CHAPTER IV.

MRS. BEACHAM “RUNS RUSTY.”

It was, as I before said, the day previous to that appointed for the

wedding, and Mrs. Beacham, feeling slightly bemuddled and restless, and

being withal half, and only half, reconciled to her son’s marriage, was

passing a quiet hour in the large old-fashioned kitchen-garden, which

had formed for the best part of half a century her glory and her pride.

In the days before John’s engagement to Honor Blake, and when the mother

and son together ruled the household in harmony, and with a prudent yet

not illiberal hand, Mrs. Beacham had been remarkable for a quiet

cheerfulness of disposition and--making allowance for occasional

outbreaks--for a kindly temper. The world had hitherto gone well with

her, and she--in common gratitude bound--had gone well with the world.

What wonder was it, then, that Updown Paddocks, with its cheery,

hospitable mistress, and with “young John,” so pleasant as he was, and

open-handed, came to be well appreciated as a “good house,” to use a

rustic but expressive phrase, throughout the whole country side?

There was something anomalous, as may already have been noticed, in the

social position occupied by the wealthy owner of Updown Paddocks. A

simple yeoman by birth, but withal well educated--for he had passed

through the grammar-school, at which, according to his mother’s frequent

boast, more than half the pupils were “gentlemen’s sons”--John Beacham,

whose manners, if not fashionable, were such as to render him quite an

admissible guest, was nearly as frequently met with at the tables of the

middle-class aristocracy as at the humbler “boards” of those who might

be more correctly termed his equals. As a natural result also of his

profession as a horse-breeder (bear in mind, however, O captious reader,

with what an honest and unselfish steadiness of purpose that trade was

carried on), his intimate acquaintance amongst men socially very much

his superiors rapidly increased; and so great was the esteem in which

John Beacham, not only as an honourable man, but as one whose knowledge

of horse-flesh could not be denied, was held, that at the time of his

marriage with pretty Honor Blake it would have occasioned no surprise

to the Lord-lieutenant of the County had he been invited to meet at

dinner the man whose yearly sales of stock amounted on an average to

double the net-income of the acknowledged greatest man in Sandyshire.

Nor was Mrs. Beacham, after a fashion appreciated by herself, without

her share of the popularity and honours enjoyed by her son. It is true

that she was never included in the invitations over which her maternal

heart rejoiced. Never, even in a dream, had the stately old lady, in her

black lutestring dress, and her cap of finest Mechlin lace (a heirloom

in her family), found herself a guest at Gillingham Castle, at Clifton

Court, or even at the less-imposing table of sporting Dr. Thorpe, the

very reverend the Dean of the neighbouring episcopal town of Gawthorpe.

But the sensible old woman was quite content to be thus excluded: she

entertained very shrewd ideas, not only regarding old womanhood, but the

proprieties of life generally, and had not, at her age, to learn that,

even had all things besides been what she, in her simplicity, was wont

to call “suitable,” there remained the unanswerable fact that after a

certain age ladies cease to be ornamental, and as dinner-table guests

must therefore expect to be overlooked.

But although this autocratic middle-class dowager had been hitherto

philosophically content to remain in the background, it was more than

probable that she would take a different view of this highly important

matter, and would be less amenable to reason, should the beautiful

daughter-in-law, whose loveliness might, as the saying is, “adorn a

court,” chance to be more highly appreciated than herself by the society

to which her son was by courtesy admitted. Even, however, were that not

to be the case, there still remained the more than probability that the

homage which in John’s home had hitherto been paid to herself, to _her_

hospitality, _her_ “pleasantness,” and _her_ powers of causing social

enjoyment, would be shared by, if not indeed transferred to, the far

younger and more attractive woman who was so soon to make an inroad into

Updown Paddocks. Like many hospitable people, Mrs. Beacham was rather

inordinately fond of popularity, and the idea of sharing that popularity

with a young and winsome bride was eminently distasteful to her.

Ah, well indeed is it for us that the dark corners of our hearts can be

seen only by ourselves and by a God who judges mercifully. Our best

friends and our dearest relations--the wife of our bosom, and the

husband of our choice--might have to hold his or her breath with

surprise and consternation could a glance behind the unholy of unholies

be obtained, and what is thought and planned in those hidden corners be

brought to light. Honor Blake’s future mother-in-law was neither a

cold-hearted nor a cruel woman; and yet, as the time of her expected

deposition drew nigh, it is to be feared that not a few of the

reprehensible feelings which go far towards the making of a villain rose

up within her breast against John’s unoffending bride elect.

“Well, mother, and what’s the case with you? Jolly--eh?” exclaimed a

cheery voice behind the widow, as that grieving woman, with her head

bent lower than was usual with her, prepared to take a fourth turn along

her favourite walk. “Pretty bobbish--eh?” John repeated, attempting,

after the fashion of cheerful strong-nerved persons, to brighten the

countenance and enliven the spirits of the sorrowful by a loud voice and

unaccustomed sportiveness of language. “Speculating on the crop of

gooseberries, eh?” John added, offering his arm to his mother, who

accepted the attention with a sigh that boded ill for the success of her

son’s efforts. “Plenty of work this year in the preserving line, I

expect; I never saw a greater promise of fruit.”

