want to know?”

“They wanted me to say I knew nothing about it--but I couldn’t.”

“But you didn’t and you don’t--if you haven’t even read it!” Delia

almost yelled.

“Where IS the d---d thing?” their companion asked, looking helplessly

about him.

“On the boulevard, at the very first of those kiosks you come to. That

old woman has it--the one who speaks English--she always has it. Do go

and get it--DO!” And Delia pushed him, looked for his hat for him.

“I knew he wanted to print something and I can’t say I didn’t!” Francie

said. “I thought he’d crack up my portrait and that Mr. Waterlow would

like that, and Gaston and every one. And he talked to me about the

paper--he’s always doing that and always was--and I didn’t see the harm.

But even just knowing him--they think that’s vile.”

“Well, I should hope we can know whom we like!”--and Delia bounced

fairly round as from the force of her high spirit.

Mr. Dosson had put on his hat--he was going out for the paper. “Why he

kept us alive last year,” he uttered in tribute.

“Well, he seems to have killed us now,” Delia cried.

“Well, don’t give up an old friend,” her father urged with his hand on

the door. “And don’t back down on anything you’ve done.”

“Lord, what a fuss about an old newspaper!” Delia went on in her

exasperation. “It must be about two weeks old anyway. Didn’t they ever

see a society-paper before?”

“They can’t have seen much,” said Mr. Dosson. He paused still with his

hand on the door. “Don’t you worry--Gaston will make it all right.”

“Gaston?--it will kill Gaston!”

“Is that what they say?” Delia demanded.

“Gaston will never look at me again.”

“Well then he’ll have to look at ME,” said Mr. Dosson.

“Do you mean that he’ll give you up--he’ll be so CRAWLING?” Delia went

on.

“They say he’s just the one who’ll feel it most. But I’m the one who

does that,” said Francie with a strange smile.

“They’re stuffing you with lies--because THEY don’t like it. He’ll be

tender and true,” Delia glared.

“When THEY hate me?--Never!” And Francie shook her head slowly, still

with her smile of softness. “That’s what he cared for most--to make them

like me.”

“And isn’t he a gentleman, I should like to know?” asked Delia.

“Yes, and that’s why I won’t marry him--if I’ve injured him.”

“Shucks! he has seen the papers over there. You wait till he comes,” Mr.

Dosson enjoined, passing out of the room.

The girls remained there together and after a moment Delia resumed.

“Well, he has got to fix it--that’s one thing I can tell you.”

“Who has got to fix it?”

“Why that villainous man. He has got to publish another piece saying

it’s all false or all a mistake.”

“Yes, you’d better make him,” said Francie with a weak laugh. “You’d

better go after him--down to Nice.”

“You don’t mean to say he’s gone down to Nice?”

“Didn’t he say he was going there as soon as he came back from

London--going right through without stopping?”

“I don’t know but he did,” said Delia. Then she added: “The mean

coward!”

“Why do you say that? He can’t hide at Nice--they can find him there.”

“Are they going after him?”

“They want to shoot him--to stab him, I don’t know what--those men.”

“Well, I wish they would,” said Delia.

“They’d better shoot me. I shall defend him. I shall protect him,”

Francie went on.

“How can you protect him? You shall never speak to him again!” her

sister engaged.

Francie had a pause. “I can protect him without speaking to him. I can

tell the simple truth--that he didn’t print a word but what I told him.”

“I’d like to see him not!” Delia fairly hooted. “When did he grow so

particular? He fixed it up,” she said with assurance. “They always do

in the papers--they’d be ashamed if they didn’t. Well now he has got to

bring out a piece praising them up--praising them to the skies: that’s

what he has got to do!” she wound up with decision.

“Praising them up? They’ll hate that worse,” Francie returned musingly.

Delia stared. “What on earth then do they want?”

Francie had sunk to the sofa; her eyes were fixed on the carpet. She

gave no reply to this question but presently said: “We had better go

to-morrow, the first hour that’s possible.”

“Go where? Do you mean to Nice?”

“I don’t care where. Anywhere to get away.”

“Before Gaston comes--without seeing him?”

“I don’t want to see him. When they were all ranting and raving at me

just now I wished he was there--I told them so. But now I don’t feel

like that--I can never see him again.”

“I don’t suppose YOU’RE crazy, are you?” Delia returned.

