VIII

I have told the story of this venture in a little book called _My Year

in a Log Cabin_, printed twenty-odd years ago, and I cannot do better

now than let it rehearse

[Illustration: _The Little Miami River at Eureka Mills, twelve miles

east of Dayton. Here the ruin of the dam, which served the mills run by

Mr. Howells's father, makes a rapid in the stream._]

itself here from those pages, with such slight change or none as

insists. For my father, whose boyhood had been passed in the new

country, where pioneer customs and traditions were still rife, it was

like renewing the wild romance of those days to take up once more the

life in a log cabin interrupted by many years sojourn in matter-of-fact

dwellings of frame and brick. It was the fond dream of his boys to

realize the trials and privations which he had painted for them in rosy

hues, and even if the only clapboarded dwelling at the mills had not

been occupied by the miller, we should have disdained it for the log

cabin which we made our home till we could build a new house.

Our cabin stood close upon the road, but behind it broadened a

corn-field of eighty acres. They still built log cabins for dwellings in

that region at the time, but ours must have been nearly half a century

old when we went into it. It had been recently vacated by an old

poor-white Virginian couple, who had long occupied it, and we decided

that it needed some repairs to make it habitable even for a family

inured to hardship by dauntless imaginations, and accustomed to

retrospective discomforts of every kind.

So before the family all came out to it a deputation of adventurers put

it in what rude order they could. They glazed the narrow windows, they

relaid the rotten floor, they touched (too sketchily, as it afterward

appeared) the broken roof, and they papered the walls of the

ground-floor rooms. Perhaps it was my father's love of literature which

inspired him to choose newspapers for this purpose; at any rate, he did

so, and the effect, as I remember, had its decorative qualities. He had

used a barrel of papers from the nearest post-office, where they had

been refused by people to whom they had been experimentally sent by the

publishers, and the whole first page was taken up by a story, which

broke off in the middle of a sentence at the foot of the last column,

and tantalized us forever with fruitless conjecture as to the fate of

the hero and heroine.

The cabin, rude as it was, was not without its sophistications, its

concessions to the spirit of modern luxury. The logs it was built of had

not been left rounded, as they grew, but had been squared in a sawmill,

and the crevices between them had not been chinked with moss and daubed

with clay in true backwoods fashion, but plastered with mortar, and the

chimney, instead of being a structure of clay-covered sticks, was laid

in courses of stone. Within, however, it was all that could be desired

by the most romantic of pioneer families. It was six feet wide and a

yard deep, its cavernous maw would easily swallow a back-log eighteen

inches through, and we piled in front the sticks of hickory cord-wood as

high as we liked. We made a perfect trial of it when we came out to put

the cabin in readiness for the family, and when the hickory had dropped

into a mass of tinkling, snapping, bristling embers we laid our rashers

of bacon and our slices of steak upon them, and tasted the flavors of

the wildwood in the captured juices. At night we laid our mattresses on

the sweet new oak plank of the floor, and slept hard--in every sense.

In due time the whole family took up its abode in the cabin. The

household furniture had been brought out and bestowed in its scanty

space, the bookcase had been set up, and the unbound books left easily

accessible in barrels. There remained some of our possessions to follow,

chief of which was the cow; for in those simple days people kept cows in

town, and it fell to me to help my father drive ours out to her future

home. We got on famously, talking of the wayside things so beautiful in

the autumnal day, panoplied in the savage splendor of its painted

leaves, and of the books and authors so dear to the boy who limped

barefooted by his father's side, with his eye on the cow and his mind

on Cervantes and Shakespeare. But the cow was very slow--far slower than

the boy's thoughts--and it had fallen night and was already thick dark

when we had made the twelve miles and stood under the white-limbed

phantasmal sycamores beside the tail-race of the grist-mill, and

questioned how we should get across with our charge. We did not know how

deep the water was, but we knew it was very cold, and we would rather

not wade it. The only thing to do seemed to be for one of us to run up

to the sawmill, cross the head-race there, and come back to receive the

cow on the other side of the tail-race. But the boy could not bring

himself either to go or to stay.

