IN MEMORIAM

On April 6, 1911, the Fellows of the New York Academy of Medicine met to

honour his memory and to give reverent tribute to the sum of his

accomplishments as Pathologist, Sanitarian and Physician.

Some

Personal Recollections of

Dr. Janeway

I

What it is that has kept urging me to write down these recollections of

Edward Gamaliel Janeway, the physician, would indeed be rather hard to

define, but the desire to record a little something of what I had

personally come to know of this unusual man made itself felt very

shortly after his death, now over five years ago. Since that time this

feeling--steadily growing--seems irresistibly to have drawn me on to

this endeavour to add some little part to the perpetuation of his

memory--this man, who without pretence held the reputation of--one stops

to take a breath before writing it--the reputation of being the best

diagnostician in the world.

If by some happy chance these pen-pictured glimpses should bear some

likeness to the man--if they should bring out here and there a line or

colour which will recall some characteristic, show some quality, reveal

some trait which, for those who knew him, will help to keep his memory

fresh, they will have earned for themselves a very good reward. But

beyond this, if they should fall to the notice of a younger generation

and, more especially, to those choosing the profession of the physician,

and the reader can discern therein something of the man himself, can get

some glimpse of his life and its meaning, can gain some sense of the

sincerity, the simplicity, the self-sacrifice and singleness of purpose

which guided him and finally lifted him so far out of and above the

ordinary, then will the pleasant task of recalling fully justify this

venturesome effort.

* * * * *

It was in the midst of my medical schooldays and in the unrestraint of

Adirondack holidays twenty years ago that I first met Dr. Janeway. As I

look back at this first memory I can see a vigorous, well-built man a

little way on in the fifties, dressed for a mountain climb or a game of

golf. His fine, firm-featured face would have struck one as rather stern

if one happened to miss that blessed kindliness which always lighted his

steady eyes. Though dressed for outing, it was not difficult to see by a

brief study of his face that his choice of exercise was intellectual

rather than physical, yet he went to his game or his walk with the same

directness of purpose with which he went to his work.

Ordinary social intercourse was an effort for him. It seemed as if he

had to focus his mind down to the mental horizon of the everyday world

of everyday people around him, yet he did not appear impatient of the

small talk going on about him so long as it was plain he was not to take

part in it himself.

One characteristic which never failed to impress those who met him was

his reserve. It was the quality of it which was so striking. It was not

a reserve which was raised of aloofness; there was no particle of that,

no self-esteem, no egoism--common builders of reserve--yet on the other

hand it was not the retreat of shyness as many might have thought,

though out of it a certain constraint was undoubtedly born. One might

almost say it was a result rather than a reserve; the result of a

something hard at work within; a preoccupying something; a gestating

something, the offspring of which was--well--what _he_ was.

Another quality which leaves itself deep carved in the memory of these

early days of acquaintance was the quiet, unconscious respect he seemed,

with equal unconsciousness, to inspire in all about him; and more, even

in those who in kinship and friendship were closest to him, and with a

constancy which never wavered. In those days only the more evident

traits of his character came home to me. It was rather by feeling, by

intuition, that he impressed me. I had no measure of my own with which

to estimate his mental attainments. I had a kind of awe, of hero-worship

in knowing him, which left me reticent in the discussion of any medical

matters with him--so I usually stuck in those days to safer subjects.

It was not until two or three years later, after I was graduated, that I

had any association of a professional nature with him. It was near the

end of the summer, up in the mountains. An elderly lady, a member of a

well-known family, was suddenly taken ill. I was hurriedly called to see

her, and on arriving at her cottage was told that Dr. Janeway had been

sent for also and would be there soon; but they were anxious to have me

go to the patient at once. The state of excitement into which this, my

first professional call, threw me, was in itself enough without the

crushing thought of what the great man might think of me, a then

full-fledged M.D. I was ushered into the bedroom where she lay, totally

unconscious and breathing heavily. As I hastened to the house, I had

been formulating in my mind just the questions I should put to her--for

I had learned in the medical school how to take a careful history--and

there she lay without speech, without hearing, and without response. As

I stood looking at her I could feel, rather than see, the family

anxiously crowding about the doorway, waiting for me to tell them just

what the trouble was, how serious it was, what were the chances of her

recovery. At that moment I wondered why I had ever thought of studying

medicine. I sat down by the bedside and felt her pulse. Why was she

unconscious? I tried to think of all the things which caused a state of

unconsciousness. Suppose she should die before I could think of what the

trouble was, and before I could do anything to save her life! The

thought was staggering! And then as I looked down at the patient again

I realized, alas, that my chance of making a diagnosis to give to the

family and then to proudly repeat it to Dr. Janeway, had vanished--for

at that moment the doctor's voice could be heard outside the door and

the next he was quietly stepping into the room. As he came forward, I

stood aside to give him my place at the bedside. He asked one or two

simple questions which I was fortunately able to answer. As I look back,

I feel sure he did this to put me at my ease. This was the first time I

had ever seen Dr. Janeway in the sick-room. It would be hard to describe

the difference between this man I now saw examining the sick woman and

the Dr. Janeway I had known before. There was a light in his eyes and an

alertness in his voice, entirely new to me, as he deftly built up his

diagnosis, pointing out this physical sign and that, until the complete

pathological picture seemed to stand out as on the page of a book.

A little later as we came out from a talk with the family, he turned to

them and said: "Now the doctor and I wish to have a little consultation

together." How well I remember my feelings at that moment as he led me

into a room apart and closed the door. Anticipating what seemed to me

inevitable I said: "Of course, Dr. Janeway, they will want someone who

is older, someone with more--" He cut me short with, "You are going to

take care of her." "But--but--" I said. As if reading my thoughts he

smiled as he remarked: "That's what we are going to talk over now. Get a

pencil and paper and we will outline the necessary treatment." I wrote

down what he suggested, we arranged about getting the trained nurses,

and then, somehow, as the Doctor rose to go, the feeling came over me

that after all this was more of a job than, perhaps, I had any right to

undertake alone. I stood for a moment with these thoughts in my mind

when the Doctor put his hand on my shoulder and said: "If things don't

go just right come up any time and see me and we'll have a little talk;

or if you need me here, let me know. I am going now to tell the family

you will take charge of this case."

And thus it was that the old lady was guided back to consciousness and

comfort by the steady head and generous hand in the background; while

the fledgeling physician reaped praise for her progress.

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