“I can’t tell him it wasn’t me--I can’t, I can’t!” her companion went

on.

Delia planted herself in front of her. “Francie Dosson, if you’re going

to tell him you’ve done anything wrong you might as well stop before you

begin. Didn’t you hear how poppa put it?”

“I’m sure I don’t know,” Francie said listlessly.

“‘Don’t give up an old friend--there’s nothing on earth so mean.’ Now

isn’t Gaston Probert an old friend?”

“It will be very simple--he’ll give me up.”

“Then he’ll be worse than a worm.”

“Not in the least--he’ll give me up as he took me. He’d never have asked

me to marry him if he hadn’t been able to get THEM to accept me: he

thinks everything in life of THEM. If they cast me off now he’ll do just

the same. He’ll have to choose between us, and when it comes to that

he’ll never choose me.”

“He’ll never choose Mr. Flack, if that’s what you mean--if you’re going

to identify yourself so with HIM!”

“Oh I wish he’d never been born!” Francie wailed; after which she

suddenly shivered. And then she added that she was sick--she was going

to bed, and her sister took her off to her room.

Mr. Dosson that afternoon, sitting by his younger daughter’s bedside,

read the dreadful “piece” out to both his children from the copy of the

Reverberator he had secured on the boulevard. It is a remarkable fact

that as a family they were rather disappointed in this composition, in

which their curiosity found less to repay it than it had expected, their

resentment against Mr. Flack less to stimulate it, their fluttering

effort to take the point of view of the Proberts less to sustain it, and

their acceptance of the promulgation of Francie’s innocent remarks as a

natural incident of the life of the day less to make them reconsider it.

The letter from Paris appeared lively, “chatty,” highly calculated to

please, and so far as the personalities contained in it were concerned

Mr. Dosson wanted to know if they weren’t aware over here of the charges

brought every day against the most prominent men in Boston. “If there

was anything in that style they might talk,” he said; and he scanned

the effusion afresh with a certain surprise at not finding in it some

imputation of pecuniary malversation. The effect of an acquaintance with

the text was to depress Delia, who didn’t exactly see what there was in

it to take back or explain away. However, she was aware there were some

points they didn’t understand, and doubtless these were the scandalous

places--the things that had so worked up the Proberts. But why should

they have minded if other people didn’t understand the allusions (these

were peculiar, but peculiarly incomprehensible) any better than she did?

The whole thing struck Francie herself as infinitely less lurid than

Mme. de Brecourt’s account of it, and the part about her own situation

and her beautiful picture seemed to make even less of the subject than

it easily might have done. It was scanty, it was “skimpy,” and if Mr.

Waterlow was offended it wouldn’t be because they had published too much

about him. It was nevertheless clear to her that there were a lot of

things SHE hadn’t told Mr. Flack, as well as a great many she had:

perhaps those were the things that lady had put in--Florine or

Dorine--the one she had mentioned at Mme. de Brecourt’s.

All the same, if the communication in the Reverberator let them down, at

the hotel, more gently than had seemed likely and bristled so much less

than was to have been feared with explanations of the anguish of the

Proberts, this didn’t diminish the girl’s sense of responsibility

nor make the case a whit less grave. It only showed how sensitive and

fastidious the Proberts were and therefore with what difficulty they

would come round to condonation. Moreover Francie made another reflexion

as she lay there--for Delia kept her in bed nearly three days, feeling

this to be for the moment at any rate an effectual reply to any absurd

heroics about leaving Paris. Perhaps they had got “case-hardened”

Francie said to herself; perhaps they had read so many such bad things

that they had lost the delicacy of their palate, as people were said to

do who lived on food too violently spiced. Then, very weak and vague and

passive as she was now, in the bedimmed room, in the soft Parisian bed

and with Delia treating her as much as possible like a sick person, she

thought of the lively and chatty letters they had always seen in the

papers and wondered if they ALL meant a violation of sanctities, a

convulsion of homes, a burning of smitten faces, a rupture of girls’

engagements. It was present to her as an agreeable negative, I must add,

that her father and sister took no strenuous view of her responsibility

or of their own: they neither brought the matter home to her as a crime

nor made her worse through her feeling them anxiously understate their

blame. There was a pleasant cheerful helplessness in her father on this

head as on every other. There could be no more discussion among them on

such a question than there had ever been, for none was needed to show

that for these candid minds the newspapers and all they contained were

a part of the general fatality of things, of the recurrent freshness

of the universe, coming out like the sun in the morning or the stars at

night or the wind and the weather at all times.

