III

In the _State Journal_ office I had soon been changed from the newspaper

to the book room, and was put to setting up the House bills and Senate

bills. I am not ready to say that these potential laws, with their

clattering repetitions of, "An Act entitled an Act to amend an Act,"

intensified my sense of Columbus as a capital, with the lawmaking

machinery always grinding away in it; but the formula had its

fascination, and I remained contented with my work, with no

apprehension, from the frequent half-holidays offered me by the foreman,

that there was ever to be an end of it. All at once, however, the

legislature had adjourned and my father's engagement ended with the

session. My employment somehow ceased with both, and though we children

were now no longer so homesick for the country, and would have liked

well enough to live on in Columbus, we were eager for the new home which

he told us he had found for us in the Western Reserve. In his

anti-slavery opinions he agreed better with the Ohio New-Englanders

there than with the Ohio Virginians and Kentuckians whom we had hitherto

lived amongst; we understood that he had got a share in the Freesoil

newspaper in Ashtabula; and I can recall no wider interval between the

adjournment of the legislature and our taking passage on the newly

completed railroad to Cleveland than sufficed me for a hardy experiment

in gardening among the obdurate clods and brickbats of our small back

yard.

In the news-room of the _State Journal_ office I had seen the first real

poet of my personal knowledge in the figure of the young assistant

editor who used to come in with proofs or copy for the foreman, but I

cannot hope that the reader will recognize him in his true quality under

the name of Florus B. Plympton, or will quite withhold the sophisticated

smile of these days for the simple-hearted American parents of the past

who could so christen an unconsenting infant. I dare say most of his

verse was no worthier of his best than this name, but if here and there

a reader has known the lovely lines of the poem called _In Summer when

the Days were Long_, he will be glad to have me recall it with him, and

do what I can to bring it back from dumb forgetfulness. I myself had not

read that poem when I used to see the young editor in the news-room, and

he had perhaps not yet written it; I believe I did not think any great

things of other pieces which he printed in the _State Journal_; and it

was in the book-room, where I was afterward transferred, that I all

unwittingly met the truest poet of our Middle West, and one of the

truest poets of any time or place. With the name of John J. Piatt I

would gladly relate my own more memorably than in the _Poems of Two

Friends_, long since promptly forgotten, where I joined him in our first

literary venture. We are now old men, hard upon our eighties, but we

were then boys of thirteen or fourteen, with no dream of our adventure

in joint-authorship, and we had our boyish escapades in the long leisure

of the spring afternoons of 1850, when we did not yet know each other

even by the nature of poets which we shared.

I can see Piatt now, his blue eyes laughing to tears in our romps and

scuffles, and I can hear the trickling mirth of his reluctant chuckle,

distinct across the days of the years that have brought us so far. He

was setting up House Bills and Senate Bills too, with whatever

subjective effect, in the intervals of our frolic, but his head must

have been involved in the sunny mists that wrapt mine round. My life,

then, as always, was full of literature to bursting, the literature I

read and the literature I wrote, for my father had already printed some

of the verses I could not keep to myself; and it is not strange that I

can recover from the time so few and so trivial events of more exoteric

interest. My love indeed was primarily for my work at the printer's

case, but that had its hours, as while I was distributing the type, when

my fancy roamed the universe in every dramatization of a proud and

triumphant future. In these reveries I was a man brilliantly accepted by

the great world, but in my waking from them I was a boy, with a boy's

fears and anxieties in conditions which might not have appalled a bolder

nature. There was, for instance, the Medical College in State Street,

where years later I was to dwell so joyously when it had become a

boarding-house in a suspense of its scientific function, but whence now,

after the early dark had fallen, ghosts swarmed from the

dissecting-room, and pursued me on my way home well round the corner

into Oak Street, where they delivered me over to another peril,

unfailingly in wait for me. There an abominable cur, which had

instinctively known of my approach several houses away, rushed from his

gate to meet me. It might have been my wisest course to run from the

ghosts, but flight would not avail me with this little beast, and when

he sprang out with sudden yelpings and barkings, and meteoric flashings

about my legs, I was driven to the folly of trying to beat him off with

sticks and stones. After he had once found his way to my terror, which

remained to me from having been bitten by a dog years before, and left

me without a formula of right behavior with a dog attacking me, nothing

could save me from him but my final escape from his fence, his street,

his city; and this, more than anything else, consoled me for any sense

of loss which I may have felt in leaving the state capital.

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