X. The Cab at the Corner

A ten o'clock, a page bearing a card upon a silver tray knocked upon the

door, and stared with wide-eyed astonishment at the disordered gentleman

who opened it.

The card was Lady Mount-Rhyswicke's. Underneath the name was written:

If you are there will you give me a few minutes? I am waiting in a cab

at the next corner by the fountain.

Mellin's hand shook as he read. He did not doubt that she came as an

emissary; probably they meant to hound him for payment of the note

he had given Sneyd, and at that thought he could have shrieked with

hysterical laughter.

“Do you speak English?” he asked.

“Spik little. Yes.”

“Who gave you this card?”

“Coachman,” said the boy. “He wait risposta.”

“Tell him to say that I shall be there in five minutes.”

“Fi' minute. Yes. Good-by.”

Mellin was partly dressed--he had risen half an hour earlier and

had been distractedly pacing the floor when the page knocked--and he

completed his toilet quickly. He passed down the corridors, descended by

the stairway (feeling that to use the elevator would be another abuse of

the confidence of the hotel company) and slunk across the lobby with the

look and the sensations of a tramp who knows that he will be kicked into

the street if anybody catches sight of him.

A closed cab stood near the fountain at the next corner. There was a

trunk on the box by the driver, and the roof was piled with bags and

rugs. He approached uncertainly.

“Is--is this--is it Lady Mount-Rhyswicke?” he stammered pitifully.

She opened the door.

“Yes. Will you get in? We'll just drive round the block if you don't

mind. I'll bring you back here in ten minutes.” And when he had

tremulously complied, “_Avanti, cocchiere_,” she called to the driver,

and the tired little cab-horse began to draw them slowly along the

deserted street.

Lady Mount-Rhyswicke maintained silence for a time, while her companion

waited, his heart pounding with dreadful apprehensions. Finally she gave

a short, hard laugh and said:

“I saw your face by the corner light. Been havin' a hard day of it?”

The fear of breaking down kept him from answering. He gulped painfully

once or twice, and turned his face away from her. Light enough from a

streetlamp shone in for her to see.

“I was rather afraid you'd refuse,” she said seriously. “Really, I

wonder you were willin' to come!”

“I was--I was afraid not to.” He choked out the confession with the

recklessness of final despair.

“So?” she said, with another short laugh. Then she resumed her even,

tired monotone: “Your little friend Cooley's note this morning gave us

all a rather fair notion as to what you must be thinkin' of us. He seems

to have found a sort of walkin' 'Who's-Who-on-the-Continent' since last

night. Pity for some people he didn't find it before! I don't think I'm

sympathetic with your little Cooley. I 'guess,' as you Yankees say, 'he

can stand it.' But”--her voice suddenly became louder--“I'm not in the

business of robbin' babies and orphans, no, my dear friends, nor of

helpin' anybody else to rob them either!--Here you are!”

She thrust into his hand a small packet, securely wrapped in paper and

fastened with rubber bands. “There's your block of express checks for

six hundred dollars and your I O U to Sneyd with it. Take better care of

it next time.”

He had been tremulous enough, but at that his whole body began to shake

violently.

“_What_!” he quavered.

“I say, take better care of it next time,” she said, dropping again into

her monotone. “I didn't have such an easy time gettin' it back from them

as you might think. I've got rather a sore wrist, in fact.”

She paused at an inarticulate sound from him.

“Oh, that's soon mended,” she laughed drearily. “The truth is, it's been

a good thing for me--your turning up. They're gettin' in too deep water

for me, Helene and her friends, and I've broken with the lot, or they've

broken with me, whichever it is. We couldn't hang together after the

fightin' we've done to-day. I had to do a lot of threatenin' and things.

Welch was ugly, so I had to be ugly too. Never mind”--she checked an

uncertain effort of his to speak--“I saw what you were like, soon as

we sat down at the table last night--how new you were and all that. It

needed only a glance to see that Helene had made a mistake about you.

She'd got a notion you were a millionaire like the little Cooley, but

I knew better from your talk. She's clever, but she's French, and she

can't get it out of her head that you could be an American and not a

millionaire. Of course, they _all_ knew better when you brought out

your express checks and talked like somebody in one of the old-time

story-books about 'debts of honor.' Even Helene understood then that

the express checks were all you had.” She laughed. “I didn't have any

trouble gettin' the _note_ back!”

She paused again for a moment, then resumed: “There isn't much use our

goin' over it all, but I want you to know one thing. Your little friend

Cooley made it rather clear that he accused Helene and me of signalin'.

Well, I didn't. Perhaps that's the reason you didn't lose as much as he

did; I can't say. And one thing more: all this isn't goin' to do you any

harm. I'm not very keen about philosophy and religion and that, but I

believe if you're let in for a lot of trouble, and it only _half_ kills

you, you can get some good of it.”

“Do you think,” he stammered--“do you think I'm worth saving?”

She smiled faintly and said:

“You've probably got a sweetheart in the States somewhere--a nice girl,

a pretty young thing who goes to church and thinks you're a great man,

perhaps? Is it so?”

“I am not worthy,” he began, choked suddenly, then finished--“to breathe

the same air!”

“That's quite right,” Lady Mount-Rhyswicke assured him. “Think what

you'd think of her if she'd got herself into the same sort of scrape by

doin' the things you've been doin'! And remember _that_ if you ever feel

impatient with her, or have any temptations to superiority in times to

come. And yet”--for the moment she spoke earnestly--“you go back to your

little girl, but don't you tell her a word of this. You couldn't

even tell her that meetin' you has helped me, because she wouldn't

understand.”

“Nor do I. I can't.”

“Oh, it's simple. I saw that if I was gettin' down to where I was

robbin' babies and orphans....” The cab halted. “Here's your corner. I

told him only to go round the block and come back. Good-by. I'm off for

Amalfi. It's a good place to rest.”

He got out dazedly, and the driver cracked his whip over the little

horse; but Mellin lifted a detaining hand.

“_A spet_,” called Lady Mount-Rhyswicke to the driver. “What is it, Mr.

Mellin?”

“I can't--I can't look you in the face,” he stammered, his attitude

perfectly corroborative of his words. “I would--oh, I would kneel in the

dust here before you--”

“Some of the poetry you told me you write?”

“I've never written any poetry,” he said, not looking up. “Perhaps I

can--now. What I want to say is--I'm so ashamed of it--I don't know how

to get the words out, but I must. I may never see you again, and I must.

I 'm sorry--please try to forgive me--I wasn't myself when I did it--”

“Blurt it out; that's the best way.”

“I'm sorry,” he floundered--“I'm sorry I kissed you.”

She laughed her tired laugh and said in her tired voice the last words

he was ever destined to hear from her:

“Oh, I don't mind, if you don't. It was so innocent, it was what decided

me.”

One of the hundreds of good saints that belong to Rome must have

overheard her and pitied the young man, for it is ascribable only to

some such special act of mercy that Mellin understood (and he did)

exactly what she meant.

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