The thing that worried Francie most while Delia kept her in bed was the

apprehension of what her father might do; but this was not a fear

of what he might do to Mr. Flack. He would go round perhaps to Mr.

Probert’s or to Mme. de Brecourt’s and reprimand them for having made

things so rough to his “chicken.” It was true she had scarcely ever seen

him reprimand any one for anything; but on the other hand nothing like

this had ever happened before to her or to Delia. They had made each

other cry once or twice, but no one else had ever made them, and no one

had ever broken out on them that way and frightened them half to death.

Francie wanted her father not to go round; she had a sense that

those other people had somehow stores of comparison, of propriety, of

superiority, in any discussion, which he couldn’t command. She wanted

nothing done and no communication to pass--only a proud unbickering

silence on the part of the Dossons. If the Proberts made a noise and

they made none it would be they who would have the best appearance.

Moreover now, with each elapsing day, she felt she did wish to see

Gaston about it. Her desire was to wait, counting the hours, so that she

might just clearly explain, saying two or three things. Perhaps these

things wouldn’t make it better--very likely they wouldn’t; but at any

rate nothing would have been done in the interval, at least on her part

and her father’s and Delia’s, to make it worse. She told her father that

she wouldn’t, as Delia put it, “want to have him” go round, and was in

some degree relieved at perceiving that he didn’t seem very clear as

to what it was open to him to say to their alienated friends. He wasn’t

afraid but was uncertain. His relation to almost everything that had

happened to them as a family from a good while back was a sense of the

absence of precedents, and precedents were particularly absent now, for

he had never before seen a lot of people in a rage about a piece in the

paper.

Delia also reassured her; she said she’d see to it that poppa didn’t

sneak round. She communicated to her indeed that he hadn’t the smallest

doubt that Gaston, in a few days, would blow them up--all THEM down

there--much higher than they had blown her, and that he was very sorry

he had let her go down herself on that sort of summons. It was for her

and the rest to come to Francie and to him, and if they had anything

practical to say they’d arrive in a body yet. If Mr. Dosson had the

sense of his daughter’s having been roughly handled he derived some of

the consolation of amusement from his persistent humorous view of the

Proberts as a “body.” If they were consistent with their character or

with their complaint they would move en masse upon the hotel, and he

hung about at home a good deal as if to wait for them. Delia intimated

to her sister that this vision cheered them up as they sat, they two, in

the red salon while Francie was in bed. Of course it didn’t exhilarate

this young lady, and she even looked for no brighter side now. She knew

almost nothing but her sharp little ache of suspense, her presentiment

of Gaston’s horror, which grew all the while. Delia remarked to her once

that he would have seen lots of society-papers over there, he would have

become familiar; but this only suggested to the girl--she had at present

strange new moments and impulses of quick reasoning--that they would

only prepare him to be disgusted, not to be indifferent. His disgust

would be colder than anything she had ever known and would complete her

knowledge of him--make her understand him properly for the first time.

She would just meet it as briefly as possible; it would wind up the

business, close the incident, and all would be over.

He didn’t write; that proved it in advance; there had now been two or

three mails without a letter. He had seen the paper in Boston or in New

York and it had simply struck him dumb. It was very well for Delia to

say that of course he didn’t write when he was on the ocean: how could

they get his letters even if he did? There had been time before--before

he sailed; though Delia represented that people never wrote then. They

were ever so much too busy at the last and were going to see their

correspondents in a few days anyway. The only missives that came to

Francie were a copy of the Reverberator, addressed in Mr. Flack’s hand

and with a great inkmark on the margin of the fatal letter, and three

intense pages from Mme. de Brecourt, received forty-eight hours after

the scene at her house. This lady expressed herself as follows:

MY DEAR FRANCIE--I felt very badly after you had gone yesterday morning,

and I had twenty minds to go and see you. But we’ve talked it over

conscientiously and it appears to us that we’ve no right to take any

such step till Gaston arrives. The situation isn’t exclusively ours but

belongs to him as well, and we feel we ought to make it over to him in

as simple and compact a form as possible. Therefore, as we regard it, we

had better not touch it (it’s so delicate, isn’t it, my poor child?) but

leave it just as it is. They think I even exceed my powers in writing

you these simple lines, and that once your participation has been

constatee (which was the only advantage of that dreadful scene)