The kind-hearted father urged, but he would not compel; you cannot well

use force with a boy when you have been talking literature and

philosophy for half a day with him. We could see the lights in the cabin

cheerfully twinkling, and we shouted to those within, but no one heard

us. We called and called in vain. Nothing but the cold rush of the

tail-race, the dry rustle of the sycamore-leaves, and the homesick

lowing of the cow replied. We determined to drive her across, and pursue

her with sticks and stones through the darkness beyond, and then run at

the top of our speed to the sawmill, and get back to take her in custody

again. We carried out our part of the plan perfectly, but the cow had

not entered into it with intelligence or sympathy. When we reached the

other side of the tail-race again she was nowhere to be found, and no

appeals of "Boss" or "Suky" or "Suboss" availed. She must have instantly

turned, and retraced, in the darkness which seemed to have swallowed her

up, the weary steps of the day, for she was found in her old home in

town the next morning. At any rate, she had abandoned the father to the

conversation of his son, for the time being, and the son had nothing to

say.

I do not remember now just how it was that we came by the different

"animals of the horse kind," as my father called them, which we housed

in an old log stable not far from our cabin. They must have been a

temporary supply until a team worthy our new sky-blue wagon could be

found. One of them was a colossal sorrel, inexorably hide-bound, whose

barrel, as horsemen call the body, showed every hoop upon it. He had a

feeble, foolish whimper of a voice, and we nicknamed him "Baby." His

companion was a dun mare, who had what my father at once called an

italic foot, in recognition of the emphatic slant at which she carried

it when upon her unwilling travels. Then there was a small,

self-opinionated gray pony, which was of no service conjecturable after

this lapse of time. We boys rode him barebacked, and he used to draw a

buggy, which he finally ran away with. I suppose we found him useful in

the representation of some of the Indian fights which we were always

dramatizing, and I dare say he may have served our turn as an Arab

charger, when the Moors of Granada made one of their sallies upon the

camp of the Spaniards, and discharged their javelins into it; their

javelins were the long, admirably straight and slender ironweeds that

grew by the river. This menagerie was constantly breaking bounds and

wandering off; and was chiefly employed in hunting itself up, its

different members taking turns in remaining in the pasture or stable, to

be ridden after those that had strayed into the woods.

The origin of a large and eloquent flock of geese is lost in an equal

obscurity. I recall their possession simply as an accomplished fact, and

I associate their desolate cries with the windy dark of rainy November

nights, so that they must at least have come into our hands after the

horses. They were fenced into a clayey area next the cabin for

safe-keeping, where, perpetually waddling about in a majestic

disoccupation, they patted the damp ground down to the hardness and

smoothness of a brick-yard. Throughout the day they conversed tranquilly

together, but by night they woke, goose after goose, to send forth a

long clarion alarum, blending in a general concert at last, to assure

one another of their safety. We must have intended to pluck them in the

spring, but they stole their nests early in March, and entered upon the

nurture of their young before we could prevent it; and it would then

have been barbarous to pluck these mothers of families.

We had got some pigs from our old Virginian predecessors, and these

kept, as far as they could, the domestic habits in which that

affectionate couple had indulged them. They would willingly have shared

our fireside with us, humble as it was, but, being repelled, they took

up their quarters on cold nights at the warm base of the chimney

without, where we could hear them, as long as we kept awake, disputing

the places next to the stones. All this was horrible to my mother, whose

housewifely instincts were perpetually offended by the rude conditions

of our life, and who justly regarded it as a return to a state which, if

poetic, was also not far from barbaric. But boys take every natural

thing as naturally as savages, and we never thought our pigs were other

than amusing. In that country pigs were called to their feed with long

cries of "Pig, pig, pooee, poe-e-e!" but ours were taught to come at a

whistle, and, on hearing it, would single themselves out from the

neighbors' pigs, and come rushing from all quarters to the scattered

corn with an intelligence we were proud of.

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