“It wasn’t the gooseberries nor yet the currants I was thinking of,

John,” said Mrs. Beacham mournfully. “It’s to-morrow was in my head,

and I couldn’t help wishing, that I couldn’t, that Honor was more

steady-like, and older too, John, for your sake. It would be better by

half if she was nigher thirty than twenty. Why she’s little better than

a child, and it’s not so easy, let me tell you, to put old heads upon

young shoulders.”

John laughed hilariously. Naturally of a cheerful turn of mind, his

spirits, as the hour of his wedded happiness drew near, grew almost

boisterous, and although not given to the utterance of melodious sounds,

he could have sung aloud for very joy through every hour of that his

marriage eve.

“Thank you for nothing, mother,” he said good-humouredly; “I’m quite

content with my young woman as she is. Youth’s a complaint that’s pretty

soon got the better of with all of us, and Honor--Heaven bless her!--has

got more sense and judgment, child as she is, than many an older woman.

God grant I may make her life a happy one!” he added, raising his hat

reverently. “If it depends on me to do it, I’m not afraid but what

she’ll find all go smoothly at the Paddocks.”

There was a pause after this rather suggestive speech, a pause which

Mrs. Beacham filled up by mentally asking herself what John could mean.

Were his words intended to convey a hint? or, what was still more

hurtful to her maternal feelings, a _warning_? Could it be that John was

already preparing to mount guard over his precious Honor? Had he thus

betimes his lance in rest to defend her from domestic evils, from

imaginary wounds to be inflicted hereafter by her mother-in-law? The

thought flashed through her mind, bringing a look that was not

altogether pleasant to her still bright, bead-like black eyes: one

glance, however, at her son’s honest countenance was sufficient to make

her ashamed of having for a moment entertained the suspicion that he had

implied more than met the ear. He was in very truth incapable of aught

that was not thoroughly open and straightforward, and the mother who

bore him should have learned by long experience that the female art of

innuendoing was as foreign to his nature and habits as the making a

bonnet, or the concocting of a Sunday pie.

Mrs. Beacham, at the age of threescore years and ten, had not yet quite

passed the age of impulsiveness. She had wronged that kindly-natured son

of hers by a suspicion injurious to his habitual frankness, and to the

affection towards herself on which she had such good reason to rely, and

self-reproach rendered her for the moment both tender and apologetic.

“My dear boy,” she said, pressing his strong arm with her thin

be-mittened fingers, “it sha’n’t be _my_ fault if this marriage of yours

don’t turn out well. But I’m an old woman now, my dear, and you must

make allowances. It may go a little hard with me at first, too, to see

another cared for afore me, but I shall get used to that; and, John, you

may trust your mother, for how could I help loving the woman that was

good to my boy?”

“That’s right, mother,” said John heartily; “you couldn’t, I’m certain

sure of that. And Honor will be good; never fear for her. She may be a

trifle giddy and thoughtless, perhaps; though even if she’s that, I’ve

got to find it out; but her heart--the darling!--is in the right place,

and that, to my mind, is what signifies the most. I only wish you could

have seen her with those children of Clay’s! It would have done your

heart good. I declare, she’s been as patient as an angel with that

little pickle Tom, when I should have liked nothing better than to punch

his ugly head; and then as to taking care of one in sickness, you should

just hear Mrs. Clay talk of her! So quiet and so sensible; always giving

the medicines at the right time, and never a thought about herself, even

if she was nights upon nights kept out of her bed, poor girl. Why,

mother, she must be almost as clever about sick people as you are

yourself--and that’s saying a good deal, as I, who have had an illness

or two in my life, can witness to.”

The aged mother and her stalwart son were on the best possible terms by

this time, she leaning with an air of proud maternal content on his arm

as they stood together on the broad walk which ran along the far end of

the well-stocked garden. The view from that spot was an extended as well

as a pleasant one. Away beyond the bright green meadows, where the young

stock leaped and gambolled on the springy turf--away beyond the not

unpicturesque ranges of buildings suggestive of John Beacham’s lucrative

business--lay “hedgerow elms,” and hills gray-blue in the soft spring

sunshine, while to the right, beyond Clay’s Farm, where pretty Honor

Blake was making ready for her bridal, an extensive pine-forest gave

depth and “body” to the picture.

“Isn’t it pretty, mother?” John said. “I think the view from this walk

prettier every time I see it. She’s sure, Honor is, to like the

Paddocks; and only to think that to-morrow is to be our wedding-day; and

that in a fortnight--not more; for I don’t intend to be away longer from

you and home--only to think that in a fortnight my little Honor may be

standing here between us, listening to the nightingales, I hope; for

they’ll be singing in the hawthorn hedge, as they do every year, by

that time; and, O, mother, it all seems too bright and beautiful to be

true!”

There was a moisture, strong man though he was and iron-nerved, in

John’s clear brown eyes as he spoke of his coming joy, and his voice

trembled with emotion. The old lady noticed his agitation; and again her

heart was hardened, not against her son, but against the unconscious

object of his love.

“He never shed a tear, that I can remember, ever since he was a man

grown, for _me_,” was her silent reflection as they passed together into

the old farm-house. Mrs. Beacham was, as I have endeavoured to make

appear, very far from being an ill-disposed woman; and yet it was,

perhaps, just as well for John’s peace of mind that he knew nothing of

the strange complication of feelings which, albeit they owed their

origin to devotion towards himself, threatened, nevertheless, to make

shipwreck of the comfort and happiness of his idolised Honor.

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