EVERYTHING should stop. But I’ve liked you, Francie, I’ve believed

in you, and I don’t wish you to be able to say that in spite of

the thunderbolt you’ve drawn down on us I’ve not treated you with

tenderness. It’s a thunderbolt indeed, my poor and innocent but

disastrous little friend! We’re hearing more of it already--the horrible

Republican papers here have (AS WE KNOW) already got hold of the

unspeakable sheet and are preparing to reproduce the article: that

is such parts of it as they may put forward (with innuendoes and

sous-entendus to eke out the rest) without exposing themselves to a suit

for defamation. Poor Leonie de Villepreux has been with us constantly

and Jeanne and her husband have telegraphed that we may expect them

day after to-morrow. They are evidently immensely emotionnes, for

they almost never telegraph. They wish so to receive Gaston. We have

determined all the same to be intensely QUIET, and that will be sure to

be his view. Alphonse and Maxime now recognise that it’s best to leave

Mr. Flack alone, hard as it is to keep one’s hands off him. Have you

anything to lui faire dire--to my precious brother when he arrives? But

it’s foolish of me to ask you that, for you had much better not answer

this. You will no doubt have an opportunity to say to him--whatever, my

dear Francie, you CAN say! It will matter comparatively little that you

may never be able to say it to your friend with every allowance SUZANNE

DE BRECOURT.

Francie looked at this letter and tossed it away without reading it.

Delia picked it up, read it to her father, who didn’t understand it, and

kept it in her possession, poring over it as Mr. Flack had seen her pore

over the cards that were left while she was out or over the registers of

American travellers. They knew of Gaston’s arrival by his telegraphing

from Havre (he came back by the French line) and he mentioned the

hour--“about dinner-time”--at which he should reach Paris. Delia, after

dinner, made her father take her to the circus so that Francie should be

left alone to receive her intended, who would be sure to hurry round

in the course of the evening. The girl herself expressed no preference

whatever on this point, and the idea was one of Delia’s masterly

ones, her flashes of inspiration. There was never any difficulty about

imposing such conceptions on poppa. But at half-past ten, when they

returned, the young man had not appeared, and Francie remained only long

enough to say “I told you so!” with a white face and march off to her

room with her candle. She locked herself in and her sister couldn’t get

at her that night. It was another of Delia’s inspirations not to try,

after she had felt that the door was fast. She forbore, in the exercise

of a great discretion, but she herself for the ensuing hours slept no

wink. Nevertheless the next morning, as early as ten o’clock, she had

the energy to drag her father out to the banker’s and to keep him out

two hours. It would be inconceivable now that Gaston shouldn’t turn up

before dejeuner. He did turn up; about eleven o’clock he came in and

found Francie alone. She noticed, for strangeness, that he was very

pale at the same time that he was sunburnt; also that he didn’t for an

instant smile at her. It was very certain there was no bright flicker

in her own face, and they had the most singular, the most unnatural

meeting. He only said as he arrived: “I couldn’t come last evening;

they made it impossible; they were all there and we were up till three

o’clock this morning.” He looked as if he had been through terrible

things, and it wasn’t simply the strain of his attention to so much

business in America. What passed next she couldn’t remember afterwards;

it seemed but a few seconds before he said to her slowly, holding her

hand--before this he had pressed his lips to hers silently--“Is it

true, Francie, what they say (and they swear to it!) that YOU told that

blackguard those horrors; that that infamous letter’s only a report of

YOUR talk?”

“I told him everything--it’s all me, ME, ME!” the girl replied

exaltedly, without pretending to hesitate an instant as to what he might

mean.

Gaston looked at her with deep eyes, then walked straight away to the

window and remained there in silence. She herself said nothing more. At

last the young man went on: “And I who insisted to them that there was

no natural delicacy like yours!”

“Well, you’ll never need to insist about anything any more!” she cried.

And with this she dashed out of the room by the nearest door. When Delia

and Mr. Dosson returned the red salon was empty and Francie was again

locked in her room. But this time her sister forced an entrance.

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